You better get up now and start doing!
First, this is a long research with a „client“ who is physically well and did it to himself. All tests were done from the view of spiritual energy flow and how it attacks the body. Lets begin. Our smartphones and computers are special designs to dull our heads and specially our pineal gland with the … The Strong Side Effects of a Smartphone! – Secret TESTS weiterlesen
its not only love and light, and i tell you why
This place with many others are highly corrupted. What i mean is, that a judge who judges criminals is always paid by the one who wants to win. The more money you give the judge, the higher your chances of winning a case without any problems. These assholes dont even listen to their own rules … Corrupted Judges weiterlesen
I shouldnt say it, even though my day was financially great, i dont give a fuck about money and materialistic crap. If i would have the chance to change all i have in order to get you, i would do it without hesitation! Im looking forward to our explosive encounter soon my dear.. Dont loose … Another Shit Day Without Her AND another Car Crash weiterlesen
This is the smaller Version of the hmm???? What??? Anybody how knows it?
Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly.
It is really like that. I see that even in my closest circle of friends. And that could really frustrate me, or does it already? It is well known that my opinion always has to be the same as the opinion of those around me in order to be recognized.
Well then, let’s not give a damn about recognition and being considered an outsider was the role we were born into.
So, but how can it be that my opinion is different from the opinions of others and why should I really, honestly not care?
The general / universal consciousness of humanity is different, while some people know that they have been reincarnated umpteen times and still know a large part of the lives and deaths.
There are very many (unfortunately in the German area too many) which dont even „know“ that it is not all over after death.
This is due to many reasons, starting with the level of consciousness on which they are, ending with their own personal soul plan.
Why do many not know this? Because it is intentionally concealed.
Just keep realizing that the key to our EXISTENCE is not to do meaningless things day after day, but start asking yourself about the SENSE of your existence.
If your existence had no meaning, then you would not be here!
The moment you begin to become truly aware of your whole BEING, you will find that ALL, really ALL discussions are only meant to keep you from your true calling.
Please do not get involved. Stop the spiral of thoughts and start to become aware of the magnificence of your life and how much you are actually able to give.
Come to your true greatness and discover the spark of divinity within you!
We are all from the same divine source and there is no reason to hate or judge us no matter who we are, what we think or do.
Hate can never and never will win, for for everyone who sows bad karma now, the next round goes straight into an incarnation that will be even worse than the one before. Because we take care of it ourselves,
We could achieve the ultimate freedom, but for that we have to be fully aware and understand ourselves, really understand, that we create the rules of this life ourselves!
More about it in our big book, as well as in all other books!
Take a look!
Applause for myself. Now i feel burned out, because nothing seemed to change in the #consciousness of mankind. And now? The next book „Lucid dreams“ is available and i think im finished with what i was wanted to say to the world. Im ready to go now. In my opinion this Planet will never change, … 100 Blogs in 2 years weiterlesen
The best way to end a day, is trough meditation and relaxation… why? Well you might not dream bullshit and actually can concentrate to get out of your body. Meditating at night can drastically improve your chances for astral travel and lucid dreaming. Try it out. And good luck. Check out our new book if … Good Evening People weiterlesen
We work really effektive and hard (sometimes) to give new input to the masses 😉 So here is our new book: we are very happy to have the posibility to show and teach you everything about it. Please, if you have more questions, contact us for more instructions and help 🙂 so, dont be afraid … A Guide to learn Astral Traveling weiterlesen
I will be honest here with you guys.
Starting a business that becomes profitable these days isnt easy, specially when you dont have any new idea’s.
BUT this doesnt mean that it becomes impossible!
I want to tell you how i started my own business while i really didnt knew anything about it.
I want to give you a few words which will definetly help you, when you felt and understood the situation.
We went hard down hill after we came to russia, money wasnt there and i became desperate.
So what did i do to learn and make money?
I was in a situation which were either i succeed or die on the street..
So i started to learn the language quick and somehow managed to learn enough, so no one would bullshit me over anything and all went on and on.
Of course it wasnt easy, but 24 hours a day is enough time to learn a lot when you use it and specially it gets useful when you do it over and over again!
It felt like a movie and it still does.
What i want to tell you is,
How desperate are you to become financially successful?
All my energy went into my current business, my CONCENTRATION went into the business.. And this caused the success!
How much ENERGY do YOU invest in your dream?
YOU HAVE TO VALUE YOUR ENERGY! How much effort did it take you to achieve something?
I specially dont talk about time because we got infinite spiritually! But only a bit on this planet as a body and how your soul will feel inside that body.
So what are you going to do if it starts to feel hungry?
When youre desperate enough and point your energy towards your goal, it WILL ALWAYS become reality!
Dont listen to anybody, specially not to any thoughts and never tell too much!
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ein kleiner rundumblick bei uns hinterm Dorf
Remember, there is always something #beautyful even in an Beast.
You better get up now and start doing!
And always remember:
Sign your name and bank account info down below and you will be a royal elite member of the club. The „lets eat meat“ and „why im a cunt“ – show will start soon! Get your fork and balls between your ass! .. Cunts!
And lets see what kind of a fucked up dream i can choose from the screen again….
Maybe ill manage to get to you my darling.. 😄💕
you have the right to go your own way!
Kill your f..g Ego.. 😉
It happens a lot in this country.. Youll buy a watermelon and hope its a really sweat one. But than it happens.. one bite and after an hour, the symptome’s start to show. Stomach cramps and pain, dizzyness, sweating and headaches. Dammit.. got poisoned.. There are no health regulations in this damn country and because … Watermelon Poisoning weiterlesen
Was meint ihr? Meine Katzen haben Fähigkeiten von denen manch ein Mensch träumt. Sie wissen, wenn ein Mensch nicht viel taugt und knurren ihn an! Schon mehrfach erlebt. Dexter rennt, wenn jemand vor der Haustür steht, hin und ist „Verteidigungsbereit“. Er ist sich also drüber im klaren, dass er hier zu Hause ist und im … Sind Katzen spirituell begabt? weiterlesen
Wenn einen die Dummheit der Menschen mal wieder sprachlos macht.
Having a lot clients out of nowhere… it happens and causes back pain when i lean to much forward for injecting needles. Today i bought a needle matt …or lets say „pain matt“. It burns the hell out of my back, but it really helps. A little advice for anybody with back pain: Get yourself … Another Day – Back Pain weiterlesen
It’s not like you don’t tell it over and over and over and over and over again.
It’s not like people don’t listen.
It’s like, you tell it like a record that jumps back again and again and again and again.
My hardest nut to crack is my litany, let me think about it for a moment, about 8 years!!! it has been listened to again and again and again until he FINALLY! actually started to do what I advised him to do year in, year out.
He did not regret it.
But the fears and beliefs were so deep that he did not jump over the gap between wanting and doing for a very, very long time.
About 2-3 years ago, he finally started to do what HE loves and what HE wants and I would say mission completed.
It took me 8 years of persuasion. Eight years!
So, what’s point one in pushing to start?
Wallowing in your own negative beliefs and fears. It’s not exactly our comfort zone, but it’s certainly expanding towards that.
Point two, as I mentioned before, is that we just don’t want to leave our comfort zone. Because „where there’s a will, there’s a way.“ And „if you don’t want to, you don’t want to.“
Point three would be IN the comfort zone, doing everything that keeps you from finally starting, INCLUDING just talking about it and reading about it and watching hours of videos about it instead of finally starting.
Point four, not to find or look for any reasons or motivation. WHY you should finally do it NOW.
Some people might think „yes, what’s 8 years, it’s over fast“.
I can only reply to this, if you don’t know already at the age of 11 what you wanted to become and you are working towards it, you will probably be much older when you realize that the hamster wheel doesn’t make you happy and you prefer to do your own thing and THEN 8 years are a big part of your productive age and for some people it is simply too late!
I can only say it again and again.
Start before it is too late. Nobody lives forever and at some point it is much harder to do what you really wanted to do.
I’ll probably write a few more blogs about it, also how important it is to know why you should do your own thing. Which is not only meant in terms of making money.
Ein Visionboard, ist die oft gepriesene grafische Aufbereitung unserer eigenen Vision, unseres Traumes, unserer Ziele.
Man könnte faul sein und Fotos suchen und die aufkleben, oder an die Wand kleben, man kann aber auch kreativ sein und seine Ziele aufmalen, oder in Lettern aufkleben, lasst eurer Fantasie freien Lauf.
Und wozu das ganze???
Um unser Unterbewusstsein! auf unsere Ziele / Visionen / gehoffte Erfolge einzustimmen.
Unser Unterbewusstsein entscheidet darüber wie viel Energie wir auf unser Ziel legen, wieviel Motivation wir letzten Endes besitzen und wie viel Arbeit wir investieren.
Was ist also besser, als uns unser Ziel immer mal wieder vor AUGEN zu halten?!
Selbst, wenn wir es nicht sehen, unser Gehirn weiss ganz genau, WAS wir da kreiiert haben und wird nun noch mehr Energie darauf legen, dass wir es erreichen.
Habt ihr schon mal ein Visionboard kreiiert?
Lasst es uns wissen.
Hey everyone, I want to talk about things, which i learn from my constant repeating dreams, about many things in those worlds. One of those things is the behaviour of „demons“, ghosts or lets say negative entity’s. How do they behave and what kind of goal do they have? Well..ive understood that these beings like … A demons playground weiterlesen
Ive had an old dream about a monster as a kid. I was standing on a street which was empty. No cars, no humans ..just Nothing but the street and few trees. I looked left and right until i noticed a black thing that had yellow eyes and it was big and covered in black … Monsters cause Pain ? – A lesson weiterlesen
last night in my dream, i burned to death.. why does it felt so real?
I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue. The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue. Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me. This tree and the entire scene … The Witch – Another Dream weiterlesen
Dreams and the world
Hallo zusammen, Zum heutigen Abend sprechen wir darüber was denn sogenannte ausserkörperliche Reisen sind, kurz genannt über Astralreisen. Vielen ist dieses Thema fremd und viele wissen davon aber fürchten sich davor oder stempeln diese als Hirngespinste ab. Vorweg, ihr seid weder geistig am durchdrehen, noch braucht ihr davor Angst haben. Jeder …sagen wir fast jeder … Astrale Welten weiterlesen
„beep beep beep“ the alarm clock sounds. ignore
„piiiiep piiiieeep piiieeeeep“ shrill screeching of the alarm clock, my heartbeat soaring, that the breathing mask crashes into my face,
„DAMNED“ – I shout unabashedly – nobody hears me here anyway.
Not only am I awake, I am also directly annoyed and before my morning ration of „gold“ I am not master of my senses.
Mistress, mind you, but nobody here is interested in that. Least of all me.
A short time later, after a short lap of honor in what they call „bath“ here, jail would be more appropriate, I am already on my way to the research room.
Today a new experiment is on the agenda, Torben, our leader has been raving about it all last week.
Today it’s getting serious.
The new experiment is supposed to prove that there are genetically created races that are able to develop independently and treat their planet lovingly and not destroy it.
Experiments A to L were pure failures. As was to be expected.
This universe was one of the younger ones and one could almost rightly claim to be one of the most unnecessary.
Torben, hated it when I said that. But I was convinced of that.
We had consistently had bad results in all previous experiments.
Either the experiments destroyed themselves in a very short time, or their planet, or both.
Our team, put all their hopes on – M – In the belief that the mistakes of the past would not be made again.
After all, the mistakes in the genetic code had been corrected, and there were already promising species on the planet we wanted to integrate.
When I arrived, the whole team was already assembled and looked out of the round window that stretched across the entire room. The view was once again overwhelming.
„Too bad that this beautiful planet will soon be a heap of ashes and coal dust, too,“ Brian murmured as I stood next to him. Torben looked over at us disapprovingly.
„A little more enthusiasm people. Just try harder,“ he said and went to his desk.
„In 15 minutes we will reach their orbit. There’s no mention in our files that any of us have been here, so I guess we’re free to go and have a good romp.“
So we went to him.
The moment when we initiated the start of the experiments was always particularly solemn … we hugged each other and I looked at my husband, who had been trying to get through to me the whole time.
Since telepathy was forbidden on the ship, I couldn’t show him that his signals were getting through, but he knew from my facial expressions that they were. There were many couples on the ship, but our boss said it would lower the group’s morale if we showed it too openly, so we couldn’t even stay in the same cabins.
What were we getting into?
„Hey, Kati. You’re the first one today. Let’s go.“
My husband got big eyes and a red head, I knew he hated it when Brian and Torben preferred me.
To be first on the new planet was also to be favoured by the bosses, but they probably just chose me because I was the last one to arrive at the meeting.
„Well then. Here we go.“ I said, „Here we go,“ and I laid down on the appropriate chaise longue and got wired across the room.
„But this time, don’t put life support on until after I’ve gone. I said that, and everyone laughed.
The bums had already slammed the tube onto my chest when I hadn’t even been over there yet.
„Guys, this stuff is just so you don’t have to check up on me so much. When is my husband coming?“
He was already standing next to me, giving me one last kiss and whispering to me, „Soon my heart. I won’t let you wait too long.“
I was going to say „You say that every time.“ But then it started.
Through a monitor I was shown what we already knew about the planet and through a cable this was sent directly into my memory.
In addition I saw pictures which already let me suspect that also experiment – M – would fail again, like the others before.
Although the predominant species there did not seem to be too intelligent, it was apparently unconscious to a great extent and strove to kill everything was foreign to it.
„This is gonna be fun.“ The others around me nodded. I’ve never seen a planet worse than this one.
Since I had not written the schedule and only knew the rough task details, Brian felt that too much knowledge spoils the effect. I was curious to see what I would end up with this time.
Well.., this time no exoskeleton seemed to be needed, which was the case on almost all other planets and annoyed us.
The freedom of movement with these things, is immensely limited and no one can say that it is fun. Although mature exoskeletons were able to adapt well to the body inside, but in principle they were all useless.
After that it turned black around me and I lost consciousness…
Part 2 on its way! Katja
Ich weiss das viele den Montag nicht mögen aber bei mir ist jeder Tag gleich. Ich hab oft dieselbe Routine. Nur heute war viel mehr los und mein Rücken verkrampfte, darauf kaufte ich unüberlegt eine Kleinigkeit die dagegen helfen sollte. Stattdessen aber muss ich es morgen mit einer netten Erklärung zurück geben, da es das … Guten Montag Zusammen weiterlesen
so viel unerwartete, schädliche Chemie in Kosmetik
Its hot, my eyes hurt and my back crackes on its own.. And now headaches started. This always happens when i look more than 4 hours a day straight at a screen..somehow my right eye doesnt like that. And now my cat starts to eat my bags of vitamins.. Better get him out of here! … Another Day weiterlesen
Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly. It is really like that. I … DISPUTES AND SPIRITUALITY weiterlesen
I will be honest here with you guys. Starting a business that becomes profitable these days isnt easy, specially when you dont have any new idea’s. BUT this doesnt mean that it becomes impossible! I want to tell you how i started my own business while i really didnt knew anything about it. I want … Need Advice to start a Business? weiterlesen
what do you need, iv you get some cats?
The own habits, towards more efficiency and assertiveness only comes when the pain threshold is reached more than the comfort zone. Before that, you don’t have to, and I really don’t mean! wait or hope that you will make a serious effort to do something differently. People don’t change if they are still feeling so … THE WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE weiterlesen
Ich wünsche jeden einen guten Donnerstag!
Lasst euch nicht von euren Zielen abbringen und macht immer weiter!
- Zehn Wege sich selbst zu sabotierenschöner scheitern in zehn punkten
- Youre my DreamMy world feels incomplete without you, What would i ever do without you? I have no clue, Love is not Love, without you here Get … Youre my Dream weiterlesen
- Your Energy
- World of What COULD BE
- Woran erkenne ich, dass es meiner Katze gut geht?Tier können nicht sprechen, also woran erkennt man dass die Miez wirklich fit ist?
- Wish you all a Great Friday Night!
- Wieso es keine Seelenlosen menschen geben kannDiejenigen die sich mit Spiritualiät beschäftigen fragen sich sicherlich mal folgende Frage: „Wenn es beseelte Menschen gibt, so gibt es doch bestimmt auch unbeseelte Menschen … Wieso es keine Seelenlosen menschen geben kann weiterlesen
- Wieso es kein Talent gibtErfolg ist kein Glück.
- Wie man sich effektiv vorm anfangen drücktErfolg kommt nicht, vom nichts tun.
- Wie kann man sich selbst vertrauen?Ist dies eine Frage, die man sich stellen kann? Der Einzige, der diese Frage beantworten kann, sind Sie. Wenn Sie wissen, wozu Sie fähig sind, … Wie kann man sich selbst vertrauen? weiterlesen
Having a partner who lives hundred and thousands of miles away for a long time is very hard.
Specially when you cant see each other because some state’s and governments wont allow it..
Thats a pretty stupid and fucked up planet if you ask me… hindering two people to find their luck, while they can be anywhere, anytime around the globe with their privat jets..
It often happens that out of nowhere, we start to have a conflict with our long distance partner about many stupid and useless things.
The reason for this is the distance and frustration. Not knowing WHEN youre going to see him/her.
The more interesting thing is, every conflict dissapears when you start to video chat with your partner. It feels if a conflict never appeared at all.
So do more video chats people! I guarantee you, it will feel better and stress will be solved instantly!
The most problem is that you cant help them at any way if they should have problems or whatever.
Questions appear like „what if he/she get into a car accident and we never hear anymore from each other?“ Or what if…. and so on..
Pretty useless questions of course, because you couldnt change anything at all … only wait and hope.
And one more thing, the black question should never even be in your mind „does my partner fake it or step sides me with another one?“
This question is only to be asked if you really have a strange feeling about it.
If your partner really loves you and you both REALLY FEEL connected to each other – a way will be always open! It always is!
Have a good day friends!
The screen showed five teenagers which were bound on chair and they seemed to cry. Their eyes were bound with tape.
Meanwhile some people started to laugh and under these people, we even saw Bill B., K.P. and many more.
We didnt expect these people to be here. They were neither guarded or secured. It really seemed like a „party“ were everyone was equal and „knew“ each other.
While the people laughed, me and my wife looked each other in the eyes and understood what was going to come.
Those who organised this party went on and gave everyone a mask.
My wife got a cat mask and i got a gorilla mask.. no one would notice us now we thought.
„EVERYBODY … MASKS ON AND ENJOY THE LITTLE TEASER … hahaha“ said the pig mask guy.
Suddenly the people on the screen got tasered by people who wore black robe’s and pig masks.
„WHEN THE PREY SCREAMS, IT GETS TASERED AND WHEN YOU CRY, WE EAT YOU ALL ALIVE“ said one of the black robe guy.
The people started to laugh like it was a commedy show.
It seemed we were the only normal people in this underground building.
No one could go out until the show was over.
My wife got disgusted and needed a bathroom.
„Are you okay? Lets go to a bathroom“ i said.
We both got to a very luxerous bathroom and i waited until she was …. finished with puking.
Bill B. came in.. „I see its your first time here?“
„Yes it is … and our first time to this kind of fun“ i replied.
„Hahaha .. it hasnt even begun, wait until you see the baby’s“ while he washed his hands and smiled.
„We look forward to it!“ i said while starting to laugh myself. Not because of the „fun“ what was going to come, but because a „Bill B.“ talked about killing baby’s and smiling about it.
I asked myself …what if all the bullshit from the internet was true what they said about him?
We would soon see..
Bill left and my wife came out of the bathroom.
It was strange that the womans and mens bathroom were all the same. I mean what idiot doesnt respect privacy?
We left the bathroom and took our masks back on.
„AND THAT IT IS FOR THE TRAILER LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, GO THROUGH THE NEXT GATE TO THE REAL FUN“ the pig guy said.
A big metal door opened behind the screen and everybody went in, as we heird some say „Iam so excited ..we can finally let it loose again“
We wondered what they meant as we walked with the crowd and my wife held my arm.
A loud „DONG … DONG“ … Two paths appeared .. The people followed their lust..
nur der Wille führt zum Ziel
And lets see what kind of a fucked up dream i can choose from the screen again…. Maybe ill manage to get to you my darling.. 😄💕
Zugegeben, ich wohne sehr idyllisch. Und trotzdem schau ich am liebsten in den Himmel. So wie heute. Wollt ihr mitschauen? Sieht das nach schlechtem Wetter aus??? Was meint ihr? Gute Nacht!
It’s not like you don’t tell it over and over and over and over and over again. It’s not like people don’t listen. It’s like, you tell it like a record that jumps back again and again and again and again. My hardest nut to crack is my litany, let me think about it for … HOW TO EFFECTIVELY AVOID GETTING STARTED weiterlesen
I was working in two shifts as a security guard in a department store. My shifts were always normal and nothing big happend for over 10 years of work until the clock demon appeared who… Hmphf…. lets start this over.. One night i was walking the usual routine down the hallway. „Keep the Doors shut … The Unusual Day weiterlesen
Ein Visionboard, ist die oft gepriesene grafische Aufbereitung unserer eigenen Vision, unseres Traumes, unserer Ziele. Man könnte faul sein und Fotos suchen und die aufkleben, oder an die Wand kleben, man kann aber auch kreativ sein und seine Ziele aufmalen, oder in Lettern aufkleben, lasst eurer Fantasie freien Lauf. Und wozu das ganze??? Um unser … Was ist ein Visionboard und wozu dient es? weiterlesen
I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue.
The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue.
Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me.
This tree and the entire scene was in the middle of nowhere. The background was black and if i would fall, the scene would fall apart i knew.
The woman or as i thought „WITCH!“ asked me „What do you desire the most, that i could give you?“ This question seemed easy because i knew, bringing my wife from the other end of this planet wouldnt work …at all…
So i answered „Ultimate Power“ – Than the tree brought up many other people which were connected to the tree… Lets say they were corrupted and fell to her spell.
She walked towards me slowly while pushing aside the hanging blue body’s. I thought that these might attack me but i wasnt scared and neither did i wanted anything from her.
I decided to fly upwards, so she couldnt reach me.
She understood that she couldnt catch me with her spell, neither had it any effect even if she wouldve catch me.
Her spell was to seduce its prey and wrap them up under a false promise, while the tree did the rest.
She was a witch who posessed the willingless prey…
While i flew away, she screamed loud and looked rather dissapointed.
I woke up …
Manchmal denke ich, ich lebe in einer völlig anderen Welt, als die meisten anderen Menschen, die ich kenne. Manchmal beneide ich diese Menschen um ihre Gabe, das Offensichtliche nicht zu sehen und um ihre Ignoranz, das Wesentliche auszublenden. Blind zu sein, auf dem Auge des Mitgefühls. Aber tauschen möchte ich nicht mehr mit ihnen, selbst … Allein unter Blinden…ich sehe was, was Du nicht siehst! weiterlesen
Here you get to the original story: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/07/20/weekend-fun/
I was sitting on a couch with few people i didnt knew and never saw anywhere.
We were watching tv or… they were watching.
I stood up and asked the crowd „Lets jump into the scene inside the tv, why sit and just watch it?“
There was no answer and no one really looked at me at all… Couldnt they see or hear me ?
Well i didnt bothered too much and stood on the couch.
Then i took a little sitting position and jumped straight into the tv, still no one was bothered nor looked.
So i flew and thought that i will pass trough it but suddenly i stopped right before, because there was no scene or picture going on.
I saw this screen again from other dreams and i started to puzzle few colors into a picture.
Suddenly the scene behind me changed to the picture i puzzled but the screen made automatical changes and formed the rest.
This was quite interesting to see the screen „not working“
There still much out there…
I will try to see what the screen can do, since it isnt my first nor fifth time experiencing this.
Hello, My name ist Amy. I love my phone and tablet. I watch it the entire day until the battery runs out and than i start to watch my tablet while my phone recharges. I like my bed and to live there for 10 hours a day. I only stand up when i get hungry … The Live Of a Young Elder weiterlesen
I was wondering why humans are as they are. How can i explain it, Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves? We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail. A lot just dont … My Questions… weiterlesen
Erzähl das, was du vorhast, anderen! Völlig egal wem, am besten ungefragt, jemanden der dich doch ganz bestimmt ganz doll mag – und dann warte ab. Hast Du bis dahin noch an dich geglaubt und das du alles schaffen kannst, dein gegenüber wird das für dich erledigen und danach weisst du warum du nie was … fünf Wege, Deine Motivation zu killen – instant weiterlesen
Its really hard to go somewhere in this kind of weather. We have 30° celsius in the shadows and 45 in the sun. You probably can imagine how a walk for 30 minutes feels outside. The skin is wet, the hair falls in the eyes and all clothes are soaked … A blizzard would be … Another Hot Day weiterlesen
das Wochenende naht
einfach, ist einfach am schwersten
Ich habe festgestellt das ich Bilder nur vom Handy aus in den Blog bekomme.
Also hier ein paar gute Nacht Bilder.
Mein 24/7 Freigänger schläft derzeit in meinem Schrott Corsa und er braucht wohl echt ein Haus mit Fenster:)
Ich finde aber gerade kein Foto.
Many might know this already how pointless it is to talk with dumb people.
Why is it that such people simply wont hear or pretend not to hear what you say?
Well the answer is rather simple..
Its their experience, their believes, their life and what theyve had and got from their parents.
Shortly said: they are unconscious.
You cant wake a dumb person when they got a fog of unconsciousness infront of their heads ..
It is just like in a dream, no one can hit you and scream at your face to finally recognise what is going on… well .. in a dream this is actually possible though..
The live of a person who cant hear the argument of a person who respects the words of the disrespecter, was and never will be bright shining.
Those lives are mostly filled with sadness and pain. And they try to cover it by showing how tough they are and how weak and dumb all the others seem to be.
Iam surrounded by idiots and this is the truth. My parents arent smart and they never were. They only tell us how bad we are and how stupid, but iam conscious.
Someone who is conscious will never be a victim of anything and there is no excuse.
Someone who cant hear the truth about their sad and angry lives is the real looser.
Why am i telling you this?
Because you got the hands over your live! Not any asshole-opinion or dumb sentence from anybody!
Better hold those strings tight and always stand your ground!
But be sure to loose the strings which cut your hands 😉
I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating.
I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about.
It looked like a really well done hospital horror scene.
The floor had no doors … only few lights were hanging above..
I started to walk and my footsteps were loud and as i walked further, ive felt a big bad energy coming my way.
After walking maybe fifteen feet, i saw something down the floor which came screaming at me.
That thing had no arms nor face, it was cut in half and walked slowly screaming at me, while it was covered in blood.
Now … do you know the type of movies were a scream of a monster is more terrifying than itself?
This was the case here.
It looked ugly, dont get me wrong – but the loud and ugly scream was scarrier.
I knew that it would attack me, so ive said to myself than it will pass right through me, without ever noticing me.
And it did pass trough, it was nothing.
I wasnt scared because ive had a lot of such moments in conscious and unconscious dreams.
After that thing passed trough me, i walked further down the floor and saw the next thing coming up.
It was a giant three headed dog with .. alot of wounds .. one face was in front, the second face was in the middle, and the third was at its tail which was cut off.
To be honest i didnt knew which side was the front, but i knew that this thing actually could snatch me if i wont get out of there soon.
The reason it could touch me was because i got a little scared and i was unconscious in this state.
This fucking dog was running sideways at me and it had three tongs which were cut in three pieces.
It looked really bad… have you ever seen a fucking zombie dog running at you sideways with full speed and screaming louder than the ugly freak two seconds ago?
I switched above the scene and the body down there was ignored …the dog passed through.
Why did it not attack?
As i got back and walked further down the floor, i looked back just to note, that the half cut being and the dog merged into one – giant four legged piece of monster which had two bloody eyes and was staring right at me…
Ive got really scared..not because of that thing, but from the momentum how it looked at me.
It started to run like the girl from the movie „The Exorzist“ on all four legs while climbing around the floor…
Ive had enough of the scene… i wanted to just sleep but NO, i must stay somewhere bloody and get chased by a four legged cunt dog 🤣
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I was sitting in my room while reading a book. It was called „The forbidden Secrets of Mankind“. It was boring at first until it started to tell about monsters which surrounded us a long time ago and that they feed of energy. Suddenly a strong wind came up and i went to my window … The Eyes in the Dark weiterlesen
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Ive had another nightmare ..
Ive stood few steps away from my house with few people, but i noticed them after i got a little conscious in my dream.
They looked a bit crazy and dumb to be honest because they all were doing weird head movements.
So i went a step forth and asked what they were doing.
Two girls and a guy were shaking their heads left and right while saying „YOu Wont get me“, while the nose of one girl started to bleed.
Didnt they noticed me at all?
They didnt anwered my questions either.. but looked away.
I stood there and was a bit shocked what was going on.
It was a „dare or death“ – game instead „do or dare“.
They called several monsters from other realms to themselves which either were good or really bad.
Whenever someone closed their eyes and said loudly „you wont get me“, while shaking their head back and forth or left and right, these beings appeared and started to harm them.
The first girl who did it got nose bleedings.
The second girl got nose and eye bleedings and her hair got pulled out.
The guy who did it, got his head directly ripped of his shoulders .
… the girls were laughing.
I tried it myself, not because i wanted to be killed but because i knew unconsciously that i cant be killed, and saw how this stuff happend.
A big black hole appeared in the air and it either spits out monsters or it takes YOU!
It tried to get me but suddenly it was just a black garbage bag. But it was conscious and started to wrap itself around me but i wanted to go with it, just to see what was on the other side.
It did let go and now started to run away from me and suddenly the scene changed again.
I stood again near my house and now, a depp and dark tunnel with steps appeared in front of me.
That place was contaminated with evil energy, i was shaking and when i didnt wanted to enter because i didnt knew it was just a dream anymore, few monsters appeared inside it
They just stared at me with a really big smile…
It scared the hell out of me and i woke up..
It wasnt scary at all i thought, but when youre not conscious about your situation, it WILL get scary.
Having a partner who lives hundred and thousands of miles away for a long time is very hard. Specially when you cant see each other because some state’s and governments wont allow it.. Thats a pretty stupid and fucked up planet if you ask me… hindering two people to find their luck, while they can … Problems of a long distance Relationship weiterlesen
It doesn’t matter how you get there, what matters is that you get there.
The screen showed five teenagers which were bound on chair and they seemed to cry. Their eyes were bound with tape. Meanwhile some people started to laugh and under these people, we even saw Bill B., K.P. and many more. We didnt expect these people to be here. They were neither guarded or secured. It … Dark Rituals and Blood ? Part 2 weiterlesen
Hello everyone, i hope you guys do well too. The last days i feel really tired, specially when the sun shines strong. I wish the weather engeneering/chemtrails back! It made the weather grey and cold 😄 I dont know why i feel like that, maybe a really good sleep would make it up. A friggin … Sleepy Day’s weiterlesen
Ziele erreichen, kurz erklärt.
My dream last night was very interesting.
I was searching something … a ship, probably my ship.
The place where i live has many mountains and inside the dream, colours appeared very strong and my parents were stupid as always – yelling about useless stuff.
I didnt cared about any of them and flew near the mountains and suddenly i was standing in front of a near mountain which existed physically too.
I went trough it and found a high – modern, round and floating ship which had a greenish colour. It was waving midair too.
I knew that this ship was my and i left it there, so no one would find jt. I wasnt going to tell anybody anything about it but i knew a person which might expect me to come with it …
This ship was invisible at all times when consciousness entered it, while the one inside could see everything and command it.
It moved slow but it was possible to travel to every dimension very clear and save. No radar or whatsoever could detect it because it became conscious through me, even though it still had a few monitors inside.
The mountain was a coverup because even if it was invisible, you could touch it by accident when no one was inside.
Inside the mountain was another higher advanced facility with extraterestials but i saw only one guy who checked the room with my ship.
Starting the ship was very fast and happend automatically when i entered while my energy as a soul fuled it and decreased the density to a level, were it became untouchable.
This dream was a bit more interesting than the most usual stuff.. Is there really a fucking ship inside that mountain?
How does it feel to burn to death?
Well we all can agree that this level of pain is unbearable and anybody who burned his finger, knows that it hurts sometimes already bad.
The first thirty seconds will be the most painful moment (besides getting electroshocked that hurts nearly equal), because your nerves start to boil inside with everything else.
When a nerve gets comprimised inside the body, it answers with pain or irritations.
Now what pain will come when the nerves get burned all at once ?
Few months ago ive had something bad at my foot ..im not going to tell what it was, but i burned it three times with a glowing iron spoon to get rid of it.
It wasnt a big area but holding the burning spoon at my foot hurt really really bad. I was sweating because i didnt knew how much pain i would need to endure first until its over. So i just pressed it down and it went for 10 seconds until the pain stopped, while i was sweating even more.
My skin was turning white because the heat had burned down everything inside it, so i wasnt feeling any pain anymore around the area… Ive still got a video from that but i dont think you want to see it!.xD
After that i understood why someone will die faster in such situations:
The pain – which is extreme, even if it will be just for nearly half a minute.
The schock – because our brain has a „secret“ function to shut itself off, if we know that death or anything bad comes – which ‚overloades‘ the individual.
Fear – anybody who knows that they will burn to death, might die from fear as well, even before the act.
Overall we can agree that dying like that is fucked up.. The same as freezing .. both hurts.
Ive had an old dream about a monster as a kid. I was standing on a street which was empty.
No cars, no humans ..just Nothing but the street and few trees.
I looked left and right until i noticed a black thing that had yellow eyes and it was big and covered in black smoke.
It started to come close very fast and i knew that i couldnt get out of there until the scene was over.
So it came and had very sharp claws but its a dream and you cant feel pain right? I knew that as a kid because ive had no experience with pain within dreams.
This one teached me i guess! xD
That thing was going to kill me but i couldnt die so it hurt me very bad and terred my skin of while striking me with the claws all the time..
It hurt so bad that i was actually screaming loud and tried to fight back but then i noticed something.
It wasnt trying to kill me but to torture me until i realise something.
While he had its claws in my back and held me to the sky i noticed that pain wasnt the problem, it was our expecation!
Pain never occurs in any of the other worlds when we should get damaged, it comes when we expect it to come! My problem was that i didnt knew it was a dream and thought it will hurt when it hits me.
I saw that pain only was possible when youve had a body and a mind which follows your expecting will to cause pain. I saw the reality what was causing us to believe nonsense and taking it over to other worlds which didnt belonged there.
After i realised that, i suddenly started to laugh and stood again in front of that being.
Me as a kid infront of this three meter thing which didnt flinched anymore.
I walked away from it and it dissapeared slowly behind me.
What kind of teaching method was that ?? The way of pain ??? XD
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