Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]
Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]
The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]
So currently i lack ideas and need something very new …
Last week my grandmother died and the days past extremely fast… Here in this part of russia, the day ends at 18:00 .. because it gets pitch dark outside and the body gets fast sleepy.. reeeeally annoying i can tell! It feels like you dont have much time at all.
I mean everyone still works and all, but when the body yawns every 5 minutes …
Not even fresh air helps xD only the blue light of the phone!
So me and my wife try not to argue over bullshit but it gets tough sometimes even if we dont want to argue…
All this crap of live just passes by .. what awaits in the end is the love we have always for each other.
I think we all know some „love and light and light and love“ Jesuses.
They want to tell us, that love and light is the only oportunity and cure. The only way to eternal Blessing is to believe this.
So, what if i tell you, they are absolutly wrong? And they even know ist, but the fact is, they want to believe what they say.
Everybody has the oportunity to believe what he want and to say what he want, but to say, the only important point is love and light, shows that they ignore the rules of the universe.
Fun Fact is, if you told them, they will cut you out of theire life.
But lets remember, we are all at different stages of incarnation and reincarnation, and for those which want to cut out the dark sides, i dont know but maybe this are very young or naive souls, which just not know better.
Lets have a smal overview over the rules of the universe.
The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]
So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]
A quick blog about what house-apartment cats need.
First of all, an apartment cat alone, almost always feels lonely and should get either free passage or a comrade with 4 paws if possible.
In other words, individual keeping is neither species-appropriate nor animal-friendly, unless the cat is already 12 years old and knows it no other way, since it could be that a new comrade is completely ignored or hostile.
I prefer in the case that to get two little cats, who know each other and play with each other and the old cats at best reach to the cinema, i.e. leave them as much as possible alone.
This way, she does not feel lonely, but also not severely overworked and annoyed and also threatens to develop less behavioral disorders due to loneliness.
What basic equipment do I need for „two“ cats?
First of all, I should know that windows never! may be tipped when my cats are alone. And also that with tilted windows no curtains tempt you to climb up.
Even in my presence, it can happen that I am not in the room, the cat climbs up the curtain and slips into the tilted window.
— Tilt window syndrome is called when a cat is stuck in the slant.
Wide open windows tempt you to go out and fall down or even jump down..
Balconies or terraces offer the same danger potential and must be well secured.
Thin plastic nets are really not enough. I know of a case where a cat has even fallen twice from the tenth floor. And the second time, then didn’t go well at all.
When I have secured all the sources of danger that lead outside, I have to remember that it often happens that cats want to escape through the front door, especially when they are uncastrated and the call of freedom resounds…
I have already had significantly more than one cat between legs and front door .. They remember that for a while, but once the headaches are forgotten, they try it again.
That is why castration is important as early as possible.
I need for each cat its own cat klo PLUS another as an alternative. At Katzenklos you can also have quiet the two variants stand, once with hood, once without.
Cat cloisters should always be in the quietest corners, where there is no through traffic. We are also closing the door.
If cats are disturbed on the toilet, also by other cats, there is a risk of uncleanliness.
I have already seen a second cat sitting ON the toilet and knocking the one who was about to do their business on their head, through the opening.
The cat inside, was then no longer willing to use this toilet. Understandably, but if there is no alternative, where does the cat go? No matter where you 😉 😉
Having worked as an animal welfare worker for a long time, I have seen the most repulsive examples in private households. Unfortunately, many people believe a cat clone with 3 cm litter in it is enough.
And make it fresh once a week. You see something like this all the time and when children live in such households, they also feel directly sorry….
Every cat wants its own food bowls. One for wet food and one for any given dry food.
I blog about it another time. These bowls should also be made fresh every day. Ahem, to be washed off, I mean.
In principle, if you have fed the cats fresh and they do not devour everything immediately, you should leave the bowl standing, because cats are appetizers and not like dogs, eat everything at once.
In summer you should make sure that no flies come and lay their eggs on them!
Water bowls, is generally enough a large one for two cats. The water should be changed daily and the shell washed off.
Cat toys in the form of fumble boards can be made by yourself. Google offers endless variants for this. Or you can collect empty toilet paper rolls and tinker yourself.
A large scratching tree, preferably made of real wood, possibly even wrapped with sisal, although I do not consider this necessary, should be absolutely present!
If the sofa and wallpaper are preferred, make it essential to offer scratch boards.
My cats love real wood slices, fresh from the forest.
On the other hand, every sofa cocks off 😉 Sorry, for the choice of words. I just can’t think of the term.
What you need to keep in mind:
Each cat needs its own transport box!
Please stop putting several cats in a box.
This may still work with kittens, for adult cats this is an ordeal!
Cats do NOT give each other mutual spiritual support when they are stuck in this box and they already suspect that the way does not provide anything good.
Transport boxes do not have to be open above, this is just a nice gadget, but also increased outbreak potential!
My vets prefer to open the box simply in the middle and treat unwilling cats in the box.
Now you also know why every cat still needs its own box.
What else do you need?
start-up capital, for the most important veterinary examinations.
Especially people who collect and rescue animals from multi-billion households or from the street know what I am talking about…
Personally, I have never taken out pet insurance, if your veterinarian should offer instalment payment, this is not necessary.
Just ask him. Most offer it. So that in the case of negative surprises that definitely come, you don’t have to turn to an insurance company that may not end up paying anything.
With us you have to reckon with the – really important – castrations of a cat with about 100 and per cat with 150 euros.
Cats can become pregnant at five months, or unfortunately even EHER. BEFORE they were ever visibly rolling!
Please keep this in mind when you bring siblings! Cat incest offspring, can be born severely handicapped and still live and it breaks your heart when these innocent souls have to be euthanized.
Which, by the way, can cost up to 100 euros per cat.
Killing such animals, by the way, is rightly strictly forbidden at home and is also punished! The Animal Welfare Act is in this case on the side of the animals.
So letting castration protects not only your cats, but also your wallet. And no, you can’t make money with kittens. Ebay is still full of unwanted kittens that are being slammed at slingshot prices.
Fur care products are also very important.
But please, do not use fur care products for dogs or horses and get a cat brush.
These metal brushes, which you sometimes see in retail, do really anyway. You can test this beforehand and then decide whether you brush your cats‘ fur with it.
Cats don’t want to bathe and shouldn’t. Unless there are medical reasons or a stray needs a flea bath…
However, this is rather rare and cats know this and will fight back. If you want to bathe your pet, you should seriously ask yourself WHY. This is not the animal for the good!
Cat beds are a nice gadget, but cats prefer to sleep where you sleep.
If you don’T want to, please DON’t let her into the bedroom!
Not even during the day.
Cats do NOT understand why they are allowed during the day and not at night! And then at night they do terror at the door, including scratching and screaming and screaming.
Once accustomed, it becomes difficult to get used to it again.
The same applies to all other areas, education is important and possible from THE BEGINNING!
Combing from the beginning, otherwise it will be more of a „I run after the cat with the brush through the house – game!“
Bela, my late cat, has made fun of playing with me „hide and catch“ for over 14 years. She has regularly asked me to do so.
So it can also be fun. However, Bela was also not a cat who has lost tons of fur.
Information beforehand how the breed of your cat is on it when changing fur, I came already in apartments with Siamese cats that were covered by a veil of cat fur. Sitting down impossible.
As an owner you can clean as you like, the cat shakes once and the fur flies. A cat that regularly allows das it to be brushed is already less hairy.
Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]
Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]
Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves?
We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail.
A lot just dont ask themselves these questions which would lead to true understanding, instead they eat what they get and listen what the media and tv tells them.
Ive noticed that yesterday with my parents. It is a real task to tell them anything new because they scream before you finish the sentence.
Its like they never hear what you try to say, strange isnt it? Well… No … i would say that THIS is the REAL mind control agenda in the entire world. While they test their thesis on individuals, they do the same with the bright mass.
They become fearful puppets not for the state or nation, but of their own mind!
The own limitation by closing eyes and ears, eating bullshit from the media, it mixed itself to a pillar of fear for its own existence..
The bright mass.. wants to be ruled and they show it by their behaviour to themselves
We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]
I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]
There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]
In today’s blog i want to share a dream which ive had few months ago ..
I stood suddenly in a darker area with few dark clouds and an upcoming fog.
Out of nowhere, a huge cathedral building came up from the ground which had a giant clock in the center, but without pointers.
I was standing inside with the blink of an eye.
The floors were dark and empty .. i looked smiling left and right and heard a scream which seemed to be far away but i didnt cared about it.
I knew that something was strange about it.
The floors were made out of wood and every door was locked and the walls were clean in the middle sections.
A door opened while i was slowly walking down the left floor and i realised that there was no exit anymore.
How did i got in again? I was probably in the sixth floor which i could see from a window.
The place looked beautyfull from above i thought.
The door which opened had a cell phone and a small clear bed inside. It started to ring and i took it fast up, because i knew that the „others“ shouldnt hear the sound.
Someone was talking to me like im their friend. I seemed to be a girl i thought but i wasnt sure. She said „quick close the door theyre coming“ and she hang up.
Well i wasnt scared to be honest and after she said it, i could hear loud screams which definetly were monsters.
I walked to the door and looked down the floor to see what was happening there, it seemed empty but suddenly i changed my view and was above the floor and i saw a few monsters coming up the stairs.
I was back in the room and i walked to the left were the monsters came across.
I saw the stairs and now was standing there, but where are the monsters? Did they left?
I heard a loud scream at my back. It was a girl with a white dress which you might know from one or other horror movie.
That bitch was flying around and screaming without reason. I knew that SHE was the girl on the phone.
I didnt cared anymore and suddenly she stood in front of me. She didnt looked scary and said that i shouldnt go down there while she left laughing.
I smiled and went down.
The scene changed.
I was now in a area which i couldnt leave easy anymore and i knew that because of the evil energy which was coming from there .. + i didnt knew that it was a dream.
That place was even darker now and all doors were open. The walls seemed dirty and some sort of dark energy’s were coming out of every door.
The floors were full of evil beings and i was just standing and slowly walking around.
The stairs behind me didnt existed anymore, neither was there any window left.
A monster came out of the room and i thought maybe it will attack me, but instead it just stared at me and backed of slowly.
Was i that scary ? Well no i was not! I just had no fear!
The monster looked like a giant ugly shaped ….thing which had two dark eyes. It screamed loud but did nothing else.
I noticed that it couldnt get out fully of the room. Maybe they were banned to that place i thought.
So i went down the floor and looked left and right to alle other rooms but without touching anything.
One being was uglier than the other and they all smiled at me when i stuck my head in the room.
Some rooms seemed to be lightend and still dark.
Now you may ask yourself why i was smiling and laughing trough the halls ? Well maybe im the monster?
I simply knew that nothing could harm me at all, only scare me really REALLY bad if i let it happen.
The time was about right to loose the mind in such a place when im honest, but the more i walked down, the funnier it got.
I started to really laugh loud and held door rooms while laughing at the faces of these beings. I couldnt stop and the funny thing was not their ugly face, but their weakness in reality.
I understood that none of them could do anything, not even hit me or else as long as i had zero fear in myself.
Suddenly they started to get pissed off and while i was laughing, three of them came out of their rooms and (yes now they were really outside) the floor became very dark blue, nearly pitch dark blue and i still laughed but a bit less.
I looked at them and came few steps forth while all three looked at me with their yellow glowing eyes. Theyve had no shape anymore.
I asked „and now what ? What youre gonna do?“ and i started to laugh again while i pushed them against the wall telepathically. They just stood there and two more came up..
I walked further down the floor without giving a damn. I thought its enough playtime for now.
I looked a final time back and noticed that the entire floor was filled with them, just staring at me.
Another stair appeared and i wanted to go down. Now the monsters from the floor stood behind me and looked.
I asked „What do you guys want ?“ but they didnt said anything back, nor did they smile.
I didnt cared anymore and went down.
The scene changed again.
Now i was flying above a very long and wide underground area which i knew, was within the building.
But something was very wrong about that place. The place was first enlighted and normal but i was just one floor and i seemed to fly away from something.
A dark „something“ was coming from every direction and it made the place became very dark.
I started to get scared a bit but than i got a bit of my consciousness back and knew, nothing could hurt me.
Suddenly that thing dissapeared and but i was still a bit panicking..
„Where is the damn exit??“ I thought loud..
I changed my view and saw that this place was the ground floor of the building but it was somehow on a different dimension which told me that there was no possible escape.
I saw where i was standing and how much darkness i needed to pass trough to exit. The stairs were gone and if i would went back to the floor of monsters, they surely would sense my slight fear and enhance it to fuck me up xD
I lost my consciousness again and that thing appeared, which hunted me again.
The place was filled with darkness now, and i realised something.
That „thing“ was actually the exit.
So i was still unconsious but i knew what i needed to do.
I visualised the shattering of the dimension and the darkness and my view broke to thousand shards of glass.
My consciousness was switching out of the scene and i saw the frozen and broken place one last time, before i woke up.
Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]
How would it be if we dont need to do anything anymore?
Not getting bothered by something nor anyone?
Not constantly to maintain something?
Not to look at your body and be depressed ?
Not to constantly think some useless bullshit which twists your head?
Not to worry about anything or anyone?
Just .. be .. … and do whatever you want and like, without getting bothered by any body function or your annoying neighbour..
How many are pissed about their existence but not because their life is bad, but because they just cant stand anything what is offered with it?
I think there are many.. ive never liked being a fucking human.. it bothered me before i even incarnated here .. if knew that this wouldnt be good
All this useless and dumb activity’s and conversations.. and some of the activity is not even possible because of a fucking wall or border or money gap…its annoying..
And yet im here, writing this and knowing that i might have a final task before WE leave, otherwise i would be long gone.
I really fucking hate this existence of a human, even if i understand the beauty of life and all what is about… but i personally still dont like it.. there is A LOT MORE and A LOT BETTER PLACES than this.
My inner feeling and memory tells me more about this cursed planet and faked free will than anything else.
Once you got to a certain point with certain „enlightenments“ from your „past“ incarnations, you will not give damn anymore about any of this planets bullshit.
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In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]
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I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]
I want to talk about things, which i learn from my constant repeating dreams, about many things in those worlds.
One of those things is the behaviour of „demons“, ghosts or lets say negative entity’s.
How do they behave and what kind of goal do they have?
Well..ive understood that these beings like energy.. They love it and specially sexual – aggressive and pain energy.
They dont like to scare the dreamer because otherwise he/she will wake up and the energy feast will be gone.
Instead they try to create a playscene from your dream. This means they mix themselves in the dream and let it look like it was your dream which came from your mind.
Not many of such beings are smart, but theyre not dumb enough either.. Of course there are many variations in the intellectual perspectives but mostly they know what they do.. like an animal which hunts the prey.
So they dock into your dream and may change the plot. For example: If you dream about a beautiful place where you just walk and have fun, they can build a door or scene which appear in your area – and when you open the door, the scene changes to the interests of the being.
This means, if you like sex, you will see a sex scene. If you like death, you will see death.
If you like cakes and fun, you will NOT get it because evil beings only can take disturbed energy! Maybe youll see a cakewoman who wants .. …, but you understand what i mean now.
It all depends in your interest and what the being knows or feels about you.
They can read the magnetical field around your physical body and use the thoughts coming from the outside into your head, as their needed info to build the trap.
They cant read your mind, but as we all know, information is only received, not thought from us. The functions of the body only read it out loud for you what is around your field. This is why some beings can read you without even looking at you like cats sometimes.
All anybody needs to „maybe“ know about you, is shown in your magnetic field and this counts for everybody.
The energy these beings consume, is like a feast of emotions to them and they love it. The cost you have to pay in the morning is a big energy loss and feeling completely sucked out. Of course this doesnt mean that you always got fucked by a horny ghost, but you can consider it! xD
Dreams about pain appear often when you expect it and move unconsciously around in your dream. The beings use it and set a trap of letting you think, that a coming situation will hurt, while they mix themselves again within the scene and eat your energy.
This all can only be done when YOU let it happen because of your unconscious movements, but even THAT can be trained to counter such things.
If you want to know more about all this, you should take a good look in our book 🧘♂️
Well we all can agree that this level of pain is unbearable and anybody who burned his finger, knows that it hurts sometimes already bad.
The first thirty seconds will be the most painful moment (besides getting electroshocked that hurts nearly equal), because your nerves start to boil inside with everything else.
When a nerve gets comprimised inside the body, it answers with pain or irritations.
Now what pain will come when the nerves get burned all at once ?
Few months ago ive had something bad at my foot ..im not going to tell what it was, but i burned it three times with a glowing iron spoon to get rid of it.
It wasnt a big area but holding the burning spoon at my foot hurt really really bad. I was sweating because i didnt knew how much pain i would need to endure first until its over. So i just pressed it down and it went for 10 seconds until the pain stopped, while i was sweating even more.
My skin was turning white because the heat had burned down everything inside it, so i wasnt feeling any pain anymore around the area… Ive still got a video from that but i dont think you want to see it!.xD
After that i understood why someone will die faster in such situations:
The pain – which is extreme, even if it will be just for nearly half a minute.
The schock – because our brain has a „secret“ function to shut itself off, if we know that death or anything bad comes – which ‚overloades‘ the individual.
Fear – anybody who knows that they will burn to death, might die from fear as well, even before the act.
Overall we can agree that dying like that is fucked up.. The same as freezing .. both hurts.
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