Schlagwort-Archive: Dreams

A day has two purposes.

The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself

Or

Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul

But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

How does the „Matrix“ work inside the planets ?

You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How […]

What is the biggest problem of the people?

In my opinion the following: You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience. You could not be a human having a spiritual experience. People die, their soul remains eternal. But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false […]

Der Verbieger

Es gab einmal einen Mann, den nannten alle „Der Verbieger“, weil alles was er tat und konnte, war es zu verbiegen. Sei es Gestein oder Stahl, alles konnte er verbiegen, ja sogar sein Haus war verbogen und auch seine nicht existente Frau. Die Dorfbewohner wagten es nicht allein durch das Dorf zu laufen, aus Angst […]

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland. I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again. The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there.. The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, […]

Dangerous Adventures

I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again. I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on […]

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe. It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a […]

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose. They had found […]

Smart Zombies – The Maze of Traitors

It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team. We knew that […]

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Unescapable Dream

I was quite busy yesterday and felt asleep rather quickly.. everything was just as usual.

And than i woke up in a different room but my bed was suddenly in the air and it was odly dark.

I got chills down the spine where i realised a dark being standing and watching me.

It had no face, only darkness surrounding and a form of either alien or child with three long fingers and spikey nails.

I seemed to be naked myself, or having a jeans on and of fear, i grabbed the monsters arm and tried to break it while it had escaped two times.

Whenever i looked at it, it tried to run/dissapear but i catched it and well .. than the scene changed …

I was walking around my house and everything was left except the doors.. they were dark and creepy .. I walked around fast, like i would escape from something or search.

I realised that i was trying to leave the dream by causing panic which would increase my physical heartbeat = so i could wake up.

But it didnt work and i thought i never get out of there. Meanwhile the scene had changed again into a different room and did the same until my vision got out „of the screen“ – which woke me up.

My pulse was normal and i thought… damn..it was just another repeated dream ..

Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on.

My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them.

The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL follow the same moves as i had dreamt it before.

And if i want to break that dream, i feel myself pushing outwards … like a screen that is glued to my face and runs the dream. Neither do i feel having a body in those short moments and surroundings become black.

Did anybody got same experiences ?

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Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares.

How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ?

All i know is…

That place showed me the world in which we live in.

It was a nightmare..

A count of endless negative force which no one talked about.

I saw the world rotting away from the inside out, starting with the hearts and minds of many.

I stood up from my white bed which was covered clean in roses like i was dead.. It was one room inside a big facility … No one around …only myself.

The bed moved on its own.. forth to a mirror … i wasnt scared.. just so annoyed about something.

I saw my face ..but it transformed slowly into a monster which started to rip out its own eyes.

What did it saw ? i thought – while it started crying blood and dissapeared.

The bed moved further down a hallway. It was all lighted up and somehow i felt safe .. Something was watching me i felt .. But what?

The next floor around the corner …Finally ..PEOPLE i thought rather depressed.. What was wrong with me?

I said „Hello?“ … And these people, all men, turned around and started to laugh while holding their hands inside their suit pockets..

They laughed and laughed… it didnt stop..

„SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU CUNTS!“ i yelled at them.

Suddenly they stopped laughing..and starting spitting on the floor while turning their backs on me ..“Just a dumb woman“ said one of them..

I got angry and wished them all to die!

What was that supposed to mean „just a woman“ ?! The monster from the mirror appeared again.. it stood next to me and waited ..

I subconsciously and enraged „KILL THEM“ – And in an instant, like a movie scene, they all were dead on the floor..

I again, looked depressed and knew, this wasnt going to solve anything..

We continued to the next floor after floor and this scene repeated itself hundreds of times..

They always told the same no matter how i approached them.. It ended in war and chaos … Just like the world.

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Sind wir, was wir zu sein glauben? Glaubenssätze einfach erklärt.

Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]

Dailylook #1

Warum weiß der eine mehr, der andere weniger übers Leben? Wir sagen es euch, kurz und knapp.

A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts.

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer.

Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut!

Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT you want to tell me or I ask once for „What exactly do you mean?

Empathy means – I feel what the other person means – I feel it (unfortunately) energetically.

Empathy is 75% unknown on this planet.

Almost nobody thinks about WHAT was said before just answering haphazardly.

The biggest part of humanity is selfish and ignorant and only hears what he wants to hear and interprets what he thinks into it. Instead of asking or putting oneself in the place of the person opposite – perhaps even only for a short time – one should try to put oneself in his place.

There is a saying:

If you discover that you are riding a dead horse – get off.

That means for me – when you realize that your words have caused damage, it is too late. And you can talk as much as you want to make up for it.

The paper can be smoothed, the wrinkles remain.

Have a nice day.

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]

intervall fasting

INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves.

First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other.

https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674

Here the link to our motivation group and off you go,

Part 2 of our topic Interval Fasting:

Interval Fasting for Beginners

Yesterday we learned that interval fasting, in general terms, means nothing more than fasting in intervals. In German, this means nothing, nothing to eat at fixed times.

But it doesn’t have to be quite so simple and we start with the explanations, which periods and possibilities are there?

Periods of time / intervals in fasting16:8

This is probably the best known variant, which is propagated by many. Called sixteen to eight.

Sixteen hours not eating is also feasible for beginners if they shift the time window to the night.

Depending on whether one prefers breakfast or dinner, it is advisable to adjust the period accordingly.

During the week I prefer to fast from 7 p.m. to 11 a.m., because first of all I never eat breakfast anyway, I always have not. And then I don’t mind and on the other hand I can still eat together with the children in the evening.

The good thing is that I can drink coffee until 11 a.m. and pretend that there is milk in it with carbohydrate-free almond drink. I don’t like to drink it all black.

Black coffee, unsweetened tea and lots of water are allowed during the fasting phase. As a beginner I wouldn’t look at the type of tea, but as an experienced fasting person I know that you should use herbal tea and not fruit tea. Due to the fact that fruit teas in particular often contain sugar, which is sometimes even added. You can deal with this as soon as fasting has become a part of your body and soul, as a beginner you have other problems.

14 : 10

The less frequently propagated variant, with a longer period of eating, which I personally do not consider as effective, because 14 hours of not eating is not necessarily abnormal.

Here you can change the period of time to the night and then, contrary to what I said yesterday, you should pay attention to WHAT you eat.

The danger here of not achieving any success at all if you do not change your entire lifestyle is very great.

14:10 In my ears it always sounds like „I want to fast, but not really“. And I would recommend this version especially to people who suffer from physical illnesses and take medicine and therefore have to eat something, where it might already be Lent.

17:7, 18:6

the somewhat lengthened versions of 16:8 and suitable for people who want to lose weight quickly, a lot. Trying the long phase of 18 hours in a continuous state will eventually lead to the need to consider WHAT the body needs for nutrients and then supply them to it permanently.

If you want to lose weight in a moderate range, 16:8 is completely sufficient for the beginning.

20:4 „Warrior/Warrior Diet

for me one of the most difficult styles, because here you shouldn’t eat intuitively, but give your body exactly what it needs. Which means that you have to know exactly WHAT your body needs.

Doing 20:4 for a short time may be okay, but in the long run (as with 18:8) there is a danger that you are not supplying your body well enough in terms of nutrients.

Then there is the threat of damage, which you will not immediately recognize as such.

Hair loss due to malnutrition, for example, occurs several weeks AFTER the deficiency! Where you may no longer have any reference to what was there and what exactly is the cause of the hair loss.

5:2

I personally have not tested this version yet, except maybe from time to time involuntarily when I was sick.

Five to two means that I eat normally on five days of my choice and on two days, not consecutive days, I eat nothing at all or take only 500 kcal in the modified form.

This is rather not a method to lose weight, but it can help to relieve the body.

You can safely try the 500 kcal method as a fasting start.

Tomorrow it goes on with WHO can and may fast everything and what pitfalls are there.

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]

The Human Rings

There was once a cave in which a titan lived.

This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave.

Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned..

But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later…

The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of human bodys“ …

„Are you sure it wasnt ‚i need food‘ ? This story cant be true!“ Said a guy in a bar.

„Few hundred years had passed since that time, does the cave still exist ? Or was it all just a legend ? Well.. no one will bother anymore, and if so, who will dare?“ Said an old man in a bar.

„I will go and take a look at probably a none existing place …“ said the younger guy.

„Good luckhaha..“ said the old man.

Both drank their drinks and the young guy went home to prepare the trip.

…. Nah.. dont need anything, ill be right back.

The cave was actually few hundred meters upwards this mountain.

„Why did no one notice this path ?“ The road seemed clear .. but was it not full of trash and blocked few hours before?

He walked further and could see a smaller hole inside the mountain. It was enough to slip through.

„Wow… so much for the titan …“

A beautiful waterfilled cave was in front of him, the sun shined and enlighted the area. It seemed like a perfect place to take a bath.

„The old man fooled my young mind… and took my wallet..FUUUUCK“ .. the sound halled through the cave while the yound man sprinted out..

World Conspiracy

What if we are not humans, but beings from a far different dimension who incarnated into flesh, in order to … … do what we want? –

But a species a long time ago managed to trap our memory and delete it for a time as long as we are in this body and our mission is to remember WHO and WHAT we really are?

And that this system with all food and chemicals are specailly designed to hold us down, otherwise the system would collapse and those people wouldnt live and control as they always did?

And those who remember and talk will be either missheared or made stupid looking ?

And the history is a big fragment after fragment to never find the real answer which is inside of us. Intead many will search in the outside and find nothing other than what really happend.

In the eye of death, you will see the illusion of this world and that nothing mattered at all but only you as a soul who knows finally all again?

Many will be in shock if they find out but only a few will really understand whats all about ..

The trap awaits when the body dies.

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Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]

Small Motivation

Remember!

Whatever you do, theres always an asian who does it better.

Now stop scrolling through instagram or facebook and get up!

What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]

Das Leben eines Nervösen

Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 1

A horror house had opened last day and i just wanted to see how it was.

We had nothing much in this town, so it was rather new and i hoped it to be fun.

I was living pretty central and the police patrolled constantly here. Crime was unavailable here and the people were friends with the cops, just how it should be.

One evening after work, i went straight to the horror house. I had no friends because i was busy all the time. So i went alone and after a 15 minute walk down the riverside from town, it was visible.

Some people stood in front of the house and one guy laughed while 2 girls came out totally shocked.

Was it really this creepy? I mean it looked like something for kids and i thought „Well i can go back home“ but hey ..lets try it.. Dont let the 15 minutes be a waste i thought.

I went to the door and it asked for 3$ to enter.

I had no change with me, so i asked the two girls if they could change the twenty dollar bill.

They did..

„Thanks for the change and why are you so exhausted?“ i asked.

„Dont go into the room with the big eye.. you wont come out again..“

Funny i thought and went in.

„Thanks for the advice and good night“ i said.

The door behind me closed loudly.

A fog with flashy lights turned on and started to play music reversed. That sounded creepy!

I went on and right at the hallway were several doors with warnings.

It even had FSK symbols..age restrictions in a horror house? What was the last door than?

It started with age 10 and went to 30 while the horror kept rising.

I slowly walked to every door and opened them one by one. And yes.. no one except me was in this house… It was very strange …right?

The first ten doors were pure boredom.. nothing special except some jump scares which i expected when im honest. A few skeletons and mumies with a mix of a bloody crime scene while the music changed with every door.. The music went darker and darker and yet no one new entered the house.

How long have i been here? Half an hour?

Than something new happend… all doors started to open and a guy with a big chainsaw looked at me..

I started to laugh and he just went to another door and closed it.

Now that was a bit funny.. but still too lame i thought.

And than i noticed the red door with the big eye on it..

The girl from earlier had warned me but.. something was calling me to that door..

A whisper?

Hypnotised i walked towards it.. Mysterious and bad aura was all around ..

I pressed down the handle and pushed forward..

Part 2 on its way!

Good and a Half Day

Since some of us sleep more than 10 hours a day, ill call it a half day..

Time your day right and achieve something! Stop fucking around and do, or atleast admit that youre doing nothing for your dreams!

Stay motivated and do it daily!

Have a good day!

Bist Du eine „alte“ Seele?

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…

Weird Days

Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]

Good Evening People

The best way to end a day, is trough meditation and relaxation… why?

Well you might not dream bullshit and actually can concentrate to get out of your body.

Meditating at night can drastically improve your chances for astral travel and lucid dreaming.

Try it out. And good luck.

Check out our new book if you wanna know some secrets in the art of astral traveling:

The New Job – Escape ? …!

As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]

A Guide to learn Astral Traveling

We work really effektive and hard (sometimes) to give new input to the masses 😉

So here is our new book:

we are very happy to have the posibility to show and teach you everything about it.

Please, if you have more questions, contact us for more instructions and help 🙂

so, dont be afraid and start your journey into the deepest places of the universe now.


The New Job …

I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all. But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more … Why didnt i listened to her? I should […]

Humans and their Ego

it’s a never ending story.
people and their ego.
people only believe what they want to believe.
if they would at least leave those who believe something else alone.
but no.
their ego prevents them from being empathic.
they want to be the way they are.
and often deliberately harm others.
a never ending story.
so karma often comes as a big surprise at the end.
then, when the cycle starts all over again and you are allowed to relive it.
because their ego has made them accumulate so much bad karma that they are allowed to incarnate again as a reward and then hopefully this time they will be the ones who get to feel the ego of others.
i hope this doesn’t give me bad karma points 😉

humans and their ego – to puke 😉


es ist eine unendliche geschichte.
menschen und ihr ego.
menschen glauben nur, was sie glauben wollen.
wenn sie wenigstens diejenigen, die etwas anderes glauben, in ruhe lassen würden.
aber nein.
ihr ego hindert sie daran, empathisch zu sein.
sie wollen so sein wie sie sind.
und fügen anderen oft ganz bewusst schaden zu.
eine unendliche geschichte.
deswegen kommt karma oft als große überraschung am schluss.
dann, wenn der kreislauf von vorne beginnt und sie das ganze noch einmal durchleben dürfen.
weil ihr ego sie dazu gebracht hat, so viel schlechtes karma anzusammeln, dass sie zur belohnung wieder inkarnieren dürfen und dann hoffentlich dieses mal die sind, die das ego der anderen zu spüren kriegen.
ich hoffe das macht mir jetzt keine schlechten karmapunkte 😉

menschen und ihr ego – zum kotzen 😉

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Good Night Everyone

And lets see what kind of a fucked up dream i can choose from the screen again….

Maybe ill manage to get to you my darling.. 😄💕

The Room on the Hills

I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]

Was ist ein Visionboard und wozu dient es?

Ein Visionboard, ist die oft gepriesene grafische Aufbereitung unserer eigenen Vision, unseres Traumes, unserer Ziele.

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Man könnte faul sein und Fotos suchen und die aufkleben, oder an die Wand kleben, man kann aber auch kreativ sein und seine Ziele aufmalen, oder in Lettern aufkleben, lasst eurer Fantasie freien Lauf.

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Und wozu das ganze???

Um unser Unterbewusstsein! auf unsere Ziele / Visionen / gehoffte Erfolge einzustimmen.

Unser Unterbewusstsein entscheidet darüber wie viel Energie wir auf unser Ziel legen, wieviel Motivation wir letzten Endes besitzen und wie viel Arbeit wir investieren.

Was ist also besser, als uns unser Ziel immer mal wieder vor AUGEN zu halten?!

Selbst, wenn wir es nicht sehen, unser Gehirn weiss ganz genau, WAS wir da kreiiert haben und wird nun noch mehr Energie darauf legen, dass wir es erreichen.

Habt ihr schon mal ein Visionboard kreiiert?

Lasst es uns wissen.

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A demons playground

Hey everyone, I want to talk about things, which i learn from my constant repeating dreams, about many things in those worlds. One of those things is the behaviour of „demons“, ghosts or lets say negative entity’s. How do they behave and what kind of goal do they have? Well..ive understood that these beings like […]

Monsters cause Pain ? – A lesson

Ive had an old dream about a monster as a kid. I was standing on a street which was empty. No cars, no humans ..just Nothing but the street and few trees. I looked left and right until i noticed a black thing that had yellow eyes and it was big and covered in black […]

The Witch – Another Dream

I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue. The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue. Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me. This tree and the entire scene […]

Astrale Welten

Hallo zusammen, Zum heutigen Abend sprechen wir darüber was denn sogenannte ausserkörperliche Reisen sind, kurz genannt über Astralreisen. Vielen ist dieses Thema fremd und viele wissen davon aber fürchten sich davor oder stempeln diese als Hirngespinste ab. Vorweg, ihr seid weder geistig am durchdrehen, noch braucht ihr davor Angst haben. Jeder …sagen wir fast jeder […]

My Questions…

I was wondering why humans are as they are.

How can i explain it,

Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves?

We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail.

A lot just dont ask themselves these questions which would lead to true understanding, instead they eat what they get and listen what the media and tv tells them.

Ive noticed that yesterday with my parents. It is a real task to tell them anything new because they scream before you finish the sentence.

Its like they never hear what you try to say, strange isnt it? Well… No … i would say that THIS is the REAL mind control agenda in the entire world. While they test their thesis on individuals, they do the same with the bright mass.

They become fearful puppets not for the state or nation, but of their own mind!

The own limitation by closing eyes and ears, eating bullshit from the media, it mixed itself to a pillar of fear for its own existence..

The bright mass.. wants to be ruled and they show it by their behaviour to themselves

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Problems of a long distance Relationship

Having a partner who lives hundred and thousands of miles away for a long time is very hard.

Specially when you cant see each other because some state’s and governments wont allow it..

Thats a pretty stupid and fucked up planet if you ask me… hindering two people to find their luck, while they can be anywhere, anytime around the globe with their privat jets..

It often happens that out of nowhere, we start to have a conflict with our long distance partner about many stupid and useless things.

The reason for this is the distance and frustration. Not knowing WHEN youre going to see him/her.

The more interesting thing is, every conflict dissapears when you start to video chat with your partner. It feels if a conflict never appeared at all.

So do more video chats people! I guarantee you, it will feel better and stress will be solved instantly!

The most problem is that you cant help them at any way if they should have problems or whatever.

Questions appear like „what if he/she get into a car accident and we never hear anymore from each other?“ Or what if…. and so on..

Pretty useless questions of course, because you couldnt change anything at all … only wait and hope.

And one more thing, the black question should never even be in your mind „does my partner fake it or step sides me with another one?“

This question is only to be asked if you really have a strange feeling about it.

If your partner really loves you and you both REALLY FEEL connected to each other – a way will be always open! It always is!

Have a good day friends!

The Witch – Another Dream

I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue.

The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue.

Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me.

This tree and the entire scene was in the middle of nowhere. The background was black and if i would fall, the scene would fall apart i knew.

The woman or as i thought „WITCH!“ asked me „What do you desire the most, that i could give you?“ This question seemed easy because i knew, bringing my wife from the other end of this planet wouldnt work …at all…

So i answered „Ultimate Power“ – Than the tree brought up many other people which were connected to the tree… Lets say they were corrupted and fell to her spell.

She walked towards me slowly while pushing aside the hanging blue body’s. I thought that these might attack me but i wasnt scared and neither did i wanted anything from her.

I decided to fly upwards, so she couldnt reach me.

She understood that she couldnt catch me with her spell, neither had it any effect even if she wouldve catch me.

Her spell was to seduce its prey and wrap them up under a false promise, while the tree did the rest.

She was a witch who posessed the willingless prey…

While i flew away, she screamed loud and looked rather dissapointed.

I woke up …

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

A sunday surprise

It was sunday again.

And yes i didnt really liked that day, because it got very quiet around the building of our office.

I was the ceo of a big company and stood there after saturday to get more work done.

It was late already and i drank my last coffee until… „krrschhh“

It sounded like glas was shattered. But here in the office ? We had nothing glas like stuff around.

I stood up and walked down the dark floor.

„Hello? Anybody still here hiding?“

A door in the end of the building shut itself loudly down – „BAMM“

My heart startet to race. „Hey anybody there?“ while i walked steady towards the door.

A few meters before, it slowly opened with a cracking sound and i heard a broken radio play a song…but it was played backwards.

I felt danger and darkness coming from that room which actually was a bigger room with nothing much in it.

I went in and turned on the lights.. but there was no radio sound anymore …everything seemed clear.

My sight went to a door inside the room which i really was sure, never existed before.

The door shut open and crashed loudly into the wall but stood still without bouncing. This gave me chills down my spine… How in the world did it not bounce ? I was sure it was kicked or rammed open..

I felt that danger from before again, that i should not enter the dark room before me.. It was like the darkness smiled right at me..

I went on and… My face crashed against the wall.

„What the fuck?! The door dissapeared?? Or did it never existed?“ i asked myself while my nose was bleeding.

I went back and closed the door while looking several times back, just to ensure that i wasnt hallucinating things.

After i closed the door slowly.. the radio sound came back again from the door.

I panicked and my heart was racing. Should i open the door again? What is going on? ….I knew the horror movies were the scary part went on and on until a monster appeared to tere the head of the protagonist. I hoped i was just a side character and could leave the building unharmed.

I ran back to my office room and shut the door. I took the phone and called the security which i saw on the security cameras.

„Hey all of you guys, come up here and take your gun, you might need to use it“ i said shaking.

But the guards…they looked at me without reacting.

They looked straight at the camera and the signal got lost. I really got nervous and knew that this wasnt some stuff that i imaginated.

After four hours in my office, i received a call from my wife.

Why did she call me ? She knew i was coming early but not at four in the morning.

„Yes darling?“

„Krrssschsschshs“ ..the same radio sound came out of the phone.

My heart dropped to the floor and in the same moment, something kicked my office door and broke it open…but no one went in.

I took the shotgun which i had stored under my desk for a last standoff with anybody … guess it was the moment of use.

I loaded the gun „Whoever there is, if you dont want your head get shot, you better come out!“ i said loud.

The door stood wide open but it was dark for whatever reason.

I went slowly in .. and „BAFF“ the door shut down behind me and i turned back and shot the door once.

Suddenly the light goes on ..

„SURPRIIISE!!! HAPPY BIRTH DAY!“ – All colleagues were standing in front of me with a big smile and an even bigger cake.

„Boss did you forgot your own birthday?“

What ? I knew the date of my birthday i thought.

„Oh yes …actually i did! Well guys thank you very much!“ said i while still sweating..

Why ?

Because my „colleagues“ had wounds and cuts on their bodys while some of their heads were cut in half..

I stood in shock and pointed my shotgun towards them.

„HEY WHOOW TAKE THE GUN DOWN – WHAT THE HELL?!“

„I see your true faces you little cunts, time to DIE!“

„NO WAIT WE …“

…. BOOM…. …. …. Her stomach got blown away.. ….

„…… had drugged ..your coffeeee…“

„Kssh – Ksh“ – BOOM!

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

SECRETS OF SUCCESS

Some motivation

My dears, are you alive or still dreaming?

Or are you living your dream?

Are you still working to make it come true or are you letting others determine for you what is good for you?

How do these questions sound in your ears? And in your soul?

If you are content to live mediocrely, is it really enough for you to get some alms from the state once a month and live well for one week and not the rest of the month?

Are you happy that child benefit and alimony FULL are credited to your alms, or do you not even notice that your children do not even get this money anymore, because you pay your bills with it!

What if it were different?

Seriously, astral travel and Lucide dreams and so on, spiritual things, are a beautiful escape from reality – but you still wake up every morning in this reality here and you have to live your life.

No matter how little you like it.

Have you already forgotten your dreams?

Which wishes can you actually fulfill for your children?

Only air and love are not enough in the long run. So what are you working on?

What do you create for your fellow man?

Do you help those who can’t help themselves and whom nobody listens to because they have no voice, or do you hide behind your displays and just complain?

Some of you complain about the fact that young people are making Tiktok videos and that this annoys you. But hey, you’ve obviously watched them.

I’m glad that the youth is getting creative. And a lot of videos of young people are very creative and get attention on the net.

Or is it just that you are disturbed by their success and your complaining only serves to distract from your own inactivity?

They say good things come to those who can wait, but they also say „nothing comes from nothing“.

And it’s even more aptly stated, „He who relies on others is relied upon“. Because you can’t seriously expect anyone to do your job for nothing in return.

My girlfriend, with whom I started this blog and facebook page over two years ago and who unfortunately died shortly after, she was in a wheelchair for life. Hardly able to walk more than a few steps, if at all.

In her short life, she has probably done more for others than could ever be made good.

I never once heard her „whine“ or „grumble“! And this although she unfortunately had no family support, nothing…

She will always remain SO in my memory as a fighter in a situation where many others would not have even started to fight at all. Especially people without any physical, severe handicaps.

Many of those I know of in this respect do nothing but complain and grumble. The best thing to do is to get upset about the community without whose help they would have been sitting on the street long ago.

But there’s a saying that when you’re at the bottom, you can only go up.

You want another one? Insight, is the first way to change.

So remember my questions from the beginning! And consider if there aren’t always ways and means to level up your life again!

And if you just start making funny videos and sweeten the day for others. One step always comes after the other!

But you have to take them alone. In the course of the way there are usually people who help you and who are happy to do so.

And suddenly you hear the dreams of your children and remember your own dreams and start to improve your whole life.

Good luck

Katja

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

WHAT IS – THE BIORHYTHM?

I must admit, I’m running extremely low on energy these days.

All I can get up to is looking after the kids and writing a few small blogs. I’m just not fit,

Funnily enough, I can even give you the cause of it.

My biorhythms are in the toilet on all three levels.

All almost all three divisions at an incredible minus 100%.

Great, but it doesn’t only paralyse me physically, but also emotionally and mentally. Nothing works anymore, so to speak.

The blog that I actually want to write, I just can’t get it done at the moment. I’ll put it off until later. At the moment I have to work on topics that I don’t have to stimulate my brain to write.

Fortunately, a phase in which everything is far below zero doesn’t last forever and is probably rather rare.

The biorhythm begins with our birth and ends with death.

In between, it oscillates in waves, up and down. Always stubbornly in the same rhythm.

It has three parts:

1- Physical rhythm, everything that affects our body. So endurance, power, strength – the physical condition in general.

The further our curve goes – and falls below zero, the more difficult it becomes for us to achieve maximum physical performance.

We get out of bed early in the morning with difficulty and could sleep directly again in the late afternoon. This would also be the healthiest for us in such phases.

2 – Emotional rhythm, everything that makes up our mental state.

On good days, we are balanced and not very irritable or moody, and here too, the further the curve sinks, the more our mood swings.

If it has reached the bottom, we feel as if from nowhere, mentally not so good anymore.

This is also known as the period between optimism and pessimism.

3 – Intellectual rhythm, which is currently also at minus 100% percent with me (like the others almost) and I notice this by typing almost every word wrong.

If you have an important exam to write and can set the date, you should take a look at your rhythm curve beforehand, if it is far below zero, it could be difficult.

The physical rhythm phase begins after birth and lasts 23 days.

In our picture here, the green curve.

We can already see that they are different.

The emotional phase lasts 28 days. Mental phase lasts 33 days.

If we want to know which phase we are going through, we can either pull out the calculator and somehow try to figure it out. But it’s easier to use one of the thousands of online calculators.

I, of course, would not be me if I were to claim something and not at least do a little research on how the whole thing came about

The biorhythm was first determined and documented by even two doctors! Orthodox doctors, one has to say.

 Berlin doctor Dr. Wilhelm Fließ (1858-1928)

The basis for this simple calculation was laid at the beginning of the 20th century by the Viennese psychologist Hermann Swoboda and the Berlin physician Wilhelm Fließ. Fliess believed that he had discovered consistent regularities in the medical records of his patients and initially formulated them in his period theory[1] They tried to discover a regularity behind the „good“ and „bad“ moments of a life.

Links to Wikipedia added.

Vienna professor and psychologist Hermann Swoboda (1873 – 1963)

In Die Perioden Swoboda describes the spontaneous periodic return of thoughts after 18 hours, 23 hours and after 23 days. He devotes an extensive chapter to the work of Fliess.

Swoboda said he knew nothing about Dr. Fliess, but published his findings in 1904 only after Fliess had finished.

 H. Swoboda: The periods of the human organism, Vienna,1904

 H. Swoboda: The Seven Year : Studies on the Temporal Law of Human Life, Vienna, 1917

Have a good day! Katja 🙂

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

Why its impossible to argument with idiots

Many might know this already how pointless it is to talk with dumb people.

Why is it that such people simply wont hear or pretend not to hear what you say?

Well the answer is rather simple..

Its their experience, their believes, their life and what theyve had and got from their parents.

Shortly said: they are unconscious.

You cant wake a dumb person when they got a fog of unconsciousness infront of their heads ..

It is just like in a dream, no one can hit you and scream at your face to finally recognise what is going on… well .. in a dream this is actually possible though..

The live of a person who cant hear the argument of a person who respects the words of the disrespecter, was and never will be bright shining.

Those lives are mostly filled with sadness and pain. And they try to cover it by showing how tough they are and how weak and dumb all the others seem to be.

Iam surrounded by idiots and this is the truth. My parents arent smart and they never were. They only tell us how bad we are and how stupid, but iam conscious.

Someone who is conscious will never be a victim of anything and there is no excuse.

Someone who cant hear the truth about their sad and angry lives is the real looser.

Why am i telling you this?

Because you got the hands over your live! Not any asshole-opinion or dumb sentence from anybody!

Better hold those strings tight and always stand your ground!

But be sure to loose the strings which cut your hands 😉

Scream halls

I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating.

I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about.

It looked like a really well done hospital horror scene.

The floor had no doors … only few lights were hanging above..

I started to walk and my footsteps were loud and as i walked further, ive felt a big bad energy coming my way.

After walking maybe fifteen feet, i saw something down the floor which came screaming at me.

That thing had no arms nor face, it was cut in half and walked slowly screaming at me, while it was covered in blood.

Now … do you know the type of movies were a scream of a monster is more terrifying than itself?

This was the case here.

It looked ugly, dont get me wrong – but the loud and ugly scream was scarrier.

I knew that it would attack me, so ive said to myself than it will pass right through me, without ever noticing me.

And it did pass trough, it was nothing.

I wasnt scared because ive had a lot of such moments in conscious and unconscious dreams.

After that thing passed trough me, i walked further down the floor and saw the next thing coming up.

It was a giant three headed dog with .. alot of wounds .. one face was in front, the second face was in the middle, and the third was at its tail which was cut off.

To be honest i didnt knew which side was the front, but i knew that this thing actually could snatch me if i wont get out of there soon.

The reason it could touch me was because i got a little scared and i was unconscious in this state.

This fucking dog was running sideways at me and it had three tongs which were cut in three pieces.

It looked really bad… have you ever seen a fucking zombie dog running at you sideways with full speed and screaming louder than the ugly freak two seconds ago?

I switched above the scene and the body down there was ignored …the dog passed through.

Why did it not attack?

As i got back and walked further down the floor, i looked back just to note, that the half cut being and the dog merged into one – giant four legged piece of monster which had two bloody eyes and was staring right at me…

Ive got really scared..not because of that thing, but from the momentum how it looked at me.

It started to run like the girl from the movie „The Exorzist“ on all four legs while climbing around the floor…

Ive had enough of the scene… i wanted to just sleep but NO, i must stay somewhere bloody and get chased by a four legged cunt dog 🤣

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]

A Place of horror

In today’s blog i want to share a dream which ive had few months ago ..

I stood suddenly in a darker area with few dark clouds and an upcoming fog.

Out of nowhere, a huge cathedral building came up from the ground which had a giant clock in the center, but without pointers.

I was standing inside with the blink of an eye.

The floors were dark and empty .. i looked smiling left and right and heard a scream which seemed to be far away but i didnt cared about it.

I knew that something was strange about it.

The floors were made out of wood and every door was locked and the walls were clean in the middle sections.

A door opened while i was slowly walking down the left floor and i realised that there was no exit anymore.

How did i got in again? I was probably in the sixth floor which i could see from a window.

The place looked beautyfull from above i thought.

The door which opened had a cell phone and a small clear bed inside. It started to ring and i took it fast up, because i knew that the „others“ shouldnt hear the sound.

Someone was talking to me like im their friend. I seemed to be a girl i thought but i wasnt sure. She said „quick close the door theyre coming“ and she hang up.

Well i wasnt scared to be honest and after she said it, i could hear loud screams which definetly were monsters.

I walked to the door and looked down the floor to see what was happening there, it seemed empty but suddenly i changed my view and was above the floor and i saw a few monsters coming up the stairs.

I was back in the room and i walked to the left were the monsters came across.

I saw the stairs and now was standing there, but where are the monsters? Did they left?

I heard a loud scream at my back. It was a girl with a white dress which you might know from one or other horror movie.

That bitch was flying around and screaming without reason. I knew that SHE was the girl on the phone.

I didnt cared anymore and suddenly she stood in front of me. She didnt looked scary and said that i shouldnt go down there while she left laughing.

I smiled and went down.

The scene changed.

I was now in a area which i couldnt leave easy anymore and i knew that because of the evil energy which was coming from there .. + i didnt knew that it was a dream.

That place was even darker now and all doors were open. The walls seemed dirty and some sort of dark energy’s were coming out of every door.

The floors were full of evil beings and i was just standing and slowly walking around.

The stairs behind me didnt existed anymore, neither was there any window left.

A monster came out of the room and i thought maybe it will attack me, but instead it just stared at me and backed of slowly.

Was i that scary ? Well no i was not! I just had no fear!

The monster looked like a giant ugly shaped ….thing which had two dark eyes. It screamed loud but did nothing else.

I noticed that it couldnt get out fully of the room. Maybe they were banned to that place i thought.

So i went down the floor and looked left and right to alle other rooms but without touching anything.

One being was uglier than the other and they all smiled at me when i stuck my head in the room.

Some rooms seemed to be lightend and still dark.

Now you may ask yourself why i was smiling and laughing trough the halls ? Well maybe im the monster?

I simply knew that nothing could harm me at all, only scare me really REALLY bad if i let it happen.

The time was about right to loose the mind in such a place when im honest, but the more i walked down, the funnier it got.

I started to really laugh loud and held door rooms while laughing at the faces of these beings. I couldnt stop and the funny thing was not their ugly face, but their weakness in reality.

I understood that none of them could do anything, not even hit me or else as long as i had zero fear in myself.

Suddenly they started to get pissed off and while i was laughing, three of them came out of their rooms and (yes now they were really outside) the floor became very dark blue, nearly pitch dark blue and i still laughed but a bit less.

I looked at them and came few steps forth while all three looked at me with their yellow glowing eyes. Theyve had no shape anymore.

I asked „and now what ? What youre gonna do?“ and i started to laugh again while i pushed them against the wall telepathically. They just stood there and two more came up..

I walked further down the floor without giving a damn. I thought its enough playtime for now.

I looked a final time back and noticed that the entire floor was filled with them, just staring at me.

Another stair appeared and i wanted to go down. Now the monsters from the floor stood behind me and looked.

I asked „What do you guys want ?“ but they didnt said anything back, nor did they smile.

I didnt cared anymore and went down.

The scene changed again.

Now i was flying above a very long and wide underground area which i knew, was within the building.

But something was very wrong about that place. The place was first enlighted and normal but i was just one floor and i seemed to fly away from something.

A dark „something“ was coming from every direction and it made the place became very dark.

I started to get scared a bit but than i got a bit of my consciousness back and knew, nothing could hurt me.

Suddenly that thing dissapeared and but i was still a bit panicking..

„Where is the damn exit??“ I thought loud..

I changed my view and saw that this place was the ground floor of the building but it was somehow on a different dimension which told me that there was no possible escape.

I saw where i was standing and how much darkness i needed to pass trough to exit. The stairs were gone and if i would went back to the floor of monsters, they surely would sense my slight fear and enhance it to fuck me up xD

I lost my consciousness again and that thing appeared, which hunted me again.

The place was filled with darkness now, and i realised something.

That „thing“ was actually the exit.

So i was still unconsious but i knew what i needed to do.

I visualised the shattering of the dimension and the darkness and my view broke to thousand shards of glass.

My consciousness was switching out of the scene and i saw the frozen and broken place one last time, before i woke up.

Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]

A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]

Hateful lovers 🤣

Hello people,

I want to talk about few people who have nothing better to do than hating other people for what they do.

I think many will understand.

The problem with these people is their small mind.

They either have no experience in the field of which they hate, or they just dont like the person.

Often it is because this sort of mind is simply stupid and it hasnt done any research or anything else. It just hates its own life often and intends to point the negativity towards others, simply because they are weak.

They intend to buzz the red button before the show has even started unfortunatly.

These people will appear like rats from the shadows when you start to become successful, but only in the internet and behind your back.

None of them will ever say what they say in front of your face because some of them know, that it is just stupid.

Mostly their argumentations end with swearings or hate speaches and loud mouthings.

How can you beat these idiots?

Just ignore them and laugh as long as they hold their distance but…

(…If they ever should come to a „kissing range“ at your face, be sure to hit them so hard into their organs, that they consider it as their first spiritual lesson!

Only idiots will learn with punches..

Have a good day 😄

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]

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Intervall Fasting #5 – Benefits, disadvantages

Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]

Short horror

Ive had another nightmare ..

Ive stood few steps away from my house with few people, but i noticed them after i got a little conscious in my dream.

They looked a bit crazy and dumb to be honest because they all were doing weird head movements.

So i went a step forth and asked what they were doing.

Two girls and a guy were shaking their heads left and right while saying „YOu Wont get me“, while the nose of one girl started to bleed.

Didnt they noticed me at all?

They didnt anwered my questions either.. but looked away.

I stood there and was a bit shocked what was going on.

It was a „dare or death“ – game instead „do or dare“.

They called several monsters from other realms to themselves which either were good or really bad.

Whenever someone closed their eyes and said loudly „you wont get me“, while shaking their head back and forth or left and right, these beings appeared and started to harm them.

The first girl who did it got nose bleedings.

The second girl got nose and eye bleedings and her hair got pulled out.

The guy who did it, got his head directly ripped of his shoulders .

… the girls were laughing.

I tried it myself, not because i wanted to be killed but because i knew unconsciously that i cant be killed, and saw how this stuff happend.

A big black hole appeared in the air and it either spits out monsters or it takes YOU!

It tried to get me but suddenly it was just a black garbage bag. But it was conscious and started to wrap itself around me but i wanted to go with it, just to see what was on the other side.

It did let go and now started to run away from me and suddenly the scene changed again.

I stood again near my house and now, a depp and dark tunnel with steps appeared in front of me.

That place was contaminated with evil energy, i was shaking and when i didnt wanted to enter because i didnt knew it was just a dream anymore, few monsters appeared inside it

They just stared at me with a really big smile…

It scared the hell out of me and i woke up..

It wasnt scary at all i thought, but when youre not conscious about your situation, it WILL get scary.

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]

Another Day

Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD

The Cell and Earth

We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]

Feelings and our mind

Is it true that suppressing feelings is bad for your health? And what does it really to you?

Well the answer is… it depends on the individual how much „damage“ it does.

Everything we do is often depended on feelings.

So what does happen to person who suppresses feelings?

First nothing happens and everything is as usual.. but when is gets triggered through a certain thing like music or words or whatever, it nearly explodes ..

Making decisions without any feelings still, should be considered in court or special cases. When a judge would decide by feelings, many would be screwed but today we talk about the other side!

So how much it erupts, depends again on the person.

As well it depends on the feeling. When you suppress anger, it will build up and up until you „kill“ somebody or punch him/her/it so hard, that your fist together with the face of the aggrevator breaks.

To suppress feelings is easy and we all do it until it gets triggered and released.

The damage isnt physically but mentally and it can lead to depression and lower body functions because of the depression.

Your body doesnt give a damn, but when you cut the energy supply and movement, the body will start to react.

If screaming your lungs out helps you, Scream!

If hitting a punching bag helps you, Punch!

If crying helps you, cry and smile afterwards!

Shortly said: supressing feelings isnt good at all and it can lead to serious mental and phyiscal problems. Dealing with them and talking does way more to your health and when you cry, well fuck it!

Crying is a release too! So dont be ashamed, the strong will not show any feelings which is mostly mistaken by men as „cool“ or being tough.

Its bullshit.. a men who cant stand to his own feelings is the real weakling, this doesnt mean that not showing any feeling makes someone weak or strong.

Sometimes there isnt any feeling to show 😄

The ufo inside the mountain

My dream last night was very interesting.

I was searching something … a ship, probably my ship.

The place where i live has many mountains and inside the dream, colours appeared very strong and my parents were stupid as always – yelling about useless stuff.

I didnt cared about any of them and flew near the mountains and suddenly i was standing in front of a near mountain which existed physically too.

I went trough it and found a high – modern, round and floating ship which had a greenish colour. It was waving midair too.

I knew that this ship was my and i left it there, so no one would find jt. I wasnt going to tell anybody anything about it but i knew a person which might expect me to come with it …

This ship was invisible at all times when consciousness entered it, while the one inside could see everything and command it.

It moved slow but it was possible to travel to every dimension very clear and save. No radar or whatsoever could detect it because it became conscious through me, even though it still had a few monitors inside.

The mountain was a coverup because even if it was invisible, you could touch it by accident when no one was inside.

Inside the mountain was another higher advanced facility with extraterestials but i saw only one guy who checked the room with my ship.

Starting the ship was very fast and happend automatically when i entered while my energy as a soul fuled it and decreased the density to a level, were it became untouchable.

This dream was a bit more interesting than the most usual stuff.. Is there really a fucking ship inside that mountain?

The pain of burning to death

How does it feel to burn to death?

Well we all can agree that this level of pain is unbearable and anybody who burned his finger, knows that it hurts sometimes already bad.

The first thirty seconds will be the most painful moment (besides getting electroshocked that hurts nearly equal), because your nerves start to boil inside with everything else.

When a nerve gets comprimised inside the body, it answers with pain or irritations.

Now what pain will come when the nerves get burned all at once ?

Few months ago ive had something bad at my foot ..im not going to tell what it was, but i burned it three times with a glowing iron spoon to get rid of it.

It wasnt a big area but holding the burning spoon at my foot hurt really really bad. I was sweating because i didnt knew how much pain i would need to endure first until its over. So i just pressed it down and it went for 10 seconds until the pain stopped, while i was sweating even more.

My skin was turning white because the heat had burned down everything inside it, so i wasnt feeling any pain anymore around the area… Ive still got a video from that but i dont think you want to see it!.xD

After that i understood why someone will die faster in such situations:

The pain – which is extreme, even if it will be just for nearly half a minute.

The schock – because our brain has a „secret“ function to shut itself off, if we know that death or anything bad comes – which ‚overloades‘ the individual.

Fear – anybody who knows that they will burn to death, might die from fear as well, even before the act.

Overall we can agree that dying like that is fucked up.. The same as freezing .. both hurts.

Dream tests #1 – Fear

I woke up very scared today and didnt understood why.

I was sweating really bad too but it wasnt actually so warm the night before.

I was flying few meters above my body and stood in the air, my room was definetly the same, nothing was replaced or moved.

I started unconsciously to deform my room to a different place while mixing it with some sort of time travel. Anybody who travels astral knows, that time travel is possible.

So the first littly change did nothing accept causing a bit greenish light to appear in the room. Suddenly was i was back in my body but i didnt woke up, instead i was checking the reaction to my body.

Ive had read a little text yesterday where Carlos Castaneda claimed, that we forget what we did in our dreams because of a fear mechanism which was caused automatically by our body… Maybe i was testing it unwillingly?

After doing the change a second time, ive felt little vibrations on my skin and a bit allertness came up, but it dropped immediately after i stopped.

It was a „test it and switch to body to see what the reaction will be“ – thing.

Now the third time, i changed the whole room and everything was shaking, it was a bit loud and short before changing everything including the bed where my body slept, i switched back to it and my pillow dropped down from my head and i dont know how when my head was on it.

I was shaking like hell and my sweat was intense while only my lower body was covered.

I absolutely knew that the change of the room happend astral, but when i switched back, my physical body was feeling the difference and we all know the instincts of survival… I have never felt a greater fear after i woke up. I thought my body would ripp to thousand pieces too..

While i felt nothing astral, no fear of death or whatever, my body was feeling all of it. But i didnt forgot what happend… So does fear really play a role ?

But i did realise that my memory was fading away from the details.

Our body’s or lets say brain, posess the ability to bring everything down to our unconscioussness.

Here’s my theory:

If we often act unconsciously in our dreams, and we act consciously when we are awake, (while we forget what we did in these worlds) wouldnt that mean the existence of a wall between these both ?

I mean why cant we remember in our dreams, what we actually did in the physical world? Why is our consciousness drifting away?

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Monsters cause Pain ? – A lesson

Ive had an old dream about a monster as a kid. I was standing on a street which was empty.

No cars, no humans ..just Nothing but the street and few trees.

I looked left and right until i noticed a black thing that had yellow eyes and it was big and covered in black smoke.

It started to come close very fast and i knew that i couldnt get out of there until the scene was over.

So it came and had very sharp claws but its a dream and you cant feel pain right? I knew that as a kid because ive had no experience with pain within dreams.

This one teached me i guess! xD

That thing was going to kill me but i couldnt die so it hurt me very bad and terred my skin of while striking me with the claws all the time..

It hurt so bad that i was actually screaming loud and tried to fight back but then i noticed something.

It wasnt trying to kill me but to torture me until i realise something.

While he had its claws in my back and held me to the sky i noticed that pain wasnt the problem, it was our expecation!

Pain never occurs in any of the other worlds when we should get damaged, it comes when we expect it to come! My problem was that i didnt knew it was a dream and thought it will hurt when it hits me.

I saw that pain only was possible when youve had a body and a mind which follows your expecting will to cause pain. I saw the reality what was causing us to believe nonsense and taking it over to other worlds which didnt belonged there.

After i realised that, i suddenly started to laugh and stood again in front of that being.

Me as a kid infront of this three meter thing which didnt flinched anymore.

I walked away from it and it dissapeared slowly behind me.

What kind of teaching method was that ?? The way of pain ??? XD

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Repetitive Dream – Horror games

Ive had a very crazy dream last night ..which was another repeating dream..that really sucked.

This time there was a gang or group and they killed randomly people who stood against them and which tried to run from them.

One crazy bitch was running after me and she had a giant knife mixed with a hammer. It looked really weird and the task was to let her rott and die somewhere while me being safe.

That gangs mission was to scare themselves while murdering people under it.

So they took some drugs and crawled down to some tunnels and made a scene from a horror movie. They placed with blood filled balloons at the walls and took the heads and dead bodys with them to the scene.

After the drug kicked in, they went to monsters themselves and were hunting me in the tunnels while trying to kill me and summoning some other fucking things but not against me, but to scare themselves and the balloons exploded at the same time to make a blood filled image.

The scary level was insane in this one.. I mean i knew that dream and thats why i was calm and tried to run away from them but they always catched up and it really was annoying.

It was like this “ We get high and go of nuts while trying to kill you, but you wont run too far because whenever we come close to you, we will be just scared and not try to kill you anymore, instead you just help us get away from the cops because we just killed few people and will tell that it was all your fault and you better play with it because youre in the same shit“

It was totally stupid .. i managed to get away frol them because the tunnels were connected to a hospital nearby. I jumped trough a window outside, that freakish woman was still behind me but didnt tried to kill me anymore.

After we got outside a black and sunglass wearing guy stood infront of a cabrio and said „get in we gotta hurry“. The girl went in and i ran trough bushes and barricades away from all of that.

Suddenly i was running very fast and wondered why i didnt fly.

I was on a different planet where the beings could actually fly… and i just wanted to find my woman lol.

I ran into few kids which were picknicking and asked where the train station was.

They said it was in the opposite direction so i ran back just to notice few other planets near the sky.

It was pretty and all but where was SHE ?

I really cant have any fun at all without you! Not even on another planet 😄

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The Selection Bar of Our Dreams

Hello Everyone,

Today’s topic is about the switchboard of our dreams which I will explain and what this is all about and what connections it could possibly have.

This experience has happened to me twice now.

I fell asleep in the evening and woke up in the middle of the night, slightly disorientated I looked around and turned to my side again, as soon as I closed my eyes, there was a screen in front of me and I was apparently subconsciously active.

This screen looked almost similar to a PC screen but there was only one bar with almost four sub-points and I could only scroll down mentally. Greenish appearance and symbols, unreadable for me, despite clear mind. It was as if I had landed in my dream list for this night!

Although I was completely unconscious, it seemed as if I knew this place completely by heart. The screen was in front of me but outside of it I could still see parts of my pillow and blanket. I didn’t know what to choose at first because I didn’t see anything that could describe the whole thing, so I just chose the last one and I ended up in the same dream where I had stopped…

Time had probably stopped there as it happens with many dreams, and it only continues when you enter it again.

The interesting thing was that as my unconsciousness increased, I still knew what I was doing as if by looking more closely I could see which dreams were available.

And I also knew that if I clicked on something else, the dream from before would not restart or reset, but the next time it would still be dreamt at the beginning. As if there were multiverses in the middle of the dream levels and that even if it may seem 1:1 like the same dream, it would be a different one.

The second time it happened the same way but this time there were twelve to thirteen choices, again they all looked the same but this time it was a bit strange.

When I clicked on one of the bars, I saw that four of them where all the same dreams and also four more of a different dream, the top three were different again.

I chosed the second from below and I remember that nothing happened at first and after three felt seconds, I simply went to sleep in blackness, woke up and wanted to go back to that state, but I never went back there since.

I think that these screens exist in the middle of a special grid. My guess is that there are screens for dreams and astral journeys where you can go to see what you want to experience but it is all pre- determined.

Each of these existing screens is like a folder for a whole collection of dreams or experiences and they complement each other like a film.

Although they can be totally different. Also, the screen for astral travel is the one that is really „real“, with which you can actually take your soul into other realities and never return. Those who have been there before will know what I mean.

There is a main screen (astral, which is also a way out of the matter of everything) and the – let’s call it „dream screen“, which is a subordination in 3 to 4D. While the main screen is 5D and higher.

The main screen can only be visited with your consciousness/soul which is bodyless. When I was in this cocoon and flew out of the astral world, it looked very different and I knew that I was far away at that time. You could say that I was between floors of other dimensions …In the main server room with full admin rights …but as soon as i woke up, i knew that it was determined for me to be there at that time, for a short amount of time, while chosing the same world again and coming back.

More information is available in the previous blogs!

Have you ever experienced something like this ? Write it in the comments below, we are curious! 

More research is being done and as soon as I know something new ill let you know.

The above mentioned is only my guess and should not be taken over 1:1! I share my experiences with you, go out and make your own! 😄

Until next time friends 

Co – Author A.M.