You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is.
The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How far it stretches and how strong it acts upon you, is decided on how much conscioussness you’ve got.
The more you know about it, the more it advances against you and lures into traps of your ego.
It doesnt only exist on earth but on several other planets as well, which are low swinging in frequency. This matrix net eats and consumes negative energy because it is the cheapest and most – energy -consuming – energy available on the planet. You could say its dirty money with no consequences to itself.
The matrix causes people, partners and whatever who is unaware about it, to get negatively fast. And by this i mean every negative emotion and thought. The only way to truly know that the thoughts you talk off your mouth are really YOURS, is to be conscious at all times. It can only manipulate if your on autopilot/ dream alike state of mind.
This being together with the ego – is a super complex system to support itselfs energy supply without your notice. Many people, and with that i mean over 90% the population, dont know about the existence and manipulations on the ethereal levels.
Since the matrix supports negative energy, it supports negative acts from everything that lives on the planet. This means that many who do harm are mostly on top positions and those who like to help and create a better world, meet their end quite fast. This is because the matrix hates love. It cant stand it and because of this fact, it will try to bring lovers apart, partners to fight and many things more. It knows when it succeeds, that its system is working and it can go on like that. But the biggest reason is the negative emotion that can be dragged out of both people who cant see each other and suffer.
When you suffer, you release emotion. When the emotion is bad, it will be consumed and advanced to get more, if your unconscious mind lets it happen. If the emotion is good, it will hurt the matrix.
This invisible thing has a giant construction of helpers on the planet which cant be seen, but be observed when the spirit is outside the body, or the mind outside the cage. In our book, we got in much more detail about it! You should check it out and know what really is out here. Once you get a hold, the world of the living becomes much more boring than usual because you wont want to know whats on your instagram or Facebook but around you! Dive in, to the secrets of your past.
Welcome to the world of secret society. A world in which a broke person has nothing to do. A world in which only the really rich can enter. Today, i will tell you the beautiful art sight of this world and how we handle the doomed and useless humans in the lower parts of the […]
We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange… We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing […]
Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there. It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on […]
You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How […]
In my opinion the following: You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience. You could not be a human having a spiritual experience. People die, their soul remains eternal. But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false […]
Es gab einmal einen Mann, den nannten alle „Der Verbieger“, weil alles was er tat und konnte, war es zu verbiegen. Sei es Gestein oder Stahl, alles konnte er verbiegen, ja sogar sein Haus war verbogen und auch seine nicht existente Frau. Die Dorfbewohner wagten es nicht allein durch das Dorf zu laufen, aus Angst […]
So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland.
I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again.
The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there..
The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, looked dirty and small but was aggressive, just like the guy who was a cannibal in the documentary i watched few weeks ago. I hoped that it wasnt him because he would drink his own piss and cut off other peoples tongue’s 😂.
Unfortunatly, it was a weirdo and he told us to finish three tasks he was giving. The tasks were very disgusting and disturbing and with each task, the first and second guy went home. The tasks were simple.
The first was to drink blood from an unknown source, but no one was going to it. So we told him to tell us, were he got it from. And he said from the dogs of your second task. So we drank the dog blood quick, but i only sipped it and the scene changed quick to the second task.
The second one was the most fucked up task. He brought three little puppy’s which he had ripped off the skin of each one, and they were still alive, walking in pain but no screaming. These little guys knew… we had to completely eat them… and so we did for the sake of DMT but … no we actually didnt eat them. We asked ourselves who the fuck this guy was and we didnt needed him at all. So we just threw him off the cliffs near the island were we had the „ceremony“. And since he had no helpers, no one saw nothing. I mean who was that dude and why we needed him and that stupid ceremony right?
The third task was to cut ourselves with the same knives the others had used and no one was doing that. Because i had the dream twice, it switched back and fourth and it showed me that the first time, i did everything and drank the stuff inside the black little vase which was dmt.
This time i didnt do shit and just went to the shrine, drinking it again, but the guy we thrown off was there.. holding the vase in my direction and giving it to me. I drinked …. and nothing happend .. i woke up!
So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland. I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again. The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there.. The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, […]
I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again. I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on […]
This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe. It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a […]
We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose. They had found […]
It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team. We knew that […]
It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team.
We knew that the land of free was beneath us in some closed section, like a portal would show us the way were the world was still intact.
An unknown species of vampires or blood and flesh feasting things had appeared. We assummed that our spy’s became victims to them, but something was odd about the entire incident…
The guy who told us about that world was wearing a black robe and looked like a traitor to me. Everyone believes in his brainwash except three people. But what choice did we had ? It was already late and those freaks were taking the world very fast. No strategic or military force could handle them.
It was one 1am at the market center, we were standing and taking a look to the other buildings, checking if there could be any threat. But it was already too late… they swarmed us from nowhere and first attacked the the civilians. They had no chance.. The heads got ripped out, bones broken and skin torn to pieces. The 10 of us with assault rifles tried to kill them but it was useless against these numbers and impossible to win. We got all seperated at once and many died .. Me, one civilian and another team member got inside the market center. We took the stairs from the closed section, so those freaks couldnt see us. All we were hearing was… screams for help while they got dismantled to pieces. I was about to shoot those who had followed me because of my suspicion that they were bitten.
It seemed to allright and i had no time to think, so i went inside the doors brought me to the second floor, but instead i was underground somehow and i saw how a few managed to escape in here too. We all came together and were relieved that not everybody was dead or infected by now. But the problems were only beginning….
The first problem was THEY KNEW that some had escaped and they knew that we all were down here. When one of them sees you, they tell it their horde and they start to slowly engage with tactics to lure their prey. It was really dangerous.
The second problem was that the catacombs were devided in sections, some had doors and some had traps and other tunnel systems were flooded or destroyed.. probably so safe themselves. But we needed to find the portal to the so called free land.
After a few minutes we heared something loud…The monsters were coming ..or whatever you can call them. They had a grey body, really big and sharp nails and their entire skin was rotting and wrinkled. Some of them seemed to be normal dumb zombies but a vampire was their leader. This thing was the main problem. It could show the dumb zombies how to become smarter and they improved within minutes. But to kill such a thing was merely impossible. Whenever we tried to capture one, it regenerated extremely fast and killed everyone who attacked, as well did the power increase. A vampire who was shot one, became strong as a tank and ripped one of our bases down, but it lost intelligence.
The noise was getting louder and we heared those freaks. They suddenly staring at us from one of the collapsed floors. We knew that we needed to open those doors up fast or we would all die. But instead listening, everybody panicked and ran further inside the catacombs. One stood with me, trying to open a heavy wood door but it wasnt moving at all.
The time we tried to open the door, those things were already inside and started to run after the rest of us. My weapon was unloaded and those things were sensitive to voice and sound. So i took out my katana and run towards two, cutting their heads clean off their shoulders… There was massive blood coming out, a normal human could never have such an amount. The two are dead and werent moving but the rest of maybe 12 saw me and i began to run up the walls and holding on to a little stone outside the wall. The other guy ran away further in.. it was the last time i saw him and the beings started to kick and hit the wooden door with their heads.
What was wrong with them?
Afterwards, i saw the guy with the black robe again! He was here? Why??.. I switched suddenly my perspective and saw how he betrayed all of us by giving wrong directions. He just wanted us to become prey while he was running through the gates. I got lucky and surprised … i never had a live and conscious out of body experience such as this. It seemed that our normal world was fake to every bit.
I flew afterwards the guy and saw the door. It was three wooden doors from my right and the portal was only opening if all the other floors were collapsing soon. It was a sort of magic security system which killed unwanted guests..
After i switched back to my body, i needed to run quickly towards the doors but how would i open them?
At the same moment, i saw the guy with the black robe again, he was standing right to the closed wooden door and took the head of the dead body which i had killed. He placed it in the center and stabbed the head with a knife, afterwards the door opened quick and he went through.
As long as the freaks were distracted at the other door, i jumped straight along the wall and landed infront the door. My jump was loud and the freaks heard me. As the door was closing, i ran inside and pushed it to close. The freaks were hammering loud and i went on.
The guy in the robe was standing there, waiting.. for me ? He had no head to smash against the wall and now was waiting for my ? But that wasnt the case. He looked at me and said „Lets go while theres time“ and he cut his hand and placed it again in the center of the wooden door, but it didnt opened… As i came close, he started to swing at me with his knife but i was the best in close combat. Before he hit me, i hit him in the face, took my katana and cut ofg his legs. He was screaming in pain and i wondered who it was ..behind the mask..
After taking it off, i couldnt believe it… It was the general of the bunker which was destroyed a long time ago, but he was infected and not the same general. I was sure that this being had it planned all along. Either it was the virus or the general was an asshole. I didnt took a chance and cut off his head. He didnt said anything, nor was he trying to stop me from taking his head atleast with his arm or something.
I took his head and did the same with the wooden door. It opened fast and the wooden door behind me was opening, luring in all the infected monsters and collapsing the floor. The last floor, but i forgot to take the head with me .. Damn it.. i would need to open the door somehow and i tried… it wasnt moving… After i sat down and thought what i could do, i saw how the door was opening on its own and green lights came out of there.
I thought i was dreaming .. but there it was.. the portal and land of free.. I stepped through and now iam here, sitting and writing in the lands above the sky’s .. This world was how earth shouldve evolved.. People in love and peace, no war, no disease.. Just pure consciousness about life.
But we on earth.. destroyed everything because of greed.
I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]
Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]
A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?
The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]
There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]
After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]
You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]
Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…
Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]
As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]
I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all. But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more … Why didnt i listened to her? I should […]
I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]
Did it happen again? You did your exercises and your body fell asleep, but your mind stood awake, … But you cant get out ? Whats wrong ? Well theres a possible block for you! I call it the silver wall because i saw it. Its a wall that is glued to your astral body […]
The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]
I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]
Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]
Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]
The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]
The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]
So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]
Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]
Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]
We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]
I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]
There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]
Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]
There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting..
Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many diseases were wiped out.
A free world of technology, knowledge and consciousness. A world of understandment, love and peace.
The beings during that time were not all humans but many came from different planets to develop their species and take ressources of planets because their own got once destroyed by war with a different planet.
This species was far advanced in every aspect. They had built a planet sized gravity star planet which was a planet just like earth but everything was made with a special metall that was light and very dense at the same time.
They befriended with the stupid ape planet earth and took many apes and animals to their ships. After analysation, they realised that it was possible to recreate a species that was dumb enough to never advance too far and intelligente enough to never attack their owner. However, that was all in the dark so no one knew what was coming towards them.
After the species took form, the very first humanoid and alien alike people were known as Adam and Eve in the garden of god. Better known as „human“. What Adam and Eve didnt knew, was that they got captured from a very far world outside the universe and the memory was wiped clean out.
So they were sent back to earth, told to always love their makers and to never stand against them.
Soon after Adam and Eve, many others came by and built a center of what the world was knowing soon as „Lemuria“ or ancient „Dark Snake“ and Atlantis.
The extraterrestials saw how their project grew in what they wanted, a working and slave class for a special metall on earth.
The world was shining in gold and earth was going a way full of advancement and peace. Animals were taught to behave with humans, super computers were built to identify health and brain functions and no one was working for money but for all the things they stood for. No stress was the motto.
Everything seemed perfect until.. the makers asked for what they came for..
Unknowlingly, many dissapeared and got killed by the weapons of the artificial star. They took all the gold which were collected by the humans. Many stood against their makers but it wasnt helping because they had implented many things into their bodys such as the „mine chip“. This chip would detonate when they act against their makers.
Lost legs, arms and heads came the follwing moon lights. The aliens just laughed at them because the only thing they needed to do was pressing a button and all would be gone. Since the ancient world had no interest in weapons and violence, they got wiped completely..
The aliens plundered the entire planet of their true ressources such as the giant trees, omega rocks and gold… lots of gold. They ruined the worlds history so no one would ever find out what really happend. Placing a few statues and rocks and letting the dumb minds of the weak creatures do the rest of a never ending puzzle… All for the distraction.
But before the world went down, some managed to write it down, that maybe one day, someone would read and know the missing peace of history on earth.
After one day of plundering and killing, they left a few new species and animals on earth but again, without memory and only few things to develop their brains overtime and a chip to extinguish them when the time was right to come back, plundering again.
So it happend .. the white and long finger beings went away, letting earth recover and or selfe destruct while watching them from the moon and implementing a „reincarnation – memory forget“ -machine. So if someone died unconscious, they would die and be reincarnated again in the same slave system to work their asses off again and never understand what their real purpose was after all..
„You dumb apes.. we see you soon, or maybe you all just sleep inside our ship?“ – were the last words written along the walls of the pyramids.
Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]
You did your exercises and your body fell asleep, but your mind stood awake, … But you cant get out ?
Whats wrong ?
Well theres a possible block for you! I call it the silver wall because i saw it.
Its a wall that is glued to your astral body but its not a part of it. The appearance is silver, floating and quite shiny … Like looking into moving waters..
First when i saw this, i thought i may break through it but … no chance! Its way more dense and heavier than any obstacle to move through and the silver is probably a sort of lead but in the forth dimension.
Now what has lead to do in the fourth dimension where everything is moving energetically ?
I might guess something that comes into my mind from a very weird dream with aliens.
In my dream there was a two meter lead wall and the ship had nearly all doors made out of it. It was very heavy and i couldnt pass through. But there was no reason to put this huge doors infront of someone because in 3D – you could break through and open them easy – That leads me to the conclusion of being astral in some sort of place while my body was in deep sleep or i was remembering something through that.
But since i was unconscious and in dream state, i could only move the already open door, only few inches with heavy struggles.
I asked myself why there would be this kind of door and the answer was simple … It was there to hold down visitors from other dimensions (4D).
And since the aliens there had no problems moving them, i dont doubt that they found a way to create something that would seal away souls who try to stick their noses too much into someones business.
At least trapping them with something inside their bodys with a very certain trigger.. like talking too much about it .. a selve activating trap which is installed somewhere in the DNA by a pattern.
In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]
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I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]
So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work!
I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them.
First of all, nothing is impossible, and so is this. But in spite of everything, let’s be clear.
Just because it is possible, what is the probability that a ghost, a demon or any other being, will pick out a normal, mortal human being and choose him as a victim.
Why, should it do so?
It is a fact that the normal human being, who does not believe in ghosts, demons, poltergeists, narrowness or even in God and devil, is not a particularly attractive victim. Since he is in principle not seriously attackable.
If he has an extremely high energetic charisma and shines like a moth lamp, it is quite possible that he comes into the field of vision of some ghosts, but he must also be vulnerable
The magic word here is VULNERABLE.
We know that everything is frequency and vibration and to leave a loophole, or docking hole to be vulnerable or attackable, our frequency must be down.
There must be a hole through or into which the being can enter. A person who is aware of himself and his own energetic protection and environment does not become a victim as easily as someone who simply believes everything that is told to him somewhere and who, because of fear, – no longer dares to sleep in the dark at night.
Besides and most people forget this, nothing is permanent or even forever, here on this planet. A ghost only consumes energy as long as you supply it to him.
That means in plain language, if you don’t supply any, it disappears. And what many still forget, do you really believe that a spirit that feeds on your fear energy so desperately wants you to become aware of it? No!
If you consciously and openly perceive spirit activity, there is a greater chance that it is someone you know and want to communicate with you.
An energy-sucker will be much more discreet than someone who wants to draw attention to himself.
The first important step in both cases is not to be afraid, because please WHAT should or can an energy form do for you? Except make you a little bit or more afraid.
But you only have this fear because you do not see WHO is there before you. Just imagine this being as a human being and your fear will be much less and you will be able to think more clearly and deal with it!
Please also finally free yourself from the thought of wanting to send every spirit and every soul into the light. I can only tell you again and again that this is none of your business and you have neither to decide nor to determine it.
To go into the light means to incarnate directly and THAT is not what every soul or spirit that communicates or wants to communicate with you wants to expand.
Also, when you are seeking professional help, make sure that this person does not want to begin to put such a compulsion on your visitor. This can backfire!
In our big book you can read more about it and understand it better!
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Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts.
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer.
Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut!
Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT you want to tell me or I ask once for „What exactly do you mean?
Empathy means – I feel what the other person means – I feel it (unfortunately) energetically.
Empathy is 75% unknown on this planet.
Almost nobody thinks about WHAT was said before just answering haphazardly.
The biggest part of humanity is selfish and ignorant and only hears what he wants to hear and interprets what he thinks into it. Instead of asking or putting oneself in the place of the person opposite – perhaps even only for a short time – one should try to put oneself in his place.
There is a saying:
If you discover that you are riding a dead horse – get off.
That means for me – when you realize that your words have caused damage, it is too late. And you can talk as much as you want to make up for it.
This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]
We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]
Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]
I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]
Channeling bedeutet, dass es ein Medium gibt, welches in der Lage ist mit der jenseitigen Welt zu kommunizieren – ABER es im Normallfall keinen bekannten „Geist“ „ruft“. Sondern es (er oder sie) begibt sich in die Frequenz der geistigen Welt (Trance) und erwartet einfach denjenigen, der mit ihr oder ihm kommunizieren will.
Das ganze geht auch ohne Trance, allerdings erfordert diese Version ein gutes Talent oder viel Übung.
Mir persönlich ist Trance egal, da ich das ganze auch kann ohne meine Sinne zu betäuben.
Was sind dann nun Jenseitskontakte, diese ist die bewusste Kontaktaufnahme oder sagen wir lieber der „Versuch“ mit einer – uns oder unseren Klienten – bekannten, bereits verstorbenen Seele eines verstorbenen Menschen oder Tieres Kontakt aufzunehmen.
Beim Channeling kommt – wer will. Das ist die Gefahr dabei.
Channeling sind zum Beispiel auch Ouja Boards mit denen wir in die Astralen Welten einfach „hineinfunken“ und jeder, der will uns antwortet.
Das kann für unerfahrene Menschen oder auch Jugendliche oder Kinder, die einfach mal „Spaß“ haben wollen, echt zum mentalen Desaster werden.
Seid Euch bewusst, dass der Versuch der Kontaktaufnahme fast immer erwiedert wird und auch wenn ihr in Eurem Seelenplan so eine Kontaktaufnahme stehen habt, sorry.. im Normalfall habt ihr diesen Teil eures Plans vergessen!
Es kann euch also passieren, dass ihr plötzlich glaubt „Gott spricht zu euch“ oder ihr habt euch eine Wesenheit eingeladen, die dann wie eine energetische Klette an euch dranhängt.
Alles zwar durchaus schon im Lebensplan so vorgesehen, allerdings steht da auch, dass manch einer das unter Umständen seelisch eben nicht verkraftet und eventuell krank dadurch wird.
Dieses Risiko ist bei geplanten Jenseitskontakten zu bekannten und lieben verstorbenen eher nicht gegeben.
Nichtsdestotrotz, ich liebe Channelings, allerdings habe ich auch entsprechende Ausbildungen, ja die gibt es wirklich! dazu erhalten und konnte vieles auch schon vor den Ausbildungen.
Ich bin in der Lage nicht nur zu fühlen, wer oder was da mit mir kommuniziert, ich kann es auch an guten Tagen sehen und hören.
Ich kommuniziere sehr gern mit der geistigen Welt und auch mit sogenannten Auserirdischen, ich habe vor ein paar Jahren mein persönliches geistiges Team „zurück erhalten“ mit dem ich ja unter anderem auch Geistheilungen machen kann.
Wenn ihr „übernatürliche Phänomene“ erlebt habt die ihr euch nicht erklären konntet, oder mehr darüber wissen wollt. Fragt uns und folgt uns!
It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]
It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]
Fact is, each of us has his own reasons to incarnate and live on this planet and his own goal. This goal is NOT the goal of the general public nor of the majority. Correspondingly, what each one of us does is not adapted.
Those of us who incarnate here with the goal of helping humanity or even the animals, will accordingly find that achieving this goal seriously can be made difficult by others, because this planet does not consist of light and love. As we have already mentioned many times.
To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]
Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD
We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]
Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]
A wonderful and hopefully rainy good morning at a Monday. With us nature finally breathes a sigh of relief, it is fresh and raining really well. I, on the other hand, have to put on my pants and hold my breath, otherwise they just won’t close. So I put myself on the scale and fell […]
There was once a cave in which a titan lived. This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave. Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned.. But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later… The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of […]
Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly.
It is really like that. I see that even in my closest circle of friends. And that could really frustrate me, or does it already? It is well known that my opinion always has to be the same as the opinion of those around me in order to be recognized.
Well then, let’s not give a damn about recognition and being considered an outsider was the role we were born into.
So, but how can it be that my opinion is different from the opinions of others and why should I really, honestly not care?
The general / universal consciousness of humanity is different, while some people know that they have been reincarnated umpteen times and still know a large part of the lives and deaths.
There are very many (unfortunately in the German area too many) which dont even „know“ that it is not all over after death.
This is due to many reasons, starting with the level of consciousness on which they are, ending with their own personal soul plan.
Why do many not know this? Because it is intentionally concealed.
Just keep realizing that the key to our EXISTENCE is not to do meaningless things day after day, but start asking yourself about the SENSE of your existence.
If your existence had no meaning, then you would not be here!
The moment you begin to become truly aware of your whole BEING, you will find that ALL, really ALL discussions are only meant to keep you from your true calling.
Please do not get involved. Stop the spiral of thoughts and start to become aware of the magnificence of your life and how much you are actually able to give.
Come to your true greatness and discover the spark of divinity within you!
We are all from the same divine source and there is no reason to hate or judge us no matter who we are, what we think or do.
Hate can never and never will win, for for everyone who sows bad karma now, the next round goes straight into an incarnation that will be even worse than the one before. Because we take care of it ourselves,
We could achieve the ultimate freedom, but for that we have to be fully aware and understand ourselves, really understand, that we create the rules of this life ourselves!
More about it in our big book, as well as in all other books!
„piiiiep piiiieeep piiieeeeep“ shrill screeching of the alarm clock, my heartbeat soaring, that the breathing mask crashes into my face,
„DAMNED“ – I shout unabashedly – nobody hears me here anyway.
Not only am I awake, I am also directly annoyed and before my morning ration of „gold“ I am not master of my senses.
Mistress, mind you, but nobody here is interested in that. Least of all me.
A short time later, after a short lap of honor in what they call „bath“ here, jail would be more appropriate, I am already on my way to the research room.
Today a new experiment is on the agenda, Torben, our leader has been raving about it all last week.
Today it’s getting serious.
The new experiment is supposed to prove that there are genetically created races that are able to develop independently and treat their planet lovingly and not destroy it.
Experiments A to L were pure failures. As was to be expected.
This universe was one of the younger ones and one could almost rightly claim to be one of the most unnecessary.
Torben, hated it when I said that. But I was convinced of that.
We had consistently had bad results in all previous experiments.
Either the experiments destroyed themselves in a very short time, or their planet, or both.
Our team, put all their hopes on – M – In the belief that the mistakes of the past would not be made again.
After all, the mistakes in the genetic code had been corrected, and there were already promising species on the planet we wanted to integrate.
When I arrived, the whole team was already assembled and looked out of the round window that stretched across the entire room. The view was once again overwhelming.
„Too bad that this beautiful planet will soon be a heap of ashes and coal dust, too,“ Brian murmured as I stood next to him. Torben looked over at us disapprovingly.
„A little more enthusiasm people. Just try harder,“ he said and went to his desk.
„In 15 minutes we will reach their orbit. There’s no mention in our files that any of us have been here, so I guess we’re free to go and have a good romp.“
So we went to him.
The moment when we initiated the start of the experiments was always particularly solemn … we hugged each other and I looked at my husband, who had been trying to get through to me the whole time.
Since telepathy was forbidden on the ship, I couldn’t show him that his signals were getting through, but he knew from my facial expressions that they were. There were many couples on the ship, but our boss said it would lower the group’s morale if we showed it too openly, so we couldn’t even stay in the same cabins.
What were we getting into?
„Hey, Kati. You’re the first one today. Let’s go.“
My husband got big eyes and a red head, I knew he hated it when Brian and Torben preferred me.
To be first on the new planet was also to be favoured by the bosses, but they probably just chose me because I was the last one to arrive at the meeting.
„Well then. Here we go.“ I said, „Here we go,“ and I laid down on the appropriate chaise longue and got wired across the room.
„But this time, don’t put life support on until after I’ve gone. I said that, and everyone laughed.
The bums had already slammed the tube onto my chest when I hadn’t even been over there yet.
„Guys, this stuff is just so you don’t have to check up on me so much. When is my husband coming?“
He was already standing next to me, giving me one last kiss and whispering to me, „Soon my heart. I won’t let you wait too long.“
I was going to say „You say that every time.“ But then it started.
Through a monitor I was shown what we already knew about the planet and through a cable this was sent directly into my memory.
In addition I saw pictures which already let me suspect that also experiment – M – would fail again, like the others before.
Although the predominant species there did not seem to be too intelligent, it was apparently unconscious to a great extent and strove to kill everything was foreign to it.
„This is gonna be fun.“ The others around me nodded. I’ve never seen a planet worse than this one.
Since I had not written the schedule and only knew the rough task details, Brian felt that too much knowledge spoils the effect. I was curious to see what I would end up with this time.
Well.., this time no exoskeleton seemed to be needed, which was the case on almost all other planets and annoyed us.
The freedom of movement with these things, is immensely limited and no one can say that it is fun. Although mature exoskeletons were able to adapt well to the body inside, but in principle they were all useless.
After that it turned black around me and I lost consciousness…
What if we are not humans, but beings from a far different dimension who incarnated into flesh, in order to … … do what we want? – But a species a long time ago managed to trap our memory and delete it for a time as long as we are in this body and our […]
Mein Kind ist nun Klasse 4 und kam nach Hause und meinte „alles wäre gut“. Man muss dazu sagen, dass Hessen zum Glück keine Maskenpflicht im Unterricht hat, weil dann hätte sie nicht gesagt alles sei gut. Ich wünsche mir dass Hessen dabei bleibt. Lief auch vor den Ferien damit eigentlich ganz gut. Wie sieht […]
Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die Waage gestellt und bin rückwärts runtergefallen.. denn […]
So currently i lack ideas and need something very new … Last week my grandmother died and the days past extremely fast… Here in this part of russia, the day ends at 18:00 .. because it gets pitch dark outside and the body gets fast sleepy.. reeeeally annoying i can tell! It feels like you […]
Ich habe lange überlegt ob ich Euch mal ein paar Impressionen in Channelings Jenseitskontakte gebe die mir besonders in Erinnerung geblieben sind. Und ich denke ja, warum nicht. Wo fang ich an? Muss ich das nochmal erklären? Im Prinzip sind Jenseitskontakte der teilweise „spontan“ entstandene Kontakt zu den, zum Teil „zufällig“ anwesenden Seelen oder Seelenteilen […]
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Hallo zusammen, In diesem Blog werde ich über meine Erfahrungen berichten und darüber.was geschah, bevor ich auf der Erde inkarnierte. Erstens: Wenn Sie einen Schritt von außen in dieses Universum machen, werden Sie wahrscheinlich und höchstwahrscheinlich Ihr Bewusstseinslevel verlieren. Das bedeutet, dass Sie keine Klarheit darüber haben werden,…
We were in the school cafeteria and the doors got blocked. We panicked not because the police was going to come, but the location changed completely and the walls had a very creepy and bloody dust. We were 3 people including myself. „And what happend next?“ Asked the agent who interrogated us in seperat rooms. […]
I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue.
The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue.
Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me.
This tree and the entire scene was in the middle of nowhere. The background was black and if i would fall, the scene would fall apart i knew.
The woman or as i thought „WITCH!“ asked me „What do you desire the most, that i could give you?“ This question seemed easy because i knew, bringing my wife from the other end of this planet wouldnt work …at all…
So i answered „Ultimate Power“ – Than the tree brought up many other people which were connected to the tree… Lets say they were corrupted and fell to her spell.
She walked towards me slowly while pushing aside the hanging blue body’s. I thought that these might attack me but i wasnt scared and neither did i wanted anything from her.
I decided to fly upwards, so she couldnt reach me.
She understood that she couldnt catch me with her spell, neither had it any effect even if she wouldve catch me.
Her spell was to seduce its prey and wrap them up under a false promise, while the tree did the rest.
She was a witch who posessed the willingless prey…
While i flew away, she screamed loud and looked rather dissapointed.
Manchmal glaub ich nicht, was ich da sehe. Seht selbst. Der Teller fiel übrigens nicht. Was wars? Frischgebackene Waffeln, die meine Tochter allerdings nach den Fischstäbchen gebacken hatte, in der gleichen Pfanne und das war so widerlich 😆 Es schmeckt so gut, aber stank so nach Fisch, dass Leo am Ende auch verwirrt war.
As i walked straight to the door after pressing down the handle, all other doors closed loudly one after another. This gave me chills and i started to really enjoy it i thought. The room which i was warned by the girls before had been opened… „Scary scary .. not .. its just another hallway“ […]
A horror house had opened last day and i just wanted to see how it was. We had nothing much in this town, so it was rather new and i hoped it to be fun. I was living pretty central and the police patrolled constantly here. Crime was unavailable here and the people were friends […]
Man sieht sie waren fleißig. Das ist die erste und zweite Brut. Dieses Jahr habe ich auch keine kranken oder verletzten gefunden. Heute ist es dunkel draußen. Gestern brannten Feld und Wald, heute regnet es hoffentlich. Einen schönen Start in die neue Woche.
Since some of us sleep more than 10 hours a day, ill call it a half day.. Time your day right and achieve something! Stop fucking around and do, or atleast admit that youre doing nothing for your dreams! Stay motivated and do it daily! Have a good day!
They laugh ot those who can hear it.. While those who dont, get controlled. Pointing with fingers „dumb idiots“, While the real cursed are laughing. A war will come, just like always, Wiping the surface while the elite hide in their bunkers, Waiting to come outside, To rule the survivors and do the same over […]
Just in case you feel like we do and you just hate this planet, here are a few useful mental disorders you can adopt to survive. intentional loss of reality believe into anything that sounds goodbelieve whatever you wanteverything else is of course bullshit acute forget, if it is useful if somebody want to tell […]
I know its more than 50°Celsius. In Englisch its 122 Fahrenheit. My head isnt working in this Kind of weather… Sorry. Nice Sunday for all. Right now, the fire siren is sounding just now. Alarm…I hope nothing bad has happened. But in this heat outside…Conceivable
First, this is a long research with a „client“ who is physically well and did it to himself. All tests were done from the view of spiritual energy flow and how it attacks the body. Lets begin. Our smartphones and computers are special designs to dull our heads and specially our pineal gland with the […]
This place with many others are highly corrupted. What i mean is, that a judge who judges criminals is always paid by the one who wants to win. The more money you give the judge, the higher your chances of winning a case without any problems. These assholes dont even listen to their own rules […]
So, wir sind wieder fleissig. Bis zum Wochenende werden wir es sicher geschafft haben, die nächsten 3 Bücher zum Verkauf zu stellen.
Die da wären:
– Luzide Träume deutsch und wenn wir fleißig sind auch auf Englisch, wenn wir nicht so fleißig ziehen, kommt die englische Version dann im Laufe der Woche, da wir per Hand übersetzen und gerade das in Arbeit haben:
I shouldnt say it, even though my day was financially great, i dont give a fuck about money and materialistic crap. If i would have the chance to change all i have in order to get you, i would do it without hesitation! Im looking forward to our explosive encounter soon my dear.. Dont loose […]
Applause for myself. Now i feel burned out, because nothing seemed to change in the #consciousness of mankind. And now? The next book „Lucid dreams“ is available and i think im finished with what i was wanted to say to the world. Im ready to go now. In my opinion this Planet will never change, […]
If we want to know which phase we are going through, we can either pull out the calculator and somehow try to figure it out. But it’s easier to use one of the thousands of online calculators.
I, of course, would not be me if I were to claim something and not at least do a little research on how the whole thing came about
The biorhythm was first determined and documented by even two doctors! Orthodox doctors, one has to say.
Berlin doctor Dr. Wilhelm Fließ (1858-1928)
The basis for this simple calculation was laid at the beginning of the 20th century by the Viennese psychologist Hermann Swoboda and the Berlin physician Wilhelm Fließ. Fliess believed that he had discovered consistent regularities in the medical records of his patients and initially formulated them in his period theory They tried to discover a regularity behind the „good“ and „bad“ moments of a life.
Links to Wikipedia added.
Vienna professor and psychologist Hermann Swoboda (1873 – 1963)
In Die Perioden Swoboda describes the spontaneous periodic return of thoughts after 18 hours, 23 hours and after 23 days. He devotes an extensive chapter to the work of Fliess.
Swoboda said he knew nothing about Dr. Fliess, but published his findings in 1904 only after Fliess had finished.
H. Swoboda: The periods of the human organism, Vienna,1904
H. Swoboda: The Seven Year : Studies on the Temporal Law of Human Life, Vienna, 1917
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I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating.
I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about.
It looked like a really well done hospital horror scene.
The floor had no doors … only few lights were hanging above..
I started to walk and my footsteps were loud and as i walked further, ive felt a big bad energy coming my way.
After walking maybe fifteen feet, i saw something down the floor which came screaming at me.
That thing had no arms nor face, it was cut in half and walked slowly screaming at me, while it was covered in blood.
Now … do you know the type of movies were a scream of a monster is more terrifying than itself?
This was the case here.
It looked ugly, dont get me wrong – but the loud and ugly scream was scarrier.
I knew that it would attack me, so ive said to myself than it will pass right through me, without ever noticing me.
And it did pass trough, it was nothing.
I wasnt scared because ive had a lot of such moments in conscious and unconscious dreams.
After that thing passed trough me, i walked further down the floor and saw the next thing coming up.
It was a giant three headed dog with .. alot of wounds .. one face was in front, the second face was in the middle, and the third was at its tail which was cut off.
To be honest i didnt knew which side was the front, but i knew that this thing actually could snatch me if i wont get out of there soon.
The reason it could touch me was because i got a little scared and i was unconscious in this state.
This fucking dog was running sideways at me and it had three tongs which were cut in three pieces.
It looked really bad… have you ever seen a fucking zombie dog running at you sideways with full speed and screaming louder than the ugly freak two seconds ago?
I switched above the scene and the body down there was ignored …the dog passed through.
Why did it not attack?
As i got back and walked further down the floor, i looked back just to note, that the half cut being and the dog merged into one – giant four legged piece of monster which had two bloody eyes and was staring right at me…
Ive got really scared..not because of that thing, but from the momentum how it looked at me.
It started to run like the girl from the movie „The Exorzist“ on all four legs while climbing around the floor…
Ive had enough of the scene… i wanted to just sleep but NO, i must stay somewhere bloody and get chased by a four legged cunt dog 🤣
It happens a lot in this country.. Youll buy a watermelon and hope its a really sweat one. But than it happens.. one bite and after an hour, the symptome’s start to show. Stomach cramps and pain, dizzyness, sweating and headaches. Dammit.. got poisoned.. There are no health regulations in this damn country and because […]
Was meint ihr? Meine Katzen haben Fähigkeiten von denen manch ein Mensch träumt. Sie wissen, wenn ein Mensch nicht viel taugt und knurren ihn an! Schon mehrfach erlebt. Dexter rennt, wenn jemand vor der Haustür steht, hin und ist „Verteidigungsbereit“. Er ist sich also drüber im klaren, dass er hier zu Hause ist und im […]
Having a lot clients out of nowhere… it happens and causes back pain when i lean to much forward for injecting needles. Today i bought a needle matt …or lets say „pain matt“. It burns the hell out of my back, but it really helps. A little advice for anybody with back pain: Get yourself […]
Ich weiss das viele den Montag nicht mögen aber bei mir ist jeder Tag gleich. Ich hab oft dieselbe Routine. Nur heute war viel mehr los und mein Rücken verkrampfte, darauf kaufte ich unüberlegt eine Kleinigkeit die dagegen helfen sollte. Stattdessen aber muss ich es morgen mit einer netten Erklärung zurück geben, da es das […]
Its hot, my eyes hurt and my back crackes on its own.. And now headaches started. This always happens when i look more than 4 hours a day straight at a screen..somehow my right eye doesnt like that. And now my cat starts to eat my bags of vitamins.. Better get him out of here! […]
Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly. It is really like that. I […]
I will be honest here with you guys. Starting a business that becomes profitable these days isnt easy, specially when you dont have any new idea’s. BUT this doesnt mean that it becomes impossible! I want to tell you how i started my own business while i really didnt knew anything about it. I want […]
How would it be if we dont need to do anything anymore?
Not getting bothered by something nor anyone?
Not constantly to maintain something?
Not to look at your body and be depressed ?
Not to constantly think some useless bullshit which twists your head?
Not to worry about anything or anyone?
Just .. be .. … and do whatever you want and like, without getting bothered by any body function or your annoying neighbour..
How many are pissed about their existence but not because their life is bad, but because they just cant stand anything what is offered with it?
I think there are many.. ive never liked being a fucking human.. it bothered me before i even incarnated here .. if knew that this wouldnt be good
All this useless and dumb activity’s and conversations.. and some of the activity is not even possible because of a fucking wall or border or money gap…its annoying..
And yet im here, writing this and knowing that i might have a final task before WE leave, otherwise i would be long gone.
I really fucking hate this existence of a human, even if i understand the beauty of life and all what is about… but i personally still dont like it.. there is A LOT MORE and A LOT BETTER PLACES than this.
My inner feeling and memory tells me more about this cursed planet and faked free will than anything else.
Once you got to a certain point with certain „enlightenments“ from your „past“ incarnations, you will not give damn anymore about any of this planets bullshit.
The own habits, towards more efficiency and assertiveness only comes when the pain threshold is reached more than the comfort zone. Before that, you don’t have to, and I really don’t mean! wait or hope that you will make a serious effort to do something differently. People don’t change if they are still feeling so […]
It’s not like you don’t tell it over and over and over and over and over again. It’s not like people don’t listen. It’s like, you tell it like a record that jumps back again and again and again and again. My hardest nut to crack is my litany, let me think about it for […]
I was working in two shifts as a security guard in a department store. My shifts were always normal and nothing big happend for over 10 years of work until the clock demon appeared who… Hmphf…. lets start this over.. One night i was walking the usual routine down the hallway. „Keep the Doors shut […]
Ein Visionboard, ist die oft gepriesene grafische Aufbereitung unserer eigenen Vision, unseres Traumes, unserer Ziele. Man könnte faul sein und Fotos suchen und die aufkleben, oder an die Wand kleben, man kann aber auch kreativ sein und seine Ziele aufmalen, oder in Lettern aufkleben, lasst eurer Fantasie freien Lauf. Und wozu das ganze??? Um unser […]