How would it be if we dont need to do anything anymore?
Not getting bothered by something nor anyone?
Not constantly to maintain something?
Not to look at your body and be depressed ?
Not to constantly think some useless bullshit which twists your head?
Not to worry about anything or anyone?
Just .. be .. … and do whatever you want and like, without getting bothered by any body function or your annoying neighbour..
How many are pissed about their existence but not because their life is bad, but because they just cant stand anything what is offered with it?
I think there are many.. ive never liked being a fucking human.. it bothered me before i even incarnated here .. if knew that this wouldnt be good
All this useless and dumb activity’s and conversations.. and some of the activity is not even possible because of a fucking wall or border or money gap…its annoying..
And yet im here, writing this and knowing that i might have a final task before WE leave, otherwise i would be long gone.
I really fucking hate this existence of a human, even if i understand the beauty of life and all what is about… but i personally still dont like it.. there is A LOT MORE and A LOT BETTER PLACES than this.
My inner feeling and memory tells me more about this cursed planet and faked free will than anything else.
Once you got to a certain point with certain „enlightenments“ from your „past“ incarnations, you will not give damn anymore about any of this planets bullshit.
… i should try to relax..
Sorry for my language my dear self 🤣
Have a good day xD
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