I woke up very scared today and didnt understood why.
I was sweating really bad too but it wasnt actually so warm the night before.
I was flying few meters above my body and stood in the air, my room was definetly the same, nothing was replaced or moved.
I started unconsciously to deform my room to a different place while mixing it with some sort of time travel. Anybody who travels astral knows, that time travel is possible.
So the first littly change did nothing accept causing a bit greenish light to appear in the room. Suddenly was i was back in my body but i didnt woke up, instead i was checking the reaction to my body.
Ive had read a little text yesterday where Carlos Castaneda claimed, that we forget what we did in our dreams because of a fear mechanism which was caused automatically by our body… Maybe i was testing it unwillingly?
After doing the change a second time, ive felt little vibrations on my skin and a bit allertness came up, but it dropped immediately after i stopped.
It was a „test it and switch to body to see what the reaction will be“ – thing.
Now the third time, i changed the whole room and everything was shaking, it was a bit loud and short before changing everything including the bed where my body slept, i switched back to it and my pillow dropped down from my head and i dont know how when my head was on it.
I was shaking like hell and my sweat was intense while only my lower body was covered.
I absolutely knew that the change of the room happend astral, but when i switched back, my physical body was feeling the difference and we all know the instincts of survival… I have never felt a greater fear after i woke up. I thought my body would ripp to thousand pieces too..
While i felt nothing astral, no fear of death or whatever, my body was feeling all of it. But i didnt forgot what happend… So does fear really play a role ?
But i did realise that my memory was fading away from the details.
Our body’s or lets say brain, posess the ability to bring everything down to our unconscioussness.
Here’s my theory:
If we often act unconsciously in our dreams, and we act consciously when we are awake, (while we forget what we did in these worlds) wouldnt that mean the existence of a wall between these both ?
I mean why cant we remember in our dreams, what we actually did in the physical world? Why is our consciousness drifting away?
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