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The Strong Side Effects of a Smartphone! – Secret TESTS

First, this is a long research with a „client“ who is physically well and did it to himself.

All tests were done from the view of spiritual energy flow and how it attacks the body.

Lets begin.

Our smartphones and computers are special designs to dull our heads and specially our pineal gland with the help of phone radiation.

A smartphone has a square design which gets pin pointed to our face and in the best case, to our forehead when it gets held down while looking at it.

Iam very sure, that a smartphone radiates with more than 3 waves to dull our head. I will later explain why it dulls!

  1. 1. Internet Waves
  2. 2. Radio Waves
  3. 3. Directed Display Energy Wave

We all know the very first and second waves and i want to spare time explaining them.

So i will jump straight to the third!

The directed energy waves are created through something that we cant explain yet. Energetically, its a mix that responds trough the internet and is transferred via phone display, to our brain.

The energy wave activates when you enter the internet and start to look at the phone for quite a time.

The people who are placed under this radiation feel a strong tightness between their eyes. It feels like a pushing hand to the forehead and causes eye pain, aswell headaches and several other body dysfunctions such as: low energy feeling, tiredness, increased pain of any kind AND a very strong feeling to get the phone back to the face! Because the brain will cause a feeling of addiction like heroin patients!

Our client is used to 10-15+ hours daily in front of a display and this is continued over 5 years.

The client feels insane stress, anxiety and a feeling of terror when he cant use the phone! He as well unlearns the movement in real life and looses himself in the internet. This means they loose the urge to do anything in life because they dont know better.

*Note that the upper information is described from our client himself!

And before we forget it, the waves cause a dull- capsulating feeling inside the middle point of the brain. It will feel like a blood rush inside the head which gets bigger and bigger. This may cause cell damage inside the brain!

Note as well that this research is a selfmade program to test radiation.

Whatever the WHO tells you, they lie! And they dont add some info!

*Special info: Underground buildings and constructions are far safer from radiation than on the surface! This is due to the overall radiation which hits people negatively even though they might dont have any phone or else! Negative energy rises fast and it hits our magnetic field which disturbs even the kindest soul. However it is possible to block it!

Corrupted Judges

This place with many others are highly corrupted. What i mean is, that a judge who judges criminals is always paid by the one who wants to win. The more money you give the judge, the higher your chances of winning a case without any problems. These assholes dont even listen to their own rules … Corrupted Judges weiterlesen

What is this?

This is the smaller Version of the hmm???? What??? Anybody how knows it?

Need Advice to start a Business?

I will be honest here with you guys.

Starting a business that becomes profitable these days isnt easy, specially when you dont have any new idea’s.

BUT this doesnt mean that it becomes impossible!

I want to tell you how i started my own business while i really didnt knew anything about it.

I want to give you a few words which will definetly help you, when you felt and understood the situation.

We went hard down hill after we came to russia, money wasnt there and i became desperate.

So what did i do to learn and make money?

I was in a situation which were either i succeed or die on the street..

So i started to learn the language quick and somehow managed to learn enough, so no one would bullshit me over anything and all went on and on.

Of course it wasnt easy, but 24 hours a day is enough time to learn a lot when you use it and specially it gets useful when you do it over and over again!

It felt like a movie and it still does.

What i want to tell you is,

How desperate are you to become financially successful?

All my energy went into my current business, my CONCENTRATION went into the business.. And this caused the success!

How much ENERGY do YOU invest in your dream?

YOU HAVE TO VALUE YOUR ENERGY! How much effort did it take you to achieve something?

I specially dont talk about time because we got infinite spiritually! But only a bit on this planet as a body and how your soul will feel inside that body.

So what are you going to do if it starts to feel hungry?

When youre desperate enough and point your energy towards your goal, it WILL ALWAYS become reality!

Dont listen to anybody, specially not to any thoughts and never tell too much!

100 Blogs in 2 years

Applause for myself. Now i feel burned out, because nothing seemed to change in the #consciousness of mankind. And now? The next book „Lucid dreams“ is available and i think im finished with what i was wanted to say to the world. Im ready to go now. In my opinion this Planet will never change, … 100 Blogs in 2 years weiterlesen

Good Evening People

The best way to end a day, is trough meditation and relaxation… why? Well you might not dream bullshit and actually can concentrate to get out of your body. Meditating at night can drastically improve your chances for astral travel and lucid dreaming. Try it out. And good luck. Check out our new book if … Good Evening People weiterlesen

Camphor oil

Hello people! If anyone of you is interested in the purest form of camphor oil, Klick the link below! I sell it very cheap and its a very expensive allrounder for many things. Keep it safe from children though! http://ebay.us/zIWW5G?cmpnId=5338273189 What is camphor oil? Its the oil extracted from the wood of camphor trees and processed by steam distillation. … Camphor oil weiterlesen

THE WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE

The own habits, towards more efficiency and assertiveness only comes when the pain threshold is reached more than the comfort zone.

Before that, you don’t have to, and I really don’t mean! wait or hope that you will make a serious effort to do something differently.

People don’t change if they are still feeling so well in any way that they find reasons not to make an effort.

This has nothing to do with others either, but with their own mindset, which does not strive for success.

Often unconscious beliefs are also involved.

What I can tell you, if you want to change for the better and nobody wants the same as you do, do it alone.

Do not rely on anyone.

Not your partner or your best friend or your children.

It is your life and you can live it only for yourself and for your children, as long as they want it.

You will only be successful with assertiveness and perseverance and consistency and DOING.

Do not expect that others are willing to make the same sacrifices!

But when the success is there, remember that you have baked this cake alone and now no one can take this fact from you.

I wish you a wonderful Sunday.

It has rained heavily and the birds tell us that happily in front of the house.

Until the next blog.

The „Elite“ Club

Sign your name and bank account info down below and you will be a royal elite member of the club. The „lets eat meat“ and „why im a cunt“ – show will start soon! Get your fork and balls between your ass! .. Cunts!

Watermelon Poisoning

It happens a lot in this country.. Youll buy a watermelon and hope its a really sweat one. But than it happens.. one bite and after an hour, the symptome’s start to show. Stomach cramps and pain, dizzyness, sweating and headaches. Dammit.. got poisoned.. There are no health regulations in this damn country and because … Watermelon Poisoning weiterlesen

HOW TO EFFECTIVELY AVOID GETTING STARTED

It’s not like you don’t tell it over and over and over and over and over again.

It’s not like people don’t listen.

It’s like, you tell it like a record that jumps back again and again and again and again.

My hardest nut to crack is my litany, let me think about it for a moment, about 8 years!!! it has been listened to again and again and again until he FINALLY! actually started to do what I advised him to do year in, year out.

He did not regret it.

But the fears and beliefs were so deep that he did not jump over the gap between wanting and doing for a very, very long time.

About 2-3 years ago, he finally started to do what HE loves and what HE wants and I would say mission completed.

It took me 8 years of persuasion. Eight years!

So, what’s point one in pushing to start?

Wallowing in your own negative beliefs and fears. It’s not exactly our comfort zone, but it’s certainly expanding towards that.

Point two, as I mentioned before, is that we just don’t want to leave our comfort zone. Because „where there’s a will, there’s a way.“ And „if you don’t want to, you don’t want to.“

Point three would be IN the comfort zone, doing everything that keeps you from finally starting, INCLUDING just talking about it and reading about it and watching hours of videos about it instead of finally starting.

Point four, not to find or look for any reasons or motivation. WHY you should finally do it NOW.

Some people might think „yes, what’s 8 years, it’s over fast“.

I can only reply to this, if you don’t know already at the age of 11 what you wanted to become and you are working towards it, you will probably be much older when you realize that the hamster wheel doesn’t make you happy and you prefer to do your own thing and THEN 8 years are a big part of your productive age and for some people it is simply too late!

I can only say it again and again.

Start before it is too late. Nobody lives forever and at some point it is much harder to do what you really wanted to do.

I’ll probably write a few more blogs about it, also how important it is to know why you should do your own thing. Which is not only meant in terms of making money.

Katja.

Weekend Fun – Audio Edition

Ill try my best with the audio editions!

Here you get to the original story:

https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/07/20/weekend-fun/

Sind Katzen spirituell begabt?

Was meint ihr? Meine Katzen haben Fähigkeiten von denen manch ein Mensch träumt. Sie wissen, wenn ein Mensch nicht viel taugt und knurren ihn an! Schon mehrfach erlebt. Dexter rennt, wenn jemand vor der Haustür steht, hin und ist „Verteidigungsbereit“. Er ist sich also drüber im klaren, dass er hier zu Hause ist und im … Sind Katzen spirituell begabt? weiterlesen

Sprachlos

Wenn einen die Dummheit der Menschen mal wieder sprachlos macht.

Another Day – Back Pain

Having a lot clients out of nowhere… it happens and causes back pain when i lean to much forward for injecting needles. Today i bought a needle matt …or lets say „pain matt“. It burns the hell out of my back, but it really helps. A little advice for anybody with back pain: Get yourself … Another Day – Back Pain weiterlesen

Guten Montag Zusammen

Ich weiss das viele den Montag nicht mögen aber bei mir ist jeder Tag gleich. Ich hab oft dieselbe Routine. Nur heute war viel mehr los und mein Rücken verkrampfte, darauf kaufte ich unüberlegt eine Kleinigkeit die dagegen helfen sollte. Stattdessen aber muss ich es morgen mit einer netten Erklärung zurück geben, da es das … Guten Montag Zusammen weiterlesen

My Questions…

I was wondering why humans are as they are.

How can i explain it,

Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves?

We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail.

A lot just dont ask themselves these questions which would lead to true understanding, instead they eat what they get and listen what the media and tv tells them.

Ive noticed that yesterday with my parents. It is a real task to tell them anything new because they scream before you finish the sentence.

Its like they never hear what you try to say, strange isnt it? Well… No … i would say that THIS is the REAL mind control agenda in the entire world. While they test their thesis on individuals, they do the same with the bright mass.

They become fearful puppets not for the state or nation, but of their own mind!

The own limitation by closing eyes and ears, eating bullshit from the media, it mixed itself to a pillar of fear for its own existence..

The bright mass.. wants to be ruled and they show it by their behaviour to themselves

Another Day

Its hot, my eyes hurt and my back crackes on its own.. And now headaches started. This always happens when i look more than 4 hours a day straight at a screen..somehow my right eye doesnt like that. And now my cat starts to eat my bags of vitamins.. Better get him out of here! … Another Day weiterlesen

DISPUTES AND SPIRITUALITY

Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly. It is really like that. I … DISPUTES AND SPIRITUALITY weiterlesen

THE WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE

The own habits, towards more efficiency and assertiveness only comes when the pain threshold is reached more than the comfort zone. Before that, you don’t have to, and I really don’t mean! wait or hope that you will make a serious effort to do something differently. People don’t change if they are still feeling so … THE WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE weiterlesen

Schatzi und Ich

Ich sage was,

Schatzi ist einverstanden und sagt was sie denkt,

Ich verstehe es falsch,

Schatzi denkt ich bin blöd,

Ich erkläre was ich meinte,

Sie sagt ich muss nix erklären weil sies weiß,

Ich erkläre trotzdem,

Schatzi und ich vertragen uns sowieso und wissen das der streit unnötig ist,

Wir haben uns sehr lieb,

Wir wundern uns wie es dazu kam,

Wir denken „was fürn scheiss“,

Wir vermissen uns. XD

~ Wir

The Eyes in the Dark

I was sitting in my room while reading a book. It was called „The forbidden Secrets of Mankind“.

It was boring at first until it started to tell about monsters which surrounded us a long time ago and that they feed of energy.

Suddenly a strong wind came up and i went to my window to close it but i noticed two glimmering yellow eyes from the woods, staring at me without blinking.

I got scared and put my glasses on,

It were just 2 old bicycle lamps which reflected the floor light back..

I went to sleep, it was late.

Problems of a long distance Relationship

Having a partner who lives hundred and thousands of miles away for a long time is very hard.

Specially when you cant see each other because some state’s and governments wont allow it..

Thats a pretty stupid and fucked up planet if you ask me… hindering two people to find their luck, while they can be anywhere, anytime around the globe with their privat jets..

It often happens that out of nowhere, we start to have a conflict with our long distance partner about many stupid and useless things.

The reason for this is the distance and frustration. Not knowing WHEN youre going to see him/her.

The more interesting thing is, every conflict dissapears when you start to video chat with your partner. It feels if a conflict never appeared at all.

So do more video chats people! I guarantee you, it will feel better and stress will be solved instantly!

The most problem is that you cant help them at any way if they should have problems or whatever.

Questions appear like „what if he/she get into a car accident and we never hear anymore from each other?“ Or what if…. and so on..

Pretty useless questions of course, because you couldnt change anything at all … only wait and hope.

And one more thing, the black question should never even be in your mind „does my partner fake it or step sides me with another one?“

This question is only to be asked if you really have a strange feeling about it.

If your partner really loves you and you both REALLY FEEL connected to each other – a way will be always open! It always is!

Have a good day friends!

Dark Rituals and Blood ? Part 2

The screen showed five teenagers which were bound on chair and they seemed to cry. Their eyes were bound with tape.

Meanwhile some people started to laugh and under these people, we even saw Bill B., K.P. and many more.

We didnt expect these people to be here. They were neither guarded or secured. It really seemed like a „party“ were everyone was equal and „knew“ each other.

While the people laughed, me and my wife looked each other in the eyes and understood what was going to come.

Those who organised this party went on and gave everyone a mask.

My wife got a cat mask and i got a gorilla mask.. no one would notice us now we thought.

„EVERYBODY … MASKS ON AND ENJOY THE LITTLE TEASER … hahaha“ said the pig mask guy.

Suddenly the people on the screen got tasered by people who wore black robe’s and pig masks.

„WHEN THE PREY SCREAMS, IT GETS TASERED AND WHEN YOU CRY, WE EAT YOU ALL ALIVE“ said one of the black robe guy.

The people started to laugh like it was a commedy show.

It seemed we were the only normal people in this underground building.

No one could go out until the show was over.

My wife got disgusted and needed a bathroom.

„Are you okay? Lets go to a bathroom“ i said.

We both got to a very luxerous bathroom and i waited until she was …. finished with puking.

Bill B. came in.. „I see its your first time here?“

„Yes it is … and our first time to this kind of fun“ i replied.

„Hahaha .. it hasnt even begun, wait until you see the baby’s“ while he washed his hands and smiled.

„We look forward to it!“ i said while starting to laugh myself. Not because of the „fun“ what was going to come, but because a „Bill B.“ talked about killing baby’s and smiling about it.

I asked myself …what if all the bullshit from the internet was true what they said about him?

We would soon see..

Bill left and my wife came out of the bathroom.

It was strange that the womans and mens bathroom were all the same. I mean what idiot doesnt respect privacy?

We left the bathroom and took our masks back on.

„AND THAT IT IS FOR THE TRAILER LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, GO THROUGH THE NEXT GATE TO THE REAL FUN“ the pig guy said.

A big metal door opened behind the screen and everybody went in, as we heird some say „Iam so excited ..we can finally let it loose again“

We wondered what they meant as we walked with the crowd and my wife held my arm.

A loud „DONG … DONG“ … Two paths appeared .. The people followed their lust..

Good Night Everyone

And lets see what kind of a fucked up dream i can choose from the screen again…. Maybe ill manage to get to you my darling.. 😄💕

The Unusual Day

I was working in two shifts as a security guard in a department store. My shifts were always normal and nothing big happend for over 10 years of work until the clock demon appeared who… Hmphf…. lets start this over.. One night i was walking the usual routine down the hallway. „Keep the Doors shut … The Unusual Day weiterlesen

The Witch – Another Dream

I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue.

The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue.

Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me.

This tree and the entire scene was in the middle of nowhere. The background was black and if i would fall, the scene would fall apart i knew.

The woman or as i thought „WITCH!“ asked me „What do you desire the most, that i could give you?“ This question seemed easy because i knew, bringing my wife from the other end of this planet wouldnt work …at all…

So i answered „Ultimate Power“ – Than the tree brought up many other people which were connected to the tree… Lets say they were corrupted and fell to her spell.

She walked towards me slowly while pushing aside the hanging blue body’s. I thought that these might attack me but i wasnt scared and neither did i wanted anything from her.

I decided to fly upwards, so she couldnt reach me.

She understood that she couldnt catch me with her spell, neither had it any effect even if she wouldve catch me.

Her spell was to seduce its prey and wrap them up under a false promise, while the tree did the rest.

She was a witch who posessed the willingless prey…

While i flew away, she screamed loud and looked rather dissapointed.

I woke up …

Good Evening

I just came home from work and now its story time! Just give me few moments and ill search something from the back of my head!

Allein unter Blinden…ich sehe was, was Du nicht siehst!

Manchmal denke ich, ich lebe in einer völlig anderen Welt, als die meisten anderen Menschen, die ich kenne. Manchmal beneide ich diese Menschen um ihre Gabe, das Offensichtliche nicht zu sehen und um ihre Ignoranz, das Wesentliche auszublenden. Blind zu sein, auf dem Auge des Mitgefühls. Aber tauschen möchte ich nicht mehr mit ihnen, selbst … Allein unter Blinden…ich sehe was, was Du nicht siehst! weiterlesen

Dark Rituals And Blood? Part 1

This is our experience inside a „Ritual Party“ or how they say „The Party of High“.

Me and my wife had been inside this forum for few weeks, just to see how this kind of people are and what they actually do.

It was only accessible with a special key which was „BABYJUICE“ but spelled backwards.

This was only attainable from a recommendation trough another guy who’s trust was needed.

They offered and invited us to one of their strict and forbidden party’s, which was held once every two years.

They didnt told us anything about details, but they said „Food and drugs are free“.

We thought that it might be not that bad.

Well… it was worse!

We didnt knew how to cloth ourselves, so i just wore a suit and my wife took her black dress.

We took a taxi to a central place and waited for the „friend“ who waited for us there.

As we arrived, he was standing there and said hi to us and that this coming night will be our best.

„We will now take another drive and the location where we are going, will be underground. So dont worry, no one is going to kidnapp you because many get nervous their first time“ he said smiling.

We thought he was okay, so we got relaxed and got into the fancy car and drove to the location..

….. Meanwhile driving ….

„You said drugs are free too?“ i asked him.

He started laughing and said „Youll gonna love it, it is really fun and even funnier under a special drug“

We didnt bothered to ask more and just sat quiet in the car while looking out the window.

„Try to make friends there, many big names arrive tonight“ he said.

To be honest we didnt bothered about any big name or even if god would arrive there, we just wanted to see what the self claimed „elite“ did to have fun. This was a lifetime chance to see their real faces!

We played along and answered as usual to every question someone asked us. If those people would know for what we are really here, we probably would just dissapear from the earth.

Since my wife is exactly like me, i didnt need to worry about anything bad. She knew what she was doing.

We arrived at a farm but no one was standing there.

„We arrived, please press the button to your left from outside the window“

My wife pressed it and a tunnel opened before us.

„Lets go, we walk the rest“ said the friend who’s name we only knew from the internet…

We got out and didnt knew what to expect.

After we went in, the guy said „go ahead ill be right back“ – so we went in alone but already started to hear musik.

As we walked down, we saw the entrance to the party, a giant head from lucifer which was gloving in red and orange, with a pinky voice asked us „Death or Fun?“

Of course we said fun and than a light point on the wall appeared, so we followed.

We got nervous and werent sure if we should continue because we didnt saw anybody either.

Out of nowhere, the friend appeared and said „lets have fun now“ while started to laugh.

We came to a big area with many people, gentle music and YES we did cloth us right. They all were in suits and it seemed just like a normal evening but nothing seemed special we thought.

I asked Kate, my wife „What do you think? Shall we seperate few meters and take closer looks on whats going on?“ i asked.

„NO! we dont seperate, ive got a bad feeling about whats going to come“ she said.

So we stood together and looked a bit around. We didnt knew anybody but neither wanted to talk too much.

„WELCOME LADIES AND GENTLEMAN TO THIS BLOODY NIGHT OF FUN“ said a man while wearing a pig mask.

It looked creepy…

„WE SHALL CLOSE THE GATES NOW AND BEGIN THE CEREMONY“

The doors and gates closed and a big screen appeared in front of us.

What we saw next was breath taking..

The Search

I drove far abroad in Texas to search my sister who dissapeared a few days ago.

She shouldnt just go without saying something. She said she would go to a park and give a call if she reached it.

Mabye it was new ? I didnt knew anything about it and neither bothered.

Our mom was just sick and bed bound, she had problems with her brain. As she was in her fourty’s, she received a head trauma from my sister and now needed medical assistance.

So i went the same road as she did and landed in an area which seemed to be lost but a lot of broken and rosty cars were nearby.

This didnt seemed like a place for a park. Where the hell did she go?

A sign said „Wel_me to Zoo_and the Fun Place“

What a stupid name i thought. A bigger mansion alike house was right on the road side.

It was totally destroyed, atleast it seemed so. My suspicion went high on what „maybe“ did happen here.

I knew these horror movies were people got kidnapped in underground facilities, maybe i should search somewhere else?

„Helloooooo ??“ „Anything here?“ i said.

And as i was going to leave, and old lady came through a door. „Yes ..WHAT DO YOU WANT HERE?“ she said aggressively.

„I search my sister, she went to a park nearby but is missing, do you know the park?“

„Ahh..ah.. yes i know … follow me“ she said calmy now..

What the hell? She wanted me to follow her downstairs where she came from.

I didnt intended to go down anywhere with anybody, specially not in such area.

„I said park, not downstairs in a rotting house!“

„YOU GODDAMN FOLLOW ME BOY!“

This was the time to leave, but what if this crazy stupid hag actually would bring me to a… underground park? I know this was very stupid to think and i didnt bothered.

„Have a good day …“ i said and left the house.

Suddenly i heard a screaming voice coming from downstairs.

„ThAT was definetly not just a scream!“ and went back inside.

„What was that scream? Did you got someone down there?“ i asked, as i run down the stairs and pushed the old lady aside.

I broke open the door and… wanted to scream myself but….

There she was …my sister sitting with another ten people and smoking weed and do drugs.

„What the fuck you stupid cow! So you did this all the time in your …special park as you said?“

„Hey brother, nice to see you, dont tell mom okay? And sorry my phone broke down and i couldnt and didnt wanted to talk with anybody, just relax and take a brownie“ – she said laughing.

They were stitting on couches and the room looked very clean and modern. Fancy lights were hanging at the ceiling and the floor looked white and clear…. it was very surprising to see such a room in such an dirty area.

„I’ll take a bite“ i said

„Make yourself comfy and enjoy the upcoming party“ said one guy who looked a bit weird.

A few minutes later i lost consciousness …

„What the hell did you do ? What was in that brownie?“

„Brother, this is how it ends for you“ she said, while laughing.

What was she talking about? Was that really the sister i knew ? The entire situation was odd and i fell on the ground.

A few hours later..

I was bound with tape to a dirty bed and couldnt move at all.

I saw my sister who gave money to the old hag.. What would happen?

„HEY YOU STUPID BITCH – WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?“ i ask loudly and nervous.

And she replied:

„That is what you cunt get for raping and murdering our own mother, you will be tortured by the executioner until you die! Have a great live … pig boy….. and one more thing .. youre the one who received a trauma!“

My Questions…

I was wondering why humans are as they are. How can i explain it, Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves? We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail. A lot just dont … My Questions… weiterlesen

Another Hot Day

Its really hard to go somewhere in this kind of weather. We have 30° celsius in the shadows and 45 in the sun. You probably can imagine how a walk for 30 minutes feels outside. The skin is wet, the hair falls in the eyes and all clothes are soaked … A blizzard would be … Another Hot Day weiterlesen

Deathrow Prisoner

Hmmmmmmmm … who are we going to kill today?

„Lets punch through the wall and take a walk“

The deathrow prisoner Speck. Appearently no military force or special unit can stop him.

He comes and goes to our prison like it is a hotel suite.

„How embarressing!! We as the chief and commander of this town cant do anything against him… Damn this Speck! Is there no match for him?!“

Meanwhile he broke out again. It was the seventh time in two days.

The police dont even bother anymore to capture him, since he is coming back on his own. But how can the police react when he smashes the head of a civilian to the ground and rips his head off?

That freak is unstoppable! Bullets cant pierce him, kicks or punchs do even less, and trying to hold him in chains is suicide and he still breaks them like nothing.

Yesterday he went „shopping“ and broke every bone from the cashier. The wall was full of blood and he wrote „HA HA HA HA …PAID“ and after that, he came back to prison, took a piss and with his unwashed hands, he took a guards head and gave him treats to eat.

The guard refused and tried to shoot him but Speck punched a hole in his mouth and put the bag inside… And afterwards took a sleep back in his cell.

We already have tried every damn thing. Special bullets, gas, poison and even drowning. All got killed…the videos are brutal.

We expect some athlets to take him out but most of those martial arts and wrestling guys are useless idiots who cant see how unfair he fights because he wants to have fun.

A week ago, a boxer wanted to fight him. Speck stood behind him and said „Hello mr. Boxer“.

You have to know, Speck is two and a half meters high and probably the same size are his muscles while is agile and fast.

The boxer got intimidated but threw a punch. Unfortunatly no one, not even us counted with the coming surprise.

Speck took a hand granade which he stole from our police station, and rammed it up his throat. The boxer’s body got blown to pieces and blood filled the area. Everyone was shocked.

Except Speck… he was laughing and … started running towards us..

Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 1

Aktuell arbeite ich noch an meinem ersten Buch, welches unter dem Titel „Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet“ erscheinen soll. Es liegt noch ein kleiner Weg vor mir, aber es ist schon fast fertig. Ich überlege noch, ob ich selbst verlege oder verlegen lasse. Ich bin noch ein klein wenig planlos. Zumal mein eigenes Zeitmanagement ja immer von … Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 1 weiterlesen

Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 2

Nun ist es geboren. 😉 Und ich freue mich wirklich riesig, dass ich mich dazu durchgerungen habe, meine Gedanken auf Papier zu bringen und dass ich damit vielleicht auch dem ein oder anderen helfen kann. Für Alle, die es interessiert, gibt es hier mein Buch: Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet Ich schreibe darin über die Entstehung unserer … Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 2 weiterlesen

Gefährliche Straßen

Ich merke es immer wieder beim Fahren wie gefährlich es ist, wenn die Hälfte der Fahrer ihre Fahrererlaubnis gekauft haben, statt die Prüfungen zu machen. Und ja hier zählt man nur mit Geld als irgendwer oder irgendwas. Daher kann man sich nur mit Geld überall einkaufen. Doch nicht nur sind es Autofahrer welche einem die … Gefährliche Straßen weiterlesen

Schatzi und Ich

Ich sage was, Schatzi ist einverstanden und sagt was sie denkt, Ich verstehe es falsch, Schatzi denkt ich bin blöd, Ich erkläre was ich meinte, Sie sagt ich muss nix erklären weil sies weiß, Ich erkläre trotzdem, Schatzi und ich vertragen uns sowieso und wissen das der streit unnötig ist, Wir haben uns sehr lieb, … Schatzi und Ich weiterlesen

Kids und Internet

Kinder brauchen gewisse Grenzen, die sie sich einfach noch nicht selber setzen können. Vor allem in Internet.

The Eyes in the Dark

I was sitting in my room while reading a book. It was called „The forbidden Secrets of Mankind“. It was boring at first until it started to tell about monsters which surrounded us a long time ago and that they feed of energy. Suddenly a strong wind came up and i went to my window … The Eyes in the Dark weiterlesen

EXPERIMENT – M – CHAPTER 1

„beep beep beep“ the alarm clock sounds. ignore „piiiiep piiiieeep piiieeeeep“ shrill screeching of the alarm clock, my heartbeat soaring, that the breathing mask crashes into my face, „DAMNED“ – I shout unabashedly – nobody hears me here anyway. Not only am I awake, I am also directly annoyed and before my morning ration of … EXPERIMENT – M – CHAPTER 1 weiterlesen

Guten Morgen Zusammen

Ich wünsche jeden einen guten Donnerstag! Lasst euch nicht von euren Zielen abbringen und macht immer weiter!

Weekend fun

It was a late afternoon.

I went to a club which had opened new and which seemed to be really good according to some people.

On arrival i noticed some fance cars and a red carped. What was going on ? Was it always like this?

I went in and a lot of people stood there to get a ticket inside. I guess i just came in time and got lucky.

Few „celebs“ were drinking and dancing there too.. It was a rather normal club atmosphere.

One guy was drunk as hell and puked all over himself and a few guests, they werent happy.

It had another two floors and the third was secured and only for „special people“ as the security told.

I saw a group of people which seemed to go to the third floor. I stood behind them and walked as if i was one of them. I just really wanted to see what was on the third floor.

But the guards stopped me.

„Wait youre that guy on the poster at the wall!“

Me ? N- No youve mistaken, thats my twin brother, his name is gofuckyourself – and i ran down to the first floor to the exit.

A guard rammed me off my way and i lost consciousness.

„Five – one, we got the motherfucker who stole money from us last weekend. Not so smart to come a second time to this place ha?“

I woke up in a chair and two police men stood with the guards. I saw how they bribed the two cops.

What happend after?

Well i lost my clothing and nearly few fingers… I cry’d myself out of it and only got big kick to my face.

Im alive, the money is still save.

Next week, ill try the club on the next street… They will have a mask party…

A sunday surprise

It was sunday again.

And yes i didnt really liked that day, because it got very quiet around the building of our office.

I was the ceo of a big company and stood there after saturday to get more work done.

It was late already and i drank my last coffee until… „krrschhh“

It sounded like glas was shattered. But here in the office ? We had nothing glas like stuff around.

I stood up and walked down the dark floor.

„Hello? Anybody still here hiding?“

A door in the end of the building shut itself loudly down – „BAMM“

My heart startet to race. „Hey anybody there?“ while i walked steady towards the door.

A few meters before, it slowly opened with a cracking sound and i heard a broken radio play a song…but it was played backwards.

I felt danger and darkness coming from that room which actually was a bigger room with nothing much in it.

I went in and turned on the lights.. but there was no radio sound anymore …everything seemed clear.

My sight went to a door inside the room which i really was sure, never existed before.

The door shut open and crashed loudly into the wall but stood still without bouncing. This gave me chills down my spine… How in the world did it not bounce ? I was sure it was kicked or rammed open..

I felt that danger from before again, that i should not enter the dark room before me.. It was like the darkness smiled right at me..

I went on and… My face crashed against the wall.

„What the fuck?! The door dissapeared?? Or did it never existed?“ i asked myself while my nose was bleeding.

I went back and closed the door while looking several times back, just to ensure that i wasnt hallucinating things.

After i closed the door slowly.. the radio sound came back again from the door.

I panicked and my heart was racing. Should i open the door again? What is going on? ….I knew the horror movies were the scary part went on and on until a monster appeared to tere the head of the protagonist. I hoped i was just a side character and could leave the building unharmed.

I ran back to my office room and shut the door. I took the phone and called the security which i saw on the security cameras.

„Hey all of you guys, come up here and take your gun, you might need to use it“ i said shaking.

But the guards…they looked at me without reacting.

They looked straight at the camera and the signal got lost. I really got nervous and knew that this wasnt some stuff that i imaginated.

After four hours in my office, i received a call from my wife.

Why did she call me ? She knew i was coming early but not at four in the morning.

„Yes darling?“

„Krrssschsschshs“ ..the same radio sound came out of the phone.

My heart dropped to the floor and in the same moment, something kicked my office door and broke it open…but no one went in.

I took the shotgun which i had stored under my desk for a last standoff with anybody … guess it was the moment of use.

I loaded the gun „Whoever there is, if you dont want your head get shot, you better come out!“ i said loud.

The door stood wide open but it was dark for whatever reason.

I went slowly in .. and „BAFF“ the door shut down behind me and i turned back and shot the door once.

Suddenly the light goes on ..

„SURPRIIISE!!! HAPPY BIRTH DAY!“ – All colleagues were standing in front of me with a big smile and an even bigger cake.

„Boss did you forgot your own birthday?“

What ? I knew the date of my birthday i thought.

„Oh yes …actually i did! Well guys thank you very much!“ said i while still sweating..

Why ?

Because my „colleagues“ had wounds and cuts on their bodys while some of their heads were cut in half..

I stood in shock and pointed my shotgun towards them.

„HEY WHOOW TAKE THE GUN DOWN – WHAT THE HELL?!“

„I see your true faces you little cunts, time to DIE!“

„NO WAIT WE …“

…. BOOM…. …. …. Her stomach got blown away.. ….

„…… had drugged ..your coffeeee…“

„Kssh – Ksh“ – BOOM!

How great it feels to kill human’s – From the view of a Monster

We dont live in the shadows as you might think, and neither do we do contracts with humans.

We fool you into the shadows were no one can see you …dissapear.

We eat your bad energy and increase your worthless live with anger but only when you allow it so.

Once we found our prey, we snap its neck but first… lets scare it until we get expected..

My loving method to kill humans is the slow and painful way.

I drag them down to what you call hell, and i bind them on a bloody and dirty chair with excrements from other prey’s… sometimes they pee and sometimes they moan out of pain…

The fear..the hate..the anger…the despair and hopelessness…You fragile imbecile piece of weakness.. all deserved to die.

You would call it insane or crazy, but we … we call it FUN

After the prey drops blood and sweat, we start to put metal spikes under their skin while it gets laughed at, spit and scared even more.

And as soon as they start to walk, or move .. they scream in agony and burning pain…

This sounds … so.. lovely

The more scared it gets, the more orgasms we get from this energy…

The feeling is an electrical sensation which covers the entire area … We like to kill our prey when its ready.

Washed from the blood, cleansed from the wounds and fed with the flesh of previous prey.

First they spit at us and try to hurt but it only makes us stronger and horny, that is our goal.

Than we rape every possible ankle and hurt them even more just to bring the same sensation as before.. ITS A PARTY!!

Shortly before they die, we cleanse them a last time …. and than they glue their back to a table.

„You are free to leave..If you can free your body“ we do say whispering.

No response – „Guess they want to stay“

As we tere every body part into shreds and release the dark energy within.

A final explosion of insanity and illness ..

We call it FUN!

(This story was a made up, no one got kidnapped to hell!)

Sleepy Day’s

Hello everyone, i hope you guys do well too. The last days i feel really tired, specially when the sun shines strong. I wish the weather engeneering/chemtrails back! It made the weather grey and cold 😄 I dont know why i feel like that, maybe a really good sleep would make it up. A friggin … Sleepy Day’s weiterlesen

The dirty building

I was living abroad near the city. The rent was cheap here, but a lot of messy stuff was going on.

My apartment was on the eight floor and two rival gangs divided the area for themselves.

They „nicely“ asked everyone to pay money for their safety. Once they came up to me but i didnt open the door.. There was nothing they could do about it and i made sure to never come late.

These fuckers were only after eight o’clock in these dirty and piss stinking floors… Selling their crap and threatening people …

The police didnt dared to come in this area.. it was cut from the city due to so much crime that they couldnt afford being here.

Even when people jumped out of their window, the ambulance wasnt coming.

I dont even know how this building was still standing .. so much dirt on every corner, the walls were burned or damaged and the pillars which hold it, were already cracked.

This place really needed a makeover but no one bothered and neither had anyone the money to do so.

I was coming late .. I hoped that it wasnt already too late because the gangs always blocked the hallway and the none- working elevator.

It seemed alright i thought. I could even hear some police sirens…maybe it was because of them why everybody left ?

I run upstairs and even the junkies and screams were gone, this was the first time and a bit strange.

Was there up something big or did everyone run away ?

I got to my apartment and the floor was empty too. I opened my quite heavy metal door which was secured digitally on both sides.

I looked at the camera which i had secretly installed at the ceiling above the floor and watched the film.

Nothing happend .. No one was walking around and no sound was recorded either.

The lights went on and off but why was the floor empty ? That never happend before.

„knock KNOCK!!“ „knock KNOCK“- someone was hammering the door.

„What the hell? Why is nothing on camera? Is the camera broken?“

I got really nervous. „knock KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK“

I looked again in the camera, the lights went off. I took my needle baseball bat just to be sure and walked to the door.

First i watched at the door spy but it was dark.

„Who is there? And stop hammering my door i heard you!“ i said loud.

No answer..

„POLICE OPEN UP“

What ? The police? here ?

I opend the door and my heart nearly stopped…

There was no one and the floor was lighten up as always. „What the fuck is going on here?“ i asked myself.

I looked left and right and closed the door.

As soon as i turned my back towards the door, ive got a hit on my back and lost consciousness.

I woke up in the hospital and was handcuffed on the bed.

„Youre awake great. Youre under arrest of drugging the water supply with rat poison and LSD, appearently your plan didnt worked. Youve killed not only the people who lived in the same area but many in the city!“

Fuck… maybe that wasnt a good idea after all

The Mirror House

Few days ago in a hospital …

Four police officers were standing infront of my bed …asking what happend at night in that house..

My body started to shake…

I faded away for the second time. The sisters rushed to my aid … i slept for another half an hour.

After i woke up again, the four police men were gone and only two were left.

I started to tell them what happend that night..

They didnt believed me like in a bad horror film..

It was true i said… That house was full of mirrors and every single one of them brought out loud screams and unhuman voices..

We panicked and tried to run away from there but Kane and Jessica were gone..

I dont remember what happend to them…

The walls of the hospital started to shake and scream like that house.

My blood pressure went sky high, the room was suddenly empty,

What was going on?? Where are the police men and the nurses??

I covered my head under the blanked and just waited until all was over…

A moment went by…and another….and another…and another… … … the room became quiet.

I turned away the blanked and my heart skipped a beat.

A big mirror was in front of me.. I stood up carefully and slowly walked towards it.

What was the meaning of this??

As i came closer, ive stood before the mirror … It showed me, watching myself in the mirror.

Ive turned fast around and nothing was there.

Ive looked back into the mirror and as i turned around, a hand grabbed me at my shoulder.

My heart stopped….

„Karl its time for your medicine again, come and take it“

Said the nurse who was standing in front of me.

She had a weird smile. Her teeth were spiky ..

SECRETS OF SUCCESS

Some motivation

My dears, are you alive or still dreaming?

Or are you living your dream?

Are you still working to make it come true or are you letting others determine for you what is good for you?

How do these questions sound in your ears? And in your soul?

If you are content to live mediocrely, is it really enough for you to get some alms from the state once a month and live well for one week and not the rest of the month?

Are you happy that child benefit and alimony FULL are credited to your alms, or do you not even notice that your children do not even get this money anymore, because you pay your bills with it!

What if it were different?

Seriously, astral travel and Lucide dreams and so on, spiritual things, are a beautiful escape from reality – but you still wake up every morning in this reality here and you have to live your life.

No matter how little you like it.

Have you already forgotten your dreams?

Which wishes can you actually fulfill for your children?

Only air and love are not enough in the long run. So what are you working on?

What do you create for your fellow man?

Do you help those who can’t help themselves and whom nobody listens to because they have no voice, or do you hide behind your displays and just complain?

Some of you complain about the fact that young people are making Tiktok videos and that this annoys you. But hey, you’ve obviously watched them.

I’m glad that the youth is getting creative. And a lot of videos of young people are very creative and get attention on the net.

Or is it just that you are disturbed by their success and your complaining only serves to distract from your own inactivity?

They say good things come to those who can wait, but they also say „nothing comes from nothing“.

And it’s even more aptly stated, „He who relies on others is relied upon“. Because you can’t seriously expect anyone to do your job for nothing in return.

My girlfriend, with whom I started this blog and facebook page over two years ago and who unfortunately died shortly after, she was in a wheelchair for life. Hardly able to walk more than a few steps, if at all.

In her short life, she has probably done more for others than could ever be made good.

I never once heard her „whine“ or „grumble“! And this although she unfortunately had no family support, nothing…

She will always remain SO in my memory as a fighter in a situation where many others would not have even started to fight at all. Especially people without any physical, severe handicaps.

Many of those I know of in this respect do nothing but complain and grumble. The best thing to do is to get upset about the community without whose help they would have been sitting on the street long ago.

But there’s a saying that when you’re at the bottom, you can only go up.

You want another one? Insight, is the first way to change.

So remember my questions from the beginning! And consider if there aren’t always ways and means to level up your life again!

And if you just start making funny videos and sweeten the day for others. One step always comes after the other!

But you have to take them alone. In the course of the way there are usually people who help you and who are happy to do so.

And suddenly you hear the dreams of your children and remember your own dreams and start to improve your whole life.

Good luck

Katja

Another Weird Dream

I was sitting on a couch with few people i didnt knew and never saw anywhere. We were watching tv or… they were watching. I stood up and asked the crowd „Lets jump into the scene inside the tv, why sit and just watch it?“ There was no answer and no one really looked at … Another Weird Dream weiterlesen

Impressionen – tierisches Teamwork – Schafe

Heute nur ein kurzer Spaziergang, weil ich nicht fit bin. Aber man muss sich trotzdem bewegen;) Denkt dran, Wenn Plan A nicht klappt, hat das Alphabet noch 26 weitere Buchstaben. Wichtig ist nur, dass ihr weiter macht! Gute Nacht

Why its impossible to argument with idiots

Many might know this already how pointless it is to talk with dumb people.

Why is it that such people simply wont hear or pretend not to hear what you say?

Well the answer is rather simple..

Its their experience, their believes, their life and what theyve had and got from their parents.

Shortly said: they are unconscious.

You cant wake a dumb person when they got a fog of unconsciousness infront of their heads ..

It is just like in a dream, no one can hit you and scream at your face to finally recognise what is going on… well .. in a dream this is actually possible though..

The live of a person who cant hear the argument of a person who respects the words of the disrespecter, was and never will be bright shining.

Those lives are mostly filled with sadness and pain. And they try to cover it by showing how tough they are and how weak and dumb all the others seem to be.

Iam surrounded by idiots and this is the truth. My parents arent smart and they never were. They only tell us how bad we are and how stupid, but iam conscious.

Someone who is conscious will never be a victim of anything and there is no excuse.

Someone who cant hear the truth about their sad and angry lives is the real looser.

Why am i telling you this?

Because you got the hands over your live! Not any asshole-opinion or dumb sentence from anybody!

Better hold those strings tight and always stand your ground!

But be sure to loose the strings which cut your hands 😉

Hateful lovers 🤣

Hello people,

I want to talk about few people who have nothing better to do than hating other people for what they do.

I think many will understand.

The problem with these people is their small mind.

They either have no experience in the field of which they hate, or they just dont like the person.

Often it is because this sort of mind is simply stupid and it hasnt done any research or anything else. It just hates its own life often and intends to point the negativity towards others, simply because they are weak.

They intend to buzz the red button before the show has even started unfortunatly.

These people will appear like rats from the shadows when you start to become successful, but only in the internet and behind your back.

None of them will ever say what they say in front of your face because some of them know, that it is just stupid.

Mostly their argumentations end with swearings or hate speaches and loud mouthings.

How can you beat these idiots?

Just ignore them and laugh as long as they hold their distance but…

(…If they ever should come to a „kissing range“ at your face, be sure to hit them so hard into their organs, that they consider it as their first spiritual lesson!

Only idiots will learn with punches..

Have a good day 😄

Days of a Corrupt Cop

It was easy to sell someone out. Gangs and pedophiles came up to cops which had been known as „corrupt“ and „coorporative“ and paid a lot of money to do what they did. We were five police men in our group and our super visor had an even bigger game going on. For example, last … Days of a Corrupt Cop weiterlesen

Das Gelächter IM Flur

Wir zogen vor drei Wochen in ein neues Haus welches auf einem hübschen Stück Land anzusehen war. Die Atmosphäre war erfrischend und mal etwas anderes als die ständige Stadtluft. Vor dem Kauf untersuchten wir natürlich das Haus auf Geschehnisse, Tode oder andersweitige paranormale Aktivitäten um einfach gewappnet zu sein. Unsere dreiköpfige Familie, also ich, mein … Das Gelächter IM Flur weiterlesen

Freedom

How would it be if we dont need to do anything anymore?

Not getting bothered by something nor anyone?

Not constantly to maintain something?

Not to look at your body and be depressed ?

Not to constantly think some useless bullshit which twists your head?

Not to worry about anything or anyone?

Just .. be .. … and do whatever you want and like, without getting bothered by any body function or your annoying neighbour..

How many are pissed about their existence but not because their life is bad, but because they just cant stand anything what is offered with it?

I think there are many.. ive never liked being a fucking human.. it bothered me before i even incarnated here .. if knew that this wouldnt be good

All this useless and dumb activity’s and conversations.. and some of the activity is not even possible because of a fucking wall or border or money gap…its annoying..

And yet im here, writing this and knowing that i might have a final task before WE leave, otherwise i would be long gone.

I really fucking hate this existence of a human, even if i understand the beauty of life and all what is about… but i personally still dont like it.. there is A LOT MORE and A LOT BETTER PLACES than this.

My inner feeling and memory tells me more about this cursed planet and faked free will than anything else.

Once you got to a certain point with certain „enlightenments“ from your „past“ incarnations, you will not give damn anymore about any of this planets bullshit.

… i should try to relax..

Sorry for my language my dear self 🤣

Have a good day xD

The Search

I drove far abroad in Texas to search my sister who dissapeared a few days ago. She shouldnt just go without saying something. She said she would go to a park and give a call if she reached it. Mabye it was new ? I didnt knew anything about it and neither bothered. Our mom … The Search weiterlesen

Deathrow Prisoner

Hmmmmmmmm … who are we going to kill today? „Lets punch through the wall and take a walk“ The deathrow prisoner Speck. Appearently no military force or special unit can stop him. He comes and goes to our prison like it is a hotel suite. „How embarressing!! We as the chief and commander of this … Deathrow Prisoner weiterlesen

Haben Schaltjahre eine besondere, spirituelle Bedeutung

Deutschland gilt seit eh und je, auch in den Gedanken und Werken vieler Spirituell und Esoterisch oder auch einfach Philosophischer bewanderter Menschen als „spirituelle Wüste“ oder schlicht und ergreifend „nicht spirituell“. Glaubt man den Statistiken im Internet, so ist weit über die Hälfte der Deutschen nicht mit Spiritualität oder den entsprechenden Untergruppen irgendwie vertraut. Dies … Haben Schaltjahre eine besondere, spirituelle Bedeutung weiterlesen

Weekend fun

It was a late afternoon. I went to a club which had opened new and which seemed to be really good according to some people. On arrival i noticed some fance cars and a red carped. What was going on ? Was it always like this? I went in and a lot of people stood … Weekend fun weiterlesen