As well as you experience right now, nations are under lockdown and many have lost their work. The lockdowns affect many in our society and iam one of them, since i cant get enough bodys to kill and feast on.
My pallet is only made from the finest human flesh, but with the restrictions upfront, i cant gather too much information about my victims and neither can i stay too long outside. My entire plan got changed because of this virus. There is no virus because i would’ve got it first!! Screw this cursing government…
My next victim will be a police woman .. since there are so many out there, this could become my treasure.. The hardest kills of my legacy will be shown in my trophy room, with their heads hanging in liquid bottles. Everyone should be honored to hang there!
As you might want to know, my problems begin with finding the right timing to hunt my prey. Often i could just sit in my van and watch what the prey did for few weeks before i smashed the head in, but now… i cant watch because the police is too often around. My other collections start to rot because i cant keep up bringing more blood for my bleeding walls which keep the bodys alive. My dark rituals cant be done without fresh blood, otherwise it would kill the caster, ME!
There are many problems right now because family’s sit in their homes.. Maybe i should advertise my place so the police shows up and i trap and kill one by one.. This will be my solution! Until next time, ive got a plan to write and built and one day, you might make it to my trophy wall.
I was awake, atleast i thought so because my room seemed normal until i started hearing an unnatural moaning voice in the room next to me.
I knew there was no one in that room and thats why i started sweating and panicking. Was there someone trying to sneak in ? But who would moan like that ?
As my sweat covered my blanket i got more nervous and thought of getting up and confronting it but i was shaking in fear because i felt that an evil energy was coming from that room.
Since the room had no door, i could clearly see inside and felt horror because the room was empy, yet the moaning was still there. Is he or it hiding behing the sofa ? No it cant be, the voice was too loud to come from behind the room. As i slowly wanted to sit down on my bed, a being came running out of the room. I wanted to scream but covered myself in my blanket because i was so afraid… Im a coward .. am i ? As i slowly tried to peak at it, i noticed that it was still standing and moaning loud and disturbing.. It was like an animal would be tortured and hanged. The sound would haunt me forever i thought.
As i peaked, i saw the appearance of this thing. It was wearing a white dark robe and its hands were spikey. The face was strangely twisted inwards and blood was spilling out of its face. It really looked monstrous and creepy.
Suddenly it started running back to the room and dissapeared. As my bed was flooded with cold sweat, i stood up and slowly approached the room. The voice was gone and i needed to be sure that this thing was gone.
One step inside the room.. and the last thing i remember was that thing running at me. I mustve slipped or something and went unconscious.
Tomorrow morning i watched my security camera which covered half of the second room from my bed. I started sweating again.. because i noticed that the monster was me, fighting with myself. The only thing that stopped myself from stabbing me that night, was my sweat. I slipped because of that and dropped the knife while i fell hard on my head…
But.. what was that feeling that i felt … As i turned back from the camera, i saw it standing across the room … moaning again and sprinting in a weird manner towards me…
The place were i was living was a hell, even though i had no real idea how the other world looked like.. Being rich and living in a clean enviroment was just a dream of mine and from everyone else here as well. The place was a long tunnel corridor in the underground which was […]
Ich hoffe das viele Kinder, die heute zum ersten Mal seit Wochen ihre Freunde oder wenigstens einen Teil davon wiedersehen können, heute einen schönen Tag haben. Bei uns ist nun leider auch ganztags Maskenpflicht an der Grundschule und ich hätte meiner Tochter am liebsten ein Attest geholt, da sie aufgrund ihrer Erkrankung eins bekommen kann. […]
Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out.
I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. Loud noises out of nowhere appeared which vibrated in my head. I knew that it was a sign that i might get out but i didnt wanted to think anything because it can disrupt my body and wake me up.
So i was still until the the vibration went away and now i was trying to move with willpower because thats the way you fly out normally, you just imagine how you move and it becomes reality.
Unfortunatly it wasnt working, my body was holding on to me like it was glued together and something on my left hand began to help me out. It tried to pull me out of my body but i couldnt see what it was, but i knew it was friendly!
I saw how i left my body and how i was lying on the floor, ready to stand up and look at my sleeping body. The problem was, that while i was pulled, i went to a dream state inside my house.. That meant i didnt saw my body sleeping which caused => false awakening (The state of thinking „am i really out?“) But i forgot and went on with the dream..
Whenever you dont see your body, dont ever think „oh im just dreaming it now, damn it“ – as i did. This will disrupt your critical thinking process and through you out for good if your concentration wasnt high at all. I shouldve realised that my body was laying down the other way around in my dream, in reality i was sleeping somewhere else.
I guess it cant be helped.. it worked but i screwed it.. I shouldve let myself fall backwards from a high building instead the next time.
And right now when i told the story to my wife, she told me that she pulled someones left arm the entire dream … i dont know if she was it! xD
Hello people, As for this little blog, I wanted to make sure that everybody knows: Karma does not exist! There is no one who will harm and punish you for your deeds on earth or any other planet. It doesnt matter if you kill someone or do harm to others! After death there will be […]
Last night was exhausting .. As i was trying to get out of my body, i had noticed three dark entities in my room which were standing alongside my bed. For a moment i wasnt sure but a moment later i got pulled off my bed and dragged down the floor to my second room […]
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Heute mal, da mein Intervallfasten andauert und ich noch keine nennenswerten Fortschritte erzählen kann, nach gerade mal 3 Wochen – wieder damit angefangen – heute ein kleiner Einblick in die sogenannte Kalorien- oder Abnehmfallen. Machen wir es ganz einfach und reden mal drüber, wo sich die meisten Kalorien…
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Einen wunderschönen Sonntag, meine lieben Leser. Am 16. August 2020 hatte ich meine absolute negativ Form, körperlicherseits. Wie schon erwähnt, dass war so eine miese Kombination aus Nachwirkungen meiner Op und Coronalockdown, und so beschloss ich, mein Intervallfasten, was ich bis vor der Op über zwei Jahre schon…
It was a late afternoon when i decided to take a little walk along the road of my town. Since the state had everything under lockdown, it was forbidden to take any walks outside in daylight without your security ID for the corona virus. But nights it seemed to be alright, so i pulled over my shirt, took the keys, close the door and went outside..
A warm wind was blazing along the trees.. the street was empty. I decided to take a walk through the woods instead through the streets because i might get trouble from the so called „friend and helper“.
After few minutes of walking in darkness, i noticed a broken house in the forest. It seemed someone was living inside there because a candle was lit at the window, but when i came close, there was no window and the candle went off.
I was about to leave and not cause trouble for traspassing but .. something seemed odd about the house. I had never see it before and i was living here now for seven years. How did it come that i never noticed it ?
The house was really big i thought, the lenght could assume that it was a hangar for aircrafts.. but it wasnt.
Before i wanted to go away, i heard footsteps behind me. An old guy was coming right at me with his eyes locked at my face. My heart started to pound quickly, was i in danger ? Should inget ready to fight him? Why was he not saying anything and coming towards me ??? .. Questions drove me to the point of trying to hit him first before he would but,…. we walked past me … He was wearing a robe like outift, it was very unusual i thought. Maybe it was camouflage? Trying to stay in the shadows from the police i thought.
<p value="<amp-fit-text layout="fixed-height" min-font-size="6" max-font-size="72" height="80">He went straight to the house and was about to open the door but turned around and yelled loud "DONT GO THERE!". Was he meaning me ? He clearly wasnt looking at me, but to the darkness from were he came from. The situation was strange enough but when he went inside, he left the door open. He went straight to the house and was about to open the door but turned around and yelled loud „DONT GO THERE!“. Was he meaning me ? He clearly wasnt looking at me, but to the darkness from were he came from. The situation was strange enough but when he went inside, he left the door open.
I was unsure .. why should i even think of going inside when this freak just went there, maybe he was living there i thought. I was about to leave when i noticed something strange.. It was suddenly cold and very dark…
But screw that, i decided to go home and not fuck around with people who scream into the woods! A ticket from the police was still better than ending on a sacrificial table.
I walked away from the house and as i was walking back, i looked back one more time.. My heart started racing and i started to run … The guy with the robe was sprinting towards me and he held a machete or sword in his hands… He was screaming „DONT GO THERE“ but i was running until i couldnt see him anymore.
After a few minutes i was back on the main road and took my breath before i decided to walk home, but making sure that he wasnt following me.
So a couple weeks ago, i told you to find evidence which could clarify a trap inside your physical body, which meant that it was impossible to leave to the astral world with your astral body.
Besides that youre trapped a lifetime in your physical body, i had found a silver wall or watery silver and thick shining ..stuff that was sticking to me.
Today i want to share some symptoms which appear when youre trapped.
Now this doesnt need to be true for you, but it might be similiar so heres the list:
● Same dreams over and over with the possibility to change them ( basically you dream the same stuff so often, that you can change the outcame even unconscious inside the dream/autopilot)
● Old dreams appear out of nowhere and things that didnt made sense, start to become clearer while you dream (this means if you ever had blurry and no sense dreams or scenes which were covered by blackness, they might be better now and cleared to make sense)
● The feel of repeating (a small fraction of a feeling which tells you that these dreams are rather time waste and useless + that they might repeat again after a few weeks)
● You fall asleep like something is snapping with its fingers (this means that you cant really meditate properly and if so, you just black out instead feeling your astral body or else)
(☆ star symptom) This symptom is a bit special because in my case, i havent found yet someone who can say the same except my wife and even she is often unsure about it. So let me explain.
This symptom is a process in which you dream an already dreamed dream twice. This means one the very first time and now again while trapped and afterwards, it never appears again! Plus a few symptoms from above such as the repeating symptom! Sometimes you even feel that you never had this dream, yet you could swear with your life that you knew the dream already.
This is followed by the symptom of the same thought (this means that all the stuff around you including thoughts, acts and pretty much everything in real life happend once before and that this life or dream youre living right now, is either a synchronisation to something or a really big joke)
I cant be the only one feeling that there is something way bigger, even though ive told it in our book „How we created the world“ – I really think that this all might just be a synchronisation.
Dreams are a nice playground to get in control for later, but in the end its just „Sleep -TV“ and utterly useless for someone who remembered all the nonsene what is going on „up there“
Ill try to find more, thats it for now. Let us now if you find something! 🙂
There was an incident in the desert catacombs near our village which had brought fear into the thoughts of many. One day a few people had decided to take a better look inside the katacombs. Everyone had warned them about the risks to loose the sense of direction and light if their lamps would give […]
As i was slowly coming up from my uncomfortable „bed“, i saw that this room was rotting and dirty..
How long have i been here ? And why i cant remember anything ?
I was naked except for shorts ans the ground was cold. There was nothing inside the room.. just a few numbers on the wall saying „147“ and a rusty -broken door. I slowly walked but fell down on the ground. I could’nt understand why i fell and after a few seconds i wrapped myself up, noticing blood draining from my spine.
It hurt… i touched my back and felt cuts along my spine.. What the hell did happen? i asked myelf, while my pulse was sky rocketing. I pushed the door open and already panicking, i saw a chair in the middle of the room. It was empty and there was no door.. I was trapped … was i ?
There was no exit and the chair emitted horrific energy’s which i felt in pain across my spine. What could i do ? What might happen if i sit there …again?
I felt terrified of the walls too.. it seemed as if it was watching me, like a crowd of terror waiting for me to sit on that cursing chair..
I slowly walked towards it, pushing the door further and stepping into the room. Suddenly the door closed loud.. For a moment i was feinting in fear i felt. But when i looked back, the door was missing..
Afraid and shaking from the cold, i sat down on the chair and … nothing happend… Did nothing happen? I was loosing consciousness.. was i dying ? ..
I felt leaving my body and seeing … how doctors operated on my spine.. Was i dreaming ? What happend ? But before i could get answers, i saw why my spine hurt so much.. They were carving the number 147 along my vertebreas… I was calm .. it was okay because the pain stopped. I was pittying them… until they looked above, straight at me, smiling and cutting while i was getting pulled back inside my body… It started to hurt again.. They would torture me.. again.
It was a rainy and cold day when it all happen’d… The death of our grand vather was not easy for the family, especially what happend later. We were about to go to the funeral and everyone was ready. We dressed proper and my mom was crying the whole time.. It probably hit her the […]
Hello there people, So the last times i had tried to leave my body willingly, it didnt worked and i was drifting constantly into a dream which was old .. Nothing new ..only those never ending dreams with a few hints on what happend. But yesterday something happend! I had a huge headache and my […]
It was once a nice summer day where me and my friend Jack wanted to visit a new puppet house inside town, which had opened recently.
The place was always busy, atleast that was told at the advertise on tv. To be honest, these puppets looked scary but if they had the money to show it on tv, theyve must had a really good show right ? .. Well that was what we thought until we arrrived there.
Jack drove us down there and we stood at the front gates, it was a sunday late night and a warm wind was slightly bursting across our faces.
We wondered why it was different than the advertise did show us on the tv. The place was in the center of town yes, but there was not much going on around it. It looked rather like an abondoned house with the words „Welcome to the Puppet Show“. We looked inside through the window glass but couldnt see anything and neither was there any light, expect a button on the left side of the door.
We pressed it, not knowing what might happen and wondering if it was the right location. Jack just pressed several times and suddenly the door opened…
A puppet was standing in front of us and we were stunned because we didnt knew how the puppet was talking „Greetings my guests, come in and enjoy the show“. It seemed that the puppet which had a bright and creepy smile, was attached to the ceiling.
It was pretty cool we thought and so we followed it along a long floor. After a few steps of walking, we noticed another button on the wall and asked the puppet about it. „No worry’s, press it and find out“
I pressed it and we both fell down a trap door beneth us but we landed smoothly on a bed and heard a lot of voices.
Jack looked at me said „Either this will end bad for us, or we will have an underground party tonight!“ And as we stood up and looked around, we saw the radio from which the voices came.. So there was no one else… We got to the only door in the room and pushed it open, just to notice that there were people dancing and partying to weird music. It just seemed, that they were dancing to reversed voices.
„We mustve landed on a creepy show or whatever this place is“ i said to jack. He replied „Lets get out of here, i dont like this place after hearing this „song““.
We both walked straight to the people but the closer we came, the more we saw that all of them were just .. carton drawings which were moved by strings.. This place was really creepy and those drawings looked like monsters too. They were moving so real that we thought they are real.. But how was that possible we asked ourselves, we surely saw them dancing.
„Okay lets get out of here now, search the exit“ said Jack quite annoyed and a bit stressed. I mean it wasnt like him but i didnt liked the place either because we were here without payment, so it was probably illegal too.
We searched the exit but couldnt find any, but we noticed that the cardboard puppets were moving when we didnt looked at them. We both noticed it at the same time and thought „cool but nothing really special“ – until they started to move further towards us, were no string was attached anymore on the ceiling to move them logically.
We hadnt noticed that gas was coming from the air conditioner while we were bothered.
We tried to cover our faces but it wouldnt do much, there was no door either and we both fell unconscious…
After waking up, a group of few people stood around us and were looking strange, smiling at us both. We tried to stand up but we couldnt… It was that moment, that me and Jack realised, that we were leaning against each others back and couldnt stand because we became puppets as well, waiting for our strings..
I tried to scream for help, but my mouth wasnt moving… The only thing we both were saying, „Welcome to the Puppets Show“, while the crowd fell down the same trap..
It all began inside a forest near the german border to Poland. Twenty seven people died the last weeks because a psycho or an animal was eating the faces of the victims. The bodys looked completely out of this world because they started to rot in an abnormal manner on the spot.. The police started […]
Hello there, Back from another week and presenting you with .. not much! As you mightve read before, i was trying out some stuff to get out of my body (astral travel) and it didnt worked like i hoped it would. Instead, i was back in repeating dreams but now its strongly random and i […]
After i fell asleep, i wandered unconsciously between a blurred and a slowly sharpening screen. After a few seconds, i found myself back inside a pyramid in which nothing was there except a big door with three people on it. One of them looked like anubis with the animal head and he was holding a […]
First we were seven people which came across the house, now only three left including me.
„What happend there ? Do you want to tell us ?“
We were walking down a path inside the forest, after we went to the beach. The only thing we did was to walk back the same path from which we came, but suddenly there was a house from nowhere.
We looked at each other and knew that this house wasnt there before and no one actually cared, we would’ve walked away if …
„If what Sarah ?“
if the woman wouldnt had came out and asked for help…
„What did you guys do ?“
Nothing.. we just stood there and listened what she told us. She was in panic and needed our help to fix something inside her basement. Since we were seven people, we didnt thought much about it and went inside to help her. She told me, and only me to follow her but i didnt wanted to, even if she seemed nice but still… something seemed very odd about that place i thought.
„So you all went inside and helped her, what happend next? Come on we need the whole story to find your friends Sarah!“
So while the others waited upstairs, i went downstairs with her. As i was walking down, she was constantly looking back and i was getting nervous. Than she said „wait here my child“ and in that point, she turned into some sort of monster with four legs, which started to crawl backwards the wall and back upstairs… I was shocked and couldnt scream, instead i climbed the small opened window out of the house and tried to warn my friends but…
„Youre saying that the woman transformed into ..that thing …and attacked your friends, while it let you there unscratched? What happend next?“
As i climbed out, i expected screams coming from the house but nothing .. I ran inside to tell them what happend and that we should run but, they werent there. The house was empty.. I dont know how to explain it ..
„Sarah, is that all what you remember?“
Yes .. after i woke up here, i cant remember what happened.
„Sarah, do you want to know what really happend?“
What do mean by that ? I told you all i know.
„Your friends Sarah, the remaining three, were found dead near the forest, and YOU were sleeping next to them with blood from all three in your hands and mouth“
YOU DAMN LIARS!! WHERE ARE MY FRIENDS!
„The other five ? .. Sarah, there was no one else besides you and the three you murdered that day, neither was there a house“
As Sarah’s eyes went wide of fear, she saw the demon right behind the investigator… He was smiling.
After the sudden loss of energy i felt destroyed because i now knew what brought the problems of using blood magic. But yet i didnt knew the whole truth about it… As i was laying on the bloody grass and looking into the sky, i wondered what the village meant before they got killed by […]
As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further. A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but […]
It was a normal night. Eyes closed and hoped to not dream something completely fucked up… I was standing in a long hallway and suddenly someone rushed through a door and yelled at me „WE GOTTA GO NOW, I HAVE TO LEAVE“. I didnt knew if she was meaning me because she looked at me […]
If you want to start meditating but surely not know how, then this might help you out.
Lets hold it short and easy.
First, you dont need a special position with your body to „bring cosmic light“ into your body. So choose a position youre comfy with and take a pen.
After you found your position, hold the pen in one arm, close your eyes and hold onto the pen. Now to start the meditation, blink once for every thought that comes infront of you. Yes, you blink the thought away! After a while, you will start to become dizzy and sleepy, this will cause to lesser blinks/ thought dissruptions and you might fall into sleep.
Here comes the pen to the game. Once you start falling to sleep, your hand opens and the pen drops to the floor, waking you up and letting you do the same process again.
It will work really well for out of body experiences as well, if you continue of course daily. Fifteen minutes is alright for the first, but you can do more if you like.
Dissrupting thoughts is a method to get clear in the head and stop the flooding. You might tap into new areas of yourselve by doing it seriously and daily. I for myself use this method to shut the part down, that thinks the whole time.. Uses way too much energy for bullshit 😄
Well there you have it! Have fun with being thoughtless for a while, by the way it gets addicting!
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In the day of 2022, all lights went out and the nightmare came upon from the dark. The calm oceans which were unexplored for more than 96% were unvailed once the dark had taken the world. The governments had no possibility to return electricity due to solar winds which caused an electromagnetical pulse through the […]
Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you!
It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and you will have the greatest gift to witness this godly moment“ – Bullshit…. Seriously .. this isnt going to happen! It never will happen because there are too many things that work against knowledge and consciousness! I dont even talk about earth but even the afterlife is dooming you, if you should listen to anybody besides yourself.
The global system from all its dimensions, is a huge trap itself. You loose your memory when you enter, you engage in so much bullshit that you dont know what to think anymore, than you run into another trap and the life and death cycle begins again because you were to stupid to see the game above you.
1. No one is your friend! No soul guide’s, no higher realm beings, no fcking entity from another universe! But they will tell you stories and tales to manipulate you later on, specially when youre in the light tunnels after death. Dont ever fucking listen to them!
2. The matrix is a high level construct that changes energy to benefit those who understood it. This means, if you know how to move energy from souls, you can use it for yourselves benefit to fuel ships or whatever. This is a high level money game for selfish reasons but the trade isnt money, its energy.
3. Dont get distracted by fragments of the worlds history. No one can find out what really happend because its made that way! It is for you to stay busy and never ask why the hell you’re here.
4. You dont have a damn mission on this planet! Your mission is to realise in what position youre in! To remember what the hell happend to you and how you can get the fuck out of all the layers of the universe – of all traps and tricks. Everyone who tells you otherwise, doenst know or is brain washed.
5. No light and love! That doesnt exist as you might think it does, or how it is told to be. The only real love you can experience is, when you get out of here and see the giant bubble of ingame structure infront of you! Real love is beyong all the universes and the „love“ or lets say fake ray you experience in the light tunnels, are traps to ensure you walk towards it.
6. Stay always VERY VERY SHARP AND THINK CONSCIOUSLY! All other thoughts are autopilot and exist to either steal energy constantly and to let you stay busy and imprisoned.
The last step is to realise that all those dummies who call themselves „woke“, arent even a bit awake.. You dont need to prove the point to anybody, 99% wont get it!
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Hello humans, As well as you experience right now, nations are under lockdown and many have lost their work. The lockdowns affect many in our society and iam one of them, since i cant get enough bodys to kill and feast on. My pallet is only made from the finest human flesh, but with the […]
Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out. I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. […]
It was a cold winter night. I was sleepy and fell to bed after watching another useless video in the internet.
As my eyes closed, i noticed that i was already moved inside a dream. This dream was different than many because i found myself back in a psychological horror game, which i thought might be great in VR games..
I was standing inside two dirty and old rooms. The walls were bold and empty until i turned around. Behind me was a wall with three words..
Besides these words i noticed many drawings and blood across the wall. Even a painting of a face which seemed to move when i looked at it. I asked myself if this was a horror game and i kind of liked the idea because i was bored anyway. I knew that i was sleeping in my bed a few moments ago but i wasnt sure to play the full game. Besides, i had already dreamed this sequence once and knew that i wasnt going to the end.
I didnt pressed around too much in the menu. The only thing i pressed was „Play“ and i didnt wanted the dream to end quickly because i knew, causing trouble inside a dream with small things, brought only shortage to it.
After pressing play, the menu dissapeared and i turned around to notice two beings standing right behind me. Both were lying on the ground. I think one was dead and the other one was an arm away from another, watching inside a black hole in the ground that wasnt there before. They had neither eyes nor face.. Just black figures which seemed tortured but i wasnt sure. The one near me, was turning his head rapidly to left and right without stopping. It was the one i thought who was dead.
I wasnt scared, rather it was annoying because the room seemed full. I walked to my left and saw a floor appearing in hologram colours. It surely was no surprise, after all i was playing a game.
I walked down the floor and knew that the upcoming room would become really dark but.. it wasnt fully dark, only half.
I stood still and looked across the room while i was standing still near the floor. There was it, another one of these being but this time, it was watching me and it had red glowing eyes and tooth. The tooth were spiky and it hands as well the legs, were spiky too. But it didnt moved, it only looked at me while rotating its head.
For a second i thought of my human reaction, to probably getting the hell scared and out of there, but i knew somehow that these beings would react on my level of fear. I knew it would come screaming at me if i would be scared because monsters work that way. They wait until you get scared, just to absorb your energy and grow in power, so you get even more scared and feed them more.
I just looked at it and thought „ah yes.. thats you“ and walked casually inside the room…
One meter ahead i stopped again, because i saw another one right behind it. But this one looked very humanly. I didnt knew that person but when i looked closer, i realised that it was eventually me. I couldnt believe it but the guy looked very similiar to me. And than i backed off, i knew i had to get out. But why ?
Well … after backing out, i realised i was awake and i wondered about that dream. A moment later, i found out that this dream was a part of a really old dream, a long time ago. In that dream, i was sitting on a couch exactly like the room what i was about to enter, right besides the floor. The room on the old dream was filled with daylight, while the floor was the dark area i wouldnt go in. I was sitting there and thinking on how to get through the dark floor. So i had made a small mannequin out of my energy which should look inside the floor but without moving inside. First it was a dog, but it was ugly and i feared it could be killed by the unknown inside the floor.
While i was making the mannequin and stood behind its back, i noticed a dark figure with a darkblue aura coming towards me from the floor, but it stopped before entering and went slowly back inside.. The dream ended with me and my figure looking inside the dark floor..
Ich lese derzeit „schwarzer Frost“ von David Wonschewski und zugegeben, ich mag es jetzt schon.
Keine seichte Kost, sondern durchaus Literatur die kompromisslose Aufmerksamkeit verlangt und dabei werden einfach mal Wahrheit aufgezeigt, die der größte Teil der Menschen derzeit nicht verstehen kann oder auch will.
Ich soll das Buch nicht rezensieren und hab da auch keine Lust drauf.
Aber ich muss so manch eine Weisheit einfach teilen.
Wie die, da oben.
Mag sein, dass er ein paar Sachen weiter auch Lösungen bietet für dieses universelle Problem, aber so weit bin ich noch nicht.
Ich bin übrigens auch aus Leipzig;)
Aber ich halte es wie der Protagonist..Musik ist meine Rettung. Meine Art mich auszudrücken und die Sorache meiner Seele.
Witzigerweise fing es an mit DT 64 „Endstation Müllkippe“. Kennt vermutlich auch keiner außer mir.
We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange…
We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing was inside, strange things started to happen.
Me and two others of the team secured the first and second floor, the house seemed very normal without any sings of blood or else. In fact it was just covered in foil and packages without anything inside.
We found a note and a camera on a chair inside a small room. The note said „Play“, so we did..
We saw how some cultists gathered into some sort of position in the very room where we secured the camera. The strange thing was, that several signs were written inside the walls of the house, but only visible through the camera. We confirmed that everybody was seeing the same as i did and so we continued through the house again while holding a camera infront of us.
The house was full of weird signs and marks. In the second floor after gathering the test of the team, we heard some voices coming along from the floor. I nearly got an heart attack of what i saw..
There was a being.. a thing, a monster, call it however the fuck you want. That thing had a hook arm and sharp fingernails on the other hand, really ugly face which was split in four parts and no eyes or mouth. It knew that we were filming it and it started to attack us but we shot it. It worked and we heard a loud drop to the ground. We shot it several times again to confirm the kill…
After this we continued to search the rest of the house…
We found a hidden basement underground. Without a code we couldnt get in and the door had rusty chains all over it, after we looked with the camera. All signs were telling me to never open that god cursed door, but we still opened it…
The room was dark and almost empty. We looked at every corner to see if something was hiding. The camera showed nothing but… a door which was not installed into the wall, opened itself with noises.
We held the camera at the door and screemed all together. I threw the camera inside that room and closed the door but two of our men were still watching the camera and got their heads cut in half infront of our eyes. We shot through the door and across the room before we ran outside without orders from our commander…
That day, two men died and the building got bombed to pieces after our report. Nobody wanted to go inside again… The only thing i remember seing down there, was a monster running towards us with three heads already inside the room…
Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you! It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and […]
So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me. I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time. The time youre […]
Hello everyone, The reason for the absence of spiritual stuff lately, is because the usual stuff isnt working. Well how am i going to explain it.. I cant get out of my body and i try to understand whats causing this problem. Some people said that talking too much about it, can cause this problem […]
Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there.
It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on a small staircase, coming down the street. It was a woman and she smiled as i approached her.
I said hi and asked to tell me where i was, but she didnt said anything except smiling and telling me „Come on, theres a party in my house, we talk there“. She was walking forth and i was caucious and for whatever reason i told her „Before we go, look into my eyes for a second, i have to check you quickly“.
She came in front of me and i looked sharply in her eyes. It was like she knew what i was doing and as i did the trick, i understood why i did it. I was checking if she was human, monster or alien and within two seconds, she was loosing consciousness and started to shake while i watched her. She was a human and nothing unusual was within her body, so i trusted her and we walked as if nothing had happend.
We went a few meters and her house was right next to the street from which we were walking. I just went inside and three other girls and a guy stood inside of it. One guy and a girl left, so i stood there with the others and they introduced themselves but i dont remember their names ..i think one was Lucy and the other girl was Alice but before they finished, the girl asked me what my name was.
I told them, that „the dimension from where i came, they called me „Arslan“, but from myself, i dont prefer any names and lets leave it like that“. They smiled and said „Alright than youre the nameless“. I was okay with that. After that we started to talk and i was wondering which kind of physics and rules were applied to this dimension. But before i asked, i noticed that the house was odly dark and only a few LED-lights were burning on few corners. Neither was there a party.
I stood up and asked to do the glaring trick but the others started running upstairs and i wasnt sure why. They told me to stay downstairs and wait until its over. I wasnt sure what was happening but i wasnt affraid. They did let me do the glare before leaving and none of them were other things than humans. I still walked behind them, i just wanted to see what would happen.
They were running and running upstairs and on each floor, somebody stood still and didnt moved, telling the one to not move until its over. This continued to the third floor and higher, until we stood with a bunch of people on the top of the building.
I saw now what was going on. They told me that they had to face a horde of burning demons every night and that many died because of it. But i was rather surprised because when i looked across the street, everyone was … gone. But the lights were brightly on every corner of the town and the top of every building seemed burned. I wondered why it was always the top but i was going to know shortly.
The people gathered on top, were actually some random people and some were from games i played when i was a kid. They seemed real xD. A few moments later i heard a loud screaming noise coming out from a violett portal.
This noise was caused by burning, one eyed bats which started burning down the entire building. The people started to fight but it was pointless because these bats were just fire. Once inside the flames, everything was reduced to ashes and this explained why the heaven was full of an orange/red fog.
Not all died, but the figures which i knew did. The girls from earlier survived and the portal closed. I stood there, just watching and than i fly’d a bit up and caused the building to collapse to both sided. It was completely burned and soon after i just left, flying around a bit and noticing, that even these people didnt knew the fact that they were souls and not humans…
The reason i didnt died there, was because i was fully aware of myself and my situation.
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Welcome to the world of secret society. A world in which a broke person has nothing to do. A world in which only the really rich can enter. Today, i will tell you the beautiful art sight of this world and how we handle the doomed and useless humans in the lower parts of the […]
We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange… We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing […]
You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How […]
In my opinion the following: You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience. You could not be a human having a spiritual experience. People die, their soul remains eternal. But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false […]
You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is.
The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How far it stretches and how strong it acts upon you, is decided on how much conscioussness you’ve got.
The more you know about it, the more it advances against you and lures into traps of your ego.
It doesnt only exist on earth but on several other planets as well, which are low swinging in frequency. This matrix net eats and consumes negative energy because it is the cheapest and most – energy -consuming – energy available on the planet. You could say its dirty money with no consequences to itself.
The matrix causes people, partners and whatever who is unaware about it, to get negatively fast. And by this i mean every negative emotion and thought. The only way to truly know that the thoughts you talk off your mouth are really YOURS, is to be conscious at all times. It can only manipulate if your on autopilot/ dream alike state of mind.
This being together with the ego – is a super complex system to support itselfs energy supply without your notice. Many people, and with that i mean over 90% the population, dont know about the existence and manipulations on the ethereal levels.
Since the matrix supports negative energy, it supports negative acts from everything that lives on the planet. This means that many who do harm are mostly on top positions and those who like to help and create a better world, meet their end quite fast. This is because the matrix hates love. It cant stand it and because of this fact, it will try to bring lovers apart, partners to fight and many things more. It knows when it succeeds, that its system is working and it can go on like that. But the biggest reason is the negative emotion that can be dragged out of both people who cant see each other and suffer.
When you suffer, you release emotion. When the emotion is bad, it will be consumed and advanced to get more, if your unconscious mind lets it happen. If the emotion is good, it will hurt the matrix.
This invisible thing has a giant construction of helpers on the planet which cant be seen, but be observed when the spirit is outside the body, or the mind outside the cage. In our book, we got in much more detail about it! You should check it out and know what really is out here. Once you get a hold, the world of the living becomes much more boring than usual because you wont want to know whats on your instagram or Facebook but around you! Dive in, to the secrets of your past.
Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there. It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on […]
So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland. I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again. The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there.. The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, […]
I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again. I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on […]
This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe. It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a […]
We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose. They had found […]
So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland.
I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again.
The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there..
The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, looked dirty and small but was aggressive, just like the guy who was a cannibal in the documentary i watched few weeks ago. I hoped that it wasnt him because he would drink his own piss and cut off other peoples tongue’s 😂.
Unfortunatly, it was a weirdo and he told us to finish three tasks he was giving. The tasks were very disgusting and disturbing and with each task, the first and second guy went home. The tasks were simple.
The first was to drink blood from an unknown source, but no one was going to it. So we told him to tell us, were he got it from. And he said from the dogs of your second task. So we drank the dog blood quick, but i only sipped it and the scene changed quick to the second task.
The second one was the most fucked up task. He brought three little puppy’s which he had ripped off the skin of each one, and they were still alive, walking in pain but no screaming. These little guys knew… we had to completely eat them… and so we did for the sake of DMT but … no we actually didnt eat them. We asked ourselves who the fuck this guy was and we didnt needed him at all. So we just threw him off the cliffs near the island were we had the „ceremony“. And since he had no helpers, no one saw nothing. I mean who was that dude and why we needed him and that stupid ceremony right?
The third task was to cut ourselves with the same knives the others had used and no one was doing that. Because i had the dream twice, it switched back and fourth and it showed me that the first time, i did everything and drank the stuff inside the black little vase which was dmt.
This time i didnt do shit and just went to the shrine, drinking it again, but the guy we thrown off was there.. holding the vase in my direction and giving it to me. I drinked …. and nothing happend .. i woke up!
It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team. We knew that […]
I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]
I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again.
I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on the old mates because ..well ..why not. The cream was tasty and i already had three of them. Besides i was surprised seing them around in such a place but it was more to it than i thought.
Later on we went outside and all hell broke loose.
Out of nowhere, mystic creatures with long nails and swords came like a swarm. They killed and cut up all of the people around. Me and a girl were on our own and had swords ourselves as it seemed. I couldnt see the girls face, neither could i tell who she was but i had a feeling that she might be my wife because she always comes in many forms in my dreams. I remembered the dream and knew that another attack was coming… As the creatures slaughtered everybody, we defended ourselves and cut few of them up as well. The cool part was, that our blades could cut the air and kill from a far distance. So i threw a few slices and got many of them and so did she. The swords were organic … it felt like they were living and the appearance changed colourfully. My two swords were red glowing with a dark background. The girl had a blue and red/dark sword, glowing as well. But we knew that they would break soon because these swords were not held by hand, but it was the hand from those creatures. We had ripped them out of their shoulders.
One creature jumped over a big wall and tried to cut me down, but because i knew the dream, i attacked her first and threw her to the ground. I thought that it might be a woman monster because of the blue appearance and long strange looking hair, but i didnt cared and cut her head along with her arm. There was no reaction, scream or else.
The girl went away, or atleast that was the last time i saw her.
I scene switch happend with a strong wind… i found myself on a mountain, chasing a woman that was running towards a castle. It really looked damn beautyful.. Big trees, the sun shine almost gone and the grass and flowers dancing in the wind, and in front of us, one road to the castle… It seemed magical… the field was shining and glittering in beauty. I really thought i might stay there and just watch, but i needed to chase the woman for a reason. It was very dangerous to just walk towards it but she knew it… The reason why i wanted to stay and watch was because i thought about me and my wife before we came here.. How much time had passed since then, or was it just a blink of an eye? I surely didnt knew.
As i chased her, she stopped and pointed with her finger towards a small mountain looking thing i thought. But it seemed to be a very fast train which lead to the castle. Big train rails were in front of us which circeled across this world. As we approached fast to the train, we noticed that it was covered in a big blanket, letting it look like a mountain. But instead it was a giant mix of a bug, a centaur and a bull. It had two big black tooth in front and it started running fast down the rails from where we came from. I knew that i was already once here and i remembered that i would be dead if i didnt had moved aside. It wouldve trampled me over i thought.
As we saw the giant thing going fast off the area, we went further towards the castle but it was shielded. Another circle ? Or was the castle just imagination? I dont know what happend to the woman but i was standing above ground, flying and looking at the castle. It seemed unreachable. Many big monsters were up ahead and i didnt knew what i was doing there in the first place…
As i looked, my vision gut blurry and i woke up unintended, knowing that its always been you and freedom, who i still chase and know to reach.
Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]
A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?
I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die.
But i found myself in a open cell in hell..
It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because i went down a light tunnel. The hallway was full of screams and fear. Weird noices were coming out in the end of the path.
The walls were from some kind of disgusting looking flesh that hurt you when you came close to it. It wasnt pain what was felt, but it was a horrible feeling which seemed to consume everything.
I stood up and i had no shoes on while i was walking out of my cell and feeling the worst fear you could dream of. Was this place hell? There was nothing that could describe this place, it was truly nightmarish. As i went down the hallway, i saw people screaming in their cells while the doors were open, what was going on? They couldve walked out easily but acted like they were held for eternity here.
Would i stay here forever ? I needed to find a way out and suddenly ..“WELCOME TO HELL, THIS WAY FOR THE MURDERER AND LIVE TAKER ISMAIL SHALAK“
That was my name … i was the murderer and killer of my family, but i only protected myself from these islam-fanatic bastards of a kind! They tried to sell me to a pedophile ring but i managed to escape at a night from home and when i was old enough, i would kill them for what they did. They were brainwashing me and telling me that underage sex would be for my benefit. I liked every bit of cutting their tungs and skin out while they screamed in fear and pain.
„FUCK YOU AND YOUR HELL“ i yelled while i was going backwards to my cell. The being stood there and started running at me but i couldnt move. As it stood before me, three meters high and very muscular and extremely ugly with sharp teeth and a bright smile, it spoke „YOU WILL BE JUDGED BY THE SNIFFER“. And than it hit me so hard in the face that i flew back to my cell, the door closed and i fell to sleep. Surely i would die from a hit such as this, but i only was feeling pain without injury.
As i woke up .. i heard yelling and screaming .. „HELP HEELP HEEEEEELP MEEE PLEASE IM SORRY“. The noise came from the others which were hold by a giant ugly bug that sniffed the cause of their death and which got the punishment for it. The people were held in small cages, naked and full of fear while being tormented by other beasts.
The bug – thing was terrifying itself. A dark coat with bleeding wings and again this red living flesh. The flesh was holding the sinners infront of the judge while it sniffed and told in which tormenter class they would be tortured for eternity.
I was standing on the corner while the red flesh grabbed me and i started to scream in horrible pain and fear. It covered my entire body and caused all pain at once. „THE SINNERS SOUL IS TO BE TORTURED IN THE DEMONS CHAMBER“ said the judge while it sniffed on me. The smell was disgusting and i couldnt say a word because i was screaming in pain.
After my judgement, the flesh threw me down a dark hole while i still was screaming in pain, panick and whatever bad feeling there was. This was going on forever ? Never could i do this? Why did i deserve this?. I was talking to myself while i was tightened to red flesh .. Every second was painfull enough and now these fearful beings were bringing me to the demons chamber .. what on hell was that? How could it get ever worse than this?
„YOU WILL SEE HOW BAD IT WILL GET RIGHT NOW – STUPID HUMAN“ said one being. It was hearing my thoughts ? I couldnt hide my thoughts? How did he hear me ? Or was it pure luck?
I came off the red flesh and got thrown even further down.. A simple hole of blue flesh? Just a really tiny hole made out of organs .. But it wasnt hurting at all .. What was going on? The demons left while i heard them talk something „Will he ever get it ?“.
I didnt understood a word but i needed to climb out the fuck out of here. Maybe they did a mistake and threw me to a wrong spot, this was my chance!
The blue organs were sticking to me the more i try’d to move.. fuck.. i couldnt move easily but i was going up the three meter hole i thought. But instead i was falling further in and started to feel sharp pain at my feat. The blue flesh was turning into something i knew..
It turned into some sort of fluffy hair ?? I was awake and my cat was playing with my foot.. Damn.. was that really a dream? I did kill my parents but that was all good after 30 years. That place was definetly an area to land, when i wouldnt know about it! That was surely a test of skill…? As pain was rising on my entire body ..
„Will he ever get it“ was the last thing that was heard from Ismail Shalak, while he was like the rest, held in a open cell … screaming in pain, hell.
Later afternoon i went out of the club and needed a toilett quickly. Since i couldnt find anything, i just went around the block. It was full of dirt and an old homeless man was sitting on the street.
I walked further and found the toiletts.
„KEEP IT CLEAN“ – Was standing there.. Not thinking too much, i went straight in but the old man suddenly stood behind me and grabbed my shoulder. His hand was cold and he said „Keep it clean and youre safe!“
Are you threatening me old man ? – i responded quite pissed. And he just left.
I went inside and the room was …really clean.
I looked at the window, scratching my face and took a piss. It all didnt went inside the toilett but who cares. Washed my hands afterwards and through the paper to the trash can but it went outside. I didnt bothered putting it back in.
I looked again in the mirror, smiled and went outside…
The door was locked? I dont remember locking it. Was it the old man? „Hey come on thats not funny, open the door!“ .. no answer. I looked around and noticed a piece of paper in front of the mirror .. „Keep it CLEAN!!!“
I took the paper and threw it to the trash can while i backed up a bit and started kicking the door..
It wasnt moving an inch..
Damn it i was stuck in here.
Suddenly on the wall was written „KEEP IT CLEAN!.!.!.“ again but this time the temperature inside the room was rising… or was i imaginating things? It was really getting seriously hot inside the room. I tried splashing water in my face but there was no more water coming out, instead it was black dirty. Ive panicked but not because of the water coming from the sink, but from the sudden dirt and shit coming out of the toilett and covering the floor in a really bad smell, including my shoes.
I was trying to open the door but it didnt worked at all… the shit was still rising .. „FUUUCK .. What do i do, call the police because someone closed me in?“
I tried calling the cops but my phone wasnt working either ? What the fuck was this room ?
The shit was coming and coming and the smell was insane but what was i going to do? It was already at my knees and i wondered how it didnt sipped through the door.
„HELP HEEELP IM STUCK HERE!“ i yelled at the door, but no responses..
On the ceiling „WE TOLD YOU!“ and i was panicking. Did someone watched me ? This wasnt normal and the heat and smell was going up inside my lungs, i was going to pass out but i couldnt! How could i die like THIS?!
„HEEELP PLEASE IM SORRY IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN“ …
The shit rising stopped .. Three holes appeared in the wall and i was expecting it to suck the room clear but… water started to drip fast. I thought i would die but.. i just passed out.
Now how am i standing here and telling you this when i was supposed to be dead ?
Well… that is simple, i remember i was heavily drunk and i slipped while opening the toilett door. My head crashed against the metal trash can and i went sleeping until someone found me laying on the floor, swimming in a pool of blood. The guy called the police and an ambulance because he thought i was dead…
And now.. well .. gotta go work because i got quite a medical bill to take care of.
The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]
Heute mal eine kleine Auswahl von Glaubenssätzen, passend zum Wochenthema.
Aller guten Dinge sind drei. Uups schon angefangen. Gut, den zähl ich mal nicht mit.
— Die anderen sind Schuld, dass es mir gut – schlecht geht. Deswegen kann ich sie für alles verantwortlich machen. Richtig wäre: Jeder ist für sich selbst verantwortlich, Kinder und Menschen die sich nicht selbst helfen können, natürlich ausgenommen.
— Es ist egal was ich denke, am Ende geht es sowieso schief. Stimmt 😉 ich geben jedem, der dass sagt völlig Recht. (Wer sich für das Thema Realitätsgestaltung interessiert, folgt unserem Blog, dazu kommen noch Beiträge. Aber in unserem großen Buch steht dazu auch schon so einiges.)
— Hör auf die Älteren, denn sie haben immer Recht. — dazu sag ich nur, man kann es auch vierzig Jahre lang falsch gemacht haben und falsch weitergegeben haben. Niemand hat Recht, nur weil er älter ist als Du. Schwachsinn..
There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]
After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]
The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, had already happend once because i was receiving déja-vù’s all the time.
Suddenly a movie started to appear in front of me, showing what i had dreamed before. The movie was shown with every step i did, with every room i visited in my house and with everything my housemembers were saying. It was way more odd than before and i hadnt experienced it on this scale with just „green grass“.
My feelings, specially the negative feelings were enhanced a few level higher. I knew that this was called a „bad trip“ and it was my first time. The feelings changed like a loop and connected fears when i entered a dark room. The time i had smoked it, the lights went out and it was already late. Now here comes the first part: the turned off lights were caused by a very strong fog out of nowhere. I hadnt noticed it, but my body was shaking like never before, it mustve been very cold outside or i was over acting because coldness was a „bad“ feeling too. I went inside and it only got worse than that.
After covering myself warm, the movie in front of me started again. I saw how the fog was penetrating every building on the physical plane and causing a shake of every body. The reason for that was simple i thought… The fog wasnt on the third but forth dimension, the particles were dancing or having a party and whenever someone was inside that party, they would feel shaky, cold and electricity hitting the skin. I saw how weed was acting on the brain when it was consumed too much and too often. I had it done only two times inside two days but it seemed to be really good! 😄
The same thing happend to the brain when someone experienced a psychosis. The very brain cells start to shake in a very uncommon manner, causing micro brain damage over time. Why do they start shaking ? Because they receive a bioelectrical impulse from two sides into the brain cells, causing a short circuit simultaneously to the entire brain or several sections. It feels like a boxer is hitting you constantly on the chin but with way lesser power.
After this short movie, i got another and another, too many to tell but what i knew was: every single movie i had dreamed already once exactly in this manner and nothing was knew except the flashing ghosts.
Now that was the creepiest stuff what happend. As i was typing my wife a text, i started to see monsters left and right. They were flashing like someone was using a camera flash light. One uglier than the other and for a certain time i thought seeing my grandma. She died not long ago and i knew that this house was some sort of a party house for souls for a certain reason. The lights were back but i was still seing them. I told my wife about it and she said that i should ignore it because its either only in my mind or they really stand there. Because i was high, i couldnt really tell and so i did what she said and wait.
I hadnt turned on all the lights because i found it very interesting but these faces combined with a way higher level of fear were just interesting.
Since you can have really good sex on drugs, i thought about the reason why some people say that sex with the wrong partner is dirty and energy disturbing. Well.. i saw why this was the case.
When two people with different energy levels mate with each other, they combine their energy and repell it to the energy – world with energy eating beings. Since the most people do this exercise to just have fun, they dont realise what is happening with the energy and themselves inside. They change energy between each other and disturb their own with bad things such as bad emotions or else, which will be felt after the act. Not only that, beings of a way lower level start to appear and eat this energy while they enhance the negative feelings. Shortly said you loose energy and get bad on top.
But what happens when two resonating souls do that ? They increase in energy and wont get a disturbence. Neither can beings touch or feast of this sort of energy because it is higher in frequency, unreachable.
After all this, i closed my eyes and tried to get out of my body but it wasnt working at all. My eyes were spinning and i thought i was laying down on a capsule or something but my astral body wasnt moving. Was the reason because my physical body was holding it down due to stress ? I didnt knew..
I only knew that all information i was receiving with drugs were either useless or not for this world because it was uncontrollable to pinpoint a direction.
There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting..
Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many diseases were wiped out.
A free world of technology, knowledge and consciousness. A world of understandment, love and peace.
The beings during that time were not all humans but many came from different planets to develop their species and take ressources of planets because their own got once destroyed by war with a different planet.
This species was far advanced in every aspect. They had built a planet sized gravity star planet which was a planet just like earth but everything was made with a special metall that was light and very dense at the same time.
They befriended with the stupid ape planet earth and took many apes and animals to their ships. After analysation, they realised that it was possible to recreate a species that was dumb enough to never advance too far and intelligente enough to never attack their owner. However, that was all in the dark so no one knew what was coming towards them.
After the species took form, the very first humanoid and alien alike people were known as Adam and Eve in the garden of god. Better known as „human“. What Adam and Eve didnt knew, was that they got captured from a very far world outside the universe and the memory was wiped clean out.
So they were sent back to earth, told to always love their makers and to never stand against them.
Soon after Adam and Eve, many others came by and built a center of what the world was knowing soon as „Lemuria“ or ancient „Dark Snake“ and Atlantis.
The extraterrestials saw how their project grew in what they wanted, a working and slave class for a special metall on earth.
The world was shining in gold and earth was going a way full of advancement and peace. Animals were taught to behave with humans, super computers were built to identify health and brain functions and no one was working for money but for all the things they stood for. No stress was the motto.
Everything seemed perfect until.. the makers asked for what they came for..
Unknowlingly, many dissapeared and got killed by the weapons of the artificial star. They took all the gold which were collected by the humans. Many stood against their makers but it wasnt helping because they had implented many things into their bodys such as the „mine chip“. This chip would detonate when they act against their makers.
Lost legs, arms and heads came the follwing moon lights. The aliens just laughed at them because the only thing they needed to do was pressing a button and all would be gone. Since the ancient world had no interest in weapons and violence, they got wiped completely..
The aliens plundered the entire planet of their true ressources such as the giant trees, omega rocks and gold… lots of gold. They ruined the worlds history so no one would ever find out what really happend. Placing a few statues and rocks and letting the dumb minds of the weak creatures do the rest of a never ending puzzle… All for the distraction.
But before the world went down, some managed to write it down, that maybe one day, someone would read and know the missing peace of history on earth.
After one day of plundering and killing, they left a few new species and animals on earth but again, without memory and only few things to develop their brains overtime and a chip to extinguish them when the time was right to come back, plundering again.
So it happend .. the white and long finger beings went away, letting earth recover and or selfe destruct while watching them from the moon and implementing a „reincarnation – memory forget“ -machine. So if someone died unconscious, they would die and be reincarnated again in the same slave system to work their asses off again and never understand what their real purpose was after all..
„You dumb apes.. we see you soon, or maybe you all just sleep inside our ship?“ – were the last words written along the walls of the pyramids.
You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]
After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people.
I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife.
We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area and we had to go through all of them, but i knew that i actually didnt needed to do anything but i still did. I was unconsious but still remembered that i had the same dream three times a few years ago and it wasnt pretty. I knew that there was a lot of horror and deaths coming.
And while i thought so, i suddenly switched position to the top and had again the „screen view“ while the body and scene went as always according to the dream. Than the speed increased as well. I had no interest in continuing the dream but it wasnt going to stop until its over.
So we were walking slowly and trying to find another person in the backyard of the field and we knew that this person was going to die.
The field was clear and you could see every trap but you just didnt knew what was going to happen. Between every trap was an invisible wall and it would override the entire scene if i was going above it. This meant only one thing, my dream was a following game script and i saw it too!
Because i didnt wanted to continue, i was constantly switching between two perspectives while i flew over every trap. Suddenly everything happend just as i dreamed it before. The people all died in the same traps screaming while they try’d to pull me with themselves. But fortunatly i had enough and i neither got scared or else. The one girl survived with me and we needed to get a helicopter from a waterpark but it exploded because i crashed with speed against it. The bald guy got his body drown inside quicksand and later chopped away by swords which were underneath the quicksand.
After the helicopter exploded, i was standing in the woods and the scene changed again to the top… That dream was bad… it was boring and really bad..
I cant get out of my body, and neither dream what i want. I dont know what is going on the last two years. It stopped out of nowhere and i feel that something is blocking me from the other side. I really have enough of dreaming bullshit.
Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]
You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others
Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever.
Lets cut that straight to the point.
Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a slave to the robotic system.
Your a soul who came from very very far away. And now youre trying to find a reason why youre here but you really cant. The reason for that is amnesia. You cant remember what happend and since 99% of the population dont know WHO AND WHAT they really are, they start to struggle and they either continue to play this game of feelings, missunderstandings and many more things which screw around with their mind.
Or they just dont play and kill themselves but that is a different story and within their plan.
In the end, most of us are integrated in this game and they cant really get out of there because they didnt came close enough to those questions which wouldve changed their view to this world and themselves. They would be …happy.. and the system ..this planet itself, doesnt want happy people.
The reason why youre here is to REMEMBER who you really are. Get every piece of memory back and KNOW where you have to go before you die, otherwise you will fall victim again and land here, asking and doing all the same shit over and over again until you make it.
You might think that nothing except 3D exists because no one has proven otherwise? There are many who did prove.
You can have fun and all that stuff that is available here, but always focus to remember and ask yourself questions that you cant answer because the answers are all inside you!
You just have to remember how you opened those memory parts and see it again!
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…
Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]
Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen.
Das blieb so.
Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben.
Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, wie es ist wenn man durch Menschenmassen läuft und sich unwohl dabei fühlt weil sie auf einen gucken?
Alle glotzen einen an .. aber man bildet sich das wohl ein.
Alleine Schuhe binden war auch nicht immer leicht auf der Straße, wenn sie mal auf gingen. Statt sie zuzubinden hab ich die Schnürsenkel einfach so gelassen wie sie sind. Das sah auch viel cooler aus.
Meine Eltern jammerten immer wieso ich keine Freunde habe, aber sie hatten selbst keine.
Mir passierte mal seltsames.. Ein Mädchen sprach mich auf der Straße an und fragte mich nach einer Nummer die ich nicht besaß.
Das lief ungefähr so.
Mädchen: Hey wie gehts ?
Ich: Schaue verwundert nach links und rechts und auch hinter mich um sicherzustellen, dass sie mit jemandem sprechen muss ausser mir.
„… ja?“ Und kratzte meinen Kopf.
Mädchen: super antwort, hast du lust mit uns was zu essen zu gehen ?
Ich: Nachdem ich fertig war mit umsehen zeigte ich den Finger auf mich welcher auch noch zitterte und sagte „Äh ja ok“
Und als ich gerade mitkommen wollte kam einer ihrer Freundinnen und zerrte sie am Arm mit. Danach gingen beide los und ich dachte ich laufe mit..
Freundin von Mädchen: Du lass mal gut sein, wir müssen jetzt los. Übrigens ist deine Hose beim reden runter gerutscht falls dus immernoch nicht bemerkt hast.
Das war der peinlichste Moment meiner Existenz.. Meine Hose rutschte von selbst runter ohne das ichs bemerkte.. Kein Wunder das die Leute so komisch glotzten.
Meine Nervosität war ab da unter dem Boden und jedes mal wenn ich unterwegs sein musste, überprüfte ich ob meine Hosen noch da waren. Wenn ich aber mal bei Besuch unter den Familienmitgliedern im eignen Haus war, überprüfte ich im Bad ob meine Unterhose noch da war.
Meine Probleme nahmen zu.. Ich war mir sicher das Nachts irgendwer im Haus war. Ich hörte Schritte und ein Kratzen neben meinem Zimmer aber war zu ängstlich die Tür zu öffnen. Am nächsten morgen sah ich unsere neue Hauskatze..
As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me.
It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it.
A few seconds later … my vision got blurry and the scene changed. Suddenly that damn thing was gone and i runned downstairs because the door was now a brick wall. I opened the door and thought that this would be the way to hell..
The hallway was full of … i dont know how to describe it.. it was full of bloody body parts that were alive. They were moving and the wall was bleeding while the shattered light bulps worked again.
The scene changed again infront of my eyes. It was like a split second… just like before… But why was this happening to me.. i just want to get the hell out of here.
The hallway seemed normal just as always and i was still panicking and hoping to find another exit.
„“CLICK – BOOOM““ – A loud explosion ? But where ? Nothing could explode here ? The generators?
My heart was racing even faster when i thought about it… but it was true.. the lights were turning off one by one. I needed to get my lighter, quickly!
I ran into my office and picked up the lighter „BAM“ – The door got closed on its own again.
Every step was fearful and something told me.. something had fun with me being afraid.
As i held my lighter and moved slowly forward, i thought about what would happen when i loose all my light resources.. The only thing left was my lighter dammit.
I opened the door and held my lighter upfront to see were i was going to. I still needed to get out of here somehow, but how when the damn door dissapeared ? ..
While i walked down the hallway, a door opened slowly .. And flash light was coming out of there.. like something making fotos in there?
As i approached the room, i saw that damn being laying down there with a coat and full of blood. I knew that this thing wasnt supposed to be here! It was laying on the metal plattform which was used to inspect the fresh dead bodys.. Was this the missing body ? I didnt cared but the camera was still flashing, i picked it up and looked through it while pressing the button… dont ask me why i did that, i thought i just needed to..
That thing suddenly was standing before me and i panicked, looking again through it and pressing the flash button. It dissapeared again and i could breath for few minutes.. How did this camera came here ? Atleast it had flash and was showing something in the darkness i thought.
So i ran through the floor with my lighter and the camera and whenever something strange appeared, i flashed it. Seemed to work so it had to work on the damn wall too!
As i ran, i heard a loud monstrous voice that was chasing me. I turned the camera around and flashed it i thought, but the scream was coming closer and closer as i approached the door.
Again i ripped open the exit door and looked through the glass, but the thing was gone.. I walked up the stairs and turned left .. There it was ..
The door was there again? .. i had enough and just in case, pointed the camera at it and pressed the button.
That damn thing was standing again in front of me..
I didnt run away.. instead i threw the camera at it and ran screaming towards it. The camera shattered … and so did my nose while i lost consciousness..
The next day ..
„HEY …HEY! what happend ? Can you hear me?“ a colleague of mine asked while i was still dizzy.
„What happend here ? Is everything okay? You didnt responded to any calls so the Headquarters called me to check“ she said.
„Iam so glad to see you jane!“ as i was standing up.
The door behind her was open and i could feel the wind.
„I quit! And you should too jane.. I would be dead now“ i said while i walked by her, outside.
„Finally fresh air oh my god.. i thought i was going to really die“ i said while i walked few meters away from the building.
„So you didnt took the pill? You saw it didnt you.. “ she said to me while she was smiling.
„You knew ? What the hell jane!?“
As she looked at me, i backed further away .. There it was .. That thing stood right behind her.
„BEHIND YOU JANE“ i screamed
She just smiled and got ripped inside while the door did shut loud… I just ran as fast as i could to my car and drove away without ever looking back..
I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all. But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more … Why didnt i listened to her? I should […]
I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]
2. Make sure that the decomposing bodys are all inside the chambers
3. Report all data to HQ
Even if that didnt sounded much, it was quite nerve wrecking to do this inside that enviroment.
I went down the hallway, left and right were always metal beds and every bed was seperated with a dividing sheet. What use had these things at all in a place with dead people i asked myself. It surely screwed around with our minds.
My steps were loud, and suddenly, in the brink of a sight, i saw a big dark figure infront of me and the lights got out…
„What the fuck was that !?!!? .. Did i imagine things?“ – while i walked down to the cabins, questioning what happend. I didnt let myself get distracted, ive had work to do.
A1,A7 and A3 were alright…
I opened B4… „What !? A body is missing ?! Was it stolen? There is no report either about a missplacement. Ive got to report right now!!“
While i was walking the hallway back to my office, i saw the same image of a monster again but this time it was longer „Ohh god… is this all in my head ?..lets fucking move“
I came to my office, picked up the phone and called the HQ in the city .. „Sorry right now we are unavailable and will call you back“ …
Suddenly the radio started playing a weird tone, i walked slowly towards it but it stopped .. a few steps i went back and the lamp of my office exploded „KSSSSSCHHH“ …
It scared the hell out of me, „Fuck this, i quit! I fucking quit big time, gotta get my key and get the hell out of this place“ while i was shaking in fear.
I searched my key inside the locker room but it was nowhere to be found, i was sure that i placed it tight in my pocket… What the hell was just going on ?
Suddenly the toilett doors openend.. The door was dark but in front was the key, hanging on a chain while swinging around.
Who took it from me and placed it right there? There was no one inside this building but i didnt cared anymore, i wanted to run out of this doomed building.
I walked up to the door, picked up the key and slowly walked backwards, the door got slammed loud and out of nowhere! I started to run back to the hallway towards the exit.
I ran for my life…. every step was bringing me closer but i felt a presence … or was it my imagination? I heard more footsteps while i was running, but when i looked back, no one was there until.. another light bulp popped and i saw a demon that started to chase me, while more and more light bulps started to explode.
„Nonononono run faster you cunt“ i was screaming inside me while i finally approached the exit door and went upstairs. I saw through the door glas but… no one was there.
Not thinking about anything else but to escape, i went up and around the corner…
My hopes of escape got shattered …
„The door… HOW ..“ it was all chained up and the handle was missing.
As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]
Did it happen again? You did your exercises and your body fell asleep, but your mind stood awake, … But you cant get out ? Whats wrong ? Well theres a possible block for you! I call it the silver wall because i saw it. Its a wall that is glued to your astral body […]
The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]
I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all.
But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more …
Why didnt i listened to her? I should blame myself… She warned me about it..
Nothing good was heard from that place, but the payment was too good to say no.
As i started working in the crematory asylum, she said that my health was decreasing. I wasnt even looking at her or talking much at that time..
This place was just a living nightmare and every minute was managable with cheap cigaretts.
I thought i was acting normal, but i only was loosing my mind down there.
She left, and my world crashed.. Not because she left, but because she took secretly money from my account …
„THIS LITTLE WHORE I KILL HER WHEN I FIND HER! “ …
„Deep breath..“ – anyway.. lets continue on what happend there..
The first time i was inside the building, i was there with three colleagues which got supervised by one invisible boss.. We never saw our actual boss and every corner was filled with cameras.
I always wondered why.. It was like every step was watches specially to secure our health they said..
They gave us a pill but never told what was inside it. They only mentioned that this little red/blue pill would give us…more concentration and power at work. To be honest i didnt felt anything but it was calming the mind a little, so we all took it without asking too much.
The building was extremely rusty and dirty, the toilets broken and the corners stinky … This place had never been cleansed before ? I asked myself daily. The workplace itself was better than nothing but compared to my work in the city, it was an absolute nightmare.
The floor were long and hardly lightend, it was really scary when working alone often. After a time of working inside the facility, i was aware of paranormal activitys but those were little things to bother.
Our job was to check the dead bodys in the cooling room as a routine check up and to make sure that the decomposing bodys were in the right place.
It was always a real horror when it was raining loud outside in the middle of nowhere, every contact breached and the only working phone was to our boss or security which .. we never saw as well.
Following the rules was the key to not get insane in there. Besides the looks of that place, the working atmosphere was cold, every step was loud and even a little drop of water could scare you every second. It was a place for people with strong nerves, but the reality was different ..
My co-workers always worked together and when they left, i was going to my shift which i didnt liked at all.. Being alone there ..with flickering lights and dead bodys.. but hey.. money right?
One day two workers left and told that they were too scared working there anyomore, i was curious about what really happend, they were working already six months and now they were leaving ? Sounded strange but it was actually not uncommon here. Everyone left with mostly the same sentence
„Run as long as you can, the pill dulls the truth about this place“.
It runs chills down my spine … i shouldve never even thought about it..
I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls.
We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city.
The two girls and a guy went up and i told them not to go because i felt something bad up there.. They didnt listen..
Than a old lady started screeming to never go up there but it seemed already too late.
The other two wanted to go up when they heard that they might dissapear but i really wanted to not go there because i knew what was going on from the first time i had this dream.
So we went up because i still was unconscious to realise the dream.
We came to a rather rusty and old looking house with a little see around it. Everywhere was plastic and dirty pollutions, it looked all contaminated.
Suddenly we all fell asleep and woke up inside a container where we were lying down on our backs side by side.
We stood up and suddenly a movie on the wall was shown out of nowhere. The movie showed how we killed and cut up two people but i knew that this place was fucking with our minds.
Than two woman and a guy appeared naked, bloody faces and many cuts around their bodys with sharp teeth.
The woman was laying down and ready to be fucked while it looked straight at me .. I only knew that this bitch was going to do something else for the next victims, so i stepped back and watched from an outer perspective what the others did.
The ugly monster guy was telling that everyone likes to be poked in their ass and i felt like watching tv but more with interactive options, i said „What the fuck NO!“ – while i tried to pull back the guy and girl from those freaks.
And yes, i didnt knew their names at all.
After i couldnt pull them back, i started to move backwards and now something weird happend again, just like many of my dreams.
The screen pushed itself forwards and backwards for a second and i was „back inside“ the dream. The scene changed and everyone including those freaks dissapeared. The two were lying on the ground unconscious but back with their clothes on.
I was standing outside out of nowhere and i saw how these freaks made the little movie. They used wood puppets and threw an illusion over it, so the wood bodys couldnt be seen. Than they trapped their victims and showed what they did, after the movie was finished, they wanted to give them their punishment .. or as i say, some freaks were horny for your energy.
We all were standing back in the room and i was pissed about the dream, neither could i wake up so i needed to finish the dream quickly.
I started to throw mannequins into white containers until the room was clean and the doors opened. We all went out and knew that all this, was just a hallucination ..but where did the other three go?
I forgot to mention the pool full of blood, body pieces and heads.. Maybe there ?
I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]
Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]
Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]
You did your exercises and your body fell asleep, but your mind stood awake, … But you cant get out ?
Whats wrong ?
Well theres a possible block for you! I call it the silver wall because i saw it.
Its a wall that is glued to your astral body but its not a part of it. The appearance is silver, floating and quite shiny … Like looking into moving waters..
First when i saw this, i thought i may break through it but … no chance! Its way more dense and heavier than any obstacle to move through and the silver is probably a sort of lead but in the forth dimension.
Now what has lead to do in the fourth dimension where everything is moving energetically ?
I might guess something that comes into my mind from a very weird dream with aliens.
In my dream there was a two meter lead wall and the ship had nearly all doors made out of it. It was very heavy and i couldnt pass through. But there was no reason to put this huge doors infront of someone because in 3D – you could break through and open them easy – That leads me to the conclusion of being astral in some sort of place while my body was in deep sleep or i was remembering something through that.
But since i was unconscious and in dream state, i could only move the already open door, only few inches with heavy struggles.
I asked myself why there would be this kind of door and the answer was simple … It was there to hold down visitors from other dimensions (4D).
And since the aliens there had no problems moving them, i dont doubt that they found a way to create something that would seal away souls who try to stick their noses too much into someones business.
At least trapping them with something inside their bodys with a very certain trigger.. like talking too much about it .. a selve activating trap which is installed somewhere in the DNA by a pattern.
The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]
The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]
So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]
Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]
The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on.
My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them.
The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL follow the same moves as i had dreamt it before.
And if i want to break that dream, i feel myself pushing outwards … like a screen that is glued to my face and runs the dream. Neither do i feel having a body in those short moments and surroundings become black.
I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people.
They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere.
I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries to take over in the middle of traffic.. fucking idiots i can tell!
Than theres the other problem.. the people who issue a drivers license to those who give them money… Since everything is possible with money, you can get your license here for around 120€ without even attempting to learn anything.
And the most fucked up part is that manny parents give their 5 year old kids a car to drive.. to learn how to drive… yes you read it right! And guess what happens when they cause a crash?
I really would like some strict rules on the streets here, the police isnt doing much ..only collecting money from some other stuffs and raids..
And when you call those idiots out on the street, they either look stupid at you or say nothing ..
Just yesterday there was a bus who stopped in the middle of the road while i was on the sidewalk after filling up gas, and that guy didnt moved.. i needed to raise my hand and the horn to check if hes picknicking or going to drive…
Trust me im not a angry driver but if someone just stops on the fucking road and parks it there, i really get pissed!
And the last part is the „Wedding Konvoy“ … the cunts drive on the opposite road and risk crashing while fifteen other cars chase it loud with sirens and and dumbass manuvers..
Trust me … this kind is one of the worst.. most of them dont even got a license and they drive like idiots .. I hope the police is busting their asses all along.. several cases of crashing to people has been reported, they even kill cows on the road because they drive 80 in a 20 road..
Well… thats that .. if you thought that you might get angry when you drive, forget it… the most would get a shock from this place and a therapy for anger issues! xD
Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]
We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]