Schlagwort-Archive: Horror

Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die.

But i found myself in a open cell in hell..

It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because i went down a light tunnel. The hallway was full of screams and fear. Weird noices were coming out in the end of the path.

The walls were from some kind of disgusting looking flesh that hurt you when you came close to it. It wasnt pain what was felt, but it was a horrible feeling which seemed to consume everything.

I stood up and i had no shoes on while i was walking out of my cell and feeling the worst fear you could dream of. Was this place hell? There was nothing that could describe this place, it was truly nightmarish. As i went down the hallway, i saw people screaming in their cells while the doors were open, what was going on? They couldve walked out easily but acted like they were held for eternity here.

Would i stay here forever ? I needed to find a way out and suddenly ..“WELCOME TO HELL, THIS WAY FOR THE MURDERER AND LIVE TAKER ISMAIL SHALAK“

That was my name … i was the murderer and killer of my family, but i only protected myself from these islam-fanatic bastards of a kind! They tried to sell me to a pedophile ring but i managed to escape at a night from home and when i was old enough, i would kill them for what they did. They were brainwashing me and telling me that underage sex would be for my benefit. I liked every bit of cutting their tungs and skin out while they screamed in fear and pain.

„FUCK YOU AND YOUR HELL“ i yelled while i was going backwards to my cell. The being stood there and started running at me but i couldnt move. As it stood before me, three meters high and very muscular and extremely ugly with sharp teeth and a bright smile, it spoke „YOU WILL BE JUDGED BY THE SNIFFER“. And than it hit me so hard in the face that i flew back to my cell, the door closed and i fell to sleep. Surely i would die from a hit such as this, but i only was feeling pain without injury.

As i woke up .. i heard yelling and screaming .. „HELP HEELP HEEEEEELP MEEE PLEASE IM SORRY“. The noise came from the others which were hold by a giant ugly bug that sniffed the cause of their death and which got the punishment for it. The people were held in small cages, naked and full of fear while being tormented by other beasts.

The bug – thing was terrifying itself. A dark coat with bleeding wings and again this red living flesh. The flesh was holding the sinners infront of the judge while it sniffed and told in which tormenter class they would be tortured for eternity.

I was standing on the corner while the red flesh grabbed me and i started to scream in horrible pain and fear. It covered my entire body and caused all pain at once. „THE SINNERS SOUL IS TO BE TORTURED IN THE DEMONS CHAMBER“ said the judge while it sniffed on me. The smell was disgusting and i couldnt say a word because i was screaming in pain.

After my judgement, the flesh threw me down a dark hole while i still was screaming in pain, panick and whatever bad feeling there was. This was going on forever ? Never could i do this? Why did i deserve this?. I was talking to myself while i was tightened to red flesh .. Every second was painfull enough and now these fearful beings were bringing me to the demons chamber .. what on hell was that? How could it get ever worse than this?

„YOU WILL SEE HOW BAD IT WILL GET RIGHT NOW – STUPID HUMAN“ said one being. It was hearing my thoughts ? I couldnt hide my thoughts? How did he hear me ? Or was it pure luck?

I came off the red flesh and got thrown even further down.. A simple hole of blue flesh? Just a really tiny hole made out of organs .. But it wasnt hurting at all .. What was going on? The demons left while i heard them talk something „Will he ever get it ?“.

I didnt understood a word but i needed to climb out the fuck out of here. Maybe they did a mistake and threw me to a wrong spot, this was my chance!

The blue organs were sticking to me the more i try’d to move.. fuck.. i couldnt move easily but i was going up the three meter hole i thought. But instead i was falling further in and started to feel sharp pain at my feat. The blue flesh was turning into something i knew..

It turned into some sort of fluffy hair ?? I was awake and my cat was playing with my foot.. Damn.. was that really a dream? I did kill my parents but that was all good after 30 years. That place was definetly an area to land, when i wouldnt know about it! That was surely a test of skill…? As pain was rising on my entire body ..

„Will he ever get it“ was the last thing that was heard from Ismail Shalak, while he was like the rest, held in a open cell … screaming in pain, hell.

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Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]

Keep it clean – The room around the corner

Later afternoon i went out of the club and needed a toilett quickly. Since i couldnt find anything, i just went around the block. It was full of dirt and an old homeless man was sitting on the street.

I walked further and found the toiletts.

„KEEP IT CLEAN“ – Was standing there.. Not thinking too much, i went straight in but the old man suddenly stood behind me and grabbed my shoulder. His hand was cold and he said „Keep it clean and youre safe!“

Are you threatening me old man ? – i responded quite pissed. And he just left.

I went inside and the room was …really clean.

I looked at the window, scratching my face and took a piss. It all didnt went inside the toilett but who cares. Washed my hands afterwards and through the paper to the trash can but it went outside. I didnt bothered putting it back in.

I looked again in the mirror, smiled and went outside…

..

The door was locked? I dont remember locking it. Was it the old man? „Hey come on thats not funny, open the door!“ .. no answer. I looked around and noticed a piece of paper in front of the mirror .. „Keep it CLEAN!!!“

I took the paper and threw it to the trash can while i backed up a bit and started kicking the door..

It wasnt moving an inch..

Damn it i was stuck in here.

Suddenly on the wall was written „KEEP IT CLEAN!.!.!.“ again but this time the temperature inside the room was rising… or was i imaginating things? It was really getting seriously hot inside the room. I tried splashing water in my face but there was no more water coming out, instead it was black dirty. Ive panicked but not because of the water coming from the sink, but from the sudden dirt and shit coming out of the toilett and covering the floor in a really bad smell, including my shoes.

I was trying to open the door but it didnt worked at all… the shit was still rising .. „FUUUCK .. What do i do, call the police because someone closed me in?“

I tried calling the cops but my phone wasnt working either ? What the fuck was this room ?

The shit was coming and coming and the smell was insane but what was i going to do? It was already at my knees and i wondered how it didnt sipped through the door.

„HELP HEEELP IM STUCK HERE!“ i yelled at the door, but no responses..

On the ceiling „WE TOLD YOU!“ and i was panicking. Did someone watched me ? This wasnt normal and the heat and smell was going up inside my lungs, i was going to pass out but i couldnt! How could i die like THIS?!

„HEEELP PLEASE IM SORRY IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN“ …

The shit rising stopped .. Three holes appeared in the wall and i was expecting it to suck the room clear but… water started to drip fast. I thought i would die but.. i just passed out.

Now how am i standing here and telling you this when i was supposed to be dead ?

Well… that is simple, i remember i was heavily drunk and i slipped while opening the toilett door. My head crashed against the metal trash can and i went sleeping until someone found me laying on the floor, swimming in a pool of blood. The guy called the police and an ambulance because he thought i was dead…

And now.. well .. gotta go work because i got quite a medical bill to take care of.

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The New Job – Escape ? …!

As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me.

It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it.

A few seconds later … my vision got blurry and the scene changed. Suddenly that damn thing was gone and i runned downstairs because the door was now a brick wall. I opened the door and thought that this would be the way to hell..

The hallway was full of … i dont know how to describe it.. it was full of bloody body parts that were alive. They were moving and the wall was bleeding while the shattered light bulps worked again.

The scene changed again infront of my eyes. It was like a split second… just like before… But why was this happening to me.. i just want to get the hell out of here.

The hallway seemed normal just as always and i was still panicking and hoping to find another exit.

„“CLICK – BOOOM““ – A loud explosion ? But where ? Nothing could explode here ? The generators?

My heart was racing even faster when i thought about it… but it was true.. the lights were turning off one by one. I needed to get my lighter, quickly!

I ran into my office and picked up the lighter „BAM“ – The door got closed on its own again.

Every step was fearful and something told me.. something had fun with me being afraid.

As i held my lighter and moved slowly forward, i thought about what would happen when i loose all my light resources.. The only thing left was my lighter dammit.

I opened the door and held my lighter upfront to see were i was going to. I still needed to get out of here somehow, but how when the damn door dissapeared ? ..

While i walked down the hallway, a door opened slowly .. And flash light was coming out of there.. like something making fotos in there?

As i approached the room, i saw that damn being laying down there with a coat and full of blood. I knew that this thing wasnt supposed to be here! It was laying on the metal plattform which was used to inspect the fresh dead bodys.. Was this the missing body ? I didnt cared but the camera was still flashing, i picked it up and looked through it while pressing the button… dont ask me why i did that, i thought i just needed to..

That thing suddenly was standing before me and i panicked, looking again through it and pressing the flash button. It dissapeared again and i could breath for few minutes.. How did this camera came here ? Atleast it had flash and was showing something in the darkness i thought.

So i ran through the floor with my lighter and the camera and whenever something strange appeared, i flashed it. Seemed to work so it had to work on the damn wall too!

As i ran, i heard a loud monstrous voice that was chasing me. I turned the camera around and flashed it i thought, but the scream was coming closer and closer as i approached the door.

Again i ripped open the exit door and looked through the glass, but the thing was gone.. I walked up the stairs and turned left .. There it was ..

The door was there again? .. i had enough and just in case, pointed the camera at it and pressed the button.

That damn thing was standing again in front of me..

I didnt run away.. instead i threw the camera at it and ran screaming towards it. The camera shattered … and so did my nose while i lost consciousness..

The next day ..

„HEY …HEY! what happend ? Can you hear me?“ a colleague of mine asked while i was still dizzy.

„What happend here ? Is everything okay? You didnt responded to any calls so the Headquarters called me to check“ she said.

„Iam so glad to see you jane!“ as i was standing up.

The door behind her was open and i could feel the wind.

„I quit! And you should too jane.. I would be dead now“ i said while i walked by her, outside.

„Finally fresh air oh my god.. i thought i was going to really die“ i said while i walked few meters away from the building.

„So you didnt took the pill? You saw it didnt you.. “ she said to me while she was smiling.

„You knew ? What the hell jane!?“

As she looked at me, i backed further away .. There it was .. That thing stood right behind her.

„BEHIND YOU JANE“ i screamed

She just smiled and got ripped inside while the door did shut loud… I just ran as fast as i could to my car and drove away without ever looking back..

They can keep their fucking money!

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A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]

The New Job – The Truth about the Crematory

After few months of tough work, ive came to the conclusion that the pill was just a form of placebo for our minds.

Since everywhere cameras got installed, we were always watched and didnt risk to loose our jobs, but the toiletts seemed to be clear.

I mean what could happen if i let the pill slip just this once ? I was about to find out.

So i took out the pill, opened the capsule and flushed it down the broken toilett. It was a wonder, the first time the toilett was working. The pill seemed to help atleast something.

I went back to work and i felt normal.

I took my key from the locker and i wanted to go outside to smoke but ..the door was closed or stuck, i couldnt go out at all. Nothing odd about it, i’ll smoke later when i finish work i thought.

The list was long this shift.

So what do we got ?

1. Check the bodys inside cabin A1, A7, A3, B4, B6

2. Make sure that the decomposing bodys are all inside the chambers

3. Report all data to HQ

Even if that didnt sounded much, it was quite nerve wrecking to do this inside that enviroment.

I went down the hallway, left and right were always metal beds and every bed was seperated with a dividing sheet. What use had these things at all in a place with dead people i asked myself. It surely screwed around with our minds.

My steps were loud, and suddenly, in the brink of a sight, i saw a big dark figure infront of me and the lights got out…

„What the fuck was that !?!!? .. Did i imagine things?“ – while i walked down to the cabins, questioning what happend. I didnt let myself get distracted, ive had work to do.

A1,A7 and A3 were alright…

I opened B4… „What !? A body is missing ?! Was it stolen? There is no report either about a missplacement. Ive got to report right now!!“

While i was walking the hallway back to my office, i saw the same image of a monster again but this time it was longer „Ohh god… is this all in my head ?..lets fucking move“

I came to my office, picked up the phone and called the HQ in the city .. „Sorry right now we are unavailable and will call you back“ …

Suddenly the radio started playing a weird tone, i walked slowly towards it but it stopped .. a few steps i went back and the lamp of my office exploded „KSSSSSCHHH“ …

It scared the hell out of me, „Fuck this, i quit! I fucking quit big time, gotta get my key and get the hell out of this place“ while i was shaking in fear.

I searched my key inside the locker room but it was nowhere to be found, i was sure that i placed it tight in my pocket… What the hell was just going on ?

Suddenly the toilett doors openend.. The door was dark but in front was the key, hanging on a chain while swinging around.

Who took it from me and placed it right there? There was no one inside this building but i didnt cared anymore, i wanted to run out of this doomed building.

I walked up to the door, picked up the key and slowly walked backwards, the door got slammed loud and out of nowhere! I started to run back to the hallway towards the exit.

I ran for my life…. every step was bringing me closer but i felt a presence … or was it my imagination? I heard more footsteps while i was running, but when i looked back, no one was there until.. another light bulp popped and i saw a demon that started to chase me, while more and more light bulps started to explode.

„Nonononono run faster you cunt“ i was screaming inside me while i finally approached the exit door and went upstairs. I saw through the door glas but… no one was there.

Not thinking about anything else but to escape, i went up and around the corner…

My hopes of escape got shattered …

„The door… HOW ..“ it was all chained up and the handle was missing.

Ive heard a breath behind me …

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]

The New Job …

I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all.

But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more …

Why didnt i listened to her? I should blame myself… She warned me about it..

Nothing good was heard from that place, but the payment was too good to say no.

As i started working in the crematory asylum, she said that my health was decreasing. I wasnt even looking at her or talking much at that time..

This place was just a living nightmare and every minute was managable with cheap cigaretts.

I thought i was acting normal, but i only was loosing my mind down there.

She left, and my world crashed.. Not because she left, but because she took secretly money from my account …

„THIS LITTLE WHORE I KILL HER WHEN I FIND HER! “ …

„Deep breath..“ – anyway.. lets continue on what happend there..

The first time i was inside the building, i was there with three colleagues which got supervised by one invisible boss.. We never saw our actual boss and every corner was filled with cameras.

I always wondered why.. It was like every step was watches specially to secure our health they said..

They gave us a pill but never told what was inside it. They only mentioned that this little red/blue pill would give us…more concentration and power at work. To be honest i didnt felt anything but it was calming the mind a little, so we all took it without asking too much.

The building was extremely rusty and dirty, the toilets broken and the corners stinky … This place had never been cleansed before ? I asked myself daily. The workplace itself was better than nothing but compared to my work in the city, it was an absolute nightmare.

The floor were long and hardly lightend, it was really scary when working alone often. After a time of working inside the facility, i was aware of paranormal activitys but those were little things to bother.

Our job was to check the dead bodys in the cooling room as a routine check up and to make sure that the decomposing bodys were in the right place.

It was always a real horror when it was raining loud outside in the middle of nowhere, every contact breached and the only working phone was to our boss or security which .. we never saw as well.

Following the rules was the key to not get insane in there. Besides the looks of that place, the working atmosphere was cold, every step was loud and even a little drop of water could scare you every second. It was a place for people with strong nerves, but the reality was different ..

My co-workers always worked together and when they left, i was going to my shift which i didnt liked at all.. Being alone there ..with flickering lights and dead bodys.. but hey.. money right?

One day two workers left and told that they were too scared working there anyomore, i was curious about what really happend, they were working already six months and now they were leaving ? Sounded strange but it was actually not uncommon here. Everyone left with mostly the same sentence

„Run as long as you can, the pill dulls the truth about this place“.

It runs chills down my spine … i shouldve never even thought about it..

To be continued …

The Room on the Hills

I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls.

We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city.

The two girls and a guy went up and i told them not to go because i felt something bad up there.. They didnt listen..

Than a old lady started screeming to never go up there but it seemed already too late.

The other two wanted to go up when they heard that they might dissapear but i really wanted to not go there because i knew what was going on from the first time i had this dream.

So we went up because i still was unconscious to realise the dream.

We came to a rather rusty and old looking house with a little see around it. Everywhere was plastic and dirty pollutions, it looked all contaminated.

Suddenly we all fell asleep and woke up inside a container where we were lying down on our backs side by side.

We stood up and suddenly a movie on the wall was shown out of nowhere. The movie showed how we killed and cut up two people but i knew that this place was fucking with our minds.

Than two woman and a guy appeared naked, bloody faces and many cuts around their bodys with sharp teeth.

The woman was laying down and ready to be fucked while it looked straight at me .. I only knew that this bitch was going to do something else for the next victims, so i stepped back and watched from an outer perspective what the others did.

The ugly monster guy was telling that everyone likes to be poked in their ass and i felt like watching tv but more with interactive options, i said „What the fuck NO!“ – while i tried to pull back the guy and girl from those freaks.

And yes, i didnt knew their names at all.

After i couldnt pull them back, i started to move backwards and now something weird happend again, just like many of my dreams.

The screen pushed itself forwards and backwards for a second and i was „back inside“ the dream. The scene changed and everyone including those freaks dissapeared. The two were lying on the ground unconscious but back with their clothes on.

I was standing outside out of nowhere and i saw how these freaks made the little movie. They used wood puppets and threw an illusion over it, so the wood bodys couldnt be seen. Than they trapped their victims and showed what they did, after the movie was finished, they wanted to give them their punishment .. or as i say, some freaks were horny for your energy.

We all were standing back in the room and i was pissed about the dream, neither could i wake up so i needed to finish the dream quickly.

I started to throw mannequins into white containers until the room was clean and the doors opened. We all went out and knew that all this, was just a hallucination ..but where did the other three go?

I forgot to mention the pool full of blood, body pieces and heads.. Maybe there ?

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Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down…

The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here.

It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head.

The rest of the body is rather skinny and tall and it can run fast!

It doesnt make a sound on its own.. but when its near .. you hear the fast footsteps very irregulary .. That is one hell of a scary sound and it lookes horrific.

The arms are covered in sharp blades and when it attacks, it hugs the prey and walks around with it until it dies.. human or animal..it doesnt matter.

Than it runs against a wall to finish it.. The disturbing part is when it eats… It.. just stands right next to its kill and waits to bleed out – suddenly a smile appears on its face and it runs after the next prey.. It seems odly that this species eats dark emotions and fear..

A really terrible monster.. scarier than the movie ghost girl..lol…

If you see it – its mostly over but if you got time, shoot it legs and its head!

The species is rather walking at night in the bushes and waits behind trees when humans approach.

If you got no gun, you WILL die!

They arent robust but agile! Make sure you dont miss!

How did it appear ? It crawled out of someone’s grave …

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A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary,

Today was another big day …just as always.

My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me.

This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts

First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain.

The brain i put on a stick and placed it next to the eye collection in the lower left side. I was forming a picture with the brains but i needed more for it. It was rotting away and i needed those fotos to sell it on the dark web. Many liked my collections and sent me more bodies for free.

Anyway, today its all about eyes! So i took the eyes out of the head and washed them in the contaminated blood from the other bodies. It gave the eyes the perfect rotting effect.

After that, i made juice of one eye and injected it in the doll collection body’s to increase the horror when i should get captured.

The other eye i stabbed trough with a fork and hand it on the tree of suicide.

YES i do have names for anything in my garden and house. But what people really love is the yearly roundhouse visit.

You know diary, the problem with these people are their stupidity. I just placed fotos of dead people online and just wrote on it „Self made silicone death body“. That was and still is enough to convince these dumb fucks that all of my collections are silicone figures, but in reality its the real nightmare.

Now stop! I know what you might think. You may ask now how no one is noticing the missing children and woman right?

It is very simple, just read the text again, my injections of rotting effects the entire bodys and faces dissapear… quite fast!

Theres a reason why my park is presented only once a year! XD

Enough for today diary, next time it will be more fun!

Ill head out and rape my screaming doll collections.. bye.

Oh and dont worry the wallpaper, thats how my doll collections look for me!

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Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares.

How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ?

All i know is…

That place showed me the world in which we live in.

It was a nightmare..

A count of endless negative force which no one talked about.

I saw the world rotting away from the inside out, starting with the hearts and minds of many.

I stood up from my white bed which was covered clean in roses like i was dead.. It was one room inside a big facility … No one around …only myself.

The bed moved on its own.. forth to a mirror … i wasnt scared.. just so annoyed about something.

I saw my face ..but it transformed slowly into a monster which started to rip out its own eyes.

What did it saw ? i thought – while it started crying blood and dissapeared.

The bed moved further down a hallway. It was all lighted up and somehow i felt safe .. Something was watching me i felt .. But what?

The next floor around the corner …Finally ..PEOPLE i thought rather depressed.. What was wrong with me?

I said „Hello?“ … And these people, all men, turned around and started to laugh while holding their hands inside their suit pockets..

They laughed and laughed… it didnt stop..

„SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU CUNTS!“ i yelled at them.

Suddenly they stopped laughing..and starting spitting on the floor while turning their backs on me ..“Just a dumb woman“ said one of them..

I got angry and wished them all to die!

What was that supposed to mean „just a woman“ ?! The monster from the mirror appeared again.. it stood next to me and waited ..

I subconsciously and enraged „KILL THEM“ – And in an instant, like a movie scene, they all were dead on the floor..

I again, looked depressed and knew, this wasnt going to solve anything..

We continued to the next floor after floor and this scene repeated itself hundreds of times..

They always told the same no matter how i approached them.. It ended in war and chaos … Just like the world.

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A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary,

Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well.

The blood still drops from them.

I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the pig day.

The floor is always so full of dirt and infectious things when i cut and rape the dead bodies. And as you know, i really love to swim with the dead bodies first, and after that i take their organs out and sometimes make a casket out of it.

Just like a new human skin for my beautiful skin..

Yes you might think „This person is crazy“ but its not true, i just love to cut and kill things but im no human either. I just incarnated from the lower evil realms and well.. my parents have a special room.

I call this room special because i hanged my parents bodys upside down with nails and chains on the ceiling. I made it look like a big horrorscene because in our world its considered wonderful.

After pig day i will continue my collection and present it to the world by summoning some evil spirits, they like it here because they can eat the suffering energy from my prey when i kill them slowly.

What i like the most are babys and woman, because they got so nice skin and look after it too.

A fresh baby face skin is always so refreshing and tasty that i cant contain myself to rip its head off fast. But let me tell you a secret.. humans eat babys too! There are dozens of evil places on earth but they are in secret and ruled by money.. Some of you would be very surprised if they saw high rank politicians there right?

Anyway, blood is dripping on the page and that will be it for today diary, see you for pig day tomorrow .. Wish me a good appetite and a nice collection.

Killer

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 2

As i walked straight to the door after pressing down the handle, all other doors closed loudly one after another.

This gave me chills and i started to really enjoy it i thought. The room which i was warned by the girls before had been opened…

„Scary scary .. not .. its just another hallway“ i thought and walked down.

Suddenly i heard a chainsaw and that guy from earlier appeared in front of me who was dragging a guy on his hair across the room.

„HELP ME PLEASE!! THIS ISNT JUST A HORROR HOUSE ITS REAL! PEOPLE DIE HERE!“ he screamed while blood was running down his face.

„Nice job with the act, i love it“ i said laughing while the chainsaw guy walked past me with a scary smile.

He was wearing a mask and it was half cut, so only one eye was visible. This really looked creepy!

„NO YOU DONT UNDERSTAND, CALL THE FUCKING COPS YOU STUPID DUMB ASS BITCH!“

„Rip his head off his shoulders for this shit! I said annoyed while laughing.

Suddenly the chainsaw guy laughed and took him down the floor where the noise dissapeared instantly.

Strange … i thought.

This house was definetly more worth then just three bucks.

I looked behind me and well… there was no door!

Okay relax i thought, they mustve covered it somehow while i wasnt looking! Yes thats gotta be it!

So i walked further and now i started to see two pairs of eyes in the wall… This looked very real… they had even veins in their eyes which staired somewhere but always away from me.

How much budget do these guys had to build these ?! I thought loud… I looked where the eyes were watching and now more and more started to appear..

I followed their lead because they always showed more and more eyes and all of them lead to a way back and forth. Maybe this was a little game invented by the makers i thought.

After ten times back and thought, i realised that it build a symbol across the room. Than it lighted up the floor and a blood painted word was all across the hallway „RUN“.

Run from what ?

Well… the floor started to crumble and i really thought the floor would collapse.

This was a house on the first floor, so where would i fall to? This shaking only causes the house to crumble apart i thought. There was no damn reason to do that.

I stood still and had no fear of what was coming … they couldnt just kill me, this was a joke…right?

My heart was a bit nervous i admit.

Nothing happend.. the shaking stopped and i knew it.

The door from back there opened.

I saw the exit.

Was that it?? How boring was that i thought.

The walls changed again.

„You didnt play by the rules, Sign your name and get real horror“

„Is that a joke ? Another 10 bucks for more horror? The owner of this house must be a greedy one“

I didnt took the bait.. i had enough of that bullshit and went towards the exit .. but it started to close..

I started running and barely made it through …

I came out and the two girls were standing there still..

How long was i in there?

The girls came up and said „How did you came out ?“

„What do you mean? This house was a joke!“

The girls started laughing loud…

„Whats wrong?“ I asked

„Its not over yet .. look behind you!“

As i looked slowly behind me, the house opened the door and i saw ME standing there.. Bloody and deformed..a monster was starring at me…

I screamed loudly and was still surprised by the looks.. who would make such a costume in this short of time ?

The girls behind me dissapeared and no one stood around.

I started to get the hell away there because my heart wouldve stopped..

That house was great i thought while laughing and running scared.

I only saw how it stared back at me..

Only to realise, that i wasnt going away anymore..but came closer towards that thing…

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  • Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment
    I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]
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What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]

Das Leben eines Nervösen

Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]

Bist Du eine „alte“ Seele?

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Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…

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The New Job – Escape ? …!

As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]

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The Room on the Hills

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Dream Nights

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Troublesome People

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A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

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Another Day

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The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

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I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

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Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

Another Day – Time

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INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]

Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

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A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]

Think Twice – Say Once

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Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]

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Intervall Fasting #5 – Benefits, disadvantages

Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

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The New Pills

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The Dream Well

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Another Day

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The Cell and Earth

We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]

INTERVAL FASTING #1

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The Human Rings

There was once a cave in which a titan lived. This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave. Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned.. But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later… The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of […]

UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS – FACTS #1

Here you could now first add all my/our old posts. This one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/ or this one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/ Or in principle almost all of them, as I am very often only concerned with consciousness. But now let’s get it straight again. Does humanity really want to be „Conscious“? Does this question really arise? You know what? […]

World Conspiracy

What if we are not humans, but beings from a far different dimension who incarnated into flesh, in order to … … do what we want? – But a species a long time ago managed to trap our memory and delete it for a time as long as we are in this body and our […]

erster Schultag in Hessen 17.8.2020

Mein Kind ist nun Klasse 4 und kam nach Hause und meinte „alles wäre gut“. Man muss dazu sagen, dass Hessen zum Glück keine Maskenpflicht im Unterricht hat, weil dann hätte sie nicht gesagt alles sei gut. Ich wünsche mir dass Hessen dabei bleibt. Lief auch vor den Ferien damit eigentlich ganz gut. Wie sieht […]

Intervallfasten #1

Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die Waage gestellt und bin rückwärts runtergefallen.. denn […]

Another Day

So currently i lack ideas and need something very new … Last week my grandmother died and the days past extremely fast… Here in this part of russia, the day ends at 18:00 .. because it gets pitch dark outside and the body gets fast sleepy.. reeeeally annoying i can tell! It feels like you […]

Channeling #1

Ich habe lange überlegt ob ich Euch mal ein paar Impressionen in Channelings Jenseitskontakte gebe die mir besonders in Erinnerung geblieben sind. Und ich denke ja, warum nicht. Wo fang ich an? Muss ich das nochmal erklären? Im Prinzip sind Jenseitskontakte der teilweise „spontan“ entstandene Kontakt zu den, zum Teil „zufällig“ anwesenden Seelen oder Seelenteilen […]

Was enthält ein „Lebens-/Seelenplan“? -Vor der Inkarnation

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Hallo zusammen, In diesem Blog werde ich über meine Erfahrungen berichten und darüber.was geschah, bevor ich auf der Erde inkarnierte. Erstens: Wenn Sie einen Schritt von außen in dieses Universum machen, werden Sie wahrscheinlich und höchstwahrscheinlich Ihr Bewusstseinslevel verlieren. Das bedeutet, dass Sie keine Klarheit darüber haben werden,…

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 1

A horror house had opened last day and i just wanted to see how it was.

We had nothing much in this town, so it was rather new and i hoped it to be fun.

I was living pretty central and the police patrolled constantly here. Crime was unavailable here and the people were friends with the cops, just how it should be.

One evening after work, i went straight to the horror house. I had no friends because i was busy all the time. So i went alone and after a 15 minute walk down the riverside from town, it was visible.

Some people stood in front of the house and one guy laughed while 2 girls came out totally shocked.

Was it really this creepy? I mean it looked like something for kids and i thought „Well i can go back home“ but hey ..lets try it.. Dont let the 15 minutes be a waste i thought.

I went to the door and it asked for 3$ to enter.

I had no change with me, so i asked the two girls if they could change the twenty dollar bill.

They did..

„Thanks for the change and why are you so exhausted?“ i asked.

„Dont go into the room with the big eye.. you wont come out again..“

Funny i thought and went in.

„Thanks for the advice and good night“ i said.

The door behind me closed loudly.

A fog with flashy lights turned on and started to play music reversed. That sounded creepy!

I went on and right at the hallway were several doors with warnings.

It even had FSK symbols..age restrictions in a horror house? What was the last door than?

It started with age 10 and went to 30 while the horror kept rising.

I slowly walked to every door and opened them one by one. And yes.. no one except me was in this house… It was very strange …right?

The first ten doors were pure boredom.. nothing special except some jump scares which i expected when im honest. A few skeletons and mumies with a mix of a bloody crime scene while the music changed with every door.. The music went darker and darker and yet no one new entered the house.

How long have i been here? Half an hour?

Than something new happend… all doors started to open and a guy with a big chainsaw looked at me..

I started to laugh and he just went to another door and closed it.

Now that was a bit funny.. but still too lame i thought.

And than i noticed the red door with the big eye on it..

The girl from earlier had warned me but.. something was calling me to that door..

A whisper?

Hypnotised i walked towards it.. Mysterious and bad aura was all around ..

I pressed down the handle and pushed forward..

School Cafeteria

We were in the school cafeteria and the doors got blocked. We panicked not because the police was going to come, but the location changed completely and the walls had a very creepy and bloody dust. We were 3 people including myself. „And what happend next?“ Asked the agent who interrogated us in seperat rooms. […]

Good Evening

Today’s day is a bit rough. Had no time to even take a bite since morning and right now im driving to another client .. See ya all later.

Crazy Cat Diary

Manchmal glaub ich nicht, was ich da sehe. Seht selbst. Der Teller fiel übrigens nicht. Was wars? Frischgebackene Waffeln, die meine Tochter allerdings nach den Fischstäbchen gebacken hatte, in der gleichen Pfanne und das war so widerlich 😆 Es schmeckt so gut, aber stank so nach Fisch, dass Leo am Ende auch verwirrt war.

Part 2 on its way!

The Unusual Day

I was working in two shifts as a security guard in a department store.

My shifts were always normal and nothing big happend for over 10 years of work until the clock demon appeared who…

Hmphf…. lets start this over..

One night i was walking the usual routine down the hallway.

„Keep the Doors shut and check everything, here are the keys and have a boring night Joe“ said my partner.

„Boring is always the best haha“ i replied.

He left and as soon as he shut the door, i heard a loud door shut from the end of the hall.

„Hey ?? Anybody still here? .. What the fuck was that man..“ i asked.

No answer. So i started to walk to the end of the hallway to secure from back to forth.

My footsteps were loud …

„Hey anybody here ? We are closing man what the fuck?“ i asked loud while taking out my taser and pointing at the door.

There were no lights on whatsoever, it didnt looked like anybody was inside.

I slowly pressed down the handle and pushed the door.. it was closed.

„Puuuhhh was i imaginating things now?“ I was sure that i saw this door shutting down.

„BAMM….“

Another door shut but this time it was in the middle of the hallway.

„HOLY FUCK.. MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS SHIT MAN“ i said nervously while pointing somewhere to the hallway.

„DONG..“

The clock in the center hit midnight.

„WHOEVER THERE IS, DONT PLAY WITH ME OR I.. OR I…“ well if its a robber, what could i do with a small taser of twenty thousand volts i asked.

„Just come out man dont play here!“ I said while walking towards the mid hallway.

I grabbed slowly the door and pushed it…but it was locked again.

I started to wonder … was this some kind of prank? I didnt understood what was going on until the clock hit again..

„DONG..“

„Wait what?? It hit midnight AGAIN?“ It was no prank anymore..

Than..“BAMMM“ another door shut but this time, something was standing there..

A black figure.

My heart was going to explode i thought.. I couldnt see its face.

„HEY STAND STILL! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE ? ANSWER ME NOW“ i yelled at him.. it looked like a guy.. atleast he was wearing some black clothes i thought.

He didnt answered but instead, something at all doors appeared written with blood

„Do you look away? It will take you! Do you look to long, it will take a light“

„What in the world was going on.. HEY ANSWER ME NOW OR I SHOOT!“ As i came closer to it, but very nervously.

The problem was..as i looked at the doors again..and so i looked away, it dissapeared.

„What the hell… man i cant take this crap, lets get the fuck out of here“ as i started to run down to the exit.

As i run, every light blew off behind me and this made me only run faster.

„I DONT WANNA DIEEE“ as i run for my live.

I rammed open the exit ..well atleast i thought i could do so while seeing the last lights turning off. At the last light it stopped…

For a second i was looking at the exit and trying to open it and suddenly…all light were shining again..

„WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?! The lights are back? Didnt they all explode just now?! did someone poison my coffee or something?“ I asked myself.

I thought i was exhausted but… i felt normal…

The hallway looked normal.

„DONG…“

All lights turned off..

I woke up in a hospital and cant remember what actually happend.

The police officer’s came to my bed and asked „Hello mr. Joe.. do you remember what happend in the department store last night? Your partner found you unconscious and coughing blood in the morning our“

„What ?? Ive got a headache and dont know anymore“

„Well than…youll have to see the video!“ they said.

They showed me the footage… i stood there and just started to scream, while the lights exploded and i appearently i lost consciousness due to shock.

„Joe we ask you one more time, Do you remember what happend there? And who was there?“

As i finally came to myself, i started to shake and i realised.. in the last moment ..that thing came up to me and screamed „YOU LOOKED AWAY“ while it smashed my head against the wall..

The video continued… and i saw myself covered in blood.

The police men said „What you saw there Joe, was a gas which was leaked through the ventilation system in order to poison you with your worst fear. This gas is highly toxic and causes very real hallucinations which cause cell death with every breath“

All this said … my question was „Than how is it possible, that the video recorded the exploding lights?“

The officers looked at each other and than replied

„Youre in bad condition joe.. take a sleep and watch the footage again“

They went out and i could hear them say something from the open window .. „Do you think we should let him go?“ … … „He isnt our concern anymore“

I rewatched the footage another time … but the only thing i saw … was myself, staring and smiling at the camera.

Small Motivation

Remember! Whatever you do, theres always an asian who does it better. Now stop scrolling through instagram or facebook and get up!

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 2

As i walked straight to the door after pressing down the handle, all other doors closed loudly one after another. This gave me chills and i started to really enjoy it i thought. The room which i was warned by the girls before had been opened… „Scary scary .. not .. its just another hallway“ […]

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 1

A horror house had opened last day and i just wanted to see how it was. We had nothing much in this town, so it was rather new and i hoped it to be fun. I was living pretty central and the police patrolled constantly here. Crime was unavailable here and the people were friends […]

The Eyes in the Dark

I was sitting in my room while reading a book. It was called „The forbidden Secrets of Mankind“.

It was boring at first until it started to tell about monsters which surrounded us a long time ago and that they feed of energy.

Suddenly a strong wind came up and i went to my window to close it but i noticed two glimmering yellow eyes from the woods, staring at me without blinking.

I got scared and put my glasses on,

It were just 2 old bicycle lamps which reflected the floor light back..

I went to sleep, it was late.

Das Gelächter IM Flur

Wir zogen vor drei Wochen in ein neues Haus welches auf einem hübschen Stück Land anzusehen war.

Die Atmosphäre war erfrischend und mal etwas anderes als die ständige Stadtluft.

Vor dem Kauf untersuchten wir natürlich das Haus auf Geschehnisse, Tode oder andersweitige paranormale Aktivitäten um einfach gewappnet zu sein.

Unsere dreiköpfige Familie, also ich, mein großer Bruder und meine Mutter waren immer skeptisch was Häuser anbelangte, welche einfach auf dem Land zu einem Billgpreis standen und niemand diese haben wollte.

Nach drei Wochen begannen die ersten Probleme… Mein Bruder berichtete, dass Stimmen aus dem Keller kämen und er Schritte über dem Dachboden hörte.

Natürlich glaubten wir ihm nicht sofort aber in der kommenden Nacht stellten wir eine Kamera entlang des Flur’s.

Als wir am nächsten Morgen die Aufzeichnung sahen, blieb uns beinahe der Atem weg.

Es war unsere Mutter welche ganze drei Stunden, direkt in die Kamera Linse starrte.

Wir sahen uns zu dritt das Video an und auch sie war schockiert und verneinte das sie es war.

War sie ein Schlafwandler? Das dachten wir uns zumindest und testeten dies kommende Nacht.

Wir verschlossen ihr Zimmer, stellten die Kamera erneut auf und legten uns Schlafen.

Auch wir schlossen unsere Zimmer, nur aus reiner Sicherheit.

Kaum betrat und schloss ich mein Zimmer, hämmerte es an meiner Zimmertür.

„KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK, schwesterherz lass mich rein, ich höre stimmen KNOCK KNOCK“

„LASS MICH ENDLICH REIN!!“

Es wurde lauter und plötzlich erhielt ich eine Nachricht auf meinem Handy. Mir lief ein übler Schauder über den Rücken als ich die Nachricht sah: „Mal sehen was heute Nacht mit mom wird, was denkst du?“

Gerade noch hämmerte es an der Tür…Es war also nicht mein Bruder.

Ich rief ihn an. „HEY MACH JA NICHT DEINE ZIMMERTÜR AUF EGAL WAS DU HÖRST! HIER HÄMMERTE ETWAS MIT DEINER STIMME GEGEN MEINE TÜR!!“

Verstutzt sagte er „IRGENDWAS IST IN DIESEM HAUS! wir warten bis morgen und sage Mom noch nichts! Was auch immer hier ist, es wird unwissenden erst später bewusst!“

Somit legten wir das Handy beiseite und schliefen ein.

Am nächsten Morgen öffnete ich meine Zimmertür und mein Bruder stand vor mir.

„Du musst dir die Aufnahme ansehen! JETZT!“

Wir setzten uns ins Wohnzimmer und auch unsere Mutter fragten wir, ob sie denn irgendwas verdächtiges diese Nacht gemerkt habe.

„Ausser ein Türgeklopfe an meiner Zimmertür nichts, ich habe die Tür aus Angst nicht geöffnet“

‚Sehr gut Mom! Irgendwas stimmt in diesem Haus überhaupt nicht und wir dürfen niemals die Tür öffnen wenn es klopft!

Wir sahen uns das Video an und waren geschockt, leichte Tränen kamen aus meinen Augen… Wir sahen uns drei im Flur stehen…. alle zusammen starren wir für exakt drei Stunden in die Kamera. Aber wir waren dies definitiv nicht!

Je länger wir dies ansahen, desto mehr wurde uns unbehagen.

Wir hatten einen Plan.

Wir packten noch am selben Tag unsere Sachen und verließen das Haus für immer

Schwalben in den letzten Sommerwochen

Man sieht sie waren fleißig. Das ist die erste und zweite Brut. Dieses Jahr habe ich auch keine kranken oder verletzten gefunden. Heute ist es dunkel draußen. Gestern brannten Feld und Wald, heute regnet es hoffentlich. Einen schönen Start in die neue Woche.

Good and a Half Day

Since some of us sleep more than 10 hours a day, ill call it a half day.. Time your day right and achieve something! Stop fucking around and do, or atleast admit that youre doing nothing for your dreams! Stay motivated and do it daily! Have a good day!

Death Ears

They laugh ot those who can hear it.. While those who dont, get controlled. Pointing with fingers „dumb idiots“, While the real cursed are laughing. A war will come, just like always, Wiping the surface while the elite hide in their bunkers, Waiting to come outside, To rule the survivors and do the same over […]

useful procedures for misanthropists

Just in case you feel like we do and you just hate this planet, here are a few useful mental disorders you can adopt to survive. intentional loss of reality believe into anything that sounds goodbelieve whatever you wanteverything else is of course bullshit acute forget, if it is useful if somebody want to tell […]

To hot to blog

I know its more than 50°Celsius. In Englisch its 122 Fahrenheit. My head isnt working in this Kind of weather… Sorry. Nice Sunday for all. Right now, the fire siren is sounding just now. Alarm…I hope nothing bad has happened. But in this heat outside…Conceivable

The Strong Side Effects of a Smartphone! – Secret TESTS

First, this is a long research with a „client“ who is physically well and did it to himself. All tests were done from the view of spiritual energy flow and how it attacks the body. Lets begin. Our smartphones and computers are special designs to dull our heads and specially our pineal gland with the […]

Corrupted Judges

This place with many others are highly corrupted. What i mean is, that a judge who judges criminals is always paid by the one who wants to win. The more money you give the judge, the higher your chances of winning a case without any problems. These assholes dont even listen to their own rules […]

Deathrow Prisoner

Hmmmmmmmm … who are we going to kill today?

„Lets punch through the wall and take a walk“

The deathrow prisoner Speck. Appearently no military force or special unit can stop him.

He comes and goes to our prison like it is a hotel suite.

„How embarressing!! We as the chief and commander of this town cant do anything against him… Damn this Speck! Is there no match for him?!“

Meanwhile he broke out again. It was the seventh time in two days.

The police dont even bother anymore to capture him, since he is coming back on his own. But how can the police react when he smashes the head of a civilian to the ground and rips his head off?

That freak is unstoppable! Bullets cant pierce him, kicks or punchs do even less, and trying to hold him in chains is suicide and he still breaks them like nothing.

Yesterday he went „shopping“ and broke every bone from the cashier. The wall was full of blood and he wrote „HA HA HA HA …PAID“ and after that, he came back to prison, took a piss and with his unwashed hands, he took a guards head and gave him treats to eat.

The guard refused and tried to shoot him but Speck punched a hole in his mouth and put the bag inside… And afterwards took a sleep back in his cell.

We already have tried every damn thing. Special bullets, gas, poison and even drowning. All got killed…the videos are brutal.

We expect some athlets to take him out but most of those martial arts and wrestling guys are useless idiots who cant see how unfair he fights because he wants to have fun.

A week ago, a boxer wanted to fight him. Speck stood behind him and said „Hello mr. Boxer“.

You have to know, Speck is two and a half meters high and probably the same size are his muscles while is agile and fast.

The boxer got intimidated but threw a punch. Unfortunatly no one, not even us counted with the coming surprise.

Speck took a hand granade which he stole from our police station, and rammed it up his throat. The boxer’s body got blown to pieces and blood filled the area. Everyone was shocked.

Except Speck… he was laughing and … started running towards us..

Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 1

Aktuell arbeite ich noch an meinem ersten Buch, welches unter dem Titel „Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet“ erscheinen soll. Es liegt noch ein kleiner Weg vor mir, aber es ist schon fast fertig. Ich überlege noch, ob ich selbst verlege oder verlegen lasse. Ich bin noch ein klein wenig planlos. Zumal mein eigenes Zeitmanagement ja immer von […]

Repetitive Dream – Horror games

Ive had a very crazy dream last night ..which was another repeating dream..that really sucked. This time there was a gang or group and they killed randomly people who stood against them and which tried to run from them. One crazy bitch was running after me and she had a giant knife mixed with a […]

Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 2

Nun ist es geboren. 😉 Und ich freue mich wirklich riesig, dass ich mich dazu durchgerungen habe, meine Gedanken auf Papier zu bringen und dass ich damit vielleicht auch dem ein oder anderen helfen kann. Für Alle, die es interessiert, gibt es hier mein Buch: Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet Ich schreibe darin über die Entstehung unserer […]

Another Shit Day Without Her AND another Car Crash

I shouldnt say it, even though my day was financially great, i dont give a fuck about money and materialistic crap. If i would have the chance to change all i have in order to get you, i would do it without hesitation! Im looking forward to our explosive encounter soon my dear.. Dont loose […]

What is this?

This is the smaller Version of the hmm???? What??? Anybody how knows it?

100 Blogs in 2 years

Applause for myself. Now i feel burned out, because nothing seemed to change in the #consciousness of mankind. And now? The next book „Lucid dreams“ is available and i think im finished with what i was wanted to say to the world. Im ready to go now. In my opinion this Planet will never change, […]

Good Evening People

The best way to end a day, is trough meditation and relaxation… why? Well you might not dream bullshit and actually can concentrate to get out of your body. Meditating at night can drastically improve your chances for astral travel and lucid dreaming. Try it out. And good luck. Check out our new book if […]

A Guide to learn Astral Traveling

We work really effektive and hard (sometimes) to give new input to the masses 😉 So here is our new book: we are very happy to have the posibility to show and teach you everything about it. Please, if you have more questions, contact us for more instructions and help 🙂 so, dont be afraid […]

A sunday surprise

It was sunday again.

And yes i didnt really liked that day, because it got very quiet around the building of our office.

I was the ceo of a big company and stood there after saturday to get more work done.

It was late already and i drank my last coffee until… „krrschhh“

It sounded like glas was shattered. But here in the office ? We had nothing glas like stuff around.

I stood up and walked down the dark floor.

„Hello? Anybody still here hiding?“

A door in the end of the building shut itself loudly down – „BAMM“

My heart startet to race. „Hey anybody there?“ while i walked steady towards the door.

A few meters before, it slowly opened with a cracking sound and i heard a broken radio play a song…but it was played backwards.

I felt danger and darkness coming from that room which actually was a bigger room with nothing much in it.

I went in and turned on the lights.. but there was no radio sound anymore …everything seemed clear.

My sight went to a door inside the room which i really was sure, never existed before.

The door shut open and crashed loudly into the wall but stood still without bouncing. This gave me chills down my spine… How in the world did it not bounce ? I was sure it was kicked or rammed open..

I felt that danger from before again, that i should not enter the dark room before me.. It was like the darkness smiled right at me..

I went on and… My face crashed against the wall.

„What the fuck?! The door dissapeared?? Or did it never existed?“ i asked myself while my nose was bleeding.

I went back and closed the door while looking several times back, just to ensure that i wasnt hallucinating things.

After i closed the door slowly.. the radio sound came back again from the door.

I panicked and my heart was racing. Should i open the door again? What is going on? ….I knew the horror movies were the scary part went on and on until a monster appeared to tere the head of the protagonist. I hoped i was just a side character and could leave the building unharmed.

I ran back to my office room and shut the door. I took the phone and called the security which i saw on the security cameras.

„Hey all of you guys, come up here and take your gun, you might need to use it“ i said shaking.

But the guards…they looked at me without reacting.

They looked straight at the camera and the signal got lost. I really got nervous and knew that this wasnt some stuff that i imaginated.

After four hours in my office, i received a call from my wife.

Why did she call me ? She knew i was coming early but not at four in the morning.

„Yes darling?“

„Krrssschsschshs“ ..the same radio sound came out of the phone.

My heart dropped to the floor and in the same moment, something kicked my office door and broke it open…but no one went in.

I took the shotgun which i had stored under my desk for a last standoff with anybody … guess it was the moment of use.

I loaded the gun „Whoever there is, if you dont want your head get shot, you better come out!“ i said loud.

The door stood wide open but it was dark for whatever reason.

I went slowly in .. and „BAFF“ the door shut down behind me and i turned back and shot the door once.

Suddenly the light goes on ..

„SURPRIIISE!!! HAPPY BIRTH DAY!“ – All colleagues were standing in front of me with a big smile and an even bigger cake.

„Boss did you forgot your own birthday?“

What ? I knew the date of my birthday i thought.

„Oh yes …actually i did! Well guys thank you very much!“ said i while still sweating..

Why ?

Because my „colleagues“ had wounds and cuts on their bodys while some of their heads were cut in half..

I stood in shock and pointed my shotgun towards them.

„HEY WHOOW TAKE THE GUN DOWN – WHAT THE HELL?!“

„I see your true faces you little cunts, time to DIE!“

„NO WAIT WE …“

…. BOOM…. …. …. Her stomach got blown away.. ….

„…… had drugged ..your coffeeee…“

„Kssh – Ksh“ – BOOM!

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Hot Days and new Ideas

Cant stand it here.

The heat is insane in the last three days.

Nearly 40° degrees and inside the house it just gets higher.

Screw this weather and this country xD

Actually ive got few questions for you.

Should we continue with horror storys and regular blogs, or do you guys want to have something specific?

Comment us four words and we will form a horror story out of it! The first and last who does, will be chosen.

This should be really fun!

The „Elite“ Club

Sign your name and bank account info down below and you will be a royal elite member of the club. The „lets eat meat“ and „why im a cunt“ – show will start soon! Get your fork and balls between your ass! .. Cunts!

Watermelon Poisoning

It happens a lot in this country.. Youll buy a watermelon and hope its a really sweat one. But than it happens.. one bite and after an hour, the symptome’s start to show. Stomach cramps and pain, dizzyness, sweating and headaches. Dammit.. got poisoned.. There are no health regulations in this damn country and because […]

How great it feels to kill human’s – From the view of a Monster

We dont live in the shadows as you might think, and neither do we do contracts with humans.

We fool you into the shadows were no one can see you …dissapear.

We eat your bad energy and increase your worthless live with anger but only when you allow it so.

Once we found our prey, we snap its neck but first… lets scare it until we get expected..

My loving method to kill humans is the slow and painful way.

I drag them down to what you call hell, and i bind them on a bloody and dirty chair with excrements from other prey’s… sometimes they pee and sometimes they moan out of pain…

The fear..the hate..the anger…the despair and hopelessness…You fragile imbecile piece of weakness.. all deserved to die.

You would call it insane or crazy, but we … we call it FUN

After the prey drops blood and sweat, we start to put metal spikes under their skin while it gets laughed at, spit and scared even more.

And as soon as they start to walk, or move .. they scream in agony and burning pain…

This sounds … so.. lovely

The more scared it gets, the more orgasms we get from this energy…

The feeling is an electrical sensation which covers the entire area … We like to kill our prey when its ready.

Washed from the blood, cleansed from the wounds and fed with the flesh of previous prey.

First they spit at us and try to hurt but it only makes us stronger and horny, that is our goal.

Than we rape every possible ankle and hurt them even more just to bring the same sensation as before.. ITS A PARTY!!

Shortly before they die, we cleanse them a last time …. and than they glue their back to a table.

„You are free to leave..If you can free your body“ we do say whispering.

No response – „Guess they want to stay“

As we tere every body part into shreds and release the dark energy within.

A final explosion of insanity and illness ..

We call it FUN!

(This story was a made up, no one got kidnapped to hell!)

Sind Katzen spirituell begabt?

Was meint ihr? Meine Katzen haben Fähigkeiten von denen manch ein Mensch träumt. Sie wissen, wenn ein Mensch nicht viel taugt und knurren ihn an! Schon mehrfach erlebt. Dexter rennt, wenn jemand vor der Haustür steht, hin und ist „Verteidigungsbereit“. Er ist sich also drüber im klaren, dass er hier zu Hause ist und im […]

Sprachlos

Wenn einen die Dummheit der Menschen mal wieder sprachlos macht.

Another Day – Back Pain

Having a lot clients out of nowhere… it happens and causes back pain when i lean to much forward for injecting needles. Today i bought a needle matt …or lets say „pain matt“. It burns the hell out of my back, but it really helps. A little advice for anybody with back pain: Get yourself […]

Guten Montag Zusammen

Ich weiss das viele den Montag nicht mögen aber bei mir ist jeder Tag gleich. Ich hab oft dieselbe Routine. Nur heute war viel mehr los und mein Rücken verkrampfte, darauf kaufte ich unüberlegt eine Kleinigkeit die dagegen helfen sollte. Stattdessen aber muss ich es morgen mit einer netten Erklärung zurück geben, da es das […]

The Mirror House

Few days ago in a hospital …

Four police officers were standing infront of my bed …asking what happend at night in that house..

My body started to shake…

I faded away for the second time. The sisters rushed to my aid … i slept for another half an hour.

After i woke up again, the four police men were gone and only two were left.

I started to tell them what happend that night..

They didnt believed me like in a bad horror film..

It was true i said… That house was full of mirrors and every single one of them brought out loud screams and unhuman voices..

We panicked and tried to run away from there but Kane and Jessica were gone..

I dont remember what happend to them…

The walls of the hospital started to shake and scream like that house.

My blood pressure went sky high, the room was suddenly empty,

What was going on?? Where are the police men and the nurses??

I covered my head under the blanked and just waited until all was over…

A moment went by…and another….and another…and another… … … the room became quiet.

I turned away the blanked and my heart skipped a beat.

A big mirror was in front of me.. I stood up carefully and slowly walked towards it.

What was the meaning of this??

As i came closer, ive stood before the mirror … It showed me, watching myself in the mirror.

Ive turned fast around and nothing was there.

Ive looked back into the mirror and as i turned around, a hand grabbed me at my shoulder.

My heart stopped….

„Karl its time for your medicine again, come and take it“

Said the nurse who was standing in front of me.

She had a weird smile. Her teeth were spiky ..

A Place of horror

In today’s blog i want to share a dream which ive had few months ago ..

I stood suddenly in a darker area with few dark clouds and an upcoming fog.

Out of nowhere, a huge cathedral building came up from the ground which had a giant clock in the center, but without pointers.

I was standing inside with the blink of an eye.

The floors were dark and empty .. i looked smiling left and right and heard a scream which seemed to be far away but i didnt cared about it.

I knew that something was strange about it.

The floors were made out of wood and every door was locked and the walls were clean in the middle sections.

A door opened while i was slowly walking down the left floor and i realised that there was no exit anymore.

How did i got in again? I was probably in the sixth floor which i could see from a window.

The place looked beautyfull from above i thought.

The door which opened had a cell phone and a small clear bed inside. It started to ring and i took it fast up, because i knew that the „others“ shouldnt hear the sound.

Someone was talking to me like im their friend. I seemed to be a girl i thought but i wasnt sure. She said „quick close the door theyre coming“ and she hang up.

Well i wasnt scared to be honest and after she said it, i could hear loud screams which definetly were monsters.

I walked to the door and looked down the floor to see what was happening there, it seemed empty but suddenly i changed my view and was above the floor and i saw a few monsters coming up the stairs.

I was back in the room and i walked to the left were the monsters came across.

I saw the stairs and now was standing there, but where are the monsters? Did they left?

I heard a loud scream at my back. It was a girl with a white dress which you might know from one or other horror movie.

That bitch was flying around and screaming without reason. I knew that SHE was the girl on the phone.

I didnt cared anymore and suddenly she stood in front of me. She didnt looked scary and said that i shouldnt go down there while she left laughing.

I smiled and went down.

The scene changed.

I was now in a area which i couldnt leave easy anymore and i knew that because of the evil energy which was coming from there .. + i didnt knew that it was a dream.

That place was even darker now and all doors were open. The walls seemed dirty and some sort of dark energy’s were coming out of every door.

The floors were full of evil beings and i was just standing and slowly walking around.

The stairs behind me didnt existed anymore, neither was there any window left.

A monster came out of the room and i thought maybe it will attack me, but instead it just stared at me and backed of slowly.

Was i that scary ? Well no i was not! I just had no fear!

The monster looked like a giant ugly shaped ….thing which had two dark eyes. It screamed loud but did nothing else.

I noticed that it couldnt get out fully of the room. Maybe they were banned to that place i thought.

So i went down the floor and looked left and right to alle other rooms but without touching anything.

One being was uglier than the other and they all smiled at me when i stuck my head in the room.

Some rooms seemed to be lightend and still dark.

Now you may ask yourself why i was smiling and laughing trough the halls ? Well maybe im the monster?

I simply knew that nothing could harm me at all, only scare me really REALLY bad if i let it happen.

The time was about right to loose the mind in such a place when im honest, but the more i walked down, the funnier it got.

I started to really laugh loud and held door rooms while laughing at the faces of these beings. I couldnt stop and the funny thing was not their ugly face, but their weakness in reality.

I understood that none of them could do anything, not even hit me or else as long as i had zero fear in myself.

Suddenly they started to get pissed off and while i was laughing, three of them came out of their rooms and (yes now they were really outside) the floor became very dark blue, nearly pitch dark blue and i still laughed but a bit less.

I looked at them and came few steps forth while all three looked at me with their yellow glowing eyes. Theyve had no shape anymore.

I asked „and now what ? What youre gonna do?“ and i started to laugh again while i pushed them against the wall telepathically. They just stood there and two more came up..

I walked further down the floor without giving a damn. I thought its enough playtime for now.

I looked a final time back and noticed that the entire floor was filled with them, just staring at me.

Another stair appeared and i wanted to go down. Now the monsters from the floor stood behind me and looked.

I asked „What do you guys want ?“ but they didnt said anything back, nor did they smile.

I didnt cared anymore and went down.

The scene changed again.

Now i was flying above a very long and wide underground area which i knew, was within the building.

But something was very wrong about that place. The place was first enlighted and normal but i was just one floor and i seemed to fly away from something.

A dark „something“ was coming from every direction and it made the place became very dark.

I started to get scared a bit but than i got a bit of my consciousness back and knew, nothing could hurt me.

Suddenly that thing dissapeared and but i was still a bit panicking..

„Where is the damn exit??“ I thought loud..

I changed my view and saw that this place was the ground floor of the building but it was somehow on a different dimension which told me that there was no possible escape.

I saw where i was standing and how much darkness i needed to pass trough to exit. The stairs were gone and if i would went back to the floor of monsters, they surely would sense my slight fear and enhance it to fuck me up xD

I lost my consciousness again and that thing appeared, which hunted me again.

The place was filled with darkness now, and i realised something.

That „thing“ was actually the exit.

So i was still unconsious but i knew what i needed to do.

I visualised the shattering of the dimension and the darkness and my view broke to thousand shards of glass.

My consciousness was switching out of the scene and i saw the frozen and broken place one last time, before i woke up.

Another Day

Its hot, my eyes hurt and my back crackes on its own.. And now headaches started. This always happens when i look more than 4 hours a day straight at a screen..somehow my right eye doesnt like that. And now my cat starts to eat my bags of vitamins.. Better get him out of here! […]

DISPUTES AND SPIRITUALITY

Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly. It is really like that. I […]

Need Advice to start a Business?

I will be honest here with you guys. Starting a business that becomes profitable these days isnt easy, specially when you dont have any new idea’s. BUT this doesnt mean that it becomes impossible! I want to tell you how i started my own business while i really didnt knew anything about it. I want […]

THE WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE

The own habits, towards more efficiency and assertiveness only comes when the pain threshold is reached more than the comfort zone. Before that, you don’t have to, and I really don’t mean! wait or hope that you will make a serious effort to do something differently. People don’t change if they are still feeling so […]

Short horror

Ive had another nightmare ..

Ive stood few steps away from my house with few people, but i noticed them after i got a little conscious in my dream.

They looked a bit crazy and dumb to be honest because they all were doing weird head movements.

So i went a step forth and asked what they were doing.

Two girls and a guy were shaking their heads left and right while saying „YOu Wont get me“, while the nose of one girl started to bleed.

Didnt they noticed me at all?

They didnt anwered my questions either.. but looked away.

I stood there and was a bit shocked what was going on.

It was a „dare or death“ – game instead „do or dare“.

They called several monsters from other realms to themselves which either were good or really bad.

Whenever someone closed their eyes and said loudly „you wont get me“, while shaking their head back and forth or left and right, these beings appeared and started to harm them.

The first girl who did it got nose bleedings.

The second girl got nose and eye bleedings and her hair got pulled out.

The guy who did it, got his head directly ripped of his shoulders .

… the girls were laughing.

I tried it myself, not because i wanted to be killed but because i knew unconsciously that i cant be killed, and saw how this stuff happend.

A big black hole appeared in the air and it either spits out monsters or it takes YOU!

It tried to get me but suddenly it was just a black garbage bag. But it was conscious and started to wrap itself around me but i wanted to go with it, just to see what was on the other side.

It did let go and now started to run away from me and suddenly the scene changed again.

I stood again near my house and now, a depp and dark tunnel with steps appeared in front of me.

That place was contaminated with evil energy, i was shaking and when i didnt wanted to enter because i didnt knew it was just a dream anymore, few monsters appeared inside it

They just stared at me with a really big smile…

It scared the hell out of me and i woke up..

It wasnt scary at all i thought, but when youre not conscious about your situation, it WILL get scary.

Good Night Everyone

And lets see what kind of a fucked up dream i can choose from the screen again…. Maybe ill manage to get to you my darling.. 😄💕

HOW TO EFFECTIVELY AVOID GETTING STARTED

It’s not like you don’t tell it over and over and over and over and over again. It’s not like people don’t listen. It’s like, you tell it like a record that jumps back again and again and again and again. My hardest nut to crack is my litany, let me think about it for […]

The Unusual Day

I was working in two shifts as a security guard in a department store. My shifts were always normal and nothing big happend for over 10 years of work until the clock demon appeared who… Hmphf…. lets start this over.. One night i was walking the usual routine down the hallway. „Keep the Doors shut […]

Was ist ein Visionboard und wozu dient es?

Ein Visionboard, ist die oft gepriesene grafische Aufbereitung unserer eigenen Vision, unseres Traumes, unserer Ziele. Man könnte faul sein und Fotos suchen und die aufkleben, oder an die Wand kleben, man kann aber auch kreativ sein und seine Ziele aufmalen, oder in Lettern aufkleben, lasst eurer Fantasie freien Lauf. Und wozu das ganze??? Um unser […]

Dream tests #1 – Fear

I woke up very scared today and didnt understood why.

I was sweating really bad too but it wasnt actually so warm the night before.

I was flying few meters above my body and stood in the air, my room was definetly the same, nothing was replaced or moved.

I started unconsciously to deform my room to a different place while mixing it with some sort of time travel. Anybody who travels astral knows, that time travel is possible.

So the first littly change did nothing accept causing a bit greenish light to appear in the room. Suddenly was i was back in my body but i didnt woke up, instead i was checking the reaction to my body.

Ive had read a little text yesterday where Carlos Castaneda claimed, that we forget what we did in our dreams because of a fear mechanism which was caused automatically by our body… Maybe i was testing it unwillingly?

After doing the change a second time, ive felt little vibrations on my skin and a bit allertness came up, but it dropped immediately after i stopped.

It was a „test it and switch to body to see what the reaction will be“ – thing.

Now the third time, i changed the whole room and everything was shaking, it was a bit loud and short before changing everything including the bed where my body slept, i switched back to it and my pillow dropped down from my head and i dont know how when my head was on it.

I was shaking like hell and my sweat was intense while only my lower body was covered.

I absolutely knew that the change of the room happend astral, but when i switched back, my physical body was feeling the difference and we all know the instincts of survival… I have never felt a greater fear after i woke up. I thought my body would ripp to thousand pieces too..

While i felt nothing astral, no fear of death or whatever, my body was feeling all of it. But i didnt forgot what happend… So does fear really play a role ?

But i did realise that my memory was fading away from the details.

Our body’s or lets say brain, posess the ability to bring everything down to our unconscioussness.

Here’s my theory:

If we often act unconsciously in our dreams, and we act consciously when we are awake, (while we forget what we did in these worlds) wouldnt that mean the existence of a wall between these both ?

I mean why cant we remember in our dreams, what we actually did in the physical world? Why is our consciousness drifting away?

These question get answered in our new book:

Repetitive Dream – Horror games

Ive had a very crazy dream last night ..which was another repeating dream..that really sucked.

This time there was a gang or group and they killed randomly people who stood against them and which tried to run from them.

One crazy bitch was running after me and she had a giant knife mixed with a hammer. It looked really weird and the task was to let her rott and die somewhere while me being safe.

That gangs mission was to scare themselves while murdering people under it.

So they took some drugs and crawled down to some tunnels and made a scene from a horror movie. They placed with blood filled balloons at the walls and took the heads and dead bodys with them to the scene.

After the drug kicked in, they went to monsters themselves and were hunting me in the tunnels while trying to kill me and summoning some other fucking things but not against me, but to scare themselves and the balloons exploded at the same time to make a blood filled image.

The scary level was insane in this one.. I mean i knew that dream and thats why i was calm and tried to run away from them but they always catched up and it really was annoying.

It was like this “ We get high and go of nuts while trying to kill you, but you wont run too far because whenever we come close to you, we will be just scared and not try to kill you anymore, instead you just help us get away from the cops because we just killed few people and will tell that it was all your fault and you better play with it because youre in the same shit“

It was totally stupid .. i managed to get away frol them because the tunnels were connected to a hospital nearby. I jumped trough a window outside, that freakish woman was still behind me but didnt tried to kill me anymore.

After we got outside a black and sunglass wearing guy stood infront of a cabrio and said „get in we gotta hurry“. The girl went in and i ran trough bushes and barricades away from all of that.

Suddenly i was running very fast and wondered why i didnt fly.

I was on a different planet where the beings could actually fly… and i just wanted to find my woman lol.

I ran into few kids which were picknicking and asked where the train station was.

They said it was in the opposite direction so i ran back just to notice few other planets near the sky.

It was pretty and all but where was SHE ?

I really cant have any fun at all without you! Not even on another planet 😄

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