Schlagwort-Archive: Corona

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary,

Today was another special day.

I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile.

You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it.

The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody fresh red.

The speciality of this room is the wall itself. The skin is attached with smaller nails from the fingers of the bodys and the skins somehow became alive. But they always need blood… like a flower needing water …

It looks absolutely delicious …. i like fucking the living skin wall sometimes, because its alive, it understands my feelings… i love the rotting parts of the wall … they make it look more disgusting and creepy for our show.

When the skin is finally seperated from the flesh, it doesnt need washing but instant nailing. Every bit of the dropping blood is held in a container for the blood circulator which lets the wall look so pretty, but im sure you knew that all along dear diary 🙂

Do you wanna know what kind of bodys i nailed there ?

I mostly put up kids skin on the wall, because i hate them so much. Everytime i see kids, my blood boils and i want to smash their heads open with an axe because they look too cute! I hate it!

Gladly they died screaming and in agony… You know the pain drags several evil beings in this building and they help me with my business. But all they want is energy..

What do i get for it? Only a haunted place … sometimes i hear kids scream down the hallway …but then i remember that ive got three more of them in my underground tunnel basements.

I love being a politicians dog!

Anyway thats it for today – see ya later diary! 🙂

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter.

As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face.

It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster splits into two pieces with wide and sharp teeth while it runs.

Many lost their lives to it. It rather lives in the dark and likes hospitals and long dark floors. Somehow you cant hear when it sprints but feel the teeth when it bites off half of your body while running.

The last time i saw one was yesterday near the sewers of our base. That cunt was waiting for blood and flesh to be dropped down.. We throw away infected animals and these things eat them.

Whatever you do, never try to encounter one, it runs faster than you and it can eat a lot of bullets.

I would personally say that this being is rather blind and uses sound for detection .. that would explain why you dont hear when it runs..

We caught few of them to see how they behave and how their structure is built. Interestingly, it seems like an abnormal mutation to cancer cells while a virus becomes conscious to the instincts of the beasts and acts as such.. just eating everything..

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down…

The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here.

It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head.

The rest of the body is rather skinny and tall and it can run fast!

It doesnt make a sound on its own.. but when its near .. you hear the fast footsteps very irregulary .. That is one hell of a scary sound and it lookes horrific.

The arms are covered in sharp blades and when it attacks, it hugs the prey and walks around with it until it dies.. human or animal..it doesnt matter.

Than it runs against a wall to finish it.. The disturbing part is when it eats… It.. just stands right next to its kill and waits to bleed out – suddenly a smile appears on its face and it runs after the next prey.. It seems odly that this species eats dark emotions and fear..

A really terrible monster.. scarier than the movie ghost girl..lol…

If you see it – its mostly over but if you got time, shoot it legs and its head!

The species is rather walking at night in the bushes and waits behind trees when humans approach.

If you got no gun, you WILL die!

They arent robust but agile! Make sure you dont miss!

How did it appear ? It crawled out of someone’s grave …

Next blog: Next monster: The Tree Demon

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How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second.

If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming!

But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not rewarded as much as stealing/scamming money?

Well it might be rewarding to one’s self through energy and the „feel well to help“ – but thats it.. what can you buy with it here? Does it pay your bills?

Of course a few got rich though that work as well but i talk about the really fucking rich guys. The wall street fucking rich guys who sit infront of their computers and gamble through the financial market and making millions with it.

The system itself is a rigged and broken system which helps rich folks getting even richer! The more money you have, the more “ immune you become “ specially in the politic positions.

And we all know… many politicians cant do shit and just scams the mere people around..

Lets not talk about the typical indian callcenter scam, we all know the joke! xD

Being honest and trying to really help people for free is not gonna get you shit! That is the real truth! And i only talk about the money aspect – no energetical stuff!

The problem is that many dont even thank you for free advice or work!! I know that personally and it makes you only angry … They take your advice like nothing… not serious.. okay then.. lets take 5 thousand dollars and see if he likes it now?

People are ungrateful, not all – but very many! And those who aren’t greedy and are grateful, did go through the same shit..

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Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary,

Today was another big day …just as always.

My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me.

This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts

First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain.

The brain i put on a stick and placed it next to the eye collection in the lower left side. I was forming a picture with the brains but i needed more for it. It was rotting away and i needed those fotos to sell it on the dark web. Many liked my collections and sent me more bodies for free.

Anyway, today its all about eyes! So i took the eyes out of the head and washed them in the contaminated blood from the other bodies. It gave the eyes the perfect rotting effect.

After that, i made juice of one eye and injected it in the doll collection body’s to increase the horror when i should get captured.

The other eye i stabbed trough with a fork and hand it on the tree of suicide.

YES i do have names for anything in my garden and house. But what people really love is the yearly roundhouse visit.

You know diary, the problem with these people are their stupidity. I just placed fotos of dead people online and just wrote on it „Self made silicone death body“. That was and still is enough to convince these dumb fucks that all of my collections are silicone figures, but in reality its the real nightmare.

Now stop! I know what you might think. You may ask now how no one is noticing the missing children and woman right?

It is very simple, just read the text again, my injections of rotting effects the entire bodys and faces dissapear… quite fast!

Theres a reason why my park is presented only once a year! XD

Enough for today diary, next time it will be more fun!

Ill head out and rape my screaming doll collections.. bye.

Oh and dont worry the wallpaper, thats how my doll collections look for me!

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Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares.

How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ?

All i know is…

That place showed me the world in which we live in.

It was a nightmare..

A count of endless negative force which no one talked about.

I saw the world rotting away from the inside out, starting with the hearts and minds of many.

I stood up from my white bed which was covered clean in roses like i was dead.. It was one room inside a big facility … No one around …only myself.

The bed moved on its own.. forth to a mirror … i wasnt scared.. just so annoyed about something.

I saw my face ..but it transformed slowly into a monster which started to rip out its own eyes.

What did it saw ? i thought – while it started crying blood and dissapeared.

The bed moved further down a hallway. It was all lighted up and somehow i felt safe .. Something was watching me i felt .. But what?

The next floor around the corner …Finally ..PEOPLE i thought rather depressed.. What was wrong with me?

I said „Hello?“ … And these people, all men, turned around and started to laugh while holding their hands inside their suit pockets..

They laughed and laughed… it didnt stop..

„SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU CUNTS!“ i yelled at them.

Suddenly they stopped laughing..and starting spitting on the floor while turning their backs on me ..“Just a dumb woman“ said one of them..

I got angry and wished them all to die!

What was that supposed to mean „just a woman“ ?! The monster from the mirror appeared again.. it stood next to me and waited ..

I subconsciously and enraged „KILL THEM“ – And in an instant, like a movie scene, they all were dead on the floor..

I again, looked depressed and knew, this wasnt going to solve anything..

We continued to the next floor after floor and this scene repeated itself hundreds of times..

They always told the same no matter how i approached them.. It ended in war and chaos … Just like the world.

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A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed.

This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning..

There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings.

Through the unlimited ways of playing this game, they opened a portal to a different dimenion but everything they knew was reversed.

Good was pure evil – Food was pure flesh – Death was pure joy.

These beings were unstoppable and they killed and corrupted everything.

An was afraid and so we were too.. These beings were dangerous and they could harvest all energy for themselves and bring forth the evil side of a soul.

Before An bursted into many crystals, he sent himself away into the universe and exploded in manyfold pieces.

These crystals are now being searched and used by those who knew there powers from rumors.

The dark beings are everywhere now and no one really knows where the rest of the team is.

They have to remember .. That they have to get the fuck out of here, and that bullshit in their minds are far more dangerous than the beings from the other worlds.

An is probably housing somewhere chilly, or he is trapped in a different dimension, waiting for someone to collect and bringing him back..

Well An .. That shit was caused by you, this is a game, find your way out of the labyrinth..

And to everyone who remembers … You know where the meeting table is

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A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary,

I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine.

She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her…

She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection in my underground basement.

I went to her home and she was rather alone, torturing her cats. I climbed up the window and tied her so she couldnt scream or move. But just to be sure i cut her vocal cords with my rusty fork.. it still had blood from the previous prey on it.

I enjoyed cutting her.

After we arrived at my basement she was awake and tried to move, she was terrified and cried the whole time.

„Shhhhh everything will be okay my pig doll“ i said to her while cuddling with her.

I loved how terrified she looked. She couldnt say a word and i smiled at her while preparing my favorite attraction this day.

I bashed her head straight away with my hammer .. The hole in her head draw a huge blood lake on the floors.. it was BEAUTIFUL! You should see it diary!

As i skinned her and hang her upside down, something slid through her vagina. I couldnt believe it.. she had stored a little gun inside her.

I would be dead by now if i hadnt tied her up so well.

Later i put up a little pig mask on her face which i had made myself with the skin of her ass, just to remind how much of a pig she really was.

There she is… hanging bloody and juicy on chains and smiling.. I rammed a metal pile through her body to stabilise her, so she doesnt swing so much around.

There are nine more pigs left for this collection.

The demons are hungry, ill get them food

See ya soon diary 🙂

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts.

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer.

Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut!

Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT you want to tell me or I ask once for „What exactly do you mean?

Empathy means – I feel what the other person means – I feel it (unfortunately) energetically.

Empathy is 75% unknown on this planet.

Almost nobody thinks about WHAT was said before just answering haphazardly.

The biggest part of humanity is selfish and ignorant and only hears what he wants to hear and interprets what he thinks into it. Instead of asking or putting oneself in the place of the person opposite – perhaps even only for a short time – one should try to put oneself in his place.

There is a saying:

If you discover that you are riding a dead horse – get off.

That means for me – when you realize that your words have caused damage, it is too late. And you can talk as much as you want to make up for it.

The paper can be smoothed, the wrinkles remain.

Have a nice day.

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income.

This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well.

After we got into the house, we were all surprised by lets call it „hidden“ doors which brought more and more places were the sun shined on. It looked really beautiful and we loved the house already.

I stood in the garden and looked at the well, it was big and the water inside was really high. Someone who would fall into the well could easily come out, even a ladder was constructed there but what for?

After we got all comfortable in the house, i started to hear the sound of flowing water at the night.

My room was facing the garden in the second floor and i could clearly see the moon shining in the middle of the well. The water seemed to flow to the circle and… it was getting less and less.

I took my clothes on and run slowly down to see what was going on.

My eyes did see it clear, the water got less and the ladder was build to the ground.

Should i go down there? Or rather call my parents to see what was going on.

I stepped slowly on the slippery ladder inside the well and went down. The ground was slimy and my feet were sinking inside the mud. If i hadnt gripped myself back i wouldve been completely sunken and i dont think that anyone could hear me here at all.

After i looked around, i noticed few paths in which one was filled with water, but what mechanism could drag down this amount of water ? I was twelve meters under the ground and nowhere was a lake or else, maybe there was a underground flow?

I couldnt stay too long on one point otherwise i would get drawned back down.

I choosed the middle path and wanted to go but it was dark. Movement was impossible and stepping somewhere unknown was dangerous.

So i went back up the ladder to call my parents.

They came fast and were annoyed …

„What is it ? The well is empty?“

And as i was about to show, the well was completely filled up again.

„That is strange, i was down there and the water was gone but now no one heard a thing when it came back up?“

„Go to sleep youre dreaming dumbass“ said my mother and pushed me inside the well.

„WHAAAT“ i screamed and woke up in my bed.

I was sweating a lot and this dream was weird. I watched outside and the well seemed normal… and yes.. i screamed the word „what“ because i couldnt believe what my mom did.

The days went by and i watched the well several times at night but nothing happend..

Was it all a dream ? Why did it seemed so real..

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INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]

Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]

A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality.

As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all.

After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back together and packed our knowledge inside this book.

This book contains several experiences and answers for question beyond the afterlife.

And no just to tell you, we never used any drugs or whatever to provide you this info. There are many things which words cant explain, so we made it hopefully enough that everyone understands it.

There is soo much more you have to know specially about yourself and what is really going on here, that is why the book only comes to those who will be prepaired for it and least expecting.

This book might cause visions or strange feelings for a person with zero idea about the material, just to warn you a bit.

We know what we tell inside this book will sound crazy for many because there arent many who know that and even lesser who saw any of it.

But most what is read will be heard by the soul, so that one day the eyes open from the dirty dust.

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Interval Fasting #3

I wish you all a wonderful, but again much too hot for me, August-Summerday.

Let us talk again about interval fasting. Today part three.

As a small reminder Part One: general introduction to the topic

https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/08/17/intervallfasten-1/

Part Two: the most common methods briefly explained

https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/08/18/intervallfasten-2/

Who may fast? For whom is it unsuitable? Are there any pitfalls, if so, what are they?

There are always people who want to make their own opinion universally valid for all and generalize the whole thing.

That is far from my mind. I know several diabetics who fast very strictly 16:8 and have considerable success with it, also in the health area. I know of non-diabetics who fast very strictly 16:8 and where nothing happens. Neither weight loss, nor improvement of health, nothing.

This is simply because every body is different, even if anatomically perhaps the same, but even that is not really so. Where one person may already have no gallbladder, the adrenal glands or thyroid gland may not be working the next, and so on.

So you can’t say in general, this or that person must not fast at all, because there are enough methods nowadays, that everybody can find the right one for him – even with medical or therapeutic help.

It is always important that you listen to your body and if it says „stop“ then you stop (for now).

Pregnant women should not, of course, be prepared to diet or fast for a longer period if the gynaecologist or midwife does not advise it. There are also pregnant women who should not gain weight, especially if they already have a very high initial weight. In this case, however, the whole thing is done under medical supervision anyway.

In my experience, breastfeeding is no obstacle if you choose the shorter and simpler fasting methods. Breastfeeding mothers usually only want to lose weight when they notice that the often quoted belief „if you breastfeed, you lose weight all by yourself“ is somehow not true for them. I can sing more than one song about that. Which is why I was already engaged in short-term fasting at the time.

The real problem is often that you don’t listen to yourself and your gut feeling, but always ask others first and they then often, all in all, simply advise against it.

Children and fasting

Most children are slim by nature and very active, so fasting is completely unnecessary.

If you are already overweight at a higher age, you will probably have to see a pediatrician first, who often refers you to a nutritional coach.

I was there with my daughter and fasting for children, is cancelled. Even with overweight. You should try to get back to normal weight by taking more exercise and choosing more nutrients.

Which, for example, does not work at all with my daughter. But you can actually try to create meal breaks in which access to the refrigerator is blocked, as stupid as that sounds. And to take the nightly meal break as a meal break, too. And in the evening, just leave out sweets and nibbles, and not replace them with anything else.

The main problem of most people is not the regular food, but that they constantly put something in their mouth. Sometimes a few nuts here, then a candy bar. With every coffee a few small snacks. At the computer a few salt sticks, while driving a car the sweet thing might lie on the passenger seat.

One thing you can learn from fasting is that constant food is wrong for everyone. Not only dentists and dental assistants pray that probably day by day. Also all the nutrition experts know this.

Eating constantly or constantly „something small“ puts our body under enormous stress. It is practically constantly in working mode and that for years.

At some point, this takes its revenge, not only through overweight.

Especially when you consider that the largest number of people have also given up on simply drinking water. Go to a big beverage market and look around. Sugar everywhere…

Eating less won’t help if I drink two litres of sugar water a day. That would be a trap.

I may not need to count calories and weigh my food, but I should still think about WHAT I eat, WHEN I eat and WHAT I drink!

We have to find back to what our body really needs and that is basically water for adults! Not coloured water with chemicals and sugar or chemical sugar substitutes.

Another pitfall of fasting is to shovel unrestrainedly into oneself during the eating phase, thinking „I’ve earned this or I’m going to indulge myself“.

This may go well for a while, but in fact it’s revenge.

We have to find back to what our body really needs and that is basically water for adult people! Non-colored water with chemicals and sugar or chemical sugar substitutes.

Another pitfall of fasting is to shovel unrestrainedly into oneself during the eating phase, thinking „I’ve earned that or I’ll treat myself to it.

This may go well for a while, but actually takes its revenge by gaining weight instead of losing it.

I’m talking about normal people who are not into extreme sports. A strength athlete or professional athlete has completely different primes and his advisors, who tell him exactly what to eat and when to stop eating.

I assume that these people have no need to read such a blog. After all, I am more likely to read about how these people manage to get to a competitive level in terms of their fat content. I admit that I have never managed any of this. Such a high body fat loss. On the other hand, I’ve never had the desire to do it either.

Since my body weight is normally only 52 kg.

We’ll continue with part four tomorrow.

What’s that about? I think, let’s find out a little history on the subject of fasting. Okay?

See you tomorrow then.

Take a look to the previous storys and fasting blogs for more info.

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]

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Intervall Fasting #5 – Benefits, disadvantages

Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]

erster Schultag in Hessen 17.8.2020

Mein Kind ist nun Klasse 4 und kam nach Hause und meinte „alles wäre gut“.

Man muss dazu sagen, dass Hessen zum Glück keine Maskenpflicht im Unterricht hat, weil dann hätte sie nicht gesagt alles sei gut.

Ich wünsche mir dass Hessen dabei bleibt. Lief auch vor den Ferien damit eigentlich ganz gut.

Wie sieht es bei euch an den Schulen aus?


Beitragskarusell 1

Hier mal ein kleiner Test, der Blockfunktionen.

Dies ist das neue Beitragskarusell.

Mal schauen, wie es von außen aussieht.

Viel Spaß 🙂

Was ist los in Deutschland?

Heute ist nicht Sonntag und ich habe keinen „Realtalk“ geplant, weil ich das eh IMMER tue, aber ich muss mich jetzt doch, auf meinem persönlichen Blog (mal wieder) äußern.

„Da stehen sie nun

die jungen links und rechts die alten

man sollte meinen, dass sie zusammen halten,

doch weit gefehlt,

der Hass geht um, die Dummheit siegt,

die Mehrheit stumm.

Wer sich noch traut, dass Wort zu erheben,

der fürchtet in Deutschland

(noch) nicht um sein Leben.

Doch glaubt man den Medien, so droht bald ein Krieg

und der NWO, der schenkt man den Sieg.

Glaubt man der Presse, so ist es verdient,

da die Meinung der gläubigen Mehrheit obsiegt.

Mit Meinungsfreiheit ist es nicht mehr weit her,

mit Undemokratisch sein, dafür sehr.

Wer anders denkt und etwas anderes spricht,

den steckt man sofort vors „Schwurblergericht“.

Wenn die schweigende Masse dann endlich spricht,

und die gläubige Mehrheit erkennt, wie falsch sie liegt,

dann ist es schon für viele zu spät,

denn hat man sich schon lange genug bekriegt

und nicht mitbekommen, die NWO hat gesiegt.


Ich habe heute wohl meine kreative Ader, die ich sonst streng an der Leine halte, aber was solls.

Das kleine Gedicht ist frei erfunden und ich bin weder Dichter, noch großer Denker, ich find es ganz witzig.

Keine Garantie ob da irgendwas an Wahrheit drin steckt, natürlich 😉

Teilen erlaubt, Klauen unerwünscht.

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frühkindliches Fäkalvokabular

Oh ja. Der Wörterteufel geht um bei uns.

Und an alle, die so gern die Ausrede nutzen „das hat er oder sie“ aus der Kita, das geht grad nicht. Junior ist seit 12. März, dank Corona zu Hause.

Bis auf ein paar, wenige Stunden in der Kita, damit er sie nicht ganz vergisst.

Also muss er diese Worte wohl irgendwie zu Hause aufgeschnappt haben.

Gerade kam er an und meinte „Mama, was heißt denn Bitch?“. Da muss ich sogar schon überlegen, ob ich dass hier, nach den neuesten AGB überhaupt noch schreiben darf, aber wenn er doch fragt.

Meine intuitive Antwort, die mir auf der Zunge lag und diverse Menschen, meiner Vergangenheit betrifft, habe ich mir kindgerecht verkniffen uns so meinte ich „naja, dass ist ein schlechtes Wort.“

Da ich gerade den Geschirrspüler einräumte, sah ich dass nicht kommen, dass Glitzern in den kindlichen Augen.

Und da ging es auch schon los 🙂 Alles schlechten Wörter, die fünfjährige schon irgendwie kennen, prasselten auf mich ein 🙂

Kurz war Ruhe, weil der Knirps noch etwas zu essen wollte, dann hörte ich „warum will mein Mund denn immer Sch…e sagen?“

Hach ja, ich liebe den Zwerg und seine Sprüche. Aber da die Auswahl der Kandidaten, die so ein Vokabular benutzen hier gegen Null geht,werde ich wohl mal in die Musikliste seiner großen Schwester reinhören ^^

Was haben Eure Kinder so auf Lager, wo ihr nicht so recht wisst, wie ihr drauf reagieren sollt?

Ich habe das ganze dann übrigens geflissentlich ignoriert und er ging wieder spielen. Ganz Schimpfwortfrei 🙂


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INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]

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Meinungsfreiheit- ein Mythos?

Ich habe diese Überschrift nun schon seit Beginn der „Atila Hildman“ und „Xavier Naidoo“ Debatte im Kopf.

Nun, muss ich mir endlich mal die Zeit nehmen, dass ganze mal etwas näher zu beleuchten.

Und zwar, pick ich mir nur ein paar Sachen aus dem ganzen Paket heraus.

Die da wären:

  1. Habe ich das Recht auf meine eigene Meinung?
  2. Darf ich meine Meinung frei äußern?
  3. Drohen mir eventuell Konsequenzen für meine, eigene Meinung?
  4. Welche könnten das sein?
  5. Ist dann überhaupt noch von Meinungsfreiheit zu sprechen?
  6. Und welche Schlussfolgerungen können wir daraus ziehen?

Was ist denn eine Meinung?

Wir können Meinung, so definieren:

Wie bilden uns, unsere Meinung augrund dessen was wir sehen, hören und glauben. Unabhängig davon ob es eine Tatsache /Realität ist oder nicht.

Es ist unsere persönliche, eigene Ansicht und Überzeugung und auch Sicht der Dinge.

Unsere Meinung ist keine Meinung mehr, wenn wir etwas BEHAUPTEN und dies nachweislich falsch ist.

Unsere Meinungsäußerung ist auch nicht erwünscht oder erlaubt, wenn wir anderen damit Schaden zufügen (wollen) Dann werden wir dafür bestraft. Sei es wegen übler Nachrede, Verleumdung oder Diskriminierung.

Habe ich das Recht auf meine eigene Meinung?

Ja. Ohne weitere Kommentare.


Darf ich meine Meinung frei äußern?

Das Grundgesetz sagt dazu folgendes:

Art 5. (1) Jeder hat das Recht, seine Meinung in Wort, Schrift und Bild frei zu äußern und zu verbreiten und sich aus allgemein zugänglichen Quellen ungehindert zu unterrichten. Die Pressefreiheit und die Freiheit der Berichterstattung durch Rundfunk und Film werden gewährleistet. Eine Zensur findet nicht statt.

Und im nächsten Absatz:

Keine Meinungen sind Tatsachenbehauptungen, da die wertende Komponente fehlt, diese zeichnen sich dadurch aus, dass über ihre Wahrheit Beweis erhoben werden kann, was bei Meinungsäußerungen nicht möglich ist.

 In der Praxis stehen Tatsachenbehauptungen häufig allerdings nicht isoliert, sondern in einem Verbund mit Meinungsäußerungen. Um den Meinungsinhalt in solchen Fällen effektiv zu schützen und hierdurch den freien Kommunikationsprozess zu fördern, wird der Schutzbereich auch auf Tatsachenbehauptungen erstreckt, sofern ihnen Meinungsbildungen zugrunde liegen und eine Loslösung voneinander sinnentstellend wirkte.

 Von vornherein nicht Schutzfähig, sind nach der Rechtsprechung des Bundesverfassungsgerichts allerdings Tatsachenbehauptungen, die erwiesen unwahr sind, da diese den Prozess der freien Meinungsbildung nicht in schützenswerter Weise fördern können.

Gleiches gilt für Tatsachenbehauptungen, von denen der Äußernde weiß, dass sie nicht wahr sind.


Das heißt ganz klar, wenn ich eine Tatsache als Meinung deklariere, wird es schon kritisch. Wobei der Fakt, dass es eine Tatsache ist, erst einmal klar bewiesen werden muss.

Und dann kommt noch ein fettes ABER:

Es gibt das Recht der Freien Meinungsäußerung und dem ENTGEGEN stehen folgende Gesetze!

Antidiskriminierungsgesetz

Gesetz der allgemeinen Gleichbehandlung.

Beinhaltet, ich darf meine Meinung gegenüber Tatsachen die andere betreffen nicht frei äußern, weil ich sonst denjenigen diskriminiere.

Dies betrifft: – Alter, Geschlecht, Herkunft und Hautfarbe (Haarfarbe), Vermögen, Gesundheitszustand usw.

Diese Gesetze sollen die Bürger übrigens vor allem in Belangen des Arbeitslebens stärken, dass niemand mehr aufgrund der Religion, Hautfarbe oder sonstiger Merkmale benachteiligt werden kann.

Man kann im Prinzip nun jeden anzeigen, von dem man sich diskriminiert fühlt.

Antirassismusgesetz

Bietet nochmals die Verschärfung des Verbotes der Diskriminierung.

Aufgrund der Rasse, Hautfarbe, Herkunft usw.


In Bezug auf diese Gesetze sind weitere Meinungsäußerungen Verboten:

Verbreitung von Gedankengut zur Überlegenheit der eigenen Rasse oder zum Rassenhass sind VERBOTEN.

Dabei muss die Absicht des sich äußernden klar als Absicht zur Aufwiegelung und Anstachlung erkennbar sein.

Leugnung des Holocausts


Drohen mir eventuell Konsequenzen für meine, eigene Meinung? Welche könnten das sein?

Die Strafen, wenn ich eine Anzeige kassiere, können geringfügig bis nichtig sein, wenn ich zum Beispiel angeblich jemanden beleidigt habe und kein ziviles Interesse besteht.. Dann passiert meistens nix.

Sollte ich aber wegen Volksverhetzung eine Anzeige kassieren, dann drohen mir bis zu fünf Jahre Gefängnis.


Ist dann überhaupt noch von Meinungsfreiheit zu sprechen?

Naja. Sagen wir es mal so. So lange es niemand hört, was ihr denkt. Und ihr nur laut sagt, was alle hören wollen, dann ja.

Ansonsten gibt es keine Meinungsfreiheit, sobald diese sich um andere Personen dreht wenn sie denjenigen gegenüber negativ ist.


Fun Fact, wenn eure Meinung nicht die, der Masse ist, verkauft sie als Kunst und pocht auf das Recht der künstlerischen Freiheit 😉

Damit meine ich natürlich nicht, das ihr auf diese art anderen Menschen Schaden zufügen sollt oder dürft. Aber es gibt genug Möglichkeiten, auch kreativ zu protestieren, wenn euch etwas nicht passt.


Short horror

Ive had another nightmare ..

Ive stood few steps away from my house with few people, but i noticed them after i got a little conscious in my dream.

They looked a bit crazy and dumb to be honest because they all were doing weird head movements.

So i went a step forth and asked what they were doing.

Two girls and a guy were shaking their heads left and right while saying „YOu Wont get me“, while the nose of one girl started to bleed.

Didnt they noticed me at all?

They didnt anwered my questions either.. but looked away.

I stood there and was a bit shocked what was going on.

It was a „dare or death“ – game instead „do or dare“.

They called several monsters from other realms to themselves which either were good or really bad.

Whenever someone closed their eyes and said loudly „you wont get me“, while shaking their head back and forth or left and right, these beings appeared and started to harm them.

The first girl who did it got nose bleedings.

The second girl got nose and eye bleedings and her hair got pulled out.

The guy who did it, got his head directly ripped of his shoulders .

… the girls were laughing.

I tried it myself, not because i wanted to be killed but because i knew unconsciously that i cant be killed, and saw how this stuff happend.

A big black hole appeared in the air and it either spits out monsters or it takes YOU!

It tried to get me but suddenly it was just a black garbage bag. But it was conscious and started to wrap itself around me but i wanted to go with it, just to see what was on the other side.

It did let go and now started to run away from me and suddenly the scene changed again.

I stood again near my house and now, a depp and dark tunnel with steps appeared in front of me.

That place was contaminated with evil energy, i was shaking and when i didnt wanted to enter because i didnt knew it was just a dream anymore, few monsters appeared inside it

They just stared at me with a really big smile…

It scared the hell out of me and i woke up..

It wasnt scary at all i thought, but when youre not conscious about your situation, it WILL get scary.

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]

Another Day

Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD

The Cell and Earth

We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]

Another DaY – my Russian Diary

Finally we are finishing few books …it took a while but theres still much work.

Recently we try to upload few more blogs but our work comes in the way.

My clients finally fill up again and i can make nice money on the side.. advertise is really expensive online..

The corona virus seems to be dead here at least. I still stay on my overdose vitamin C cycle just to be sure. At first i didnt thought too much but later in my dreams, i was examined by few doctors and they showed my blood tests and vitamin results.

Appearently my body was running low on pretty much every vitamin because im not eating too well but workout. They said that my overdose of vitamin was increasing my immune system over three hundred percent, which in my case fought of everything that would harm me.

Even though it was a dream, i knew that something was right about it. It was a nice result.. tests cost a lot in this corrupt country.. using dreams and calling few doc’s from a different realm is sometimes the better option.

Stay tuned because soon our coachings will start too! It will be a lot about consciousness and how, why, what for, against who and waay more will come!

Have good one!