In today’s blog i want to share a dream which ive had few months ago ..
I stood suddenly in a darker area with few dark clouds and an upcoming fog.
Out of nowhere, a huge cathedral building came up from the ground which had a giant clock in the center, but without pointers.
I was standing inside with the blink of an eye.
The floors were dark and empty .. i looked smiling left and right and heard a scream which seemed to be far away but i didnt cared about it.
I knew that something was strange about it.
The floors were made out of wood and every door was locked and the walls were clean in the middle sections.
A door opened while i was slowly walking down the left floor and i realised that there was no exit anymore.
How did i got in again? I was probably in the sixth floor which i could see from a window.
The place looked beautyfull from above i thought.
The door which opened had a cell phone and a small clear bed inside. It started to ring and i took it fast up, because i knew that the „others“ shouldnt hear the sound.
Someone was talking to me like im their friend. I seemed to be a girl i thought but i wasnt sure. She said „quick close the door theyre coming“ and she hang up.
Well i wasnt scared to be honest and after she said it, i could hear loud screams which definetly were monsters.
I walked to the door and looked down the floor to see what was happening there, it seemed empty but suddenly i changed my view and was above the floor and i saw a few monsters coming up the stairs.
I was back in the room and i walked to the left were the monsters came across.
I saw the stairs and now was standing there, but where are the monsters? Did they left?
I heard a loud scream at my back. It was a girl with a white dress which you might know from one or other horror movie.
That bitch was flying around and screaming without reason. I knew that SHE was the girl on the phone.
I didnt cared anymore and suddenly she stood in front of me. She didnt looked scary and said that i shouldnt go down there while she left laughing.
I smiled and went down.
The scene changed.
I was now in a area which i couldnt leave easy anymore and i knew that because of the evil energy which was coming from there .. + i didnt knew that it was a dream.
That place was even darker now and all doors were open. The walls seemed dirty and some sort of dark energy’s were coming out of every door.
The floors were full of evil beings and i was just standing and slowly walking around.
The stairs behind me didnt existed anymore, neither was there any window left.
A monster came out of the room and i thought maybe it will attack me, but instead it just stared at me and backed of slowly.
Was i that scary ? Well no i was not! I just had no fear!
The monster looked like a giant ugly shaped ….thing which had two dark eyes. It screamed loud but did nothing else.
I noticed that it couldnt get out fully of the room. Maybe they were banned to that place i thought.
So i went down the floor and looked left and right to alle other rooms but without touching anything.
One being was uglier than the other and they all smiled at me when i stuck my head in the room.
Some rooms seemed to be lightend and still dark.
Now you may ask yourself why i was smiling and laughing trough the halls ? Well maybe im the monster?
I simply knew that nothing could harm me at all, only scare me really REALLY bad if i let it happen.
The time was about right to loose the mind in such a place when im honest, but the more i walked down, the funnier it got.
I started to really laugh loud and held door rooms while laughing at the faces of these beings. I couldnt stop and the funny thing was not their ugly face, but their weakness in reality.
I understood that none of them could do anything, not even hit me or else as long as i had zero fear in myself.
Suddenly they started to get pissed off and while i was laughing, three of them came out of their rooms and (yes now they were really outside) the floor became very dark blue, nearly pitch dark blue and i still laughed but a bit less.
I looked at them and came few steps forth while all three looked at me with their yellow glowing eyes. Theyve had no shape anymore.
I asked „and now what ? What youre gonna do?“ and i started to laugh again while i pushed them against the wall telepathically. They just stood there and two more came up..
I walked further down the floor without giving a damn. I thought its enough playtime for now.
I looked a final time back and noticed that the entire floor was filled with them, just staring at me.
Another stair appeared and i wanted to go down. Now the monsters from the floor stood behind me and looked.
I asked „What do you guys want ?“ but they didnt said anything back, nor did they smile.
I didnt cared anymore and went down.
The scene changed again.
Now i was flying above a very long and wide underground area which i knew, was within the building.
But something was very wrong about that place. The place was first enlighted and normal but i was just one floor and i seemed to fly away from something.
A dark „something“ was coming from every direction and it made the place became very dark.
I started to get scared a bit but than i got a bit of my consciousness back and knew, nothing could hurt me.
Suddenly that thing dissapeared and but i was still a bit panicking..
„Where is the damn exit??“ I thought loud..
I changed my view and saw that this place was the ground floor of the building but it was somehow on a different dimension which told me that there was no possible escape.
I saw where i was standing and how much darkness i needed to pass trough to exit. The stairs were gone and if i would went back to the floor of monsters, they surely would sense my slight fear and enhance it to fuck me up xD
I lost my consciousness again and that thing appeared, which hunted me again.
The place was filled with darkness now, and i realised something.
That „thing“ was actually the exit.
So i was still unconsious but i knew what i needed to do.
I visualised the shattering of the dimension and the darkness and my view broke to thousand shards of glass.
My consciousness was switching out of the scene and i saw the frozen and broken place one last time, before i woke up.
Erinnert ihr euch manchmal daran, dass es viel mehr gibt, als nur dieses eine Leben?
A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?
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