As you can see todays topic will be the question of „Is it really useful to run for loosing weight“?
This question is not easy to answer because it depends on the program youre doing or if you have any health problems. So lets see if we can answer it more specifically!
If youre completely healthy and you want to go jogging in the morning to burn some extra calories, it should be fine to do so but it wont be really efficient. The reason for that is because your body needs to be empty of any glycemic energy which are stored in your muscles. If you start running in the morning to loose weight, than you would need to run 30 minutes atleast before your body starts of using fat cells. This is why starting a diet first would help loosing weight either than running.
The second point is, if your joints have any problems already, it will get worse if you start jogging. Many joint problems in the knees appear because of excessive jogging or running. Than there is the platform where you start running. If its just asphalt with the wrong shoes, you might get more damage in your knees than you like so be sure to use running shoes or a softer ground.
Besides the genetic and your eating aspects, its alright to say that jogging in the morning can help you to loose weight but heres a thing. If you would rather start using weightlifting to loose weight, you would be way more efficient! If you built muscle over time, your body will consume constantly energy even if you just lay or sit down and do nothing! This is great for men and woman.
If you want to loose weight really with running and not by weight lifting, than i would tell you to do a HIIT (High – Intense – Interval – Training)
This sort of training is as the name says „High intense“.This means the time you would jog (30 minutes or an hour) would be reduced to 15 minutes while the intensity gets doubled.
For a training like this you should start slow and not overdo it because otherwise your heart will get a lot of stress.
Heres how a jogging HIIT is done:
You start to slowly jog for 15 seconds and the other 15 seconds you start to run with full power as fast as you can. After these 15 seconds you wont stop but just begin to jog slowly again and after that, youll run again 15 seconds as fast as you possibly can. This will be repeated until the 10 minute or 15 minute mark is reached. If 15 seconds is too much for most beginners, you can jog 30 seconds and sprint 15 seconds, just to get more breath.
If you do this, your body will burn energy as well after your workout like weight lifting but not because you gained muscles, but because it uses a lot more energy than simply jogging.
You shouldnt do this training daily, specially as a beginner! Do it 3 times a week and start with 2 times and begin by warming up. The first couple times will be hell because your system needs to accept it but it will be worth it if you do it.
So the last times i had tried to leave my body willingly, it didnt worked and i was drifting constantly into a dream which was old ..
Nothing new ..only those never ending dreams with a few hints on what happend.
But yesterday something happend!
I had a huge headache and my eyes were causing it because of spasms around my little eye muscles. Massaging them helped a bit but i decided to throw in some Paracetamol and waited until the pain went away. A few minutes later i felt dizzy and some sort of being high. I layd down on my back and just closed my eyes because i was getting really really relaxed. I dont know why it worked like that on me but my body really liked it and i was comfy in every position. Another few moments and i suddenly could see but my eyes werent open and i knew that. It seemed i was about to leave my body fully conscious this time and i even saw a floor in front of me. My vision changed to that place but before that, i saw that my astral body was about to stand up slighty over my head and my vision returned back to my room. Shortly said: if i had gone through that floor, i would be dreaming in that very moment but since i looked elsewhere, i regained myself.
Unfortunatly before my feet went out as well, a loud drop was in my house floor and i got pulled back instantly.. My annoying sister was feeding her fucking cat in her hands .. I tried it again but now the neighbor was starting his fucking car for 5 minutes and the third time my vather was going outside in a loud manner… at 00:10 in the night..
I was surprised that i was able to leave for a moment and noticed that maybe i cant get out, because my body cant relax AT ALL, no matter how much i try to relax it. I felt a relief on my back and my feet..maybe this helped..
Either i will try more Paracetamol or .. who knows.
Lets see what i can do tonight. Have a good day! 🙂
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Back from another week and presenting you with .. not much!
As you mightve read before, i was trying out some stuff to get out of my body (astral travel) and it didnt worked like i hoped it would.
Instead, i was back in repeating dreams but now its strongly random and i noticed something.
Whenever i try .. or not to leave my body, i get pulled no matter what, into a dream which was dreamt few years ago or in my childhood and i know that because i get Déja-vús inside those dreams! When i first had that dream, some scenes were blacked out or made no sense. It was in a blurred state and now they became clear and i noticed that those blacked out scenes were ME, trying to change them or getting consciousness back through few exercises inside them.
This brings me to the conclusion that even your dreams are made up by something, i mean why would i dream blacked scenes and later find out that i was trying to become clear ?! Doesnt make much sense for me but this is nothing new though.. We described it in our book:
And for some reason, pretty much no one can get out currently or atleast as i know from many who did. Some say it works but i wouldnt be so sure about it.. Something blocks us but for that to be possible i would need to pick a few things which would be only possible from the outer world.. such as „chipping the astral body“ or some other stuff..
Iam lately so bored that i become bored in dreams, even in the repeating one’s but only for few seconds.. like when i ask „What the fuck am i doing here right now?“ and than i stand still and look around only to walk further down the dream because something told me that nothing else except the dream will happen for now – so either dream or wake up, both will be boring!
The place were i was living was a hell, even though i had no real idea how the other world looked like.. Being rich and living in a clean enviroment was just a dream of mine and from everyone else here as well. The place was a long tunnel corridor in the underground which was […]
Ich hoffe das viele Kinder, die heute zum ersten Mal seit Wochen ihre Freunde oder wenigstens einen Teil davon wiedersehen können, heute einen schönen Tag haben. Bei uns ist nun leider auch ganztags Maskenpflicht an der Grundschule und ich hätte meiner Tochter am liebsten ein Attest geholt, da sie aufgrund ihrer Erkrankung eins bekommen kann. […]
It was a normal night. Eyes closed and hoped to not dream something completely fucked up…
I was standing in a long hallway and suddenly someone rushed through a door and yelled at me „WE GOTTA GO NOW, I HAVE TO LEAVE“. I didnt knew if she was meaning me because she looked at me but ran past. I just stood there and didnt knew what i was doing there, so i went along the hallway but i realised that something was behind me, charging at me.
Shortly when i looked back, weird creatures started coming out and they didnt looked pretty. Sharp teeth, sharp fingers and an alien alike head which was flooded with blood while making strange noises. I just knew that i needed to run and so i did.. I went through the hallways door which led to a bigger hall and the door shut behind me, giving me some extra time for my exit i thought. The woman was there too and she run away when i looked at her but i was more concerned about the alien hanging on the ceiling with its legs up like a bat. I somehow was suddenly next to it and stood few meters above the ground, trying to comunicate with it. I understood that it was speaking telepathically and he told me that i should get the fuck out of here because it was his hiding spot from those freaks outside. I didnt knew if i shouldve laughed but i asked if he could speak loudly english and he said „course i speak english“. We looked at each other and i realised that one of these freaks outside looked exactly like him but he was grey and the others were red. At this moment of realisation, the monsters crushed the door and swarmed the hall. One of them crawled the wall and just ripped the head of the alien guy while i was standing next to it. I started to run but didnt knew where, so i accepted my death and thought „well they got me“ but thanks to my unconscious mind, i could fly or lets say make one last jump that was high enough to teleport me through the „i dont know door“.
Now i was on a castle and the woman from back than grabbed my hand and dragged me to the castles toilett because the freaks swarmed and destroyed severall floors as well any other place. We both were pretty close to each other and i thought of rather how to get out because she was rather trying to trap me inside the toilett and run away. As i was looking at the door, she dissapeared behind me and i knew that she tried to kill me or let me be trapped there as food for the freaks.
So i jumped out of the only window and noticed that the entire castle was getting eaten and these beings were running on top of each other.. I knew that this kind of disease could never be fought with, it was way more intense than any zombie movie i had seen. As i saw the woman, she saw me and how alive i was. She didnt seemed happy, she rather looked like „fuck he didnt died“ – while she got runned over and eaten alive by the zombies.
As for me, i really thought that this would be it but i managed to jump from head to head of the freaks two times and the third time, i made a really high jump to the rest of the fourth floor and stood there..
Suddenly a menu appeared in front of me and loaded 12.000 points to my account. It seemed that i was playing a live zombie game where the last survivor would get a lot of points. Even the other three players appeared and were not happy that i won, but i didnt even knew that this was a game. So much for dreaming.
Hello people, As for this little blog, I wanted to make sure that everybody knows: Karma does not exist! There is no one who will harm and punish you for your deeds on earth or any other planet. It doesnt matter if you kill someone or do harm to others! After death there will be […]
Last night was exhausting .. As i was trying to get out of my body, i had noticed three dark entities in my room which were standing alongside my bed. For a moment i wasnt sure but a moment later i got pulled off my bed and dragged down the floor to my second room […]
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In the day of 2022, all lights went out and the nightmare came upon from the dark. The calm oceans which were unexplored for more than 96% were unvailed once the dark had taken the world.
The governments had no possibility to return electricity due to solar winds which caused an electromagnetical pulse through the globe. All electrical devices were useless now and the world seemed to be taken back in time.. But the problem was bigger than anybody couldve imagined..
After the tenth day, the oceans began to loose water and no one knew why. The sun wasnt providing light either because something in the atmosphere was blocking the lights path. This caused a rapid cold wave inside the planetary atmosphere. No one knew what the giant ball was and where it came from. All we knew, was that the government itself went away. The dissapeared and everybody thought that they knew what happend and that this mess coming from them… but in reality, they were all dead.
The oceans dissapeared to thin air, nothing made sense anymore because the planet was becoming more and more useless for life. Everything was dying. Many lost their lives due to the cold and went down some bunkers they had dug or else.. The rest was surviving from the larger threat underground.
After the oceans went thin air, something came on land.. A thing, a being or mutation we thought, but it was out of this world. It looked a bit humanly but it looked like it was „lagging“ like in some sort of computer game. The face was disturbingly cut sideways and its mouth was diagonally crossing from the middle part of its head – to the backside of his left arm. The hands were long and thin and the body was cut sideways as well. Its body was covered with some sort of black stuff that i couldnt explain. No one knew with what we had to deal with. Luckily there was no snow, just some ice and the temperature went never under minus ten. This gave us atleast clear sight … so we thought.
One day i went up the bunker, trying to find food and get as fast as possible back without being seen by anybody. It was always dark outside and the only thing you might hear was that monster which seemed to be everywhere. How did i knew that it was close ? Well.. whenever it was there, a popping sound of a light bulp appeared from no where. This was telling you aswell to start running because it knew you were there. It was russian roulette every time.
As i moved slowly and steady around the city, i was armed with a crossbow and three light bullets for the emergency gun. It would drag attention to all nearby creatures and buy some time but closely it would reduce me survival chances to zero. The problem with these creatures was their power and durability. Rumors told that whatever you shot or hit it with, it would not die and chase you until it had you, so not many tried to kill them. No one knew how many where out there but these things hunted everything that was .. alive. Their power could destroy heavy metal doors and hiding was only possible if there was no light. It seemed that they appeared because of ..light. Whenever you lightend a candle, you were in danger, whenever you used a torch light, you were in danger.. These beings could literally appear in front of you..
While i was moving i didnt saw a single dead body in the city. Where were they all gone?? Last time i saw few but now … everything was dead. After few minutes of peaceful walk, i reached a super market and strangely noticed that all the food was melting ?.. It became like the black mass from these beings. My mind was telling me that this planet was turning into something else.. Was everything becoming the black ball which blackened the sun???
As i heard a voice in the supermarket, i started running but before i could run away, it was too late.. I was already cut sideways in half and saw a blue light.. The monster was splitting itself and started to puke on my body parts.. The black mass started to consume me.. I .. started ..to turn….? …
What … was this …feeling ?…. „Spread the tumor“ …
„Yes .. Spread the tumor …ki..kill…KILL ..KILL!!!“
The black ball had consumed earth .. the evil was spreading across the entire universe.
It was a late afternoon when i decided to take a little walk along the road of my town. Since the state had everything under lockdown, it was forbidden to take any walks outside in daylight without your security ID for the corona virus. But nights it seemed to be alright, so i pulled over my shirt, took the keys, close the door and went outside..
A warm wind was blazing along the trees.. the street was empty. I decided to take a walk through the woods instead through the streets because i might get trouble from the so called „friend and helper“.
After few minutes of walking in darkness, i noticed a broken house in the forest. It seemed someone was living inside there because a candle was lit at the window, but when i came close, there was no window and the candle went off.
I was about to leave and not cause trouble for traspassing but .. something seemed odd about the house. I had never see it before and i was living here now for seven years. How did it come that i never noticed it ?
The house was really big i thought, the lenght could assume that it was a hangar for aircrafts.. but it wasnt.
Before i wanted to go away, i heard footsteps behind me. An old guy was coming right at me with his eyes locked at my face. My heart started to pound quickly, was i in danger ? Should inget ready to fight him? Why was he not saying anything and coming towards me ??? .. Questions drove me to the point of trying to hit him first before he would but,…. we walked past me … He was wearing a robe like outift, it was very unusual i thought. Maybe it was camouflage? Trying to stay in the shadows from the police i thought.
<p value="<amp-fit-text layout="fixed-height" min-font-size="6" max-font-size="72" height="80">He went straight to the house and was about to open the door but turned around and yelled loud "DONT GO THERE!". Was he meaning me ? He clearly wasnt looking at me, but to the darkness from were he came from. The situation was strange enough but when he went inside, he left the door open. He went straight to the house and was about to open the door but turned around and yelled loud „DONT GO THERE!“. Was he meaning me ? He clearly wasnt looking at me, but to the darkness from were he came from. The situation was strange enough but when he went inside, he left the door open.
I was unsure .. why should i even think of going inside when this freak just went there, maybe he was living there i thought. I was about to leave when i noticed something strange.. It was suddenly cold and very dark…
But screw that, i decided to go home and not fuck around with people who scream into the woods! A ticket from the police was still better than ending on a sacrificial table.
I walked away from the house and as i was walking back, i looked back one more time.. My heart started racing and i started to run … The guy with the robe was sprinting towards me and he held a machete or sword in his hands… He was screaming „DONT GO THERE“ but i was running until i couldnt see him anymore.
After a few minutes i was back on the main road and took my breath before i decided to walk home, but making sure that he wasnt following me.
There was an incident in the desert catacombs near our village which had brought fear into the thoughts of many. One day a few people had decided to take a better look inside the katacombs. Everyone had warned them about the risks to loose the sense of direction and light if their lamps would give […]
As i was slowly coming up from my uncomfortable „bed“, i saw that this room was rotting and dirty..
How long have i been here ? And why i cant remember anything ?
I was naked except for shorts ans the ground was cold. There was nothing inside the room.. just a few numbers on the wall saying „147“ and a rusty -broken door. I slowly walked but fell down on the ground. I could’nt understand why i fell and after a few seconds i wrapped myself up, noticing blood draining from my spine.
It hurt… i touched my back and felt cuts along my spine.. What the hell did happen? i asked myelf, while my pulse was sky rocketing. I pushed the door open and already panicking, i saw a chair in the middle of the room. It was empty and there was no door.. I was trapped … was i ?
There was no exit and the chair emitted horrific energy’s which i felt in pain across my spine. What could i do ? What might happen if i sit there …again?
I felt terrified of the walls too.. it seemed as if it was watching me, like a crowd of terror waiting for me to sit on that cursing chair..
I slowly walked towards it, pushing the door further and stepping into the room. Suddenly the door closed loud.. For a moment i was feinting in fear i felt. But when i looked back, the door was missing..
Afraid and shaking from the cold, i sat down on the chair and … nothing happend… Did nothing happen? I was loosing consciousness.. was i dying ? ..
I felt leaving my body and seeing … how doctors operated on my spine.. Was i dreaming ? What happend ? But before i could get answers, i saw why my spine hurt so much.. They were carving the number 147 along my vertebreas… I was calm .. it was okay because the pain stopped. I was pittying them… until they looked above, straight at me, smiling and cutting while i was getting pulled back inside my body… It started to hurt again.. They would torture me.. again.
It was a rainy and cold day when it all happen’d… The death of our grand vather was not easy for the family, especially what happend later. We were about to go to the funeral and everyone was ready. We dressed proper and my mom was crying the whole time.. It probably hit her the […]
Hello there people, So the last times i had tried to leave my body willingly, it didnt worked and i was drifting constantly into a dream which was old .. Nothing new ..only those never ending dreams with a few hints on what happend. But yesterday something happend! I had a huge headache and my […]
It was once a nice summer day where me and my friend Jack wanted to visit a new puppet house inside town, which had opened recently.
The place was always busy, atleast that was told at the advertise on tv. To be honest, these puppets looked scary but if they had the money to show it on tv, theyve must had a really good show right ? .. Well that was what we thought until we arrrived there.
Jack drove us down there and we stood at the front gates, it was a sunday late night and a warm wind was slightly bursting across our faces.
We wondered why it was different than the advertise did show us on the tv. The place was in the center of town yes, but there was not much going on around it. It looked rather like an abondoned house with the words „Welcome to the Puppet Show“. We looked inside through the window glass but couldnt see anything and neither was there any light, expect a button on the left side of the door.
We pressed it, not knowing what might happen and wondering if it was the right location. Jack just pressed several times and suddenly the door opened…
A puppet was standing in front of us and we were stunned because we didnt knew how the puppet was talking „Greetings my guests, come in and enjoy the show“. It seemed that the puppet which had a bright and creepy smile, was attached to the ceiling.
It was pretty cool we thought and so we followed it along a long floor. After a few steps of walking, we noticed another button on the wall and asked the puppet about it. „No worry’s, press it and find out“
I pressed it and we both fell down a trap door beneth us but we landed smoothly on a bed and heard a lot of voices.
Jack looked at me said „Either this will end bad for us, or we will have an underground party tonight!“ And as we stood up and looked around, we saw the radio from which the voices came.. So there was no one else… We got to the only door in the room and pushed it open, just to notice that there were people dancing and partying to weird music. It just seemed, that they were dancing to reversed voices.
„We mustve landed on a creepy show or whatever this place is“ i said to jack. He replied „Lets get out of here, i dont like this place after hearing this „song““.
We both walked straight to the people but the closer we came, the more we saw that all of them were just .. carton drawings which were moved by strings.. This place was really creepy and those drawings looked like monsters too. They were moving so real that we thought they are real.. But how was that possible we asked ourselves, we surely saw them dancing.
„Okay lets get out of here now, search the exit“ said Jack quite annoyed and a bit stressed. I mean it wasnt like him but i didnt liked the place either because we were here without payment, so it was probably illegal too.
We searched the exit but couldnt find any, but we noticed that the cardboard puppets were moving when we didnt looked at them. We both noticed it at the same time and thought „cool but nothing really special“ – until they started to move further towards us, were no string was attached anymore on the ceiling to move them logically.
We hadnt noticed that gas was coming from the air conditioner while we were bothered.
We tried to cover our faces but it wouldnt do much, there was no door either and we both fell unconscious…
After waking up, a group of few people stood around us and were looking strange, smiling at us both. We tried to stand up but we couldnt… It was that moment, that me and Jack realised, that we were leaning against each others back and couldnt stand because we became puppets as well, waiting for our strings..
I tried to scream for help, but my mouth wasnt moving… The only thing we both were saying, „Welcome to the Puppets Show“, while the crowd fell down the same trap..
It all began inside a forest near the german border to Poland. Twenty seven people died the last weeks because a psycho or an animal was eating the faces of the victims. The bodys looked completely out of this world because they started to rot in an abnormal manner on the spot.. The police started […]
Hello there, Back from another week and presenting you with .. not much! As you mightve read before, i was trying out some stuff to get out of my body (astral travel) and it didnt worked like i hoped it would. Instead, i was back in repeating dreams but now its strongly random and i […]
After i fell asleep, i wandered unconsciously between a blurred and a slowly sharpening screen. After a few seconds, i found myself back inside a pyramid in which nothing was there except a big door with three people on it. One of them looked like anubis with the animal head and he was holding a […]
Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you!
It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and you will have the greatest gift to witness this godly moment“ – Bullshit…. Seriously .. this isnt going to happen! It never will happen because there are too many things that work against knowledge and consciousness! I dont even talk about earth but even the afterlife is dooming you, if you should listen to anybody besides yourself.
The global system from all its dimensions, is a huge trap itself. You loose your memory when you enter, you engage in so much bullshit that you dont know what to think anymore, than you run into another trap and the life and death cycle begins again because you were to stupid to see the game above you.
1. No one is your friend! No soul guide’s, no higher realm beings, no fcking entity from another universe! But they will tell you stories and tales to manipulate you later on, specially when youre in the light tunnels after death. Dont ever fucking listen to them!
2. The matrix is a high level construct that changes energy to benefit those who understood it. This means, if you know how to move energy from souls, you can use it for yourselves benefit to fuel ships or whatever. This is a high level money game for selfish reasons but the trade isnt money, its energy.
3. Dont get distracted by fragments of the worlds history. No one can find out what really happend because its made that way! It is for you to stay busy and never ask why the hell you’re here.
4. You dont have a damn mission on this planet! Your mission is to realise in what position youre in! To remember what the hell happend to you and how you can get the fuck out of all the layers of the universe – of all traps and tricks. Everyone who tells you otherwise, doenst know or is brain washed.
5. No light and love! That doesnt exist as you might think it does, or how it is told to be. The only real love you can experience is, when you get out of here and see the giant bubble of ingame structure infront of you! Real love is beyong all the universes and the „love“ or lets say fake ray you experience in the light tunnels, are traps to ensure you walk towards it.
6. Stay always VERY VERY SHARP AND THINK CONSCIOUSLY! All other thoughts are autopilot and exist to either steal energy constantly and to let you stay busy and imprisoned.
The last step is to realise that all those dummies who call themselves „woke“, arent even a bit awake.. You dont need to prove the point to anybody, 99% wont get it!
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After the sudden loss of energy i felt destroyed because i now knew what brought the problems of using blood magic. But yet i didnt knew the whole truth about it… As i was laying on the bloody grass and looking into the sky, i wondered what the village meant before they got killed by […]
As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further. A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but […]
It was a normal night. Eyes closed and hoped to not dream something completely fucked up… I was standing in a long hallway and suddenly someone rushed through a door and yelled at me „WE GOTTA GO NOW, I HAVE TO LEAVE“. I didnt knew if she was meaning me because she looked at me […]
In the day of 2022, all lights went out and the nightmare came upon from the dark. The calm oceans which were unexplored for more than 96% were unvailed once the dark had taken the world. The governments had no possibility to return electricity due to solar winds which caused an electromagnetical pulse through the […]
The reason for the absence of spiritual stuff lately, is because the usual stuff isnt working.
Well how am i going to explain it..
I cant get out of my body and i try to understand whats causing this problem. Some people said that talking too much about it, can cause this problem but thats not a real reason….right?
As for my little research, theres some sort of a wall which surrounds me. This wall or liquid is floating and it shines like silver around me. If i want to move, i start to feel like im trapped inside a thick liquid which is quite dense.
I cant figure out whats going on..yet .. but i will! This state, lets me experience several dreams all over again but this time, i can change them from the inside. Iam not sure if this has to say anything, but it tells me that i cant get out … Its like a feeling of „NO!“ without explanation..
Is it because i would leave and let my body die? But even so, this doesnt make sense.. Nothing can decide for me, only if its pre- determined by yourself through the life plan, only than it can be made. But it wouldnt make sense if i could go out, and now its just not working because of this dense crap.
I keep you up with the news and should get back to meditation. If anybody has the same problem, let me know!
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Hello humans, As well as you experience right now, nations are under lockdown and many have lost their work. The lockdowns affect many in our society and iam one of them, since i cant get enough bodys to kill and feast on. My pallet is only made from the finest human flesh, but with the […]
Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out. I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. […]
It was a cold winter night. I was sleepy and fell to bed after watching another useless video in the internet.
As my eyes closed, i noticed that i was already moved inside a dream. This dream was different than many because i found myself back in a psychological horror game, which i thought might be great in VR games..
I was standing inside two dirty and old rooms. The walls were bold and empty until i turned around. Behind me was a wall with three words..
Besides these words i noticed many drawings and blood across the wall. Even a painting of a face which seemed to move when i looked at it. I asked myself if this was a horror game and i kind of liked the idea because i was bored anyway. I knew that i was sleeping in my bed a few moments ago but i wasnt sure to play the full game. Besides, i had already dreamed this sequence once and knew that i wasnt going to the end.
I didnt pressed around too much in the menu. The only thing i pressed was „Play“ and i didnt wanted the dream to end quickly because i knew, causing trouble inside a dream with small things, brought only shortage to it.
After pressing play, the menu dissapeared and i turned around to notice two beings standing right behind me. Both were lying on the ground. I think one was dead and the other one was an arm away from another, watching inside a black hole in the ground that wasnt there before. They had neither eyes nor face.. Just black figures which seemed tortured but i wasnt sure. The one near me, was turning his head rapidly to left and right without stopping. It was the one i thought who was dead.
I wasnt scared, rather it was annoying because the room seemed full. I walked to my left and saw a floor appearing in hologram colours. It surely was no surprise, after all i was playing a game.
I walked down the floor and knew that the upcoming room would become really dark but.. it wasnt fully dark, only half.
I stood still and looked across the room while i was standing still near the floor. There was it, another one of these being but this time, it was watching me and it had red glowing eyes and tooth. The tooth were spiky and it hands as well the legs, were spiky too. But it didnt moved, it only looked at me while rotating its head.
For a second i thought of my human reaction, to probably getting the hell scared and out of there, but i knew somehow that these beings would react on my level of fear. I knew it would come screaming at me if i would be scared because monsters work that way. They wait until you get scared, just to absorb your energy and grow in power, so you get even more scared and feed them more.
I just looked at it and thought „ah yes.. thats you“ and walked casually inside the room…
One meter ahead i stopped again, because i saw another one right behind it. But this one looked very humanly. I didnt knew that person but when i looked closer, i realised that it was eventually me. I couldnt believe it but the guy looked very similiar to me. And than i backed off, i knew i had to get out. But why ?
Well … after backing out, i realised i was awake and i wondered about that dream. A moment later, i found out that this dream was a part of a really old dream, a long time ago. In that dream, i was sitting on a couch exactly like the room what i was about to enter, right besides the floor. The room on the old dream was filled with daylight, while the floor was the dark area i wouldnt go in. I was sitting there and thinking on how to get through the dark floor. So i had made a small mannequin out of my energy which should look inside the floor but without moving inside. First it was a dog, but it was ugly and i feared it could be killed by the unknown inside the floor.
While i was making the mannequin and stood behind its back, i noticed a dark figure with a darkblue aura coming towards me from the floor, but it stopped before entering and went slowly back inside.. The dream ended with me and my figure looking inside the dark floor..
Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you! It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and […]
So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me. I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time. The time youre […]
Hello everyone, The reason for the absence of spiritual stuff lately, is because the usual stuff isnt working. Well how am i going to explain it.. I cant get out of my body and i try to understand whats causing this problem. Some people said that talking too much about it, can cause this problem […]
Welcome to the world of secret society. A world in which a broke person has nothing to do. A world in which only the really rich can enter. Today, i will tell you the beautiful art sight of this world and how we handle the doomed and useless humans in the lower parts of the […]
We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange… We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing […]
Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there. It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on […]
You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How […]
In my opinion the following: You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience. You could not be a human having a spiritual experience. People die, their soul remains eternal. But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false […]
So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland. I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again. The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there.. The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, […]
The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on.
My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them.
The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL follow the same moves as i had dreamt it before.
And if i want to break that dream, i feel myself pushing outwards … like a screen that is glued to my face and runs the dream. Neither do i feel having a body in those short moments and surroundings become black.
we think about level up our Content, up to real nice horrorstorys, but in this case, we are not able to show them without setting a lock – so the next storys, will be a bit more expliciter, than the last.
So stay tuned and if you see, its premium content be sure, you will have good dreams after reading 😉
I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again. I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on […]
This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe. It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a […]
We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose. They had found […]
It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team. We knew that […]
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts.
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer.
Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut!
Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT you want to tell me or I ask once for „What exactly do you mean?
Empathy means – I feel what the other person means – I feel it (unfortunately) energetically.
Empathy is 75% unknown on this planet.
Almost nobody thinks about WHAT was said before just answering haphazardly.
The biggest part of humanity is selfish and ignorant and only hears what he wants to hear and interprets what he thinks into it. Instead of asking or putting oneself in the place of the person opposite – perhaps even only for a short time – one should try to put oneself in his place.
There is a saying:
If you discover that you are riding a dead horse – get off.
That means for me – when you realize that your words have caused damage, it is too late. And you can talk as much as you want to make up for it.
I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]
Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves.
First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other.
Here the link to our motivation group and off you go,
Part 2 of our topic Interval Fasting:
Interval Fasting for Beginners
Yesterday we learned that interval fasting, in general terms, means nothing more than fasting in intervals. In German, this means nothing, nothing to eat at fixed times.
But it doesn’t have to be quite so simple and we start with the explanations, which periods and possibilities are there?
Periods of time / intervals in fasting16:8
This is probably the best known variant, which is propagated by many. Called sixteen to eight.
Sixteen hours not eating is also feasible for beginners if they shift the time window to the night.
Depending on whether one prefers breakfast or dinner, it is advisable to adjust the period accordingly.
During the week I prefer to fast from 7 p.m. to 11 a.m., because first of all I never eat breakfast anyway, I always have not. And then I don’t mind and on the other hand I can still eat together with the children in the evening.
The good thing is that I can drink coffee until 11 a.m. and pretend that there is milk in it with carbohydrate-free almond drink. I don’t like to drink it all black.
Black coffee, unsweetened tea and lots of water are allowed during the fasting phase. As a beginner I wouldn’t look at the type of tea, but as an experienced fasting person I know that you should use herbal tea and not fruit tea. Due to the fact that fruit teas in particular often contain sugar, which is sometimes even added. You can deal with this as soon as fasting has become a part of your body and soul, as a beginner you have other problems.
14 : 10
The less frequently propagated variant, with a longer period of eating, which I personally do not consider as effective, because 14 hours of not eating is not necessarily abnormal.
Here you can change the period of time to the night and then, contrary to what I said yesterday, you should pay attention to WHAT you eat.
The danger here of not achieving any success at all if you do not change your entire lifestyle is very great.
14:10 In my ears it always sounds like „I want to fast, but not really“. And I would recommend this version especially to people who suffer from physical illnesses and take medicine and therefore have to eat something, where it might already be Lent.
the somewhat lengthened versions of 16:8 and suitable for people who want to lose weight quickly, a lot. Trying the long phase of 18 hours in a continuous state will eventually lead to the need to consider WHAT the body needs for nutrients and then supply them to it permanently.
If you want to lose weight in a moderate range, 16:8 is completely sufficient for the beginning.
20:4 „Warrior/Warrior Diet
for me one of the most difficult styles, because here you shouldn’t eat intuitively, but give your body exactly what it needs. Which means that you have to know exactly WHAT your body needs.
Doing 20:4 for a short time may be okay, but in the long run (as with 18:8) there is a danger that you are not supplying your body well enough in terms of nutrients.
Then there is the threat of damage, which you will not immediately recognize as such.
Hair loss due to malnutrition, for example, occurs several weeks AFTER the deficiency! Where you may no longer have any reference to what was there and what exactly is the cause of the hair loss.
I personally have not tested this version yet, except maybe from time to time involuntarily when I was sick.
Five to two means that I eat normally on five days of my choice and on two days, not consecutive days, I eat nothing at all or take only 500 kcal in the modified form.
This is rather not a method to lose weight, but it can help to relieve the body.
You can safely try the 500 kcal method as a fasting start.
Tomorrow it goes on with WHO can and may fast everything and what pitfalls are there.
Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]
A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?
The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]
There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]
A horror house had opened last day and i just wanted to see how it was.
We had nothing much in this town, so it was rather new and i hoped it to be fun.
I was living pretty central and the police patrolled constantly here. Crime was unavailable here and the people were friends with the cops, just how it should be.
One evening after work, i went straight to the horror house. I had no friends because i was busy all the time. So i went alone and after a 15 minute walk down the riverside from town, it was visible.
Some people stood in front of the house and one guy laughed while 2 girls came out totally shocked.
Was it really this creepy? I mean it looked like something for kids and i thought „Well i can go back home“ but hey ..lets try it.. Dont let the 15 minutes be a waste i thought.
I went to the door and it asked for 3$ to enter.
I had no change with me, so i asked the two girls if they could change the twenty dollar bill.
„Thanks for the change and why are you so exhausted?“ i asked.
„Dont go into the room with the big eye.. you wont come out again..“
Funny i thought and went in.
„Thanks for the advice and good night“ i said.
The door behind me closed loudly.
A fog with flashy lights turned on and started to play music reversed. That sounded creepy!
I went on and right at the hallway were several doors with warnings.
It even had FSK symbols..age restrictions in a horror house? What was the last door than?
It started with age 10 and went to 30 while the horror kept rising.
I slowly walked to every door and opened them one by one. And yes.. no one except me was in this house… It was very strange …right?
The first ten doors were pure boredom.. nothing special except some jump scares which i expected when im honest. A few skeletons and mumies with a mix of a bloody crime scene while the music changed with every door.. The music went darker and darker and yet no one new entered the house.
How long have i been here? Half an hour?
Than something new happend… all doors started to open and a guy with a big chainsaw looked at me..
I started to laugh and he just went to another door and closed it.
Now that was a bit funny.. but still too lame i thought.
And than i noticed the red door with the big eye on it..
The girl from earlier had warned me but.. something was calling me to that door..
Hypnotised i walked towards it.. Mysterious and bad aura was all around ..
After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]
You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]
Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…
Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]
it’s a never ending story. people and their ego. people only believe what they want to believe. if they would at least leave those who believe something else alone. but no. their ego prevents them from being empathic. they want to be the way they are. and often deliberately harm others. a never ending story. so karma often comes as a big surprise at the end. then, when the cycle starts all over again and you are allowed to relive it. because their ego has made them accumulate so much bad karma that they are allowed to incarnate again as a reward and then hopefully this time they will be the ones who get to feel the ego of others. i hope this doesn’t give me bad karma points 😉
humans and their ego – to puke 😉
es ist eine unendliche geschichte. menschen und ihr ego. menschen glauben nur, was sie glauben wollen. wenn sie wenigstens diejenigen, die etwas anderes glauben, in ruhe lassen würden. aber nein. ihr ego hindert sie daran, empathisch zu sein. sie wollen so sein wie sie sind. und fügen anderen oft ganz bewusst schaden zu. eine unendliche geschichte. deswegen kommt karma oft als große überraschung am schluss. dann, wenn der kreislauf von vorne beginnt und sie das ganze noch einmal durchleben dürfen. weil ihr ego sie dazu gebracht hat, so viel schlechtes karma anzusammeln, dass sie zur belohnung wieder inkarnieren dürfen und dann hoffentlich dieses mal die sind, die das ego der anderen zu spüren kriegen. ich hoffe das macht mir jetzt keine schlechten karmapunkte 😉
Hey everyone, I want to talk about things, which i learn from my constant repeating dreams, about many things in those worlds. One of those things is the behaviour of „demons“, ghosts or lets say negative entity’s. How do they behave and what kind of goal do they have? Well..ive understood that these beings like […]
Ive had an old dream about a monster as a kid. I was standing on a street which was empty. No cars, no humans ..just Nothing but the street and few trees. I looked left and right until i noticed a black thing that had yellow eyes and it was big and covered in black […]
I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue. The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue. Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me. This tree and the entire scene […]
Hallo zusammen, Zum heutigen Abend sprechen wir darüber was denn sogenannte ausserkörperliche Reisen sind, kurz genannt über Astralreisen. Vielen ist dieses Thema fremd und viele wissen davon aber fürchten sich davor oder stempeln diese als Hirngespinste ab. Vorweg, ihr seid weder geistig am durchdrehen, noch braucht ihr davor Angst haben. Jeder …sagen wir fast jeder […]
Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves?
We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail.
A lot just dont ask themselves these questions which would lead to true understanding, instead they eat what they get and listen what the media and tv tells them.
Ive noticed that yesterday with my parents. It is a real task to tell them anything new because they scream before you finish the sentence.
Its like they never hear what you try to say, strange isnt it? Well… No … i would say that THIS is the REAL mind control agenda in the entire world. While they test their thesis on individuals, they do the same with the bright mass.
They become fearful puppets not for the state or nation, but of their own mind!
The own limitation by closing eyes and ears, eating bullshit from the media, it mixed itself to a pillar of fear for its own existence..
The bright mass.. wants to be ruled and they show it by their behaviour to themselves
As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]
I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all. But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more … Why didnt i listened to her? I should […]
I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue.
The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue.
Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me.
This tree and the entire scene was in the middle of nowhere. The background was black and if i would fall, the scene would fall apart i knew.
The woman or as i thought „WITCH!“ asked me „What do you desire the most, that i could give you?“ This question seemed easy because i knew, bringing my wife from the other end of this planet wouldnt work …at all…
So i answered „Ultimate Power“ – Than the tree brought up many other people which were connected to the tree… Lets say they were corrupted and fell to her spell.
She walked towards me slowly while pushing aside the hanging blue body’s. I thought that these might attack me but i wasnt scared and neither did i wanted anything from her.
I decided to fly upwards, so she couldnt reach me.
She understood that she couldnt catch me with her spell, neither had it any effect even if she wouldve catch me.
Her spell was to seduce its prey and wrap them up under a false promise, while the tree did the rest.
She was a witch who posessed the willingless prey…
While i flew away, she screamed loud and looked rather dissapointed.
I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]
Did it happen again? You did your exercises and your body fell asleep, but your mind stood awake, … But you cant get out ? Whats wrong ? Well theres a possible block for you! I call it the silver wall because i saw it. Its a wall that is glued to your astral body […]
The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]
And yes i didnt really liked that day, because it got very quiet around the building of our office.
I was the ceo of a big company and stood there after saturday to get more work done.
It was late already and i drank my last coffee until… „krrschhh“
It sounded like glas was shattered. But here in the office ? We had nothing glas like stuff around.
I stood up and walked down the dark floor.
„Hello? Anybody still here hiding?“
A door in the end of the building shut itself loudly down – „BAMM“
My heart startet to race. „Hey anybody there?“ while i walked steady towards the door.
A few meters before, it slowly opened with a cracking sound and i heard a broken radio play a song…but it was played backwards.
I felt danger and darkness coming from that room which actually was a bigger room with nothing much in it.
I went in and turned on the lights.. but there was no radio sound anymore …everything seemed clear.
My sight went to a door inside the room which i really was sure, never existed before.
The door shut open and crashed loudly into the wall but stood still without bouncing. This gave me chills down my spine… How in the world did it not bounce ? I was sure it was kicked or rammed open..
I felt that danger from before again, that i should not enter the dark room before me.. It was like the darkness smiled right at me..
I went on and… My face crashed against the wall.
„What the fuck?! The door dissapeared?? Or did it never existed?“ i asked myself while my nose was bleeding.
I went back and closed the door while looking several times back, just to ensure that i wasnt hallucinating things.
After i closed the door slowly.. the radio sound came back again from the door.
I panicked and my heart was racing. Should i open the door again? What is going on? ….I knew the horror movies were the scary part went on and on until a monster appeared to tere the head of the protagonist. I hoped i was just a side character and could leave the building unharmed.
I ran back to my office room and shut the door. I took the phone and called the security which i saw on the security cameras.
„Hey all of you guys, come up here and take your gun, you might need to use it“ i said shaking.
But the guards…they looked at me without reacting.
They looked straight at the camera and the signal got lost. I really got nervous and knew that this wasnt some stuff that i imaginated.
After four hours in my office, i received a call from my wife.
Why did she call me ? She knew i was coming early but not at four in the morning.
„Krrssschsschshs“ ..the same radio sound came out of the phone.
My heart dropped to the floor and in the same moment, something kicked my office door and broke it open…but no one went in.
I took the shotgun which i had stored under my desk for a last standoff with anybody … guess it was the moment of use.
I loaded the gun „Whoever there is, if you dont want your head get shot, you better come out!“ i said loud.
The door stood wide open but it was dark for whatever reason.
I went slowly in .. and „BAFF“ the door shut down behind me and i turned back and shot the door once.
Suddenly the light goes on ..
„SURPRIIISE!!! HAPPY BIRTH DAY!“ – All colleagues were standing in front of me with a big smile and an even bigger cake.
„Boss did you forgot your own birthday?“
What ? I knew the date of my birthday i thought.
„Oh yes …actually i did! Well guys thank you very much!“ said i while still sweating..
Because my „colleagues“ had wounds and cuts on their bodys while some of their heads were cut in half..
I stood in shock and pointed my shotgun towards them.
„HEY WHOOW TAKE THE GUN DOWN – WHAT THE HELL?!“
„I see your true faces you little cunts, time to DIE!“
I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]
Are you still working to make it come true or are you letting others determine for you what is good for you?
How do these questions sound in your ears? And in your soul?
If you are content to live mediocrely, is it really enough for you to get some alms from the state once a month and live well for one week and not the rest of the month?
Are you happy that child benefit and alimony FULL are credited to your alms, or do you not even notice that your children do not even get this money anymore, because you pay your bills with it!
What if it were different?
Seriously, astral travel and Lucide dreams and so on, spiritual things, are a beautiful escape from reality – but you still wake up every morning in this reality here and you have to live your life.
No matter how little you like it.
Have you already forgotten your dreams?
Which wishes can you actually fulfill for your children?
Only air and love are not enough in the long run. So what are you working on?
What do you create for your fellow man?
Do you help those who can’t help themselves and whom nobody listens to because they have no voice, or do you hide behind your displays and just complain?
Some of you complain about the fact that young people are making Tiktok videos and that this annoys you. But hey, you’ve obviously watched them.
I’m glad that the youth is getting creative. And a lot of videos of young people are very creative and get attention on the net.
Or is it just that you are disturbed by their success and your complaining only serves to distract from your own inactivity?
They say good things come to those who can wait, but they also say „nothing comes from nothing“.
And it’s even more aptly stated, „He who relies on others is relied upon“. Because you can’t seriously expect anyone to do your job for nothing in return.
My girlfriend, with whom I started this blog and facebook page over two years ago and who unfortunately died shortly after, she was in a wheelchair for life. Hardly able to walk more than a few steps, if at all.
In her short life, she has probably done more for others than could ever be made good.
I never once heard her „whine“ or „grumble“! And this although she unfortunately had no family support, nothing…
She will always remain SO in my memory as a fighter in a situation where many others would not have even started to fight at all. Especially people without any physical, severe handicaps.
Many of those I know of in this respect do nothing but complain and grumble. The best thing to do is to get upset about the community without whose help they would have been sitting on the street long ago.
But there’s a saying that when you’re at the bottom, you can only go up.
You want another one? Insight, is the first way to change.
So remember my questions from the beginning! And consider if there aren’t always ways and means to level up your life again!
And if you just start making funny videos and sweeten the day for others. One step always comes after the other!
But you have to take them alone. In the course of the way there are usually people who help you and who are happy to do so.
And suddenly you hear the dreams of your children and remember your own dreams and start to improve your whole life.
Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]
Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]
The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]
The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]
If we want to know which phase we are going through, we can either pull out the calculator and somehow try to figure it out. But it’s easier to use one of the thousands of online calculators.
I, of course, would not be me if I were to claim something and not at least do a little research on how the whole thing came about
The biorhythm was first determined and documented by even two doctors! Orthodox doctors, one has to say.
Berlin doctor Dr. Wilhelm Fließ (1858-1928)
The basis for this simple calculation was laid at the beginning of the 20th century by the Viennese psychologist Hermann Swoboda and the Berlin physician Wilhelm Fließ. Fliess believed that he had discovered consistent regularities in the medical records of his patients and initially formulated them in his period theory They tried to discover a regularity behind the „good“ and „bad“ moments of a life.
Links to Wikipedia added.
Vienna professor and psychologist Hermann Swoboda (1873 – 1963)
In Die Perioden Swoboda describes the spontaneous periodic return of thoughts after 18 hours, 23 hours and after 23 days. He devotes an extensive chapter to the work of Fliess.
Swoboda said he knew nothing about Dr. Fliess, but published his findings in 1904 only after Fliess had finished.
H. Swoboda: The periods of the human organism, Vienna,1904
H. Swoboda: The Seven Year : Studies on the Temporal Law of Human Life, Vienna, 1917
So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]
Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]
Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]
We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]
I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]
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I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating.
I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about.
It looked like a really well done hospital horror scene.
The floor had no doors … only few lights were hanging above..
I started to walk and my footsteps were loud and as i walked further, ive felt a big bad energy coming my way.
After walking maybe fifteen feet, i saw something down the floor which came screaming at me.
That thing had no arms nor face, it was cut in half and walked slowly screaming at me, while it was covered in blood.
Now … do you know the type of movies were a scream of a monster is more terrifying than itself?
This was the case here.
It looked ugly, dont get me wrong – but the loud and ugly scream was scarrier.
I knew that it would attack me, so ive said to myself than it will pass right through me, without ever noticing me.
And it did pass trough, it was nothing.
I wasnt scared because ive had a lot of such moments in conscious and unconscious dreams.
After that thing passed trough me, i walked further down the floor and saw the next thing coming up.
It was a giant three headed dog with .. alot of wounds .. one face was in front, the second face was in the middle, and the third was at its tail which was cut off.
To be honest i didnt knew which side was the front, but i knew that this thing actually could snatch me if i wont get out of there soon.
The reason it could touch me was because i got a little scared and i was unconscious in this state.
This fucking dog was running sideways at me and it had three tongs which were cut in three pieces.
It looked really bad… have you ever seen a fucking zombie dog running at you sideways with full speed and screaming louder than the ugly freak two seconds ago?
I switched above the scene and the body down there was ignored …the dog passed through.
Why did it not attack?
As i got back and walked further down the floor, i looked back just to note, that the half cut being and the dog merged into one – giant four legged piece of monster which had two bloody eyes and was staring right at me…
Ive got really scared..not because of that thing, but from the momentum how it looked at me.
It started to run like the girl from the movie „The Exorzist“ on all four legs while climbing around the floor…
Ive had enough of the scene… i wanted to just sleep but NO, i must stay somewhere bloody and get chased by a four legged cunt dog 🤣
Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]
In today’s blog i want to share a dream which ive had few months ago ..
I stood suddenly in a darker area with few dark clouds and an upcoming fog.
Out of nowhere, a huge cathedral building came up from the ground which had a giant clock in the center, but without pointers.
I was standing inside with the blink of an eye.
The floors were dark and empty .. i looked smiling left and right and heard a scream which seemed to be far away but i didnt cared about it.
I knew that something was strange about it.
The floors were made out of wood and every door was locked and the walls were clean in the middle sections.
A door opened while i was slowly walking down the left floor and i realised that there was no exit anymore.
How did i got in again? I was probably in the sixth floor which i could see from a window.
The place looked beautyfull from above i thought.
The door which opened had a cell phone and a small clear bed inside. It started to ring and i took it fast up, because i knew that the „others“ shouldnt hear the sound.
Someone was talking to me like im their friend. I seemed to be a girl i thought but i wasnt sure. She said „quick close the door theyre coming“ and she hang up.
Well i wasnt scared to be honest and after she said it, i could hear loud screams which definetly were monsters.
I walked to the door and looked down the floor to see what was happening there, it seemed empty but suddenly i changed my view and was above the floor and i saw a few monsters coming up the stairs.
I was back in the room and i walked to the left were the monsters came across.
I saw the stairs and now was standing there, but where are the monsters? Did they left?
I heard a loud scream at my back. It was a girl with a white dress which you might know from one or other horror movie.
That bitch was flying around and screaming without reason. I knew that SHE was the girl on the phone.
I didnt cared anymore and suddenly she stood in front of me. She didnt looked scary and said that i shouldnt go down there while she left laughing.
I smiled and went down.
The scene changed.
I was now in a area which i couldnt leave easy anymore and i knew that because of the evil energy which was coming from there .. + i didnt knew that it was a dream.
That place was even darker now and all doors were open. The walls seemed dirty and some sort of dark energy’s were coming out of every door.
The floors were full of evil beings and i was just standing and slowly walking around.
The stairs behind me didnt existed anymore, neither was there any window left.
A monster came out of the room and i thought maybe it will attack me, but instead it just stared at me and backed of slowly.
Was i that scary ? Well no i was not! I just had no fear!
The monster looked like a giant ugly shaped ….thing which had two dark eyes. It screamed loud but did nothing else.
I noticed that it couldnt get out fully of the room. Maybe they were banned to that place i thought.
So i went down the floor and looked left and right to alle other rooms but without touching anything.
One being was uglier than the other and they all smiled at me when i stuck my head in the room.
Some rooms seemed to be lightend and still dark.
Now you may ask yourself why i was smiling and laughing trough the halls ? Well maybe im the monster?
I simply knew that nothing could harm me at all, only scare me really REALLY bad if i let it happen.
The time was about right to loose the mind in such a place when im honest, but the more i walked down, the funnier it got.
I started to really laugh loud and held door rooms while laughing at the faces of these beings. I couldnt stop and the funny thing was not their ugly face, but their weakness in reality.
I understood that none of them could do anything, not even hit me or else as long as i had zero fear in myself.
Suddenly they started to get pissed off and while i was laughing, three of them came out of their rooms and (yes now they were really outside) the floor became very dark blue, nearly pitch dark blue and i still laughed but a bit less.
I looked at them and came few steps forth while all three looked at me with their yellow glowing eyes. Theyve had no shape anymore.
I asked „and now what ? What youre gonna do?“ and i started to laugh again while i pushed them against the wall telepathically. They just stood there and two more came up..
I walked further down the floor without giving a damn. I thought its enough playtime for now.
I looked a final time back and noticed that the entire floor was filled with them, just staring at me.
Another stair appeared and i wanted to go down. Now the monsters from the floor stood behind me and looked.
I asked „What do you guys want ?“ but they didnt said anything back, nor did they smile.
I didnt cared anymore and went down.
The scene changed again.
Now i was flying above a very long and wide underground area which i knew, was within the building.
But something was very wrong about that place. The place was first enlighted and normal but i was just one floor and i seemed to fly away from something.
A dark „something“ was coming from every direction and it made the place became very dark.
I started to get scared a bit but than i got a bit of my consciousness back and knew, nothing could hurt me.
Suddenly that thing dissapeared and but i was still a bit panicking..
„Where is the damn exit??“ I thought loud..
I changed my view and saw that this place was the ground floor of the building but it was somehow on a different dimension which told me that there was no possible escape.
I saw where i was standing and how much darkness i needed to pass trough to exit. The stairs were gone and if i would went back to the floor of monsters, they surely would sense my slight fear and enhance it to fuck me up xD
I lost my consciousness again and that thing appeared, which hunted me again.
The place was filled with darkness now, and i realised something.
That „thing“ was actually the exit.
So i was still unconsious but i knew what i needed to do.
I visualised the shattering of the dimension and the darkness and my view broke to thousand shards of glass.
My consciousness was switching out of the scene and i saw the frozen and broken place one last time, before i woke up.
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]
Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]
In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]
I want to talk about few people who have nothing better to do than hating other people for what they do.
I think many will understand.
The problem with these people is their small mind.
They either have no experience in the field of which they hate, or they just dont like the person.
Often it is because this sort of mind is simply stupid and it hasnt done any research or anything else. It just hates its own life often and intends to point the negativity towards others, simply because they are weak.
They intend to buzz the red button before the show has even started unfortunatly.
These people will appear like rats from the shadows when you start to become successful, but only in the internet and behind your back.
None of them will ever say what they say in front of your face because some of them know, that it is just stupid.
Mostly their argumentations end with swearings or hate speaches and loud mouthings.
How can you beat these idiots?
Just ignore them and laugh as long as they hold their distance but…
(…If they ever should come to a „kissing range“ at your face, be sure to hit them so hard into their organs, that they consider it as their first spiritual lesson!
Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]
I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]