Archiv für den Tag 05/08/2020

The „Elite“ Club

Sign your name and bank account info down below and you will be a royal elite member of the club.

The „lets eat meat“ and „why im a cunt“ – show will start soon!

Get your fork and balls between your ass! ..

Cunts!

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

how to stay motivated in an stupid world?

  1. Be aware that you do not live to please others.
  2. You dont owe anybody anything. Nobody!
  3. Stop explaining yourself again and again.
  4. If your Family is not worth to called „family“ build your own family and suround yourself with people which really love, trust and need you.
  5. dont waste your precious lifetime with people and situations, which makes you feel worthless and stupid.
  6. find your inner peace and learn to love yourself
  7. dont trust to soon
  8. dont wait to long, if you dont really know ist worthy

its never to late to change an situation, which is noch worth living in!

its never to late, to start something new and sometimes its the only possibility!

stay strong and trust your plan, you wrote .


Humans and their Ego

it’s a never ending story.
people and their ego.
people only believe what they want to believe.
if they would at least leave those who believe something else alone.
but no.
their ego prevents them from being empathic.
they want to be the way they are.
and often deliberately harm others.
a never ending story.
so karma often comes as a big surprise at the end.
then, when the cycle starts all over again and you are allowed to relive it.
because their ego has made them accumulate so much bad karma that they are allowed to incarnate again as a reward and then hopefully this time they will be the ones who get to feel the ego of others.
i hope this doesn’t give me bad karma points 😉

humans and their ego – to puke 😉


es ist eine unendliche geschichte.
menschen und ihr ego.
menschen glauben nur, was sie glauben wollen.
wenn sie wenigstens diejenigen, die etwas anderes glauben, in ruhe lassen würden.
aber nein.
ihr ego hindert sie daran, empathisch zu sein.
sie wollen so sein wie sie sind.
und fügen anderen oft ganz bewusst schaden zu.
eine unendliche geschichte.
deswegen kommt karma oft als große überraschung am schluss.
dann, wenn der kreislauf von vorne beginnt und sie das ganze noch einmal durchleben dürfen.
weil ihr ego sie dazu gebracht hat, so viel schlechtes karma anzusammeln, dass sie zur belohnung wieder inkarnieren dürfen und dann hoffentlich dieses mal die sind, die das ego der anderen zu spüren kriegen.
ich hoffe das macht mir jetzt keine schlechten karmapunkte 😉

menschen und ihr ego – zum kotzen 😉

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Watermelon Poisoning

It happens a lot in this country.. Youll buy a watermelon and hope its a really sweat one.

But than it happens.. one bite and after an hour, the symptome’s start to show.

Stomach cramps and pain, dizzyness, sweating and headaches.

Dammit.. got poisoned..

There are no health regulations in this damn country and because if that, many overdose their veggies with chemicals.

Ive had my worst poisoning last year and all i say is .. Ive had enough of melons.. no more!

Its dangerous here with those!

Need a watermelon? Dont buy it here! XD

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]