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Another Day – Back Pain

Having a lot clients out of nowhere… it happens and causes back pain when i lean to much forward for injecting needles.

Today i bought a needle matt …or lets say „pain matt“.

It burns the hell out of my back, but it really helps.

A little advice for anybody with back pain:

Get yourself a needle matt and do it three times a day! It will take out your pain!

And when you should get fast and heavy pain out of nowhere, use ice for 10 minutes locally!

Have a good evening folks.

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Humans and their Ego

Kill your f..g Ego.. 😉

Watermelon Poisoning

It happens a lot in this country.. Youll buy a watermelon and hope its a really sweat one. But than it happens.. one bite and after an hour, the symptome’s start to show. Stomach cramps and pain, dizzyness, sweating and headaches. Dammit.. got poisoned.. There are no health regulations in this damn country and because … Watermelon Poisoning weiterlesen

Sind Katzen spirituell begabt?

Was meint ihr? Meine Katzen haben Fähigkeiten von denen manch ein Mensch träumt. Sie wissen, wenn ein Mensch nicht viel taugt und knurren ihn an! Schon mehrfach erlebt. Dexter rennt, wenn jemand vor der Haustür steht, hin und ist „Verteidigungsbereit“. Er ist sich also drüber im klaren, dass er hier zu Hause ist und im … Sind Katzen spirituell begabt? weiterlesen

Sprachlos

Wenn einen die Dummheit der Menschen mal wieder sprachlos macht.

Another Day – Back Pain

Having a lot clients out of nowhere… it happens and causes back pain when i lean to much forward for injecting needles. Today i bought a needle matt …or lets say „pain matt“. It burns the hell out of my back, but it really helps. A little advice for anybody with back pain: Get yourself … Another Day – Back Pain weiterlesen

Another Day

Its hot, my eyes hurt and my back crackes on its own..

And now headaches started.

This always happens when i look more than 4 hours a day straight at a screen..somehow my right eye doesnt like that.

And now my cat starts to eat my bags of vitamins..

Better get him out of here! xD

Hows your day? 🙂

Guten Montag Zusammen

Ich weiss das viele den Montag nicht mögen aber bei mir ist jeder Tag gleich. Ich hab oft dieselbe Routine. Nur heute war viel mehr los und mein Rücken verkrampfte, darauf kaufte ich unüberlegt eine Kleinigkeit die dagegen helfen sollte. Stattdessen aber muss ich es morgen mit einer netten Erklärung zurück geben, da es das … Guten Montag Zusammen weiterlesen

DISPUTES AND SPIRITUALITY

Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly.

It is really like that. I see that even in my closest circle of friends. And that could really frustrate me, or does it already? It is well known that my opinion always has to be the same as the opinion of those around me in order to be recognized.

Well then, let’s not give a damn about recognition and being considered an outsider was the role we were born into.

So, but how can it be that my opinion is different from the opinions of others and why should I really, honestly not care?

The general / universal consciousness of humanity is different, while some people know that they have been reincarnated umpteen times and still know a large part of the lives and deaths.

There are very many (unfortunately in the German area too many) which dont even „know“ that it is not all over after death.

This is due to many reasons, starting with the level of consciousness on which they are, ending with their own personal soul plan.

Why do many not know this? Because it is intentionally concealed.

Just keep realizing that the key to our EXISTENCE is not to do meaningless things day after day, but start asking yourself about the SENSE of your existence.

If your existence had no meaning, then you would not be here!

The moment you begin to become truly aware of your whole BEING, you will find that ALL, really ALL discussions are only meant to keep you from your true calling.

Please do not get involved. Stop the spiral of thoughts and start to become aware of the magnificence of your life and how much you are actually able to give.

Come to your true greatness and discover the spark of divinity within you!

We are all from the same divine source and there is no reason to hate or judge us no matter who we are, what we think or do.

Hate can never and never will win, for for everyone who sows bad karma now, the next round goes straight into an incarnation that will be even worse than the one before. Because we take care of it ourselves,

We could achieve the ultimate freedom, but for that we have to be fully aware and understand ourselves, really understand, that we create the rules of this life ourselves!

More about it in our big book, as well as in all other books!

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Another Day

Its hot, my eyes hurt and my back crackes on its own.. And now headaches started. This always happens when i look more than 4 hours a day straight at a screen..somehow my right eye doesnt like that. And now my cat starts to eat my bags of vitamins.. Better get him out of here! … Another Day weiterlesen

DISPUTES AND SPIRITUALITY

Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly. It is really like that. I … DISPUTES AND SPIRITUALITY weiterlesen

The Unusual Day

I was working in two shifts as a security guard in a department store.

My shifts were always normal and nothing big happend for over 10 years of work until the clock demon appeared who…

Hmphf…. lets start this over..

One night i was walking the usual routine down the hallway.

„Keep the Doors shut and check everything, here are the keys and have a boring night Joe“ said my partner.

„Boring is always the best haha“ i replied.

He left and as soon as he shut the door, i heard a loud door shut from the end of the hall.

„Hey ?? Anybody still here? .. What the fuck was that man..“ i asked.

No answer. So i started to walk to the end of the hallway to secure from back to forth.

My footsteps were loud …

„Hey anybody here ? We are closing man what the fuck?“ i asked loud while taking out my taser and pointing at the door.

There were no lights on whatsoever, it didnt looked like anybody was inside.

I slowly pressed down the handle and pushed the door.. it was closed.

„Puuuhhh was i imaginating things now?“ I was sure that i saw this door shutting down.

„BAMM….“

Another door shut but this time it was in the middle of the hallway.

„HOLY FUCK.. MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS SHIT MAN“ i said nervously while pointing somewhere to the hallway.

„DONG..“

The clock in the center hit midnight.

„WHOEVER THERE IS, DONT PLAY WITH ME OR I.. OR I…“ well if its a robber, what could i do with a small taser of twenty thousand volts i asked.

„Just come out man dont play here!“ I said while walking towards the mid hallway.

I grabbed slowly the door and pushed it…but it was locked again.

I started to wonder … was this some kind of prank? I didnt understood what was going on until the clock hit again..

„DONG..“

„Wait what?? It hit midnight AGAIN?“ It was no prank anymore..

Than..“BAMMM“ another door shut but this time, something was standing there..

A black figure.

My heart was going to explode i thought.. I couldnt see its face.

„HEY STAND STILL! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE ? ANSWER ME NOW“ i yelled at him.. it looked like a guy.. atleast he was wearing some black clothes i thought.

He didnt answered but instead, something at all doors appeared written with blood

„Do you look away? It will take you! Do you look to long, it will take a light“

„What in the world was going on.. HEY ANSWER ME NOW OR I SHOOT!“ As i came closer to it, but very nervously.

The problem was..as i looked at the doors again..and so i looked away, it dissapeared.

„What the hell… man i cant take this crap, lets get the fuck out of here“ as i started to run down to the exit.

As i run, every light blew off behind me and this made me only run faster.

„I DONT WANNA DIEEE“ as i run for my live.

I rammed open the exit ..well atleast i thought i could do so while seeing the last lights turning off. At the last light it stopped…

For a second i was looking at the exit and trying to open it and suddenly…all light were shining again..

„WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?! The lights are back? Didnt they all explode just now?! did someone poison my coffee or something?“ I asked myself.

I thought i was exhausted but… i felt normal…

The hallway looked normal.

„DONG…“

All lights turned off..

I woke up in a hospital and cant remember what actually happend.

The police officer’s came to my bed and asked „Hello mr. Joe.. do you remember what happend in the department store last night? Your partner found you unconscious and coughing blood in the morning our“

„What ?? Ive got a headache and dont know anymore“

„Well than…youll have to see the video!“ they said.

They showed me the footage… i stood there and just started to scream, while the lights exploded and i appearently i lost consciousness due to shock.

„Joe we ask you one more time, Do you remember what happend there? And who was there?“

As i finally came to myself, i started to shake and i realised.. in the last moment ..that thing came up to me and screamed „YOU LOOKED AWAY“ while it smashed my head against the wall..

The video continued… and i saw myself covered in blood.

The police men said „What you saw there Joe, was a gas which was leaked through the ventilation system in order to poison you with your worst fear. This gas is highly toxic and causes very real hallucinations which cause cell death with every breath“

All this said … my question was „Than how is it possible, that the video recorded the exploding lights?“

The officers looked at each other and than replied

„Youre in bad condition joe.. take a sleep and watch the footage again“

They went out and i could hear them say something from the open window .. „Do you think we should let him go?“ … … „He isnt our concern anymore“

I rewatched the footage another time … but the only thing i saw … was myself, staring and smiling at the camera.

THE WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE

The own habits, towards more efficiency and assertiveness only comes when the pain threshold is reached more than the comfort zone. Before that, you don’t have to, and I really don’t mean! wait or hope that you will make a serious effort to do something differently. People don’t change if they are still feeling so … THE WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE weiterlesen

Good Night Everyone

And lets see what kind of a fucked up dream i can choose from the screen again…. Maybe ill manage to get to you my darling.. 😄💕

My Questions…

I was wondering why humans are as they are.

How can i explain it,

Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves?

We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail.

A lot just dont ask themselves these questions which would lead to true understanding, instead they eat what they get and listen what the media and tv tells them.

Ive noticed that yesterday with my parents. It is a real task to tell them anything new because they scream before you finish the sentence.

Its like they never hear what you try to say, strange isnt it? Well… No … i would say that THIS is the REAL mind control agenda in the entire world. While they test their thesis on individuals, they do the same with the bright mass.

They become fearful puppets not for the state or nation, but of their own mind!

The own limitation by closing eyes and ears, eating bullshit from the media, it mixed itself to a pillar of fear for its own existence..

The bright mass.. wants to be ruled and they show it by their behaviour to themselves

The Unusual Day

I was working in two shifts as a security guard in a department store. My shifts were always normal and nothing big happend for over 10 years of work until the clock demon appeared who… Hmphf…. lets start this over.. One night i was walking the usual routine down the hallway. „Keep the Doors shut … The Unusual Day weiterlesen

Good Evening

I just came home from work and now its story time! Just give me few moments and ill search something from the back of my head!

Allein unter Blinden…ich sehe was, was Du nicht siehst!

Manchmal denke ich, ich lebe in einer völlig anderen Welt, als die meisten anderen Menschen, die ich kenne. Manchmal beneide ich diese Menschen um ihre Gabe, das Offensichtliche nicht zu sehen und um ihre Ignoranz, das Wesentliche auszublenden. Blind zu sein, auf dem Auge des Mitgefühls. Aber tauschen möchte ich nicht mehr mit ihnen, selbst … Allein unter Blinden…ich sehe was, was Du nicht siehst! weiterlesen

Another Hot Day

Its really hard to go somewhere in this kind of weather.

We have 30° celsius in the shadows and 45 in the sun.

You probably can imagine how a walk for 30 minutes feels outside.

The skin is wet, the hair falls in the eyes and all clothes are soaked …

A blizzard would be nice …

Meanwhile i try to make some new short story’s, maybe with voice or a little video ?

I am not sure yet.

Lets eat and find it out.

Friendly regards to all of you 🙂

Gefährliche Straßen

Ich merke es immer wieder beim Fahren wie gefährlich es ist, wenn die Hälfte der Fahrer ihre Fahrererlaubnis gekauft haben, statt die Prüfungen zu machen.

Und ja hier zählt man nur mit Geld als irgendwer oder irgendwas. Daher kann man sich nur mit Geld überall einkaufen.

Doch nicht nur sind es Autofahrer welche einem die Vorfahrt nehmen, sondern auch Kühe..

Es laufen ständig Kühe auf der Straße, welche man sehr schnell umnieten könnte, sobald man für ne Sekunde weg schaut.

Manchmal springen sie von einem Hügel mitten auf die Straße. Manchmal sind es aber auch Katzen oder Hunde.

Die Kühe werden oft nicht in Gehegen gehalten sondern laufen frühs beim Besitzer raus und kommen abends selbst wieder zurück. Nur manchmal überwacht ein Reiter das Vieh.

Diese Kühe stehen manchmal sogar zu Absicht mitten auf der Straße xD und drehen den kopf zum Auto sobald man zu nah ran fährt.

Fazit: Haltet eure Kühe an der Leine und lasst sie nicht wie Touristen durch die Stadt spazieren! 😂

EXPERIMENT – M – CHAPTER 1

„beep beep beep“ the alarm clock sounds. ignore

„piiiiep piiiieeep piiieeeeep“ shrill screeching of the alarm clock, my heartbeat soaring, that the breathing mask crashes into my face,

„DAMNED“ – I shout unabashedly – nobody hears me here anyway.

Not only am I awake, I am also directly annoyed and before my morning ration of „gold“ I am not master of my senses.

Mistress, mind you, but nobody here is interested in that. Least of all me.

A short time later, after a short lap of honor in what they call „bath“ here, jail would be more appropriate, I am already on my way to the research room.

Today a new experiment is on the agenda, Torben, our leader has been raving about it all last week.

Today it’s getting serious.

The new experiment is supposed to prove that there are genetically created races that are able to develop independently and treat their planet lovingly and not destroy it.

Experiments A to L were pure failures. As was to be expected.

This universe was one of the younger ones and one could almost rightly claim to be one of the most unnecessary.

Torben, hated it when I said that. But I was convinced of that.

We had consistently had bad results in all previous experiments.

Either the experiments destroyed themselves in a very short time, or their planet, or both.

Our team, put all their hopes on – M – In the belief that the mistakes of the past would not be made again.

After all, the mistakes in the genetic code had been corrected, and there were already promising species on the planet we wanted to integrate.

When I arrived, the whole team was already assembled and looked out of the round window that stretched across the entire room. The view was once again overwhelming.

„Too bad that this beautiful planet will soon be a heap of ashes and coal dust, too,“ Brian murmured as I stood next to him. Torben looked over at us disapprovingly.

„A little more enthusiasm people. Just try harder,“ he said and went to his desk.

„In 15 minutes we will reach their orbit. There’s no mention in our files that any of us have been here, so I guess we’re free to go and have a good romp.“

So we went to him.

The moment when we initiated the start of the experiments was always particularly solemn … we hugged each other and I looked at my husband, who had been trying to get through to me the whole time.

Since telepathy was forbidden on the ship, I couldn’t show him that his signals were getting through, but he knew from my facial expressions that they were. There were many couples on the ship, but our boss said it would lower the group’s morale if we showed it too openly, so we couldn’t even stay in the same cabins.

What were we getting into?

„Hey, Kati. You’re the first one today. Let’s go.“

My husband got big eyes and a red head, I knew he hated it when Brian and Torben preferred me.

To be first on the new planet was also to be favoured by the bosses, but they probably just chose me because I was the last one to arrive at the meeting.

„Well then. Here we go.“ I said, „Here we go,“ and I laid down on the appropriate chaise longue and got wired across the room.

„But this time, don’t put life support on until after I’ve gone. I said that, and everyone laughed.

The bums had already slammed the tube onto my chest when I hadn’t even been over there yet.

„Guys, this stuff is just so you don’t have to check up on me so much. When is my husband coming?“

He was already standing next to me, giving me one last kiss and whispering to me, „Soon my heart. I won’t let you wait too long.“

I was going to say „You say that every time.“ But then it started.

Through a monitor I was shown what we already knew about the planet and through a cable this was sent directly into my memory.

In addition I saw pictures which already let me suspect that also experiment – M – would fail again, like the others before.

Although the predominant species there did not seem to be too intelligent, it was apparently unconscious to a great extent and strove to kill everything was foreign to it.

„This is gonna be fun.“ The others around me nodded. I’ve never seen a planet worse than this one.

Since I had not written the schedule and only knew the rough task details, Brian felt that too much knowledge spoils the effect. I was curious to see what I would end up with this time.

Well.., this time no exoskeleton seemed to be needed, which was the case on almost all other planets and annoyed us.

The freedom of movement with these things, is immensely limited and no one can say that it is fun. Although mature exoskeletons were able to adapt well to the body inside, but in principle they were all useless.

After that it turned black around me and I lost consciousness…

Part 2 on its way! Katja

My Questions…

I was wondering why humans are as they are. How can i explain it, Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves? We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail. A lot just dont … My Questions… weiterlesen

Another Hot Day

Its really hard to go somewhere in this kind of weather. We have 30° celsius in the shadows and 45 in the sun. You probably can imagine how a walk for 30 minutes feels outside. The skin is wet, the hair falls in the eyes and all clothes are soaked … A blizzard would be … Another Hot Day weiterlesen

Gefährliche Straßen

Ich merke es immer wieder beim Fahren wie gefährlich es ist, wenn die Hälfte der Fahrer ihre Fahrererlaubnis gekauft haben, statt die Prüfungen zu machen. Und ja hier zählt man nur mit Geld als irgendwer oder irgendwas. Daher kann man sich nur mit Geld überall einkaufen. Doch nicht nur sind es Autofahrer welche einem die … Gefährliche Straßen weiterlesen

Dark Rituals and Blood ? Part 2

The screen showed five teenagers which were bound on chair and they seemed to cry. Their eyes were bound with tape.

Meanwhile some people started to laugh and under these people, we even saw Bill B., K.P. and many more.

We didnt expect these people to be here. They were neither guarded or secured. It really seemed like a „party“ were everyone was equal and „knew“ each other.

While the people laughed, me and my wife looked each other in the eyes and understood what was going to come.

Those who organised this party went on and gave everyone a mask.

My wife got a cat mask and i got a gorilla mask.. no one would notice us now we thought.

„EVERYBODY … MASKS ON AND ENJOY THE LITTLE TEASER … hahaha“ said the pig mask guy.

Suddenly the people on the screen got tasered by people who wore black robe’s and pig masks.

„WHEN THE PREY SCREAMS, IT GETS TASERED AND WHEN YOU CRY, WE EAT YOU ALL ALIVE“ said one of the black robe guy.

The people started to laugh like it was a commedy show.

It seemed we were the only normal people in this underground building.

No one could go out until the show was over.

My wife got disgusted and needed a bathroom.

„Are you okay? Lets go to a bathroom“ i said.

We both got to a very luxerous bathroom and i waited until she was …. finished with puking.

Bill B. came in.. „I see its your first time here?“

„Yes it is … and our first time to this kind of fun“ i replied.

„Hahaha .. it hasnt even begun, wait until you see the baby’s“ while he washed his hands and smiled.

„We look forward to it!“ i said while starting to laugh myself. Not because of the „fun“ what was going to come, but because a „Bill B.“ talked about killing baby’s and smiling about it.

I asked myself …what if all the bullshit from the internet was true what they said about him?

We would soon see..

Bill left and my wife came out of the bathroom.

It was strange that the womans and mens bathroom were all the same. I mean what idiot doesnt respect privacy?

We left the bathroom and took our masks back on.

„AND THAT IT IS FOR THE TRAILER LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, GO THROUGH THE NEXT GATE TO THE REAL FUN“ the pig guy said.

A big metal door opened behind the screen and everybody went in, as we heird some say „Iam so excited ..we can finally let it loose again“

We wondered what they meant as we walked with the crowd and my wife held my arm.

A loud „DONG … DONG“ … Two paths appeared .. The people followed their lust..

Schatzi und Ich

Ich sage was, Schatzi ist einverstanden und sagt was sie denkt, Ich verstehe es falsch, Schatzi denkt ich bin blöd, Ich erkläre was ich meinte, Sie sagt ich muss nix erklären weil sies weiß, Ich erkläre trotzdem, Schatzi und ich vertragen uns sowieso und wissen das der streit unnötig ist, Wir haben uns sehr lieb, … Schatzi und Ich weiterlesen

Kids und Internet

Kinder brauchen gewisse Grenzen, die sie sich einfach noch nicht selber setzen können. Vor allem in Internet.

The Eyes in the Dark

I was sitting in my room while reading a book. It was called „The forbidden Secrets of Mankind“. It was boring at first until it started to tell about monsters which surrounded us a long time ago and that they feed of energy. Suddenly a strong wind came up and i went to my window … The Eyes in the Dark weiterlesen

EXPERIMENT – M – CHAPTER 1

„beep beep beep“ the alarm clock sounds. ignore „piiiiep piiiieeep piiieeeeep“ shrill screeching of the alarm clock, my heartbeat soaring, that the breathing mask crashes into my face, „DAMNED“ – I shout unabashedly – nobody hears me here anyway. Not only am I awake, I am also directly annoyed and before my morning ration of … EXPERIMENT – M – CHAPTER 1 weiterlesen

Guten Morgen Zusammen

Ich wünsche jeden einen guten Donnerstag! Lasst euch nicht von euren Zielen abbringen und macht immer weiter!

Sleepy Day’s

Hello everyone,

i hope you guys do well too.

The last days i feel really tired, specially when the sun shines strong.

I wish the weather engeneering/chemtrails back! It made the weather grey and cold 😄

I dont know why i feel like that, maybe a really good sleep would make it up.

A friggin fly woke me up over 15 times and i didnt bother catching it last night..

Have a great day and tell us your day! 🙂

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Sleepy Day’s

Hello everyone, i hope you guys do well too. The last days i feel really tired, specially when the sun shines strong. I wish the weather engeneering/chemtrails back! It made the weather grey and cold 😄 I dont know why i feel like that, maybe a really good sleep would make it up. A friggin … Sleepy Day’s weiterlesen

The Witch – Another Dream

I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue.

The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue.

Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me.

This tree and the entire scene was in the middle of nowhere. The background was black and if i would fall, the scene would fall apart i knew.

The woman or as i thought „WITCH!“ asked me „What do you desire the most, that i could give you?“ This question seemed easy because i knew, bringing my wife from the other end of this planet wouldnt work …at all…

So i answered „Ultimate Power“ – Than the tree brought up many other people which were connected to the tree… Lets say they were corrupted and fell to her spell.

She walked towards me slowly while pushing aside the hanging blue body’s. I thought that these might attack me but i wasnt scared and neither did i wanted anything from her.

I decided to fly upwards, so she couldnt reach me.

She understood that she couldnt catch me with her spell, neither had it any effect even if she wouldve catch me.

Her spell was to seduce its prey and wrap them up under a false promise, while the tree did the rest.

She was a witch who posessed the willingless prey…

While i flew away, she screamed loud and looked rather dissapointed.

I woke up …

Another Weird Dream

I was sitting on a couch with few people i didnt knew and never saw anywhere. We were watching tv or… they were watching. I stood up and asked the crowd „Lets jump into the scene inside the tv, why sit and just watch it?“ There was no answer and no one really looked at … Another Weird Dream weiterlesen

Dark Rituals And Blood? Part 1

This is our experience inside a „Ritual Party“ or how they say „The Party of High“.

Me and my wife had been inside this forum for few weeks, just to see how this kind of people are and what they actually do.

It was only accessible with a special key which was „BABYJUICE“ but spelled backwards.

This was only attainable from a recommendation trough another guy who’s trust was needed.

They offered and invited us to one of their strict and forbidden party’s, which was held once every two years.

They didnt told us anything about details, but they said „Food and drugs are free“.

We thought that it might be not that bad.

Well… it was worse!

We didnt knew how to cloth ourselves, so i just wore a suit and my wife took her black dress.

We took a taxi to a central place and waited for the „friend“ who waited for us there.

As we arrived, he was standing there and said hi to us and that this coming night will be our best.

„We will now take another drive and the location where we are going, will be underground. So dont worry, no one is going to kidnapp you because many get nervous their first time“ he said smiling.

We thought he was okay, so we got relaxed and got into the fancy car and drove to the location..

….. Meanwhile driving ….

„You said drugs are free too?“ i asked him.

He started laughing and said „Youll gonna love it, it is really fun and even funnier under a special drug“

We didnt bothered to ask more and just sat quiet in the car while looking out the window.

„Try to make friends there, many big names arrive tonight“ he said.

To be honest we didnt bothered about any big name or even if god would arrive there, we just wanted to see what the self claimed „elite“ did to have fun. This was a lifetime chance to see their real faces!

We played along and answered as usual to every question someone asked us. If those people would know for what we are really here, we probably would just dissapear from the earth.

Since my wife is exactly like me, i didnt need to worry about anything bad. She knew what she was doing.

We arrived at a farm but no one was standing there.

„We arrived, please press the button to your left from outside the window“

My wife pressed it and a tunnel opened before us.

„Lets go, we walk the rest“ said the friend who’s name we only knew from the internet…

We got out and didnt knew what to expect.

After we went in, the guy said „go ahead ill be right back“ – so we went in alone but already started to hear musik.

As we walked down, we saw the entrance to the party, a giant head from lucifer which was gloving in red and orange, with a pinky voice asked us „Death or Fun?“

Of course we said fun and than a light point on the wall appeared, so we followed.

We got nervous and werent sure if we should continue because we didnt saw anybody either.

Out of nowhere, the friend appeared and said „lets have fun now“ while started to laugh.

We came to a big area with many people, gentle music and YES we did cloth us right. They all were in suits and it seemed just like a normal evening but nothing seemed special we thought.

I asked Kate, my wife „What do you think? Shall we seperate few meters and take closer looks on whats going on?“ i asked.

„NO! we dont seperate, ive got a bad feeling about whats going to come“ she said.

So we stood together and looked a bit around. We didnt knew anybody but neither wanted to talk too much.

„WELCOME LADIES AND GENTLEMAN TO THIS BLOODY NIGHT OF FUN“ said a man while wearing a pig mask.

It looked creepy…

„WE SHALL CLOSE THE GATES NOW AND BEGIN THE CEREMONY“

The doors and gates closed and a big screen appeared in front of us.

What we saw next was breath taking..

Another Weird Dream

I was sitting on a couch with few people i didnt knew and never saw anywhere.

We were watching tv or… they were watching.

I stood up and asked the crowd „Lets jump into the scene inside the tv, why sit and just watch it?“

There was no answer and no one really looked at me at all… Couldnt they see or hear me ?

Well i didnt bothered too much and stood on the couch.

Then i took a little sitting position and jumped straight into the tv, still no one was bothered nor looked.

So i flew and thought that i will pass trough it but suddenly i stopped right before, because there was no scene or picture going on.

I saw this screen again from other dreams and i started to puzzle few colors into a picture.

Suddenly the scene behind me changed to the picture i puzzled but the screen made automatical changes and formed the rest.

This was quite interesting to see the screen „not working“

There still much out there…

I will try to see what the screen can do, since it isnt my first nor fifth time experiencing this.

Impressionen – tierisches Teamwork – Schafe

Heute nur ein kurzer Spaziergang, weil ich nicht fit bin. Aber man muss sich trotzdem bewegen;) Denkt dran, Wenn Plan A nicht klappt, hat das Alphabet noch 26 weitere Buchstaben. Wichtig ist nur, dass ihr weiter macht! Gute Nacht

Days of a Corrupt Cop

It was easy to sell someone out. Gangs and pedophiles came up to cops which had been known as „corrupt“ and „coorporative“ and paid a lot of money to do what they did. We were five police men in our group and our super visor had an even bigger game going on. For example, last … Days of a Corrupt Cop weiterlesen

Das Gelächter IM Flur

Wir zogen vor drei Wochen in ein neues Haus welches auf einem hübschen Stück Land anzusehen war. Die Atmosphäre war erfrischend und mal etwas anderes als die ständige Stadtluft. Vor dem Kauf untersuchten wir natürlich das Haus auf Geschehnisse, Tode oder andersweitige paranormale Aktivitäten um einfach gewappnet zu sein. Unsere dreiköpfige Familie, also ich, mein … Das Gelächter IM Flur weiterlesen

Days of a Corrupt Cop

It was easy to sell someone out.

Gangs and pedophiles came up to cops which had been known as „corrupt“ and „coorporative“ and paid a lot of money to do what they did.

We were five police men in our group and our super visor had an even bigger game going on.

For example, last week we had a raid because someone called us and told „he got weapons and a grenade in his house“.

Unfortunately, it was an old lady which our super visor told us to „take out“. He ordered us to throw a grenade through the window and than to kick the door in and arrest everyone for posession of a weapon. This gave him a silver star on his chest… well done sir.

What kind of asshole do you need to be ?

Well we all have been assholes since no one said „no we dont do it“ because everyone was afraid to loose the job or be the next.

This stuff happend a lot and we were all hated but loved by the gangs …

The next thing was called „the street sell“.

We did daily position ourselves at random places and controlled everybodys car and if they had their belts on. If someone didnt liked it and got no explanation why he was searched, we offered him to pay us a fee and let them go, while threatening him with the court.

If our colleagues or other cops caught us doing this stuff, it would be over.

We made good money… but it was all filled with bad energy and we gave it to the supervisor.

He suddenly bought a Lambo and screwed too much around. Than he landed in the news and now the government got involved and sent a few guys over to us.

They were asking how he afforded this car and well… we told them everything.

They smiled and walked off.

At a sunday i hear a loud knock on the door.. What was going on?

Suddenly they kick the door open and its the police.

„GET ON THE FUCKING GROUND YOUR UNDER ARREST FOR DRUG DEALING! WE KNOW THAT YOU TOOK THE DRUGS OUT FROM THE SECURE ROOM AND SOLD IT ON THE STREETS!“

Fuck….. the bastard of a super visor had done a deal with the two government agents. He sold our group like we sold him, but only he had enough money to buy his way out of trouble….

After few weeks…

NEWS – Deputy Sheriff under arrest for illegal activity’s! Agents take police station over!

Well…thats what you get for doing this shit for too long.. it seemed that his pay mattered little to the government

And by the way, we captured every pedophile! It was our „eat and bite“ – game.

Now i chill in prison and can smack the tooth out of our super visor, since i never came out again…

The Search

I drove far abroad in Texas to search my sister who dissapeared a few days ago. She shouldnt just go without saying something. She said she would go to a park and give a call if she reached it. Mabye it was new ? I didnt knew anything about it and neither bothered. Our mom … The Search weiterlesen

Dagestan and Criminal Money Mining – Another Day

Hello all.

Its the second day without electricity at work and people start to wonder why and what is going on.

Well they repaired the problem and cut loose all the illegal cabel’s which were connected on the main transformators.

The first one exploded because many people had taken electricity illegally from the city.

To be honest, electro energy is very cheap in russia and everyone could easily afford it but NO, theres always some idiot who wants it for free.

The problem is that the transformator and connector gets overheated and can explode.

So the people thought okay, lets put in a new transformator and cut all illegal idiots right?

Well yes it worked…for 2 hours until the new one exploded too.

Now the police gets involved and investigates what is going on.

A new transformator cant just explode in two hours, specially when all illegals got cut, so whats causing the problem?

There are rumors that a guy is hidden somewhere with big computers and mines money illegally. Here its called „Butterfly money mining“.

I have zero idea what that is and neither how its done but someone told me, that it eats insane energy and it kills transformators.

It has something to do with online currency as i know.

In Dagestan there were few people who got caught and this time it seems to be in our place.

Hopefully he or she gets caught, it disrupted already 24 Shops and more. This mining method can take a whole city’s energy if its overdone.

Did any of you guys know what „Butterfly money mining“ is ?

Deathrow Prisoner

Hmmmmmmmm … who are we going to kill today? „Lets punch through the wall and take a walk“ The deathrow prisoner Speck. Appearently no military force or special unit can stop him. He comes and goes to our prison like it is a hotel suite. „How embarressing!! We as the chief and commander of this … Deathrow Prisoner weiterlesen

Haben Schaltjahre eine besondere, spirituelle Bedeutung

Deutschland gilt seit eh und je, auch in den Gedanken und Werken vieler Spirituell und Esoterisch oder auch einfach Philosophischer bewanderter Menschen als „spirituelle Wüste“ oder schlicht und ergreifend „nicht spirituell“. Glaubt man den Statistiken im Internet, so ist weit über die Hälfte der Deutschen nicht mit Spiritualität oder den entsprechenden Untergruppen irgendwie vertraut. Dies … Haben Schaltjahre eine besondere, spirituelle Bedeutung weiterlesen

Weekend fun

It was a late afternoon. I went to a club which had opened new and which seemed to be really good according to some people. On arrival i noticed some fance cars and a red carped. What was going on ? Was it always like this? I went in and a lot of people stood … Weekend fun weiterlesen

Random Frustrations

The distance between you and me is sometimes put aside or ignored… but sometimes it hits me out of nowhere. Specially when i see couples.. How annoying.. These people got their loved ones around. And we still wait.. Cant let you wait much longer. I know everything will go right. See ya soon my left … Random Frustrations weiterlesen

Hot Days and new Ideas

Cant stand it here. The heat is insane in the last three days. Nearly 40° degrees and inside the house it just gets higher. Screw this weather and this country xD Actually ive got few questions for you. Should we continue with horror storys and regular blogs, or do you guys want to have something … Hot Days and new Ideas weiterlesen

Was ist Realität?

Zunächst sei gesagt, unsere eigenen Wahrnehmung schafft uns, unsere eigene Realität und hält uns in einem endlosen Kreislauf „gefangen“. In Bezug auf die Frage „was ist Realität“, habe ich im Laufe der Jahre die skurilsten Sachen zu hören und lesen bekommen. Es gibt Meinungen wie „die Realität ist ein Computerprogramm, was für jeden von uns, … Was ist Realität? weiterlesen

The dirty building

I was living abroad near the city. The rent was cheap here, but a lot of messy stuff was going on. My apartment was on the eight floor and two rival gangs divided the area for themselves. They „nicely“ asked everyone to pay money for their safety. Once they came up to me but i … The dirty building weiterlesen

The Mirror House

Few days ago in a hospital … Four police officers were standing infront of my bed …asking what happend at night in that house.. My body started to shake… I faded away for the second time. The sisters rushed to my aid … i slept for another half an hour. After i woke up again, … The Mirror House weiterlesen

Woran erkenne ich, dass es meiner Katze gut geht?

Nachdem ich gerade Luna, meine kleine Miez fragte, „sag mal, geht es dir eigentlich gut?“

Weil ihr Bruder Leo, war die letzten Tage leicht krank, die zwei anderen aber nicht.

Und sie, wie erwartet, nicht antwortete, weil Katzen ja leider nicht unsere Sprache sprechen und ich gerade nicht in der Lage war, telepathisch mit ihr zu kommunizieren, dachte ich mir, ich schreibe mal einen Blog darüber, woran man erkennt das seine Katze krank oder halt gesund ist.

Warum sollte man als Katzenhalter darüber Bescheid wissen, ob seine Katzen wirklich gesund sind?

Nun, Routinechecks beim Tierarzt sind zwar sinnvoll, allerdings weiss ich aus eigener Erfahrung das die wenigsten Katzenbesitzer dies tun. Da auch aufgeklärte Katzenbesitzer mittlerweile darüber Bescheid wissen, dass jährliches Impfen nicht in jedem Fall sinnvoll ist, gehen viele auch nur noch zum Tierarzt, wenn sie sehen das etwas mit der Miez nicht stimmt.

Soweit ich das mittlerweile weis, gehen viele sporadisch, wenn überhaupt nur dann zum Tierarzt, wenn sie mutmaßen dass mal wieder eine Wurmkur anstehen könnte und kaufen sich die Medikamente dort, oder mittlerweile nicht einmal mehr dass, sondern sie kaufen sie sich online übers Internet.

Dies kann einen Tierarztbesuch oder eine Tierärztliche Beratung aber wirklich nicht ersetzen.. Und ich persönlich, würde mir kein Medikament online kaufen, von dem ich nicht einmal weiss, ob meine Katzen es vertragen.

Und mir wäre es dann auch zu peinlich um beim Arzt dann zugeben zu müssen, ich habe meine Katzen mit Zeugs aus dem Internet vergiftet.

Warum erzähle ich euch das? Nun, mein großer Kater Dexter hatte urplötzlich eine Art Erkältung und wir wussten nicht was genau er hatte, er lag untypischerweise noch mehr herum als so schon und ich fuhr zum Tierärztlichen Notdienst.. Dort wurde mir erzählt, der Kater bräuchte sicher ein Wurmkur, dann ging es ihm besser und so bekam er postwendend Frontline Spot on drauf, noch bevor mein Gehirn einsetzte.

Als ich dann sagte, dass er garantiert keine Würmer hatte, was übrigens auch der Fall war, weil er regelmäßig entwurmt wird, kam der obligatorische Spruch des Notfalltierarztes „besser einmal mehr als nie und schaden kann es ja nicht.“ What a mistake…

Nur ganz kurz darauf, ging es meinem Kater so schlecht wie nie, meine Tierärztin tags drauf war außer sich. Durch o.g. Spot on, begann sich seine Leber zu zersetzten und die Muskeln aufzulösen.

Er benötigte 14 ganze Tage extreme Intensivbehandlung und ich eine lange, lange Ratenzahlungsvereinbarung beim Tierarzt.

Er hat es tatsächlich überstanden und ich habe darauf gelernt, dass ich immer, wenn es geht zum Stammtierarzt gehe, der dass Tier kennt und keine pauschalen Experimente veranstaltet.

WAS genau die Ursache war, dass er Sonntags so schlapp war, konnte man im nachgang nicht mehr sagen, aber Würmer waren es nicht.

Hier ist der junge Mann, der übrigens demnächst schon 6 Jahre jung wird.

Kater Dexter

Er hat übrigens auch nach der Kastration wirklich gelitten, was uns vermuten lässt, dass er von Natur aus sehr, sehr empfindlich ist, was Chemikalien angeht.

Seine Flohvorbeugung besteht in täglichem Kämmen und Bürsten und nur im äußersten Notfall aus einem leichten Anti-parasitenmittel, ohne viele Inhaltsstoffe. Und nein, ich verwende auch keine pflanzlichen Flohmittel. Never Change a running system 😉


Wir konnten also nun schonmal ausmachen, dass eine Katze die

noch mehr schläft und „herumliegt“ als sonst, vermutlich krank sein kann.

Im Hochsommer, sollten wir darauf achten ob dieses Verhalten sich ändert, wenn wir ihr Abkühlung / Schatten und Wassser verschaffen.

Wenn nein, Alarmsignal.

Die übliche Körpertemperatur bei Katzen ist wesentlich höher, als man erwartet, so dass dies kein adäquates Merkmal für „krank sein“ ist. Da ich keine fremden Quellen benutzen möchte, kann ich nur versuchen mich daran zu erinnern, aber eine Temperatur im Bereich von bis zu 39,9 Grad Celsius, können durchaus noch normal sein! Vor allem an heißen Tagen. Als Alleinstellungsmerkmal für Krankheit, gilt eine hohe Temperatur erst darüber.

Fieber bei Katzen hat im Prinzip die selben Folgen, wie bei uns Menschen und Bedarf dringender tierärztlicher Behandlung. Wadenwickel sollte man nicht in Erwägung ziehen.


Glänzendes Fell ohne sichtbare Schuppen, ölige Beläge und Parasiten

zeigen, dass die Katze sich gut pflegt und gesundheitlich dazu in der Lage ist.

Wenn eine Katze an starkem Übergewicht leidet, wird die Fähigkeit sich zu putzen aufhören, weil sie unbeweglich wird und krank.

Sogenanntes „stumpfes Fell“ ist ein Krankheitszeichen, oft bei inneren Erkrankungen wie Schilddrüsenproblemen, Leber- Und Nierenerkrankungen.


Woran erkennt man weiterhin, dass die Miez ein Problem hat?

Plötzliche Lethargie und Spielunlust

Der Fakt, dass sie plötzlich weniger spielt oder springt, obwohl sie das vor kurzem noch getan hat, wäre ein weiterer Punkt genauer hinzuschauen.

Vielleicht hat sie sich verletzt und will das nun nicht zeigen, kann aber auch nicht mehr so wild sein, wie sonst immer.

Katzen sind entgegen der landläufigen Meinung keine Einzeltiere, sondern Rudeltiere und wenn eine krank ist, wird in Katzenrudeln unter Umständen keine Rücksicht genommen, so dass Katzen dazu neigen, Krankheiten und Gebrechen so lange wie möglich gut zu verbergen.


Änderung der Fressgewohnheiten

Ich kann euch sagen, meine Bela war die Königin der Schauspieler. Ich weiss nciht WIE lange keiner! mitbekommen hat, dass sie krank ist. Aber es muss wirklich lange gegangen sein, bis ich merkte dass sie richtig krank ist.

Ich bemerkte es erst, als sie ununterbrochen sabberte. DA schaute ich zum ersten Mal sehr genau in ihr Maul, mit Hilfe einer zweiten Person, die sie halten musste und sah knallrotes Zahnfleisch.

Mein Tierarzt, damals, dachte an eine Krankheit die er „eosinophiles Granulom“ nannte, aber das erschien mir von den Symptomen her nicht passend.

Damals hatte ich schon Internet und ein gutes Katzenforum und so gab man mir den Hinweis auf eine Krankheit namens „FORL“. Diese Krankheit kannte mein Tierarzt gar nicht! Erst auf meine Intetion hin, informierte er sich und das sehr gut, so dass er mir auch sagen konnte, ich soll zum „haltet euch fest“ Katzenzahnarzt.

„Hehe, ein Katzenzahnarzt“, dachte ich mir. Ein verstohlener Blick auf den Kalender zeigte mir, dass es nicht der erste April war. Und der spätere Blick ins Internet zeigte zusätzlich „die gibt es tatsächlich“.

Nachdem sie bis dato, beinah aller zwei Wochen Kortisonspritzen bekam, weil der Tierarzt ja dachte, sie hätte diese Wucherungen im Zahnfleisch, gingen wir jetzt also zum Zahntierarzt, der sofort sah was wirklich Sache ist.. Eine Operation wurde zeitnah anberaumt und als ich meine Katze wieder holen konnte, waren 26 Zähne draußen.

Oder besser dass, was von ihnen noch übrig war.


Jetzt nutze ich doch mal eine Quelle:

Spezialistenwissen zum Thema FORL
Zähne der Katze unter Einfluss von FORL

Meine erste Frage, als mir die spärlichen Überreste der Zähne meiner Katze präsentiert wurden, war tatsächlich „aber hey, da fehlen ja die Fangzähne“ kann sie denn fressen, wenn die noch drin sind?

Er meinte, die lässt er drin, weil die Rangordnung der Katze leider Fangzähne benötigt.

Naja, Bela war eine reine Wohnungskatze ohne groß Konkurrenz und ich sagte vorher, er soll alles rausnehmen was ihr weh tut.

Mein Haustierarzt meinte dann, die fallen vermutlich von alleine raus, was sich über zehn Jahre hinzog und mir noch den ein oder anderen bösen Biss von ihr einbrachte, aber sie fielen tatsächlich im ganzen raus.

FORL bedeutet im Prinzip, dass sie die Zahnwurzeln auflösen IM Kiefer. Wir möchten uns nicht ausmalen, WIE weh das tut und wenn Eure Katze das hat, es lässt sich nicht stoppen, deswegen lasst alle Zähne entfernen die hinter den Reißzähnen sind, sie wird es danach deutlich besser haben.


Woran kann man noch erkennen, dass Miez heimlich leidet?

Schlechte Laune und zwar richtig schlechte Laune

Ist die Samtpfote plötzlich aggressiv und das ohne erkennbaren Grund, liegt meist etwas im Argen.

Das kann von Schmerzen jeder Art bis lebensbedrohliche Notfälle gehen.


Lautes Schreien und Verwirrungszustände

Katzen können unbemerkt Diabetiker geworden sein.

Katzen können Schlaganfälle und Epilepsie bekommen.

Nieren – und Blasenentzündungen können sie bekommen.

Die Liste der Krankheiten, ist fast genauso lang wie bei uns Menschen.

Auch hier sollte man zeitnah zum Tierarzt und über das Verhalten berichten.


vermehrtes Trinken

Bitte berücksichtigt, dass Katzen auch bei der Gabe von hochwertigen Nassfutter jeden Tag trinken müssen.

Man sollte im Schnitt mit um die 50 ml pro 1 kg Körpergewicht rechnen. Fressen sie Nassfutter, kann es entsprechend weniger sein. Wenn eine Katze ausschließlich Nassfutter frisst, kann es sein das sie fast gar nicht mehr den Wassernapf nutzt.

Idealerweise steht übrigens Das Futter WEIT WEG vom Katzenklo und der Wassernapf, am besten mehrere noch weiter weg.

Und ja, ich habe genug Beispiele vor Ort gesehen, wo Klo und Napf direkt beieinander standen. Fragt sich ob die Besitzer auch auf dem Klo essen..

Beobachtet ihr aber, das eure Katze nun deutlich mehr trinkt, bei gleich guter Nassfutterqualität, dann füttert ihr vielleicht zu viel Trockenfutter oder Leckerlie, oder sie hat ein Nierenproblem und muss umgehend zum Tierarzt.


Verweigerung des Futters, egal was man anbietet

meist „brüten“ Katzen, denen man es gar nicht recht machen kann, schon eine Krankheit aus..

Da es auch schwere, tödlich verlaufende und ansteckende Krankheiten bei Katzen gibt, sollte man in diesem Moment darauf hoffen, dass die Katze wenigstens ordentlich grundimmunisiert ist. Ansonsten ist völlige Fressunlust über einen längeren Zeitraum ein Alarmsignal

Manchmal kann es einfach eine kleine Magenverstimmung sein, weil sie Unrat gefressen hat.

Die nächste Wurmkur kann überfällig sein. Oder sie ist ernsthaft krank.

Dies erkennt man daran, wenn sie anfängt länger Zeit zu Erbrechen und Durchfall zu haben. Und dies auch trotz Schonkost und vielleicht Malzpaste und Heilerde nicht aufhört.

Bei uns ist es oft so, dass sie morgens nichts essen, weil ihnen ein Haarballen schon im Hals hängt, die zwei kleinen hassen Bürsten..

dann erbrechen sie und haben extrem Hunger und alles ist wieder gut. Manchmal kommt auch nur Gras, statt Fell zum Vorschein.

Was ganz ekelhaft ist, aber leider häufiger vorkommt als gedacht, vor allem bei Freigängern, die sich draußen ernähren, ist das

Erbrechen von Parasiten, sprich Würmern. Ich habe schon Kitten aus Wohnngen geholt, wo die Würmer zum Anus bereits raus krabbelten.

Die Leute, die massenhaft Katzen haben und nur auf Vermehrung aus sind, checken es bis heute nicht. Das die Mutterkatze bereits die Würmer mit der Muttermilch an die Kitten überträgt.

Ich habe dass wieder und wieder gesehen. Oft sagen die Leute, ja wir haben die Katze ja einmal entwurmt… leider vergessen viele, dass das Entwicklungsstadium von Parasiten eben NICHT nur der Wurm ist, sondern auch das Ei und die Larve…

Mal davon abgesehen, dass das hirnlose Vermehren von Katzen um damit Geld zu machen, immer massiv gegen das Wohl von Tieren ist, es gibt keinen erklärbaren, vernünftigen Grund dazu.

Und reich wird man, mit Hauskatzen auch nicht.. Allein die notwendigen ärztlichen Untersuchungen, sprengen fast jedes Budget, des Vermehrers..aber okay, dass wissen mittlerweile die meisten.

Plötzliche Stubenunreinheit ist oft ein Anzeichen für innere Probleme und Bauchschmerzen. da lohne es sich auf jeden Fall, erst einmal zum Tierarzt zu gehen.


Ich glaube, ich habe euch einen groben Überblick verschafft.

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Deathrow Prisoner

Hmmmmmmmm … who are we going to kill today?

„Lets punch through the wall and take a walk“

The deathrow prisoner Speck. Appearently no military force or special unit can stop him.

He comes and goes to our prison like it is a hotel suite.

„How embarressing!! We as the chief and commander of this town cant do anything against him… Damn this Speck! Is there no match for him?!“

Meanwhile he broke out again. It was the seventh time in two days.

The police dont even bother anymore to capture him, since he is coming back on his own. But how can the police react when he smashes the head of a civilian to the ground and rips his head off?

That freak is unstoppable! Bullets cant pierce him, kicks or punchs do even less, and trying to hold him in chains is suicide and he still breaks them like nothing.

Yesterday he went „shopping“ and broke every bone from the cashier. The wall was full of blood and he wrote „HA HA HA HA …PAID“ and after that, he came back to prison, took a piss and with his unwashed hands, he took a guards head and gave him treats to eat.

The guard refused and tried to shoot him but Speck punched a hole in his mouth and put the bag inside… And afterwards took a sleep back in his cell.

We already have tried every damn thing. Special bullets, gas, poison and even drowning. All got killed…the videos are brutal.

We expect some athlets to take him out but most of those martial arts and wrestling guys are useless idiots who cant see how unfair he fights because he wants to have fun.

A week ago, a boxer wanted to fight him. Speck stood behind him and said „Hello mr. Boxer“.

You have to know, Speck is two and a half meters high and probably the same size are his muscles while is agile and fast.

The boxer got intimidated but threw a punch. Unfortunatly no one, not even us counted with the coming surprise.

Speck took a hand granade which he stole from our police station, and rammed it up his throat. The boxer’s body got blown to pieces and blood filled the area. Everyone was shocked.

Except Speck… he was laughing and … started running towards us..

Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 1

Aktuell arbeite ich noch an meinem ersten Buch, welches unter dem Titel „Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet“ erscheinen soll. Es liegt noch ein kleiner Weg vor mir, aber es ist schon fast fertig. Ich überlege noch, ob ich selbst verlege oder verlegen lasse. Ich bin noch ein klein wenig planlos. Zumal mein eigenes Zeitmanagement ja immer von … Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 1 weiterlesen

Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 2

Nun ist es geboren. 😉 Und ich freue mich wirklich riesig, dass ich mich dazu durchgerungen habe, meine Gedanken auf Papier zu bringen und dass ich damit vielleicht auch dem ein oder anderen helfen kann. Für Alle, die es interessiert, gibt es hier mein Buch: Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet Ich schreibe darin über die Entstehung unserer … Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 2 weiterlesen

Wieso es keine Seelenlosen menschen geben kann

Diejenigen die sich mit Spiritualiät beschäftigen fragen sich sicherlich mal folgende Frage: „Wenn es beseelte Menschen gibt, so gibt es doch bestimmt auch unbeseelte Menschen auf dem Planeten?“ Um die Frage direkt zu beantworten, Nein. Es gibt keine unbeseelten Bioorganismen, denn das ist nicht möglich. Jedes Teil ist sich seiner Selbst bewusst und der Menschliche … Wieso es keine Seelenlosen menschen geben kann weiterlesen

Meine Katzen wünschen gute Nacht

Ich habe festgestellt das ich Bilder nur vom Handy aus in den Blog bekomme. Also hier ein paar gute Nacht Bilder. Mein 24/7 Freigänger schläft derzeit in meinem Schrott Corsa und er braucht wohl echt ein Haus mit Fenster:) Ich finde aber gerade kein Foto. Gute Nacht

Hallengeschrei

Ich möchte über eine Horrorszene sprechen, die sich eines Nachts abspielte und mich richtig ins Schwitzen brachte. Ich schlief nachts ein und stand in einem schmutzigen und blutüberfluteten langem Flur. Die Wände waren alt und voller Blutsymbole, ich habe nicht gefragt, worum es in dieser Szene ging. Es sah aus wie eine wirklich gut gemachte … Hallengeschrei weiterlesen

Haben Schaltjahre eine besondere, spirituelle Bedeutung

Deutschland gilt seit eh und je, auch in den Gedanken und Werken vieler Spirituell und Esoterisch oder auch einfach Philosophischer bewanderter Menschen als „spirituelle Wüste“ oder schlicht und ergreifend „nicht spirituell“.

Glaubt man den Statistiken im Internet, so ist weit über die Hälfte der Deutschen nicht mit Spiritualität oder den entsprechenden Untergruppen irgendwie vertraut.

Dies ist schon seit vielen Jahrzehnten so und wird sich wohl so schnell auch nicht ändern. Betrachtet man uns von außen, so haben wir auch von Haus aus, wenig Bezug zu Natur und Umwelt und die wenigsten wissen noch das Wurst von einem Tier kommt. Welches dafür geschlachtet wurde.

Ich lebe fast ohne Fernsehen, seit meiner Geburt an, aber diverse Stimmen des Volkes aus RTL und Co, sind auch bis zu mir durchgedrungen.

Also muss man sich auch nicht wundern, dass die Mehrzahl von uns vielleicht maximal ihr Horoskop liest, wenn sie denn überhaupt ihr Sternzeichen kennen. Wenn man dann erfolgreich sein Sternzeichen gegoogelt hat, scheitert es wohl bei fast allen am Aszendent. Was das dann sein soll, weiß keiner mehr.

Zurück zum sogenannten Schaltjahr. Dies ist, glaubt man den verschiedenen Lehren einmal ein Jahr, was glatt durch eins und ein andermal ein Jahr, was durch 4 und wieder ein anderes Mal ein Jahr welches aller 4 Jahre stattfindet.

Um zum Punkt zu kommen, wir haben lange uns ausführlich recherchiert um jetzt höchstens mal den Aufruf an professionelle Astrologen zu stellen „klärt uns auf“.

Fakt ist, dass von China bis Ägypten, alle Völker Angst vor Schaltjahren hatten und dahingehend Unglück fürchteten. Warum dies so ist, konnten wir nicht herausfinden.

Es gibt eine Bauernregel, die besagt ein „Schaltjahr, wird ein Kaltjahr“. Aber ich habe schon öfter mal gebloggt, nur weil es sich reimt, muss es noch lange nicht stimmen.

Weekend fun

It was a late afternoon.

I went to a club which had opened new and which seemed to be really good according to some people.

On arrival i noticed some fance cars and a red carped. What was going on ? Was it always like this?

I went in and a lot of people stood there to get a ticket inside. I guess i just came in time and got lucky.

Few „celebs“ were drinking and dancing there too.. It was a rather normal club atmosphere.

One guy was drunk as hell and puked all over himself and a few guests, they werent happy.

It had another two floors and the third was secured and only for „special people“ as the security told.

I saw a group of people which seemed to go to the third floor. I stood behind them and walked as if i was one of them. I just really wanted to see what was on the third floor.

But the guards stopped me.

„Wait youre that guy on the poster at the wall!“

Me ? N- No youve mistaken, thats my twin brother, his name is gofuckyourself – and i ran down to the first floor to the exit.

A guard rammed me off my way and i lost consciousness.

„Five – one, we got the motherfucker who stole money from us last weekend. Not so smart to come a second time to this place ha?“

I woke up in a chair and two police men stood with the guards. I saw how they bribed the two cops.

What happend after?

Well i lost my clothing and nearly few fingers… I cry’d myself out of it and only got big kick to my face.

Im alive, the money is still save.

Next week, ill try the club on the next street… They will have a mask party…

The dirty building

I was living abroad near the city. The rent was cheap here, but a lot of messy stuff was going on.

My apartment was on the eight floor and two rival gangs divided the area for themselves.

They „nicely“ asked everyone to pay money for their safety. Once they came up to me but i didnt open the door.. There was nothing they could do about it and i made sure to never come late.

These fuckers were only after eight o’clock in these dirty and piss stinking floors… Selling their crap and threatening people …

The police didnt dared to come in this area.. it was cut from the city due to so much crime that they couldnt afford being here.

Even when people jumped out of their window, the ambulance wasnt coming.

I dont even know how this building was still standing .. so much dirt on every corner, the walls were burned or damaged and the pillars which hold it, were already cracked.

This place really needed a makeover but no one bothered and neither had anyone the money to do so.

I was coming late .. I hoped that it wasnt already too late because the gangs always blocked the hallway and the none- working elevator.

It seemed alright i thought. I could even hear some police sirens…maybe it was because of them why everybody left ?

I run upstairs and even the junkies and screams were gone, this was the first time and a bit strange.

Was there up something big or did everyone run away ?

I got to my apartment and the floor was empty too. I opened my quite heavy metal door which was secured digitally on both sides.

I looked at the camera which i had secretly installed at the ceiling above the floor and watched the film.

Nothing happend .. No one was walking around and no sound was recorded either.

The lights went on and off but why was the floor empty ? That never happend before.

„knock KNOCK!!“ „knock KNOCK“- someone was hammering the door.

„What the hell? Why is nothing on camera? Is the camera broken?“

I got really nervous. „knock KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK“

I looked again in the camera, the lights went off. I took my needle baseball bat just to be sure and walked to the door.

First i watched at the door spy but it was dark.

„Who is there? And stop hammering my door i heard you!“ i said loud.

No answer..

„POLICE OPEN UP“

What ? The police? here ?

I opend the door and my heart nearly stopped…

There was no one and the floor was lighten up as always. „What the fuck is going on here?“ i asked myself.

I looked left and right and closed the door.

As soon as i turned my back towards the door, ive got a hit on my back and lost consciousness.

I woke up in the hospital and was handcuffed on the bed.

„Youre awake great. Youre under arrest of drugging the water supply with rat poison and LSD, appearently your plan didnt worked. Youve killed not only the people who lived in the same area but many in the city!“

Fuck… maybe that wasnt a good idea after all

SECRETS OF SUCCESS

Some motivation

My dears, are you alive or still dreaming?

Or are you living your dream?

Are you still working to make it come true or are you letting others determine for you what is good for you?

How do these questions sound in your ears? And in your soul?

If you are content to live mediocrely, is it really enough for you to get some alms from the state once a month and live well for one week and not the rest of the month?

Are you happy that child benefit and alimony FULL are credited to your alms, or do you not even notice that your children do not even get this money anymore, because you pay your bills with it!

What if it were different?

Seriously, astral travel and Lucide dreams and so on, spiritual things, are a beautiful escape from reality – but you still wake up every morning in this reality here and you have to live your life.

No matter how little you like it.

Have you already forgotten your dreams?

Which wishes can you actually fulfill for your children?

Only air and love are not enough in the long run. So what are you working on?

What do you create for your fellow man?

Do you help those who can’t help themselves and whom nobody listens to because they have no voice, or do you hide behind your displays and just complain?

Some of you complain about the fact that young people are making Tiktok videos and that this annoys you. But hey, you’ve obviously watched them.

I’m glad that the youth is getting creative. And a lot of videos of young people are very creative and get attention on the net.

Or is it just that you are disturbed by their success and your complaining only serves to distract from your own inactivity?

They say good things come to those who can wait, but they also say „nothing comes from nothing“.

And it’s even more aptly stated, „He who relies on others is relied upon“. Because you can’t seriously expect anyone to do your job for nothing in return.

My girlfriend, with whom I started this blog and facebook page over two years ago and who unfortunately died shortly after, she was in a wheelchair for life. Hardly able to walk more than a few steps, if at all.

In her short life, she has probably done more for others than could ever be made good.

I never once heard her „whine“ or „grumble“! And this although she unfortunately had no family support, nothing…

She will always remain SO in my memory as a fighter in a situation where many others would not have even started to fight at all. Especially people without any physical, severe handicaps.

Many of those I know of in this respect do nothing but complain and grumble. The best thing to do is to get upset about the community without whose help they would have been sitting on the street long ago.

But there’s a saying that when you’re at the bottom, you can only go up.

You want another one? Insight, is the first way to change.

So remember my questions from the beginning! And consider if there aren’t always ways and means to level up your life again!

And if you just start making funny videos and sweeten the day for others. One step always comes after the other!

But you have to take them alone. In the course of the way there are usually people who help you and who are happy to do so.

And suddenly you hear the dreams of your children and remember your own dreams and start to improve your whole life.

Good luck

Katja

SECRETS OF SUCCESS

Some motivation My dears, are you alive or still dreaming? Or are you living your dream? Are you still working to make it come true or are you letting others determine for you what is good for you? How do these questions sound in your ears? And in your soul? If you are content to … SECRETS OF SUCCESS weiterlesen

Scream halls

I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating. I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about. It looked like a really … Scream halls weiterlesen

WHAT IS – THE BIORHYTHM?

I must admit, I’m running extremely low on energy these days.

All I can get up to is looking after the kids and writing a few small blogs. I’m just not fit,

Funnily enough, I can even give you the cause of it.

My biorhythms are in the toilet on all three levels.

All almost all three divisions at an incredible minus 100%.

Great, but it doesn’t only paralyse me physically, but also emotionally and mentally. Nothing works anymore, so to speak.

The blog that I actually want to write, I just can’t get it done at the moment. I’ll put it off until later. At the moment I have to work on topics that I don’t have to stimulate my brain to write.

Fortunately, a phase in which everything is far below zero doesn’t last forever and is probably rather rare.

The biorhythm begins with our birth and ends with death.

In between, it oscillates in waves, up and down. Always stubbornly in the same rhythm.

It has three parts:

1- Physical rhythm, everything that affects our body. So endurance, power, strength – the physical condition in general.

The further our curve goes – and falls below zero, the more difficult it becomes for us to achieve maximum physical performance.

We get out of bed early in the morning with difficulty and could sleep directly again in the late afternoon. This would also be the healthiest for us in such phases.

2 – Emotional rhythm, everything that makes up our mental state.

On good days, we are balanced and not very irritable or moody, and here too, the further the curve sinks, the more our mood swings.

If it has reached the bottom, we feel as if from nowhere, mentally not so good anymore.

This is also known as the period between optimism and pessimism.

3 – Intellectual rhythm, which is currently also at minus 100% percent with me (like the others almost) and I notice this by typing almost every word wrong.

If you have an important exam to write and can set the date, you should take a look at your rhythm curve beforehand, if it is far below zero, it could be difficult.

The physical rhythm phase begins after birth and lasts 23 days.

In our picture here, the green curve.

We can already see that they are different.

The emotional phase lasts 28 days. Mental phase lasts 33 days.

If we want to know which phase we are going through, we can either pull out the calculator and somehow try to figure it out. But it’s easier to use one of the thousands of online calculators.

I, of course, would not be me if I were to claim something and not at least do a little research on how the whole thing came about

The biorhythm was first determined and documented by even two doctors! Orthodox doctors, one has to say.

 Berlin doctor Dr. Wilhelm Fließ (1858-1928)

The basis for this simple calculation was laid at the beginning of the 20th century by the Viennese psychologist Hermann Swoboda and the Berlin physician Wilhelm Fließ. Fliess believed that he had discovered consistent regularities in the medical records of his patients and initially formulated them in his period theory[1] They tried to discover a regularity behind the „good“ and „bad“ moments of a life.

Links to Wikipedia added.

Vienna professor and psychologist Hermann Swoboda (1873 – 1963)

In Die Perioden Swoboda describes the spontaneous periodic return of thoughts after 18 hours, 23 hours and after 23 days. He devotes an extensive chapter to the work of Fliess.

Swoboda said he knew nothing about Dr. Fliess, but published his findings in 1904 only after Fliess had finished.

 H. Swoboda: The periods of the human organism, Vienna,1904

 H. Swoboda: The Seven Year : Studies on the Temporal Law of Human Life, Vienna, 1917

Have a good day! Katja 🙂

Hateful lovers 🤣

Hello people, I want to talk about few people who have nothing better to do than hating other people for what they do. I think many will understand. The problem with these people is their small mind. They either have no experience in the field of which they hate, or they just dont like the … Hateful lovers 🤣 weiterlesen

was ist – der BIORHYTHMUS?

Ich gebe zu, derzeit laufe ich extrem auf „Sparflamme“. Alles wozu ich aufraffen kann, ist, mich um die Kinder zu kümmern und ein paar kleinere Blogs zu schreiben. Ich bin einfach mal, nicht fit, Witzigerweise, kann ich euch dafür sogar die Ursache nennen. Mein Biorhythmus ist auf allen drei Ebenen absolut im Keller. Alle fast … was ist – der BIORHYTHMUS? weiterlesen

Why its impossible to argument with idiots

Many might know this already how pointless it is to talk with dumb people.

Why is it that such people simply wont hear or pretend not to hear what you say?

Well the answer is rather simple..

Its their experience, their believes, their life and what theyve had and got from their parents.

Shortly said: they are unconscious.

You cant wake a dumb person when they got a fog of unconsciousness infront of their heads ..

It is just like in a dream, no one can hit you and scream at your face to finally recognise what is going on… well .. in a dream this is actually possible though..

The live of a person who cant hear the argument of a person who respects the words of the disrespecter, was and never will be bright shining.

Those lives are mostly filled with sadness and pain. And they try to cover it by showing how tough they are and how weak and dumb all the others seem to be.

Iam surrounded by idiots and this is the truth. My parents arent smart and they never were. They only tell us how bad we are and how stupid, but iam conscious.

Someone who is conscious will never be a victim of anything and there is no excuse.

Someone who cant hear the truth about their sad and angry lives is the real looser.

Why am i telling you this?

Because you got the hands over your live! Not any asshole-opinion or dumb sentence from anybody!

Better hold those strings tight and always stand your ground!

But be sure to loose the strings which cut your hands 😉

Scream halls

I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating.

I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about.

It looked like a really well done hospital horror scene.

The floor had no doors … only few lights were hanging above..

I started to walk and my footsteps were loud and as i walked further, ive felt a big bad energy coming my way.

After walking maybe fifteen feet, i saw something down the floor which came screaming at me.

That thing had no arms nor face, it was cut in half and walked slowly screaming at me, while it was covered in blood.

Now … do you know the type of movies were a scream of a monster is more terrifying than itself?

This was the case here.

It looked ugly, dont get me wrong – but the loud and ugly scream was scarrier.

I knew that it would attack me, so ive said to myself than it will pass right through me, without ever noticing me.

And it did pass trough, it was nothing.

I wasnt scared because ive had a lot of such moments in conscious and unconscious dreams.

After that thing passed trough me, i walked further down the floor and saw the next thing coming up.

It was a giant three headed dog with .. alot of wounds .. one face was in front, the second face was in the middle, and the third was at its tail which was cut off.

To be honest i didnt knew which side was the front, but i knew that this thing actually could snatch me if i wont get out of there soon.

The reason it could touch me was because i got a little scared and i was unconscious in this state.

This fucking dog was running sideways at me and it had three tongs which were cut in three pieces.

It looked really bad… have you ever seen a fucking zombie dog running at you sideways with full speed and screaming louder than the ugly freak two seconds ago?

I switched above the scene and the body down there was ignored …the dog passed through.

Why did it not attack?

As i got back and walked further down the floor, i looked back just to note, that the half cut being and the dog merged into one – giant four legged piece of monster which had two bloody eyes and was staring right at me…

Ive got really scared..not because of that thing, but from the momentum how it looked at me.

It started to run like the girl from the movie „The Exorzist“ on all four legs while climbing around the floor…

Ive had enough of the scene… i wanted to just sleep but NO, i must stay somewhere bloody and get chased by a four legged cunt dog 🤣

Freedom

How would it be if we dont need to do anything anymore? Not getting bothered by something nor anyone? Not constantly to maintain something? Not to look at your body and be depressed ? Not to constantly think some useless bullshit which twists your head? Not to worry about anything or anyone? Just .. be … Freedom weiterlesen

Kann man Katzen erziehen?

Diese Frage höre ich öfter und seit viele Leute wissen, das mein Sohn nun auch ausgelernter Tierpfleger mit immerhin schon einigen Jahren Katzen- und Hundeerfahrung ist, noch öfter. Ich habe die Erfahrung gemacht, dass man Katzen eher nicht erziehen kann, aber mit ihnen den Kompromiss eingehen kann, dass sie die Sachen – die man nicht … Kann man Katzen erziehen? weiterlesen

A demons playground

Hey everyone, I want to talk about things, which i learn from my constant repeating dreams, about many things in those worlds. One of those things is the behaviour of „demons“, ghosts or lets say negative entity’s. How do they behave and what kind of goal do they have? Well..ive understood that these beings like … A demons playground weiterlesen

Feelings and our mind

Is it true that suppressing feelings is bad for your health? And what does it really to you? Well the answer is… it depends on the individual how much „damage“ it does. Everything we do is often depended on feelings. So what does happen to person who suppresses feelings? First nothing happens and everything is … Feelings and our mind weiterlesen

Hateful lovers 🤣

Hello people,

I want to talk about few people who have nothing better to do than hating other people for what they do.

I think many will understand.

The problem with these people is their small mind.

They either have no experience in the field of which they hate, or they just dont like the person.

Often it is because this sort of mind is simply stupid and it hasnt done any research or anything else. It just hates its own life often and intends to point the negativity towards others, simply because they are weak.

They intend to buzz the red button before the show has even started unfortunatly.

These people will appear like rats from the shadows when you start to become successful, but only in the internet and behind your back.

None of them will ever say what they say in front of your face because some of them know, that it is just stupid.

Mostly their argumentations end with swearings or hate speaches and loud mouthings.

How can you beat these idiots?

Just ignore them and laugh as long as they hold their distance but…

(…If they ever should come to a „kissing range“ at your face, be sure to hit them so hard into their organs, that they consider it as their first spiritual lesson!

Only idiots will learn with punches..

Have a good day 😄

The ufo inside the mountain

My dream last night was very interesting. I was searching something … a ship, probably my ship. The place where i live has many mountains and inside the dream, colours appeared very strong and my parents were stupid as always – yelling about useless stuff. I didnt cared about any of them and flew near … The ufo inside the mountain weiterlesen

Short horror

Ive had another nightmare ..

Ive stood few steps away from my house with few people, but i noticed them after i got a little conscious in my dream.

They looked a bit crazy and dumb to be honest because they all were doing weird head movements.

So i went a step forth and asked what they were doing.

Two girls and a guy were shaking their heads left and right while saying „YOu Wont get me“, while the nose of one girl started to bleed.

Didnt they noticed me at all?

They didnt anwered my questions either.. but looked away.

I stood there and was a bit shocked what was going on.

It was a „dare or death“ – game instead „do or dare“.

They called several monsters from other realms to themselves which either were good or really bad.

Whenever someone closed their eyes and said loudly „you wont get me“, while shaking their head back and forth or left and right, these beings appeared and started to harm them.

The first girl who did it got nose bleedings.

The second girl got nose and eye bleedings and her hair got pulled out.

The guy who did it, got his head directly ripped of his shoulders .

… the girls were laughing.

I tried it myself, not because i wanted to be killed but because i knew unconsciously that i cant be killed, and saw how this stuff happend.

A big black hole appeared in the air and it either spits out monsters or it takes YOU!

It tried to get me but suddenly it was just a black garbage bag. But it was conscious and started to wrap itself around me but i wanted to go with it, just to see what was on the other side.

It did let go and now started to run away from me and suddenly the scene changed again.

I stood again near my house and now, a depp and dark tunnel with steps appeared in front of me.

That place was contaminated with evil energy, i was shaking and when i didnt wanted to enter because i didnt knew it was just a dream anymore, few monsters appeared inside it

They just stared at me with a really big smile…

It scared the hell out of me and i woke up..

It wasnt scary at all i thought, but when youre not conscious about your situation, it WILL get scary.

WHAT IS – TRANSCENDENCE?

In short, „that, which is beyond the tangible“. It could be enough of an explanation, but I want to go into more detail.  The essence of „God“ of the original source and sources (yes, there are many“ is transcendent. Our soul is transcendent. Consciousness is transcendent. Do you notice anything? Transcendence is the „intangible“ something, … WHAT IS – TRANSCENDENCE? weiterlesen

Freedom

How would it be if we dont need to do anything anymore?

Not getting bothered by something nor anyone?

Not constantly to maintain something?

Not to look at your body and be depressed ?

Not to constantly think some useless bullshit which twists your head?

Not to worry about anything or anyone?

Just .. be .. … and do whatever you want and like, without getting bothered by any body function or your annoying neighbour..

How many are pissed about their existence but not because their life is bad, but because they just cant stand anything what is offered with it?

I think there are many.. ive never liked being a fucking human.. it bothered me before i even incarnated here .. if knew that this wouldnt be good

All this useless and dumb activity’s and conversations.. and some of the activity is not even possible because of a fucking wall or border or money gap…its annoying..

And yet im here, writing this and knowing that i might have a final task before WE leave, otherwise i would be long gone.

I really fucking hate this existence of a human, even if i understand the beauty of life and all what is about… but i personally still dont like it.. there is A LOT MORE and A LOT BETTER PLACES than this.

My inner feeling and memory tells me more about this cursed planet and faked free will than anything else.

Once you got to a certain point with certain „enlightenments“ from your „past“ incarnations, you will not give damn anymore about any of this planets bullshit.

… i should try to relax..

Sorry for my language my dear self 🤣

Have a good day xD

Was ist – EGO?

Wir müssen gar nicht unser EGO töten, nur das falsche EGO erkennen und das überwinden.

Dream tests #1 – Fear

I woke up very scared today and didnt understood why. I was sweating really bad too but it wasnt actually so warm the night before. I was flying few meters above my body and stood in the air, my room was definetly the same, nothing was replaced or moved. I started unconsciously to deform my … Dream tests #1 – Fear weiterlesen

Our bad „karma“

Currently me and my wife live worlds apart from each other… Its real pain Since corona came up, we started to write books based on our experience and become more efficient with understanding the plattforms then ever. The problem is still that we are not together.. She lives in germany and myself sits in russia … Our bad „karma“ weiterlesen

A demons playground

Hey everyone,

I want to talk about things, which i learn from my constant repeating dreams, about many things in those worlds.

One of those things is the behaviour of „demons“, ghosts or lets say negative entity’s.

How do they behave and what kind of goal do they have?

Well..ive understood that these beings like energy.. They love it and specially sexual – aggressive and pain energy.

They dont like to scare the dreamer because otherwise he/she will wake up and the energy feast will be gone.

Instead they try to create a playscene from your dream. This means they mix themselves in the dream and let it look like it was your dream which came from your mind.

Not many of such beings are smart, but theyre not dumb enough either.. Of course there are many variations in the intellectual perspectives but mostly they know what they do.. like an animal which hunts the prey.

So they dock into your dream and may change the plot. For example: If you dream about a beautiful place where you just walk and have fun, they can build a door or scene which appear in your area – and when you open the door, the scene changes to the interests of the being.

This means, if you like sex, you will see a sex scene. If you like death, you will see death.

If you like cakes and fun, you will NOT get it because evil beings only can take disturbed energy! Maybe youll see a cakewoman who wants .. …, but you understand what i mean now.

It all depends in your interest and what the being knows or feels about you.

They can read the magnetical field around your physical body and use the thoughts coming from the outside into your head, as their needed info to build the trap.

They cant read your mind, but as we all know, information is only received, not thought from us. The functions of the body only read it out loud for you what is around your field. This is why some beings can read you without even looking at you like cats sometimes.

All anybody needs to „maybe“ know about you, is shown in your magnetic field and this counts for everybody.

The energy these beings consume, is like a feast of emotions to them and they love it. The cost you have to pay in the morning is a big energy loss and feeling completely sucked out. Of course this doesnt mean that you always got fucked by a horny ghost, but you can consider it! xD

Dreams about pain appear often when you expect it and move unconsciously around in your dream. The beings use it and set a trap of letting you think, that a coming situation will hurt, while they mix themselves again within the scene and eat your energy.

This all can only be done when YOU let it happen because of your unconscious movements, but even THAT can be trained to counter such things.

If you want to know more about all this, you should take a good look in our book 🧘‍♂️

See-ya all later

Feelings and our mind

Is it true that suppressing feelings is bad for your health? And what does it really to you?

Well the answer is… it depends on the individual how much „damage“ it does.

Everything we do is often depended on feelings.

So what does happen to person who suppresses feelings?

First nothing happens and everything is as usual.. but when is gets triggered through a certain thing like music or words or whatever, it nearly explodes ..

Making decisions without any feelings still, should be considered in court or special cases. When a judge would decide by feelings, many would be screwed but today we talk about the other side!

So how much it erupts, depends again on the person.

As well it depends on the feeling. When you suppress anger, it will build up and up until you „kill“ somebody or punch him/her/it so hard, that your fist together with the face of the aggrevator breaks.

To suppress feelings is easy and we all do it until it gets triggered and released.

The damage isnt physically but mentally and it can lead to depression and lower body functions because of the depression.

Your body doesnt give a damn, but when you cut the energy supply and movement, the body will start to react.

If screaming your lungs out helps you, Scream!

If hitting a punching bag helps you, Punch!

If crying helps you, cry and smile afterwards!

Shortly said: supressing feelings isnt good at all and it can lead to serious mental and phyiscal problems. Dealing with them and talking does way more to your health and when you cry, well fuck it!

Crying is a release too! So dont be ashamed, the strong will not show any feelings which is mostly mistaken by men as „cool“ or being tough.

Its bullshit.. a men who cant stand to his own feelings is the real weakling, this doesnt mean that not showing any feeling makes someone weak or strong.

Sometimes there isnt any feeling to show 😄

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My writing Talent ( Katja) is,

I only write what I receive from the depth of my soul and may put it down on paper. Because I know that only then I can reach people and give them hope and trust.

Q&A

  1. What is the most emotional topic you can argue about?

Oh, there are many. Beginning with Abortion, ended with assisted suicide.

You may know, I’m able to communicate with deceased people. It brings a new light to the whole thing. which many don’t understand.

2. When was the last time you ate a shit sandwich?

Oh, As a German i have to ask, means a shit sandwich, a shit sandwich – to eat?. Or something, what went disturbing wrong?

For Food – i dont remember. For a Fact, something went wrong in my live.. which isnt that long ago. But the effects will be with me for a long time.

3. If you feel like doing something good for yourself, what would it be?

Sometimes, i really need Silence. Silence and nobody around me. In this moments, i go for a Walk into the Wood or the Hills. Luckily i have this all behind my village.


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  2. Display the Penable award logo (above) on your post and follow Penable if you haven’t already
  3. Thank the person that nominated you
  4. Tell us what your writing talent is
  5. Answer three questions that you have been asked
  6. Nominate three inspiring people for this award
  7. Let them know of their nomination
  8. Give them three new questions to answer
  9. If you receive this award 5 times, you will become an author of some of the posts on Penable

MY NOMINEES:

  1. I really love the Blog and the Art of writing from Andreas „the Happy Hermit“ . He lives the live i want to live, sometimes and he show us his world. And this with a great sense of humor.

Check out his blog: https://andreasmoser.blog/


2. The next Person i want to nominate, is Jürgen from the incredible German Blog, named: Linsenfutter

Check out his amazing Photographs: https://linsenfutter.wordpress.com/


3. Number 3 is Mr. Pit, a German Expat, which is living in Texas and show us his live there and the amazing Animals, which are living there.

Check out his great Blog here: https://pitsfritztownnews.wordpress.com/


MY QUESTIONS TO MY NOMINEES:

  1. Are you living the life you’ve always wanted?

2. If you were God Almighty one day, what would you do?

3. Dog or Cat? Which one would you choose?