The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down…
The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here.
It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head.
The rest of the body is rather skinny and tall and it can run fast!
It doesnt make a sound on its own.. but when its near .. you hear the fast footsteps very irregulary .. That is one hell of a scary sound and it lookes horrific.
The arms are covered in sharp blades and when it attacks, it hugs the prey and walks around with it until it dies.. human or animal..it doesnt matter.
Than it runs against a wall to finish it.. The disturbing part is when it eats… It.. just stands right next to its kill and waits to bleed out – suddenly a smile appears on its face and it runs after the next prey.. It seems odly that this species eats dark emotions and fear..
A really terrible monster.. scarier than the movie ghost girl..lol…
If you see it – its mostly over but if you got time, shoot it legs and its head!
The species is rather walking at night in the bushes and waits behind trees when humans approach.
If you got no gun, you WILL die!
They arent robust but agile! Make sure you dont miss!
How did it appear ? It crawled out of someone’s grave …
If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming!
But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not rewarded as much as stealing/scamming money?
Well it might be rewarding to one’s self through energy and the „feel well to help“ – but thats it.. what can you buy with it here? Does it pay your bills?
Of course a few got rich though that work as well but i talk about the really fucking rich guys. The wall street fucking rich guys who sit infront of their computers and gamble through the financial market and making millions with it.
The system itself is a rigged and broken system which helps rich folks getting even richer! The more money you have, the more “ immune you become “ specially in the politic positions.
And we all know… many politicians cant do shit and just scams the mere people around..
Lets not talk about the typical indian callcenter scam, we all know the joke! xD
Being honest and trying to really help people for free is not gonna get you shit! That is the real truth! And i only talk about the money aspect – no energetical stuff!
The problem is that many dont even thank you for free advice or work!! I know that personally and it makes you only angry … They take your advice like nothing… not serious.. okay then.. lets take 5 thousand dollars and see if he likes it now?
People are ungrateful, not all – but very many! And those who aren’t greedy and are grateful, did go through the same shit..
Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]
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The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]
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So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]
In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect.
These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions.
They talk about „How great it is there“ and how much you can do on the other side. All you have to do is walk down the path.
Many fail because the get dragged towards it and wonder why they are here.
These beings, not all but many will come in „godly“ essence and outfit and for those who didnt knew about all this in their lifetime, will fall over again until their ultimate plan is ready to let themselves out.
This is a big topic and we cleared any questions and described everything in our book
The beings are mostly self interested beings from either other dimensions or higher levels of consciousness inside the matrix dimensions. You could say that many are aliens or whatever and have a reward for every successfull reincarnative soul.
They lie to your face and you cant see it when youre not re-developed enough. Yes i said „RE-developed“ because we only get back to our old self and learn anything here. But all this is answered in the book.
These beings formed worlds beyond your imagination and went ahead – if you would remember who and what you really are, you wouldnt believe it at all in the first place.
The next world is the same as this but with many different things added and deleted. Your task is always the same:
Dont ever let yourself loose in manipulation – Stay conscious
This all will seem absolutely insane to someone who has no idea but the time will come were the last soul will be consciousness enough to see.
If you havent subscribed yet – you should! Thanks for reading souls! 🙂
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Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]
Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well.
The blood still drops from them.
I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the pig day.
The floor is always so full of dirt and infectious things when i cut and rape the dead bodies. And as you know, i really love to swim with the dead bodies first, and after that i take their organs out and sometimes make a casket out of it.
Just like a new human skin for my beautiful skin..
Yes you might think „This person is crazy“ but its not true, i just love to cut and kill things but im no human either. I just incarnated from the lower evil realms and well.. my parents have a special room.
I call this room special because i hanged my parents bodys upside down with nails and chains on the ceiling. I made it look like a big horrorscene because in our world its considered wonderful.
After pig day i will continue my collection and present it to the world by summoning some evil spirits, they like it here because they can eat the suffering energy from my prey when i kill them slowly.
What i like the most are babys and woman, because they got so nice skin and look after it too.
A fresh baby face skin is always so refreshing and tasty that i cant contain myself to rip its head off fast. But let me tell you a secret.. humans eat babys too! There are dozens of evil places on earth but they are in secret and ruled by money.. Some of you would be very surprised if they saw high rank politicians there right?
Anyway, blood is dripping on the page and that will be it for today diary, see you for pig day tomorrow .. Wish me a good appetite and a nice collection.
I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad.
I had researched and written for over two hours and, contrary to my habit, this time of all times I hadn’t written on paper but in the Blog. That means I start all over again.
So, here is the second version of my blog. And a warning for all bloggers, don’t rely on the fact that what is shown as saved is really saved. WP clearly proved me wrong today. Soon I will host the whole thing myself.
So now let’s start over again.
Interval fasting part four, a review
A small review into the nourishing habits of earlier humans and why for these interval chamfered was normal, but nevertheless an involuntary exception.
As we already learned at school, the Stone Age people were first probably collectors. That means, they ate what they found in nature. Do fruits grow all year round?
No, if they didn’t find anything and didn’t think of stocking up, there was nothing, if nothing grew or nothing was edible.
How did Stone Age people actually find out what was edible and what was not? Perhaps they observed the animals and what they ate without dying was edible. Maybe there were tasters, who knows.
Fasting in the cradle of mankind 7 million years ago, in Africa
At the origins of mankind, we know that the weather and vegetation were quite inhospitable.
It is known that people were constantly busy to survive. So they ate what they found. If there was no fruit, they ate grass or even tree bark in an emergency. But one can assume that they ate simply everything that seemed to be edible.
That means in reverse, they found nothing, no idea, maybe they ate themselves to survive. But presumably they had also at that time already really long chamfering phases. Involuntarily.
One can also assume that milk, eggs and processed products like bread were simply completely unknown.
Since these people, neither fire, nor tools had or even knew.
In principle, the first humans or human ancestors were collectors who ate everything they could get.
Their only goal was to survive. But they were neither blind nor stupid, and were probably pretty good at one thing.
So of course they saw what the animals they were observing did, they hunted and killed their prey before eating it.
So what could be more obvious than to do the same? The first hunters emerged. Especially since people quickly noticed that meat had much more nutritional value than tree bark…
So they had looked at what the animals do following their instincts and started to do the same. Hunting and catching animals.
The beginnings of hunting were clumsy and not yet specialized. It was also quickly realized that this required the fastest and strongest members of the community.
The gender roles were born. Pregnant women, nursing mothers, sick and weak people suddenly had different tasks than those who were able to hunt.
People began to organize and specialize. Nevertheless, if nothing was found, one had to fast.
One can assume due to the weather that these chamfering periods were quite very long. On the other hand these humans could move on simply in periods of drought, since they were not settled and open so new sources of food.
Humans had found fire also after a few million years and knew quite fast to use fire.
For about 700000 years he has also been able to light the fire himself, making it easier to catch animals and prepare food. 2 million years earlier, he was still dependent on preventing found fire from going out. But even then they could keep their burrows warm and roast meat and fruits over the fire.
They had probably already recognized that collecting and hunting alone is not enough, but that one must also build up stocks in order to always have food. There are archaeological reports according to which one knows that whole peoples had to fast, when the supplies were simply rotten, because one could not decide before to use them up.
We can infer now however from the fact that freiwilliges chamfered probably rather NO component of the everyday life was, but always only from the emergency out was carried out!
Which means for us that we cannot use it unfortunately as statement that THIS represents the original nourishing form.
Regardless of this, I will nevertheless deal with it further in detail. Since I and many others with interval chamfered make very good experiences.
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Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves.
First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other.
Here the link to our motivation group and off you go,
Part 2 of our topic Interval Fasting:
Interval Fasting for Beginners
Yesterday we learned that interval fasting, in general terms, means nothing more than fasting in intervals. In German, this means nothing, nothing to eat at fixed times.
But it doesn’t have to be quite so simple and we start with the explanations, which periods and possibilities are there?
Periods of time / intervals in fasting16:8
This is probably the best known variant, which is propagated by many. Called sixteen to eight.
Sixteen hours not eating is also feasible for beginners if they shift the time window to the night.
Depending on whether one prefers breakfast or dinner, it is advisable to adjust the period accordingly.
During the week I prefer to fast from 7 p.m. to 11 a.m., because first of all I never eat breakfast anyway, I always have not. And then I don’t mind and on the other hand I can still eat together with the children in the evening.
The good thing is that I can drink coffee until 11 a.m. and pretend that there is milk in it with carbohydrate-free almond drink. I don’t like to drink it all black.
Black coffee, unsweetened tea and lots of water are allowed during the fasting phase. As a beginner I wouldn’t look at the type of tea, but as an experienced fasting person I know that you should use herbal tea and not fruit tea. Due to the fact that fruit teas in particular often contain sugar, which is sometimes even added. You can deal with this as soon as fasting has become a part of your body and soul, as a beginner you have other problems.
14 : 10
The less frequently propagated variant, with a longer period of eating, which I personally do not consider as effective, because 14 hours of not eating is not necessarily abnormal.
Here you can change the period of time to the night and then, contrary to what I said yesterday, you should pay attention to WHAT you eat.
The danger here of not achieving any success at all if you do not change your entire lifestyle is very great.
14:10 In my ears it always sounds like „I want to fast, but not really“. And I would recommend this version especially to people who suffer from physical illnesses and take medicine and therefore have to eat something, where it might already be Lent.
the somewhat lengthened versions of 16:8 and suitable for people who want to lose weight quickly, a lot. Trying the long phase of 18 hours in a continuous state will eventually lead to the need to consider WHAT the body needs for nutrients and then supply them to it permanently.
If you want to lose weight in a moderate range, 16:8 is completely sufficient for the beginning.
20:4 „Warrior/Warrior Diet
for me one of the most difficult styles, because here you shouldn’t eat intuitively, but give your body exactly what it needs. Which means that you have to know exactly WHAT your body needs.
Doing 20:4 for a short time may be okay, but in the long run (as with 18:8) there is a danger that you are not supplying your body well enough in terms of nutrients.
Then there is the threat of damage, which you will not immediately recognize as such.
Hair loss due to malnutrition, for example, occurs several weeks AFTER the deficiency! Where you may no longer have any reference to what was there and what exactly is the cause of the hair loss.
I personally have not tested this version yet, except maybe from time to time involuntarily when I was sick.
Five to two means that I eat normally on five days of my choice and on two days, not consecutive days, I eat nothing at all or take only 500 kcal in the modified form.
This is rather not a method to lose weight, but it can help to relieve the body.
You can safely try the 500 kcal method as a fasting start.
Tomorrow it goes on with WHO can and may fast everything and what pitfalls are there.
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A quick blog about what house-apartment cats need.
First of all, an apartment cat alone, almost always feels lonely and should get either free passage or a comrade with 4 paws if possible.
In other words, individual keeping is neither species-appropriate nor animal-friendly, unless the cat is already 12 years old and knows it no other way, since it could be that a new comrade is completely ignored or hostile.
I prefer in the case that to get two little cats, who know each other and play with each other and the old cats at best reach to the cinema, i.e. leave them as much as possible alone.
This way, she does not feel lonely, but also not severely overworked and annoyed and also threatens to develop less behavioral disorders due to loneliness.
What basic equipment do I need for „two“ cats?
First of all, I should know that windows never! may be tipped when my cats are alone. And also that with tilted windows no curtains tempt you to climb up.
Even in my presence, it can happen that I am not in the room, the cat climbs up the curtain and slips into the tilted window.
— Tilt window syndrome is called when a cat is stuck in the slant.
Wide open windows tempt you to go out and fall down or even jump down..
Balconies or terraces offer the same danger potential and must be well secured.
Thin plastic nets are really not enough. I know of a case where a cat has even fallen twice from the tenth floor. And the second time, then didn’t go well at all.
When I have secured all the sources of danger that lead outside, I have to remember that it often happens that cats want to escape through the front door, especially when they are uncastrated and the call of freedom resounds…
I have already had significantly more than one cat between legs and front door .. They remember that for a while, but once the headaches are forgotten, they try it again.
That is why castration is important as early as possible.
I need for each cat its own cat klo PLUS another as an alternative. At Katzenklos you can also have quiet the two variants stand, once with hood, once without.
Cat cloisters should always be in the quietest corners, where there is no through traffic. We are also closing the door.
If cats are disturbed on the toilet, also by other cats, there is a risk of uncleanliness.
I have already seen a second cat sitting ON the toilet and knocking the one who was about to do their business on their head, through the opening.
The cat inside, was then no longer willing to use this toilet. Understandably, but if there is no alternative, where does the cat go? No matter where you 😉 😉
Having worked as an animal welfare worker for a long time, I have seen the most repulsive examples in private households. Unfortunately, many people believe a cat clone with 3 cm litter in it is enough.
And make it fresh once a week. You see something like this all the time and when children live in such households, they also feel directly sorry….
Every cat wants its own food bowls. One for wet food and one for any given dry food.
I blog about it another time. These bowls should also be made fresh every day. Ahem, to be washed off, I mean.
In principle, if you have fed the cats fresh and they do not devour everything immediately, you should leave the bowl standing, because cats are appetizers and not like dogs, eat everything at once.
In summer you should make sure that no flies come and lay their eggs on them!
Water bowls, is generally enough a large one for two cats. The water should be changed daily and the shell washed off.
Cat toys in the form of fumble boards can be made by yourself. Google offers endless variants for this. Or you can collect empty toilet paper rolls and tinker yourself.
A large scratching tree, preferably made of real wood, possibly even wrapped with sisal, although I do not consider this necessary, should be absolutely present!
If the sofa and wallpaper are preferred, make it essential to offer scratch boards.
My cats love real wood slices, fresh from the forest.
On the other hand, every sofa cocks off 😉 Sorry, for the choice of words. I just can’t think of the term.
What you need to keep in mind:
Each cat needs its own transport box!
Please stop putting several cats in a box.
This may still work with kittens, for adult cats this is an ordeal!
Cats do NOT give each other mutual spiritual support when they are stuck in this box and they already suspect that the way does not provide anything good.
Transport boxes do not have to be open above, this is just a nice gadget, but also increased outbreak potential!
My vets prefer to open the box simply in the middle and treat unwilling cats in the box.
Now you also know why every cat still needs its own box.
What else do you need?
start-up capital, for the most important veterinary examinations.
Especially people who collect and rescue animals from multi-billion households or from the street know what I am talking about…
Personally, I have never taken out pet insurance, if your veterinarian should offer instalment payment, this is not necessary.
Just ask him. Most offer it. So that in the case of negative surprises that definitely come, you don’t have to turn to an insurance company that may not end up paying anything.
With us you have to reckon with the – really important – castrations of a cat with about 100 and per cat with 150 euros.
Cats can become pregnant at five months, or unfortunately even EHER. BEFORE they were ever visibly rolling!
Please keep this in mind when you bring siblings! Cat incest offspring, can be born severely handicapped and still live and it breaks your heart when these innocent souls have to be euthanized.
Which, by the way, can cost up to 100 euros per cat.
Killing such animals, by the way, is rightly strictly forbidden at home and is also punished! The Animal Welfare Act is in this case on the side of the animals.
So letting castration protects not only your cats, but also your wallet. And no, you can’t make money with kittens. Ebay is still full of unwanted kittens that are being slammed at slingshot prices.
Fur care products are also very important.
But please, do not use fur care products for dogs or horses and get a cat brush.
These metal brushes, which you sometimes see in retail, do really anyway. You can test this beforehand and then decide whether you brush your cats‘ fur with it.
Cats don’t want to bathe and shouldn’t. Unless there are medical reasons or a stray needs a flea bath…
However, this is rather rare and cats know this and will fight back. If you want to bathe your pet, you should seriously ask yourself WHY. This is not the animal for the good!
Cat beds are a nice gadget, but cats prefer to sleep where you sleep.
If you don’T want to, please DON’t let her into the bedroom!
Not even during the day.
Cats do NOT understand why they are allowed during the day and not at night! And then at night they do terror at the door, including scratching and screaming and screaming.
Once accustomed, it becomes difficult to get used to it again.
The same applies to all other areas, education is important and possible from THE BEGINNING!
Combing from the beginning, otherwise it will be more of a „I run after the cat with the brush through the house – game!“
Bela, my late cat, has made fun of playing with me „hide and catch“ for over 14 years. She has regularly asked me to do so.
So it can also be fun. However, Bela was also not a cat who has lost tons of fur.
Information beforehand how the breed of your cat is on it when changing fur, I came already in apartments with Siamese cats that were covered by a veil of cat fur. Sitting down impossible.
As an owner you can clean as you like, the cat shakes once and the fur flies. A cat that regularly allows das it to be brushed is already less hairy.
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„piiiiep piiiieeep piiieeeeep“ shrill screeching of the alarm clock, my heartbeat soaring, that the breathing mask crashes into my face,
„DAMNED“ – I shout unabashedly – nobody hears me here anyway.
Not only am I awake, I am also directly annoyed and before my morning ration of „gold“ I am not master of my senses.
Mistress, mind you, but nobody here is interested in that. Least of all me.
A short time later, after a short lap of honor in what they call „bath“ here, jail would be more appropriate, I am already on my way to the research room.
Today a new experiment is on the agenda, Torben, our leader has been raving about it all last week.
Today it’s getting serious.
The new experiment is supposed to prove that there are genetically created races that are able to develop independently and treat their planet lovingly and not destroy it.
Experiments A to L were pure failures. As was to be expected.
This universe was one of the younger ones and one could almost rightly claim to be one of the most unnecessary.
Torben, hated it when I said that. But I was convinced of that.
We had consistently had bad results in all previous experiments.
Either the experiments destroyed themselves in a very short time, or their planet, or both.
Our team, put all their hopes on – M – In the belief that the mistakes of the past would not be made again.
After all, the mistakes in the genetic code had been corrected, and there were already promising species on the planet we wanted to integrate.
When I arrived, the whole team was already assembled and looked out of the round window that stretched across the entire room. The view was once again overwhelming.
„Too bad that this beautiful planet will soon be a heap of ashes and coal dust, too,“ Brian murmured as I stood next to him. Torben looked over at us disapprovingly.
„A little more enthusiasm people. Just try harder,“ he said and went to his desk.
„In 15 minutes we will reach their orbit. There’s no mention in our files that any of us have been here, so I guess we’re free to go and have a good romp.“
So we went to him.
The moment when we initiated the start of the experiments was always particularly solemn … we hugged each other and I looked at my husband, who had been trying to get through to me the whole time.
Since telepathy was forbidden on the ship, I couldn’t show him that his signals were getting through, but he knew from my facial expressions that they were. There were many couples on the ship, but our boss said it would lower the group’s morale if we showed it too openly, so we couldn’t even stay in the same cabins.
What were we getting into?
„Hey, Kati. You’re the first one today. Let’s go.“
My husband got big eyes and a red head, I knew he hated it when Brian and Torben preferred me.
To be first on the new planet was also to be favoured by the bosses, but they probably just chose me because I was the last one to arrive at the meeting.
„Well then. Here we go.“ I said, „Here we go,“ and I laid down on the appropriate chaise longue and got wired across the room.
„But this time, don’t put life support on until after I’ve gone. I said that, and everyone laughed.
The bums had already slammed the tube onto my chest when I hadn’t even been over there yet.
„Guys, this stuff is just so you don’t have to check up on me so much. When is my husband coming?“
He was already standing next to me, giving me one last kiss and whispering to me, „Soon my heart. I won’t let you wait too long.“
I was going to say „You say that every time.“ But then it started.
Through a monitor I was shown what we already knew about the planet and through a cable this was sent directly into my memory.
In addition I saw pictures which already let me suspect that also experiment – M – would fail again, like the others before.
Although the predominant species there did not seem to be too intelligent, it was apparently unconscious to a great extent and strove to kill everything was foreign to it.
„This is gonna be fun.“ The others around me nodded. I’ve never seen a planet worse than this one.
Since I had not written the schedule and only knew the rough task details, Brian felt that too much knowledge spoils the effect. I was curious to see what I would end up with this time.
Well.., this time no exoskeleton seemed to be needed, which was the case on almost all other planets and annoyed us.
The freedom of movement with these things, is immensely limited and no one can say that it is fun. Although mature exoskeletons were able to adapt well to the body inside, but in principle they were all useless.
After that it turned black around me and I lost consciousness…
Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]
I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]
It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]
It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]
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Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD
We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]
Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]
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There was once a cave in which a titan lived. This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave. Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned.. But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later… The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of […]
I was living abroad near the city. The rent was cheap here, but a lot of messy stuff was going on.
My apartment was on the eight floor and two rival gangs divided the area for themselves.
They „nicely“ asked everyone to pay money for their safety. Once they came up to me but i didnt open the door.. There was nothing they could do about it and i made sure to never come late.
These fuckers were only after eight o’clock in these dirty and piss stinking floors… Selling their crap and threatening people …
The police didnt dared to come in this area.. it was cut from the city due to so much crime that they couldnt afford being here.
Even when people jumped out of their window, the ambulance wasnt coming.
I dont even know how this building was still standing .. so much dirt on every corner, the walls were burned or damaged and the pillars which hold it, were already cracked.
This place really needed a makeover but no one bothered and neither had anyone the money to do so.
I was coming late .. I hoped that it wasnt already too late because the gangs always blocked the hallway and the none- working elevator.
It seemed alright i thought. I could even hear some police sirens…maybe it was because of them why everybody left ?
I run upstairs and even the junkies and screams were gone, this was the first time and a bit strange.
Was there up something big or did everyone run away ?
I got to my apartment and the floor was empty too. I opened my quite heavy metal door which was secured digitally on both sides.
I looked at the camera which i had secretly installed at the ceiling above the floor and watched the film.
Nothing happend .. No one was walking around and no sound was recorded either.
The lights went on and off but why was the floor empty ? That never happend before.
„knock KNOCK!!“ „knock KNOCK“- someone was hammering the door.
„What the hell? Why is nothing on camera? Is the camera broken?“
I got really nervous. „knock KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK“
I looked again in the camera, the lights went off. I took my needle baseball bat just to be sure and walked to the door.
First i watched at the door spy but it was dark.
„Who is there? And stop hammering my door i heard you!“ i said loud.
„POLICE OPEN UP“
What ? The police? here ?
I opend the door and my heart nearly stopped…
There was no one and the floor was lighten up as always. „What the fuck is going on here?“ i asked myself.
I looked left and right and closed the door.
As soon as i turned my back towards the door, ive got a hit on my back and lost consciousness.
I woke up in the hospital and was handcuffed on the bed.
„Youre awake great. Youre under arrest of drugging the water supply with rat poison and LSD, appearently your plan didnt worked. Youve killed not only the people who lived in the same area but many in the city!“
Is it true that suppressing feelings is bad for your health? And what does it really to you?
Well the answer is… it depends on the individual how much „damage“ it does.
Everything we do is often depended on feelings.
So what does happen to person who suppresses feelings?
First nothing happens and everything is as usual.. but when is gets triggered through a certain thing like music or words or whatever, it nearly explodes ..
Making decisions without any feelings still, should be considered in court or special cases. When a judge would decide by feelings, many would be screwed but today we talk about the other side!
So how much it erupts, depends again on the person.
As well it depends on the feeling. When you suppress anger, it will build up and up until you „kill“ somebody or punch him/her/it so hard, that your fist together with the face of the aggrevator breaks.
To suppress feelings is easy and we all do it until it gets triggered and released.
The damage isnt physically but mentally and it can lead to depression and lower body functions because of the depression.
Your body doesnt give a damn, but when you cut the energy supply and movement, the body will start to react.
If screaming your lungs out helps you, Scream!
If hitting a punching bag helps you, Punch!
If crying helps you, cry and smile afterwards!
Shortly said: supressing feelings isnt good at all and it can lead to serious mental and phyiscal problems. Dealing with them and talking does way more to your health and when you cry, well fuck it!
Crying is a release too! So dont be ashamed, the strong will not show any feelings which is mostly mistaken by men as „cool“ or being tough.
Its bullshit.. a men who cant stand to his own feelings is the real weakling, this doesnt mean that not showing any feeling makes someone weak or strong.
Well we all can agree that this level of pain is unbearable and anybody who burned his finger, knows that it hurts sometimes already bad.
The first thirty seconds will be the most painful moment (besides getting electroshocked that hurts nearly equal), because your nerves start to boil inside with everything else.
When a nerve gets comprimised inside the body, it answers with pain or irritations.
Now what pain will come when the nerves get burned all at once ?
Few months ago ive had something bad at my foot ..im not going to tell what it was, but i burned it three times with a glowing iron spoon to get rid of it.
It wasnt a big area but holding the burning spoon at my foot hurt really really bad. I was sweating because i didnt knew how much pain i would need to endure first until its over. So i just pressed it down and it went for 10 seconds until the pain stopped, while i was sweating even more.
My skin was turning white because the heat had burned down everything inside it, so i wasnt feeling any pain anymore around the area… Ive still got a video from that but i dont think you want to see it!.xD
After that i understood why someone will die faster in such situations:
The pain – which is extreme, even if it will be just for nearly half a minute.
The schock – because our brain has a „secret“ function to shut itself off, if we know that death or anything bad comes – which ‚overloades‘ the individual.
Fear – anybody who knows that they will burn to death, might die from fear as well, even before the act.
Overall we can agree that dying like that is fucked up.. The same as freezing .. both hurts.
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