Not knowing how i landed here, chaos was inside the building. Everyone was in panick as i just was standing in the middle of a big building with stripe walls and a few plants in each corner.
In the building were over fifty people if not more and the mass started running suddenly.
A woman and a guy started to bite the people and first some tried to pull them away from each other but than they bit those too. There faces were completely covered in blood and their white clothes too. Than they turned into aggressive and bloody freaks just like those other two.
After this the entire crowd started to run into the exit point but ten more of the freaks came along and bit them as well. Everyone was in panick and they climbed somewhere or hid in a place where they wouldnt find them. They turned very fast too.. As for me, i didnt move at all because inside the chaos i was seing something strange. The first infected were fucking with each other and those they had infected. It seemed very strange and disgusting but than i got bitten by an ugly woman freak in the neck and it hurt like hell. As i was turning i realised that the bodys tension was increasing drastically while i became horny. It wasnt a horny like humans would feel but a sense of aggression, urge to fuck and kill the people while everyone else was the enemy except the already infected. That was the reason why they ran straight to the next to bite.
It felt terrible but i thought being a fucking zombie would be tougher or something would take over my mind. However nothing was taking over! The feelings were just insane and harder to control but overall i felt bad and sick. While i was infected i knew that i needed to die because i didnt wanted any of that and why the hell was i even here for again? Was i not just sleeping in my bed? These questions appeared and left with the same speed.
While the rest was getting infected, i searched places for the next round and i had found some to hide. Suddenly my vision got blurry and it seemed that the image was getting reseted back to normal…
There i was again in the middle of the hallway but this time i started running towards a small hallway while those freaks had already begun to hunt. A few moments later, the screams stopped and there was only a few left. As i was entering the small hallway i knew that there was a game to it. In my path were 26 wooden doors every fifty centimeters and my task was to open and close them to set a trap to those who would follow and try to kill me. Now i openend the first 6 doors and closed the following 2 and openend another 4 while closing all the left doors and shutting off the lights inside each floor. I knew those freaks had still a brain to think but they were busy with fucking each other but still they would find me soon.
For my luck, i had found another floor behind me but the place was full of another thirty people and they were already infected, running towards me.. I tried to hold the door closed from which i came but the other doors were opened by those freaks at the other side. They rushed me down and bit me again, this time in my hand but it didnt hurt.
The scene changed again to normal. While i was heading back to the hallway, a woman jumped at me and didnt let go but i didnt felt bothered and nor did i knew what was going on due to my blurry vision.
As i entered the hallway and did the same door game again, i realised that the woman was trying to fuck me or somerhing but i pushed her the fuck out of my sight through the doors and it made enough sound to let them know where we were. Dont get me wrong here, she had no reason to climb at me and not let go so it was self defense! XD She wanted to do it one last time before she was about to die but i wasnt having that. That bitch had caused our death inside the 26th floor because those freaks rushed inside again but attacked her first. I thought i might use the situation to run but it was pointless and i got bitten again. Before those freaks had a gang bang i run away as an infected and the scene changed to normal again but this time i was outside and the last survivor…
It was the moment when someone in military clothes told me that i had survived the plague and became normal again.
We started to burn bodys inside bags while the entire area was burning and the blood dripping down the streets into the city.
Back from another week and presenting you with .. not much!
As you mightve read before, i was trying out some stuff to get out of my body (astral travel) and it didnt worked like i hoped it would.
Instead, i was back in repeating dreams but now its strongly random and i noticed something.
Whenever i try .. or not to leave my body, i get pulled no matter what, into a dream which was dreamt few years ago or in my childhood and i know that because i get Déja-vús inside those dreams! When i first had that dream, some scenes were blacked out or made no sense. It was in a blurred state and now they became clear and i noticed that those blacked out scenes were ME, trying to change them or getting consciousness back through few exercises inside them.
This brings me to the conclusion that even your dreams are made up by something, i mean why would i dream blacked scenes and later find out that i was trying to become clear ?! Doesnt make much sense for me but this is nothing new though.. We described it in our book:
And for some reason, pretty much no one can get out currently or atleast as i know from many who did. Some say it works but i wouldnt be so sure about it.. Something blocks us but for that to be possible i would need to pick a few things which would be only possible from the outer world.. such as „chipping the astral body“ or some other stuff..
Iam lately so bored that i become bored in dreams, even in the repeating one’s but only for few seconds.. like when i ask „What the fuck am i doing here right now?“ and than i stand still and look around only to walk further down the dream because something told me that nothing else except the dream will happen for now – so either dream or wake up, both will be boring!
The place were i was living was a hell, even though i had no real idea how the other world looked like.. Being rich and living in a clean enviroment was just a dream of mine and from everyone else here as well. The place was a long tunnel corridor in the underground which was […]
Ich hoffe das viele Kinder, die heute zum ersten Mal seit Wochen ihre Freunde oder wenigstens einen Teil davon wiedersehen können, heute einen schönen Tag haben. Bei uns ist nun leider auch ganztags Maskenpflicht an der Grundschule und ich hätte meiner Tochter am liebsten ein Attest geholt, da sie aufgrund ihrer Erkrankung eins bekommen kann. […]
As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further.
A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but as i came closer and closer, it dissapeared completely.
„Was this a sort of illusion spell?“ I asked myself while cramping out the spell book. As i read through it, i noticed that such a spell was not available in the normal form. Instead i found a blood spell of the highest ranks but this would take more than one person to cast. Invisibility for an entire village would atleast need one sacrifice of blood or entity stated the book ..
As i gathered my thoughts.. i wondered.. was the village full of blood casters? Should i really go there ? But maybe it was just my mind talking too much.
I wrote a symbol of a low rank tarning spell on my arm, just in case if i needed to hide but if the village was full of high tier casters, i would need to use blood magic again and experience hell.
I didnt wanted that, but whatever! I needed to keep going and find the next safe zone before the storm or those beings would hunt me down for good.
I went straight forward to the village. Even if it was under an illusion spell, i would soon just walk through it.
After few minutes of walking…
„I should be already near it, but why am i not through the barrier yet ..“. As i was looking around the area where nothing was except stones and a few trees, i heard the voices from earlier again.
… I started running again.
„Fxck.. dont tell me that these beings were real!“ i thought to myself as i was running. While i looked back if i could see something, i tripped over a stone and crashed into an invisible barrier. My little bump was enough to make the barrier visible but the inside was blurred.
As i had no time, i started to knock and kick against the barrier because those beings or whatever that was, came more and more closer. The only thing i could sense that i was in real danger again and when i noticed that no one would help me, i felt a loud scream behind my ear.
The scream was so loud that my ears were ringing and when i turned back, nothing was behind me..
Suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my ears, they started bleeding and my stomach was pierced from behind by the being. I was lifted upwards why i couldnt do anything but trying to breath and hope.. As i was levitating a meter above ground, i was about to pass out. I somehow managed to say the symbol on my arm and became invisible for a few moments.
This was probably enough to let me down and i passed out while i was accepting death in my own blood pool and torn organs.. The last thing i heard was the ringing scream of that cursed thing..
After an unknown amount of time i woke up on a bed and people with covered faces were looking at me. I was shocked that i was still alive and examined my body. I was bandaged completely around my waist and two of them healed my wounds inside my ears. As i was looking around, i didnt knew if i was safe or just lucky. I still was unsure and stood distrustful.
„Thank you for saving me, but who are you all and what is this place?“ i asked why i got healed on the bed.
„We are called the no one because we dont have any faces and this is the village which you had looked for“ one of them said.
„Why did you save me ? Was it no trouble ?“ i asked while i wanted to sit but couldnt due to pain in my stomach.
„Dont try to move, it will take time to heal your organs and what do you mean by trouble for us?“ another one asked skeptically.
„I was chased by an invisible being and it killed me by stabbing my back in front of your barrier, how did you pulled the barrier down, saved me and brought it back up?“ i asked wondering.
The people looked at themselves and at me while the atmosphere went suddenly tense. Another one asked „Repeat what you just said“ but asked instead „Where is my rucksack ? I had a book inside, if i get it back i could tell you what happend without laying here“
All of them started to make weird noises with each other and looked more around the room. It was if they were looking for something.
„What about my book now? Iam thankful that you saved me but i have to go“ i asked and said while my pulse went slightly up. Than one of them shouted loud at me „YOU USED BLOOD MAGIC AND BROUGHT IT INSIDE – YOU WILL DIE HERE BITCH AND YOUR BOOK IS BURNED!!“
While i was shocked and in pain, the others calmed the one of the no one and took him outside. One of them told then „Chain her up and bring her down to the others, make sure she cant use her hands“ – „You have no idea what youve caused by using the high ranked blood spells!“
As i was trying to move, one of them held my mouth shut and chained my throat and hands and pulled me down to a door with following a staircase. I couldnt say a word because the chain was pressuring my throat. As i was pulled along the dirty hallway, i saw cages left and right with creatures and people chained on the walls – begging for help or laughing..
„What was this place ? What would they do to me?.. i got no time for this bullshit!“ I thought as i was chained on the wall.
„You will rotten here you witch!“ said the one and spitted in my face while walking laughingly away and closing the door.
I was angry.. angry that i was stupid enough to die near these bastards. I would need to get out of here but how if i cant use my spells ? .. It seemed hopeless .. After minutes of gathering myself i remembered that the book stated, that some of the spells can be activated by thinking about them. This stated as well that none of the usual spells would be included – only blood spells of the disaster threat and higher.
„Damn it.. this book is like a curse itself, only wanting you to use the bloody spells .. i have no choice, plus they seemed to be scared from something“ i thought…
I tried to remember a spell of the blood magic pages but the only one i knew was the negative impact and for this to work i would need to be able to talk.
As i tried to relax, i heard someone along the hallway screaming „Summon a demon sumon THE demon Hilagarn!!! Summon demon summon demon hilagarn!!“ As i heard how he was tortured and killed.
„Was this a choice ? I never had summoned a demon before, but i had nothing to loose now“ – i drew a circle with my dripping blood from my stomach and used my foot for the drawing.
Than i closed my eyes and spoke
„I call you demon Hilagarn to my aid, destroy my enemies and upheave the landscale of this village with the power of my blood“ … one second … ten seconds .. one minute .. nothing happend ?
.. My head began to hurt really bad and a dark being was building up from my dropped blood. It was an image of myself but with a diabolic evil face and dark wings. The chains dropped from my hands and throat and it healed me again completely. The pain was gone and i was really energised.
„Time to get my book demon!“ i said loud while it bowed to her summoner and rushed through the cell while it destroyed every door and gate along the way.
All i was hearing were screams and „THE WITCH HAS SUMMONED A GHOST – RUN EVERYBODY, USE PROTECTION MAGIC“ but as i sprinted upwards and tried to look what was happening outside, i noticed that my summoning was completely overpowering the village.
„How horrific… it went straight out and killed everything ..“
While i yelled „THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR STEALING FROM ME'“ – one of the remaining villager with cut limbs and a missing hand crawled towards me saying „you…demon… witch… you will see.. the true cost of your blood soon..“. I wanted to ask him what he meant but i was feeling wonderful and my summoning ripped his head off.
I noticed that my demon was sucking all the blood from its prey until there was nothing left. That day, over thirty seven died and when i uncovered one of their faces, i noticed that it was one of my old friends from our zone.
„HOW … what is going on here damn it ..“ i couldnt think for a few moments and just stood there while the demon found my book and brought it back.
„Thank you Hilagarn, you did well“ i said proud while it kneeled before me a last time. Suddenly it was dissolving into thin air and all the collected blood of the dead built a spherical ball which was thrown at my face..
„What is this?? The price for my summoning ?“ I asked myself as i started to feel even greater pain than my first blood spell.
„AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHRRRRRHHHHHHHHHGG“ – the pain was completely different than before because i was feeling all their emotions while they got killed.. It was really bad and my energy i had earlier was used up, making me unconscious on the field of the dead..
As i prepared to just sleep on the spot, i saw the book glowing red..
Hello people, As for this little blog, I wanted to make sure that everybody knows: Karma does not exist! There is no one who will harm and punish you for your deeds on earth or any other planet. It doesnt matter if you kill someone or do harm to others! After death there will be […]
Last night was exhausting .. As i was trying to get out of my body, i had noticed three dark entities in my room which were standing alongside my bed. For a moment i wasnt sure but a moment later i got pulled off my bed and dragged down the floor to my second room […]
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So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me.
I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time.
The time youre unable to do it is determined by a certain thing that i dont know. Maybe law? But that wouldnt make any sense either. You can „load“ your astral body with energy but it doesnt do much either if youre trapped. I realised that even too much thoughts about it, may disrupt the possibility to do it.
Shortly said, think less or none, dont talk too much about it, and just do it without questioning it as „supernatural“.
This would make sense inside the astral world because thoughts disrupt the reality and causes you to fall inside a dream.
I need to do more… ive seen nowhere yet, that someone can really explain why they cant do it anymore. I need to find evidence that makes sense but i dont want to think the worst ..
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So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland.
I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again.
The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there..
The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, looked dirty and small but was aggressive, just like the guy who was a cannibal in the documentary i watched few weeks ago. I hoped that it wasnt him because he would drink his own piss and cut off other peoples tongue’s 😂.
Unfortunatly, it was a weirdo and he told us to finish three tasks he was giving. The tasks were very disgusting and disturbing and with each task, the first and second guy went home. The tasks were simple.
The first was to drink blood from an unknown source, but no one was going to it. So we told him to tell us, were he got it from. And he said from the dogs of your second task. So we drank the dog blood quick, but i only sipped it and the scene changed quick to the second task.
The second one was the most fucked up task. He brought three little puppy’s which he had ripped off the skin of each one, and they were still alive, walking in pain but no screaming. These little guys knew… we had to completely eat them… and so we did for the sake of DMT but … no we actually didnt eat them. We asked ourselves who the fuck this guy was and we didnt needed him at all. So we just threw him off the cliffs near the island were we had the „ceremony“. And since he had no helpers, no one saw nothing. I mean who was that dude and why we needed him and that stupid ceremony right?
The third task was to cut ourselves with the same knives the others had used and no one was doing that. Because i had the dream twice, it switched back and fourth and it showed me that the first time, i did everything and drank the stuff inside the black little vase which was dmt.
This time i didnt do shit and just went to the shrine, drinking it again, but the guy we thrown off was there.. holding the vase in my direction and giving it to me. I drinked …. and nothing happend .. i woke up!
There was an incident in the desert catacombs near our village which had brought fear into the thoughts of many. One day a few people had decided to take a better look inside the katacombs. Everyone had warned them about the risks to loose the sense of direction and light if their lamps would give […]
It was a rainy and cold day when it all happen’d… The death of our grand vather was not easy for the family, especially what happend later. We were about to go to the funeral and everyone was ready. We dressed proper and my mom was crying the whole time.. It probably hit her the […]
I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again.
I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on the old mates because ..well ..why not. The cream was tasty and i already had three of them. Besides i was surprised seing them around in such a place but it was more to it than i thought.
Later on we went outside and all hell broke loose.
Out of nowhere, mystic creatures with long nails and swords came like a swarm. They killed and cut up all of the people around. Me and a girl were on our own and had swords ourselves as it seemed. I couldnt see the girls face, neither could i tell who she was but i had a feeling that she might be my wife because she always comes in many forms in my dreams. I remembered the dream and knew that another attack was coming… As the creatures slaughtered everybody, we defended ourselves and cut few of them up as well. The cool part was, that our blades could cut the air and kill from a far distance. So i threw a few slices and got many of them and so did she. The swords were organic … it felt like they were living and the appearance changed colourfully. My two swords were red glowing with a dark background. The girl had a blue and red/dark sword, glowing as well. But we knew that they would break soon because these swords were not held by hand, but it was the hand from those creatures. We had ripped them out of their shoulders.
One creature jumped over a big wall and tried to cut me down, but because i knew the dream, i attacked her first and threw her to the ground. I thought that it might be a woman monster because of the blue appearance and long strange looking hair, but i didnt cared and cut her head along with her arm. There was no reaction, scream or else.
The girl went away, or atleast that was the last time i saw her.
I scene switch happend with a strong wind… i found myself on a mountain, chasing a woman that was running towards a castle. It really looked damn beautyful.. Big trees, the sun shine almost gone and the grass and flowers dancing in the wind, and in front of us, one road to the castle… It seemed magical… the field was shining and glittering in beauty. I really thought i might stay there and just watch, but i needed to chase the woman for a reason. It was very dangerous to just walk towards it but she knew it… The reason why i wanted to stay and watch was because i thought about me and my wife before we came here.. How much time had passed since then, or was it just a blink of an eye? I surely didnt knew.
As i chased her, she stopped and pointed with her finger towards a small mountain looking thing i thought. But it seemed to be a very fast train which lead to the castle. Big train rails were in front of us which circeled across this world. As we approached fast to the train, we noticed that it was covered in a big blanket, letting it look like a mountain. But instead it was a giant mix of a bug, a centaur and a bull. It had two big black tooth in front and it started running fast down the rails from where we came from. I knew that i was already once here and i remembered that i would be dead if i didnt had moved aside. It wouldve trampled me over i thought.
As we saw the giant thing going fast off the area, we went further towards the castle but it was shielded. Another circle ? Or was the castle just imagination? I dont know what happend to the woman but i was standing above ground, flying and looking at the castle. It seemed unreachable. Many big monsters were up ahead and i didnt knew what i was doing there in the first place…
As i looked, my vision gut blurry and i woke up unintended, knowing that its always been you and freedom, who i still chase and know to reach.
Hello there people, So the last times i had tried to leave my body willingly, it didnt worked and i was drifting constantly into a dream which was old .. Nothing new ..only those never ending dreams with a few hints on what happend. But yesterday something happend! I had a huge headache and my […]
It all began inside a forest near the german border to Poland. Twenty seven people died the last weeks because a psycho or an animal was eating the faces of the victims. The bodys looked completely out of this world because they started to rot in an abnormal manner on the spot.. The police started […]
Hello there, Back from another week and presenting you with .. not much! As you mightve read before, i was trying out some stuff to get out of my body (astral travel) and it didnt worked like i hoped it would. Instead, i was back in repeating dreams but now its strongly random and i […]
After i fell asleep, i wandered unconsciously between a blurred and a slowly sharpening screen. After a few seconds, i found myself back inside a pyramid in which nothing was there except a big door with three people on it. One of them looked like anubis with the animal head and he was holding a […]
After the sudden loss of energy i felt destroyed because i now knew what brought the problems of using blood magic. But yet i didnt knew the whole truth about it… As i was laying on the bloody grass and looking into the sky, i wondered what the village meant before they got killed by […]
As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further. A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but […]
This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe.
It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a prison planet. After they had created human bodies, they left few of their species on earth and another few on the moon, so they could watch and order command if something wouldnt go as planned. Please note that their plan is created in a time chamber on a different level were time passes by very slow.
After the development of their humaniod species, the modern human, they brought up a money system where one side is poor and their side is rich and wealthy. One cannot exist without the other.
The few left on earth continued the plan until every nation was enslaved and turned to a so called „grey planet“
A grey planet is a fully government controlled world were everything including nature is destroyed and replaced by metal trees and grey looking figures. The rest of the population is killed, tortured or bind to an endless control when you want to walk down the streets. No one is save anymore, everyone is aggressive and dull through the lack of vitamin D. The ones who say something out too loud, will be punished by dead or put to work in the grey mines. The system works automated on a computer and the governments dirty politicians, army, navy and the special forces are trained to take special pills which dull parts of the brain. Shortly said: you become a monkey with enough brain to obey the law, and enough stupidity to never question the law.
The police got killed by the government because they thought that many police men were already secretly against them. So instead a chip or special medication, they got a knock on their office door with poisend coffee or else.
The global population was wiped out with the phone radiation that was installed secretly by every company, which were owned by the governmental rules. They just needed to press a button so all phones either exploded in their faces or caused tumors and brain damage in a week. Sounds crazy ? They had way better tech. and the rest who stood against them got eliminated through operation „Dark Beam“. It was basically a laser with the range of 10 hectare but it only reacted with the heavy metals inside a humans body which the people had through their unhealthy livestyles and heavy chemtrails. It caused heat reaction which boiled you from the inside out… Those days were the last.
This all happend in the COVID-22 phase. Four years after the first global pandemic state. First it was fear, then it was suffer, and in the end it was death and enslavement for nearly the entire population. How did the government survive? Well they built big underground facilities. Deep down safe from radiation and the weapons.
The second waves COVID 19 + 20, were just a warm up to what was coming, trying to vaccinate everybody and kill them without suffering. But it didnt worked and they took the straight head shot but the bullet was going in slow and painful.
COVID 21 was the start of the heavy chem trail rains. They flooded the air and the sun was nearly off for weeks but because they couldnt save themselves from it, they stopped the fouth day. It covered the planet in dust and the people started shooting the cops and burning down governmental buildings. From the time of few days, half the planet was in war. Many didnt knew what to do and killed themselves or went oversee but they got followed by police forces and captured.
Iam telling you this from a base we recaptured that transmitts info to the moon. I dont have time anymore. Oh and iam not human, that is why radiation and heavy metals didnt killed us. We work against the evil forces and currently some of us are located inside an iceberg in the antarctica and inside earth.
When you got the message, burn it! When this gets to their hands, many other realities are screwed. So we hope it found the right one.
It was a normal night. Eyes closed and hoped to not dream something completely fucked up… I was standing in a long hallway and suddenly someone rushed through a door and yelled at me „WE GOTTA GO NOW, I HAVE TO LEAVE“. I didnt knew if she was meaning me because she looked at me […]
In the day of 2022, all lights went out and the nightmare came upon from the dark. The calm oceans which were unexplored for more than 96% were unvailed once the dark had taken the world. The governments had no possibility to return electricity due to solar winds which caused an electromagnetical pulse through the […]
Hello humans, As well as you experience right now, nations are under lockdown and many have lost their work. The lockdowns affect many in our society and iam one of them, since i cant get enough bodys to kill and feast on. My pallet is only made from the finest human flesh, but with the […]
We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose.
They had found a crystal cave and each of those crystals were spending tremendous amount of energy for free. The expeditors saw it as a money mine and claimed the cave for themselves, but it was on our ground and so the people came with the entire village and plundered the cave…
It was soon known around the globe and military forces were coming to reclaim what they took from unknown land. The villagers tried to peacefully solve the situation but before they could speak, they were shot by the white man’s people and taken hostage for killing their expeditioners. Not a single crystal was found after the search through the village..
Where did all the crystals went ? They used hightech to detect the energy radiating from the crystals but still, nothing was found. They had no other choice but to leave.. except when one kid started to say loud „the crystals are inside us“.
This doomed all.. the kid got hit hard in the face and the people started to run.. The military started to shoot and kill everbody, but they wanted to extract the crystals unbroken. Somehow the villagers had eaten the crystals for whatever reason.
After they took a few hostages, they cut them open and extracted the glowing crystals. Very interestingly was what it caused inside their bodys. The crystal was merging with the body, replenishing energy and healing powers. Those crystals were actually alive.
A few hours later many screams were heard but now some gangs started an all out war before they could fully analise the crystals. The biggest question was how they got such big and spiky crystals inside their bodys. A few moments before the tent got blown up by a rocket launcher, the scientists found that the crystals had a connected network and were causing new diseases but the holder of the crystals would not feel anything.
Many died during that time and now we are hiding with the military inside the caves. Our enemy is now a crystals being that cant be shot to death and when it finds a way out of this island, the entire world is doomed. The only way to shut them down is to melt their body with over 2000° celsius and higher.
We had communication to the base and told what happend but they werent believing us and sent another team which was shot from the air.
When we asked the rest of the living villagers on how they got the crystals inside their stomachs, they said that they had no idea about it.
So many questions to this story but not much answers. Whoever gets this message, never come here! We are all dead
Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out. I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. […]
It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team.
We knew that the land of free was beneath us in some closed section, like a portal would show us the way were the world was still intact.
An unknown species of vampires or blood and flesh feasting things had appeared. We assummed that our spy’s became victims to them, but something was odd about the entire incident…
The guy who told us about that world was wearing a black robe and looked like a traitor to me. Everyone believes in his brainwash except three people. But what choice did we had ? It was already late and those freaks were taking the world very fast. No strategic or military force could handle them.
It was one 1am at the market center, we were standing and taking a look to the other buildings, checking if there could be any threat. But it was already too late… they swarmed us from nowhere and first attacked the the civilians. They had no chance.. The heads got ripped out, bones broken and skin torn to pieces. The 10 of us with assault rifles tried to kill them but it was useless against these numbers and impossible to win. We got all seperated at once and many died .. Me, one civilian and another team member got inside the market center. We took the stairs from the closed section, so those freaks couldnt see us. All we were hearing was… screams for help while they got dismantled to pieces. I was about to shoot those who had followed me because of my suspicion that they were bitten.
It seemed to allright and i had no time to think, so i went inside the doors brought me to the second floor, but instead i was underground somehow and i saw how a few managed to escape in here too. We all came together and were relieved that not everybody was dead or infected by now. But the problems were only beginning….
The first problem was THEY KNEW that some had escaped and they knew that we all were down here. When one of them sees you, they tell it their horde and they start to slowly engage with tactics to lure their prey. It was really dangerous.
The second problem was that the catacombs were devided in sections, some had doors and some had traps and other tunnel systems were flooded or destroyed.. probably so safe themselves. But we needed to find the portal to the so called free land.
After a few minutes we heared something loud…The monsters were coming ..or whatever you can call them. They had a grey body, really big and sharp nails and their entire skin was rotting and wrinkled. Some of them seemed to be normal dumb zombies but a vampire was their leader. This thing was the main problem. It could show the dumb zombies how to become smarter and they improved within minutes. But to kill such a thing was merely impossible. Whenever we tried to capture one, it regenerated extremely fast and killed everyone who attacked, as well did the power increase. A vampire who was shot one, became strong as a tank and ripped one of our bases down, but it lost intelligence.
The noise was getting louder and we heared those freaks. They suddenly staring at us from one of the collapsed floors. We knew that we needed to open those doors up fast or we would all die. But instead listening, everybody panicked and ran further inside the catacombs. One stood with me, trying to open a heavy wood door but it wasnt moving at all.
The time we tried to open the door, those things were already inside and started to run after the rest of us. My weapon was unloaded and those things were sensitive to voice and sound. So i took out my katana and run towards two, cutting their heads clean off their shoulders… There was massive blood coming out, a normal human could never have such an amount. The two are dead and werent moving but the rest of maybe 12 saw me and i began to run up the walls and holding on to a little stone outside the wall. The other guy ran away further in.. it was the last time i saw him and the beings started to kick and hit the wooden door with their heads.
What was wrong with them?
Afterwards, i saw the guy with the black robe again! He was here? Why??.. I switched suddenly my perspective and saw how he betrayed all of us by giving wrong directions. He just wanted us to become prey while he was running through the gates. I got lucky and surprised … i never had a live and conscious out of body experience such as this. It seemed that our normal world was fake to every bit.
I flew afterwards the guy and saw the door. It was three wooden doors from my right and the portal was only opening if all the other floors were collapsing soon. It was a sort of magic security system which killed unwanted guests..
After i switched back to my body, i needed to run quickly towards the doors but how would i open them?
At the same moment, i saw the guy with the black robe again, he was standing right to the closed wooden door and took the head of the dead body which i had killed. He placed it in the center and stabbed the head with a knife, afterwards the door opened quick and he went through.
As long as the freaks were distracted at the other door, i jumped straight along the wall and landed infront the door. My jump was loud and the freaks heard me. As the door was closing, i ran inside and pushed it to close. The freaks were hammering loud and i went on.
The guy in the robe was standing there, waiting.. for me ? He had no head to smash against the wall and now was waiting for my ? But that wasnt the case. He looked at me and said „Lets go while theres time“ and he cut his hand and placed it again in the center of the wooden door, but it didnt opened… As i came close, he started to swing at me with his knife but i was the best in close combat. Before he hit me, i hit him in the face, took my katana and cut ofg his legs. He was screaming in pain and i wondered who it was ..behind the mask..
After taking it off, i couldnt believe it… It was the general of the bunker which was destroyed a long time ago, but he was infected and not the same general. I was sure that this being had it planned all along. Either it was the virus or the general was an asshole. I didnt took a chance and cut off his head. He didnt said anything, nor was he trying to stop me from taking his head atleast with his arm or something.
I took his head and did the same with the wooden door. It opened fast and the wooden door behind me was opening, luring in all the infected monsters and collapsing the floor. The last floor, but i forgot to take the head with me .. Damn it.. i would need to open the door somehow and i tried… it wasnt moving… After i sat down and thought what i could do, i saw how the door was opening on its own and green lights came out of there.
I thought i was dreaming .. but there it was.. the portal and land of free.. I stepped through and now iam here, sitting and writing in the lands above the sky’s .. This world was how earth shouldve evolved.. People in love and peace, no war, no disease.. Just pure consciousness about life.
But we on earth.. destroyed everything because of greed.
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We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose. They had found […]
I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]
Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]
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After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]
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As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]
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I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]
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I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]
Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]
I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die.
But i found myself in a open cell in hell..
It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because i went down a light tunnel. The hallway was full of screams and fear. Weird noices were coming out in the end of the path.
The walls were from some kind of disgusting looking flesh that hurt you when you came close to it. It wasnt pain what was felt, but it was a horrible feeling which seemed to consume everything.
I stood up and i had no shoes on while i was walking out of my cell and feeling the worst fear you could dream of. Was this place hell? There was nothing that could describe this place, it was truly nightmarish. As i went down the hallway, i saw people screaming in their cells while the doors were open, what was going on? They couldve walked out easily but acted like they were held for eternity here.
Would i stay here forever ? I needed to find a way out and suddenly ..“WELCOME TO HELL, THIS WAY FOR THE MURDERER AND LIVE TAKER ISMAIL SHALAK“
That was my name … i was the murderer and killer of my family, but i only protected myself from these islam-fanatic bastards of a kind! They tried to sell me to a pedophile ring but i managed to escape at a night from home and when i was old enough, i would kill them for what they did. They were brainwashing me and telling me that underage sex would be for my benefit. I liked every bit of cutting their tungs and skin out while they screamed in fear and pain.
„FUCK YOU AND YOUR HELL“ i yelled while i was going backwards to my cell. The being stood there and started running at me but i couldnt move. As it stood before me, three meters high and very muscular and extremely ugly with sharp teeth and a bright smile, it spoke „YOU WILL BE JUDGED BY THE SNIFFER“. And than it hit me so hard in the face that i flew back to my cell, the door closed and i fell to sleep. Surely i would die from a hit such as this, but i only was feeling pain without injury.
As i woke up .. i heard yelling and screaming .. „HELP HEELP HEEEEEELP MEEE PLEASE IM SORRY“. The noise came from the others which were hold by a giant ugly bug that sniffed the cause of their death and which got the punishment for it. The people were held in small cages, naked and full of fear while being tormented by other beasts.
The bug – thing was terrifying itself. A dark coat with bleeding wings and again this red living flesh. The flesh was holding the sinners infront of the judge while it sniffed and told in which tormenter class they would be tortured for eternity.
I was standing on the corner while the red flesh grabbed me and i started to scream in horrible pain and fear. It covered my entire body and caused all pain at once. „THE SINNERS SOUL IS TO BE TORTURED IN THE DEMONS CHAMBER“ said the judge while it sniffed on me. The smell was disgusting and i couldnt say a word because i was screaming in pain.
After my judgement, the flesh threw me down a dark hole while i still was screaming in pain, panick and whatever bad feeling there was. This was going on forever ? Never could i do this? Why did i deserve this?. I was talking to myself while i was tightened to red flesh .. Every second was painfull enough and now these fearful beings were bringing me to the demons chamber .. what on hell was that? How could it get ever worse than this?
„YOU WILL SEE HOW BAD IT WILL GET RIGHT NOW – STUPID HUMAN“ said one being. It was hearing my thoughts ? I couldnt hide my thoughts? How did he hear me ? Or was it pure luck?
I came off the red flesh and got thrown even further down.. A simple hole of blue flesh? Just a really tiny hole made out of organs .. But it wasnt hurting at all .. What was going on? The demons left while i heard them talk something „Will he ever get it ?“.
I didnt understood a word but i needed to climb out the fuck out of here. Maybe they did a mistake and threw me to a wrong spot, this was my chance!
The blue organs were sticking to me the more i try’d to move.. fuck.. i couldnt move easily but i was going up the three meter hole i thought. But instead i was falling further in and started to feel sharp pain at my feat. The blue flesh was turning into something i knew..
It turned into some sort of fluffy hair ?? I was awake and my cat was playing with my foot.. Damn.. was that really a dream? I did kill my parents but that was all good after 30 years. That place was definetly an area to land, when i wouldnt know about it! That was surely a test of skill…? As pain was rising on my entire body ..
„Will he ever get it“ was the last thing that was heard from Ismail Shalak, while he was like the rest, held in a open cell … screaming in pain, hell.
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The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]
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After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people.
I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife.
We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area and we had to go through all of them, but i knew that i actually didnt needed to do anything but i still did. I was unconsious but still remembered that i had the same dream three times a few years ago and it wasnt pretty. I knew that there was a lot of horror and deaths coming.
And while i thought so, i suddenly switched position to the top and had again the „screen view“ while the body and scene went as always according to the dream. Than the speed increased as well. I had no interest in continuing the dream but it wasnt going to stop until its over.
So we were walking slowly and trying to find another person in the backyard of the field and we knew that this person was going to die.
The field was clear and you could see every trap but you just didnt knew what was going to happen. Between every trap was an invisible wall and it would override the entire scene if i was going above it. This meant only one thing, my dream was a following game script and i saw it too!
Because i didnt wanted to continue, i was constantly switching between two perspectives while i flew over every trap. Suddenly everything happend just as i dreamed it before. The people all died in the same traps screaming while they try’d to pull me with themselves. But fortunatly i had enough and i neither got scared or else. The one girl survived with me and we needed to get a helicopter from a waterpark but it exploded because i crashed with speed against it. The bald guy got his body drown inside quicksand and later chopped away by swords which were underneath the quicksand.
After the helicopter exploded, i was standing in the woods and the scene changed again to the top… That dream was bad… it was boring and really bad..
I cant get out of my body, and neither dream what i want. I dont know what is going on the last two years. It stopped out of nowhere and i feel that something is blocking me from the other side. I really have enough of dreaming bullshit.
I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all.
But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more …
Why didnt i listened to her? I should blame myself… She warned me about it..
Nothing good was heard from that place, but the payment was too good to say no.
As i started working in the crematory asylum, she said that my health was decreasing. I wasnt even looking at her or talking much at that time..
This place was just a living nightmare and every minute was managable with cheap cigaretts.
I thought i was acting normal, but i only was loosing my mind down there.
She left, and my world crashed.. Not because she left, but because she took secretly money from my account …
„THIS LITTLE WHORE I KILL HER WHEN I FIND HER! “ …
„Deep breath..“ – anyway.. lets continue on what happend there..
The first time i was inside the building, i was there with three colleagues which got supervised by one invisible boss.. We never saw our actual boss and every corner was filled with cameras.
I always wondered why.. It was like every step was watches specially to secure our health they said..
They gave us a pill but never told what was inside it. They only mentioned that this little red/blue pill would give us…more concentration and power at work. To be honest i didnt felt anything but it was calming the mind a little, so we all took it without asking too much.
The building was extremely rusty and dirty, the toilets broken and the corners stinky … This place had never been cleansed before ? I asked myself daily. The workplace itself was better than nothing but compared to my work in the city, it was an absolute nightmare.
The floor were long and hardly lightend, it was really scary when working alone often. After a time of working inside the facility, i was aware of paranormal activitys but those were little things to bother.
Our job was to check the dead bodys in the cooling room as a routine check up and to make sure that the decomposing bodys were in the right place.
It was always a real horror when it was raining loud outside in the middle of nowhere, every contact breached and the only working phone was to our boss or security which .. we never saw as well.
Following the rules was the key to not get insane in there. Besides the looks of that place, the working atmosphere was cold, every step was loud and even a little drop of water could scare you every second. It was a place for people with strong nerves, but the reality was different ..
My co-workers always worked together and when they left, i was going to my shift which i didnt liked at all.. Being alone there ..with flickering lights and dead bodys.. but hey.. money right?
One day two workers left and told that they were too scared working there anyomore, i was curious about what really happend, they were working already six months and now they were leaving ? Sounded strange but it was actually not uncommon here. Everyone left with mostly the same sentence
„Run as long as you can, the pill dulls the truth about this place“.
It runs chills down my spine … i shouldve never even thought about it..
I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls.
We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city.
The two girls and a guy went up and i told them not to go because i felt something bad up there.. They didnt listen..
Than a old lady started screeming to never go up there but it seemed already too late.
The other two wanted to go up when they heard that they might dissapear but i really wanted to not go there because i knew what was going on from the first time i had this dream.
So we went up because i still was unconscious to realise the dream.
We came to a rather rusty and old looking house with a little see around it. Everywhere was plastic and dirty pollutions, it looked all contaminated.
Suddenly we all fell asleep and woke up inside a container where we were lying down on our backs side by side.
We stood up and suddenly a movie on the wall was shown out of nowhere. The movie showed how we killed and cut up two people but i knew that this place was fucking with our minds.
Than two woman and a guy appeared naked, bloody faces and many cuts around their bodys with sharp teeth.
The woman was laying down and ready to be fucked while it looked straight at me .. I only knew that this bitch was going to do something else for the next victims, so i stepped back and watched from an outer perspective what the others did.
The ugly monster guy was telling that everyone likes to be poked in their ass and i felt like watching tv but more with interactive options, i said „What the fuck NO!“ – while i tried to pull back the guy and girl from those freaks.
And yes, i didnt knew their names at all.
After i couldnt pull them back, i started to move backwards and now something weird happend again, just like many of my dreams.
The screen pushed itself forwards and backwards for a second and i was „back inside“ the dream. The scene changed and everyone including those freaks dissapeared. The two were lying on the ground unconscious but back with their clothes on.
I was standing outside out of nowhere and i saw how these freaks made the little movie. They used wood puppets and threw an illusion over it, so the wood bodys couldnt be seen. Than they trapped their victims and showed what they did, after the movie was finished, they wanted to give them their punishment .. or as i say, some freaks were horny for your energy.
We all were standing back in the room and i was pissed about the dream, neither could i wake up so i needed to finish the dream quickly.
I started to throw mannequins into white containers until the room was clean and the doors opened. We all went out and knew that all this, was just a hallucination ..but where did the other three go?
I forgot to mention the pool full of blood, body pieces and heads.. Maybe there ?
Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]
I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile.
You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it.
The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody fresh red.
The speciality of this room is the wall itself. The skin is attached with smaller nails from the fingers of the bodys and the skins somehow became alive. But they always need blood… like a flower needing water …
It looks absolutely delicious …. i like fucking the living skin wall sometimes, because its alive, it understands my feelings… i love the rotting parts of the wall … they make it look more disgusting and creepy for our show.
When the skin is finally seperated from the flesh, it doesnt need washing but instant nailing. Every bit of the dropping blood is held in a container for the blood circulator which lets the wall look so pretty, but im sure you knew that all along dear diary 🙂
Do you wanna know what kind of bodys i nailed there ?
I mostly put up kids skin on the wall, because i hate them so much. Everytime i see kids, my blood boils and i want to smash their heads open with an axe because they look too cute! I hate it!
Gladly they died screaming and in agony… You know the pain drags several evil beings in this building and they help me with my business. But all they want is energy..
What do i get for it? Only a haunted place … sometimes i hear kids scream down the hallway …but then i remember that ive got three more of them in my underground tunnel basements.
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]
Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]
The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter.
As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face.
It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster splits into two pieces with wide and sharp teeth while it runs.
Many lost their lives to it. It rather lives in the dark and likes hospitals and long dark floors. Somehow you cant hear when it sprints but feel the teeth when it bites off half of your body while running.
The last time i saw one was yesterday near the sewers of our base. That cunt was waiting for blood and flesh to be dropped down.. We throw away infected animals and these things eat them.
Whatever you do, never try to encounter one, it runs faster than you and it can eat a lot of bullets.
I would personally say that this being is rather blind and uses sound for detection .. that would explain why you dont hear when it runs..
We caught few of them to see how they behave and how their structure is built. Interestingly, it seems like an abnormal mutation to cancer cells while a virus becomes conscious to the instincts of the beasts and acts as such.. just eating everything..
In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]
The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down…
The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here.
It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head.
The rest of the body is rather skinny and tall and it can run fast!
It doesnt make a sound on its own.. but when its near .. you hear the fast footsteps very irregulary .. That is one hell of a scary sound and it lookes horrific.
The arms are covered in sharp blades and when it attacks, it hugs the prey and walks around with it until it dies.. human or animal..it doesnt matter.
Than it runs against a wall to finish it.. The disturbing part is when it eats… It.. just stands right next to its kill and waits to bleed out – suddenly a smile appears on its face and it runs after the next prey.. It seems odly that this species eats dark emotions and fear..
A really terrible monster.. scarier than the movie ghost girl..lol…
If you see it – its mostly over but if you got time, shoot it legs and its head!
The species is rather walking at night in the bushes and waits behind trees when humans approach.
If you got no gun, you WILL die!
They arent robust but agile! Make sure you dont miss!
How did it appear ? It crawled out of someone’s grave …
If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming!
But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not rewarded as much as stealing/scamming money?
Well it might be rewarding to one’s self through energy and the „feel well to help“ – but thats it.. what can you buy with it here? Does it pay your bills?
Of course a few got rich though that work as well but i talk about the really fucking rich guys. The wall street fucking rich guys who sit infront of their computers and gamble through the financial market and making millions with it.
The system itself is a rigged and broken system which helps rich folks getting even richer! The more money you have, the more “ immune you become “ specially in the politic positions.
And we all know… many politicians cant do shit and just scams the mere people around..
Lets not talk about the typical indian callcenter scam, we all know the joke! xD
Being honest and trying to really help people for free is not gonna get you shit! That is the real truth! And i only talk about the money aspect – no energetical stuff!
The problem is that many dont even thank you for free advice or work!! I know that personally and it makes you only angry … They take your advice like nothing… not serious.. okay then.. lets take 5 thousand dollars and see if he likes it now?
People are ungrateful, not all – but very many! And those who aren’t greedy and are grateful, did go through the same shit..
Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]
I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]
My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me.
This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts
First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain.
The brain i put on a stick and placed it next to the eye collection in the lower left side. I was forming a picture with the brains but i needed more for it. It was rotting away and i needed those fotos to sell it on the dark web. Many liked my collections and sent me more bodies for free.
Anyway, today its all about eyes! So i took the eyes out of the head and washed them in the contaminated blood from the other bodies. It gave the eyes the perfect rotting effect.
After that, i made juice of one eye and injected it in the doll collection body’s to increase the horror when i should get captured.
The other eye i stabbed trough with a fork and hand it on the tree of suicide.
YES i do have names for anything in my garden and house. But what people really love is the yearly roundhouse visit.
You know diary, the problem with these people are their stupidity. I just placed fotos of dead people online and just wrote on it „Self made silicone death body“. That was and still is enough to convince these dumb fucks that all of my collections are silicone figures, but in reality its the real nightmare.
Now stop! I know what you might think. You may ask now how no one is noticing the missing children and woman right?
It is very simple, just read the text again, my injections of rotting effects the entire bodys and faces dissapear… quite fast!
Theres a reason why my park is presented only once a year! XD
Enough for today diary, next time it will be more fun!
Ill head out and rape my screaming doll collections.. bye.
Oh and dont worry the wallpaper, thats how my doll collections look for me!
Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]
So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]
Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]
This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]
We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]
Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]
I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine.
She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her…
She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection in my underground basement.
I went to her home and she was rather alone, torturing her cats. I climbed up the window and tied her so she couldnt scream or move. But just to be sure i cut her vocal cords with my rusty fork.. it still had blood from the previous prey on it.
I enjoyed cutting her.
After we arrived at my basement she was awake and tried to move, she was terrified and cried the whole time.
„Shhhhh everything will be okay my pig doll“ i said to her while cuddling with her.
I loved how terrified she looked. She couldnt say a word and i smiled at her while preparing my favorite attraction this day.
I bashed her head straight away with my hammer .. The hole in her head draw a huge blood lake on the floors.. it was BEAUTIFUL! You should see it diary!
As i skinned her and hang her upside down, something slid through her vagina. I couldnt believe it.. she had stored a little gun inside her.
I would be dead by now if i hadnt tied her up so well.
Later i put up a little pig mask on her face which i had made myself with the skin of her ass, just to remind how much of a pig she really was.
There she is… hanging bloody and juicy on chains and smiling.. I rammed a metal pile through her body to stabilise her, so she doesnt swing so much around.
There are nine more pigs left for this collection.
I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]
It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]
It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]
To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]
Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts.
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer.
Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut!
Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT you want to tell me or I ask once for „What exactly do you mean?
Empathy means – I feel what the other person means – I feel it (unfortunately) energetically.
Empathy is 75% unknown on this planet.
Almost nobody thinks about WHAT was said before just answering haphazardly.
The biggest part of humanity is selfish and ignorant and only hears what he wants to hear and interprets what he thinks into it. Instead of asking or putting oneself in the place of the person opposite – perhaps even only for a short time – one should try to put oneself in his place.
There is a saying:
If you discover that you are riding a dead horse – get off.
That means for me – when you realize that your words have caused damage, it is too late. And you can talk as much as you want to make up for it.
We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]
Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]
A wonderful and hopefully rainy good morning at a Monday. With us nature finally breathes a sigh of relief, it is fresh and raining really well. I, on the other hand, have to put on my pants and hold my breath, otherwise they just won’t close. So I put myself on the scale and fell […]
It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income.
This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well.
After we got into the house, we were all surprised by lets call it „hidden“ doors which brought more and more places were the sun shined on. It looked really beautiful and we loved the house already.
I stood in the garden and looked at the well, it was big and the water inside was really high. Someone who would fall into the well could easily come out, even a ladder was constructed there but what for?
After we got all comfortable in the house, i started to hear the sound of flowing water at the night.
My room was facing the garden in the second floor and i could clearly see the moon shining in the middle of the well. The water seemed to flow to the circle and… it was getting less and less.
I took my clothes on and run slowly down to see what was going on.
My eyes did see it clear, the water got less and the ladder was build to the ground.
Should i go down there? Or rather call my parents to see what was going on.
I stepped slowly on the slippery ladder inside the well and went down. The ground was slimy and my feet were sinking inside the mud. If i hadnt gripped myself back i wouldve been completely sunken and i dont think that anyone could hear me here at all.
After i looked around, i noticed few paths in which one was filled with water, but what mechanism could drag down this amount of water ? I was twelve meters under the ground and nowhere was a lake or else, maybe there was a underground flow?
I couldnt stay too long on one point otherwise i would get drawned back down.
I choosed the middle path and wanted to go but it was dark. Movement was impossible and stepping somewhere unknown was dangerous.
So i went back up the ladder to call my parents.
They came fast and were annoyed …
„What is it ? The well is empty?“
And as i was about to show, the well was completely filled up again.
„That is strange, i was down there and the water was gone but now no one heard a thing when it came back up?“
„Go to sleep youre dreaming dumbass“ said my mother and pushed me inside the well.
„WHAAAT“ i screamed and woke up in my bed.
I was sweating a lot and this dream was weird. I watched outside and the well seemed normal… and yes.. i screamed the word „what“ because i couldnt believe what my mom did.
The days went by and i watched the well several times at night but nothing happend..
There was once a cave in which a titan lived. This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave. Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned.. But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later… The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of […]
What if we are not humans, but beings from a far different dimension who incarnated into flesh, in order to … … do what we want? – But a species a long time ago managed to trap our memory and delete it for a time as long as we are in this body and our […]
Who may fast? For whom is it unsuitable? Are there any pitfalls, if so, what are they?
There are always people who want to make their own opinion universally valid for all and generalize the whole thing.
That is far from my mind. I know several diabetics who fast very strictly 16:8 and have considerable success with it, also in the health area. I know of non-diabetics who fast very strictly 16:8 and where nothing happens. Neither weight loss, nor improvement of health, nothing.
This is simply because every body is different, even if anatomically perhaps the same, but even that is not really so. Where one person may already have no gallbladder, the adrenal glands or thyroid gland may not be working the next, and so on.
So you can’t say in general, this or that person must not fast at all, because there are enough methods nowadays, that everybody can find the right one for him – even with medical or therapeutic help.
It is always important that you listen to your body and if it says „stop“ then you stop (for now).
Pregnant women should not, of course, be prepared to diet or fast for a longer period if the gynaecologist or midwife does not advise it. There are also pregnant women who should not gain weight, especially if they already have a very high initial weight. In this case, however, the whole thing is done under medical supervision anyway.
In my experience, breastfeeding is no obstacle if you choose the shorter and simpler fasting methods. Breastfeeding mothers usually only want to lose weight when they notice that the often quoted belief „if you breastfeed, you lose weight all by yourself“ is somehow not true for them. I can sing more than one song about that. Which is why I was already engaged in short-term fasting at the time.
The real problem is often that you don’t listen to yourself and your gut feeling, but always ask others first and they then often, all in all, simply advise against it.
Children and fasting
Most children are slim by nature and very active, so fasting is completely unnecessary.
If you are already overweight at a higher age, you will probably have to see a pediatrician first, who often refers you to a nutritional coach.
I was there with my daughter and fasting for children, is cancelled. Even with overweight. You should try to get back to normal weight by taking more exercise and choosing more nutrients.
Which, for example, does not work at all with my daughter. But you can actually try to create meal breaks in which access to the refrigerator is blocked, as stupid as that sounds. And to take the nightly meal break as a meal break, too. And in the evening, just leave out sweets and nibbles, and not replace them with anything else.
The main problem of most people is not the regular food, but that they constantly put something in their mouth. Sometimes a few nuts here, then a candy bar. With every coffee a few small snacks. At the computer a few salt sticks, while driving a car the sweet thing might lie on the passenger seat.
One thing you can learn from fasting is that constant food is wrong for everyone. Not only dentists and dental assistants pray that probably day by day. Also all the nutrition experts know this.
Eating constantly or constantly „something small“ puts our body under enormous stress. It is practically constantly in working mode and that for years.
At some point, this takes its revenge, not only through overweight.
Especially when you consider that the largest number of people have also given up on simply drinking water. Go to a big beverage market and look around. Sugar everywhere…
Eating less won’t help if I drink two litres of sugar water a day. That would be a trap.
I may not need to count calories and weigh my food, but I should still think about WHAT I eat, WHEN I eat and WHAT I drink!
We have to find back to what our body really needs and that is basically water for adults! Not coloured water with chemicals and sugar or chemical sugar substitutes.
Another pitfall of fasting is to shovel unrestrainedly into oneself during the eating phase, thinking „I’ve earned this or I’m going to indulge myself“.
This may go well for a while, but in fact it’s revenge.
We have to find back to what our body really needs and that is basically water for adult people! Non-colored water with chemicals and sugar or chemical sugar substitutes.
Another pitfall of fasting is to shovel unrestrainedly into oneself during the eating phase, thinking „I’ve earned that or I’ll treat myself to it.
This may go well for a while, but actually takes its revenge by gaining weight instead of losing it.
I’m talking about normal people who are not into extreme sports. A strength athlete or professional athlete has completely different primes and his advisors, who tell him exactly what to eat and when to stop eating.
I assume that these people have no need to read such a blog. After all, I am more likely to read about how these people manage to get to a competitive level in terms of their fat content. I admit that I have never managed any of this. Such a high body fat loss. On the other hand, I’ve never had the desire to do it either.
Since my body weight is normally only 52 kg.
We’ll continue with part four tomorrow.
What’s that about? I think, let’s find out a little history on the subject of fasting. Okay?
See you tomorrow then.
Take a look to the previous storys and fasting blogs for more info.
Mein Kind ist nun Klasse 4 und kam nach Hause und meinte „alles wäre gut“. Man muss dazu sagen, dass Hessen zum Glück keine Maskenpflicht im Unterricht hat, weil dann hätte sie nicht gesagt alles sei gut. Ich wünsche mir dass Hessen dabei bleibt. Lief auch vor den Ferien damit eigentlich ganz gut. Wie sieht […]
Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die Waage gestellt und bin rückwärts runtergefallen.. denn […]
So currently i lack ideas and need something very new … Last week my grandmother died and the days past extremely fast… Here in this part of russia, the day ends at 18:00 .. because it gets pitch dark outside and the body gets fast sleepy.. reeeeally annoying i can tell! It feels like you […]
Ich habe lange überlegt ob ich Euch mal ein paar Impressionen in Channelings Jenseitskontakte gebe die mir besonders in Erinnerung geblieben sind. Und ich denke ja, warum nicht. Wo fang ich an? Muss ich das nochmal erklären? Im Prinzip sind Jenseitskontakte der teilweise „spontan“ entstandene Kontakt zu den, zum Teil „zufällig“ anwesenden Seelen oder Seelenteilen […]
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Hallo zusammen, In diesem Blog werde ich über meine Erfahrungen berichten und darüber.was geschah, bevor ich auf der Erde inkarnierte. Erstens: Wenn Sie einen Schritt von außen in dieses Universum machen, werden Sie wahrscheinlich und höchstwahrscheinlich Ihr Bewusstseinslevel verlieren. Das bedeutet, dass Sie keine Klarheit darüber haben werden,…
Did it happen again? You did your exercises and your body fell asleep, but your mind stood awake, … But you cant get out ? Whats wrong ? Well theres a possible block for you! I call it the silver wall because i saw it. Its a wall that is glued to your astral body […]
We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange… We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing […]
Applause for myself. Now i feel burned out, because nothing seemed to change in the #consciousness of mankind. And now? The next book „Lucid dreams“ is available and i think im finished with what i was wanted to say to the world. Im ready to go now. In my opinion this Planet will never change, […]
A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?