Archiv für den Monat Juli 2020

Allein unter Blinden…ich sehe was, was Du nicht siehst!

Manchmal denke ich, ich lebe in einer völlig anderen Welt, als die meisten anderen Menschen, die ich kenne. Manchmal beneide ich diese Menschen um ihre Gabe, das Offensichtliche nicht zu sehen und um ihre Ignoranz, das Wesentliche auszublenden. Blind zu sein, auf dem Auge des Mitgefühls. Aber tauschen möchte ich nicht mehr mit ihnen, selbst […]

Allein unter Blinden…ich sehe was, was Du nicht siehst!

Wish you all a Great Friday Night!

Party or just relaxing ? Whatever you do, have fun! 🙂

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

Weekend Fun – Audio Edition

Ill try my best with the audio editions!

Here you get to the original story:

https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/07/20/weekend-fun/

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

The Live Of a Young Elder

Hello,

My name ist Amy.

I love my phone and tablet.

I watch it the entire day until the battery runs out and than i start to watch my tablet while my phone recharges.

I like my bed and to live there for 10 hours a day. I only stand up when i get hungry or when i need a shower and i sleep over 12 hours a day.

When i take a walk to the kitchen, my legs start to hurt and i feel exhausted. My body is strong, but the few meters to the kitchen are tough.

My brother always says „You have the body of an 80 year old, but youre just 16“

That is true of course, but who cares about a body which is going to die in the end, right?

I love my freedom and to terrorise other low life creatures. I dont habe depression, but a lack of money. But i dont want to work, its too hard. The planet is too hard.

Why cant i be rich and drive a highspeed boat like a spoiled brat ?

In the end, i dont really care but i need a sugar daddy for sure. Someone who i never see but when i look at my bank account, the number should explode.

Manipulating humans is a fun game, they are so easy and the internet taught me this.

I rewatched many many videos about human behaviour and i can tell, humans are dumb.

But enough for now, my fingers got tired from tipping.

See you later when i restored my finger energy and slept another 12 hours.

~ Your Amy

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Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

My Questions…

I was wondering why humans are as they are.

How can i explain it,

Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves?

We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail.

A lot just dont ask themselves these questions which would lead to true understanding, instead they eat what they get and listen what the media and tv tells them.

Ive noticed that yesterday with my parents. It is a real task to tell them anything new because they scream before you finish the sentence.

Its like they never hear what you try to say, strange isnt it? Well… No … i would say that THIS is the REAL mind control agenda in the entire world. While they test their thesis on individuals, they do the same with the bright mass.

They become fearful puppets not for the state or nation, but of their own mind!

The own limitation by closing eyes and ears, eating bullshit from the media, it mixed itself to a pillar of fear for its own existence..

The bright mass.. wants to be ruled and they show it by their behaviour to themselves

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

fünf Wege, Deine Motivation zu killen – instant

  1. Erzähl das, was du vorhast, anderen! Völlig egal wem, am besten ungefragt, jemanden der dich doch ganz bestimmt ganz doll mag – und dann warte ab.

Hast Du bis dahin noch an dich geglaubt und das du alles schaffen kannst, dein gegenüber wird das für dich erledigen und danach weisst du warum du nie was schaffen und erreichen wirst (was dich eventuell weiter bringen könnte, als deinen gegenüber, denn genau DAS ist der Grund, warum er dir dringend abraten wird. Vielleicht sogar völlig unbewusst, aber denk dran. Die meinen es ja nur gut (für IHR Ego).

2. Stell fest dass du noch gar nicht gut genug bist oder das der Plan noch nicht perfekt ist. Vorher kannst du nicht anfangen und mir fällt gerade ein, dass ich schon mal darüber gebloggt habe.

3. Schaff Dir unerreichbare Ziele. Nichts ist unmöglich gilt auch nur für die Werbung. Und werde dir schlagartig bewusst, dass sie wirklich unerreichbar sind. Vor allem wenn Du Zusagen gemacht hast, von denen du bereits wusstest, dass du sie lieber nicht gibst.

4. Sag Dir, Du bist austauschbar und im Prinzip juckt es keinen WAS du zu bieten hast. Nichts wert zu sein, heißt auch nichts mehr erreichen zu müssen.

5. Umgib Dich nur mit Personen, die auch keine Ziele und Pläne haben. Ihr low level Standard wird dich runter ziehen und dir wird wieder bewussst, wie einfach und schön es in deiner Komfortzone sein kann.

Bonuspunkt: Schalt die Nachrichten ein. Überall Lüge, Betrüger, Gewalt Konflikte, Krieg und Krankheiten. Und DU willst die Welt verändern?

Vergiss es, geh zurück in Dein Hamsterrad und verpenn Dein Leben darin.

ABER Achtung:

solltest Du Deine Ziele für so wichtig erhalten weil du weißt WARUM Du sie hast, dann probiere von allem mal das Gegenteil. 😉 Viel Erfolg.

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WHAT IS – TRANSCENDENCE?

In short, „that, which is beyond the tangible“. It could be enough of an explanation, but I want to go into more detail.  The essence of „God“ of the original source and sources (yes, there are many“ is transcendent. Our soul is transcendent. Consciousness is transcendent. Do you notice anything? Transcendence is the „intangible“ something, […]

Another Hot Day

Its really hard to go somewhere in this kind of weather.

We have 30° celsius in the shadows and 45 in the sun.

You probably can imagine how a walk for 30 minutes feels outside.

The skin is wet, the hair falls in the eyes and all clothes are soaked …

A blizzard would be nice …

Meanwhile i try to make some new short story’s, maybe with voice or a little video ?

I am not sure yet.

Lets eat and find it out.

Friendly regards to all of you 🙂

Einen wunderschönen Tag wünsch ich euch

Genießt die Sonne. Denn es soll schon wieder bald vorbei sein damit.

Tolle Wolken am Himmel;)
Hier auch schöne Sommerwolken.

Ich bin mir nicht sicher, ob diese Streifen Climate Engineering sind oder Flugrouten zeigen, aber ich denke mal Climate Engineering.

Was denkt ihr?

Warum ich selten glücklich bin!

Heute mal wieder zu später Stunde ein paar Gedanken über mein liebstes Thema „Realität und Dummheit“.

Kurz gesagt, Dummheit ist schon lange einer meiner Trigger, wobei ich das dann auch, je nach Vorfall, anders definiere.

Eigentlich ist mir völlig bewusst, dass ich das Zeug dazu habe, gar nicht zu reagieren und entsprechend auch nichts weiter wäre, als die „Dummheit “ und denjenigen der sie „auslöst oder verursacht“.

Aber nein, da es mich triggert, reiß ich mein Maul auf und versuche denjenigen „aufzuklären“.

Ihr wisst das ist sinnlos und meist vergeudete Zeit.

Aber ich bin wie ich bin und ich seh mich heute noch, als wäre es gestern gewesen, vor der Oberin im Krankenhaus sitzen, beim Vorstellungsgespräch und höre mich auf die Frage „warum ich denn Krankenschwester werden will“, Antworten mit „weil ich den Menschen helfen will „

Für diese Dummheit könnte ich mich heute noch Ohrfeigen und da mich das bis heute verfolgt, diese Ausbildung war der worst Case was ich an menschlichen niedrigen Charakterzügen, die ich bis dato wirklich nicht kannte und mich dort zeitweise in üble Depressionen getrieben hatte, erlebte, es war an manchen Tagen ein Alptraum.

Also wird diese Zeit wohl der Triggerursprung sein und ich hasse inbrünstig dumme Leute, einfach weil ich sonst jeden hassen müsste und ich es auf „dumme“ runter gebrochen habe.

Nun bin ich aber auch schon viele Jahre mit Persönlichkeitsentwicklung vertraut und Psychologie ist ein großes Thema bei mir, ich liebe es ja Krankheiten und Symptome psychosomatisch zu erklären und spirituelle Sachen mit hineininterpretieren oder zu bringen und weiss wie es anders und vor allem besser geht.

Aber wie sagt man? „Der Schuster hat oft die schlechtesten Schuhe .“

Ich arbeite also schon seit Jahren daran, für jeden Menschen der mich aufregt eine Erklärung und Entschuldigung zu finden, warum er so ist.

Die einzige Person die dabei weder Erklärungen noch Entschuldigung erfährt, ihr ahnt es schon, bin ich.

Das ist per se auch eigentlich gar nicht schlimm, habe ich immerhin auch nicht vor, 80 Jahre alt zu werden.

Aber ich habe gelernt, auch alles zu erklären und zu entschuldigen, ändert nichts an der Tatsache, dass man Menschen, die das nicht wollen, gar nicht helfen kann.

Vielleicht für einen kurzen Moment und vielleicht reicht das auch schon.

Aber man sollte tatsächlich zuerst sich um sich selbst und sein Seelenheil kümmern und dann überlegen ob sich der Aufwand lohnt.

Ich habe in einem ähnlichen Moment zu meinem Mann gesagt „am Ende muss man davon ausgehen, dass man effektiv vielleicht einem oder vielleicht fünf Menschen wirklich und dauerhaft geholfen hat. Aber erwarten darf man das nicht.

Es sind unsere hohen Erwartungen die uns tief fallen lassen und daran sind wir ganz allein schuld.

Wenn wir wirklich realistisch sind, werden wir zugeben müssen, dass unsere Gesellschaft ein bunter Haufen seelischer und geistiger, teilweise degenerierter Schwachköpfe Egoisten sind und das wäre auch völlig okay so.

Aber sie können andere auch nicht in Frieden leben lassen. Und DAS ist für mich der springende Punkt.

Es krankt schon in den Ursprüngen unseres Systems und wird sich so schnell auch nicht bessern.

Und daran werden wir krank.

Entweder wir besinnen uns endlich alle, dass wir irgendwie alle in einem Boot sitzen oder wir ballern uns zurück in die Steinzeit.

Hoffentlich sind unsere Kinder dann auch schon 80.

Gefährliche Straßen

Ich merke es immer wieder beim Fahren wie gefährlich es ist, wenn die Hälfte der Fahrer ihre Fahrererlaubnis gekauft haben, statt die Prüfungen zu machen.

Und ja hier zählt man nur mit Geld als irgendwer oder irgendwas. Daher kann man sich nur mit Geld überall einkaufen.

Doch nicht nur sind es Autofahrer welche einem die Vorfahrt nehmen, sondern auch Kühe..

Es laufen ständig Kühe auf der Straße, welche man sehr schnell umnieten könnte, sobald man für ne Sekunde weg schaut.

Manchmal springen sie von einem Hügel mitten auf die Straße. Manchmal sind es aber auch Katzen oder Hunde.

Die Kühe werden oft nicht in Gehegen gehalten sondern laufen frühs beim Besitzer raus und kommen abends selbst wieder zurück. Nur manchmal überwacht ein Reiter das Vieh.

Diese Kühe stehen manchmal sogar zu Absicht mitten auf der Straße xD und drehen den kopf zum Auto sobald man zu nah ran fährt.

Fazit: Haltet eure Kühe an der Leine und lasst sie nicht wie Touristen durch die Stadt spazieren! 😂

Schatzi und Ich

Ich sage was,

Schatzi ist einverstanden und sagt was sie denkt,

Ich verstehe es falsch,

Schatzi denkt ich bin blöd,

Ich erkläre was ich meinte,

Sie sagt ich muss nix erklären weil sies weiß,

Ich erkläre trotzdem,

Schatzi und ich vertragen uns sowieso und wissen das der streit unnötig ist,

Wir haben uns sehr lieb,

Wir wundern uns wie es dazu kam,

Wir denken „was fürn scheiss“,

Wir vermissen uns. XD

~ Wir

Kids und Internet

Heute mal ein paar Erfahrungen aus meiner Mottenkiste, als mehrfache Mutter mit Kindern, die bereits das Internet endeckt haben.

Da wir kein Festnetz haben, brauchte ich eine Möglichkeit, dass meine Tochter, die zum Teil eher zu Hause ist/war als ich, im Notfall auch mal jemanden anrufen kann.

Da ich nicht altmodisch bin, gab es also ein kindgerechtes, einfaches Handy, auf dem man auch ein paar Apps – Schulapps-!! instaliert hat.

Naja die Schulapps haben derzeit wohl eine Öffnungsrate von +- 0, aber dafür gab es direkt, ihr ahnt es schon.. Tiktok und YouTube.

Was macht man dann als netter, wohlmeinender Erziehungsberechtigter?

Erst macht man, Nutzerbeschränkungen rein. FSK 6..FSK12 und „eingeschränkter Modus“.

Das klappt schon sehr gut aber dann stellt man fest „verdammt, sie machen das Ding ja gar nicht mehr aus.“

Darauf ist man, ehrlich gesagt, eben NICHT vorbereitet. Zumindest nicht, wenn es das erst Kind mit Handy von einem ist, einfach weil die großen Geschwister über doppelt so alt sind und man damals keine Handys für die hatte.

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Dann wird die ganze Sache, eine Weile eklig bis man sich durchringt, „Erziehungsmaßnahmen“ zu treffen die zu üblen Familiendiskussionen führen werden.

Aber gut, Kinder brauchen halt noch Grenzen die wir Erwachsene uns selber setzen können und tun.

Ich selbst mach mein Handy abends komplett aus und geh schlafen undenkbar das mein Kind das freiwillig tun würde.

Nachdem ich das erste Mal nachts halb zwei von komischen Geräuschen geweckt wurde und feststellte, dass Madame wach und am Handy war, galt es die Erziehungsmaßnahmen nun auch durchzuziehen

Da ich kein Freund radikaler Maßnahmen bin und Handy wegnehmen, dezent auch selber blöd finde, dachte ich „gut eine andere Idee muss her.“

Meine Schwägerin gab mir dann den Tip, den sie bei ihren Töchtern nutzt, installiere eine Elternapp.

Wie begleitetes Fahren ist das, aber halt begleitetes surfen.

Meine Tochter war nicht amüsiert, aber nach kurzer Zeit, war sie davon überzeugt, dass es sie nicht umbringen wird und nun läuft quasi ihr Handy über mein Handy.

Ich weiss, dass dies eventuell auch nicht weniger radikal als wegnehmen ist, aber eine gewisse Freiheit hat sie damit auch. Wenn auch in stark eingeschränktem, kindgerechten und von mir festgelegten Zeitrahmen.

Und ein gesperrtes Handy ist ja auch irgendwie weggenommen.

Aber immerhin kann ich abends sicher sein dass dieses Flimmerding nicht angeschaltet werden kann, bevor ich es freischalte und das ist gut so.

Ich empfehle diese Apps tatsächlich allen Eltern mit jüngeren Schulkindern, schon um die Kontrolle zu behalten und eben nicht ständig schauen zu müssen WAS macht das Kind im Internet und wann, wie lange und vielleicht sogar mit wem.

Mal schauen, vielleicht ändere ich das wenn sie 18 ist. Nein Spaß.

Wie sagt man so schön „Vertrauen ist gut, Kontrolle ist besser. Und Kinder müssen geschützt werden. Vor allem in Internet.“

Wie seht ihr das?

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The Eyes in the Dark

I was sitting in my room while reading a book. It was called „The forbidden Secrets of Mankind“.

It was boring at first until it started to tell about monsters which surrounded us a long time ago and that they feed of energy.

Suddenly a strong wind came up and i went to my window to close it but i noticed two glimmering yellow eyes from the woods, staring at me without blinking.

I got scared and put my glasses on,

It were just 2 old bicycle lamps which reflected the floor light back..

I went to sleep, it was late.

EXPERIMENT – M – CHAPTER 1

„beep beep beep“ the alarm clock sounds. ignore

„piiiiep piiiieeep piiieeeeep“ shrill screeching of the alarm clock, my heartbeat soaring, that the breathing mask crashes into my face,

„DAMNED“ – I shout unabashedly – nobody hears me here anyway.

Not only am I awake, I am also directly annoyed and before my morning ration of „gold“ I am not master of my senses.

Mistress, mind you, but nobody here is interested in that. Least of all me.

A short time later, after a short lap of honor in what they call „bath“ here, jail would be more appropriate, I am already on my way to the research room.

Today a new experiment is on the agenda, Torben, our leader has been raving about it all last week.

Today it’s getting serious.

The new experiment is supposed to prove that there are genetically created races that are able to develop independently and treat their planet lovingly and not destroy it.

Experiments A to L were pure failures. As was to be expected.

This universe was one of the younger ones and one could almost rightly claim to be one of the most unnecessary.

Torben, hated it when I said that. But I was convinced of that.

We had consistently had bad results in all previous experiments.

Either the experiments destroyed themselves in a very short time, or their planet, or both.

Our team, put all their hopes on – M – In the belief that the mistakes of the past would not be made again.

After all, the mistakes in the genetic code had been corrected, and there were already promising species on the planet we wanted to integrate.

When I arrived, the whole team was already assembled and looked out of the round window that stretched across the entire room. The view was once again overwhelming.

„Too bad that this beautiful planet will soon be a heap of ashes and coal dust, too,“ Brian murmured as I stood next to him. Torben looked over at us disapprovingly.

„A little more enthusiasm people. Just try harder,“ he said and went to his desk.

„In 15 minutes we will reach their orbit. There’s no mention in our files that any of us have been here, so I guess we’re free to go and have a good romp.“

So we went to him.

The moment when we initiated the start of the experiments was always particularly solemn … we hugged each other and I looked at my husband, who had been trying to get through to me the whole time.

Since telepathy was forbidden on the ship, I couldn’t show him that his signals were getting through, but he knew from my facial expressions that they were. There were many couples on the ship, but our boss said it would lower the group’s morale if we showed it too openly, so we couldn’t even stay in the same cabins.

What were we getting into?

„Hey, Kati. You’re the first one today. Let’s go.“

My husband got big eyes and a red head, I knew he hated it when Brian and Torben preferred me.

To be first on the new planet was also to be favoured by the bosses, but they probably just chose me because I was the last one to arrive at the meeting.

„Well then. Here we go.“ I said, „Here we go,“ and I laid down on the appropriate chaise longue and got wired across the room.

„But this time, don’t put life support on until after I’ve gone. I said that, and everyone laughed.

The bums had already slammed the tube onto my chest when I hadn’t even been over there yet.

„Guys, this stuff is just so you don’t have to check up on me so much. When is my husband coming?“

He was already standing next to me, giving me one last kiss and whispering to me, „Soon my heart. I won’t let you wait too long.“

I was going to say „You say that every time.“ But then it started.

Through a monitor I was shown what we already knew about the planet and through a cable this was sent directly into my memory.

In addition I saw pictures which already let me suspect that also experiment – M – would fail again, like the others before.

Although the predominant species there did not seem to be too intelligent, it was apparently unconscious to a great extent and strove to kill everything was foreign to it.

„This is gonna be fun.“ The others around me nodded. I’ve never seen a planet worse than this one.

Since I had not written the schedule and only knew the rough task details, Brian felt that too much knowledge spoils the effect. I was curious to see what I would end up with this time.

Well.., this time no exoskeleton seemed to be needed, which was the case on almost all other planets and annoyed us.

The freedom of movement with these things, is immensely limited and no one can say that it is fun. Although mature exoskeletons were able to adapt well to the body inside, but in principle they were all useless.

After that it turned black around me and I lost consciousness…

Part 2 on its way! Katja

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

Guten Morgen Zusammen

Ich wünsche jeden einen guten Donnerstag!

Lasst euch nicht von euren Zielen abbringen und macht immer weiter!

Kater Leos Tag, Ein paar Impressionen

Leo probiert die Kette… lecker ?
Bäh, was schmeck ich da?
War das Seife? Muss ich zum Arzt??
Ist hier vielleicht ein Gegenmittel drin?
Verdammt mir ist immer noch schlecht.
Nicht so laut ihr Vögel, ich brauche meine Ruhe.
Vielleicht rettet mich das geklaute Brötchen.
Warte, ich schau mit…vlt finden wir was.
Geht es dir wieder besser??
Alles gut.

Problems of a long distance Relationship

Having a partner who lives hundred and thousands of miles away for a long time is very hard.

Specially when you cant see each other because some state’s and governments wont allow it..

Thats a pretty stupid and fucked up planet if you ask me… hindering two people to find their luck, while they can be anywhere, anytime around the globe with their privat jets..

It often happens that out of nowhere, we start to have a conflict with our long distance partner about many stupid and useless things.

The reason for this is the distance and frustration. Not knowing WHEN youre going to see him/her.

The more interesting thing is, every conflict dissapears when you start to video chat with your partner. It feels if a conflict never appeared at all.

So do more video chats people! I guarantee you, it will feel better and stress will be solved instantly!

The most problem is that you cant help them at any way if they should have problems or whatever.

Questions appear like „what if he/she get into a car accident and we never hear anymore from each other?“ Or what if…. and so on..

Pretty useless questions of course, because you couldnt change anything at all … only wait and hope.

And one more thing, the black question should never even be in your mind „does my partner fake it or step sides me with another one?“

This question is only to be asked if you really have a strange feeling about it.

If your partner really loves you and you both REALLY FEEL connected to each other – a way will be always open! It always is!

Have a good day friends!

Small Motivation for you

It doesn’t matter how you get there, what matters is that you get there.

katja sakura

It doesn’t matter how you get there, what matters is that you get there.

Dark Rituals and Blood ? Part 2

The screen showed five teenagers which were bound on chair and they seemed to cry. Their eyes were bound with tape.

Meanwhile some people started to laugh and under these people, we even saw Bill B., K.P. and many more.

We didnt expect these people to be here. They were neither guarded or secured. It really seemed like a „party“ were everyone was equal and „knew“ each other.

While the people laughed, me and my wife looked each other in the eyes and understood what was going to come.

Those who organised this party went on and gave everyone a mask.

My wife got a cat mask and i got a gorilla mask.. no one would notice us now we thought.

„EVERYBODY … MASKS ON AND ENJOY THE LITTLE TEASER … hahaha“ said the pig mask guy.

Suddenly the people on the screen got tasered by people who wore black robe’s and pig masks.

„WHEN THE PREY SCREAMS, IT GETS TASERED AND WHEN YOU CRY, WE EAT YOU ALL ALIVE“ said one of the black robe guy.

The people started to laugh like it was a commedy show.

It seemed we were the only normal people in this underground building.

No one could go out until the show was over.

My wife got disgusted and needed a bathroom.

„Are you okay? Lets go to a bathroom“ i said.

We both got to a very luxerous bathroom and i waited until she was …. finished with puking.

Bill B. came in.. „I see its your first time here?“

„Yes it is … and our first time to this kind of fun“ i replied.

„Hahaha .. it hasnt even begun, wait until you see the baby’s“ while he washed his hands and smiled.

„We look forward to it!“ i said while starting to laugh myself. Not because of the „fun“ what was going to come, but because a „Bill B.“ talked about killing baby’s and smiling about it.

I asked myself …what if all the bullshit from the internet was true what they said about him?

We would soon see..

Bill left and my wife came out of the bathroom.

It was strange that the womans and mens bathroom were all the same. I mean what idiot doesnt respect privacy?

We left the bathroom and took our masks back on.

„AND THAT IT IS FOR THE TRAILER LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, GO THROUGH THE NEXT GATE TO THE REAL FUN“ the pig guy said.

A big metal door opened behind the screen and everybody went in, as we heird some say „Iam so excited ..we can finally let it loose again“

We wondered what they meant as we walked with the crowd and my wife held my arm.

A loud „DONG … DONG“ … Two paths appeared .. The people followed their lust..

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]

Sleepy Day’s

Hello everyone,

i hope you guys do well too.

The last days i feel really tired, specially when the sun shines strong.

I wish the weather engeneering/chemtrails back! It made the weather grey and cold 😄

I dont know why i feel like that, maybe a really good sleep would make it up.

A friggin fly woke me up over 15 times and i didnt bother catching it last night..

Have a great day and tell us your day! 🙂

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Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]

A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]

Methoden der Zielfindung + Pareto Prinzip

Getreu dem Motto „alles lief genau der Plan, aber der war eben scheiße“ , geht es heute mal kurz darum, wie man sich selbst erreichbare Ziele setzt und wie man feststellt ob diese Ziele realistisch oder sagen wir besser, machbar sind.

Dabei gilt, nichts ist unmöglich und alles erreichbar, aber je höher das Ziel, desto mehr Hingabe und Aufmerksamkeit und Geduld erfordert es.


Was ist ein Ziel?

Ein angestrebter Zustand oder eine angestrebte Situation in der Zukunft.

Es wird unterschieden in kurzfristige, mittelfristige oder langfristige Ziele.

Wie gesagt, im Regelfall dauert das Erreichen größerer Ziele, die ich nur durch meine aktive Arbeit erreiche, deutlich länger, als die Bockwurst die ich mir heute Abend an der Tanke holen möchte.

Zielfindungsprozesse

  1. Analyse des IST-Zustand
  2. Finden des SOLL-Zustandes
  3. Entwickeln einer Strategie
  4. Planen der nötigen Schritte / To Do Listen erleichtern das ganze
  5. Unterteilen in einzelne Abschnitte / Meilensteine setzen mit Belohnungssystem, wenn gewünscht
  6. Kontrolle ob die Abschnitte nach den vorhandenen Wünschen erreicht wurden
  7. Analyse Ja/Nein/Warum
  8. ggf. überarbeiten der einzelnen Teilabschnitte
  9. Ausführung
  10. erneute Kontrolle und ggf. Optimierung der Strategien
  11. Ziel erreicht!

Pareto Prinzip

Pareto, war ein italienischer Ökonom der um das 19. Jahrhundert herum, die Beobachtung machte, dass in seiner Gegend ungefähr 80% der Gebäude nur etwa 20% der Bevölkerung gehörten.

Im Laufe der Zeit, erkannte man, dieses Prinzip im Hinterkopf habend, dass es auch auf andere Bereiche unseres Lebens zutraf.

80% des Umsatzes einer Firma werden durch 20% der Mitarbeiter erwirtschaftet.

Mit nur 20% der Zeit, effektiv genutzt, hat man 80% seines Jobs erledigt usw.

Das passt übrigens zu neuesten Studien, wonach Büromitarbeiter, den größten Teil ihres Arbeitsalltags mit allem möglichen verbringen, außer effektiv arbeiten.

Natürlich sollte man nun keine Korinthenkackerei betreiben und diese Zahlen festnageln.

Aber lasst es uns einmal verdeutlichen.

Je mehr Zeit wir EFFEKTIV nutzen, und voraus planen, desto weniger Aufwand benötigen wir um unser Ziel in der bestmöglichen Zeit zu erreichen.

Ein positiver Nebeneffekt ist eine bessere Work-Life-Balance. Was auch vor einem Burn Out und Depressionen sowie anderen desaströsen Zuständen schützt.

Zielbewertung

Um überhaupt erst einmal zu wissen, welche Ziele denn überhaupt die wichtigsten sind.

Dies steht meist im unmittelbaren Zusammenhang mit unserer derzeitigen IST-Situation und ist quasi das „dringendste Problem“. Oft ist es unsere finanzielle Situation, dass wie einen (besseren oder besserbezahlten) Job finden möchten.

Unser Portemonnaie nicht mehr verhungert. Ein Haus, ein Auto ein Boot. Man kennt das.

Wir bewerten also unsere Ziele erst einmal nach Dringlichkeit. Und schon stellen wir fest, dass es gar nicht mehr so viele Ziele für den Moent sind.

Sollten wir feststellen, dass sie sich im Bereich unserer Lebenserhaltung befinden.

In Deutschland haben fast alle Wohnraum und Auto, aber nicht alle einen guten Job..

Wir können also schon hier runterbrechen, von 10 Zielen, sind 2 essentiell und diese 2 schaue ich mir genauer an.

Pareto Prinzip schon einmal angewandt.

Das Pareto Optimum ist, wenn ich mit den zu erreichenden Zielen, auch die Lebensqualität meiner Kinder und Angehörigen verbessern kann.

Das ganze kann übrigens zu Lasten anderer gehen, da nirgends die Frage nach der Gerechtigkeit gestellt wird, aber auch dass kennt man hierzulande.

Das war es eigentlich schon, kurz erklärt.

Danke für Eure Aufmerksamkeit und wenn ihr schon immer mal ein Thema Eurer Wahl näher erläutert haben wollte, nennt es uns.

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Ein kleiner Überblick über unsere Bücher /A SMALL OVERVIEW OF OUR BOOKS

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Till Death do us part???

They say, Death separates us.

I say, NO. Death only change the spaces between us. But he do not part US.

If our Souls belong together, and it was REAL, REAL Love and we are Twinsouls.

Or Soulmates, we should know, we will see each other again, After death. No mather we was Father and Son, Daughter and Mother, or any other Kind of Connection.

If i know this, Then I’d rather be faithful too, beyond death.

Dont stop believing! Start to believe.

Nothing happens without an reason.

Did you miss someone and wants to get an Connection, here i am:

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The Witch – Another Dream

I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue.

The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue.

Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me.

This tree and the entire scene was in the middle of nowhere. The background was black and if i would fall, the scene would fall apart i knew.

The woman or as i thought „WITCH!“ asked me „What do you desire the most, that i could give you?“ This question seemed easy because i knew, bringing my wife from the other end of this planet wouldnt work …at all…

So i answered „Ultimate Power“ – Than the tree brought up many other people which were connected to the tree… Lets say they were corrupted and fell to her spell.

She walked towards me slowly while pushing aside the hanging blue body’s. I thought that these might attack me but i wasnt scared and neither did i wanted anything from her.

I decided to fly upwards, so she couldnt reach me.

She understood that she couldnt catch me with her spell, neither had it any effect even if she wouldve catch me.

Her spell was to seduce its prey and wrap them up under a false promise, while the tree did the rest.

She was a witch who posessed the willingless prey…

While i flew away, she screamed loud and looked rather dissapointed.

I woke up …

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]

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Intervall Fasting #5 – Benefits, disadvantages

Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]

Dark Rituals And Blood? Part 1

This is our experience inside a „Ritual Party“ or how they say „The Party of High“.

Me and my wife had been inside this forum for few weeks, just to see how this kind of people are and what they actually do.

It was only accessible with a special key which was „BABYJUICE“ but spelled backwards.

This was only attainable from a recommendation trough another guy who’s trust was needed.

They offered and invited us to one of their strict and forbidden party’s, which was held once every two years.

They didnt told us anything about details, but they said „Food and drugs are free“.

We thought that it might be not that bad.

Well… it was worse!

We didnt knew how to cloth ourselves, so i just wore a suit and my wife took her black dress.

We took a taxi to a central place and waited for the „friend“ who waited for us there.

As we arrived, he was standing there and said hi to us and that this coming night will be our best.

„We will now take another drive and the location where we are going, will be underground. So dont worry, no one is going to kidnapp you because many get nervous their first time“ he said smiling.

We thought he was okay, so we got relaxed and got into the fancy car and drove to the location..

….. Meanwhile driving ….

„You said drugs are free too?“ i asked him.

He started laughing and said „Youll gonna love it, it is really fun and even funnier under a special drug“

We didnt bothered to ask more and just sat quiet in the car while looking out the window.

„Try to make friends there, many big names arrive tonight“ he said.

To be honest we didnt bothered about any big name or even if god would arrive there, we just wanted to see what the self claimed „elite“ did to have fun. This was a lifetime chance to see their real faces!

We played along and answered as usual to every question someone asked us. If those people would know for what we are really here, we probably would just dissapear from the earth.

Since my wife is exactly like me, i didnt need to worry about anything bad. She knew what she was doing.

We arrived at a farm but no one was standing there.

„We arrived, please press the button to your left from outside the window“

My wife pressed it and a tunnel opened before us.

„Lets go, we walk the rest“ said the friend who’s name we only knew from the internet…

We got out and didnt knew what to expect.

After we went in, the guy said „go ahead ill be right back“ – so we went in alone but already started to hear musik.

As we walked down, we saw the entrance to the party, a giant head from lucifer which was gloving in red and orange, with a pinky voice asked us „Death or Fun?“

Of course we said fun and than a light point on the wall appeared, so we followed.

We got nervous and werent sure if we should continue because we didnt saw anybody either.

Out of nowhere, the friend appeared and said „lets have fun now“ while started to laugh.

We came to a big area with many people, gentle music and YES we did cloth us right. They all were in suits and it seemed just like a normal evening but nothing seemed special we thought.

I asked Kate, my wife „What do you think? Shall we seperate few meters and take closer looks on whats going on?“ i asked.

„NO! we dont seperate, ive got a bad feeling about whats going to come“ she said.

So we stood together and looked a bit around. We didnt knew anybody but neither wanted to talk too much.

„WELCOME LADIES AND GENTLEMAN TO THIS BLOODY NIGHT OF FUN“ said a man while wearing a pig mask.

It looked creepy…

„WE SHALL CLOSE THE GATES NOW AND BEGIN THE CEREMONY“

The doors and gates closed and a big screen appeared in front of us.

What we saw next was breath taking..