Schlagwort-Archive: July

Dark Rituals and Blood ? Part 2

The screen showed five teenagers which were bound on chair and they seemed to cry. Their eyes were bound with tape.

Meanwhile some people started to laugh and under these people, we even saw Bill B., K.P. and many more.

We didnt expect these people to be here. They were neither guarded or secured. It really seemed like a „party“ were everyone was equal and „knew“ each other.

While the people laughed, me and my wife looked each other in the eyes and understood what was going to come.

Those who organised this party went on and gave everyone a mask.

My wife got a cat mask and i got a gorilla mask.. no one would notice us now we thought.

„EVERYBODY … MASKS ON AND ENJOY THE LITTLE TEASER … hahaha“ said the pig mask guy.

Suddenly the people on the screen got tasered by people who wore black robe’s and pig masks.

„WHEN THE PREY SCREAMS, IT GETS TASERED AND WHEN YOU CRY, WE EAT YOU ALL ALIVE“ said one of the black robe guy.

The people started to laugh like it was a commedy show.

It seemed we were the only normal people in this underground building.

No one could go out until the show was over.

My wife got disgusted and needed a bathroom.

„Are you okay? Lets go to a bathroom“ i said.

We both got to a very luxerous bathroom and i waited until she was …. finished with puking.

Bill B. came in.. „I see its your first time here?“

„Yes it is … and our first time to this kind of fun“ i replied.

„Hahaha .. it hasnt even begun, wait until you see the baby’s“ while he washed his hands and smiled.

„We look forward to it!“ i said while starting to laugh myself. Not because of the „fun“ what was going to come, but because a „Bill B.“ talked about killing baby’s and smiling about it.

I asked myself …what if all the bullshit from the internet was true what they said about him?

We would soon see..

Bill left and my wife came out of the bathroom.

It was strange that the womans and mens bathroom were all the same. I mean what idiot doesnt respect privacy?

We left the bathroom and took our masks back on.

„AND THAT IT IS FOR THE TRAILER LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, GO THROUGH THE NEXT GATE TO THE REAL FUN“ the pig guy said.

A big metal door opened behind the screen and everybody went in, as we heird some say „Iam so excited ..we can finally let it loose again“

We wondered what they meant as we walked with the crowd and my wife held my arm.

A loud „DONG … DONG“ … Two paths appeared .. The people followed their lust..

Secret Society Secrets – The Three Dots

Welcome to the world of secret society. A world in which a broke person has nothing to do. A world in which only the really rich can enter. Today, i will tell you the beautiful art sight of this world and how we handle the doomed and useless humans in the lower parts of the […]

0108 – The House

We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange… We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing […]

The others Problems.. – Not just Earths

Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there. It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on […]

How does the „Matrix“ work inside the planets ?

You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How […]

What is the biggest problem of the people?

In my opinion the following: You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience. You could not be a human having a spiritual experience. People die, their soul remains eternal. But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false […]

The Witch – Another Dream

I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue.

The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue.

Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me.

This tree and the entire scene was in the middle of nowhere. The background was black and if i would fall, the scene would fall apart i knew.

The woman or as i thought „WITCH!“ asked me „What do you desire the most, that i could give you?“ This question seemed easy because i knew, bringing my wife from the other end of this planet wouldnt work …at all…

So i answered „Ultimate Power“ – Than the tree brought up many other people which were connected to the tree… Lets say they were corrupted and fell to her spell.

She walked towards me slowly while pushing aside the hanging blue body’s. I thought that these might attack me but i wasnt scared and neither did i wanted anything from her.

I decided to fly upwards, so she couldnt reach me.

She understood that she couldnt catch me with her spell, neither had it any effect even if she wouldve catch me.

Her spell was to seduce its prey and wrap them up under a false promise, while the tree did the rest.

She was a witch who posessed the willingless prey…

While i flew away, she screamed loud and looked rather dissapointed.

I woke up …

Der Verbieger

Es gab einmal einen Mann, den nannten alle „Der Verbieger“, weil alles was er tat und konnte, war es zu verbiegen. Sei es Gestein oder Stahl, alles konnte er verbiegen, ja sogar sein Haus war verbogen und auch seine nicht existente Frau. Die Dorfbewohner wagten es nicht allein durch das Dorf zu laufen, aus Angst […]

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland. I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again. The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there.. The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, […]

Dangerous Adventures

I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again. I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on […]

Dark Rituals And Blood? Part 1

This is our experience inside a „Ritual Party“ or how they say „The Party of High“.

Me and my wife had been inside this forum for few weeks, just to see how this kind of people are and what they actually do.

It was only accessible with a special key which was „BABYJUICE“ but spelled backwards.

This was only attainable from a recommendation trough another guy who’s trust was needed.

They offered and invited us to one of their strict and forbidden party’s, which was held once every two years.

They didnt told us anything about details, but they said „Food and drugs are free“.

We thought that it might be not that bad.

Well… it was worse!

We didnt knew how to cloth ourselves, so i just wore a suit and my wife took her black dress.

We took a taxi to a central place and waited for the „friend“ who waited for us there.

As we arrived, he was standing there and said hi to us and that this coming night will be our best.

„We will now take another drive and the location where we are going, will be underground. So dont worry, no one is going to kidnapp you because many get nervous their first time“ he said smiling.

We thought he was okay, so we got relaxed and got into the fancy car and drove to the location..

….. Meanwhile driving ….

„You said drugs are free too?“ i asked him.

He started laughing and said „Youll gonna love it, it is really fun and even funnier under a special drug“

We didnt bothered to ask more and just sat quiet in the car while looking out the window.

„Try to make friends there, many big names arrive tonight“ he said.

To be honest we didnt bothered about any big name or even if god would arrive there, we just wanted to see what the self claimed „elite“ did to have fun. This was a lifetime chance to see their real faces!

We played along and answered as usual to every question someone asked us. If those people would know for what we are really here, we probably would just dissapear from the earth.

Since my wife is exactly like me, i didnt need to worry about anything bad. She knew what she was doing.

We arrived at a farm but no one was standing there.

„We arrived, please press the button to your left from outside the window“

My wife pressed it and a tunnel opened before us.

„Lets go, we walk the rest“ said the friend who’s name we only knew from the internet…

We got out and didnt knew what to expect.

After we went in, the guy said „go ahead ill be right back“ – so we went in alone but already started to hear musik.

As we walked down, we saw the entrance to the party, a giant head from lucifer which was gloving in red and orange, with a pinky voice asked us „Death or Fun?“

Of course we said fun and than a light point on the wall appeared, so we followed.

We got nervous and werent sure if we should continue because we didnt saw anybody either.

Out of nowhere, the friend appeared and said „lets have fun now“ while started to laugh.

We came to a big area with many people, gentle music and YES we did cloth us right. They all were in suits and it seemed just like a normal evening but nothing seemed special we thought.

I asked Kate, my wife „What do you think? Shall we seperate few meters and take closer looks on whats going on?“ i asked.

„NO! we dont seperate, ive got a bad feeling about whats going to come“ she said.

So we stood together and looked a bit around. We didnt knew anybody but neither wanted to talk too much.

„WELCOME LADIES AND GENTLEMAN TO THIS BLOODY NIGHT OF FUN“ said a man while wearing a pig mask.

It looked creepy…

„WE SHALL CLOSE THE GATES NOW AND BEGIN THE CEREMONY“

The doors and gates closed and a big screen appeared in front of us.

What we saw next was breath taking..

Days of a Corrupt Cop

It was easy to sell someone out.

Gangs and pedophiles came up to cops which had been known as „corrupt“ and „coorporative“ and paid a lot of money to do what they did.

We were five police men in our group and our super visor had an even bigger game going on.

For example, last week we had a raid because someone called us and told „he got weapons and a grenade in his house“.

Unfortunately, it was an old lady which our super visor told us to „take out“. He ordered us to throw a grenade through the window and than to kick the door in and arrest everyone for posession of a weapon. This gave him a silver star on his chest… well done sir.

What kind of asshole do you need to be ?

Well we all have been assholes since no one said „no we dont do it“ because everyone was afraid to loose the job or be the next.

This stuff happend a lot and we were all hated but loved by the gangs …

The next thing was called „the street sell“.

We did daily position ourselves at random places and controlled everybodys car and if they had their belts on. If someone didnt liked it and got no explanation why he was searched, we offered him to pay us a fee and let them go, while threatening him with the court.

If our colleagues or other cops caught us doing this stuff, it would be over.

We made good money… but it was all filled with bad energy and we gave it to the supervisor.

He suddenly bought a Lambo and screwed too much around. Than he landed in the news and now the government got involved and sent a few guys over to us.

They were asking how he afforded this car and well… we told them everything.

They smiled and walked off.

At a sunday i hear a loud knock on the door.. What was going on?

Suddenly they kick the door open and its the police.

„GET ON THE FUCKING GROUND YOUR UNDER ARREST FOR DRUG DEALING! WE KNOW THAT YOU TOOK THE DRUGS OUT FROM THE SECURE ROOM AND SOLD IT ON THE STREETS!“

Fuck….. the bastard of a super visor had done a deal with the two government agents. He sold our group like we sold him, but only he had enough money to buy his way out of trouble….

After few weeks…

NEWS – Deputy Sheriff under arrest for illegal activity’s! Agents take police station over!

Well…thats what you get for doing this shit for too long.. it seemed that his pay mattered little to the government

And by the way, we captured every pedophile! It was our „eat and bite“ – game.

Now i chill in prison and can smack the tooth out of our super visor, since i never came out again…

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe. It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a […]

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose. They had found […]

Smart Zombies – The Maze of Traitors

It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team. We knew that […]

The Search

I drove far abroad in Texas to search my sister who dissapeared a few days ago.

She shouldnt just go without saying something. She said she would go to a park and give a call if she reached it.

Mabye it was new ? I didnt knew anything about it and neither bothered.

Our mom was just sick and bed bound, she had problems with her brain. As she was in her fourty’s, she received a head trauma from my sister and now needed medical assistance.

So i went the same road as she did and landed in an area which seemed to be lost but a lot of broken and rosty cars were nearby.

This didnt seemed like a place for a park. Where the hell did she go?

A sign said „Wel_me to Zoo_and the Fun Place“

What a stupid name i thought. A bigger mansion alike house was right on the road side.

It was totally destroyed, atleast it seemed so. My suspicion went high on what „maybe“ did happen here.

I knew these horror movies were people got kidnapped in underground facilities, maybe i should search somewhere else?

„Helloooooo ??“ „Anything here?“ i said.

And as i was going to leave, and old lady came through a door. „Yes ..WHAT DO YOU WANT HERE?“ she said aggressively.

„I search my sister, she went to a park nearby but is missing, do you know the park?“

„Ahh..ah.. yes i know … follow me“ she said calmy now..

What the hell? She wanted me to follow her downstairs where she came from.

I didnt intended to go down anywhere with anybody, specially not in such area.

„I said park, not downstairs in a rotting house!“

„YOU GODDAMN FOLLOW ME BOY!“

This was the time to leave, but what if this crazy stupid hag actually would bring me to a… underground park? I know this was very stupid to think and i didnt bothered.

„Have a good day …“ i said and left the house.

Suddenly i heard a screaming voice coming from downstairs.

„ThAT was definetly not just a scream!“ and went back inside.

„What was that scream? Did you got someone down there?“ i asked, as i run down the stairs and pushed the old lady aside.

I broke open the door and… wanted to scream myself but….

There she was …my sister sitting with another ten people and smoking weed and do drugs.

„What the fuck you stupid cow! So you did this all the time in your …special park as you said?“

„Hey brother, nice to see you, dont tell mom okay? And sorry my phone broke down and i couldnt and didnt wanted to talk with anybody, just relax and take a brownie“ – she said laughing.

They were stitting on couches and the room looked very clean and modern. Fancy lights were hanging at the ceiling and the floor looked white and clear…. it was very surprising to see such a room in such an dirty area.

„I’ll take a bite“ i said

„Make yourself comfy and enjoy the upcoming party“ said one guy who looked a bit weird.

A few minutes later i lost consciousness …

„What the hell did you do ? What was in that brownie?“

„Brother, this is how it ends for you“ she said, while laughing.

What was she talking about? Was that really the sister i knew ? The entire situation was odd and i fell on the ground.

A few hours later..

I was bound with tape to a dirty bed and couldnt move at all.

I saw my sister who gave money to the old hag.. What would happen?

„HEY YOU STUPID BITCH – WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?“ i ask loudly and nervous.

And she replied:

„That is what you cunt get for raping and murdering our own mother, you will be tortured by the executioner until you die! Have a great live … pig boy….. and one more thing .. youre the one who received a trauma!“

Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]

Sind wir, was wir zu sein glauben? Glaubenssätze einfach erklärt.

Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]

Dailylook #1

Warum weiß der eine mehr, der andere weniger übers Leben? Wir sagen es euch, kurz und knapp.

Sonntags Impressionen

Ihr kennt das schon. Ich war mal wieder mit den Kindern spazieren mit Kamera:)

Sieht aus, als wäre unser Fussballplatz xxxl..
Sieht schon aus wie Herbst und nicht wie Sommer..
Der heutige Sonnenuntergang:)
Ihr werdet es nicht glauben, er schläft!! Tief und fest, mit weit offenen Augen.

The dirty building

I was living abroad near the city. The rent was cheap here, but a lot of messy stuff was going on.

My apartment was on the eight floor and two rival gangs divided the area for themselves.

They „nicely“ asked everyone to pay money for their safety. Once they came up to me but i didnt open the door.. There was nothing they could do about it and i made sure to never come late.

These fuckers were only after eight o’clock in these dirty and piss stinking floors… Selling their crap and threatening people …

The police didnt dared to come in this area.. it was cut from the city due to so much crime that they couldnt afford being here.

Even when people jumped out of their window, the ambulance wasnt coming.

I dont even know how this building was still standing .. so much dirt on every corner, the walls were burned or damaged and the pillars which hold it, were already cracked.

This place really needed a makeover but no one bothered and neither had anyone the money to do so.

I was coming late .. I hoped that it wasnt already too late because the gangs always blocked the hallway and the none- working elevator.

It seemed alright i thought. I could even hear some police sirens…maybe it was because of them why everybody left ?

I run upstairs and even the junkies and screams were gone, this was the first time and a bit strange.

Was there up something big or did everyone run away ?

I got to my apartment and the floor was empty too. I opened my quite heavy metal door which was secured digitally on both sides.

I looked at the camera which i had secretly installed at the ceiling above the floor and watched the film.

Nothing happend .. No one was walking around and no sound was recorded either.

The lights went on and off but why was the floor empty ? That never happend before.

„knock KNOCK!!“ „knock KNOCK“- someone was hammering the door.

„What the hell? Why is nothing on camera? Is the camera broken?“

I got really nervous. „knock KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK“

I looked again in the camera, the lights went off. I took my needle baseball bat just to be sure and walked to the door.

First i watched at the door spy but it was dark.

„Who is there? And stop hammering my door i heard you!“ i said loud.

No answer..

„POLICE OPEN UP“

What ? The police? here ?

I opend the door and my heart nearly stopped…

There was no one and the floor was lighten up as always. „What the fuck is going on here?“ i asked myself.

I looked left and right and closed the door.

As soon as i turned my back towards the door, ive got a hit on my back and lost consciousness.

I woke up in the hospital and was handcuffed on the bed.

„Youre awake great. Youre under arrest of drugging the water supply with rat poison and LSD, appearently your plan didnt worked. Youve killed not only the people who lived in the same area but many in the city!“

Fuck… maybe that wasnt a good idea after all

WHAT IS – THE BIORHYTHM?

I must admit, I’m running extremely low on energy these days.

All I can get up to is looking after the kids and writing a few small blogs. I’m just not fit,

Funnily enough, I can even give you the cause of it.

My biorhythms are in the toilet on all three levels.

All almost all three divisions at an incredible minus 100%.

Great, but it doesn’t only paralyse me physically, but also emotionally and mentally. Nothing works anymore, so to speak.

The blog that I actually want to write, I just can’t get it done at the moment. I’ll put it off until later. At the moment I have to work on topics that I don’t have to stimulate my brain to write.

Fortunately, a phase in which everything is far below zero doesn’t last forever and is probably rather rare.

The biorhythm begins with our birth and ends with death.

In between, it oscillates in waves, up and down. Always stubbornly in the same rhythm.

It has three parts:

1- Physical rhythm, everything that affects our body. So endurance, power, strength – the physical condition in general.

The further our curve goes – and falls below zero, the more difficult it becomes for us to achieve maximum physical performance.

We get out of bed early in the morning with difficulty and could sleep directly again in the late afternoon. This would also be the healthiest for us in such phases.

2 – Emotional rhythm, everything that makes up our mental state.

On good days, we are balanced and not very irritable or moody, and here too, the further the curve sinks, the more our mood swings.

If it has reached the bottom, we feel as if from nowhere, mentally not so good anymore.

This is also known as the period between optimism and pessimism.

3 – Intellectual rhythm, which is currently also at minus 100% percent with me (like the others almost) and I notice this by typing almost every word wrong.

If you have an important exam to write and can set the date, you should take a look at your rhythm curve beforehand, if it is far below zero, it could be difficult.

The physical rhythm phase begins after birth and lasts 23 days.

In our picture here, the green curve.

We can already see that they are different.

The emotional phase lasts 28 days. Mental phase lasts 33 days.

If we want to know which phase we are going through, we can either pull out the calculator and somehow try to figure it out. But it’s easier to use one of the thousands of online calculators.

I, of course, would not be me if I were to claim something and not at least do a little research on how the whole thing came about

The biorhythm was first determined and documented by even two doctors! Orthodox doctors, one has to say.

 Berlin doctor Dr. Wilhelm Fließ (1858-1928)

The basis for this simple calculation was laid at the beginning of the 20th century by the Viennese psychologist Hermann Swoboda and the Berlin physician Wilhelm Fließ. Fliess believed that he had discovered consistent regularities in the medical records of his patients and initially formulated them in his period theory[1] They tried to discover a regularity behind the „good“ and „bad“ moments of a life.

Links to Wikipedia added.

Vienna professor and psychologist Hermann Swoboda (1873 – 1963)

In Die Perioden Swoboda describes the spontaneous periodic return of thoughts after 18 hours, 23 hours and after 23 days. He devotes an extensive chapter to the work of Fliess.

Swoboda said he knew nothing about Dr. Fliess, but published his findings in 1904 only after Fliess had finished.

 H. Swoboda: The periods of the human organism, Vienna,1904

 H. Swoboda: The Seven Year : Studies on the Temporal Law of Human Life, Vienna, 1917

Have a good day! Katja 🙂

A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]

Hateful lovers 🤣

Hello people,

I want to talk about few people who have nothing better to do than hating other people for what they do.

I think many will understand.

The problem with these people is their small mind.

They either have no experience in the field of which they hate, or they just dont like the person.

Often it is because this sort of mind is simply stupid and it hasnt done any research or anything else. It just hates its own life often and intends to point the negativity towards others, simply because they are weak.

They intend to buzz the red button before the show has even started unfortunatly.

These people will appear like rats from the shadows when you start to become successful, but only in the internet and behind your back.

None of them will ever say what they say in front of your face because some of them know, that it is just stupid.

Mostly their argumentations end with swearings or hate speaches and loud mouthings.

How can you beat these idiots?

Just ignore them and laugh as long as they hold their distance but…

(…If they ever should come to a „kissing range“ at your face, be sure to hit them so hard into their organs, that they consider it as their first spiritual lesson!

Only idiots will learn with punches..

Have a good day 😄

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]

Short horror

Ive had another nightmare ..

Ive stood few steps away from my house with few people, but i noticed them after i got a little conscious in my dream.

They looked a bit crazy and dumb to be honest because they all were doing weird head movements.

So i went a step forth and asked what they were doing.

Two girls and a guy were shaking their heads left and right while saying „YOu Wont get me“, while the nose of one girl started to bleed.

Didnt they noticed me at all?

They didnt anwered my questions either.. but looked away.

I stood there and was a bit shocked what was going on.

It was a „dare or death“ – game instead „do or dare“.

They called several monsters from other realms to themselves which either were good or really bad.

Whenever someone closed their eyes and said loudly „you wont get me“, while shaking their head back and forth or left and right, these beings appeared and started to harm them.

The first girl who did it got nose bleedings.

The second girl got nose and eye bleedings and her hair got pulled out.

The guy who did it, got his head directly ripped of his shoulders .

… the girls were laughing.

I tried it myself, not because i wanted to be killed but because i knew unconsciously that i cant be killed, and saw how this stuff happend.

A big black hole appeared in the air and it either spits out monsters or it takes YOU!

It tried to get me but suddenly it was just a black garbage bag. But it was conscious and started to wrap itself around me but i wanted to go with it, just to see what was on the other side.

It did let go and now started to run away from me and suddenly the scene changed again.

I stood again near my house and now, a depp and dark tunnel with steps appeared in front of me.

That place was contaminated with evil energy, i was shaking and when i didnt wanted to enter because i didnt knew it was just a dream anymore, few monsters appeared inside it

They just stared at me with a really big smile…

It scared the hell out of me and i woke up..

It wasnt scary at all i thought, but when youre not conscious about your situation, it WILL get scary.

Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]

Freedom

How would it be if we dont need to do anything anymore?

Not getting bothered by something nor anyone?

Not constantly to maintain something?

Not to look at your body and be depressed ?

Not to constantly think some useless bullshit which twists your head?

Not to worry about anything or anyone?

Just .. be .. … and do whatever you want and like, without getting bothered by any body function or your annoying neighbour..

How many are pissed about their existence but not because their life is bad, but because they just cant stand anything what is offered with it?

I think there are many.. ive never liked being a fucking human.. it bothered me before i even incarnated here .. if knew that this wouldnt be good

All this useless and dumb activity’s and conversations.. and some of the activity is not even possible because of a fucking wall or border or money gap…its annoying..

And yet im here, writing this and knowing that i might have a final task before WE leave, otherwise i would be long gone.

I really fucking hate this existence of a human, even if i understand the beauty of life and all what is about… but i personally still dont like it.. there is A LOT MORE and A LOT BETTER PLACES than this.

My inner feeling and memory tells me more about this cursed planet and faked free will than anything else.

Once you got to a certain point with certain „enlightenments“ from your „past“ incarnations, you will not give damn anymore about any of this planets bullshit.

… i should try to relax..

Sorry for my language my dear self 🤣

Have a good day xD

What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]

Das Leben eines Nervösen

Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]