Und ein Geschenk für euch!
Kapitel 1 – zum nachlesen : https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/07/27/experiment-m-kapitel-1/
Ich weiss nicht, wie lange ich ohne Bewusstsein war.
Es muss Jahrhunderte gewesen sein. Als ich wieder zur Besinnung kam, fand ich mich inmitten einer Menschenmenge wieder.
„Verdammt“ dachte ich. „Soll das so sein?“ Als ich an mir herunter blickte, bemerkte ich, dass ich genauso aussah, wie die Menschen die um mich herumwirbelten und an mir vorbei stürmten.
„Jetzt wären Informationen und Anweisungen schön“ dachte ich, aber noch ehe ich mich versah, tippte mir jemand auf die Schulter.
Ich fuhr herum. Hinter mir stand ein alter Mensch, ein Mann. Mit Hut, Nickelbrille und wissenden Augen, sowie einem schelmischen Grinsen im Gesicht.
„Hey, ich habe auf Dich gewartet. Folge mir.“
Er drehte sich um und ging durch das Gewimmel von Menschen, in einer Geschwindigkeit, die ich ihm gar nicht zugetraut hätte. Während ich versuchte Schritt zu halten, Laufen als Mensch unterschied sich zum Glück nicht sonderlich von unserer üblichen Fortbewegungsweise, fing in meinem Kopf an ein Gewitter aus Gedankenblitzen zu entstehen.
Eigentlich wollte ich in diesen Momenten stehenbleiben oder sitzen und sie sammeln und sortieren und einordnen, aber ich lief immer noch hinter dem alten Mann her und musste mich bemühen, ihn inmitten der Menschenmenge nicht zu verlieren.
„Wo kommen all diese Menschen her?“ Das es so viele waren, war mir beim planen der Expedition irgendwie gar nicht aufgefallen.
Zum Glück wurden es weniger und der Mann hatte schon bemerkt, dass ich Mühe hatte ihm zu folgen und so drosselte er sein Tempo und lief mittlerweile neben mir.
Ich begann zu schnaufen. Dieses Sauerstoffaufnahme und Atmensystem war mir unbekannt und ich hatte Angst, mein neuer Körper könnte einfach versagen und ich wäre gezwungen mir einen neuen zu suchen.
Der alte Mann schien meine Gedanken lesen zu können und schlug vor, eine Pause zu machen.
„Wo führen sie mich überhaupt hin?“ fragte ich ihn. Er schaute mich grinsend an. „Keine Frage, wer ich bin?“
Ich schaute ihn leicht unwirsch an, „Wer schon auf mich gewartet hat, wird mich wohl kennen und sich gleich zu erkennen geben.“
Das Grinsen in seinem Gesicht wurde zu einem lauten Lachen.
„Ich erkenne an deiner Mimik, Du bist genauso mies drauf, wie immer.“
Leider hatte ich tatsächlich noch keinen Plan, wen genau ich vor mir hatte. Allerdings hoffte ich schon nicht mehr, dass es mein Mann sei. Der hätte mich nämlich richtig begrüßt und sich zu erkennen gegeben.
Dementsprechend, war ich tatsächlich schon frustriert und angesäuert, dass es wieder nur einer der Typen sein konnte, die mir schon auf dem Schiff immer auf die Nerven gingen.
„Womit hab ich das verdient“ seufzte ich leise und setzte mich zu ihm, der sich mittlerweile auf etwas gesetzt hatte, was die Menschen Parkbank nannten.
Da ich ja nun wusste, dass dies nicht mein Mann war, setzte ich mich mit gebührendem Abstand neben ihn, er grinste nur. Alle auf dem Schiff wussten, dass meine ganze Liebe und Aufmerksamkeit meinem Liebsten galt und ich mich, genau wie er auch, niemals auch nur auf eine Anmache oder gar einen Flirt einlassen würde. Geschweige denn, mich innerhalb meines Distanzbereiches zu einem anderen Mann setzen.
Trotz allem musste ich jetzt herausfinden, wer neben mir saß und wie es nun weiter ging.
An der Planung war ich leider nur auszugsweise beteiligt, da Brian und Torben diese Pläne gern ohne uns ausdiskutierten und schrieben. Und ja, ich hasste das durchaus.
Andererseits, hätten wir unsere Pläne selbst schreiben können, hätte ich vermutlich erst einmal 1000 Jahre Urlaub mit meinem Mann hineingeschrieben. Vermutlich wussten die zwei, dass ganz genau.
Meine Gedanken wanderten zu meinem Mann und da der alte Mann neben mir, auch seinen Gedanken nachhing, begann ich telepathisch nach ihm zu rufen.
„Hmm.. nix.“ Seufzte ich, leider etwas zu laut, denn mein Banknachbar blickte mich fragend an. „Nichts, schon gut.“ Sagte ich.
Um dieses unangenehme Schweigen zu benden und da ich auch nicht glaubte, dass der Kerl sich freiwillig outen würde, wer er denn nun ist, schaute ich ihn an und fragte ihn „Na Chef, wie gehts jetzt weiter?“ Okay. Das Grinsen kannte ich und wusste nun auch, wen ich vor mir hatte.
„Wir warten“ sagte er. „Ja, nichts,was ich nicht jetzt schon wüsste.“ Ich zog eine Augenbraue hoch und schaute ihn Stirnrunzelnd an. „Wie lange warten wir nun und auf wen?“ Ob ich darauf eine klare Antwort bekommen würde, war fraglich.
Um uns herum brach schon die Dämmerung ein und alles was noch da war, waren wir zwei auf der Parkbank und ein paar Vögel, die vor uns hin und her liefen und scheinbar darauf hofften, etwas zu fressen zu bekommen.
Da fiel mir etwas ein.
„Brian, sag mal. Menschen müssen doch essen und trinken und so weiter. Haben wir doch drüber gesprochen. Wann müssen sie das eigentlich. Und eigentlich leben die doch nicht auf Parkbänken?“
Brian grinste und meinte, „ja du hast recht, aber wir müssen warten.“
„Pfffff.. ich schnaufte und schaute wieder zu den Tauben. „Worauf wir warten, auf wen, kannst du mir wohl nicht sagen?“ Brian lachte.
„Okay, ich vermute Du weist es selber nicht.“ Lachte ich nun, weil der Gesichtsausdruck den er machte, mir das tatsächlich bestätigte.
„Nun hocken wir hier, wie zwei Penner und warten offenbar auf den Chef.. der wie immer schon auf sich warten lässt, damit er einen großen Auftritt hinlegen kann.“
Brian lachte immer noch. Und mittlerweile glaubte ich fast, dass der alte Mann, in den er gestiegen war plötzlich um Jahre verjüngt aussah. Da wir diese Technologie auf unseren Schiffen hatten, vermutete ich, hatte Brian diese irgendwie mit auf die Erde nehmen können und nutzte sie nun.
Schweinerei. Wieso musste ich immer die Körper nehmen die mir zugeteilt wurden. Ich wusste bis dahin noch nicht einmal wie ich aussah, geschweige denn ob ich männlich oder weiblich war. Verstohlen begann ich mich abzutasten.
Brian bemerkte es allerdings doch und begann nun zu so laut zu lachen, dass die Tauben vor Schreck aufflogen. Er wischte sich vor Lachen sogar die Tränen aus den Augen.
„Was glaubst Du, wer oder was du bist. Wir haben dir natürlich einen weiblichen Körper rausgesucht, ich dachte, wir könnten auf diese Art vielleicht unseren Spaß…“
Weiter kam er nicht, denn ich war außer mir vor Wut aufgesprungen und hatte ihn an den Schultern gepackt. Von der Power des weiblichen Körpers überrascht, verzog er vor Schreck und Schmerz sein Gesicht und sah mich mit angstgeweiteten Augen an.. Er kannte mein Temperament und bemerkte zeitgleich, dass er diesen Witz nicht hätte reißen dürfen.
„Ich glaub ich höre nicht recht. Sei froh, dass mein Mann nicht…“
Jetzt kam ich nicht weiter, denn mir tippte wiedermals einer auf die Schulter.
Tja … wie geht es weiter? Bleibt dran 😉
In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect.
These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions.
They talk about „How great it is there“ and how much you can do on the other side. All you have to do is walk down the path.
Many fail because the get dragged towards it and wonder why they are here.
These beings, not all but many will come in „godly“ essence and outfit and for those who didnt knew about all this in their lifetime, will fall over again until their ultimate plan is ready to let themselves out.
This is a big topic and we cleared any questions and described everything in our book
The beings are mostly self interested beings from either other dimensions or higher levels of consciousness inside the matrix dimensions. You could say that many are aliens or whatever and have a reward for every successfull reincarnative soul.
They lie to your face and you cant see it when youre not re-developed enough. Yes i said „RE-developed“ because we only get back to our old self and learn anything here. But all this is answered in the book.
These beings formed worlds beyond your imagination and went ahead – if you would remember who and what you really are, you wouldnt believe it at all in the first place.
The next world is the same as this but with many different things added and deleted. Your task is always the same:
Dont ever let yourself loose in manipulation – Stay conscious
This all will seem absolutely insane to someone who has no idea but the time will come were the last soul will be consciousness enough to see.
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Erinnert ihr euch manchmal daran, dass es viel mehr gibt, als nur dieses eine Leben?
A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?
Ein herzliches Willkommen zu unserem Podcast.
„beep beep beep“ the alarm clock sounds. ignore
„piiiiep piiiieeep piiieeeeep“ shrill screeching of the alarm clock, my heartbeat soaring, that the breathing mask crashes into my face,
„DAMNED“ – I shout unabashedly – nobody hears me here anyway.
Not only am I awake, I am also directly annoyed and before my morning ration of „gold“ I am not master of my senses.
Mistress, mind you, but nobody here is interested in that. Least of all me.
A short time later, after a short lap of honor in what they call „bath“ here, jail would be more appropriate, I am already on my way to the research room.
Today a new experiment is on the agenda, Torben, our leader has been raving about it all last week.
Today it’s getting serious.
The new experiment is supposed to prove that there are genetically created races that are able to develop independently and treat their planet lovingly and not destroy it.
Experiments A to L were pure failures. As was to be expected.
This universe was one of the younger ones and one could almost rightly claim to be one of the most unnecessary.
Torben, hated it when I said that. But I was convinced of that.
We had consistently had bad results in all previous experiments.
Either the experiments destroyed themselves in a very short time, or their planet, or both.
Our team, put all their hopes on – M – In the belief that the mistakes of the past would not be made again.
After all, the mistakes in the genetic code had been corrected, and there were already promising species on the planet we wanted to integrate.
When I arrived, the whole team was already assembled and looked out of the round window that stretched across the entire room. The view was once again overwhelming.
„Too bad that this beautiful planet will soon be a heap of ashes and coal dust, too,“ Brian murmured as I stood next to him. Torben looked over at us disapprovingly.
„A little more enthusiasm people. Just try harder,“ he said and went to his desk.
„In 15 minutes we will reach their orbit. There’s no mention in our files that any of us have been here, so I guess we’re free to go and have a good romp.“
So we went to him.
The moment when we initiated the start of the experiments was always particularly solemn … we hugged each other and I looked at my husband, who had been trying to get through to me the whole time.
Since telepathy was forbidden on the ship, I couldn’t show him that his signals were getting through, but he knew from my facial expressions that they were. There were many couples on the ship, but our boss said it would lower the group’s morale if we showed it too openly, so we couldn’t even stay in the same cabins.
What were we getting into?
„Hey, Kati. You’re the first one today. Let’s go.“
My husband got big eyes and a red head, I knew he hated it when Brian and Torben preferred me.
To be first on the new planet was also to be favoured by the bosses, but they probably just chose me because I was the last one to arrive at the meeting.
„Well then. Here we go.“ I said, „Here we go,“ and I laid down on the appropriate chaise longue and got wired across the room.
„But this time, don’t put life support on until after I’ve gone. I said that, and everyone laughed.
The bums had already slammed the tube onto my chest when I hadn’t even been over there yet.
„Guys, this stuff is just so you don’t have to check up on me so much. When is my husband coming?“
He was already standing next to me, giving me one last kiss and whispering to me, „Soon my heart. I won’t let you wait too long.“
I was going to say „You say that every time.“ But then it started.
Through a monitor I was shown what we already knew about the planet and through a cable this was sent directly into my memory.
In addition I saw pictures which already let me suspect that also experiment – M – would fail again, like the others before.
Although the predominant species there did not seem to be too intelligent, it was apparently unconscious to a great extent and strove to kill everything was foreign to it.
„This is gonna be fun.“ The others around me nodded. I’ve never seen a planet worse than this one.
Since I had not written the schedule and only knew the rough task details, Brian felt that too much knowledge spoils the effect. I was curious to see what I would end up with this time.
Well.., this time no exoskeleton seemed to be needed, which was the case on almost all other planets and annoyed us.
The freedom of movement with these things, is immensely limited and no one can say that it is fun. Although mature exoskeletons were able to adapt well to the body inside, but in principle they were all useless.
After that it turned black around me and I lost consciousness…
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Ich möchte über eine Horrorszene sprechen, die sich eines Nachts abspielte und mich richtig ins Schwitzen brachte.
Ich schlief nachts ein und stand in einem schmutzigen und blutüberfluteten langem Flur.
Die Wände waren alt und voller Blutsymbole, ich habe nicht gefragt, worum es in dieser Szene ging.
Es sah aus wie eine wirklich gut gemachte Horrorszene in einem Krankenhaus.
Der Flur hatte keine Türen … nur wenige Lichter hingen darüber…Ich fing an ein paar Meter zu gehen und meine Schritte waren laut, und als ich weiterging, spürte ich eine große und üble Energie auf mich zukommen.
Nachdem ich vielleicht fünfzehn Meter gelaufen war, sah ich eine Gestalt welche in meine Richtung lief.
Dieses Ding hatte weder Arme noch Gesicht, es war in zwei Hälften geschnitten und lief langsam schreiend auf mich zu, während es blutverschmiert war.
Nun ihr kennt sicherlich die Filme in welcher das Geschrei des Monsters viel angsteinflößender ist, als das Monster selbst – richtig?
Das war hier der Fall! Es sah hässlich aus, versteht mich da nicht falsch – aber der laute und sehr ..demonische Schrei war erschreckender.
Ich wusste, dass es mich angreifen würde, also habe ich mir gesagt, dass es direkt durch mich hindurchgehen wird ohne mich je zu bemerken.
Und es lief wirklich durch, es war nichts.
Ich hatte keine große Angst, denn ich hatte viele solcher Momente in bewussten und unbewussten Träumen.
Ich blickte nicht zurück.
Nachdem dieses Ding durch mich hindurchgegangen war, ging ich weiter den Flur hinunter und sah das nächste Ding auftauchen.
Es war ein riesiger dreiköpfiger Hund mit … vielen Wunden … ein Gesicht war vorne, das zweite Gesicht war in der Mitte, und das dritte war an seinem Schwanz, der abgeschnitten war.
Um ehrlich zu sein, wusste ich nicht, welche Seite vorne war aber ich wusste, dass dieses Ding mich tatsächlich schnappen könnte, wenn ich nicht bald da rauskomme.
Der Grund dafür, dass es mich berühren könnte war, dass ich ein wenig Angst bekam und in diesem Traum bewusstlos war.
Dieser verdammte Hund lief seitwärts auf mich zu und es hatte drei stachelige, lange Zungen pro Kopf, die in drei Stücke geschnitten waren.
Es sah wirklich schlimm aus…
Habt ihr jemals einen verdammten Verstümmel-Hund gesehen, der mit voller Geschwindigkeit seitwärts auf auf einen zugerannt kommt und lauter schreit als der halbe hässliche Freak vor zwei Sekunden? …das auch noch mit drei Köpfen ..
Ich wechselte unbewusst aus dem Körper heraus, über die Szene und sah alles von oben.
Der Hund beachtete den Körper nichtmal und rannte einfach direkt durch.
Warum hat er nicht angegriffen?
Als ich zurückkam und weiter den Flur hinunterging, schaute ich diesmal zurück nur um festzustellen, dass das halbe Schnittwesen und der Hund zu einem einzigen – riesigen vierbeinigen Stück „noch größerer Freak“ verschmolzen waren, das zwei blutige Augen hatte und mich direkt anstarrte…
Es war langsam schon zitterlich beängstigend …nicht wegen des Monsters, sondern wegen des Impulses wie es mich ansah.
Es begann wie das Mädchen aus dem Film „Der Exorzist“ auf allen vier Beinen zu laufen, während es an allen Wänden des Flurs herumkletterte und immer näher kam.
Hier war der Moment wo ich echt richtig Angst bekam und mich fragte ob es nicht doch real ist.
Ich hatte genug von der Szene und riss mich raus.
ich wollte doch nur Schlafen und nicht in einem blutüberströmten Flur von einem Scheiss Analphabeten Riesenköter gejagt werden 🤣
As long as one reacts to bad thoughts, it gets what it needs..
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After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]
My dream last night was very interesting.
I was searching something … a ship, probably my ship.
The place where i live has many mountains and inside the dream, colours appeared very strong and my parents were stupid as always – yelling about useless stuff.
I didnt cared about any of them and flew near the mountains and suddenly i was standing in front of a near mountain which existed physically too.
I went trough it and found a high – modern, round and floating ship which had a greenish colour. It was waving midair too.
I knew that this ship was my and i left it there, so no one would find jt. I wasnt going to tell anybody anything about it but i knew a person which might expect me to come with it …
This ship was invisible at all times when consciousness entered it, while the one inside could see everything and command it.
It moved slow but it was possible to travel to every dimension very clear and save. No radar or whatsoever could detect it because it became conscious through me, even though it still had a few monitors inside.
The mountain was a coverup because even if it was invisible, you could touch it by accident when no one was inside.
Inside the mountain was another higher advanced facility with extraterestials but i saw only one guy who checked the room with my ship.
Starting the ship was very fast and happend automatically when i entered while my energy as a soul fuled it and decreased the density to a level, were it became untouchable.
This dream was a bit more interesting than the most usual stuff.. Is there really a fucking ship inside that mountain?
I think many ask themselves these questions.
The problem here is that, people who actually have read so many books about it but without really seing anything from it – accept in their thoughts.
They read and read and maybe even experience some of it but its not enough because it isnt working always or anymore. So they start to say that all of what did happen was just imagination.
Than theres the other part.
People read stuff about it and just believe it but nothing happens and neither does it make their lives or understanding better. So they say that all of it is bullshit.
The only reason why people say that spirituality is bullshit, is because they didnt had any experience at all!
If you see your physical body asleep in your bed while standing next to it with another body which can fly and pass through walls, you wouldnt say that any of it was bullshit.
What happens in the upcoming realm is real as everything else.
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Ich bin richtig gut drauf. Die Post war da. Brachte die Probedrucke vom großen Buch.
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If were not our body’s – Not our thoughts – Not our emotions – Not our Ego – Not our Senses
What are we than?
We are pure conscious energy from all what exists and what not exists.
There is no „I am“ – It is and always was „We all are“ , because we are made from the same material.
Everything you see and yet cant see, contains your energy. Everything comes alive because of consciousness.
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Jeder Mensch hat das, was man im allgemeinen Bewusstsein nennt.
Dies allgemeingültig zu definieren ist nicht unbedingt einfach.
Wir unterscheiden im Bereich Bewusstsein mehrere Bereiche oder auch genannt Ebenen.
Unser Ansatz zur Bewusstseinsarbeit liegt in dem Gedanken begründet, dass Unbewusstes Sein und Mangeldenken der Ausgangspunkt für alle negativen Situationen, Gedanken, Gefühle und Taten ist.
Erst wenn wir uns bewusst in unserem SEIN werden, können wir den gesamten Komplex unseres Bewusstseins allmählich erahnen und mit fortschreitendem Lernen und Wissen, auch verstehen.
Wir unterteilen unser Selbst gern in Seele, Geist und Körper. Dies voneinander getrennt zu sehen, ist der falsche Ansatz aber die meisten von uns neigen dazu genauso zu leben.
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Hello friends and welcome,
Today we talk about DMT (Dimethyltryptamine).
This psychedelic drug is probably the biggest mystery to science.
I mean what does it do ?
Shortly said, it bombs your conscioussness to your astral body and from there out of your physical body to different dimensions…And it happens fast, so fast that you drift between being awake and asleep for certain moments.
Under the influence you will see worlds and dimensions with often many figures and aliens or other planets. All kinds of stuff will be shown to you and i can tell you that it is not an illusion. Those worlds do exist but not on 3D. As soon as you enter your astral body, you will be no longer in the third dimension but forth, fifth and higher.
The reason why we cant see much aliens in front of us is because they exist in different dimensions and dont have anything from showing themselves. Some of you might have experience talking with some and getting informations that blew your minds. This doesnt mean that all of them sit in a different world but clearly there would be no much benefit when you left that stage a long time ago right?
Unfortunatly science says that it is all a big hallucination… If they would try to see these things without any influence of drugs, would they be satisfied ? Because that is possible and i experienced it myself.
Now many will say that i talk probably bullshit because i cant prove what happens there. They are right, i cant prove it physically but they can prove it to themselves if they would have more understanding about our true nature as a soul and would not try to convince themselves constantly that it is just a big hallucination.
DMT is the best psychedelic drug you could take to enhance your consciousness drastically. Yet it is forbidden nearly everywhere on the planet.
You wonder why ?
Because it is like every other psychedelic drug. It shows you everything and gives you insights….lets you question everything. And when you start to question the government and the so called „Leaders of a nation“, you will see why they put it on the black list. They dont want to you to know anything about yourself.
They just bend rules to their favor.
Now lets not forget that it can be dangerous to overdose a drug yes? But DMT cant be overdosed in any way.
You can smoke it but will be gone while taking the first hit for only few minutes.
You can drink it with the right preparation but without the MAO – inhibitors it will dissolve in your blood, making it uneffectice. And by the way, increasing the dose wont mean that the value of experience increase as well! It all depends on you.
You could inject DMT right ?
With hightech you really could, but finding a good dissolving fluid is tough. Vinegar and all that stuff wont make it. DMT is crystalline and injecting it in that state would be very dangerous. It could and probably would stuck somewhere in your veins causing a life threat. Plus if it isnt the needed form it might burn your veins too.
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As a little bonus to the previous blog, i want to share an experience with you. Me and my wife where involved and we tested us while we remembered it both at the same time to ensure the details.
So in this scene i was suddenly standing in a ship which i didnt saw from the outside. I only could see the how it looked outside from a big wooden door. The sky was extremely shiny and filled with colorful/electric looking clouds. It was very beautyful i can tell!
I somehow knew that place and that i always needed to go there when we wanted to write our plan for earths incarnations. The hall was big and a wooden staircase went up. When i remember right, there where 6 doors and i knew, all looked the same. I went up and the middle door slightly to the left was open and a guy was standing next to it. It was i guess the commander of the ship and i knew him and he knew me.
He looked like a hybrid spezies from an alien and human.. How can i describe it .. well imagine a head from an alien and a quite unusal face from a human! xD
The room was empty and had white walls. I knew what to do instinctively. In the middle was a desk and a piece of normal paper with a pen. The form of the paper had several already written things on them. The time suddenly passed fast and the guy from outside was in the room and watching. I was looking trough a lot of papers and how me and my wife could live it together again. I held up a piece and saw our both live strings crossing each other but again supperating. It went on like this for more than hundred papers because always there was something of a rule that didnt let us be together.
You could say this shit of a reincarnation game was the ultimate love test… My wife and me had big talks about everything and how we could sustain the damage when we would sleep with other souls because of our unawareness in this game.
So we had decided that everything what happens here, stays here! That nothing could bring us apart and we knew that nothing could and ever would. When souls are meant to be together specially those who came together from the outside, cant be cut apart..only if they let it!
It was just a simple game with annoying rules and now we found each other again and know exactly the same. I know this sounds ‚crazy‘ but it sure is how i tell you.
Back to the story:
So after i watched every possibility, it seemed that i found one and i cant remember what was shown in it, otherwise i would have a …unfair advantage over many things??? which in this cause (if i would remember) would be planned as well! Nothing happens without reason but often it just does because of what you did chose and what the rules where.
So i just picked „that“ and than the door got kicked in and my wife came. She was angry because she knew what i did there. I did it for both of us and tried to calm her down but forget it.. Impossible with those circumstances. The paper was active and we needed to go trough every scene and who would do which part and so on.
She was furious and asked why i did it and the only thing i said was „There was no other way“ and she was asking again and again but she knew that it was not really my fault .. or was it?? I cant remember… I saw our timelines and they always split apart because someone got killed, the rules didnt wanted it, the circumstances made it impossible, the government in the game had rules for other contries and so on…The list is very long.
She was already mad at me and lived a lonely life just because of me while talking to animals with no contact to civilisation. And now i did something maybe very stupid but in that position it seemed i had no choice. It was the only way i remember. Some lives where available, we lived perfectly together but always the line split apart and wasnt constant due to rules.
The other guy tried to calm her but i said to him that it is okay. She left the room angry and kicked a table in two while heading to the shiny outside.
I ran after her and she was already gone and so i came back from this flash and told about her about it…
She knew.. My lovely Princess im sorry if i fucked it up, You will do the work if there should be a next time in a different world where we wont forget anything anymore!
This was one of our memory’s … I dont like it when it should be true…
If anyone of you had something similiar, please let us know! 🙂
This may sound a bit strange to some but let me explain and what i experienced during astral travel/dreaming…
Ive had a experience during one night, i woke up standing on the moon. I saw the earth in my direction and i knew that i was there once before.
While i stood there some things happend. First i knew that every planet was different, not all planets had the shape of a „ball“ and i knew that because i was standing on the moon and it was flat! Not like you may think of but more like a UFO-flat where the center is little ball like a cockpit.
I suddenly had the third person view while somehow my other body was looking in the same direction. I saw behind the moon to all other planets and there forms were different. And i dont mean the planets in our solar system! Some had very strange forms and looked like they’ve had been reshaped. Some looked like triangle rocks with nothing on them. Some where very spiky and some planets where hollow inside. The variation was big but that wasnt the point.
I was back in my astral body and saw an alien coming above from a little glas ball in which he had several buttons and one big lever. He seemed stressed and than i realised what happend after he switched the lever from left to right. A giant from the inside shiny looking screen appeared right in front of the moon. We were able to see earth still with the screen in front of us. I couldnt say what it was but it was brought up before the sun was back on earth at one side.
The alien than dissapeared under the ground and i saw the form of the moon…It was a giant ufo but made of rocks. It had shaped itself but was cut correctly in form. I suddenly was in the center of the moon and there were 4 or 5 other aliens which made fun of the guy who nearly missed to make it in time. I somehow knew that all were different even if they looked all the same. My queen was there too and i was just not enough conscious about myself to ask anything at all. It seemed more like „humans dont need to know“ and i was aware of that. We laughed and they were like us. In the inside center of the moon was a big control station with tunnels which looked similiar to some of ours. But the technology was way different. Stuff that i couldnt explain nor see sharp enough.
After that i woke up and questioned it a bit and left how it was but never forgot. My queen knew that she was there too and gave me the same information and details as i asked her about it in the morning.
A week later my queen tells my suddenly, that she just saw the moons real form while she was outside. She couldnt believe her eyes because this time it was real. „The moon really is flat i saw it“ she said. Of course i believed her, otherwise i would get killed if i… No im joking. We both knew that the moon was not what it was to be shown and she had seen it for real.
Now she is no one who believes crap without evidence .. And on top it was a week after our dream or whatever that was. AND one neighbour saw it too which made four eyes in real who saw it. But no one would believe that so this story stays only open to you friends.
Here may be some interesting discovery about the moon:
So much from my view guys, See ya 🙂
Lets get to the reason why we forget every previous lifes and only can remember them if we know, that previous existed.
There are two main reasons and one will be from my memory.
First: It is the cycle of reincarnation. We all said yes to certain rules within the matrix. One of the rules is to always forget your previous life’s. Unfortunatly, we all underestimated this rule. Those who told us the rules were the same who build the astral world’s. We did build it from outside. What happend inside, stood inside. The only way to escape is to wait it out and enjoy life until the cycle of over 100.000+ (years which can go over 500.000+ years) are over.
Second: We build this entire universe ourselves. Every single soul helped to design all rules and worlds. After we entered, we had a big variation of our favorite bodys. Everyone was free and could travel how he liked from one body to another. No authority or any limiting planets. No hate. Just pure fun and developement of the universe.
Than it happend, one race which hated for a certain reason all existence appeared like a virus from nowhere. Here are another two reasons who they were.
First: Souls like us which just had destruction, hate and control in mind.
Second: Beings from a different dimension who have entered trough the rules. We cant forget that behind every „source“ are more worlds with higher power. In this case the power was hate and control. They despise all living creatures who couldnt stand at all against their overpowering technology.
This race, and it doesnt matter who they were, caused one of the biggest intergalactic wars in all existence of the universe. A lot of planets got completely destroyed and dismantled. Technology that humans could never unterstand was unleashed. That race, experimented with the earths prehistoric ape and brought out the humans!
Many stood against them and they were finally destroyed. However in this time of war, they enslaved thousands of planets and the souls within there. They built astral worlds and traps and cages which seemed too nice for a stupid soul, which got their memory erased to fall in. They strapped a net of electrical discharge between the fourth Dimension around the planets. The same dimension where every soul goes automatically when they die and when going with zero awareness, landing right in front of the predators. Getting memory erased again trough the electrical field and send back.
They commanded their people to fool the souls who came trough the tunnels in order to send them back and let them be there forever. Telling them they still got a „mission“ on the planet. It was all a lie. They threw every soul which could come them any way closer to the prison planets. Earth is one of them!
The race got defeated, some were still somewhere and the reincarnation systems were never found. Still active to this day. They now operate from somewhere else. Some are on earth and cause the current world situations. It is all to hold you down and concerned – While the real dance happens after death.
Now how did they captured a soul which is untouchable? They trapped him inside a body of flesh from 3D by just fooling. If someone cant use violence on you, they might trick you! After the soul got in the body with their astral body, both connected and synchronised. Than the race took them unconsciously to a special designed „shock room“. Placed them to a chair and electrified the soul with over millions and trillions of volts. This caused a disrupt of memory and they didnt knew anymore what was going on. After this they brought them to the planets and connected the astral body with a normal human body.
And ..this race was way over the fifth dimension! You can build stuff already in 3D. Now imagine..a race so high in advance that can build in 4, 5 and above.. Unbelievable right?
Now you might understand why the net around earth is electrical. This net gets feeded by our own energy as souls. Every breath and movement gives energy to the field. This field looses power and gets holes when we awake and increase the frequency of ourselves. This entire planet is a planed spiritual war.
The one who finally sees and understands will turn their back towards this all. Because you will know, it is pointless.
Enough said. Which one was my memory?
Have a great day 😉
This time we talk about aliens and why many dont ever see any.
First of, aliens such as seen in movies do exist! Now why havent we really seen any of them close?
We have to clear that there are many alien forms that can either change their appearance and be already under us, or just be interdimensional! (Wandering between dimensions)
One problem is your brain. It filters a lot of information and can prohibit that you ever see one, specially when it is been damaged in some kind of way.
Another thing would be that the aliens simply dont want to show themselves for everybody because you know how the people would react these days..
Our governments mostly shoot and then ask who they are ..
Now some people say that they saw aliens while under drugs and they even talked. How is this to understand ?
Drugs and specially psychedelics work differntly in the brain. Some extent your senses and some just close them and deactivate the info filter system which is caused a lot while under LSD.
Many see strong colours, symbols, structures and feel great. Others see aliens, ufo’s and beeings which talk to them. It all can be seen as well together!
The enhancing effect of some drugs in your brain cause you to see beyond what the normal state ever could!
That means that aliens are far ..very far extended in knowledge and posess body’s as well technology to travel between worlds. They got stuff we cant imagine.
Is it all fake when the trip ends? Did the beeings only existed in my mind?
No they didnt! If you could bring yourself back to that stage without drugs – You would see the same again! Drugs temporarily show you what really is and give you a small hint but they dont show you all.
Why are many psychedelics and drugs forbidden in this world?
Well.. We could say that a certain group likes money and might more than showing and helping people from earth what the world really is. They simply dont want you to know any of it and hold you down.
But theres another thing that is very important!
A lot of drugs and psychedelics are consumed carelessly which causes people to get „crazy“ because they saw stuff they never thought would exist. Their minds are weak and they cant comprehend it. And THERE is the problem!
A person who takes a high dose of LSD without having knowledge of anything, can lose his mind very fast! Taking a drug unprepared and not knowing what it can cause is dangerous! Some people jumped out of their window because they thought they could fly.
While under drugs you see things how they really are and can forget that you still wear a costume of flesh. So be careful!
If i would be the government and i see cases where people get ill in their heads or jump out of windows because they just cant comprehend it, i too would place them on the blacklist. Simply because its dangerous for their health.
Dont use drugs or psychedelics when you got issues with yourself. It can backfire and cause horror trips were your fears can be showed up. That would be more of a therapy session i guess..And if aliens show up there, you could get scared the hell out ..They know how to have fun with humans.
In the end, aliens dont care and have no business mostly with you nor the governments. They travel trough dimensions and possibly seek options for their own worlds as some say.
They can be seen under drugs or when they decide to materialise and show themselves. Some may have the ability to see them without anything but that is rare and often needs spiritual energy cleansing. Yes i mean real cleansing and understanding of the things that do exist!
However, dont do drugs without preparement! And dont overdose. If you do it right, a whole new world may open up!
Thats it happy friends, See ya later and enjoy monday! 🙂