Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you!
It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and you will have the greatest gift to witness this godly moment“ – Bullshit…. Seriously .. this isnt going to happen! It never will happen because there are too many things that work against knowledge and consciousness! I dont even talk about earth but even the afterlife is dooming you, if you should listen to anybody besides yourself.
The global system from all its dimensions, is a huge trap itself. You loose your memory when you enter, you engage in so much bullshit that you dont know what to think anymore, than you run into another trap and the life and death cycle begins again because you were to stupid to see the game above you.
1. No one is your friend! No soul guide’s, no higher realm beings, no fcking entity from another universe! But they will tell you stories and tales to manipulate you later on, specially when youre in the light tunnels after death. Dont ever fucking listen to them!
2. The matrix is a high level construct that changes energy to benefit those who understood it. This means, if you know how to move energy from souls, you can use it for yourselves benefit to fuel ships or whatever. This is a high level money game for selfish reasons but the trade isnt money, its energy.
3. Dont get distracted by fragments of the worlds history. No one can find out what really happend because its made that way! It is for you to stay busy and never ask why the hell you’re here.
4. You dont have a damn mission on this planet! Your mission is to realise in what position youre in! To remember what the hell happend to you and how you can get the fuck out of all the layers of the universe – of all traps and tricks. Everyone who tells you otherwise, doenst know or is brain washed.
5. No light and love! That doesnt exist as you might think it does, or how it is told to be. The only real love you can experience is, when you get out of here and see the giant bubble of ingame structure infront of you! Real love is beyong all the universes and the „love“ or lets say fake ray you experience in the light tunnels, are traps to ensure you walk towards it.
6. Stay always VERY VERY SHARP AND THINK CONSCIOUSLY! All other thoughts are autopilot and exist to either steal energy constantly and to let you stay busy and imprisoned.
The last step is to realise that all those dummies who call themselves „woke“, arent even a bit awake.. You dont need to prove the point to anybody, 99% wont get it!
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Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there.
It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on a small staircase, coming down the street. It was a woman and she smiled as i approached her.
I said hi and asked to tell me where i was, but she didnt said anything except smiling and telling me „Come on, theres a party in my house, we talk there“. She was walking forth and i was caucious and for whatever reason i told her „Before we go, look into my eyes for a second, i have to check you quickly“.
She came in front of me and i looked sharply in her eyes. It was like she knew what i was doing and as i did the trick, i understood why i did it. I was checking if she was human, monster or alien and within two seconds, she was loosing consciousness and started to shake while i watched her. She was a human and nothing unusual was within her body, so i trusted her and we walked as if nothing had happend.
We went a few meters and her house was right next to the street from which we were walking. I just went inside and three other girls and a guy stood inside of it. One guy and a girl left, so i stood there with the others and they introduced themselves but i dont remember their names ..i think one was Lucy and the other girl was Alice but before they finished, the girl asked me what my name was.
I told them, that „the dimension from where i came, they called me „Arslan“, but from myself, i dont prefer any names and lets leave it like that“. They smiled and said „Alright than youre the nameless“. I was okay with that. After that we started to talk and i was wondering which kind of physics and rules were applied to this dimension. But before i asked, i noticed that the house was odly dark and only a few LED-lights were burning on few corners. Neither was there a party.
I stood up and asked to do the glaring trick but the others started running upstairs and i wasnt sure why. They told me to stay downstairs and wait until its over. I wasnt sure what was happening but i wasnt affraid. They did let me do the glare before leaving and none of them were other things than humans. I still walked behind them, i just wanted to see what would happen.
They were running and running upstairs and on each floor, somebody stood still and didnt moved, telling the one to not move until its over. This continued to the third floor and higher, until we stood with a bunch of people on the top of the building.
I saw now what was going on. They told me that they had to face a horde of burning demons every night and that many died because of it. But i was rather surprised because when i looked across the street, everyone was … gone. But the lights were brightly on every corner of the town and the top of every building seemed burned. I wondered why it was always the top but i was going to know shortly.
The people gathered on top, were actually some random people and some were from games i played when i was a kid. They seemed real xD. A few moments later i heard a loud screaming noise coming out from a violett portal.
This noise was caused by burning, one eyed bats which started burning down the entire building. The people started to fight but it was pointless because these bats were just fire. Once inside the flames, everything was reduced to ashes and this explained why the heaven was full of an orange/red fog.
Not all died, but the figures which i knew did. The girls from earlier survived and the portal closed. I stood there, just watching and than i fly’d a bit up and caused the building to collapse to both sided. It was completely burned and soon after i just left, flying around a bit and noticing, that even these people didnt knew the fact that they were souls and not humans…
The reason i didnt died there, was because i was fully aware of myself and my situation.
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I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad.
I had researched and written for over two hours and, contrary to my habit, this time of all times I hadn’t written on paper but in the Blog. That means I start all over again.
So, here is the second version of my blog. And a warning for all bloggers, don’t rely on the fact that what is shown as saved is really saved. WP clearly proved me wrong today. Soon I will host the whole thing myself.
So now let’s start over again.
Interval fasting part four, a review
A small review into the nourishing habits of earlier humans and why for these interval chamfered was normal, but nevertheless an involuntary exception.
As we already learned at school, the Stone Age people were first probably collectors. That means, they ate what they found in nature. Do fruits grow all year round?
No, if they didn’t find anything and didn’t think of stocking up, there was nothing, if nothing grew or nothing was edible.
How did Stone Age people actually find out what was edible and what was not? Perhaps they observed the animals and what they ate without dying was edible. Maybe there were tasters, who knows.
Fasting in the cradle of mankind 7 million years ago, in Africa
At the origins of mankind, we know that the weather and vegetation were quite inhospitable.
It is known that people were constantly busy to survive. So they ate what they found. If there was no fruit, they ate grass or even tree bark in an emergency. But one can assume that they ate simply everything that seemed to be edible.
That means in reverse, they found nothing, no idea, maybe they ate themselves to survive. But presumably they had also at that time already really long chamfering phases. Involuntarily.
One can also assume that milk, eggs and processed products like bread were simply completely unknown.
Since these people, neither fire, nor tools had or even knew.
In principle, the first humans or human ancestors were collectors who ate everything they could get.
Their only goal was to survive. But they were neither blind nor stupid, and were probably pretty good at one thing.
So of course they saw what the animals they were observing did, they hunted and killed their prey before eating it.
So what could be more obvious than to do the same? The first hunters emerged. Especially since people quickly noticed that meat had much more nutritional value than tree bark…
So they had looked at what the animals do following their instincts and started to do the same. Hunting and catching animals.
The beginnings of hunting were clumsy and not yet specialized. It was also quickly realized that this required the fastest and strongest members of the community.
The gender roles were born. Pregnant women, nursing mothers, sick and weak people suddenly had different tasks than those who were able to hunt.
People began to organize and specialize. Nevertheless, if nothing was found, one had to fast.
One can assume due to the weather that these chamfering periods were quite very long. On the other hand these humans could move on simply in periods of drought, since they were not settled and open so new sources of food.
Humans had found fire also after a few million years and knew quite fast to use fire.
For about 700000 years he has also been able to light the fire himself, making it easier to catch animals and prepare food. 2 million years earlier, he was still dependent on preventing found fire from going out. But even then they could keep their burrows warm and roast meat and fruits over the fire.
They had probably already recognized that collecting and hunting alone is not enough, but that one must also build up stocks in order to always have food. There are archaeological reports according to which one knows that whole peoples had to fast, when the supplies were simply rotten, because one could not decide before to use them up.
We can infer now however from the fact that freiwilliges chamfered probably rather NO component of the everyday life was, but always only from the emergency out was carried out!
Which means for us that we cannot use it unfortunately as statement that THIS represents the original nourishing form.
Regardless of this, I will nevertheless deal with it further in detail. Since I and many others with interval chamfered make very good experiences.
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Heute mal, da mein Intervallfasten andauert und ich noch keine nennenswerten Fortschritte erzählen kann, nach gerade mal 3 Wochen – wieder damit angefangen – heute ein kleiner Einblick in die sogenannte Kalorien- oder Abnehmfallen. Machen wir es ganz einfach und reden mal drüber, wo sich die meisten Kalorien…
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Einen wunderschönen Sonntag, meine lieben Leser. Am 16. August 2020 hatte ich meine absolute negativ Form, körperlicherseits. Wie schon erwähnt, dass war so eine miese Kombination aus Nachwirkungen meiner Op und Coronalockdown, und so beschloss ich, mein Intervallfasten, was ich bis vor der Op über zwei Jahre schon…
I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange.
The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a door which was only possible to open by voice.
The instructors came in … there was only one and she had white clothes and a mask over her nose.
She started screaming that every hour one kid had to be killed or all would die. She than mentioned that weapons of all kind will be placed to help the execution and left the room.
Some of those kids were merely 8 to 10 years old and had no idea what that meant. They all started to cry and help each other somehow to stop.
A red timer appeared on the wall .. „3:00, 2:59, 2:58, 2:57..“ the clock was ticking ..
„And remember kids, only one will survive, no food or else until you havent killed all of them!“ Said a womans computer voice on the ceiling.
The kids still cry’d and some started to randomly attack each other and bite.
Knifes, scissors and a small axe came up from the underground.
I was 11 years when it happend and it still is fun when i think about it.
I run to the axe and waited in the corner, not knowing what would happen when the timer hits zero.
The others bashed their heads, cut themselves or just randomly went insane and attacked everybody. In the first 3 minutes, half were injured and 10 kids were dead and their corpses were still moving. It was very strange i thought. I expected blood to come out inside that massacer but … all i saw was green liquid.
One of them ran into me, holding a knife and wanting to kill me. I ran away with the axe … i couldnt kill it.
As i tried to tell „HEY STOP IT! EVERYTHING WILL BE OK!“ He still ran.
I stopped and waited for him and was ready to chop his head off.
Suddenly a voice „ALL T-17’s STOP“
And all the kids stopped. Only me and one other was looking scared and shocked.
The woman and a guy walked in. „Kill them all NOW! These are robots and were under a war, if you cant kill them, we will kill you!“
… „I see..“ And rammed the axe into the head of the T-17 cyborg.
„Your childhood was fucked up man ..“ said Set.
„And now were fighting off some even more fucked up robot planets which obliterated earth …“ i said..
The humans shot down a ship which was a peace symbol without asking and the robo’s replied with a super nuclear beam which… blew away everything on earths surface.
The blast was incinerated with the suns power. These robo planets had material which withstood and even held pure solar power. In connection with atom bombs and a quantum particle accellerator it amplified the power over 19.000 times.
Dont ask me what kind of might THAT canon got .. We are still fighting and currently try to programme the weapon to our side.
These robots are extremely intelligent … They dont use any troops or army’s … They just built weapons and blow us up before we can train any troops..
Is there any hope?
Not even nuclear weapons work against their „Solatarum – Wall“ That damn material is the heaviest and hardest metal we currently know. Somehow the robots managed to nullify the heavyness and increase the density.
If this goes on… the entire universe will be wiped out by them..
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Just in case you feel like we do and you just hate this planet, here are a few useful mental disorders you can adopt to survive.
intentional loss of reality
believe into anything that sounds good believe whatever you want everything else is of course bullshit
acute forget, if it is useful
if somebody want to tell you something, what you have said or done before, say you dont remember. He must be mistaking.
If he negiate, say it again. The more you repeat, the more it makes impact. At one point, he believe you are right.
Just in case, he will also start to repeat his statements, close your ears and start to sing, or talk about something else. Or start to eat some cookes. Loud Cookies.
Most people don’t realize when a conversation is over, so turn around and walk away. Or don’t answer anymore. That should help.
A good way to escape every conversation is just say nothing at all. And if i say nothing, i mean nothing! Not one word, all the time.
to remain silent the whole time, however, requires a lot of self-discipline and succeeds only experienced misanthropists.
My love is called it, „the toasted bread style“. Because some he know very well used to play this game, if he want to tell them something, they just dont want to hear or know.
It means, open your eyes as wide as its possible and play pretend to be massively amazed. corresponding sounds and gestures underpin the whole thing. if the person opposite you is not impressed, scratch your head and start yawning demonstratively.
If its not enough if you act like this, :
start laughing at them
the full range of grins for laughs will make them feel stupid to themselves and stop talking to you.
but be careful about the fine line between, they feel a little stupid while talking to you and they get angry about you.
If you start feeling, you cross that fine line and maybe now they want to beat you… run.
okay, maybe thats the point of the return to your mindfulness?
If you think, i was joking, sorry. The way i told you, you should behave, it exactly the way many people i know or we know act, if we want to tell them something whats could be important for them to know. But what they do? Read again.
Did they think its the right way? And wonder why if we never talk to them again.
Dont misunderstand us, we dont really hate mankind, but if we have enough of theire way of behave, its very close to become an hater.
In German we used to say : destroy it before it destroy you.
But the real problem is. if your are an high empathic person – it definately destroys you, even before you realised it was like this.
so better stay awarned and dont let people to close into your private zone.
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All tests were done from the view of spiritual energy flow and how it attacks the body.
Our smartphones and computers are special designs to dull our heads and specially our pineal gland with the help of phone radiation.
A smartphone has a square design which gets pin pointed to our face and in the best case, to our forehead when it gets held down while looking at it.
Iam very sure, that a smartphone radiates with more than 3 waves to dull our head. I will later explain why it dulls!
1. Internet Waves
2. Radio Waves
3. Directed Display Energy Wave
We all know the very first and second waves and i want to spare time explaining them.
So i will jump straight to the third!
The directed energy waves are created through something that we cant explain yet. Energetically, its a mix that responds trough the internet and is transferred via phone display, to our brain.
The energy wave activates when you enter the internet and start to look at the phone for quite a time.
The people who are placed under this radiation feel a strong tightness between their eyes. It feels like a pushing hand to the forehead and causes eye pain, aswell headaches and several other body dysfunctions such as: low energy feeling, tiredness, increased pain of any kind AND a very strong feeling to get the phone back to the face! Because the brain will cause a feeling of addiction like heroin patients!
Our client is used to 10-15+ hours daily in front of a display and this is continued over 5 years.
The client feels insane stress, anxiety and a feeling of terror when he cant use the phone! He as well unlearns the movement in real life and looses himself in the internet. This means they loose the urge to do anything in life because they dont know better.
*Note that the upper information is described from our client himself!
And before we forget it, the waves cause a dull- capsulating feeling inside the middle point of the brain. It will feel like a blood rush inside the head which gets bigger and bigger. This may cause cell damage inside the brain!
Note as well that this research is a selfmade program to test radiation.
Whatever the WHO tells you, they lie! And they dont add some info!
*Special info: Underground buildings and constructions are far safer from radiation than on the surface! This is due to the overall radiation which hits people negatively even though they might dont have any phone or else! Negative energy rises fast and it hits our magnetic field which disturbs even the kindest soul. However it is possible to block it!
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Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly.
It is really like that. I see that even in my closest circle of friends. And that could really frustrate me, or does it already? It is well known that my opinion always has to be the same as the opinion of those around me in order to be recognized.
Well then, let’s not give a damn about recognition and being considered an outsider was the role we were born into.
So, but how can it be that my opinion is different from the opinions of others and why should I really, honestly not care?
The general / universal consciousness of humanity is different, while some people know that they have been reincarnated umpteen times and still know a large part of the lives and deaths.
There are very many (unfortunately in the German area too many) which dont even „know“ that it is not all over after death.
This is due to many reasons, starting with the level of consciousness on which they are, ending with their own personal soul plan.
Why do many not know this? Because it is intentionally concealed.
Just keep realizing that the key to our EXISTENCE is not to do meaningless things day after day, but start asking yourself about the SENSE of your existence.
If your existence had no meaning, then you would not be here!
The moment you begin to become truly aware of your whole BEING, you will find that ALL, really ALL discussions are only meant to keep you from your true calling.
Please do not get involved. Stop the spiral of thoughts and start to become aware of the magnificence of your life and how much you are actually able to give.
Come to your true greatness and discover the spark of divinity within you!
We are all from the same divine source and there is no reason to hate or judge us no matter who we are, what we think or do.
Hate can never and never will win, for for everyone who sows bad karma now, the next round goes straight into an incarnation that will be even worse than the one before. Because we take care of it ourselves,
We could achieve the ultimate freedom, but for that we have to be fully aware and understand ourselves, really understand, that we create the rules of this life ourselves!
More about it in our big book, as well as in all other books!
Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]
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A quick blog about what house-apartment cats need.
First of all, an apartment cat alone, almost always feels lonely and should get either free passage or a comrade with 4 paws if possible.
In other words, individual keeping is neither species-appropriate nor animal-friendly, unless the cat is already 12 years old and knows it no other way, since it could be that a new comrade is completely ignored or hostile.
I prefer in the case that to get two little cats, who know each other and play with each other and the old cats at best reach to the cinema, i.e. leave them as much as possible alone.
This way, she does not feel lonely, but also not severely overworked and annoyed and also threatens to develop less behavioral disorders due to loneliness.
What basic equipment do I need for „two“ cats?
First of all, I should know that windows never! may be tipped when my cats are alone. And also that with tilted windows no curtains tempt you to climb up.
Even in my presence, it can happen that I am not in the room, the cat climbs up the curtain and slips into the tilted window.
— Tilt window syndrome is called when a cat is stuck in the slant.
Wide open windows tempt you to go out and fall down or even jump down..
Balconies or terraces offer the same danger potential and must be well secured.
Thin plastic nets are really not enough. I know of a case where a cat has even fallen twice from the tenth floor. And the second time, then didn’t go well at all.
When I have secured all the sources of danger that lead outside, I have to remember that it often happens that cats want to escape through the front door, especially when they are uncastrated and the call of freedom resounds…
I have already had significantly more than one cat between legs and front door .. They remember that for a while, but once the headaches are forgotten, they try it again.
That is why castration is important as early as possible.
I need for each cat its own cat klo PLUS another as an alternative. At Katzenklos you can also have quiet the two variants stand, once with hood, once without.
Cat cloisters should always be in the quietest corners, where there is no through traffic. We are also closing the door.
If cats are disturbed on the toilet, also by other cats, there is a risk of uncleanliness.
I have already seen a second cat sitting ON the toilet and knocking the one who was about to do their business on their head, through the opening.
The cat inside, was then no longer willing to use this toilet. Understandably, but if there is no alternative, where does the cat go? No matter where you 😉 😉
Having worked as an animal welfare worker for a long time, I have seen the most repulsive examples in private households. Unfortunately, many people believe a cat clone with 3 cm litter in it is enough.
And make it fresh once a week. You see something like this all the time and when children live in such households, they also feel directly sorry….
Every cat wants its own food bowls. One for wet food and one for any given dry food.
I blog about it another time. These bowls should also be made fresh every day. Ahem, to be washed off, I mean.
In principle, if you have fed the cats fresh and they do not devour everything immediately, you should leave the bowl standing, because cats are appetizers and not like dogs, eat everything at once.
In summer you should make sure that no flies come and lay their eggs on them!
Water bowls, is generally enough a large one for two cats. The water should be changed daily and the shell washed off.
Cat toys in the form of fumble boards can be made by yourself. Google offers endless variants for this. Or you can collect empty toilet paper rolls and tinker yourself.
A large scratching tree, preferably made of real wood, possibly even wrapped with sisal, although I do not consider this necessary, should be absolutely present!
If the sofa and wallpaper are preferred, make it essential to offer scratch boards.
My cats love real wood slices, fresh from the forest.
On the other hand, every sofa cocks off 😉 Sorry, for the choice of words. I just can’t think of the term.
What you need to keep in mind:
Each cat needs its own transport box!
Please stop putting several cats in a box.
This may still work with kittens, for adult cats this is an ordeal!
Cats do NOT give each other mutual spiritual support when they are stuck in this box and they already suspect that the way does not provide anything good.
Transport boxes do not have to be open above, this is just a nice gadget, but also increased outbreak potential!
My vets prefer to open the box simply in the middle and treat unwilling cats in the box.
Now you also know why every cat still needs its own box.
What else do you need?
start-up capital, for the most important veterinary examinations.
Especially people who collect and rescue animals from multi-billion households or from the street know what I am talking about…
Personally, I have never taken out pet insurance, if your veterinarian should offer instalment payment, this is not necessary.
Just ask him. Most offer it. So that in the case of negative surprises that definitely come, you don’t have to turn to an insurance company that may not end up paying anything.
With us you have to reckon with the – really important – castrations of a cat with about 100 and per cat with 150 euros.
Cats can become pregnant at five months, or unfortunately even EHER. BEFORE they were ever visibly rolling!
Please keep this in mind when you bring siblings! Cat incest offspring, can be born severely handicapped and still live and it breaks your heart when these innocent souls have to be euthanized.
Which, by the way, can cost up to 100 euros per cat.
Killing such animals, by the way, is rightly strictly forbidden at home and is also punished! The Animal Welfare Act is in this case on the side of the animals.
So letting castration protects not only your cats, but also your wallet. And no, you can’t make money with kittens. Ebay is still full of unwanted kittens that are being slammed at slingshot prices.
Fur care products are also very important.
But please, do not use fur care products for dogs or horses and get a cat brush.
These metal brushes, which you sometimes see in retail, do really anyway. You can test this beforehand and then decide whether you brush your cats‘ fur with it.
Cats don’t want to bathe and shouldn’t. Unless there are medical reasons or a stray needs a flea bath…
However, this is rather rare and cats know this and will fight back. If you want to bathe your pet, you should seriously ask yourself WHY. This is not the animal for the good!
Cat beds are a nice gadget, but cats prefer to sleep where you sleep.
If you don’T want to, please DON’t let her into the bedroom!
Not even during the day.
Cats do NOT understand why they are allowed during the day and not at night! And then at night they do terror at the door, including scratching and screaming and screaming.
Once accustomed, it becomes difficult to get used to it again.
The same applies to all other areas, education is important and possible from THE BEGINNING!
Combing from the beginning, otherwise it will be more of a „I run after the cat with the brush through the house – game!“
Bela, my late cat, has made fun of playing with me „hide and catch“ for over 14 years. She has regularly asked me to do so.
So it can also be fun. However, Bela was also not a cat who has lost tons of fur.
Information beforehand how the breed of your cat is on it when changing fur, I came already in apartments with Siamese cats that were covered by a veil of cat fur. Sitting down impossible.
As an owner you can clean as you like, the cat shakes once and the fur flies. A cat that regularly allows das it to be brushed is already less hairy.
I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]
It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]
It’s not like you don’t tell it over and over and over and over and over again.
It’s not like people don’t listen.
It’s like, you tell it like a record that jumps back again and again and again and again.
My hardest nut to crack is my litany, let me think about it for a moment, about 8 years!!! it has been listened to again and again and again until he FINALLY! actually started to do what I advised him to do year in, year out.
He did not regret it.
But the fears and beliefs were so deep that he did not jump over the gap between wanting and doing for a very, very long time.
About 2-3 years ago, he finally started to do what HE loves and what HE wants and I would say mission completed.
It took me 8 years of persuasion. Eight years!
So, what’s point one in pushing to start?
Wallowing in your own negative beliefs and fears. It’s not exactly our comfort zone, but it’s certainly expanding towards that.
Point two, as I mentioned before, is that we just don’t want to leave our comfort zone. Because „where there’s a will, there’s a way.“ And „if you don’t want to, you don’t want to.“
Point three would be IN the comfort zone, doing everything that keeps you from finally starting, INCLUDING just talking about it and reading about it and watching hours of videos about it instead of finally starting.
Point four, not to find or look for any reasons or motivation. WHY you should finally do it NOW.
Some people might think „yes, what’s 8 years, it’s over fast“.
I can only reply to this, if you don’t know already at the age of 11 what you wanted to become and you are working towards it, you will probably be much older when you realize that the hamster wheel doesn’t make you happy and you prefer to do your own thing and THEN 8 years are a big part of your productive age and for some people it is simply too late!
I can only say it again and again.
Start before it is too late. Nobody lives forever and at some point it is much harder to do what you really wanted to do.
I’ll probably write a few more blogs about it, also how important it is to know why you should do your own thing. Which is not only meant in terms of making money.
Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves?
We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail.
A lot just dont ask themselves these questions which would lead to true understanding, instead they eat what they get and listen what the media and tv tells them.
Ive noticed that yesterday with my parents. It is a real task to tell them anything new because they scream before you finish the sentence.
Its like they never hear what you try to say, strange isnt it? Well… No … i would say that THIS is the REAL mind control agenda in the entire world. While they test their thesis on individuals, they do the same with the bright mass.
They become fearful puppets not for the state or nation, but of their own mind!
The own limitation by closing eyes and ears, eating bullshit from the media, it mixed itself to a pillar of fear for its own existence..
The bright mass.. wants to be ruled and they show it by their behaviour to themselves
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I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating.
I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about.
It looked like a really well done hospital horror scene.
The floor had no doors … only few lights were hanging above..
I started to walk and my footsteps were loud and as i walked further, ive felt a big bad energy coming my way.
After walking maybe fifteen feet, i saw something down the floor which came screaming at me.
That thing had no arms nor face, it was cut in half and walked slowly screaming at me, while it was covered in blood.
Now … do you know the type of movies were a scream of a monster is more terrifying than itself?
This was the case here.
It looked ugly, dont get me wrong – but the loud and ugly scream was scarrier.
I knew that it would attack me, so ive said to myself than it will pass right through me, without ever noticing me.
And it did pass trough, it was nothing.
I wasnt scared because ive had a lot of such moments in conscious and unconscious dreams.
After that thing passed trough me, i walked further down the floor and saw the next thing coming up.
It was a giant three headed dog with .. alot of wounds .. one face was in front, the second face was in the middle, and the third was at its tail which was cut off.
To be honest i didnt knew which side was the front, but i knew that this thing actually could snatch me if i wont get out of there soon.
The reason it could touch me was because i got a little scared and i was unconscious in this state.
This fucking dog was running sideways at me and it had three tongs which were cut in three pieces.
It looked really bad… have you ever seen a fucking zombie dog running at you sideways with full speed and screaming louder than the ugly freak two seconds ago?
I switched above the scene and the body down there was ignored …the dog passed through.
Why did it not attack?
As i got back and walked further down the floor, i looked back just to note, that the half cut being and the dog merged into one – giant four legged piece of monster which had two bloody eyes and was staring right at me…
Ive got really scared..not because of that thing, but from the momentum how it looked at me.
It started to run like the girl from the movie „The Exorzist“ on all four legs while climbing around the floor…
Ive had enough of the scene… i wanted to just sleep but NO, i must stay somewhere bloody and get chased by a four legged cunt dog 🤣
Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]
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In today’s blog i want to share a dream which ive had few months ago ..
I stood suddenly in a darker area with few dark clouds and an upcoming fog.
Out of nowhere, a huge cathedral building came up from the ground which had a giant clock in the center, but without pointers.
I was standing inside with the blink of an eye.
The floors were dark and empty .. i looked smiling left and right and heard a scream which seemed to be far away but i didnt cared about it.
I knew that something was strange about it.
The floors were made out of wood and every door was locked and the walls were clean in the middle sections.
A door opened while i was slowly walking down the left floor and i realised that there was no exit anymore.
How did i got in again? I was probably in the sixth floor which i could see from a window.
The place looked beautyfull from above i thought.
The door which opened had a cell phone and a small clear bed inside. It started to ring and i took it fast up, because i knew that the „others“ shouldnt hear the sound.
Someone was talking to me like im their friend. I seemed to be a girl i thought but i wasnt sure. She said „quick close the door theyre coming“ and she hang up.
Well i wasnt scared to be honest and after she said it, i could hear loud screams which definetly were monsters.
I walked to the door and looked down the floor to see what was happening there, it seemed empty but suddenly i changed my view and was above the floor and i saw a few monsters coming up the stairs.
I was back in the room and i walked to the left were the monsters came across.
I saw the stairs and now was standing there, but where are the monsters? Did they left?
I heard a loud scream at my back. It was a girl with a white dress which you might know from one or other horror movie.
That bitch was flying around and screaming without reason. I knew that SHE was the girl on the phone.
I didnt cared anymore and suddenly she stood in front of me. She didnt looked scary and said that i shouldnt go down there while she left laughing.
I smiled and went down.
The scene changed.
I was now in a area which i couldnt leave easy anymore and i knew that because of the evil energy which was coming from there .. + i didnt knew that it was a dream.
That place was even darker now and all doors were open. The walls seemed dirty and some sort of dark energy’s were coming out of every door.
The floors were full of evil beings and i was just standing and slowly walking around.
The stairs behind me didnt existed anymore, neither was there any window left.
A monster came out of the room and i thought maybe it will attack me, but instead it just stared at me and backed of slowly.
Was i that scary ? Well no i was not! I just had no fear!
The monster looked like a giant ugly shaped ….thing which had two dark eyes. It screamed loud but did nothing else.
I noticed that it couldnt get out fully of the room. Maybe they were banned to that place i thought.
So i went down the floor and looked left and right to alle other rooms but without touching anything.
One being was uglier than the other and they all smiled at me when i stuck my head in the room.
Some rooms seemed to be lightend and still dark.
Now you may ask yourself why i was smiling and laughing trough the halls ? Well maybe im the monster?
I simply knew that nothing could harm me at all, only scare me really REALLY bad if i let it happen.
The time was about right to loose the mind in such a place when im honest, but the more i walked down, the funnier it got.
I started to really laugh loud and held door rooms while laughing at the faces of these beings. I couldnt stop and the funny thing was not their ugly face, but their weakness in reality.
I understood that none of them could do anything, not even hit me or else as long as i had zero fear in myself.
Suddenly they started to get pissed off and while i was laughing, three of them came out of their rooms and (yes now they were really outside) the floor became very dark blue, nearly pitch dark blue and i still laughed but a bit less.
I looked at them and came few steps forth while all three looked at me with their yellow glowing eyes. Theyve had no shape anymore.
I asked „and now what ? What youre gonna do?“ and i started to laugh again while i pushed them against the wall telepathically. They just stood there and two more came up..
I walked further down the floor without giving a damn. I thought its enough playtime for now.
I looked a final time back and noticed that the entire floor was filled with them, just staring at me.
Another stair appeared and i wanted to go down. Now the monsters from the floor stood behind me and looked.
I asked „What do you guys want ?“ but they didnt said anything back, nor did they smile.
I didnt cared anymore and went down.
The scene changed again.
Now i was flying above a very long and wide underground area which i knew, was within the building.
But something was very wrong about that place. The place was first enlighted and normal but i was just one floor and i seemed to fly away from something.
A dark „something“ was coming from every direction and it made the place became very dark.
I started to get scared a bit but than i got a bit of my consciousness back and knew, nothing could hurt me.
Suddenly that thing dissapeared and but i was still a bit panicking..
„Where is the damn exit??“ I thought loud..
I changed my view and saw that this place was the ground floor of the building but it was somehow on a different dimension which told me that there was no possible escape.
I saw where i was standing and how much darkness i needed to pass trough to exit. The stairs were gone and if i would went back to the floor of monsters, they surely would sense my slight fear and enhance it to fuck me up xD
I lost my consciousness again and that thing appeared, which hunted me again.
The place was filled with darkness now, and i realised something.
That „thing“ was actually the exit.
So i was still unconsious but i knew what i needed to do.
I visualised the shattering of the dimension and the darkness and my view broke to thousand shards of glass.
My consciousness was switching out of the scene and i saw the frozen and broken place one last time, before i woke up.
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