After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people.
I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife.
We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area and we had to go through all of them, but i knew that i actually didnt needed to do anything but i still did. I was unconsious but still remembered that i had the same dream three times a few years ago and it wasnt pretty. I knew that there was a lot of horror and deaths coming.
And while i thought so, i suddenly switched position to the top and had again the „screen view“ while the body and scene went as always according to the dream. Than the speed increased as well. I had no interest in continuing the dream but it wasnt going to stop until its over.
So we were walking slowly and trying to find another person in the backyard of the field and we knew that this person was going to die.
The field was clear and you could see every trap but you just didnt knew what was going to happen. Between every trap was an invisible wall and it would override the entire scene if i was going above it. This meant only one thing, my dream was a following game script and i saw it too!
Because i didnt wanted to continue, i was constantly switching between two perspectives while i flew over every trap. Suddenly everything happend just as i dreamed it before. The people all died in the same traps screaming while they try’d to pull me with themselves. But fortunatly i had enough and i neither got scared or else. The one girl survived with me and we needed to get a helicopter from a waterpark but it exploded because i crashed with speed against it. The bald guy got his body drown inside quicksand and later chopped away by swords which were underneath the quicksand.
After the helicopter exploded, i was standing in the woods and the scene changed again to the top… That dream was bad… it was boring and really bad..
I cant get out of my body, and neither dream what i want. I dont know what is going on the last two years. It stopped out of nowhere and i feel that something is blocking me from the other side. I really have enough of dreaming bullshit.
A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?
I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls.
We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city.
The two girls and a guy went up and i told them not to go because i felt something bad up there.. They didnt listen..
Than a old lady started screeming to never go up there but it seemed already too late.
The other two wanted to go up when they heard that they might dissapear but i really wanted to not go there because i knew what was going on from the first time i had this dream.
So we went up because i still was unconscious to realise the dream.
We came to a rather rusty and old looking house with a little see around it. Everywhere was plastic and dirty pollutions, it looked all contaminated.
Suddenly we all fell asleep and woke up inside a container where we were lying down on our backs side by side.
We stood up and suddenly a movie on the wall was shown out of nowhere. The movie showed how we killed and cut up two people but i knew that this place was fucking with our minds.
Than two woman and a guy appeared naked, bloody faces and many cuts around their bodys with sharp teeth.
The woman was laying down and ready to be fucked while it looked straight at me .. I only knew that this bitch was going to do something else for the next victims, so i stepped back and watched from an outer perspective what the others did.
The ugly monster guy was telling that everyone likes to be poked in their ass and i felt like watching tv but more with interactive options, i said „What the fuck NO!“ – while i tried to pull back the guy and girl from those freaks.
And yes, i didnt knew their names at all.
After i couldnt pull them back, i started to move backwards and now something weird happend again, just like many of my dreams.
The screen pushed itself forwards and backwards for a second and i was „back inside“ the dream. The scene changed and everyone including those freaks dissapeared. The two were lying on the ground unconscious but back with their clothes on.
I was standing outside out of nowhere and i saw how these freaks made the little movie. They used wood puppets and threw an illusion over it, so the wood bodys couldnt be seen. Than they trapped their victims and showed what they did, after the movie was finished, they wanted to give them their punishment .. or as i say, some freaks were horny for your energy.
We all were standing back in the room and i was pissed about the dream, neither could i wake up so i needed to finish the dream quickly.
I started to throw mannequins into white containers until the room was clean and the doors opened. We all went out and knew that all this, was just a hallucination ..but where did the other three go?
I forgot to mention the pool full of blood, body pieces and heads.. Maybe there ?
The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]
There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]
I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue.
The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue.
Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me.
This tree and the entire scene was in the middle of nowhere. The background was black and if i would fall, the scene would fall apart i knew.
The woman or as i thought „WITCH!“ asked me „What do you desire the most, that i could give you?“ This question seemed easy because i knew, bringing my wife from the other end of this planet wouldnt work …at all…
So i answered „Ultimate Power“ – Than the tree brought up many other people which were connected to the tree… Lets say they were corrupted and fell to her spell.
She walked towards me slowly while pushing aside the hanging blue body’s. I thought that these might attack me but i wasnt scared and neither did i wanted anything from her.
I decided to fly upwards, so she couldnt reach me.
She understood that she couldnt catch me with her spell, neither had it any effect even if she wouldve catch me.
Her spell was to seduce its prey and wrap them up under a false promise, while the tree did the rest.
She was a witch who posessed the willingless prey…
While i flew away, she screamed loud and looked rather dissapointed.
After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]
You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]
Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]
Ich möchte über eine Horrorszene sprechen, die sich eines Nachts abspielte und mich richtig ins Schwitzen brachte.
Ich schlief nachts ein und stand in einem schmutzigen und blutüberfluteten langem Flur.
Die Wände waren alt und voller Blutsymbole, ich habe nicht gefragt, worum es in dieser Szene ging.
Es sah aus wie eine wirklich gut gemachte Horrorszene in einem Krankenhaus.
Der Flur hatte keine Türen … nur wenige Lichter hingen darüber…Ich fing an ein paar Meter zu gehen und meine Schritte waren laut, und als ich weiterging, spürte ich eine große und üble Energie auf mich zukommen.
Nachdem ich vielleicht fünfzehn Meter gelaufen war, sah ich eine Gestalt welche in meine Richtung lief.
Dieses Ding hatte weder Arme noch Gesicht, es war in zwei Hälften geschnitten und lief langsam schreiend auf mich zu, während es blutverschmiert war.
Nun ihr kennt sicherlich die Filme in welcher das Geschrei des Monsters viel angsteinflößender ist, als das Monster selbst – richtig?
Das war hier der Fall! Es sah hässlich aus, versteht mich da nicht falsch – aber der laute und sehr ..demonische Schrei war erschreckender.
Ich wusste, dass es mich angreifen würde, also habe ich mir gesagt, dass es direkt durch mich hindurchgehen wird ohne mich je zu bemerken.
Und es lief wirklich durch, es war nichts.
Ich hatte keine große Angst, denn ich hatte viele solcher Momente in bewussten und unbewussten Träumen.
Ich blickte nicht zurück.
Nachdem dieses Ding durch mich hindurchgegangen war, ging ich weiter den Flur hinunter und sah das nächste Ding auftauchen.
Es war ein riesiger dreiköpfiger Hund mit … vielen Wunden … ein Gesicht war vorne, das zweite Gesicht war in der Mitte, und das dritte war an seinem Schwanz, der abgeschnitten war.
Um ehrlich zu sein, wusste ich nicht, welche Seite vorne war aber ich wusste, dass dieses Ding mich tatsächlich schnappen könnte, wenn ich nicht bald da rauskomme.
Der Grund dafür, dass es mich berühren könnte war, dass ich ein wenig Angst bekam und in diesem Traum bewusstlos war.
Dieser verdammte Hund lief seitwärts auf mich zu und es hatte drei stachelige, lange Zungen pro Kopf, die in drei Stücke geschnitten waren.
Es sah wirklich schlimm aus…
Habt ihr jemals einen verdammten Verstümmel-Hund gesehen, der mit voller Geschwindigkeit seitwärts auf auf einen zugerannt kommt und lauter schreit als der halbe hässliche Freak vor zwei Sekunden? …das auch noch mit drei Köpfen ..
Ich wechselte unbewusst aus dem Körper heraus, über die Szene und sah alles von oben.
Der Hund beachtete den Körper nichtmal und rannte einfach direkt durch.
Warum hat er nicht angegriffen?
Als ich zurückkam und weiter den Flur hinunterging, schaute ich diesmal zurück nur um festzustellen, dass das halbe Schnittwesen und der Hund zu einem einzigen – riesigen vierbeinigen Stück „noch größerer Freak“ verschmolzen waren, das zwei blutige Augen hatte und mich direkt anstarrte…
Es war langsam schon zitterlich beängstigend …nicht wegen des Monsters, sondern wegen des Impulses wie es mich ansah.
Es begann wie das Mädchen aus dem Film „Der Exorzist“ auf allen vier Beinen zu laufen, während es an allen Wänden des Flurs herumkletterte und immer näher kam.
Hier war der Moment wo ich echt richtig Angst bekam und mich fragte ob es nicht doch real ist.
Ich hatte genug von der Szene und riss mich raus.
ich wollte doch nur Schlafen und nicht in einem blutüberströmten Flur von einem Scheiss Analphabeten Riesenköter gejagt werden 🤣
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…
Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]
I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating.
I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about.
It looked like a really well done hospital horror scene.
The floor had no doors … only few lights were hanging above..
I started to walk and my footsteps were loud and as i walked further, ive felt a big bad energy coming my way.
After walking maybe fifteen feet, i saw something down the floor which came screaming at me.
That thing had no arms nor face, it was cut in half and walked slowly screaming at me, while it was covered in blood.
Now … do you know the type of movies were a scream of a monster is more terrifying than itself?
This was the case here.
It looked ugly, dont get me wrong – but the loud and ugly scream was scarrier.
I knew that it would attack me, so ive said to myself than it will pass right through me, without ever noticing me.
And it did pass trough, it was nothing.
I wasnt scared because ive had a lot of such moments in conscious and unconscious dreams.
After that thing passed trough me, i walked further down the floor and saw the next thing coming up.
It was a giant three headed dog with .. alot of wounds .. one face was in front, the second face was in the middle, and the third was at its tail which was cut off.
To be honest i didnt knew which side was the front, but i knew that this thing actually could snatch me if i wont get out of there soon.
The reason it could touch me was because i got a little scared and i was unconscious in this state.
This fucking dog was running sideways at me and it had three tongs which were cut in three pieces.
It looked really bad… have you ever seen a fucking zombie dog running at you sideways with full speed and screaming louder than the ugly freak two seconds ago?
I switched above the scene and the body down there was ignored …the dog passed through.
Why did it not attack?
As i got back and walked further down the floor, i looked back just to note, that the half cut being and the dog merged into one – giant four legged piece of monster which had two bloody eyes and was staring right at me…
Ive got really scared..not because of that thing, but from the momentum how it looked at me.
It started to run like the girl from the movie „The Exorzist“ on all four legs while climbing around the floor…
Ive had enough of the scene… i wanted to just sleep but NO, i must stay somewhere bloody and get chased by a four legged cunt dog 🤣
In today’s blog i want to share a dream which ive had few months ago ..
I stood suddenly in a darker area with few dark clouds and an upcoming fog.
Out of nowhere, a huge cathedral building came up from the ground which had a giant clock in the center, but without pointers.
I was standing inside with the blink of an eye.
The floors were dark and empty .. i looked smiling left and right and heard a scream which seemed to be far away but i didnt cared about it.
I knew that something was strange about it.
The floors were made out of wood and every door was locked and the walls were clean in the middle sections.
A door opened while i was slowly walking down the left floor and i realised that there was no exit anymore.
How did i got in again? I was probably in the sixth floor which i could see from a window.
The place looked beautyfull from above i thought.
The door which opened had a cell phone and a small clear bed inside. It started to ring and i took it fast up, because i knew that the „others“ shouldnt hear the sound.
Someone was talking to me like im their friend. I seemed to be a girl i thought but i wasnt sure. She said „quick close the door theyre coming“ and she hang up.
Well i wasnt scared to be honest and after she said it, i could hear loud screams which definetly were monsters.
I walked to the door and looked down the floor to see what was happening there, it seemed empty but suddenly i changed my view and was above the floor and i saw a few monsters coming up the stairs.
I was back in the room and i walked to the left were the monsters came across.
I saw the stairs and now was standing there, but where are the monsters? Did they left?
I heard a loud scream at my back. It was a girl with a white dress which you might know from one or other horror movie.
That bitch was flying around and screaming without reason. I knew that SHE was the girl on the phone.
I didnt cared anymore and suddenly she stood in front of me. She didnt looked scary and said that i shouldnt go down there while she left laughing.
I smiled and went down.
The scene changed.
I was now in a area which i couldnt leave easy anymore and i knew that because of the evil energy which was coming from there .. + i didnt knew that it was a dream.
That place was even darker now and all doors were open. The walls seemed dirty and some sort of dark energy’s were coming out of every door.
The floors were full of evil beings and i was just standing and slowly walking around.
The stairs behind me didnt existed anymore, neither was there any window left.
A monster came out of the room and i thought maybe it will attack me, but instead it just stared at me and backed of slowly.
Was i that scary ? Well no i was not! I just had no fear!
The monster looked like a giant ugly shaped ….thing which had two dark eyes. It screamed loud but did nothing else.
I noticed that it couldnt get out fully of the room. Maybe they were banned to that place i thought.
So i went down the floor and looked left and right to alle other rooms but without touching anything.
One being was uglier than the other and they all smiled at me when i stuck my head in the room.
Some rooms seemed to be lightend and still dark.
Now you may ask yourself why i was smiling and laughing trough the halls ? Well maybe im the monster?
I simply knew that nothing could harm me at all, only scare me really REALLY bad if i let it happen.
The time was about right to loose the mind in such a place when im honest, but the more i walked down, the funnier it got.
I started to really laugh loud and held door rooms while laughing at the faces of these beings. I couldnt stop and the funny thing was not their ugly face, but their weakness in reality.
I understood that none of them could do anything, not even hit me or else as long as i had zero fear in myself.
Suddenly they started to get pissed off and while i was laughing, three of them came out of their rooms and (yes now they were really outside) the floor became very dark blue, nearly pitch dark blue and i still laughed but a bit less.
I looked at them and came few steps forth while all three looked at me with their yellow glowing eyes. Theyve had no shape anymore.
I asked „and now what ? What youre gonna do?“ and i started to laugh again while i pushed them against the wall telepathically. They just stood there and two more came up..
I walked further down the floor without giving a damn. I thought its enough playtime for now.
I looked a final time back and noticed that the entire floor was filled with them, just staring at me.
Another stair appeared and i wanted to go down. Now the monsters from the floor stood behind me and looked.
I asked „What do you guys want ?“ but they didnt said anything back, nor did they smile.
I didnt cared anymore and went down.
The scene changed again.
Now i was flying above a very long and wide underground area which i knew, was within the building.
But something was very wrong about that place. The place was first enlighted and normal but i was just one floor and i seemed to fly away from something.
A dark „something“ was coming from every direction and it made the place became very dark.
I started to get scared a bit but than i got a bit of my consciousness back and knew, nothing could hurt me.
Suddenly that thing dissapeared and but i was still a bit panicking..
„Where is the damn exit??“ I thought loud..
I changed my view and saw that this place was the ground floor of the building but it was somehow on a different dimension which told me that there was no possible escape.
I saw where i was standing and how much darkness i needed to pass trough to exit. The stairs were gone and if i would went back to the floor of monsters, they surely would sense my slight fear and enhance it to fuck me up xD
I lost my consciousness again and that thing appeared, which hunted me again.
The place was filled with darkness now, and i realised something.
That „thing“ was actually the exit.
So i was still unconsious but i knew what i needed to do.
I visualised the shattering of the dimension and the darkness and my view broke to thousand shards of glass.
My consciousness was switching out of the scene and i saw the frozen and broken place one last time, before i woke up.
As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]
I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all. But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more … Why didnt i listened to her? I should […]
I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]
Did it happen again? You did your exercises and your body fell asleep, but your mind stood awake, … But you cant get out ? Whats wrong ? Well theres a possible block for you! I call it the silver wall because i saw it. Its a wall that is glued to your astral body […]
The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]
I want to talk about things, which i learn from my constant repeating dreams, about many things in those worlds.
One of those things is the behaviour of „demons“, ghosts or lets say negative entity’s.
How do they behave and what kind of goal do they have?
Well..ive understood that these beings like energy.. They love it and specially sexual – aggressive and pain energy.
They dont like to scare the dreamer because otherwise he/she will wake up and the energy feast will be gone.
Instead they try to create a playscene from your dream. This means they mix themselves in the dream and let it look like it was your dream which came from your mind.
Not many of such beings are smart, but theyre not dumb enough either.. Of course there are many variations in the intellectual perspectives but mostly they know what they do.. like an animal which hunts the prey.
So they dock into your dream and may change the plot. For example: If you dream about a beautiful place where you just walk and have fun, they can build a door or scene which appear in your area – and when you open the door, the scene changes to the interests of the being.
This means, if you like sex, you will see a sex scene. If you like death, you will see death.
If you like cakes and fun, you will NOT get it because evil beings only can take disturbed energy! Maybe youll see a cakewoman who wants .. …, but you understand what i mean now.
It all depends in your interest and what the being knows or feels about you.
They can read the magnetical field around your physical body and use the thoughts coming from the outside into your head, as their needed info to build the trap.
They cant read your mind, but as we all know, information is only received, not thought from us. The functions of the body only read it out loud for you what is around your field. This is why some beings can read you without even looking at you like cats sometimes.
All anybody needs to „maybe“ know about you, is shown in your magnetic field and this counts for everybody.
The energy these beings consume, is like a feast of emotions to them and they love it. The cost you have to pay in the morning is a big energy loss and feeling completely sucked out. Of course this doesnt mean that you always got fucked by a horny ghost, but you can consider it! xD
Dreams about pain appear often when you expect it and move unconsciously around in your dream. The beings use it and set a trap of letting you think, that a coming situation will hurt, while they mix themselves again within the scene and eat your energy.
This all can only be done when YOU let it happen because of your unconscious movements, but even THAT can be trained to counter such things.
If you want to know more about all this, you should take a good look in our book 🧘♂️
I was searching something … a ship, probably my ship.
The place where i live has many mountains and inside the dream, colours appeared very strong and my parents were stupid as always – yelling about useless stuff.
I didnt cared about any of them and flew near the mountains and suddenly i was standing in front of a near mountain which existed physically too.
I went trough it and found a high – modern, round and floating ship which had a greenish colour. It was waving midair too.
I knew that this ship was my and i left it there, so no one would find jt. I wasnt going to tell anybody anything about it but i knew a person which might expect me to come with it …
This ship was invisible at all times when consciousness entered it, while the one inside could see everything and command it.
It moved slow but it was possible to travel to every dimension very clear and save. No radar or whatsoever could detect it because it became conscious through me, even though it still had a few monitors inside.
The mountain was a coverup because even if it was invisible, you could touch it by accident when no one was inside.
Inside the mountain was another higher advanced facility with extraterestials but i saw only one guy who checked the room with my ship.
Starting the ship was very fast and happend automatically when i entered while my energy as a soul fuled it and decreased the density to a level, were it became untouchable.
This dream was a bit more interesting than the most usual stuff.. Is there really a fucking ship inside that mountain?
In today’s article i will tell you how our consciousness drifts away when we fall asleep and what comes next, right after it.
First what happens is when you fall asleep, that you cant really remember the exact moment!
Try it out right now. Do you really know the last moment or thought before you lost consciousness last night?
What does the last thought have to do with dreams? Well ..A LOT!
YOU DREAM THE LAST THOUGHT! – with a mix of what happend the day, what you expect to happen and with places or people you really dont know – or just saw from an ankle. Shortly said: You dream what your unconsciousness captured with your last thought!
This is why it is so important for astral travel, it increases your chances very high.
Ive noticed that two times yesterday night.
I was half awake and asleep and i saw how one thought was taking shape and how i just started to integrate myself in it. The picture before your eyes will be the dream you jump in.
Now there are two groupes:
The normal dream: in the ’normal‘ dream, you will be inside your astral body while using things from your unconsciousness for the upcoming dream.
The ark dream: This state is different, but more and even more to all of this, you will find in our book.
When the time is right, you will see whats inside 🧘♂️
In today’s dreams i woke up at my bed and it was at night, everything was as always…well atleast i thought so.
Suddenly my next room became dark and some really ugly looking creature came around, i nearly died because i thought that thing was real and would rip my body to pieces..
Why would anything do that out of the blue and why would i think like that at all?
But than i woke up and thought „oh yeah..funny dream“, time to stand up …suddenly another small ugly motherf.. showed up and screamed at my face. His face was greenish and deformed.. more like broken over hundred times.
I wasnt scared this time and just looked at it like „Really?“ – than the scene changed and i was again in my bed..
I was really thinking that i was awake right now but i wasnt.. the room looked the same but only the light button for my room was on the left than right.
Ive had enough of it and tried to wake up, but it happend another two times ..like a bad dream where i couldnt wake up.
Not that it was scary but it never happend to me, to wake up five times in a row and still be not awake.
It seemed i was waking up dimension after dimension but how the hell ? And why the hell! …specially with those ugly cunts beside me XD
I woke up very scared today and didnt understood why.
I was sweating really bad too but it wasnt actually so warm the night before.
I was flying few meters above my body and stood in the air, my room was definetly the same, nothing was replaced or moved.
I started unconsciously to deform my room to a different place while mixing it with some sort of time travel. Anybody who travels astral knows, that time travel is possible.
So the first littly change did nothing accept causing a bit greenish light to appear in the room. Suddenly was i was back in my body but i didnt woke up, instead i was checking the reaction to my body.
Ive had read a little text yesterday where Carlos Castaneda claimed, that we forget what we did in our dreams because of a fear mechanism which was caused automatically by our body… Maybe i was testing it unwillingly?
After doing the change a second time, ive felt little vibrations on my skin and a bit allertness came up, but it dropped immediately after i stopped.
It was a „test it and switch to body to see what the reaction will be“ – thing.
Now the third time, i changed the whole room and everything was shaking, it was a bit loud and short before changing everything including the bed where my body slept, i switched back to it and my pillow dropped down from my head and i dont know how when my head was on it.
I was shaking like hell and my sweat was intense while only my lower body was covered.
I absolutely knew that the change of the room happend astral, but when i switched back, my physical body was feeling the difference and we all know the instincts of survival… I have never felt a greater fear after i woke up. I thought my body would ripp to thousand pieces too..
While i felt nothing astral, no fear of death or whatever, my body was feeling all of it. But i didnt forgot what happend… So does fear really play a role ?
But i did realise that my memory was fading away from the details.
Our body’s or lets say brain, posess the ability to bring everything down to our unconscioussness.
Here’s my theory:
If we often act unconsciously in our dreams, and we act consciously when we are awake, (while we forget what we did in these worlds) wouldnt that mean the existence of a wall between these both ?
I mean why cant we remember in our dreams, what we actually did in the physical world? Why is our consciousness drifting away?
Ive had an old dream about a monster as a kid. I was standing on a street which was empty.
No cars, no humans ..just Nothing but the street and few trees.
I looked left and right until i noticed a black thing that had yellow eyes and it was big and covered in black smoke.
It started to come close very fast and i knew that i couldnt get out of there until the scene was over.
So it came and had very sharp claws but its a dream and you cant feel pain right? I knew that as a kid because ive had no experience with pain within dreams.
This one teached me i guess! xD
That thing was going to kill me but i couldnt die so it hurt me very bad and terred my skin of while striking me with the claws all the time..
It hurt so bad that i was actually screaming loud and tried to fight back but then i noticed something.
It wasnt trying to kill me but to torture me until i realise something.
While he had its claws in my back and held me to the sky i noticed that pain wasnt the problem, it was our expecation!
Pain never occurs in any of the other worlds when we should get damaged, it comes when we expect it to come! My problem was that i didnt knew it was a dream and thought it will hurt when it hits me.
I saw that pain only was possible when youve had a body and a mind which follows your expecting will to cause pain. I saw the reality what was causing us to believe nonsense and taking it over to other worlds which didnt belonged there.
After i realised that, i suddenly started to laugh and stood again in front of that being.
Me as a kid infront of this three meter thing which didnt flinched anymore.
I walked away from it and it dissapeared slowly behind me.
What kind of teaching method was that ?? The way of pain ??? XD
Ive had a very crazy dream last night ..which was another repeating dream..that really sucked.
This time there was a gang or group and they killed randomly people who stood against them and which tried to run from them.
One crazy bitch was running after me and she had a giant knife mixed with a hammer. It looked really weird and the task was to let her rott and die somewhere while me being safe.
That gangs mission was to scare themselves while murdering people under it.
So they took some drugs and crawled down to some tunnels and made a scene from a horror movie. They placed with blood filled balloons at the walls and took the heads and dead bodys with them to the scene.
After the drug kicked in, they went to monsters themselves and were hunting me in the tunnels while trying to kill me and summoning some other fucking things but not against me, but to scare themselves and the balloons exploded at the same time to make a blood filled image.
The scary level was insane in this one.. I mean i knew that dream and thats why i was calm and tried to run away from them but they always catched up and it really was annoying.
It was like this “ We get high and go of nuts while trying to kill you, but you wont run too far because whenever we come close to you, we will be just scared and not try to kill you anymore, instead you just help us get away from the cops because we just killed few people and will tell that it was all your fault and you better play with it because youre in the same shit“
It was totally stupid .. i managed to get away frol them because the tunnels were connected to a hospital nearby. I jumped trough a window outside, that freakish woman was still behind me but didnt tried to kill me anymore.
After we got outside a black and sunglass wearing guy stood infront of a cabrio and said „get in we gotta hurry“. The girl went in and i ran trough bushes and barricades away from all of that.
Suddenly i was running very fast and wondered why i didnt fly.
I was on a different planet where the beings could actually fly… and i just wanted to find my woman lol.
I ran into few kids which were picknicking and asked where the train station was.
They said it was in the opposite direction so i ran back just to notice few other planets near the sky.
It was pretty and all but where was SHE ?
I really cant have any fun at all without you! Not even on another planet 😄
This time i landed somewhere within a class. It seemed like a vacation and i knew few people.
We were inside a classroom with sleeping bags and the entire scene seemed odd.
Than a guy came up to a girl in the class and pushed her away because she said something like „Whats with you?“. Well i came up and asked why he pushed her for no reason and was so angry about it.
He came closer to my face and i said „I wont hurt you but whats wrong?“
He looked pissed at me and wasnt saying anything. A few awkward seconds later he answered „I know how that you will hit me while i speak“
Appearently i had no idea what he was talking about but in that moment that wouldve been true. I wouldve punched him when the reason was stupid.
I mean who comes up and threatens a woman out of nowhere for saying whats up .. pretty dumb right?
He walked back to his friends and i said „i would never hit you and why do you think of me like that?“
He was still pissed and in the moment of his answer, i woke up!
In another dream! The same class but it was dark and somehow a bit creepy. Most of the class was missing and only woman were sleeping in their bags.
I woke up quite .. energetic because i thought they went off without me and yes… a lot did.
But all the woman stood xD
I was shirtless and in the middle of the room a few woman woke up on the left side and asked what i was doing.
Well….no idea what i was doing ..i just walked around and looked who was there.
Another two woman which slept side by side woke up and looked at me. One of them i thought was my wife but she didnt looked exactly like her ..only a bit and she wouldnt such stuff like those two.
Then i saw someone sleeping away from all of them …It was my wife but why was she sleeping alone and without me ??? She looked exactly like her. Was it her?
So i jumped on her and kissed her until she woke up. She smiled but she didnt behaved as how i know her.
She said „I am too fat and need to get rid of it“ … I said nothing because i was feeling that maybe she wasnt my wife.
She stood up and walked to a near by room which appeared out of nowhere again. In that room was a long pipe – looking small bed which was made out of old and rosty metal. Next to it a few bit of melted metal was flowing somewhere.
A guy which looked like an executioner from hell with a leather apron came up while she was lying down and he fixated her on both arms and legs.
Everything was fine right ?
Well… the hell executioner guy than layed molten metal over her face on a metal plate which was held by 4 small rosty pipes across the bed. Than 6 lasers appeared from the metal piece and he began to slowly go from her head to her feet while it was burning away her fat …
It looked like sharpening a pencil with a saw.
Now i knew somehow that it was okay and suddenly the location changed and a bunch of freaks came up and told that no one withstood 4 back and forth shots from the weight cutting laser.
She did it two times and stood up.. She really did cut weight off.. that was impressive but the problem was it wasnt enough and she was deformed and looked like a burned form of a human.
She got back to the bed and did it another seven times and now comes the best part.
I felt all the pain she was experiencing… It hurt really really bad… even for a fucking dream! XD
After it was over she had not only broken the record but looked absolutely stunning and was wearing a new outfit..
A black hair turned to a blonde … well if that says nothing i dont know .. right dear? 😉
Her face changed entirely but it seemed her attitude did too. She didnt even looked at me and walked away like she didnt knew me …
Than i knew that she was definetly not my wife.
The scene changed again and that woman was wearing a power ranger outfit which let her look like a guy but now she had super powers and a total idiotic fight broke out between her and those freaks from earlier … ive had enough of it.
That dream was really shit … the pain part was the worst ..
I woke up somewhere i didnt know. 4 people where standing next to me and somehow it seemed that we were talking about something. My wife was with me and the guys in front of us looked quite a bit like us.
They were asking where we came from and i answered „from a different reality which is similiar to yours“. They all looked at each other and laughed a bit. That made me look stupid at them because i knew i was dreaming but was bothered by their reaction. I said „If i leave, this reality will be on stand by or just be deleted“. Of course they didnt believed anything so i ripped myself out of it.
It became dark and the scene stopped, i was looking for a second at a screen and saw those guys frozen in place and a half eye blink later, i landed in the middle of a zombie apokalypse…
My favorite dreams to be honest… Its fun to be chased from highly aggressive freaks that want to eat you alive….right???
So i was flying around to check the situation. It seemed like an old bunker in the middle of nowhere. The bunker was slightly hidden in a crater and green gras was around. I seemed a bit in a hurry too and after looking over the crater – i knew why.
Unending masses of zombies where coming and suddenly 3 people showed up and run a maze down to the bunker. One girl was there and she said „Fast we have to drink the sand“. She took sand from the ground and covered her head and mouth full while the two others helped her. She then just vanished and the two guys became black in appearance. The zombies got inside and closed by fast so i decided to jump away from this dream because i was scared….. Yes i was scared even if i knew i could fly… Dont ask me why i didnt…
I was unconsciouss about my situation and landed again somewhere else but the coming dream was very boring… I broke into someone’s house as it seemed and didnt know what the hell i was doing there while i talked on a phone. So i took the ventilation system which was just a piece of carton to push in to the wall to get out…. Dont ask me why i dream such shit xD
I woke up
The reason why i ripp myself out of a zombie dream when im unconscious is, that i exaclty know how painful it will be. Ive experienced it often enough but i didnt die, they chewed on me until i went away. Trust me ..you DO feel pain in a dream ..even if its not often! 😄
Meine Leidenschaft ist mein Bücherregal voller Krimis und Thriller. Ich nehme euch mit in die tiefsten Abgründe der menschlichen Psyche, rezensiere über Bücher, erzähle von Lesungen und spreche mit euch über das gelesene.
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