Schlagwort-Archive: astralprojection

Karma Reminder

Hello people,

As for this little blog,

I wanted to make sure that everybody knows: Karma does not exist!

There is no one who will harm and punish you for your deeds on earth or any other planet. It doesnt matter if you kill someone or do harm to others! After death there will be no heaven nor hell or any judgement. But dont get it wrong, someone with a high level of awareness wont do harm to others.. at least not if you dont bother them 😄

So dont worry if you fear the grudge of god, there is none.

The only one who can do harm and punish you is yourself because you might feel guilty of what you did and because of that you want to return to earth to „do good“ (But it wont do anything for you).

Be sure to get „attacked“ after your death if you should follow a certain path which emitts light towards you. Many will try to convert you to go back and do better in life (trap), so be ready.

The universe balances energys but it doesnt punish anything, it simply does its work and the only one who judges good and bad, is you.

If there is war than there will be peace. If there is love than there will be hate somewhere else. If there is light than somewhere will be darkness!

If you want to know more about it, search yourself or use this book where we did the collecting work from our experience and memory for you! 🙂

My mother is weird in the night..

A horror story of my mother

Channeling vs Jenseitskontakte #1 – deutsche Version

So, heute ein kurzer Blog zum Thema Channeling.

Channeling bedeutet, dass es ein Medium gibt, welches in der Lage ist mit der jenseitigen Welt zu kommunizieren – ABER es im Normallfall keinen bekannten „Geist“ „ruft“. Sondern es (er oder sie) begibt sich in die Frequenz der geistigen Welt (Trance) und erwartet einfach denjenigen, der mit ihr oder ihm kommunizieren will.

Das ganze geht auch ohne Trance, allerdings erfordert diese Version ein gutes Talent oder viel Übung.

Mir persönlich ist Trance egal, da ich das ganze auch kann ohne meine Sinne zu betäuben.

Was sind dann nun Jenseitskontakte, diese ist die bewusste Kontaktaufnahme oder sagen wir lieber der „Versuch“ mit einer – uns oder unseren Klienten – bekannten, bereits verstorbenen Seele eines verstorbenen Menschen oder Tieres Kontakt aufzunehmen.

Beim Channeling kommt – wer will. Das ist die Gefahr dabei.

Channeling sind zum Beispiel auch Ouja Boards mit denen wir in die Astralen Welten einfach „hineinfunken“ und jeder, der will uns antwortet.

Das kann für unerfahrene Menschen oder auch Jugendliche oder Kinder, die einfach mal „Spaß“ haben wollen, echt zum mentalen Desaster werden.

Seid Euch bewusst, dass der Versuch der Kontaktaufnahme fast immer erwiedert wird und auch wenn ihr in Eurem Seelenplan so eine Kontaktaufnahme stehen habt, sorry.. im Normalfall habt ihr diesen Teil eures Plans vergessen!

Es kann euch also passieren, dass ihr plötzlich glaubt „Gott spricht zu euch“ oder ihr habt euch eine Wesenheit eingeladen, die dann wie eine energetische Klette an euch dranhängt.

Alles zwar durchaus schon im Lebensplan so vorgesehen, allerdings steht da auch, dass manch einer das unter Umständen seelisch eben nicht verkraftet und eventuell krank dadurch wird.

Dieses Risiko ist bei geplanten Jenseitskontakten zu bekannten und lieben verstorbenen eher nicht gegeben.

Nichtsdestotrotz, ich liebe Channelings, allerdings habe ich auch entsprechende Ausbildungen, ja die gibt es wirklich! dazu erhalten und konnte vieles auch schon vor den Ausbildungen.

Ich bin in der Lage nicht nur zu fühlen, wer oder was da mit mir kommuniziert, ich kann es auch an guten Tagen sehen und hören.

Ich kommuniziere sehr gern mit der geistigen Welt und auch mit sogenannten Auserirdischen, ich habe vor ein paar Jahren mein persönliches geistiges Team „zurück erhalten“ mit dem ich ja unter anderem auch Geistheilungen machen kann.

Wenn ihr „übernatürliche Phänomene“ erlebt habt die ihr euch nicht erklären konntet, oder mehr darüber wissen wollt. Fragt uns und folgt uns!


Astral travel worked again – Daily Stuff

Hello there people,

So the last times i had tried to leave my body willingly, it didnt worked and i was drifting constantly into a dream which was old ..

Nothing new ..only those never ending dreams with a few hints on what happend.

But yesterday something happend!

I had a huge headache and my eyes were causing it because of spasms around my little eye muscles. Massaging them helped a bit but i decided to throw in some Paracetamol and waited until the pain went away. A few minutes later i felt dizzy and some sort of being high. I layd down on my back and just closed my eyes because i was getting really really relaxed. I dont know why it worked like that on me but my body really liked it and i was comfy in every position. Another few moments and i suddenly could see but my eyes werent open and i knew that. It seemed i was about to leave my body fully conscious this time and i even saw a floor in front of me. My vision changed to that place but before that, i saw that my astral body was about to stand up slighty over my head and my vision returned back to my room. Shortly said: if i had gone through that floor, i would be dreaming in that very moment but since i looked elsewhere, i regained myself.

Unfortunatly before my feet went out as well, a loud drop was in my house floor and i got pulled back instantly.. My annoying sister was feeding her fucking cat in her hands .. I tried it again but now the neighbor was starting his fucking car for 5 minutes and the third time my vather was going outside in a loud manner… at 00:10 in the night..

I was surprised that i was able to leave for a moment and noticed that maybe i cant get out, because my body cant relax AT ALL, no matter how much i try to relax it. I felt a relief on my back and my feet..maybe this helped..

Either i will try more Paracetamol or .. who knows.

Lets see what i can do tonight. Have a good day! 🙂

For anybody who wants to know more about spirituality and how to move your astral body, take a look inside our book! 😉

Criminal Sections..

The place were i was living was a hell, even though i had no real idea how the other world looked like.. Being rich and living in a clean enviroment was just a dream of mine and from everyone else here as well. The place was a long tunnel corridor in the underground which was […]

Die erste Schulwoche beginnt in Hessen

Ich hoffe das viele Kinder, die heute zum ersten Mal seit Wochen ihre Freunde oder wenigstens einen Teil davon wiedersehen können, heute einen schönen Tag haben. Bei uns ist nun leider auch ganztags Maskenpflicht an der Grundschule und ich hätte meiner Tochter am liebsten ein Attest geholt, da sie aufgrund ihrer Erkrankung eins bekommen kann. […]

Repeating Dreams.

Hello there,

Back from another week and presenting you with .. not much!

As you mightve read before, i was trying out some stuff to get out of my body (astral travel) and it didnt worked like i hoped it would.

Instead, i was back in repeating dreams but now its strongly random and i noticed something.

Whenever i try .. or not to leave my body, i get pulled no matter what, into a dream which was dreamt few years ago or in my childhood and i know that because i get Déja-vús inside those dreams! When i first had that dream, some scenes were blacked out or made no sense. It was in a blurred state and now they became clear and i noticed that those blacked out scenes were ME, trying to change them or getting consciousness back through few exercises inside them.

This brings me to the conclusion that even your dreams are made up by something, i mean why would i dream blacked scenes and later find out that i was trying to become clear ?! Doesnt make much sense for me but this is nothing new though.. We described it in our book:

When your life follows a script, how much script contains our dreams ?

And for some reason, pretty much no one can get out currently or atleast as i know from many who did. Some say it works but i wouldnt be so sure about it.. Something blocks us but for that to be possible i would need to pick a few things which would be only possible from the outer world.. such as „chipping the astral body“ or some other stuff..

Iam lately so bored that i become bored in dreams, even in the repeating one’s but only for few seconds.. like when i ask „What the fuck am i doing here right now?“ and than i stand still and look around only to walk further down the dream because something told me that nothing else except the dream will happen for now – so either dream or wake up, both will be boring!

What do you think?

Karma Reminder

Hello people, As for this little blog, I wanted to make sure that everybody knows: Karma does not exist! There is no one who will harm and punish you for your deeds on earth or any other planet. It doesnt matter if you kill someone or do harm to others! After death there will be […]

Astral Horror

Last night was exhausting .. As i was trying to get out of my body, i had noticed three dark entities in my room which were standing alongside my bed. For a moment i wasnt sure but a moment later i got pulled off my bed and dragged down the floor to my second room […]

How ghost/demon posessions work!

Has anyone ever saw one of these videos where someone gets an exorcism because he or she does weird stuff ? I guess many did saw some.

The problem is that these as they call „demons“ only exist because they believe in them. They believe that they exist inside of them and start to act that way too. Mostly these people are religious!

Now dont get me wrong, these things happen! BUT not in the way as they are shown in videos. They make it way to over dramatic and „scary“ for many unconscious people, so they believe its real. Another point is that they want you to believe it so you convert to their religion. Mostly these posessions „happen“ for bullshitting purposes and that is a matter of fact. Dont believe always stuff that you see in the internet!

Now whats a posession from the view of spiritualism ?

Well its when a being of a lower frequency, bounds itself to you and enjoys your low vibing energy by consuming it. This can happen if you astral travel to low level frequencys or paralell „nightmare“ dimensions. These places are worlds with own physics and rules but dont get me wrong, you wont ever see a giant monster or the devil in front of you! These are mostly smaller beings that try to snatch your godly negative energy that gets radiated from you. They get dismissed a few days or sometimes months. It all depends on yourself and how you regain yourself to higher frequency! No one except you can help you there which makes all the exorcism pretty stupid and a rather money and show business..

How do these beings bound or attach themselves to somebody ?

They sense or see your low level frequency and hop on you or stay in your area. If youre constantly angry or radiate any other „bad“ frequency, they might get easy access to you. This doesnt mean that any other high frequency being cant get angry! This doesnt mean that always snatches upon you as well. Mostly these things happen very rarely but if it happens, then the person mustve been in the lower levels for very long time. These beings cant hurt you! This should be said as well. They cant harm you but they can increase the level of sadness or in whatever bad mood you are in! The higher it gets, the more they can eat from your energy and you will feel bad.

Conclusion: Real posessions are just beings from the fourth lower dimensions which eat YOUR RADIATING negative energy and enhance them if they see an opening in your aura.

How do you realise a posession?

Well… alone this question beams you higher up, so dont worry, a person with a „posession“ doesnt ask these kind of questions but rather gets pissed at everything xD And dont forget, being mad because youre pissed about life isnt an indicator for anything, but whatever you radiate will be either eaten if its bad or enlighten the day of others.

If you want to know more about it, look inside our book! Theres way more if youre ready!

Astral travel – does it work again?

Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out.

I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. Loud noises out of nowhere appeared which vibrated in my head. I knew that it was a sign that i might get out but i didnt wanted to think anything because it can disrupt my body and wake me up.

So i was still until the the vibration went away and now i was trying to move with willpower because thats the way you fly out normally, you just imagine how you move and it becomes reality.

Unfortunatly it wasnt working, my body was holding on to me like it was glued together and something on my left hand began to help me out. It tried to pull me out of my body but i couldnt see what it was, but i knew it was friendly!

I saw how i left my body and how i was lying on the floor, ready to stand up and look at my sleeping body. The problem was, that while i was pulled, i went to a dream state inside my house.. That meant i didnt saw my body sleeping which caused => false awakening (The state of thinking „am i really out?“) But i forgot and went on with the dream..

Whenever you dont see your body, dont ever think „oh im just dreaming it now, damn it“ – as i did. This will disrupt your critical thinking process and through you out for good if your concentration wasnt high at all. I shouldve realised that my body was laying down the other way around in my dream, in reality i was sleeping somewhere else.

I guess it cant be helped.. it worked but i screwed it.. I shouldve let myself fall backwards from a high building instead the next time.

And right now when i told the story to my wife, she told me that she pulled someones left arm the entire dream … i dont know if she was it! xD

Kalorienfallen – gesund und clever abnehmen #1

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Heute mal, da mein Intervallfasten andauert und ich noch keine nennenswerten Fortschritte erzählen kann, nach gerade mal 3 Wochen – wieder damit angefangen – heute ein kleiner Einblick in die sogenannte Kalorien- oder Abnehmfallen. Machen wir es ganz einfach und reden mal drüber, wo sich die meisten Kalorien…

Intervallfasten – 7 Wochen seit Neustart, Update

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Einen wunderschönen Sonntag, meine lieben Leser. Am 16. August 2020 hatte ich meine absolute negativ Form, körperlicherseits. Wie schon erwähnt, dass war so eine miese Kombination aus Nachwirkungen meiner Op und Coronalockdown, und so beschloss ich, mein Intervallfasten, was ich bis vor der Op über zwei Jahre schon…

Spiritual ‚Progress‘ – Trapped Symptoms

So a couple weeks ago, i told you to find evidence which could clarify a trap inside your physical body, which meant that it was impossible to leave to the astral world with your astral body.

Besides that youre trapped a lifetime in your physical body, i had found a silver wall or watery silver and thick shining ..stuff that was sticking to me.

Today i want to share some symptoms which appear when youre trapped.

Now this doesnt need to be true for you, but it might be similiar so heres the list:

● Same dreams over and over with the possibility to change them ( basically you dream the same stuff so often, that you can change the outcame even unconscious inside the dream/autopilot)

● Old dreams appear out of nowhere and things that didnt made sense, start to become clearer while you dream (this means if you ever had blurry and no sense dreams or scenes which were covered by blackness, they might be better now and cleared to make sense)

● The feel of repeating (a small fraction of a feeling which tells you that these dreams are rather time waste and useless + that they might repeat again after a few weeks)

● You fall asleep like something is snapping with its fingers (this means that you cant really meditate properly and if so, you just black out instead feeling your astral body or else)

(☆ star symptom) This symptom is a bit special because in my case, i havent found yet someone who can say the same except my wife and even she is often unsure about it. So let me explain.

This symptom is a process in which you dream an already dreamed dream twice. This means one the very first time and now again while trapped and afterwards, it never appears again! Plus a few symptoms from above such as the repeating symptom! Sometimes you even feel that you never had this dream, yet you could swear with your life that you knew the dream already.

This is followed by the symptom of the same thought (this means that all the stuff around you including thoughts, acts and pretty much everything in real life happend once before and that this life or dream youre living right now, is either a synchronisation to something or a really big joke)

I cant be the only one feeling that there is something way bigger, even though ive told it in our book „How we created the world“ – I really think that this all might just be a synchronisation.

Dreams are a nice playground to get in control for later, but in the end its just „Sleep -TV“ and utterly useless for someone who remembered all the nonsene what is going on „up there“

Ill try to find more, thats it for now. Let us now if you find something! 🙂

The Katacombs

There was an incident in the desert catacombs near our village which had brought fear into the thoughts of many. One day a few people had decided to take a better look inside the katacombs. Everyone had warned them about the risks to loose the sense of direction and light if their lamps would give […]

Spiritual dangers..

Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you!

It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and you will have the greatest gift to witness this godly moment“ – Bullshit…. Seriously .. this isnt going to happen! It never will happen because there are too many things that work against knowledge and consciousness! I dont even talk about earth but even the afterlife is dooming you, if you should listen to anybody besides yourself.

The global system from all its dimensions, is a huge trap itself. You loose your memory when you enter, you engage in so much bullshit that you dont know what to think anymore, than you run into another trap and the life and death cycle begins again because you were to stupid to see the game above you.

1. No one is your friend! No soul guide’s, no higher realm beings, no fcking entity from another universe! But they will tell you stories and tales to manipulate you later on, specially when youre in the light tunnels after death. Dont ever fucking listen to them!

2. The matrix is a high level construct that changes energy to benefit those who understood it. This means, if you know how to move energy from souls, you can use it for yourselves benefit to fuel ships or whatever. This is a high level money game for selfish reasons but the trade isnt money, its energy.

3. Dont get distracted by fragments of the worlds history. No one can find out what really happend because its made that way! It is for you to stay busy and never ask why the hell you’re here.

4. You dont have a damn mission on this planet! Your mission is to realise in what position youre in! To remember what the hell happend to you and how you can get the fuck out of all the layers of the universe – of all traps and tricks. Everyone who tells you otherwise, doenst know or is brain washed.

5. No light and love! That doesnt exist as you might think it does, or how it is told to be. The only real love you can experience is, when you get out of here and see the giant bubble of ingame structure infront of you! Real love is beyong all the universes and the „love“ or lets say fake ray you experience in the light tunnels, are traps to ensure you walk towards it.

6. Stay always VERY VERY SHARP AND THINK CONSCIOUSLY! All other thoughts are autopilot and exist to either steal energy constantly and to let you stay busy and imprisoned.

The last step is to realise that all those dummies who call themselves „woke“, arent even a bit awake.. You dont need to prove the point to anybody, 99% wont get it!

Want to know more about the universes and whats really going on? READ our book!

The sad Funeral

It was a rainy and cold day when it all happen’d… The death of our grand vather was not easy for the family, especially what happend later. We were about to go to the funeral and everyone was ready. We dressed proper and my mom was crying the whole time.. It probably hit her the […]

Astral travel worked again – Daily Stuff

Hello there people, So the last times i had tried to leave my body willingly, it didnt worked and i was drifting constantly into a dream which was old .. Nothing new ..only those never ending dreams with a few hints on what happend. But yesterday something happend! I had a huge headache and my […]

The Face Taker

It all began inside a forest near the german border to Poland. Twenty seven people died the last weeks because a psycho or an animal was eating the faces of the victims. The bodys looked completely out of this world because they started to rot in an abnormal manner on the spot.. The police started […]

Repeating Dreams.

Hello there, Back from another week and presenting you with .. not much! As you mightve read before, i was trying out some stuff to get out of my body (astral travel) and it didnt worked like i hoped it would. Instead, i was back in repeating dreams but now its strongly random and i […]

Another Dream – The temple ?

After i fell asleep, i wandered unconsciously between a blurred and a slowly sharpening screen. After a few seconds, i found myself back inside a pyramid in which nothing was there except a big door with three people on it. One of them looked like anubis with the animal head and he was holding a […]

Spiritual advances…

So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me.

I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time.

The time youre unable to do it is determined by a certain thing that i dont know. Maybe law? But that wouldnt make any sense either. You can „load“ your astral body with energy but it doesnt do much either if youre trapped. I realised that even too much thoughts about it, may disrupt the possibility to do it.

Shortly said, think less or none, dont talk too much about it, and just do it without questioning it as „supernatural“.

This would make sense inside the astral world because thoughts disrupt the reality and causes you to fall inside a dream.

I need to do more… ive seen nowhere yet, that someone can really explain why they cant do it anymore. I need to find evidence that makes sense but i dont want to think the worst ..

If you want to know more, take a look in our books 🙂

Doubtful Adventures – Moving Forward

After the sudden loss of energy i felt destroyed because i now knew what brought the problems of using blood magic. But yet i didnt knew the whole truth about it… As i was laying on the bloody grass and looking into the sky, i wondered what the village meant before they got killed by […]

Doubtful Adventures – The Price – Part 2

As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further. A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but […]

Just another zombie dream

It was a normal night. Eyes closed and hoped to not dream something completely fucked up… I was standing in a long hallway and suddenly someone rushed through a door and yelled at me „WE GOTTA GO NOW, I HAVE TO LEAVE“. I didnt knew if she was meaning me because she looked at me […]

Spiritual Problems ..

Hello everyone,

The reason for the absence of spiritual stuff lately, is because the usual stuff isnt working.

Well how am i going to explain it..

I cant get out of my body and i try to understand whats causing this problem. Some people said that talking too much about it, can cause this problem but thats not a real reason….right?

As for my little research, theres some sort of a wall which surrounds me. This wall or liquid is floating and it shines like silver around me. If i want to move, i start to feel like im trapped inside a thick liquid which is quite dense.

I cant figure out whats going on..yet .. but i will! This state, lets me experience several dreams all over again but this time, i can change them from the inside. Iam not sure if this has to say anything, but it tells me that i cant get out … Its like a feeling of „NO!“ without explanation..

Is it because i would leave and let my body die? But even so, this doesnt make sense.. Nothing can decide for me, only if its pre- determined by yourself through the life plan, only than it can be made. But it wouldnt make sense if i could go out, and now its just not working because of this dense crap.

I keep you up with the news and should get back to meditation. If anybody has the same problem, let me know!

If youre interested and had no idea just now, about what i was talking about, than check out our book! This will help you! 😉

World of nightmare – Close the door, dim the lights!

In the day of 2022, all lights went out and the nightmare came upon from the dark. The calm oceans which were unexplored for more than 96% were unvailed once the dark had taken the world. The governments had no possibility to return electricity due to solar winds which caused an electromagnetical pulse through the […]

How does the „Matrix“ work inside the planets ?

You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is.

The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How far it stretches and how strong it acts upon you, is decided on how much conscioussness you’ve got.

The more you know about it, the more it advances against you and lures into traps of your ego.

It doesnt only exist on earth but on several other planets as well, which are low swinging in frequency. This matrix net eats and consumes negative energy because it is the cheapest and most – energy -consuming – energy available on the planet. You could say its dirty money with no consequences to itself.

The matrix causes people, partners and whatever who is unaware about it, to get negatively fast. And by this i mean every negative emotion and thought. The only way to truly know that the thoughts you talk off your mouth are really YOURS, is to be conscious at all times. It can only manipulate if your on autopilot/ dream alike state of mind.

This being together with the ego – is a super complex system to support itselfs energy supply without your notice. Many people, and with that i mean over 90% the population, dont know about the existence and manipulations on the ethereal levels.

Since the matrix supports negative energy, it supports negative acts from everything that lives on the planet. This means that many who do harm are mostly on top positions and those who like to help and create a better world, meet their end quite fast. This is because the matrix hates love. It cant stand it and because of this fact, it will try to bring lovers apart, partners to fight and many things more. It knows when it succeeds, that its system is working and it can go on like that. But the biggest reason is the negative emotion that can be dragged out of both people who cant see each other and suffer.

When you suffer, you release emotion. When the emotion is bad, it will be consumed and advanced to get more, if your unconscious mind lets it happen. If the emotion is good, it will hurt the matrix.

This invisible thing has a giant construction of helpers on the planet which cant be seen, but be observed when the spirit is outside the body, or the mind outside the cage. In our book, we got in much more detail about it! You should check it out and know what really is out here. Once you get a hold, the world of the living becomes much more boring than usual because you wont want to know whats on your instagram or Facebook but around you! Dive in, to the secrets of your past.

A Killers Diary – Lockdown Problems

Hello humans, As well as you experience right now, nations are under lockdown and many have lost their work. The lockdowns affect many in our society and iam one of them, since i cant get enough bodys to kill and feast on. My pallet is only made from the finest human flesh, but with the […]

Astral travel – does it work again?

Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out. I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. […]

What is the biggest problem of the people?

In my opinion the following:

You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience.

You could not be a human having a spiritual experience.

People die, their soul remains eternal.

But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false ego.

Which does not help him, but separates him from everything that could help him.

Because it serves only to be led astray.

I suspect that this false ego is the bigger, the more you get entangled in humanity.

The more separated you are from your true – divine – origin.

Do not fall for it.

Reflect again, the more you argue, complain and others do the same with you, the stronger are these entanglements, they are of no use to you.

They make you lonely, aggressive and in a bad mood.

Find back to your true nature.

Many ways how to do this can be found in my blog.

But the first step is to realize that youre not the person in the mirror. The human being you see there isnt really you, but the ego in combination with thoughts and identification.

Your face is only the shell that belongs to you for a while. Nature takes the bodys back.

What remains after that, after the death of this shell, is you, a soul.

Find your way back there while you are here.

Consider this body as a gift from God, but not as an identification of yourself!

Then you will also find the way back to the divine core and to inner peace and outer love.

Before that you will be caught in a cycle of unpleasant things.

Again and again.

Have a good day

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland.

I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again.

The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there..

The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, looked dirty and small but was aggressive, just like the guy who was a cannibal in the documentary i watched few weeks ago. I hoped that it wasnt him because he would drink his own piss and cut off other peoples tongue’s 😂.

Unfortunatly, it was a weirdo and he told us to finish three tasks he was giving. The tasks were very disgusting and disturbing and with each task, the first and second guy went home. The tasks were simple.

The first was to drink blood from an unknown source, but no one was going to it. So we told him to tell us, were he got it from. And he said from the dogs of your second task. So we drank the dog blood quick, but i only sipped it and the scene changed quick to the second task.

The second one was the most fucked up task. He brought three little puppy’s which he had ripped off the skin of each one, and they were still alive, walking in pain but no screaming. These little guys knew… we had to completely eat them… and so we did for the sake of DMT but … no we actually didnt eat them. We asked ourselves who the fuck this guy was and we didnt needed him at all. So we just threw him off the cliffs near the island were we had the „ceremony“. And since he had no helpers, no one saw nothing. I mean who was that dude and why we needed him and that stupid ceremony right?

The third task was to cut ourselves with the same knives the others had used and no one was doing that. Because i had the dream twice, it switched back and fourth and it showed me that the first time, i did everything and drank the stuff inside the black little vase which was dmt.

This time i didnt do shit and just went to the shrine, drinking it again, but the guy we thrown off was there.. holding the vase in my direction and giving it to me. I drinked …. and nothing happend .. i woke up!

Pretty shitty dream ive gotta tell..

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Spiritual dangers..

Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you! It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and […]

Spiritual advances…

So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me. I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time. The time youre […]

Spiritual Problems ..

Hello everyone, The reason for the absence of spiritual stuff lately, is because the usual stuff isnt working. Well how am i going to explain it.. I cant get out of my body and i try to understand whats causing this problem. Some people said that talking too much about it, can cause this problem […]

Secret Society Secrets – The Three Dots

Welcome to the world of secret society. A world in which a broke person has nothing to do. A world in which only the really rich can enter. Today, i will tell you the beautiful art sight of this world and how we handle the doomed and useless humans in the lower parts of the […]

Smart Zombies – The Maze of Traitors

It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team.

We knew that the land of free was beneath us in some closed section, like a portal would show us the way were the world was still intact.

An unknown species of vampires or blood and flesh feasting things had appeared. We assummed that our spy’s became victims to them, but something was odd about the entire incident…

The guy who told us about that world was wearing a black robe and looked like a traitor to me. Everyone believes in his brainwash except three people. But what choice did we had ? It was already late and those freaks were taking the world very fast. No strategic or military force could handle them.

It was one 1am at the market center, we were standing and taking a look to the other buildings, checking if there could be any threat. But it was already too late… they swarmed us from nowhere and first attacked the the civilians. They had no chance.. The heads got ripped out, bones broken and skin torn to pieces. The 10 of us with assault rifles tried to kill them but it was useless against these numbers and impossible to win. We got all seperated at once and many died .. Me, one civilian and another team member got inside the market center. We took the stairs from the closed section, so those freaks couldnt see us. All we were hearing was… screams for help while they got dismantled to pieces. I was about to shoot those who had followed me because of my suspicion that they were bitten.

It seemed to allright and i had no time to think, so i went inside the doors brought me to the second floor, but instead i was underground somehow and i saw how a few managed to escape in here too. We all came together and were relieved that not everybody was dead or infected by now. But the problems were only beginning….

The first problem was THEY KNEW that some had escaped and they knew that we all were down here. When one of them sees you, they tell it their horde and they start to slowly engage with tactics to lure their prey. It was really dangerous.

The second problem was that the catacombs were devided in sections, some had doors and some had traps and other tunnel systems were flooded or destroyed.. probably so safe themselves. But we needed to find the portal to the so called free land.

After a few minutes we heared something loud…The monsters were coming ..or whatever you can call them. They had a grey body, really big and sharp nails and their entire skin was rotting and wrinkled. Some of them seemed to be normal dumb zombies but a vampire was their leader. This thing was the main problem. It could show the dumb zombies how to become smarter and they improved within minutes. But to kill such a thing was merely impossible. Whenever we tried to capture one, it regenerated extremely fast and killed everyone who attacked, as well did the power increase. A vampire who was shot one, became strong as a tank and ripped one of our bases down, but it lost intelligence.

The noise was getting louder and we heared those freaks. They suddenly staring at us from one of the collapsed floors. We knew that we needed to open those doors up fast or we would all die. But instead listening, everybody panicked and ran further inside the catacombs. One stood with me, trying to open a heavy wood door but it wasnt moving at all.

The time we tried to open the door, those things were already inside and started to run after the rest of us. My weapon was unloaded and those things were sensitive to voice and sound. So i took out my katana and run towards two, cutting their heads clean off their shoulders… There was massive blood coming out, a normal human could never have such an amount. The two are dead and werent moving but the rest of maybe 12 saw me and i began to run up the walls and holding on to a little stone outside the wall. The other guy ran away further in.. it was the last time i saw him and the beings started to kick and hit the wooden door with their heads.

What was wrong with them?

Afterwards, i saw the guy with the black robe again! He was here? Why??.. I switched suddenly my perspective and saw how he betrayed all of us by giving wrong directions. He just wanted us to become prey while he was running through the gates. I got lucky and surprised … i never had a live and conscious out of body experience such as this. It seemed that our normal world was fake to every bit.

I flew afterwards the guy and saw the door. It was three wooden doors from my right and the portal was only opening if all the other floors were collapsing soon. It was a sort of magic security system which killed unwanted guests..

After i switched back to my body, i needed to run quickly towards the doors but how would i open them?

At the same moment, i saw the guy with the black robe again, he was standing right to the closed wooden door and took the head of the dead body which i had killed. He placed it in the center and stabbed the head with a knife, afterwards the door opened quick and he went through.

As long as the freaks were distracted at the other door, i jumped straight along the wall and landed infront the door. My jump was loud and the freaks heard me. As the door was closing, i ran inside and pushed it to close. The freaks were hammering loud and i went on.

The guy in the robe was standing there, waiting.. for me ? He had no head to smash against the wall and now was waiting for my ? But that wasnt the case. He looked at me and said „Lets go while theres time“ and he cut his hand and placed it again in the center of the wooden door, but it didnt opened… As i came close, he started to swing at me with his knife but i was the best in close combat. Before he hit me, i hit him in the face, took my katana and cut ofg his legs. He was screaming in pain and i wondered who it was ..behind the mask..

After taking it off, i couldnt believe it… It was the general of the bunker which was destroyed a long time ago, but he was infected and not the same general. I was sure that this being had it planned all along. Either it was the virus or the general was an asshole. I didnt took a chance and cut off his head. He didnt said anything, nor was he trying to stop me from taking his head atleast with his arm or something.

I took his head and did the same with the wooden door. It opened fast and the wooden door behind me was opening, luring in all the infected monsters and collapsing the floor. The last floor, but i forgot to take the head with me .. Damn it.. i would need to open the door somehow and i tried… it wasnt moving… After i sat down and thought what i could do, i saw how the door was opening on its own and green lights came out of there.

I thought i was dreaming .. but there it was.. the portal and land of free.. I stepped through and now iam here, sitting and writing in the lands above the sky’s .. This world was how earth shouldve evolved.. People in love and peace, no war, no disease.. Just pure consciousness about life.

But we on earth.. destroyed everything because of greed.

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0108 – The House

We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange… We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing […]

The others Problems.. – Not just Earths

Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there. It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on […]

How does the „Matrix“ work inside the planets ?

You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How […]

What is the biggest problem of the people?

In my opinion the following: You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience. You could not be a human having a spiritual experience. People die, their soul remains eternal. But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false […]

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland. I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again. The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there.. The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, […]

Dangerous Adventures

I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again. I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on […]

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe. It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a […]

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose. They had found […]

Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]

Sind wir, was wir zu sein glauben? Glaubenssätze einfach erklärt.

Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]

Dailylook #1

Warum weiß der eine mehr, der andere weniger übers Leben? Wir sagen es euch, kurz und knapp.

A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]

Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]

What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]

Das Leben eines Nervösen

Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]

Bist Du eine „alte“ Seele?

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…

Weird Days

Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]

The New Job – Escape ? …!

As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]

The New Job …

I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all. But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more … Why didnt i listened to her? I should […]

The Room on the Hills

I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

Zehn Wochen – Zehn Bücher

Um mich und meinen Liebsten endlich auf ein neues Level zu bringen, haben wir beschlossen die letzten zehn Wochen des Jahres dazu zu nutzen, unsere Bücher noch einmal ausgiebig vorzustellen.

Und uns, damit quasi auch (zumindest ein bisschen).

Wir haben ja alle unsere Bücher direkt auch auf Englisch übersetzt und das hat uns so manche schlaflose Nacht gekostet, da wir es alles selbst per Hand übersetzt haben.

Wir können also ruhigen Gewissens behaupten, es ist alles – wirklich alles – auf unserem Mist gewachsen. Dies ist ein Sprichwort und nicht wörtlich zu nehmen.


To finally take me and my loved one to a new level, we decided to use the last ten weeks of the year to present our books once again in detail.

And us, so to speak (at least a little bit).

We translated all of our books directly into English and that cost us many a sleepless night, because we translated it all by hand ourselves.

So we can say with a clear conscience that everything – really everything – has grown on our dung. This is a proverb and not to be taken literally.


Bücher, die wir euch vorstellen werden:

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting..

Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many diseases were wiped out.

A free world of technology, knowledge and consciousness. A world of understandment, love and peace.

The beings during that time were not all humans but many came from different planets to develop their species and take ressources of planets because their own got once destroyed by war with a different planet.

This species was far advanced in every aspect. They had built a planet sized gravity star planet which was a planet just like earth but everything was made with a special metall that was light and very dense at the same time.

They befriended with the stupid ape planet earth and took many apes and animals to their ships. After analysation, they realised that it was possible to recreate a species that was dumb enough to never advance too far and intelligente enough to never attack their owner. However, that was all in the dark so no one knew what was coming towards them.

After the species took form, the very first humanoid and alien alike people were known as Adam and Eve in the garden of god. Better known as „human“. What Adam and Eve didnt knew, was that they got captured from a very far world outside the universe and the memory was wiped clean out.

So they were sent back to earth, told to always love their makers and to never stand against them.

Soon after Adam and Eve, many others came by and built a center of what the world was knowing soon as „Lemuria“ or ancient „Dark Snake“ and Atlantis.

The extraterrestials saw how their project grew in what they wanted, a working and slave class for a special metall on earth.

The world was shining in gold and earth was going a way full of advancement and peace. Animals were taught to behave with humans, super computers were built to identify health and brain functions and no one was working for money but for all the things they stood for. No stress was the motto.

Everything seemed perfect until.. the makers asked for what they came for..

Unknowlingly, many dissapeared and got killed by the weapons of the artificial star. They took all the gold which were collected by the humans. Many stood against their makers but it wasnt helping because they had implented many things into their bodys such as the „mine chip“. This chip would detonate when they act against their makers.

Lost legs, arms and heads came the follwing moon lights. The aliens just laughed at them because the only thing they needed to do was pressing a button and all would be gone. Since the ancient world had no interest in weapons and violence, they got wiped completely..

The aliens plundered the entire planet of their true ressources such as the giant trees, omega rocks and gold… lots of gold. They ruined the worlds history so no one would ever find out what really happend. Placing a few statues and rocks and letting the dumb minds of the weak creatures do the rest of a never ending puzzle… All for the distraction.

But before the world went down, some managed to write it down, that maybe one day, someone would read and know the missing peace of history on earth.

After one day of plundering and killing, they left a few new species and animals on earth but again, without memory and only few things to develop their brains overtime and a chip to extinguish them when the time was right to come back, plundering again.

So it happend .. the white and long finger beings went away, letting earth recover and or selfe destruct while watching them from the moon and implementing a „reincarnation – memory forget“ -machine. So if someone died unconscious, they would die and be reincarnated again in the same slave system to work their asses off again and never understand what their real purpose was after all..

„You dumb apes.. we see you soon, or maybe you all just sleep inside our ship?“ – were the last words written along the walls of the pyramids.

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Smart Zombies – The Maze of Traitors

It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team. We knew that […]

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

„Cant travel astral anymore“ What wrong? – The Silver Wall

Did it happen again?

You did your exercises and your body fell asleep, but your mind stood awake, … But you cant get out ?

Whats wrong ?

Well theres a possible block for you! I call it the silver wall because i saw it.

Its a wall that is glued to your astral body but its not a part of it. The appearance is silver, floating and quite shiny … Like looking into moving waters..

First when i saw this, i thought i may break through it but … no chance! Its way more dense and heavier than any obstacle to move through and the silver is probably a sort of lead but in the forth dimension.

Now what has lead to do in the fourth dimension where everything is moving energetically ?

I might guess something that comes into my mind from a very weird dream with aliens.

In my dream there was a two meter lead wall and the ship had nearly all doors made out of it. It was very heavy and i couldnt pass through. But there was no reason to put this huge doors infront of someone because in 3D – you could break through and open them easy – That leads me to the conclusion of being astral in some sort of place while my body was in deep sleep or i was remembering something through that.

But since i was unconscious and in dream state, i could only move the already open door, only few inches with heavy struggles.

I asked myself why there would be this kind of door and the answer was simple … It was there to hold down visitors from other dimensions (4D).

And since the aliens there had no problems moving them, i dont doubt that they found a way to create something that would seal away souls who try to stick their noses too much into someones business.

At least trapping them with something inside their bodys with a very certain trigger.. like talking too much about it .. a selve activating trap which is installed somewhere in the DNA by a pattern.

What do you think?

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work!

I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them.

First of all, nothing is impossible, and so is this. But in spite of everything, let’s be clear.

Just because it is possible, what is the probability that a ghost, a demon or any other being, will pick out a normal, mortal human being and choose him as a victim.

Why, should it do so?

It is a fact that the normal human being, who does not believe in ghosts, demons, poltergeists, narrowness or even in God and devil, is not a particularly attractive victim. Since he is in principle not seriously attackable.

If he has an extremely high energetic charisma and shines like a moth lamp, it is quite possible that he comes into the field of vision of some ghosts, but he must also be vulnerable

The magic word here is VULNERABLE.

We know that everything is frequency and vibration and to leave a loophole, or docking hole to be vulnerable or attackable, our frequency must be down.

There must be a hole through or into which the being can enter. A person who is aware of himself and his own energetic protection and environment does not become a victim as easily as someone who simply believes everything that is told to him somewhere and who, because of fear, – no longer dares to sleep in the dark at night.

Besides and most people forget this, nothing is permanent or even forever, here on this planet. A ghost only consumes energy as long as you supply it to him.

That means in plain language, if you don’t supply any, it disappears. And what many still forget, do you really believe that a spirit that feeds on your fear energy so desperately wants you to become aware of it? No!

If you consciously and openly perceive spirit activity, there is a greater chance that it is someone you know and want to communicate with you.

An energy-sucker will be much more discreet than someone who wants to draw attention to himself.

The first important step in both cases is not to be afraid, because please WHAT should or can an energy form do for you? Except make you a little bit or more afraid.

But you only have this fear because you do not see WHO is there before you. Just imagine this being as a human being and your fear will be much less and you will be able to think more clearly and deal with it!

Please also finally free yourself from the thought of wanting to send every spirit and every soul into the light. I can only tell you again and again that this is none of your business and you have neither to decide nor to determine it.

To go into the light means to incarnate directly and THAT is not what every soul or spirit that communicates or wants to communicate with you wants to expand.

Also, when you are seeking professional help, make sure that this person does not want to begin to put such a compulsion on your visitor. This can backfire!

In our big book you can read more about it and understand it better!

Promise!

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts.

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer.

Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut!

Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT you want to tell me or I ask once for „What exactly do you mean?

Empathy means – I feel what the other person means – I feel it (unfortunately) energetically.

Empathy is 75% unknown on this planet.

Almost nobody thinks about WHAT was said before just answering haphazardly.

The biggest part of humanity is selfish and ignorant and only hears what he wants to hear and interprets what he thinks into it. Instead of asking or putting oneself in the place of the person opposite – perhaps even only for a short time – one should try to put oneself in his place.

There is a saying:

If you discover that you are riding a dead horse – get off.

That means for me – when you realize that your words have caused damage, it is too late. And you can talk as much as you want to make up for it.

The paper can be smoothed, the wrinkles remain.

Have a nice day.

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

Channeling vs Jenseitskontakte #1 – deutsche Version

So, heute ein kurzer Blog zum Thema Channeling.

Channeling bedeutet, dass es ein Medium gibt, welches in der Lage ist mit der jenseitigen Welt zu kommunizieren – ABER es im Normallfall keinen bekannten „Geist“ „ruft“. Sondern es (er oder sie) begibt sich in die Frequenz der geistigen Welt (Trance) und erwartet einfach denjenigen, der mit ihr oder ihm kommunizieren will.

Das ganze geht auch ohne Trance, allerdings erfordert diese Version ein gutes Talent oder viel Übung.

Mir persönlich ist Trance egal, da ich das ganze auch kann ohne meine Sinne zu betäuben.

Was sind dann nun Jenseitskontakte, diese ist die bewusste Kontaktaufnahme oder sagen wir lieber der „Versuch“ mit einer – uns oder unseren Klienten – bekannten, bereits verstorbenen Seele eines verstorbenen Menschen oder Tieres Kontakt aufzunehmen.

Beim Channeling kommt – wer will. Das ist die Gefahr dabei.

Channeling sind zum Beispiel auch Ouja Boards mit denen wir in die Astralen Welten einfach „hineinfunken“ und jeder, der will uns antwortet.

Das kann für unerfahrene Menschen oder auch Jugendliche oder Kinder, die einfach mal „Spaß“ haben wollen, echt zum mentalen Desaster werden.

Seid Euch bewusst, dass der Versuch der Kontaktaufnahme fast immer erwiedert wird und auch wenn ihr in Eurem Seelenplan so eine Kontaktaufnahme stehen habt, sorry.. im Normalfall habt ihr diesen Teil eures Plans vergessen!

Es kann euch also passieren, dass ihr plötzlich glaubt „Gott spricht zu euch“ oder ihr habt euch eine Wesenheit eingeladen, die dann wie eine energetische Klette an euch dranhängt.

Alles zwar durchaus schon im Lebensplan so vorgesehen, allerdings steht da auch, dass manch einer das unter Umständen seelisch eben nicht verkraftet und eventuell krank dadurch wird.

Dieses Risiko ist bei geplanten Jenseitskontakten zu bekannten und lieben verstorbenen eher nicht gegeben.

Nichtsdestotrotz, ich liebe Channelings, allerdings habe ich auch entsprechende Ausbildungen, ja die gibt es wirklich! dazu erhalten und konnte vieles auch schon vor den Ausbildungen.

Ich bin in der Lage nicht nur zu fühlen, wer oder was da mit mir kommuniziert, ich kann es auch an guten Tagen sehen und hören.

Ich kommuniziere sehr gern mit der geistigen Welt und auch mit sogenannten Auserirdischen, ich habe vor ein paar Jahren mein persönliches geistiges Team „zurück erhalten“ mit dem ich ja unter anderem auch Geistheilungen machen kann.

Wenn ihr „übernatürliche Phänomene“ erlebt habt die ihr euch nicht erklären konntet, oder mehr darüber wissen wollt. Fragt uns und folgt uns!


Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]

UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS – FACTS #1

Here you could now first add all my/our old posts.

This one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/

or this one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/

Or in principle almost all of them, as I am very often only concerned with consciousness.

But now let’s get it straight again.

Does humanity really want to be „Conscious“?

Does this question really arise? You know what? Do you want to read the truth? Are you even ready and willing to face the truth?

I say the greatest mankind is not ready to see or experience the truth, nor is it capable of dealing with the truth!

The reasons for this are many and varied and are mainly to be found in the spiritual realm!

Read again here: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2018/08/17/bist-du-eine-alte-seele/

Fact is, each of us has his own reasons to incarnate and live on this planet and his own goal. This goal is NOT the goal of the general public nor of the majority. Correspondingly, what each one of us does is not adapted.

Those of us who incarnate here with the goal of helping humanity or even the animals, will accordingly find that achieving this goal seriously can be made difficult by others, because this planet does not consist of light and love. As we have already mentioned many times.

For example here: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/08/08/why-everything-is-love-and-light-is-a-lie/

If you want to know more, you can read our big book.

Beitragskarusell 1

Hier mal ein kleiner Test, der Blockfunktionen.

Dies ist das neue Beitragskarusell.

Mal schauen, wie es von außen aussieht.

Viel Spaß 🙂

Good Evening People

The best way to end a day, is trough meditation and relaxation… why?

Well you might not dream bullshit and actually can concentrate to get out of your body.

Meditating at night can drastically improve your chances for astral travel and lucid dreaming.

Try it out. And good luck.

Check out our new book if you wanna know some secrets in the art of astral traveling:

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INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]

Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]

A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]

A Guide to learn Astral Traveling

We work really effektive and hard (sometimes) to give new input to the masses 😉

So here is our new book:

we are very happy to have the posibility to show and teach you everything about it.

Please, if you have more questions, contact us for more instructions and help 🙂

so, dont be afraid and start your journey into the deepest places of the universe now.


Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]

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Intervall Fasting #5 – Benefits, disadvantages

Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]

DISPUTES AND SPIRITUALITY

Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly.

It is really like that. I see that even in my closest circle of friends. And that could really frustrate me, or does it already? It is well known that my opinion always has to be the same as the opinion of those around me in order to be recognized.

Well then, let’s not give a damn about recognition and being considered an outsider was the role we were born into.

So, but how can it be that my opinion is different from the opinions of others and why should I really, honestly not care?

The general / universal consciousness of humanity is different, while some people know that they have been reincarnated umpteen times and still know a large part of the lives and deaths.

There are very many (unfortunately in the German area too many) which dont even „know“ that it is not all over after death.

This is due to many reasons, starting with the level of consciousness on which they are, ending with their own personal soul plan.

Why do many not know this? Because it is intentionally concealed.

Just keep realizing that the key to our EXISTENCE is not to do meaningless things day after day, but start asking yourself about the SENSE of your existence.

If your existence had no meaning, then you would not be here!

The moment you begin to become truly aware of your whole BEING, you will find that ALL, really ALL discussions are only meant to keep you from your true calling.

Please do not get involved. Stop the spiral of thoughts and start to become aware of the magnificence of your life and how much you are actually able to give.

Come to your true greatness and discover the spark of divinity within you!

We are all from the same divine source and there is no reason to hate or judge us no matter who we are, what we think or do.

Hate can never and never will win, for for everyone who sows bad karma now, the next round goes straight into an incarnation that will be even worse than the one before. Because we take care of it ourselves,

We could achieve the ultimate freedom, but for that we have to be fully aware and understand ourselves, really understand, that we create the rules of this life ourselves!

More about it in our big book, as well as in all other books!

Take a look!

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INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]

EXPERIMENT – M – CHAPTER 1

„beep beep beep“ the alarm clock sounds. ignore

„piiiiep piiiieeep piiieeeeep“ shrill screeching of the alarm clock, my heartbeat soaring, that the breathing mask crashes into my face,

„DAMNED“ – I shout unabashedly – nobody hears me here anyway.

Not only am I awake, I am also directly annoyed and before my morning ration of „gold“ I am not master of my senses.

Mistress, mind you, but nobody here is interested in that. Least of all me.

A short time later, after a short lap of honor in what they call „bath“ here, jail would be more appropriate, I am already on my way to the research room.

Today a new experiment is on the agenda, Torben, our leader has been raving about it all last week.

Today it’s getting serious.

The new experiment is supposed to prove that there are genetically created races that are able to develop independently and treat their planet lovingly and not destroy it.

Experiments A to L were pure failures. As was to be expected.

This universe was one of the younger ones and one could almost rightly claim to be one of the most unnecessary.

Torben, hated it when I said that. But I was convinced of that.

We had consistently had bad results in all previous experiments.

Either the experiments destroyed themselves in a very short time, or their planet, or both.

Our team, put all their hopes on – M – In the belief that the mistakes of the past would not be made again.

After all, the mistakes in the genetic code had been corrected, and there were already promising species on the planet we wanted to integrate.

When I arrived, the whole team was already assembled and looked out of the round window that stretched across the entire room. The view was once again overwhelming.

„Too bad that this beautiful planet will soon be a heap of ashes and coal dust, too,“ Brian murmured as I stood next to him. Torben looked over at us disapprovingly.

„A little more enthusiasm people. Just try harder,“ he said and went to his desk.

„In 15 minutes we will reach their orbit. There’s no mention in our files that any of us have been here, so I guess we’re free to go and have a good romp.“

So we went to him.

The moment when we initiated the start of the experiments was always particularly solemn … we hugged each other and I looked at my husband, who had been trying to get through to me the whole time.

Since telepathy was forbidden on the ship, I couldn’t show him that his signals were getting through, but he knew from my facial expressions that they were. There were many couples on the ship, but our boss said it would lower the group’s morale if we showed it too openly, so we couldn’t even stay in the same cabins.

What were we getting into?

„Hey, Kati. You’re the first one today. Let’s go.“

My husband got big eyes and a red head, I knew he hated it when Brian and Torben preferred me.

To be first on the new planet was also to be favoured by the bosses, but they probably just chose me because I was the last one to arrive at the meeting.

„Well then. Here we go.“ I said, „Here we go,“ and I laid down on the appropriate chaise longue and got wired across the room.

„But this time, don’t put life support on until after I’ve gone. I said that, and everyone laughed.

The bums had already slammed the tube onto my chest when I hadn’t even been over there yet.

„Guys, this stuff is just so you don’t have to check up on me so much. When is my husband coming?“

He was already standing next to me, giving me one last kiss and whispering to me, „Soon my heart. I won’t let you wait too long.“

I was going to say „You say that every time.“ But then it started.

Through a monitor I was shown what we already knew about the planet and through a cable this was sent directly into my memory.

In addition I saw pictures which already let me suspect that also experiment – M – would fail again, like the others before.

Although the predominant species there did not seem to be too intelligent, it was apparently unconscious to a great extent and strove to kill everything was foreign to it.

„This is gonna be fun.“ The others around me nodded. I’ve never seen a planet worse than this one.

Since I had not written the schedule and only knew the rough task details, Brian felt that too much knowledge spoils the effect. I was curious to see what I would end up with this time.

Well.., this time no exoskeleton seemed to be needed, which was the case on almost all other planets and annoyed us.

The freedom of movement with these things, is immensely limited and no one can say that it is fun. Although mature exoskeletons were able to adapt well to the body inside, but in principle they were all useless.

After that it turned black around me and I lost consciousness…

Part 2 on its way! Katja

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]

Another Day

Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD

The Cell and Earth

We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]

INTERVAL FASTING #1

A wonderful and hopefully rainy good morning at a Monday. With us nature finally breathes a sigh of relief, it is fresh and raining really well. I, on the other hand, have to put on my pants and hold my breath, otherwise they just won’t close. So I put myself on the scale and fell […]

The Witch – Another Dream

I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue.

The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue.

Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me.

This tree and the entire scene was in the middle of nowhere. The background was black and if i would fall, the scene would fall apart i knew.

The woman or as i thought „WITCH!“ asked me „What do you desire the most, that i could give you?“ This question seemed easy because i knew, bringing my wife from the other end of this planet wouldnt work …at all…

So i answered „Ultimate Power“ – Than the tree brought up many other people which were connected to the tree… Lets say they were corrupted and fell to her spell.

She walked towards me slowly while pushing aside the hanging blue body’s. I thought that these might attack me but i wasnt scared and neither did i wanted anything from her.

I decided to fly upwards, so she couldnt reach me.

She understood that she couldnt catch me with her spell, neither had it any effect even if she wouldve catch me.

Her spell was to seduce its prey and wrap them up under a false promise, while the tree did the rest.

She was a witch who posessed the willingless prey…

While i flew away, she screamed loud and looked rather dissapointed.

I woke up …

The Human Rings

There was once a cave in which a titan lived. This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave. Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned.. But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later… The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of […]

UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS – FACTS #1

Here you could now first add all my/our old posts. This one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/ or this one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/ Or in principle almost all of them, as I am very often only concerned with consciousness. But now let’s get it straight again. Does humanity really want to be „Conscious“? Does this question really arise? You know what? […]