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Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place..

Do you feel that too sometimes ?

A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

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A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD

Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was.

I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but in a country where money is rare and you make more than the most „rich“ cities, you cant resist the smell xD

The sun is unusual or am i seeing things? One day really hot, next cold and windy.. And before i forget it, i saw today some strange clouds, they were rainbow painted and highly in the air. Ive never saw something like that but i couldnt take a clear picture of it and neither is the dumbass camera showing it.

Why is all mystery and fun stuff mostly recorded bad .. is there a code in the phone system ? Lol

Anyway have a great night.

How was your day ? 🙂

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter.

As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face.

It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster splits into two pieces with wide and sharp teeth while it runs.

Many lost their lives to it. It rather lives in the dark and likes hospitals and long dark floors. Somehow you cant hear when it sprints but feel the teeth when it bites off half of your body while running.

The last time i saw one was yesterday near the sewers of our base. That cunt was waiting for blood and flesh to be dropped down.. We throw away infected animals and these things eat them.

Whatever you do, never try to encounter one, it runs faster than you and it can eat a lot of bullets.

I would personally say that this being is rather blind and uses sound for detection .. that would explain why you dont hear when it runs..

We caught few of them to see how they behave and how their structure is built. Interestingly, it seems like an abnormal mutation to cancer cells while a virus becomes conscious to the instincts of the beasts and acts as such.. just eating everything..

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down…

The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here.

It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head.

The rest of the body is rather skinny and tall and it can run fast!

It doesnt make a sound on its own.. but when its near .. you hear the fast footsteps very irregulary .. That is one hell of a scary sound and it lookes horrific.

The arms are covered in sharp blades and when it attacks, it hugs the prey and walks around with it until it dies.. human or animal..it doesnt matter.

Than it runs against a wall to finish it.. The disturbing part is when it eats… It.. just stands right next to its kill and waits to bleed out – suddenly a smile appears on its face and it runs after the next prey.. It seems odly that this species eats dark emotions and fear..

A really terrible monster.. scarier than the movie ghost girl..lol…

If you see it – its mostly over but if you got time, shoot it legs and its head!

The species is rather walking at night in the bushes and waits behind trees when humans approach.

If you got no gun, you WILL die!

They arent robust but agile! Make sure you dont miss!

How did it appear ? It crawled out of someone’s grave …

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Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work!

I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them.

First of all, nothing is impossible, and so is this. But in spite of everything, let’s be clear.

Just because it is possible, what is the probability that a ghost, a demon or any other being, will pick out a normal, mortal human being and choose him as a victim.

Why, should it do so?

It is a fact that the normal human being, who does not believe in ghosts, demons, poltergeists, narrowness or even in God and devil, is not a particularly attractive victim. Since he is in principle not seriously attackable.

If he has an extremely high energetic charisma and shines like a moth lamp, it is quite possible that he comes into the field of vision of some ghosts, but he must also be vulnerable

The magic word here is VULNERABLE.

We know that everything is frequency and vibration and to leave a loophole, or docking hole to be vulnerable or attackable, our frequency must be down.

There must be a hole through or into which the being can enter. A person who is aware of himself and his own energetic protection and environment does not become a victim as easily as someone who simply believes everything that is told to him somewhere and who, because of fear, – no longer dares to sleep in the dark at night.

Besides and most people forget this, nothing is permanent or even forever, here on this planet. A ghost only consumes energy as long as you supply it to him.

That means in plain language, if you don’t supply any, it disappears. And what many still forget, do you really believe that a spirit that feeds on your fear energy so desperately wants you to become aware of it? No!

If you consciously and openly perceive spirit activity, there is a greater chance that it is someone you know and want to communicate with you.

An energy-sucker will be much more discreet than someone who wants to draw attention to himself.

The first important step in both cases is not to be afraid, because please WHAT should or can an energy form do for you? Except make you a little bit or more afraid.

But you only have this fear because you do not see WHO is there before you. Just imagine this being as a human being and your fear will be much less and you will be able to think more clearly and deal with it!

Please also finally free yourself from the thought of wanting to send every spirit and every soul into the light. I can only tell you again and again that this is none of your business and you have neither to decide nor to determine it.

To go into the light means to incarnate directly and THAT is not what every soul or spirit that communicates or wants to communicate with you wants to expand.

Also, when you are seeking professional help, make sure that this person does not want to begin to put such a compulsion on your visitor. This can backfire!

In our big book you can read more about it and understand it better!

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Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Fremd-Besetzungen, Energiesammler und sonstige Anhaftungen

So, da es mir immer wieder unter die Augen und Ohren kommt und mich irgendwie dezent nervt, heute mal ein wenig Aufklärungsarbeit.

Man hört immer wieder von Menschen, die glauben oder über die man sagt, sie seien von Dämonen besessen oder auch Geister würden an ihnen anhaften.

Zuerst einmal, nichts ist unmöglich, so auch dies. Aber trotz allem mal Klartext.

Nur weil es möglich ist, wie hoch ist die Wahrscheinlichkeit, dass ein Geist, ein Dämon oder ein sonstiges Wesen, sich einen normalen, sterblichen Menschen raussucht und ihn zum Opfer erkürt.

Warum, soll es das tun?

Fakt ist, dass der normale Mensch, der weder an Geister, Dämonen, Poltergeister, Enge oder gar an Gott und Teufel glaubt, kein besonders attraktives Opfer ist. Da er im Prinzip nicht ernsthaft angreifbar ist.

Hat er eine extrem hohe energetische Ausstrahlung und leuchtet, wie eine Lampe der Motte, so kann es durchaus sein dass er ins Blickfeld einiger Geister rückt, allerdings muss er dazu auch angreifbar sein

Das Zauberwort lautet hier angreifbar.

Wir wissen, alles ist Frequenz und Schwingung und um ein Schlupfloch, oder ein Andockloch zu hinterlassen, quasi angreif- oder verwundbar zu sein, muss unsere Frequenz unten sein.

Es muss ein Loch sein, durch oder in dass die jeweilige Seele hinein kann oder heran kann. Ein Mensch, der sich seiner selbst und seines eigenen energetischen Schutzes und Umfeld bewusst ist, wird nicht so leicht Opfer, wie einer der schlichtweg alles glaubt, was ihm irgendwo erzählt wird und der sich vor Angst nachts nicht mehr traut im Dunklen zu schlafen.

Außerdem und das vergessen die meisten, nichts ist von Dauer oder gar für immer, hier auf diesem Planeten. Ein Geist zehrt nur so lange Energie, wie man sie ihm liefert.

Das bedeutet im Klartext, wenn man keine liefert, verschwindet er. Und was weiterhin viele vergessen, glaubt ihr wirklich dass ein Geist der von eurer Angst-Energie zehrt so unbedingt will, dass ihr auf ihn aufmerksam werdet? Nein!

Wenn ihr Geisteraktivität bewusst und ganz offen wahrnehmt, ist die Wahrscheinlichkeit größer, dass es jemand ist, den ihr kennt und der mit euch kommunizieren möchte.

Ein Energiesauger wird wesentlich dezenter vorgehen, als jemand der auf sich aufmerksam machen möchte.

Der erste wichtige Schritt in beiden Fällen, wäre keine Angst zu haben, denn bitteschön WAS soll oder kann eine Energieform euch denn schon tun? Außer euch ein bischen oder mehr Angst zu machen.

Aber diese Angst habt ihr nur, weil ihr nicht seht WER da vor euch ist. Stellt euch dieses Wesen einfach wie einen Mensch vor und schon ist eure Angst wesentlich geringer und ihr seid in der Lage, klarer zu denken und damit umzugehen!

Löst euch bitte auch endlich von dem Gedanken, jeden Geist und jede Seele ins Licht schicken zu wollen. Ich kann euch nur immer wieder sagen, dass geht euch nichts an und ihr habt das weder zu entscheiden noch zu bestimmen.

Ins Licht zu gehen, bedeutet direkt zu inkarnieren und DAS will beiweiten nicht jede Seele oder jeder Geist, der mit euch kommuniziert oder kommunizieren will.

Achtet da auch drauf, wenn ihr euch professionelle Hilfe holt, dass diese Person nicht anfangen will, einen derartigen Zwang auf euren Besucher auszuüben. Das kann nach hinten losgehen!

In unserem großen Buch könnt ihr mehr darüber lesen und versteht es dann auch besser!

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How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second.

If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming!

But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not rewarded as much as stealing/scamming money?

Well it might be rewarding to one’s self through energy and the „feel well to help“ – but thats it.. what can you buy with it here? Does it pay your bills?

Of course a few got rich though that work as well but i talk about the really fucking rich guys. The wall street fucking rich guys who sit infront of their computers and gamble through the financial market and making millions with it.

The system itself is a rigged and broken system which helps rich folks getting even richer! The more money you have, the more “ immune you become “ specially in the politic positions.

And we all know… many politicians cant do shit and just scams the mere people around..

Lets not talk about the typical indian callcenter scam, we all know the joke! xD

Being honest and trying to really help people for free is not gonna get you shit! That is the real truth! And i only talk about the money aspect – no energetical stuff!

The problem is that many dont even thank you for free advice or work!! I know that personally and it makes you only angry … They take your advice like nothing… not serious.. okay then.. lets take 5 thousand dollars and see if he likes it now?

People are ungrateful, not all – but very many! And those who aren’t greedy and are grateful, did go through the same shit..

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Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary,

Today was another big day …just as always.

My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me.

This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts

First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain.

The brain i put on a stick and placed it next to the eye collection in the lower left side. I was forming a picture with the brains but i needed more for it. It was rotting away and i needed those fotos to sell it on the dark web. Many liked my collections and sent me more bodies for free.

Anyway, today its all about eyes! So i took the eyes out of the head and washed them in the contaminated blood from the other bodies. It gave the eyes the perfect rotting effect.

After that, i made juice of one eye and injected it in the doll collection body’s to increase the horror when i should get captured.

The other eye i stabbed trough with a fork and hand it on the tree of suicide.

YES i do have names for anything in my garden and house. But what people really love is the yearly roundhouse visit.

You know diary, the problem with these people are their stupidity. I just placed fotos of dead people online and just wrote on it „Self made silicone death body“. That was and still is enough to convince these dumb fucks that all of my collections are silicone figures, but in reality its the real nightmare.

Now stop! I know what you might think. You may ask now how no one is noticing the missing children and woman right?

It is very simple, just read the text again, my injections of rotting effects the entire bodys and faces dissapear… quite fast!

Theres a reason why my park is presented only once a year! XD

Enough for today diary, next time it will be more fun!

Ill head out and rape my screaming doll collections.. bye.

Oh and dont worry the wallpaper, thats how my doll collections look for me!

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An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town.

Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it.

Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door.

They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something.

No one really knew and many said it was just there to scare and make money.

No one really bothered because it was closed..

But one day ..in the middle of attractions, i sat down in the nearby cafe and looked at the door..

A child with her mother came to the door and from no where was something written on the door.

Didnt they saw it ?? What was going on?

„Take my child for youth“ said the door.

It opened and i stood up to my surprise but instead of a monster, a priest came out and took the child by the head while the door closed behind.

I ran there just to check and already was calling the police but when i stood there – The lady smiled at me .. She seemed happy.

The police arrived and i told them everything – but they thought im on drugs or something and took me with them.

While on the road the sheriff said „We cant help it .. if you go ever near that door again, we will shoot you! Go!“ he held the car ..

And i ran away ..

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares.

How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ?

All i know is…

That place showed me the world in which we live in.

It was a nightmare..

A count of endless negative force which no one talked about.

I saw the world rotting away from the inside out, starting with the hearts and minds of many.

I stood up from my white bed which was covered clean in roses like i was dead.. It was one room inside a big facility … No one around …only myself.

The bed moved on its own.. forth to a mirror … i wasnt scared.. just so annoyed about something.

I saw my face ..but it transformed slowly into a monster which started to rip out its own eyes.

What did it saw ? i thought – while it started crying blood and dissapeared.

The bed moved further down a hallway. It was all lighted up and somehow i felt safe .. Something was watching me i felt .. But what?

The next floor around the corner …Finally ..PEOPLE i thought rather depressed.. What was wrong with me?

I said „Hello?“ … And these people, all men, turned around and started to laugh while holding their hands inside their suit pockets..

They laughed and laughed… it didnt stop..

„SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU CUNTS!“ i yelled at them.

Suddenly they stopped laughing..and starting spitting on the floor while turning their backs on me ..“Just a dumb woman“ said one of them..

I got angry and wished them all to die!

What was that supposed to mean „just a woman“ ?! The monster from the mirror appeared again.. it stood next to me and waited ..

I subconsciously and enraged „KILL THEM“ – And in an instant, like a movie scene, they all were dead on the floor..

I again, looked depressed and knew, this wasnt going to solve anything..

We continued to the next floor after floor and this scene repeated itself hundreds of times..

They always told the same no matter how i approached them.. It ended in war and chaos … Just like the world.

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A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed.

This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning..

There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings.

Through the unlimited ways of playing this game, they opened a portal to a different dimenion but everything they knew was reversed.

Good was pure evil – Food was pure flesh – Death was pure joy.

These beings were unstoppable and they killed and corrupted everything.

An was afraid and so we were too.. These beings were dangerous and they could harvest all energy for themselves and bring forth the evil side of a soul.

Before An bursted into many crystals, he sent himself away into the universe and exploded in manyfold pieces.

These crystals are now being searched and used by those who knew there powers from rumors.

The dark beings are everywhere now and no one really knows where the rest of the team is.

They have to remember .. That they have to get the fuck out of here, and that bullshit in their minds are far more dangerous than the beings from the other worlds.

An is probably housing somewhere chilly, or he is trapped in a different dimension, waiting for someone to collect and bringing him back..

Well An .. That shit was caused by you, this is a game, find your way out of the labyrinth..

And to everyone who remembers … You know where the meeting table is

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Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

the lost soul – short story

Once upon a time, an unbelievably long time ago, there was a soul. Which had just been created.

This soul was not like all the other souls he had created. She was kind of different. Unique.

So, it came that he shared this soul in order to have two of its beauty.

Of course, the other souls did not like this, and they asked why he shared only this one soul and not their souls as well.

This soul is different from you, he said, you are perfect, but it is so radiant and pure, and shines like an entire galaxy full of stars.

You are satisfied with yourself, but this one, would never be satisfied with yourself on your own, so it came that I had to share it.

The other souls did not find this fair but decided to remain silent.

But the freshly divided soul began to look at her counterpart and ask, „Do you want to reunite with me?“

She looked at her counterpart and said, „Sometimes maybe, but first let’s gain experience.“

The soul did not like this answer. It was no longer perfect. Instead, there were traits that could now be identified as duality.

If she was gentle and quiet, her counterpart was loud and cheeky.

They were yin and yang. Always the opposite of the other.

The other souls both looked like a spectacle and squealed quietly, so that HE, who had shared the new soul, could not hear it.

„Just look at them. Male and female. Whatever, but by no means perfect.“

But half the soul, heard this and flew to its counterpart „Do you hear what they say?“ Although her counterpart had heard this, he said nothing more.

„Let them talk. They cannot have our experiences and are jealous because they have no one to belong to them forever and to society.“

Half the soul was satisfied.

A few millennia this game went. They were together continuously and liked each other very much and ignored the other souls who had only themselves.

But he, who liked to watch the two half souls, had long ago begun, without much foresight, to share the other souls.

Always male and female. Always a couple, which would belong together forever.

However, he did not reckon with it or ignored the fact that in duality also negative energies arose, which began to whisper unsightly things to souls.

So, it happened that the couples separated, looking for a half that would probably fit better to them.

What a mess. What a failure.

Meanwhile, our first half soul had noticed this and was sad about it. She had to watch other souls, to her beloved second half, venture and whisper unsightly things to her.

At some point, their second half did not explain the whole thing, so the soul thought it was better to disappear. You can certainly cope on your own.

So, it happened one morning that half the soul was gone. Disappeared.

No one knew where she had gone.

Her second half realized what she had done wrong and went in search of her.

Unaware that this search would go through all the worlds and persevere with all times.

The second half was disappointed and did not want to be found. Negative souls, too, had told her a lot of nonsense, and she no longer knew who to believe.

Luckily, he, who had created both, always had an eye on her, so that nothing bad could ever happen to her.

But whether her second half, she found her again or she decided to return, that is a different story.

Die verloren gegangene Seele – Kurzgeschichte

Es war einmal, vor unglaublich langer Zeit, eine Seele. Die gerade erst frisch erschaffen worden war.

Diese Seele, war nicht wie all die anderen Seelen, die er erschaffen hatte. Sie war irgendwie anders. Einzigartig.

So kam es, dass er diese Seele teilte, um von ihrer Schönheit zwei zu haben.

Dies gefiel den anderen Seelen natürlich nicht und sie fragten, warum er nur diese eine Seele teilte und nicht ihre Seelen auch.

Diese Seele ist anders als ihr, sprach er, ihr seid vollkommen, diese aber ist so strahlend und rein und leuchtet wie eine ganze Galaxie voller Sterne.

Ihr seid zufrieden mit euch selber, diese aber, wäre alleine niemals mit sich selbst zufrieden, so kam es, dass ich sie teilen musste.

Die anderen Seelen, fanden das nicht gerecht, beschlossen aber zu schweigen.

Die frisch geteilte Seele aber, begann ihr Gegenstück zu betrachten und zu fragen „willst du dich wieder mit mir vereinen?“

Ihr Gegenstück betrachtete sie und sagte „irgendwann vielleicht, aber zuerst lass uns Erfahrungen sammeln.“

Der Seele gefiel diese Antwort nicht. Sie war ja nun auch nicht mehr vollkommen. Sondern hatte nun Charakterzüge, die man nun als Dualität feststellen konnte.

War sie sanft und leise, war ihr Gegenstück laut und frech.

Sie waren Yin und Yang. Immer das Gegenteil vom anderen.

Die anderen Seelen betrachteten beide, wie ein Schauspiel und tuschelten leise, so dass ER, der die neue Seele geteilt hatte, es nicht hören konnte.

„Schaut sie euch nur an. Männlich und weiblich. Was auch immer, aber keinesfalls vollkommen.“

Die halbe Seele aber, hörte dies und flog zu ihrem Gegenstück „hörst du was sie sagen?“ Obwohl ihr Gegenstück dies durchaus gehört hatte, sagte er nichts weiter dazu.

„Lass sie reden. Sie können nicht unsere Erfahrungen machen und sind eifersüchtig, weil sie niemanden haben, der ihnen für immer gehört und ihnen Gesellschaft leistet.“

Die halbe Seele war zufrieden.

Ein paar Jahrtausende ging dieses Spiel. Sie waren ununterbrochen zusammen und gefielen sich sehr und ignorierten die anderen Seelen, die außer sich selbst niemanden hatten.

Er aber, der den beiden halben Seelen gern zuschaute, hatte schon längst begonnen, ohne große Weitsicht, auch die anderen Seelen zu teilen,

Immer männlich und weiblich. Immer jeweils ein Paar, welches für immer zusammen gehören würde.

Allerdings rechnete er nicht damit oder ignorierte den Fakt, dass in der Dualität auch negative Energien entstanden, welche begannen den Seelen, unschöne Dinge einzuflüstern.

So begab es sich, dass die Paare sich trennten, auf der Suchen nach einer Hälfte, die wohl besser zu ihnen passen würde.

Was für ein Chaos. Was ein Fehlschlag.

Mittlerweile hatte auch unsere erste halbe Seele, dies bemerkt und war darüber traurig. Musste sie doch nun mit ansehen, dass sich andere Seelen, an ihre geliebte zweite Hälfte heranwagten und ihr unschöne Sachen zuflüsterten.

Irgendwann erklärte ihre zweite Hälfte auch das ganze nicht mehr, so dass die Seele dachte, es wäre besser zu verschwinden. Man kommt bestimmt auch alleine zurecht.

So geschah es eines Morgens, dass die halbe Seele weg war. Verschwunden.

Niemand wusste, wo sie abgeblieben war.

Ihre zweite Hälfte erkannte, was sie falsch gemacht hatte und begab sich auf die Suche nach ihr.

Nicht ahnend, dass diese Suche alle Welten durchlaufen und alle Zeiten durchdauernd würde.

Die zweite Hälfte war enttäuscht und wollte nicht gefunden werden. Auch ihr hatten negative Seelen viel Unsinn eingeredet und sie wusste nicht mehr, wem sie glauben soll.

Zum Glück, hatte er, der beide erschaffen hatte, immer ein Auge auf sie, so dass ihr nie etwas wirklich schlimmes zustoßen konnte.

Aber ob ihre zweite Hälfte, sie wiederfand oder sie selbst beschloss zurück zu kehren, dass ist eine andere Geschichte.

Hochsensibilität – was ist das?

Erstens, dies ist keine psychische Erkrankung. Und auch keine derartige Störung.

Hochsensibilität zeichnet sich dadurch aus, dass man auf Reize von außen unglaublich stark reagiert – innerlich. Dies muss noch nicht einmal äußerlich erkennbar sein, bei den Betroffenen!

Man kann auch hier wieder nichts verallgemeinern oder als „Schwachsinn“ bezeichnen, obwohl dies sogar unter manchen Wissenschaftlern als Einbildung gewertet wird

Es gibt Studien, die bei betroffenen Menschen, MRT Aufnahmen zeigen, in denen man nachweisen konnte, dass bestimmte Areale im Gehirn besonders stark auf äußere Reize reagieren, was die betroffenen vor allem nervlich und psychisch beeinflusst.

Es gibt unter Ärzten bestimmte Indikatoren, welche das ganze Ausmaß der Hochsensibilität auflisten und anhand des Leidensdruck der Patienten offenbaren.

Kurz gefasst, umfassen diese Faktoren, die Reizbarkeit des Patienten, die sensorischen und emotionalen Berührungsempfindlichkeiten, wie er auf feinste, kaum wahrnehmbare (subtile) Reize reagiert.

Das ganze nennen Forscher soziale, emotionale und physische Sensitivität und wird, da es keine Krankheit als Ursache hat, als Charakterzug gewertet.

Da es auf Dauer aber durch die extrem niedrigen Reizschwellen, zu geistigen und seelischen Veränderungen kommen kann und vermutlich wird. Ist man als Betroffener besser beraten, sich eine entsprechende Therapie zu suchen, in der man lernt mit seinem eigenen Verhalten umzugehen.

Ein besonders anzusprechender Punkt, ist der, das hochsensible Menschen, dass ganze oft auf sich selbst zurück führen und sich selbst als schuldig oder aber Opfer betrachten, was Depressionen oder Aggressionen nach sich ziehen kann.

Dies betrifft vor allem Kinder, deren Eltern unter Umständen noch nie davon gehört haben, dass es als Überreizung des Gehirns zu Wutausbrüchen kommen kann und oft erst einmal andere „Diagnosen“ vermuten.

Ich glaube fast, dass Hochsensibilität auch von Experten nicht sofort als Ursache für Erkrankungen oder Verhaltensauffälligkeiten erkannt oder angenommen wird.

Was für Erfahrungen habt ihr gemacht?

Wie kann man mit Hochsensibilität leichter leben?

Auszeiten schaffen und diese wirklich einhalten.

Ausmachen, WAS am stärksten reizt und triggert und versuchen, diesen Dingen aus dem Weg zu gehen.

Es gibt verschiedene Arten von Hochsensibilität

Introvertiere und extrovertierte Hochsensible, auch wenn dass auf den ersten Blick so klingt, als wäre vor allem das letzte ein Widerspruch in sich.

Was es unter Umständen noch schwerer macht, dass Verhalten eines Menschen wirklich zu verstehen.

Habt ihr schon einmal von Hochsensibilität gehört? Wollt ihr mehr darüber wissen, dann fragt uns.


Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]

Experiment M – Chapter 2

Experiment M – Part 1


I don’t know how long I was unconscious.

It must have been centuries. When I came back to my senses, I found myself in the middle of a crowd.

„Damn,“ I thought. „Should that be the case?“ As I looked down at me, I noticed that I looked just like the people swirling around me and storming past me.

„Now information and instructions would be nice,“ I thought, but even before I realized, someone tapped me on the shoulder.

I was driving around. Behind me was an old human, a man. With hat, nickel glasses and knowing eyes, as well as a mischievous grin on the face.

„Hey, I’ve been waiting for you. Follow me.“

He turned around and walked through the throng of people, at a speed i wouldn’t have trusted him. While I was trying to keep up, running as a human being fortunately did not differ very much from our usual mode of movement, a thunderstorm of flashes of thought began to develop in my head.

I actually wanted to stop or sit in those moments and collect and sort and sort them, but I was still running after the old man and had to try not to lose him in the middle of the crowd.

„Where do all these people come from?“ I didn’t notice that there were so many when planning the expedition.

Luckily it became less and the man had already noticed that I was struggling to follow him and so he throttled his pace and ran next to me by now.

I started to snort. This oxygen uptake and breathing system was unknown to me and I was afraid that my new body might simply fail and I would be forced to look for a new one.

The old man seemed to be able to read my thoughts and suggested taking a break.

„Where do they even lead me?“ I asked him. He looked at me with a grin. „No question who I am?“

I looked at him slightly confused, „Whoever has been waiting for me will know me and make himself known right away.“

The grin on his face turned into a loud laugh.

„I recognize your facial expressions, you’re as bad on it as ever.“

Unfortunately, I didn’t really have a plan yet, who exactly I had in front of me. But I didn’t hope it was my husband anymore. He would have welcomed me and made myself aware of it.

Accordingly, I was actually frustrated and soured that it could only be one of the guys who always got on my nerves on the ship.

„What did I deserve,“ I sighed softly and sat down with him, who had meanwhile sat down on what people called Parkbank.

Now that I knew that this was not my husband, I sat down next to him with due distance, he just grinned. Everyone on the ship knew that all my love and attention was for my loved one and that, like him, I would never even engage in a make-up or even a flirtation. Let alone sit me within my distance to another man.

In spite of everything, I had to find out who was sitting next to me and what happened next.

Unfortunately, I was only involved in the planning in part, because Brian and Torben liked to discuss and write these plans without us. And yes, I definitely hated it.

On the other hand, we could have written our plans ourselves, I probably would have written 1000 years of vacation with my husband in. Presumably the two knew that exactly.

My thoughts wandered to my husband and as the old man next to me, also hung his thoughts, I began to call for him telepathically.

„Hmm.. nix.“ I sighed, unfortunately a little too loudly, because my bank neighbor looked at me inquiringly. „Nothing, good.“ I said.

Toavoidthis awkwardsilence, and since I didn’t think the guy would volunteer to be who he is now, I looked at him and asked him, „Well, what’s next?“ Ok. I knew the grin and now I knew who I had in front of me.

„We’re waiting,“ he said. „Yes, nothing I don’t know now.“ I raised an eyebrow and looked at him frowning. „How long are we waiting and for whom?“ Whether I would get a clear answer to that was questionable.

Around us, the twilight was already breaking and all that was left was we were two on the park bench and a few birds running back and forth in front of us, apparently hoping to get something to eat.

Something came to mind.

„Brian, say. People have to eat and drink and so on. Have we talked about it. When do they have to? And they don’t actually live on park benches?“

Brian grinned and said, „Yes you’re right, but we have to wait.“

„Pfffff.. I snapped and looked again at the pigeons.“ What are we waiting for, for whom, can you not tell me?“ Brian laughed.

„Okay, I guess you don’t know.“ I laughed now because the facial expression he made actually confirmed it to me.

„Now we squat here, like two penners, and obviously wait for the boss. who, as always, is waiting for him to make a big appearance.“

Brian was still laughing. And by now I almost believed that the old man he had climbed into suddenly looked rejuvenated by years. Since we had this technology on our ships, I suspected Brian had somehow been able to take it to Earth and now used it.

Pigry. Why did I always have to take the bodies that were assigned to me. I didn’t even know what I looked like until then, let alone whether I was male or female. I started stealthily scanning myself.

Brian noticed it, however, and began to laugh so loudly that the pigeons flew up in terror. He even wiped tears from his eyes with laughter.

„What do you think, who or what you are. Of course we picked out a female body for you, I thought we could have our fun in this way…“

He didn’t come any further, because I had jumped up in anger and grabbed him by the shoulders. Surprised by the power of the female body, he covered his face in terror and pain and looked at me with fear-widened eyes. He knew my temper and at the same time realised that he should not have cracked this joke.

‚I don’t think I’m right. Be glad that my husband doesn’t…“

Now I couldn’t get any further, because once again someone tapped me on the shoulder.


Well… What happens next? Stand by

Experiment M – Teil 2

Kapitel 1 – zum nachlesen : https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/07/27/experiment-m-kapitel-1/

Lets go.


Ich weiss nicht, wie lange ich ohne Bewusstsein war.

Es muss Jahrhunderte gewesen sein. Als ich wieder zur Besinnung kam, fand ich mich inmitten einer Menschenmenge wieder.

„Verdammt“ dachte ich. „Soll das so sein?“ Als ich an mir herunter blickte, bemerkte ich, dass ich genauso aussah, wie die Menschen die um mich herumwirbelten und an mir vorbei stürmten.

„Jetzt wären Informationen und Anweisungen schön“ dachte ich, aber noch ehe ich mich versah, tippte mir jemand auf die Schulter.

Ich fuhr herum. Hinter mir stand ein alter Mensch, ein Mann. Mit Hut, Nickelbrille und wissenden Augen, sowie einem schelmischen Grinsen im Gesicht.

„Hey, ich habe auf Dich gewartet. Folge mir.“

Er drehte sich um und ging durch das Gewimmel von Menschen, in einer Geschwindigkeit, die ich ihm gar nicht zugetraut hätte. Während ich versuchte Schritt zu halten, Laufen als Mensch unterschied sich zum Glück nicht sonderlich von unserer üblichen Fortbewegungsweise, fing in meinem Kopf an ein Gewitter aus Gedankenblitzen zu entstehen.

Eigentlich wollte ich in diesen Momenten stehenbleiben oder sitzen und sie sammeln und sortieren und einordnen, aber ich lief immer noch hinter dem alten Mann her und musste mich bemühen, ihn inmitten der Menschenmenge nicht zu verlieren.

„Wo kommen all diese Menschen her?“ Das es so viele waren, war mir beim planen der Expedition irgendwie gar nicht aufgefallen.

Zum Glück wurden es weniger und der Mann hatte schon bemerkt, dass ich Mühe hatte ihm zu folgen und so drosselte er sein Tempo und lief mittlerweile neben mir.

Ich begann zu schnaufen. Dieses Sauerstoffaufnahme und Atmensystem war mir unbekannt und ich hatte Angst, mein neuer Körper könnte einfach versagen und ich wäre gezwungen mir einen neuen zu suchen.

Der alte Mann schien meine Gedanken lesen zu können und schlug vor, eine Pause zu machen.

„Wo führen sie mich überhaupt hin?“ fragte ich ihn. Er schaute mich grinsend an. „Keine Frage, wer ich bin?“

Ich schaute ihn leicht unwirsch an, „Wer schon auf mich gewartet hat, wird mich wohl kennen und sich gleich zu erkennen geben.“

Das Grinsen in seinem Gesicht wurde zu einem lauten Lachen.

„Ich erkenne an deiner Mimik, Du bist genauso mies drauf, wie immer.“

Leider hatte ich tatsächlich noch keinen Plan, wen genau ich vor mir hatte. Allerdings hoffte ich schon nicht mehr, dass es mein Mann sei. Der hätte mich nämlich richtig begrüßt und sich zu erkennen gegeben.

Dementsprechend, war ich tatsächlich schon frustriert und angesäuert, dass es wieder nur einer der Typen sein konnte, die mir schon auf dem Schiff immer auf die Nerven gingen.

„Womit hab ich das verdient“ seufzte ich leise und setzte mich zu ihm, der sich mittlerweile auf etwas gesetzt hatte, was die Menschen Parkbank nannten.

Da ich ja nun wusste, dass dies nicht mein Mann war, setzte ich mich mit gebührendem Abstand neben ihn, er grinste nur. Alle auf dem Schiff wussten, dass meine ganze Liebe und Aufmerksamkeit meinem Liebsten galt und ich mich, genau wie er auch, niemals auch nur auf eine Anmache oder gar einen Flirt einlassen würde. Geschweige denn, mich innerhalb meines Distanzbereiches zu einem anderen Mann setzen.

Trotz allem musste ich jetzt herausfinden, wer neben mir saß und wie es nun weiter ging.

An der Planung war ich leider nur auszugsweise beteiligt, da Brian und Torben diese Pläne gern ohne uns ausdiskutierten und schrieben. Und ja, ich hasste das durchaus.

Andererseits, hätten wir unsere Pläne selbst schreiben können, hätte ich vermutlich erst einmal 1000 Jahre Urlaub mit meinem Mann hineingeschrieben. Vermutlich wussten die zwei, dass ganz genau.

Meine Gedanken wanderten zu meinem Mann und da der alte Mann neben mir, auch seinen Gedanken nachhing, begann ich telepathisch nach ihm zu rufen.

„Hmm.. nix.“ Seufzte ich, leider etwas zu laut, denn mein Banknachbar blickte mich fragend an. „Nichts, schon gut.“ Sagte ich.

Um dieses unangenehme Schweigen zu benden und da ich auch nicht glaubte, dass der Kerl sich freiwillig outen würde, wer er denn nun ist, schaute ich ihn an und fragte ihn „Na Chef, wie gehts jetzt weiter?“ Okay. Das Grinsen kannte ich und wusste nun auch, wen ich vor mir hatte.

„Wir warten“ sagte er. „Ja, nichts,was ich nicht jetzt schon wüsste.“ Ich zog eine Augenbraue hoch und schaute ihn Stirnrunzelnd an. „Wie lange warten wir nun und auf wen?“ Ob ich darauf eine klare Antwort bekommen würde, war fraglich.

Um uns herum brach schon die Dämmerung ein und alles was noch da war, waren wir zwei auf der Parkbank und ein paar Vögel, die vor uns hin und her liefen und scheinbar darauf hofften, etwas zu fressen zu bekommen.

Da fiel mir etwas ein.

„Brian, sag mal. Menschen müssen doch essen und trinken und so weiter. Haben wir doch drüber gesprochen. Wann müssen sie das eigentlich. Und eigentlich leben die doch nicht auf Parkbänken?“

Brian grinste und meinte, „ja du hast recht, aber wir müssen warten.“

„Pfffff.. ich schnaufte und schaute wieder zu den Tauben. „Worauf wir warten, auf wen, kannst du mir wohl nicht sagen?“ Brian lachte.

„Okay, ich vermute Du weist es selber nicht.“ Lachte ich nun, weil der Gesichtsausdruck den er machte, mir das tatsächlich bestätigte.

„Nun hocken wir hier, wie zwei Penner und warten offenbar auf den Chef.. der wie immer schon auf sich warten lässt, damit er einen großen Auftritt hinlegen kann.“

Brian lachte immer noch. Und mittlerweile glaubte ich fast, dass der alte Mann, in den er gestiegen war plötzlich um Jahre verjüngt aussah. Da wir diese Technologie auf unseren Schiffen hatten, vermutete ich, hatte Brian diese irgendwie mit auf die Erde nehmen können und nutzte sie nun.

Schweinerei. Wieso musste ich immer die Körper nehmen die mir zugeteilt wurden. Ich wusste bis dahin noch nicht einmal wie ich aussah, geschweige denn ob ich männlich oder weiblich war. Verstohlen begann ich mich abzutasten.

Brian bemerkte es allerdings doch und begann nun zu so laut zu lachen, dass die Tauben vor Schreck aufflogen. Er wischte sich vor Lachen sogar die Tränen aus den Augen.

„Was glaubst Du, wer oder was du bist. Wir haben dir natürlich einen weiblichen Körper rausgesucht, ich dachte, wir könnten auf diese Art vielleicht unseren Spaß…“

Weiter kam er nicht, denn ich war außer mir vor Wut aufgesprungen und hatte ihn an den Schultern gepackt. Von der Power des weiblichen Körpers überrascht, verzog er vor Schreck und Schmerz sein Gesicht und sah mich mit angstgeweiteten Augen an.. Er kannte mein Temperament und bemerkte zeitgleich, dass er diesen Witz nicht hätte reißen dürfen.

„Ich glaub ich höre nicht recht. Sei froh, dass mein Mann nicht…“

Jetzt kam ich nicht weiter, denn mir tippte wiedermals einer auf die Schulter.


Tja … wie geht es weiter? Bleibt dran 😉

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary,

I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine.

She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her…

She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection in my underground basement.

I went to her home and she was rather alone, torturing her cats. I climbed up the window and tied her so she couldnt scream or move. But just to be sure i cut her vocal cords with my rusty fork.. it still had blood from the previous prey on it.

I enjoyed cutting her.

After we arrived at my basement she was awake and tried to move, she was terrified and cried the whole time.

„Shhhhh everything will be okay my pig doll“ i said to her while cuddling with her.

I loved how terrified she looked. She couldnt say a word and i smiled at her while preparing my favorite attraction this day.

I bashed her head straight away with my hammer .. The hole in her head draw a huge blood lake on the floors.. it was BEAUTIFUL! You should see it diary!

As i skinned her and hang her upside down, something slid through her vagina. I couldnt believe it.. she had stored a little gun inside her.

I would be dead by now if i hadnt tied her up so well.

Later i put up a little pig mask on her face which i had made myself with the skin of her ass, just to remind how much of a pig she really was.

There she is… hanging bloody and juicy on chains and smiling.. I rammed a metal pile through her body to stabilise her, so she doesnt swing so much around.

There are nine more pigs left for this collection.

The demons are hungry, ill get them food

See ya soon diary 🙂

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INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]

Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]

A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]

Beyond contacts and channeling

So, today a short blog about channeling.


Channeling means, that there is a medium, which is able to communicate with the otherworld – BUT it normally doesn’t „call“ a known „spirit“. But it (he or she) enters the frequency of the spiritual world (trance) and simply expects the one who wants to communicate with it.


The whole thing also works without trance, but this version requires a good talent or much practice. I personally don’t care about trance, because I can do the whole thing without numbing my senses.


So what are otherworldly contacts, this is the conscious establishment of contact or let’s say rather the „attempt“ to get in contact with a – to us or our clients – known, already deceased soul of a deceased person or animal.
With Channeling comes – who wants. That is the danger of it.


Channeling is for example also Ouja Boards with which we simply „spark“ into the astral worlds and everyone who wants to answer us.
This can be a real mental disaster for inexperienced people or even young people or children who just want to have „fun“.


Be aware that the attempt to contact you is almost always reciprocated and even if you have such a contact in your soul plan, sorry, normally you have forgotten this part of your plan!


So it can happen that you suddenly believe „God is speaking to you“ or you have invited an entity to come to you, which then hangs on you like an energetic burdock.
All of this is already planned in the life plan, but it also says that some people may not be able to cope with it mentally and may become ill.


This risk is not given with planned afterlife-contacts to known and dear deceased people.


Nevertheless, I love channelings, however, I also have appropriate training, yes there really are! received and could do a lot of things even before the training.
I am not only able to feel who or what is communicating with me, I can also see and hear it on good days.


I like to communicate with the spiritual world and also with so-called extraterrestrials. A few years ago I got my personal spiritual team „back“ with which I can do spiritual healings.


If you have experienced „supernatural phenomena“ that you could not explain to yourself or want to know more about. Ask us and follow us!

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts.

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer.

Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut!

Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT you want to tell me or I ask once for „What exactly do you mean?

Empathy means – I feel what the other person means – I feel it (unfortunately) energetically.

Empathy is 75% unknown on this planet.

Almost nobody thinks about WHAT was said before just answering haphazardly.

The biggest part of humanity is selfish and ignorant and only hears what he wants to hear and interprets what he thinks into it. Instead of asking or putting oneself in the place of the person opposite – perhaps even only for a short time – one should try to put oneself in his place.

There is a saying:

If you discover that you are riding a dead horse – get off.

That means for me – when you realize that your words have caused damage, it is too late. And you can talk as much as you want to make up for it.

The paper can be smoothed, the wrinkles remain.

Have a nice day.

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]

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Intervall Fasting #5 – Benefits, disadvantages

Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]

Empathie? Fehlanzeige!

Empathie heißt – ich halte meine Klappe wenn es drauf ankommt.

Empathie heißt – ich halte sie erst recht, wenn es nicht nötig ist zu antworten.

Empathie heißt – ich überlege bevor ich etwas sage, ob es besser ist, die Klappe zu halten!

Empathie heißt auch – ich höre hin und VERSTEHE verdammt nochmal WAS man mir sagen will oder ich frage einmal nach „Was genau meinst Du?“

Empathie heißt – ich fühle was der andere meint – Ich fühle es (leider) energetisch.

Empathie ist auf diesem Planeten zu 75% unbekannt.

Fast keiner überlegt, WAS überhaupt zu ihm gesagt wurde, bevor er einfach planlos drauf los antwortet.

Der größte Teil der Menschheit ist Egoistisch und Ignorant und hört nur, was er hören will und interpretiert das hinein, was er selbst denkt. Anstatt nach zu fragen oder sich in seinen Gegenüber – vielleicht auch nur ganz kurz – mal hinein zu versetzen.

Es gibt ein Sprichwort:

Wenn Du entdeckst, dass Du ein totes Pferd reitest - steig ab.

Das bedeutet für mich – wenn Du bemerkst, dass deine Worte Schaden angerichtet haben, ist es zu spät. Und Du kannst so viel reden wie Du willst um es wieder gut zu machen.

Das Papier kann man glätten, die Falten bleiben.

Schönen Tag Euch

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering.

If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you.

Keyword, mental health.

Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill?

What is this actually all about? What is this statement?

Can it be that with such statements one tries to push any guilt far away from oneself?

Do you seriously believe that every person who hates his life is mentally or emotionally ill? What a shit.

Ever thought about the fact that many find their life simply unbearable, because it simply IS unbearable.

Often because the others actually make your life miserable! Because their behavior is unbearable. Of course they would never admit that.

And who is ashamed? Exactly. THE one who simply can’t stand it anymore and sees no other way out of the situation and decides against continuing to live.

That has quite often, nothing and indeed nothing to do with mental illness. It is simply a lack of perspective and hopelessness and unfortunately not everyone is able to get help, or simply so extremely frustrated that they no longer believe that they can get help.

Especially when the whole environment consists of stupid, selfish chatterboxes and idiots who contribute significantly to making you feel bad.

Why can’t humanity finally start using their brains and stop behaving like dirt towards others?

If each of us, in the future, would shut up and start to think about what he wants to say – whether it is seriously beneficial and positive and then decide to say it. Would be great.

It would also be great if karma would not only exist but would react immediately.

But unfortunately it won’t happen, so we are stopped from continuing to fight for stupidity to be defeated and for people to learn that words can actually be weapons and that the one who gets hit and gets ruined by them is often not „his own fault“.

And yes. I am angry. At humanity.

It’s a constant battle against windmills, except that I’m not Don Quixote and you have to constantly pull your own head out of the noose in order not to perish in the end.

People, if you notice that others are being bullied, harassed and insulted. What can happen to you. Just start to take care that everybody is doing well again. Not only you.

Every one of us has the duty to make this life bearable for the community, which includes every single one of us. So start.

It would be really beneficial if humanity would become seriously aware that it could be over for each of us tomorrow. And that after our death, we reap what we have sown…

Have a nice day.

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]

Another Day

Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD

The Cell and Earth

We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]

Was soll das? Menschliche Anmaßung…

Achtung, Triggergefahr.

Wer darauf kein Bock hat. Klickt bitte weg und sagt hinterher nicht, ich hätte Euch nicht gewarnt.


Stichwort, geistige Gesundheit.

Wer maßt sich an, Menschen die sich umbringen (wollen) zu unterstellen, sie wären geistig nicht fit, geistig krank.

Was soll das eigentlich? Was soll diese Aussage?

Kann es sein, dass man versucht mit solchen Aussagen, jedwede Schuld von sich weit weg zu schieben?

Glaubt ihr ernsthaft, dass jeder Mensch, der sein Leben hasst, geistig oder seelisch krank ist. Was für ein scheiss.

Schon mal darüber nachgedacht, dass viele ihr Leben einfach unerträglich finden, weil es schlicht und ergreifend SO IST! Unerträglich.

Oft weil tatsächlich die anderen, einem das Leben vermiesen! Weil ihr Verhalten unerträglich ist. Das würden sie natürlich nie zugeben.

Und wer wird beschämt? Genau. DER der es einfach nicht mehr erträgt und keinen anderen Ausweg sieht, aus der Situation zu entkommen und sich gegen das weiterleben entscheidet.

Das hat ganz oft, nichts und zwar gar nichts mit geistiger Erkrankung zu tun. Es ist einfach nur Perspektivenlosigkeit und Auswegslosigkeit und leider ist eben nicht jeder in der Lage sich Hilfe zu holen, oder einfach auch schon so extrem frustriert, dass er gar nicht mehr glaubt, dass er Hilfe bekommen könnte.

Vor allem, wenn das ganze Umfeld aus dummen, egoistischen Labertaschen und Idioten besteht, die wesentlich dazu beitragen, dass man sich schlecht fühlt.

Warum kann die Menschheit nicht endlich anfangen, ihr Gehirn zu benutzen und aufhören sich anderen gegenüber wie Schmutz zu benehmen?

Wenn jeder von uns, künftig den Mund halten würde und erst einmal anfangen würde, nachzudenken was er da gerade sagen will – ob das ernsthaft förderlich und positiv ist und dann entscheidet es zu sagen. Wäre toll.

Es wäre auch toll, wenn Karma nicht nur existiert sondern sofort reagieren würde.

Wird aber leider nicht passieren, also sind wir aufgehalten, weiter dafür zu kämpfen, dass die Dummheit besiegt wird und der Mensch lernt, dass Worte tatsächlich Waffen sein können und derjenige der getroffen wird und daran zu Grunde geht, tatsächlich ganz oft eben nicht „selbst Schuld“ ist.

Und ja. Ich bin sauer. Auf die Menschheit.

Es ist ein ständiger Kampf gegen Windmühlen, nur dass ich nicht Don Quijote bin und man ständig seinen Kopf wieder selber aus der Schlinge ziehen muss um nicht am Ende selbst zu Grunde dran zu gehen.

Leute, wenn ihr merkt dass andere gemobbt werden, belästigt und beleidigt. Was kann Euch denn passieren. Fangt mal endlich an, Euch wieder darum zu kümmern, dass es allen gut geht. Nicht nur euch.

Ein jeder von uns ist in der Pflicht, dieses Leben für die Gemeinschaft erträglich zu machen, was jeden einzelnen von uns beinhaltet. Also fangt an.

Es wäre wirklich förderlich, wenn die Menschheit sich mal ernstlich bewusst wird, dass es für jeden von uns morgen schon vorbei sein könnte. Und das wir nach unserem Tod, ernten was wir gesät haben…

Schönen Tag noch.

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect.

These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions.

They talk about „How great it is there“ and how much you can do on the other side. All you have to do is walk down the path.

Many fail because the get dragged towards it and wonder why they are here.

These beings, not all but many will come in „godly“ essence and outfit and for those who didnt knew about all this in their lifetime, will fall over again until their ultimate plan is ready to let themselves out.

This is a big topic and we cleared any questions and described everything in our book

The beings are mostly self interested beings from either other dimensions or higher levels of consciousness inside the matrix dimensions. You could say that many are aliens or whatever and have a reward for every successfull reincarnative soul.

They lie to your face and you cant see it when youre not re-developed enough. Yes i said „RE-developed“ because we only get back to our old self and learn anything here. But all this is answered in the book.

These beings formed worlds beyond your imagination and went ahead – if you would remember who and what you really are, you wouldnt believe it at all in the first place.

The next world is the same as this but with many different things added and deleted. Your task is always the same:

Dont ever let yourself loose in manipulation – Stay conscious

This all will seem absolutely insane to someone who has no idea but the time will come were the last soul will be consciousness enough to see.

If you havent subscribed yet – you should! Thanks for reading souls! 🙂

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INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]

INTERVAL FASTING #1

A wonderful and hopefully rainy good morning at a Monday. With us nature finally breathes a sigh of relief, it is fresh and raining really well. I, on the other hand, have to put on my pants and hold my breath, otherwise they just won’t close. So I put myself on the scale and fell […]

Was ist denn Bewusst sein?! Video!

Ihr lieben, wie versprochen, künftig alles auf Video.

Lets go.