Schlagwort-Archive: Meditation

How ghost/demon posessions work!

Has anyone ever saw one of these videos where someone gets an exorcism because he or she does weird stuff ? I guess many did saw some.

The problem is that these as they call „demons“ only exist because they believe in them. They believe that they exist inside of them and start to act that way too. Mostly these people are religious!

Now dont get me wrong, these things happen! BUT not in the way as they are shown in videos. They make it way to over dramatic and „scary“ for many unconscious people, so they believe its real. Another point is that they want you to believe it so you convert to their religion. Mostly these posessions „happen“ for bullshitting purposes and that is a matter of fact. Dont believe always stuff that you see in the internet!

Now whats a posession from the view of spiritualism ?

Well its when a being of a lower frequency, bounds itself to you and enjoys your low vibing energy by consuming it. This can happen if you astral travel to low level frequencys or paralell „nightmare“ dimensions. These places are worlds with own physics and rules but dont get me wrong, you wont ever see a giant monster or the devil in front of you! These are mostly smaller beings that try to snatch your godly negative energy that gets radiated from you. They get dismissed a few days or sometimes months. It all depends on yourself and how you regain yourself to higher frequency! No one except you can help you there which makes all the exorcism pretty stupid and a rather money and show business..

How do these beings bound or attach themselves to somebody ?

They sense or see your low level frequency and hop on you or stay in your area. If youre constantly angry or radiate any other „bad“ frequency, they might get easy access to you. This doesnt mean that any other high frequency being cant get angry! This doesnt mean that always snatches upon you as well. Mostly these things happen very rarely but if it happens, then the person mustve been in the lower levels for very long time. These beings cant hurt you! This should be said as well. They cant harm you but they can increase the level of sadness or in whatever bad mood you are in! The higher it gets, the more they can eat from your energy and you will feel bad.

Conclusion: Real posessions are just beings from the fourth lower dimensions which eat YOUR RADIATING negative energy and enhance them if they see an opening in your aura.

How do you realise a posession?

Well… alone this question beams you higher up, so dont worry, a person with a „posession“ doesnt ask these kind of questions but rather gets pissed at everything xD And dont forget, being mad because youre pissed about life isnt an indicator for anything, but whatever you radiate will be either eaten if its bad or enlighten the day of others.

If you want to know more about it, look inside our book! Theres way more if youre ready!

Astral travel – does it work again?

Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out.

I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. Loud noises out of nowhere appeared which vibrated in my head. I knew that it was a sign that i might get out but i didnt wanted to think anything because it can disrupt my body and wake me up.

So i was still until the the vibration went away and now i was trying to move with willpower because thats the way you fly out normally, you just imagine how you move and it becomes reality.

Unfortunatly it wasnt working, my body was holding on to me like it was glued together and something on my left hand began to help me out. It tried to pull me out of my body but i couldnt see what it was, but i knew it was friendly!

I saw how i left my body and how i was lying on the floor, ready to stand up and look at my sleeping body. The problem was, that while i was pulled, i went to a dream state inside my house.. That meant i didnt saw my body sleeping which caused => false awakening (The state of thinking „am i really out?“) But i forgot and went on with the dream..

Whenever you dont see your body, dont ever think „oh im just dreaming it now, damn it“ – as i did. This will disrupt your critical thinking process and through you out for good if your concentration wasnt high at all. I shouldve realised that my body was laying down the other way around in my dream, in reality i was sleeping somewhere else.

I guess it cant be helped.. it worked but i screwed it.. I shouldve let myself fall backwards from a high building instead the next time.

And right now when i told the story to my wife, she told me that she pulled someones left arm the entire dream … i dont know if she was it! xD

Another Dream – The temple ?

After i fell asleep, i wandered unconsciously between a blurred and a slowly sharpening screen. After a few seconds, i found myself back inside a pyramid in which nothing was there except a big door with three people on it. One of them looked like anubis with the animal head and he was holding a […]

Doubtful Adventures – Moving Forward

After the sudden loss of energy i felt destroyed because i now knew what brought the problems of using blood magic. But yet i didnt knew the whole truth about it… As i was laying on the bloody grass and looking into the sky, i wondered what the village meant before they got killed by […]

Doubtful Adventures – The Price – Part 2

As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further. A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but […]

Just another zombie dream

It was a normal night. Eyes closed and hoped to not dream something completely fucked up… I was standing in a long hallway and suddenly someone rushed through a door and yelled at me „WE GOTTA GO NOW, I HAVE TO LEAVE“. I didnt knew if she was meaning me because she looked at me […]

Spiritual ‚Progress‘ – Trapped Symptoms

So a couple weeks ago, i told you to find evidence which could clarify a trap inside your physical body, which meant that it was impossible to leave to the astral world with your astral body.

Besides that youre trapped a lifetime in your physical body, i had found a silver wall or watery silver and thick shining ..stuff that was sticking to me.

Today i want to share some symptoms which appear when youre trapped.

Now this doesnt need to be true for you, but it might be similiar so heres the list:

● Same dreams over and over with the possibility to change them ( basically you dream the same stuff so often, that you can change the outcame even unconscious inside the dream/autopilot)

● Old dreams appear out of nowhere and things that didnt made sense, start to become clearer while you dream (this means if you ever had blurry and no sense dreams or scenes which were covered by blackness, they might be better now and cleared to make sense)

● The feel of repeating (a small fraction of a feeling which tells you that these dreams are rather time waste and useless + that they might repeat again after a few weeks)

● You fall asleep like something is snapping with its fingers (this means that you cant really meditate properly and if so, you just black out instead feeling your astral body or else)

(☆ star symptom) This symptom is a bit special because in my case, i havent found yet someone who can say the same except my wife and even she is often unsure about it. So let me explain.

This symptom is a process in which you dream an already dreamed dream twice. This means one the very first time and now again while trapped and afterwards, it never appears again! Plus a few symptoms from above such as the repeating symptom! Sometimes you even feel that you never had this dream, yet you could swear with your life that you knew the dream already.

This is followed by the symptom of the same thought (this means that all the stuff around you including thoughts, acts and pretty much everything in real life happend once before and that this life or dream youre living right now, is either a synchronisation to something or a really big joke)

I cant be the only one feeling that there is something way bigger, even though ive told it in our book „How we created the world“ – I really think that this all might just be a synchronisation.

Dreams are a nice playground to get in control for later, but in the end its just „Sleep -TV“ and utterly useless for someone who remembered all the nonsene what is going on „up there“

Ill try to find more, thats it for now. Let us now if you find something! 🙂

World of nightmare – Close the door, dim the lights!

In the day of 2022, all lights went out and the nightmare came upon from the dark. The calm oceans which were unexplored for more than 96% were unvailed once the dark had taken the world. The governments had no possibility to return electricity due to solar winds which caused an electromagnetical pulse through the […]

A Killers Diary – Lockdown Problems

Hello humans, As well as you experience right now, nations are under lockdown and many have lost their work. The lockdowns affect many in our society and iam one of them, since i cant get enough bodys to kill and feast on. My pallet is only made from the finest human flesh, but with the […]

Who is it ?

First we were seven people which came across the house, now only three left including me.

„What happend there ? Do you want to tell us ?“

We were walking down a path inside the forest, after we went to the beach. The only thing we did was to walk back the same path from which we came, but suddenly there was a house from nowhere.

We looked at each other and knew that this house wasnt there before and no one actually cared, we would’ve walked away if …

„If what Sarah ?“

if the woman wouldnt had came out and asked for help…

„What did you guys do ?“

Nothing.. we just stood there and listened what she told us. She was in panic and needed our help to fix something inside her basement. Since we were seven people, we didnt thought much about it and went inside to help her. She told me, and only me to follow her but i didnt wanted to, even if she seemed nice but still… something seemed very odd about that place i thought.

„So you all went inside and helped her, what happend next? Come on we need the whole story to find your friends Sarah!“

So while the others waited upstairs, i went downstairs with her. As i was walking down, she was constantly looking back and i was getting nervous. Than she said „wait here my child“ and in that point, she turned into some sort of monster with four legs, which started to crawl backwards the wall and back upstairs… I was shocked and couldnt scream, instead i climbed the small opened window out of the house and tried to warn my friends but…

„Youre saying that the woman transformed into ..that thing …and attacked your friends, while it let you there unscratched? What happend next?“

As i climbed out, i expected screams coming from the house but nothing .. I ran inside to tell them what happend and that we should run but, they werent there. The house was empty.. I dont know how to explain it ..

„Sarah, is that all what you remember?“

Yes .. after i woke up here, i cant remember what happened.

„Sarah, do you want to know what really happend?“

What do mean by that ? I told you all i know.

„Your friends Sarah, the remaining three, were found dead near the forest, and YOU were sleeping next to them with blood from all three in your hands and mouth“

YOU DAMN LIARS!! WHERE ARE MY FRIENDS!

„The other five ? .. Sarah, there was no one else besides you and the three you murdered that day, neither was there a house“

As Sarah’s eyes went wide of fear, she saw the demon right behind the investigator… He was smiling.

Astral travel – does it work again?

Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out. I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. […]

How to meditate for beginners

Hello there,

If you want to start meditating but surely not know how, then this might help you out.

Lets hold it short and easy.

First, you dont need a special position with your body to „bring cosmic light“ into your body. So choose a position youre comfy with and take a pen.

After you found your position, hold the pen in one arm, close your eyes and hold onto the pen. Now to start the meditation, blink once for every thought that comes infront of you. Yes, you blink the thought away! After a while, you will start to become dizzy and sleepy, this will cause to lesser blinks/ thought dissruptions and you might fall into sleep.

Here comes the pen to the game. Once you start falling to sleep, your hand opens and the pen drops to the floor, waking you up and letting you do the same process again.

It will work really well for out of body experiences as well, if you continue of course daily. Fifteen minutes is alright for the first, but you can do more if you like.

Dissrupting thoughts is a method to get clear in the head and stop the flooding. You might tap into new areas of yourselve by doing it seriously and daily. I for myself use this method to shut the part down, that thinks the whole time.. Uses way too much energy for bullshit 😄

Well there you have it! Have fun with being thoughtless for a while, by the way it gets addicting!

If you want to know more about meditations and the universe, follow these links to our amazon books! I guarantee you, they will be very useful!

How we created the world: https://www.amazon.de/dp/B08BKRRHB9

Meditation and Chakras: https://www.amazon.com/-/de/dp/B08BR84FWL

Jenseitskontakte (k)ein Grund zum gruseln?

Instagram Katja Kubiak – Katja Sakura
<p value="<amp-fit-text layout="fixed-height" min-font-size="6" max-font-size="72" height="80">

Das mach ich, bevorzugt, immer dann, wenn ich mal wieder auf spirituelle Abzocke oder Dummfang stoße, so wie heute.

Da gibt es Menschen, die euch Jenseitskontakte anbieten.

Weil das ja so hochgradig heilig ist, dass der normale Mensch es am besten gar nicht erst versuchen sollte.

Dazu muss man nämlich auch ganz toll meditieren können und am besten von Gott persönlich auserwählt sein.

Ich sag euch, dass ist Bullsh*t.

Natürlich ist es von Vorteil, wenn man meditieren kann, aber für den Kontakt zu euren Verstorbenen unnötig.

Es wird auchg geschrieben, man solle so etwas niemals im Spaß versuchen.

„Hallo, was? Warum?“

Kennen unsere Verstorbenen nach dem Übergang plötzlich weder Humor noch Spaß?

Muss man sich in Schockstarre versetzen und schweigend verharren? Es wird nämlich auch gern mal empfohlen, dass man sich dazu am besten in leichte Trance versetzen soll.

Ihr Lieben, man muss gar nichts davon tun.

Weder schweigend in Trance verharren oder meditieren.

Wer schon einmal oder öfter Kontakt mit Verstorbenen hatte, weiß sehr genau dass es dabei auch ziemlich lebhaft zugehen kann.

Was mich dazu bringt, zu vermuten dass die Menschen, die euch dann huldvoll ihre (oft echt teuren!) Dienste anbieten, wohl eher den Kontakt zu eurer Brieftasche suchen, als den den Kontakt zu Verstorbenen.

Seriöse Medien haben es weder nötig euch Angst einzujagen, noch werden sie euch einschüchtern.

Wo ihr in Liebe mit euren Verstorbenen verbunden seid, braucht ihr nur den Wunsch zu äußern mit ihnen zu kommunizieren und sie kommen sehr gern.

Und dann werdet ihr spüren das sie da sind und ihr gar keine Angst haben müsst.

Es ist nichts heiliges.

Es ist einfach nur, die über den Tod hinaus bestehende Verbindung, die euch weiterhin miteinander kommunizieren lässt.

Dazu braucht es weder spezielle Rituale noch Hilfsmittel.

Natürlich kann man sich dabei helfen lassen, aber dazu muss man in der Regel auch nicht Unmengen von Geld bezahlen.

Geratet ihr an Menschen, die sich dafür königlich entlohnen möchten, sucht euch jemand anders oder versucht es einfach selbst.

<p value="<amp-fit-text layout="fixed-height" min-font-size="13" max-font-size="72" height="80">Liebe und Vertrauen sollten ausreichen. Liebe und Vertrauen sollten ausreichen.

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland.

I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again.

The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there..

The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, looked dirty and small but was aggressive, just like the guy who was a cannibal in the documentary i watched few weeks ago. I hoped that it wasnt him because he would drink his own piss and cut off other peoples tongue’s 😂.

Unfortunatly, it was a weirdo and he told us to finish three tasks he was giving. The tasks were very disgusting and disturbing and with each task, the first and second guy went home. The tasks were simple.

The first was to drink blood from an unknown source, but no one was going to it. So we told him to tell us, were he got it from. And he said from the dogs of your second task. So we drank the dog blood quick, but i only sipped it and the scene changed quick to the second task.

The second one was the most fucked up task. He brought three little puppy’s which he had ripped off the skin of each one, and they were still alive, walking in pain but no screaming. These little guys knew… we had to completely eat them… and so we did for the sake of DMT but … no we actually didnt eat them. We asked ourselves who the fuck this guy was and we didnt needed him at all. So we just threw him off the cliffs near the island were we had the „ceremony“. And since he had no helpers, no one saw nothing. I mean who was that dude and why we needed him and that stupid ceremony right?

The third task was to cut ourselves with the same knives the others had used and no one was doing that. Because i had the dream twice, it switched back and fourth and it showed me that the first time, i did everything and drank the stuff inside the black little vase which was dmt.

This time i didnt do shit and just went to the shrine, drinking it again, but the guy we thrown off was there.. holding the vase in my direction and giving it to me. I drinked …. and nothing happend .. i woke up!

Pretty shitty dream ive gotta tell..

Until next „) leave a commi and a like for more!

Spiritual dangers..

Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you! It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and […]

Spiritual advances…

So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me. I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time. The time youre […]

Spiritual Problems ..

Hello everyone, The reason for the absence of spiritual stuff lately, is because the usual stuff isnt working. Well how am i going to explain it.. I cant get out of my body and i try to understand whats causing this problem. Some people said that talking too much about it, can cause this problem […]

Secret Society Secrets – The Three Dots

Welcome to the world of secret society. A world in which a broke person has nothing to do. A world in which only the really rich can enter. Today, i will tell you the beautiful art sight of this world and how we handle the doomed and useless humans in the lower parts of the […]

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe.

It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a prison planet. After they had created human bodies, they left few of their species on earth and another few on the moon, so they could watch and order command if something wouldnt go as planned. Please note that their plan is created in a time chamber on a different level were time passes by very slow.

After the development of their humaniod species, the modern human, they brought up a money system where one side is poor and their side is rich and wealthy. One cannot exist without the other.

The few left on earth continued the plan until every nation was enslaved and turned to a so called „grey planet“

A grey planet is a fully government controlled world were everything including nature is destroyed and replaced by metal trees and grey looking figures. The rest of the population is killed, tortured or bind to an endless control when you want to walk down the streets. No one is save anymore, everyone is aggressive and dull through the lack of vitamin D. The ones who say something out too loud, will be punished by dead or put to work in the grey mines. The system works automated on a computer and the governments dirty politicians, army, navy and the special forces are trained to take special pills which dull parts of the brain. Shortly said: you become a monkey with enough brain to obey the law, and enough stupidity to never question the law.

The police got killed by the government because they thought that many police men were already secretly against them. So instead a chip or special medication, they got a knock on their office door with poisend coffee or else.

The global population was wiped out with the phone radiation that was installed secretly by every company, which were owned by the governmental rules. They just needed to press a button so all phones either exploded in their faces or caused tumors and brain damage in a week. Sounds crazy ? They had way better tech. and the rest who stood against them got eliminated through operation „Dark Beam“. It was basically a laser with the range of 10 hectare but it only reacted with the heavy metals inside a humans body which the people had through their unhealthy livestyles and heavy chemtrails. It caused heat reaction which boiled you from the inside out… Those days were the last.

This all happend in the COVID-22 phase. Four years after the first global pandemic state. First it was fear, then it was suffer, and in the end it was death and enslavement for nearly the entire population. How did the government survive? Well they built big underground facilities. Deep down safe from radiation and the weapons.

The second waves COVID 19 + 20, were just a warm up to what was coming, trying to vaccinate everybody and kill them without suffering. But it didnt worked and they took the straight head shot but the bullet was going in slow and painful.

COVID 21 was the start of the heavy chem trail rains. They flooded the air and the sun was nearly off for weeks but because they couldnt save themselves from it, they stopped the fouth day. It covered the planet in dust and the people started shooting the cops and burning down governmental buildings. From the time of few days, half the planet was in war. Many didnt knew what to do and killed themselves or went oversee but they got followed by police forces and captured.

Iam telling you this from a base we recaptured that transmitts info to the moon. I dont have time anymore. Oh and iam not human, that is why radiation and heavy metals didnt killed us. We work against the evil forces and currently some of us are located inside an iceberg in the antarctica and inside earth.

When you got the message, burn it! When this gets to their hands, many other realities are screwed. So we hope it found the right one.

Like and Follow if you liked it 🙂

0108 – The House

We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange… We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing […]

The others Problems.. – Not just Earths

Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there. It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on […]

How does the „Matrix“ work inside the planets ?

You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How […]

What is the biggest problem of the people?

In my opinion the following: You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience. You could not be a human having a spiritual experience. People die, their soul remains eternal. But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false […]

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose.

They had found a crystal cave and each of those crystals were spending tremendous amount of energy for free. The expeditors saw it as a money mine and claimed the cave for themselves, but it was on our ground and so the people came with the entire village and plundered the cave…

It was soon known around the globe and military forces were coming to reclaim what they took from unknown land. The villagers tried to peacefully solve the situation but before they could speak, they were shot by the white man’s people and taken hostage for killing their expeditioners. Not a single crystal was found after the search through the village..

Where did all the crystals went ? They used hightech to detect the energy radiating from the crystals but still, nothing was found. They had no other choice but to leave.. except when one kid started to say loud „the crystals are inside us“.

This doomed all.. the kid got hit hard in the face and the people started to run.. The military started to shoot and kill everbody, but they wanted to extract the crystals unbroken. Somehow the villagers had eaten the crystals for whatever reason.

After they took a few hostages, they cut them open and extracted the glowing crystals. Very interestingly was what it caused inside their bodys. The crystal was merging with the body, replenishing energy and healing powers. Those crystals were actually alive.

A few hours later many screams were heard but now some gangs started an all out war before they could fully analise the crystals. The biggest question was how they got such big and spiky crystals inside their bodys. A few moments before the tent got blown up by a rocket launcher, the scientists found that the crystals had a connected network and were causing new diseases but the holder of the crystals would not feel anything.

Many died during that time and now we are hiding with the military inside the caves. Our enemy is now a crystals being that cant be shot to death and when it finds a way out of this island, the entire world is doomed. The only way to shut them down is to melt their body with over 2000° celsius and higher.

We had communication to the base and told what happend but they werent believing us and sent another team which was shot from the air.

When we asked the rest of the living villagers on how they got the crystals inside their stomachs, they said that they had no idea about it.

So many questions to this story but not much answers. Whoever gets this message, never come here! We are all dead

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland. I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again. The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there.. The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, […]

Dangerous Adventures

I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again. I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on […]

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe. It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a […]

Smart Zombies – The Maze of Traitors

It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team. We knew that […]

Keep it clean – The room around the corner

Later afternoon i went out of the club and needed a toilett quickly. Since i couldnt find anything, i just went around the block. It was full of dirt and an old homeless man was sitting on the street.

I walked further and found the toiletts.

„KEEP IT CLEAN“ – Was standing there.. Not thinking too much, i went straight in but the old man suddenly stood behind me and grabbed my shoulder. His hand was cold and he said „Keep it clean and youre safe!“

Are you threatening me old man ? – i responded quite pissed. And he just left.

I went inside and the room was …really clean.

I looked at the window, scratching my face and took a piss. It all didnt went inside the toilett but who cares. Washed my hands afterwards and through the paper to the trash can but it went outside. I didnt bothered putting it back in.

I looked again in the mirror, smiled and went outside…

..

The door was locked? I dont remember locking it. Was it the old man? „Hey come on thats not funny, open the door!“ .. no answer. I looked around and noticed a piece of paper in front of the mirror .. „Keep it CLEAN!!!“

I took the paper and threw it to the trash can while i backed up a bit and started kicking the door..

It wasnt moving an inch..

Damn it i was stuck in here.

Suddenly on the wall was written „KEEP IT CLEAN!.!.!.“ again but this time the temperature inside the room was rising… or was i imaginating things? It was really getting seriously hot inside the room. I tried splashing water in my face but there was no more water coming out, instead it was black dirty. Ive panicked but not because of the water coming from the sink, but from the sudden dirt and shit coming out of the toilett and covering the floor in a really bad smell, including my shoes.

I was trying to open the door but it didnt worked at all… the shit was still rising .. „FUUUCK .. What do i do, call the police because someone closed me in?“

I tried calling the cops but my phone wasnt working either ? What the fuck was this room ?

The shit was coming and coming and the smell was insane but what was i going to do? It was already at my knees and i wondered how it didnt sipped through the door.

„HELP HEEELP IM STUCK HERE!“ i yelled at the door, but no responses..

On the ceiling „WE TOLD YOU!“ and i was panicking. Did someone watched me ? This wasnt normal and the heat and smell was going up inside my lungs, i was going to pass out but i couldnt! How could i die like THIS?!

„HEEELP PLEASE IM SORRY IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN“ …

The shit rising stopped .. Three holes appeared in the wall and i was expecting it to suck the room clear but… water started to drip fast. I thought i would die but.. i just passed out.

Now how am i standing here and telling you this when i was supposed to be dead ?

Well… that is simple, i remember i was heavily drunk and i slipped while opening the toilett door. My head crashed against the metal trash can and i went sleeping until someone found me laying on the floor, swimming in a pool of blood. The guy called the police and an ambulance because he thought i was dead…

And now.. well .. gotta go work because i got quite a medical bill to take care of.

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose. They had found […]

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, had already happend once because i was receiving déja-vù’s all the time.

Suddenly a movie started to appear in front of me, showing what i had dreamed before. The movie was shown with every step i did, with every room i visited in my house and with everything my housemembers were saying. It was way more odd than before and i hadnt experienced it on this scale with just „green grass“.

My feelings, specially the negative feelings were enhanced a few level higher. I knew that this was called a „bad trip“ and it was my first time. The feelings changed like a loop and connected fears when i entered a dark room. The time i had smoked it, the lights went out and it was already late. Now here comes the first part: the turned off lights were caused by a very strong fog out of nowhere. I hadnt noticed it, but my body was shaking like never before, it mustve been very cold outside or i was over acting because coldness was a „bad“ feeling too. I went inside and it only got worse than that.

After covering myself warm, the movie in front of me started again. I saw how the fog was penetrating every building on the physical plane and causing a shake of every body. The reason for that was simple i thought… The fog wasnt on the third but forth dimension, the particles were dancing or having a party and whenever someone was inside that party, they would feel shaky, cold and electricity hitting the skin. I saw how weed was acting on the brain when it was consumed too much and too often. I had it done only two times inside two days but it seemed to be really good! 😄

The same thing happend to the brain when someone experienced a psychosis. The very brain cells start to shake in a very uncommon manner, causing micro brain damage over time. Why do they start shaking ? Because they receive a bioelectrical impulse from two sides into the brain cells, causing a short circuit simultaneously to the entire brain or several sections. It feels like a boxer is hitting you constantly on the chin but with way lesser power.

After this short movie, i got another and another, too many to tell but what i knew was: every single movie i had dreamed already once exactly in this manner and nothing was knew except the flashing ghosts.

Now that was the creepiest stuff what happend. As i was typing my wife a text, i started to see monsters left and right. They were flashing like someone was using a camera flash light. One uglier than the other and for a certain time i thought seeing my grandma. She died not long ago and i knew that this house was some sort of a party house for souls for a certain reason. The lights were back but i was still seing them. I told my wife about it and she said that i should ignore it because its either only in my mind or they really stand there. Because i was high, i couldnt really tell and so i did what she said and wait.

I hadnt turned on all the lights because i found it very interesting but these faces combined with a way higher level of fear were just interesting.

Since you can have really good sex on drugs, i thought about the reason why some people say that sex with the wrong partner is dirty and energy disturbing. Well.. i saw why this was the case.

When two people with different energy levels mate with each other, they combine their energy and repell it to the energy – world with energy eating beings. Since the most people do this exercise to just have fun, they dont realise what is happening with the energy and themselves inside. They change energy between each other and disturb their own with bad things such as bad emotions or else, which will be felt after the act. Not only that, beings of a way lower level start to appear and eat this energy while they enhance the negative feelings. Shortly said you loose energy and get bad on top.

But what happens when two resonating souls do that ? They increase in energy and wont get a disturbence. Neither can beings touch or feast of this sort of energy because it is higher in frequency, unreachable.

After all this, i closed my eyes and tried to get out of my body but it wasnt working at all. My eyes were spinning and i thought i was laying down on a capsule or something but my astral body wasnt moving. Was the reason because my physical body was holding it down due to stress ? I didnt knew..

I only knew that all information i was receiving with drugs were either useless or not for this world because it was uncontrollable to pinpoint a direction.

So much for this little session.

Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting..

Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many diseases were wiped out.

A free world of technology, knowledge and consciousness. A world of understandment, love and peace.

The beings during that time were not all humans but many came from different planets to develop their species and take ressources of planets because their own got once destroyed by war with a different planet.

This species was far advanced in every aspect. They had built a planet sized gravity star planet which was a planet just like earth but everything was made with a special metall that was light and very dense at the same time.

They befriended with the stupid ape planet earth and took many apes and animals to their ships. After analysation, they realised that it was possible to recreate a species that was dumb enough to never advance too far and intelligente enough to never attack their owner. However, that was all in the dark so no one knew what was coming towards them.

After the species took form, the very first humanoid and alien alike people were known as Adam and Eve in the garden of god. Better known as „human“. What Adam and Eve didnt knew, was that they got captured from a very far world outside the universe and the memory was wiped clean out.

So they were sent back to earth, told to always love their makers and to never stand against them.

Soon after Adam and Eve, many others came by and built a center of what the world was knowing soon as „Lemuria“ or ancient „Dark Snake“ and Atlantis.

The extraterrestials saw how their project grew in what they wanted, a working and slave class for a special metall on earth.

The world was shining in gold and earth was going a way full of advancement and peace. Animals were taught to behave with humans, super computers were built to identify health and brain functions and no one was working for money but for all the things they stood for. No stress was the motto.

Everything seemed perfect until.. the makers asked for what they came for..

Unknowlingly, many dissapeared and got killed by the weapons of the artificial star. They took all the gold which were collected by the humans. Many stood against their makers but it wasnt helping because they had implented many things into their bodys such as the „mine chip“. This chip would detonate when they act against their makers.

Lost legs, arms and heads came the follwing moon lights. The aliens just laughed at them because the only thing they needed to do was pressing a button and all would be gone. Since the ancient world had no interest in weapons and violence, they got wiped completely..

The aliens plundered the entire planet of their true ressources such as the giant trees, omega rocks and gold… lots of gold. They ruined the worlds history so no one would ever find out what really happend. Placing a few statues and rocks and letting the dumb minds of the weak creatures do the rest of a never ending puzzle… All for the distraction.

But before the world went down, some managed to write it down, that maybe one day, someone would read and know the missing peace of history on earth.

After one day of plundering and killing, they left a few new species and animals on earth but again, without memory and only few things to develop their brains overtime and a chip to extinguish them when the time was right to come back, plundering again.

So it happend .. the white and long finger beings went away, letting earth recover and or selfe destruct while watching them from the moon and implementing a „reincarnation – memory forget“ -machine. So if someone died unconscious, they would die and be reincarnated again in the same slave system to work their asses off again and never understand what their real purpose was after all..

„You dumb apes.. we see you soon, or maybe you all just sleep inside our ship?“ – were the last words written along the walls of the pyramids.

Leave a like and sub!

Sind wir, was wir zu sein glauben? Glaubenssätze einfach erklärt.

Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]

Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people.

I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife.

We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area and we had to go through all of them, but i knew that i actually didnt needed to do anything but i still did. I was unconsious but still remembered that i had the same dream three times a few years ago and it wasnt pretty. I knew that there was a lot of horror and deaths coming.

And while i thought so, i suddenly switched position to the top and had again the „screen view“ while the body and scene went as always according to the dream. Than the speed increased as well. I had no interest in continuing the dream but it wasnt going to stop until its over.

So we were walking slowly and trying to find another person in the backyard of the field and we knew that this person was going to die.

The field was clear and you could see every trap but you just didnt knew what was going to happen. Between every trap was an invisible wall and it would override the entire scene if i was going above it. This meant only one thing, my dream was a following game script and i saw it too!

Because i didnt wanted to continue, i was constantly switching between two perspectives while i flew over every trap. Suddenly everything happend just as i dreamed it before. The people all died in the same traps screaming while they try’d to pull me with themselves. But fortunatly i had enough and i neither got scared or else. The one girl survived with me and we needed to get a helicopter from a waterpark but it exploded because i crashed with speed against it. The bald guy got his body drown inside quicksand and later chopped away by swords which were underneath the quicksand.

After the helicopter exploded, i was standing in the woods and the scene changed again to the top… That dream was bad… it was boring and really bad..

I cant get out of my body, and neither dream what i want. I dont know what is going on the last two years. It stopped out of nowhere and i feel that something is blocking me from the other side. I really have enough of dreaming bullshit.

Dailylook #1

Warum weiß der eine mehr, der andere weniger übers Leben? Wir sagen es euch, kurz und knapp.

A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

Reminder ..

and if you clicked here, have a great day!

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]

„Cant travel astral anymore“ What wrong? – The Silver Wall

Did it happen again?

You did your exercises and your body fell asleep, but your mind stood awake, … But you cant get out ?

Whats wrong ?

Well theres a possible block for you! I call it the silver wall because i saw it.

Its a wall that is glued to your astral body but its not a part of it. The appearance is silver, floating and quite shiny … Like looking into moving waters..

First when i saw this, i thought i may break through it but … no chance! Its way more dense and heavier than any obstacle to move through and the silver is probably a sort of lead but in the forth dimension.

Now what has lead to do in the fourth dimension where everything is moving energetically ?

I might guess something that comes into my mind from a very weird dream with aliens.

In my dream there was a two meter lead wall and the ship had nearly all doors made out of it. It was very heavy and i couldnt pass through. But there was no reason to put this huge doors infront of someone because in 3D – you could break through and open them easy – That leads me to the conclusion of being astral in some sort of place while my body was in deep sleep or i was remembering something through that.

But since i was unconscious and in dream state, i could only move the already open door, only few inches with heavy struggles.

I asked myself why there would be this kind of door and the answer was simple … It was there to hold down visitors from other dimensions (4D).

And since the aliens there had no problems moving them, i dont doubt that they found a way to create something that would seal away souls who try to stick their noses too much into someones business.

At least trapping them with something inside their bodys with a very certain trigger.. like talking too much about it .. a selve activating trap which is installed somewhere in the DNA by a pattern.

What do you think?

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on.

My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them.

The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL follow the same moves as i had dreamt it before.

And if i want to break that dream, i feel myself pushing outwards … like a screen that is glued to my face and runs the dream. Neither do i feel having a body in those short moments and surroundings become black.

Did anybody got same experiences ?

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD

Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was.

I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but in a country where money is rare and you make more than the most „rich“ cities, you cant resist the smell xD

The sun is unusual or am i seeing things? One day really hot, next cold and windy.. And before i forget it, i saw today some strange clouds, they were rainbow painted and highly in the air. Ive never saw something like that but i couldnt take a clear picture of it and neither is the dumbass camera showing it.

Why is all mystery and fun stuff mostly recorded bad .. is there a code in the phone system ? Lol

Anyway have a great night.

How was your day ? 🙂

Happy Birthday to me

Und ein Geschenk für euch!

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts.

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer.

Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut!

Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT you want to tell me or I ask once for „What exactly do you mean?

Empathy means – I feel what the other person means – I feel it (unfortunately) energetically.

Empathy is 75% unknown on this planet.

Almost nobody thinks about WHAT was said before just answering haphazardly.

The biggest part of humanity is selfish and ignorant and only hears what he wants to hear and interprets what he thinks into it. Instead of asking or putting oneself in the place of the person opposite – perhaps even only for a short time – one should try to put oneself in his place.

There is a saying:

If you discover that you are riding a dead horse – get off.

That means for me – when you realize that your words have caused damage, it is too late. And you can talk as much as you want to make up for it.

The paper can be smoothed, the wrinkles remain.

Have a nice day.

Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering.

If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you.

Keyword, mental health.

Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill?

What is this actually all about? What is this statement?

Can it be that with such statements one tries to push any guilt far away from oneself?

Do you seriously believe that every person who hates his life is mentally or emotionally ill? What a shit.

Ever thought about the fact that many find their life simply unbearable, because it simply IS unbearable.

Often because the others actually make your life miserable! Because their behavior is unbearable. Of course they would never admit that.

And who is ashamed? Exactly. THE one who simply can’t stand it anymore and sees no other way out of the situation and decides against continuing to live.

That has quite often, nothing and indeed nothing to do with mental illness. It is simply a lack of perspective and hopelessness and unfortunately not everyone is able to get help, or simply so extremely frustrated that they no longer believe that they can get help.

Especially when the whole environment consists of stupid, selfish chatterboxes and idiots who contribute significantly to making you feel bad.

Why can’t humanity finally start using their brains and stop behaving like dirt towards others?

If each of us, in the future, would shut up and start to think about what he wants to say – whether it is seriously beneficial and positive and then decide to say it. Would be great.

It would also be great if karma would not only exist but would react immediately.

But unfortunately it won’t happen, so we are stopped from continuing to fight for stupidity to be defeated and for people to learn that words can actually be weapons and that the one who gets hit and gets ruined by them is often not „his own fault“.

And yes. I am angry. At humanity.

It’s a constant battle against windmills, except that I’m not Don Quixote and you have to constantly pull your own head out of the noose in order not to perish in the end.

People, if you notice that others are being bullied, harassed and insulted. What can happen to you. Just start to take care that everybody is doing well again. Not only you.

Every one of us has the duty to make this life bearable for the community, which includes every single one of us. So start.

It would be really beneficial if humanity would become seriously aware that it could be over for each of us tomorrow. And that after our death, we reap what we have sown…

Have a nice day.

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect.

These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions.

They talk about „How great it is there“ and how much you can do on the other side. All you have to do is walk down the path.

Many fail because the get dragged towards it and wonder why they are here.

These beings, not all but many will come in „godly“ essence and outfit and for those who didnt knew about all this in their lifetime, will fall over again until their ultimate plan is ready to let themselves out.

This is a big topic and we cleared any questions and described everything in our book

The beings are mostly self interested beings from either other dimensions or higher levels of consciousness inside the matrix dimensions. You could say that many are aliens or whatever and have a reward for every successfull reincarnative soul.

They lie to your face and you cant see it when youre not re-developed enough. Yes i said „RE-developed“ because we only get back to our old self and learn anything here. But all this is answered in the book.

These beings formed worlds beyond your imagination and went ahead – if you would remember who and what you really are, you wouldnt believe it at all in the first place.

The next world is the same as this but with many different things added and deleted. Your task is always the same:

Dont ever let yourself loose in manipulation – Stay conscious

This all will seem absolutely insane to someone who has no idea but the time will come were the last soul will be consciousness enough to see.

If you havent subscribed yet – you should! Thanks for reading souls! 🙂

What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning.

If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem.

It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about what youre going to say and if the person doesnt like it, well… then thats their problem!

Only yourselve decides what gets close to you and what not, so dont get triggered by anyones thoughts.

For today theres nothing much to say, but anybody know whats going on with wordpress? It seems slow since the last weeks ?

Das Leben eines Nervösen

Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem..

Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping..

Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea?

The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up something, simply because you said it and now it starts to add up. The person you told it will think that they have to give a comment or their opinion about it and mostly its always negative dumb talk. This ruins everything!

Specially family members or near friends who dont have the same goals will tell you how bad your idea is and all your motivation will die out quickly. Its not just a simple sentence „Never tell too much“!

Use it!

The second problem is the inconsistency with the project or the lack of ideas.

The brain and body needs time to adapt to the new game and so it will be often rejected in the first phase, its just like a new videogame.

If you get through the first phase it should be a great way to continue!

Now one of the biggest problems is the lack of ideas … to counter this youll need a plan! A strategy! Without it you will not know how to hold it up and give 100%. Many only follow something when theres a plan and a plan with your goals should be structured, clear and POSSIBLE!

You cant just write „I will rule the world“ and do that in two weeks…

For myself i noticed, writing half an hour new ideas helps alot and gives me more options about what iam going to write. I can only recommend it because sometimes even the most productive doesnt want the map in their head.

And the last thing you should know is that you never should work on your business when you only feel well, because a boss over you will not give a fuck when you feel bad, you will still come to work to not loose your job!

Summary: A written plan with real and managable goals while being consistent and coming with new ideas will only benefit you and your goals.

The key to motivation is to let your soul burn for it without a log! You simply become the fire!

Bist Du eine „alte“ Seele?

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…

Weird Days

Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist.

I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly compared to my co-workers which were zombies.

Typical movie scene were everyone sits in front of their desk and type something, looking busy.

After work i took off to my therapist, he had told me last time that he had new pills which would show me „the truth“ as he claimed and why i was depressed.

I was excited and liked talking to him, he actually was listening… Not many listened what i had to say and no one cared in this system fucked world… How many kill themselves because no one just could listen ..

Anyway i made it to my destination after a few minutes of walking from the city center.

I went in and „Hey hello Anna how are you doing?“

„Hey Alex thanks im good, hope you do well too! Dr. Oppenheim is expecting you – you can go straight through the door“ said the lovely secretary.

I walked through the door.

„Klick“ pressed the handle down and went inside.

He was sitting in his leather chair „Hi alex, good to see you! Today is a special day!“ he said.

„Hi doc, good to see YOU! What will we talk about today?“ I asked.

„Well as i mentioned last time, the new pills arrived but first let me tell you something and hear well! Nothing of this is allowed to enter the outer world understood! Not a single word! What youre about to see will show you the real world we live in!“ he said silently.

I got really excited and nervous, what was he talking about?

„Okay i understood!“ i replied.

„I already took a few myself and my heart nearly stopped from the reality slash … so be prepared! You will take one pill now and one in the evening“

It was strange to hear that a psychatrist had a reality slash, what did he ment by that ? Well i was going to find out really soon!“

He gave me the pills and i took one.

He said „whatever you do, NEVER look surprised when you see them! Otherwise youre in big trouble not only when youre alive!“

I laughed and thanked him. Maybe this would give me new essences to my boring live.

„We will not talk today, go out and see yourself … and remember .. dont loo…“

„Yes i know… dont look surprised! I got it!“

We shook hands and he said „see you around because this roller coaster will be whole different trip!“

I laughed loud and left.

Twenty minutes left until i took the pill but i didnt felt anything .. was it a psychological test or something? i thought.

Than i walked beside a restaurant and the first heart race started… Why? because i saw how babys and animal heads were took inside the restaurant. It was bloody as hell and my eyes nearly popped out.

„What the fuck ?! Is this what he meant ?! This is insane!!“ I screamed silently inside myself.

Than i saw a octopus looking being in a suit coming my way … This was even scarier and i started panicking..

He said dont look suprised … i stood there normally and as he looked at me, i looked rather shocked.

This was definetly an alien and he was there in daylight with a damn suit! And no one seemed to bother?? Why couldnt we see them ? How was this possible?

My head was running crazy and i couldnt contain myself.

A homeless came to me and said „THEY EXIST OVER HUNDREDS OF DECADES AND NO ONE IS LISTENING – BE READY TO RUN“

I said nothing and started running, i didnt felt safe anymore anywhere.

I needed to go back to the doctor.

As i run, i saw more and more of them watching me… It was scary. The world was completely different than the world i knew before and those pills showed how it really was. This wasnt a hullucination right?

So many questions and no answers.. i finally came to the doctor and slammed the door open. The secretary stood up and said „you cant be here!!!“.

„I have to see the doc now!“ and knocked on the door while going in.

The doc was sitting there .. and his client was looking at me.. he was one of them… The doctor was one of them.. and he was smiling ..

„Hello Alex.. Good to see you…“ as he stood up and so his client, while slowly walking towards me…

My head couldnt take it, i faded away..

After i woke up in a hospital, the doc was there too. I was surprised why he had come at all.

„Did you see it alex ? The real world? .. This is just the beginning!“

He smiled.

My heart started racing.

The New Job – Escape ? …!

As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income.

This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well.

After we got into the house, we were all surprised by lets call it „hidden“ doors which brought more and more places were the sun shined on. It looked really beautiful and we loved the house already.

I stood in the garden and looked at the well, it was big and the water inside was really high. Someone who would fall into the well could easily come out, even a ladder was constructed there but what for?

After we got all comfortable in the house, i started to hear the sound of flowing water at the night.

My room was facing the garden in the second floor and i could clearly see the moon shining in the middle of the well. The water seemed to flow to the circle and… it was getting less and less.

I took my clothes on and run slowly down to see what was going on.

My eyes did see it clear, the water got less and the ladder was build to the ground.

Should i go down there? Or rather call my parents to see what was going on.

I stepped slowly on the slippery ladder inside the well and went down. The ground was slimy and my feet were sinking inside the mud. If i hadnt gripped myself back i wouldve been completely sunken and i dont think that anyone could hear me here at all.

After i looked around, i noticed few paths in which one was filled with water, but what mechanism could drag down this amount of water ? I was twelve meters under the ground and nowhere was a lake or else, maybe there was a underground flow?

I couldnt stay too long on one point otherwise i would get drawned back down.

I choosed the middle path and wanted to go but it was dark. Movement was impossible and stepping somewhere unknown was dangerous.

So i went back up the ladder to call my parents.

They came fast and were annoyed …

„What is it ? The well is empty?“

And as i was about to show, the well was completely filled up again.

„That is strange, i was down there and the water was gone but now no one heard a thing when it came back up?“

„Go to sleep youre dreaming dumbass“ said my mother and pushed me inside the well.

„WHAAAT“ i screamed and woke up in my bed.

I was sweating a lot and this dream was weird. I watched outside and the well seemed normal… and yes.. i screamed the word „what“ because i couldnt believe what my mom did.

The days went by and i watched the well several times at night but nothing happend..

Was it all a dream ? Why did it seemed so real..

The New Job …

I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all. But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more … Why didnt i listened to her? I should […]

The Room on the Hills

I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality.

As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all.

After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back together and packed our knowledge inside this book.

This book contains several experiences and answers for question beyond the afterlife.

And no just to tell you, we never used any drugs or whatever to provide you this info. There are many things which words cant explain, so we made it hopefully enough that everyone understands it.

There is soo much more you have to know specially about yourself and what is really going on here, that is why the book only comes to those who will be prepaired for it and least expecting.

This book might cause visions or strange feelings for a person with zero idea about the material, just to warn you a bit.

We know what we tell inside this book will sound crazy for many because there arent many who know that and even lesser who saw any of it.

But most what is read will be heard by the soul, so that one day the eyes open from the dirty dust.

The Cell and Earth

We were 30 kids inside a big cell.

I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange.

The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a door which was only possible to open by voice.

The instructors came in … there was only one and she had white clothes and a mask over her nose.

She started screaming that every hour one kid had to be killed or all would die. She than mentioned that weapons of all kind will be placed to help the execution and left the room.

Some of those kids were merely 8 to 10 years old and had no idea what that meant. They all started to cry and help each other somehow to stop.

A red timer appeared on the wall .. „3:00, 2:59, 2:58, 2:57..“ the clock was ticking ..

„And remember kids, only one will survive, no food or else until you havent killed all of them!“ Said a womans computer voice on the ceiling.

The kids still cry’d and some started to randomly attack each other and bite.

Knifes, scissors and a small axe came up from the underground.

I was 11 years when it happend and it still is fun when i think about it.

I run to the axe and waited in the corner, not knowing what would happen when the timer hits zero.

The others bashed their heads, cut themselves or just randomly went insane and attacked everybody. In the first 3 minutes, half were injured and 10 kids were dead and their corpses were still moving. It was very strange i thought. I expected blood to come out inside that massacer but … all i saw was green liquid.

One of them ran into me, holding a knife and wanting to kill me. I ran away with the axe … i couldnt kill it.

As i tried to tell „HEY STOP IT! EVERYTHING WILL BE OK!“ He still ran.

I stopped and waited for him and was ready to chop his head off.

Suddenly a voice „ALL T-17’s STOP“

And all the kids stopped. Only me and one other was looking scared and shocked.

The woman and a guy walked in. „Kill them all NOW! These are robots and were under a war, if you cant kill them, we will kill you!“

… „I see..“ And rammed the axe into the head of the T-17 cyborg.

….

„Your childhood was fucked up man ..“ said Set.

„And now were fighting off some even more fucked up robot planets which obliterated earth …“ i said..

The humans shot down a ship which was a peace symbol without asking and the robo’s replied with a super nuclear beam which… blew away everything on earths surface.

The blast was incinerated with the suns power. These robo planets had material which withstood and even held pure solar power. In connection with atom bombs and a quantum particle accellerator it amplified the power over 19.000 times.

Dont ask me what kind of might THAT canon got .. We are still fighting and currently try to programme the weapon to our side.

These robots are extremely intelligent … They dont use any troops or army’s … They just built weapons and blow us up before we can train any troops..

Is there any hope?

Not even nuclear weapons work against their „Solatarum – Wall“ That damn material is the heaviest and hardest metal we currently know. Somehow the robots managed to nullify the heavyness and increase the density.

If this goes on… the entire universe will be wiped out by them..

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

intervall fasting

Interval Fasting #3

I wish you all a wonderful, but again much too hot for me, August-Summerday.

Let us talk again about interval fasting. Today part three.

As a small reminder Part One: general introduction to the topic

https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/08/17/intervallfasten-1/

Part Two: the most common methods briefly explained

https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/08/18/intervallfasten-2/

Who may fast? For whom is it unsuitable? Are there any pitfalls, if so, what are they?

There are always people who want to make their own opinion universally valid for all and generalize the whole thing.

That is far from my mind. I know several diabetics who fast very strictly 16:8 and have considerable success with it, also in the health area. I know of non-diabetics who fast very strictly 16:8 and where nothing happens. Neither weight loss, nor improvement of health, nothing.

This is simply because every body is different, even if anatomically perhaps the same, but even that is not really so. Where one person may already have no gallbladder, the adrenal glands or thyroid gland may not be working the next, and so on.

So you can’t say in general, this or that person must not fast at all, because there are enough methods nowadays, that everybody can find the right one for him – even with medical or therapeutic help.

It is always important that you listen to your body and if it says „stop“ then you stop (for now).

Pregnant women should not, of course, be prepared to diet or fast for a longer period if the gynaecologist or midwife does not advise it. There are also pregnant women who should not gain weight, especially if they already have a very high initial weight. In this case, however, the whole thing is done under medical supervision anyway.

In my experience, breastfeeding is no obstacle if you choose the shorter and simpler fasting methods. Breastfeeding mothers usually only want to lose weight when they notice that the often quoted belief „if you breastfeed, you lose weight all by yourself“ is somehow not true for them. I can sing more than one song about that. Which is why I was already engaged in short-term fasting at the time.

The real problem is often that you don’t listen to yourself and your gut feeling, but always ask others first and they then often, all in all, simply advise against it.

Children and fasting

Most children are slim by nature and very active, so fasting is completely unnecessary.

If you are already overweight at a higher age, you will probably have to see a pediatrician first, who often refers you to a nutritional coach.

I was there with my daughter and fasting for children, is cancelled. Even with overweight. You should try to get back to normal weight by taking more exercise and choosing more nutrients.

Which, for example, does not work at all with my daughter. But you can actually try to create meal breaks in which access to the refrigerator is blocked, as stupid as that sounds. And to take the nightly meal break as a meal break, too. And in the evening, just leave out sweets and nibbles, and not replace them with anything else.

The main problem of most people is not the regular food, but that they constantly put something in their mouth. Sometimes a few nuts here, then a candy bar. With every coffee a few small snacks. At the computer a few salt sticks, while driving a car the sweet thing might lie on the passenger seat.

One thing you can learn from fasting is that constant food is wrong for everyone. Not only dentists and dental assistants pray that probably day by day. Also all the nutrition experts know this.

Eating constantly or constantly „something small“ puts our body under enormous stress. It is practically constantly in working mode and that for years.

At some point, this takes its revenge, not only through overweight.

Especially when you consider that the largest number of people have also given up on simply drinking water. Go to a big beverage market and look around. Sugar everywhere…

Eating less won’t help if I drink two litres of sugar water a day. That would be a trap.

I may not need to count calories and weigh my food, but I should still think about WHAT I eat, WHEN I eat and WHAT I drink!

We have to find back to what our body really needs and that is basically water for adults! Not coloured water with chemicals and sugar or chemical sugar substitutes.

Another pitfall of fasting is to shovel unrestrainedly into oneself during the eating phase, thinking „I’ve earned this or I’m going to indulge myself“.

This may go well for a while, but in fact it’s revenge.

We have to find back to what our body really needs and that is basically water for adult people! Non-colored water with chemicals and sugar or chemical sugar substitutes.

Another pitfall of fasting is to shovel unrestrainedly into oneself during the eating phase, thinking „I’ve earned that or I’ll treat myself to it.

This may go well for a while, but actually takes its revenge by gaining weight instead of losing it.

I’m talking about normal people who are not into extreme sports. A strength athlete or professional athlete has completely different primes and his advisors, who tell him exactly what to eat and when to stop eating.

I assume that these people have no need to read such a blog. After all, I am more likely to read about how these people manage to get to a competitive level in terms of their fat content. I admit that I have never managed any of this. Such a high body fat loss. On the other hand, I’ve never had the desire to do it either.

Since my body weight is normally only 52 kg.

We’ll continue with part four tomorrow.

What’s that about? I think, let’s find out a little history on the subject of fasting. Okay?

See you tomorrow then.

Take a look to the previous storys and fasting blogs for more info.

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

intervall fasting

INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves.

First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other.

https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674

Here the link to our motivation group and off you go,

Part 2 of our topic Interval Fasting:

Interval Fasting for Beginners

Yesterday we learned that interval fasting, in general terms, means nothing more than fasting in intervals. In German, this means nothing, nothing to eat at fixed times.

But it doesn’t have to be quite so simple and we start with the explanations, which periods and possibilities are there?

Periods of time / intervals in fasting16:8

This is probably the best known variant, which is propagated by many. Called sixteen to eight.

Sixteen hours not eating is also feasible for beginners if they shift the time window to the night.

Depending on whether one prefers breakfast or dinner, it is advisable to adjust the period accordingly.

During the week I prefer to fast from 7 p.m. to 11 a.m., because first of all I never eat breakfast anyway, I always have not. And then I don’t mind and on the other hand I can still eat together with the children in the evening.

The good thing is that I can drink coffee until 11 a.m. and pretend that there is milk in it with carbohydrate-free almond drink. I don’t like to drink it all black.

Black coffee, unsweetened tea and lots of water are allowed during the fasting phase. As a beginner I wouldn’t look at the type of tea, but as an experienced fasting person I know that you should use herbal tea and not fruit tea. Due to the fact that fruit teas in particular often contain sugar, which is sometimes even added. You can deal with this as soon as fasting has become a part of your body and soul, as a beginner you have other problems.

14 : 10

The less frequently propagated variant, with a longer period of eating, which I personally do not consider as effective, because 14 hours of not eating is not necessarily abnormal.

Here you can change the period of time to the night and then, contrary to what I said yesterday, you should pay attention to WHAT you eat.

The danger here of not achieving any success at all if you do not change your entire lifestyle is very great.

14:10 In my ears it always sounds like „I want to fast, but not really“. And I would recommend this version especially to people who suffer from physical illnesses and take medicine and therefore have to eat something, where it might already be Lent.

17:7, 18:6

the somewhat lengthened versions of 16:8 and suitable for people who want to lose weight quickly, a lot. Trying the long phase of 18 hours in a continuous state will eventually lead to the need to consider WHAT the body needs for nutrients and then supply them to it permanently.

If you want to lose weight in a moderate range, 16:8 is completely sufficient for the beginning.

20:4 „Warrior/Warrior Diet

for me one of the most difficult styles, because here you shouldn’t eat intuitively, but give your body exactly what it needs. Which means that you have to know exactly WHAT your body needs.

Doing 20:4 for a short time may be okay, but in the long run (as with 18:8) there is a danger that you are not supplying your body well enough in terms of nutrients.

Then there is the threat of damage, which you will not immediately recognize as such.

Hair loss due to malnutrition, for example, occurs several weeks AFTER the deficiency! Where you may no longer have any reference to what was there and what exactly is the cause of the hair loss.

5:2

I personally have not tested this version yet, except maybe from time to time involuntarily when I was sick.

Five to two means that I eat normally on five days of my choice and on two days, not consecutive days, I eat nothing at all or take only 500 kcal in the modified form.

This is rather not a method to lose weight, but it can help to relieve the body.

You can safely try the 500 kcal method as a fasting start.

Tomorrow it goes on with WHO can and may fast everything and what pitfalls are there.

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS – FACTS #1

Here you could now first add all my/our old posts.

This one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/

or this one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/

Or in principle almost all of them, as I am very often only concerned with consciousness.

But now let’s get it straight again.

Does humanity really want to be „Conscious“?

Does this question really arise? You know what? Do you want to read the truth? Are you even ready and willing to face the truth?

I say the greatest mankind is not ready to see or experience the truth, nor is it capable of dealing with the truth!

The reasons for this are many and varied and are mainly to be found in the spiritual realm!

Read again here: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2018/08/17/bist-du-eine-alte-seele/

Fact is, each of us has his own reasons to incarnate and live on this planet and his own goal. This goal is NOT the goal of the general public nor of the majority. Correspondingly, what each one of us does is not adapted.

Those of us who incarnate here with the goal of helping humanity or even the animals, will accordingly find that achieving this goal seriously can be made difficult by others, because this planet does not consist of light and love. As we have already mentioned many times.

For example here: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/08/08/why-everything-is-love-and-light-is-a-lie/

If you want to know more, you can read our big book.

Corrupted Judges

This place with many others are highly corrupted. What i mean is, that a judge who judges criminals is always paid by the one who wants to win.

The more money you give the judge, the higher your chances of winning a case without any problems.

These assholes dont even listen to their own rules and do all kinds of shit..

Many would like it if russias corrupt bastards would dissapear from the surface. The judges in the higher court dont even bother your case and you loose alot of money. The bank always wins it is said..

The problem isnt russia, but the president who doesnt bother to re-arrange the system and knock out all politicians who die for money.

The entire system is highly poisoning when you look at dagestan.

The schools wont give you any chance of winning when you dont pay money and they want a lot!

They make it really tough so you fail and beg with money.

I could go on and on with the list, you wouldnt believe what is possible here with money!

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

Good Evening People

The best way to end a day, is trough meditation and relaxation… why?

Well you might not dream bullshit and actually can concentrate to get out of your body.

Meditating at night can drastically improve your chances for astral travel and lucid dreaming.

Try it out. And good luck.

Check out our new book if you wanna know some secrets in the art of astral traveling:

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

The „Elite“ Club

Sign your name and bank account info down below and you will be a royal elite member of the club.

The „lets eat meat“ and „why im a cunt“ – show will start soon!

Get your fork and balls between your ass! ..

Cunts!

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

Another Day – Back Pain

Having a lot clients out of nowhere… it happens and causes back pain when i lean to much forward for injecting needles.

Today i bought a needle matt …or lets say „pain matt“.

It burns the hell out of my back, but it really helps.

A little advice for anybody with back pain:

Get yourself a needle matt and do it three times a day! It will take out your pain!

And when you should get fast and heavy pain out of nowhere, use ice for 10 minutes locally!

Have a good evening folks.

💫👋

For people with back pain:

https://amzn.to/3a2gnWr

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]

DISPUTES AND SPIRITUALITY

Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly.

It is really like that. I see that even in my closest circle of friends. And that could really frustrate me, or does it already? It is well known that my opinion always has to be the same as the opinion of those around me in order to be recognized.

Well then, let’s not give a damn about recognition and being considered an outsider was the role we were born into.

So, but how can it be that my opinion is different from the opinions of others and why should I really, honestly not care?

The general / universal consciousness of humanity is different, while some people know that they have been reincarnated umpteen times and still know a large part of the lives and deaths.

There are very many (unfortunately in the German area too many) which dont even „know“ that it is not all over after death.

This is due to many reasons, starting with the level of consciousness on which they are, ending with their own personal soul plan.

Why do many not know this? Because it is intentionally concealed.

Just keep realizing that the key to our EXISTENCE is not to do meaningless things day after day, but start asking yourself about the SENSE of your existence.

If your existence had no meaning, then you would not be here!

The moment you begin to become truly aware of your whole BEING, you will find that ALL, really ALL discussions are only meant to keep you from your true calling.

Please do not get involved. Stop the spiral of thoughts and start to become aware of the magnificence of your life and how much you are actually able to give.

Come to your true greatness and discover the spark of divinity within you!

We are all from the same divine source and there is no reason to hate or judge us no matter who we are, what we think or do.

Hate can never and never will win, for for everyone who sows bad karma now, the next round goes straight into an incarnation that will be even worse than the one before. Because we take care of it ourselves,

We could achieve the ultimate freedom, but for that we have to be fully aware and understand ourselves, really understand, that we create the rules of this life ourselves!

More about it in our big book, as well as in all other books!

Take a look!

intervall fasting

INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]

Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]

A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]

THE WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE

The own habits, towards more efficiency and assertiveness only comes when the pain threshold is reached more than the comfort zone.

Before that, you don’t have to, and I really don’t mean! wait or hope that you will make a serious effort to do something differently.

People don’t change if they are still feeling so well in any way that they find reasons not to make an effort.

This has nothing to do with others either, but with their own mindset, which does not strive for success.

Often unconscious beliefs are also involved.

What I can tell you, if you want to change for the better and nobody wants the same as you do, do it alone.

Do not rely on anyone.

Not your partner or your best friend or your children.

It is your life and you can live it only for yourself and for your children, as long as they want it.

You will only be successful with assertiveness and perseverance and consistency and DOING.

Do not expect that others are willing to make the same sacrifices!

But when the success is there, remember that you have baked this cake alone and now no one can take this fact from you.

I wish you a wonderful Sunday.

It has rained heavily and the birds tell us that happily in front of the house.

Until the next blog.

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]

intervall fasting

Intervall Fasting #5 – Benefits, disadvantages

Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]

EXPERIMENT – M – CHAPTER 1

„beep beep beep“ the alarm clock sounds. ignore

„piiiiep piiiieeep piiieeeeep“ shrill screeching of the alarm clock, my heartbeat soaring, that the breathing mask crashes into my face,

„DAMNED“ – I shout unabashedly – nobody hears me here anyway.

Not only am I awake, I am also directly annoyed and before my morning ration of „gold“ I am not master of my senses.

Mistress, mind you, but nobody here is interested in that. Least of all me.

A short time later, after a short lap of honor in what they call „bath“ here, jail would be more appropriate, I am already on my way to the research room.

Today a new experiment is on the agenda, Torben, our leader has been raving about it all last week.

Today it’s getting serious.

The new experiment is supposed to prove that there are genetically created races that are able to develop independently and treat their planet lovingly and not destroy it.

Experiments A to L were pure failures. As was to be expected.

This universe was one of the younger ones and one could almost rightly claim to be one of the most unnecessary.

Torben, hated it when I said that. But I was convinced of that.

We had consistently had bad results in all previous experiments.

Either the experiments destroyed themselves in a very short time, or their planet, or both.

Our team, put all their hopes on – M – In the belief that the mistakes of the past would not be made again.

After all, the mistakes in the genetic code had been corrected, and there were already promising species on the planet we wanted to integrate.

When I arrived, the whole team was already assembled and looked out of the round window that stretched across the entire room. The view was once again overwhelming.

„Too bad that this beautiful planet will soon be a heap of ashes and coal dust, too,“ Brian murmured as I stood next to him. Torben looked over at us disapprovingly.

„A little more enthusiasm people. Just try harder,“ he said and went to his desk.

„In 15 minutes we will reach their orbit. There’s no mention in our files that any of us have been here, so I guess we’re free to go and have a good romp.“

So we went to him.

The moment when we initiated the start of the experiments was always particularly solemn … we hugged each other and I looked at my husband, who had been trying to get through to me the whole time.

Since telepathy was forbidden on the ship, I couldn’t show him that his signals were getting through, but he knew from my facial expressions that they were. There were many couples on the ship, but our boss said it would lower the group’s morale if we showed it too openly, so we couldn’t even stay in the same cabins.

What were we getting into?

„Hey, Kati. You’re the first one today. Let’s go.“

My husband got big eyes and a red head, I knew he hated it when Brian and Torben preferred me.

To be first on the new planet was also to be favoured by the bosses, but they probably just chose me because I was the last one to arrive at the meeting.

„Well then. Here we go.“ I said, „Here we go,“ and I laid down on the appropriate chaise longue and got wired across the room.

„But this time, don’t put life support on until after I’ve gone. I said that, and everyone laughed.

The bums had already slammed the tube onto my chest when I hadn’t even been over there yet.

„Guys, this stuff is just so you don’t have to check up on me so much. When is my husband coming?“

He was already standing next to me, giving me one last kiss and whispering to me, „Soon my heart. I won’t let you wait too long.“

I was going to say „You say that every time.“ But then it started.

Through a monitor I was shown what we already knew about the planet and through a cable this was sent directly into my memory.

In addition I saw pictures which already let me suspect that also experiment – M – would fail again, like the others before.

Although the predominant species there did not seem to be too intelligent, it was apparently unconscious to a great extent and strove to kill everything was foreign to it.

„This is gonna be fun.“ The others around me nodded. I’ve never seen a planet worse than this one.

Since I had not written the schedule and only knew the rough task details, Brian felt that too much knowledge spoils the effect. I was curious to see what I would end up with this time.

Well.., this time no exoskeleton seemed to be needed, which was the case on almost all other planets and annoyed us.

The freedom of movement with these things, is immensely limited and no one can say that it is fun. Although mature exoskeletons were able to adapt well to the body inside, but in principle they were all useless.

After that it turned black around me and I lost consciousness…

Part 2 on its way! Katja

intervall fasting

INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]

Another Day

Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD

The Cell and Earth

We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]

Ewiges Drama Kopfschmerzen?

Einen wunderschönen guten Montagmorgen.

Ich habe mich gerade mal wieder in meiner Lieblingsapotheke umgesehen, mich plagt das übliche Leiden..

Kopfschmerzen.

Das kann an keinen vor vielen Jahren operierten Kieferhöhlen liegen, weil jeder Schnupfen sofort in die Stirnhöhlen wandert.

Oder an der „kaputten“ Halswirbelsäule, mir wurde vor 22 Jahren von einem, damaligen Freund der Kopf verdreht und dabei ging die HWS kaputt. Ja, das waren extremste Schmerzen inklusive 3 Wochen Bettruhe danach.

Es ist mittlerweile dadurch halt so, dass HW 3 und 4 gern mal ihre Position verlassen und dann auch noch der Trigeminus reingrätscht..

Oder es liegt am chronisch entzündeten Zahnfleisch unter einer Porzellanbrücke, die nur der besseren Optik dienen sollte..

Das wird am Freitag „behandelt“ und wird wohl sehr blutig..

Weitere Gründe für Kopfschmerzen sind auch normaler Schnupfen, verhärtete Muskeln im Rücken und Genick, Wassermangel oder eine beginnende Migräne.

Virusinfektionen der oberen Atemwege, nächtliches Knirschen mit den Zähnen, auch infolge Stress.

Und weitere unzählige Möglichen Ursachen.

Bei mir hilft derzeit inhalieren. Und den Raum belüften.

Eukalyptusöl tut immer gut. Auch in Aromatherapien.

Mein Genick wurde dieses Jahr schon professionell eingerenkt, aber es hat mich trotzdem völlig aus den Latschen geworfen. Mein Kopf funktionierte da etliche Tage gar nicht mehr. Auser liegen und leiden war nichts möglich.

Anfang März kam ja noch ’notfallmäßig‘ eine schwere Op dazu, die den Rest meines Körpers 14 Tage flach gelegt hatte und was auch noch zwickt und nervt, hier und da.

Und dann war ich eigentlich auch nicht mehr „lebendig “ oder nur noch so halb.

Wer wie ich, alleinerziehend ist, kennt das Dilemma.

Zumindest 4 Monate später, fiel mir ein, dass ich im Krankenhaus lange Antibiotikainfusionen bekommen habe und deswegen meine Nebenhöhlen mich ein paar Wochen in Ruhe ließen.

Vor 3 Wochen war dann wegen der Stirnhöhlenentzündung wieder ein hochwertiges Antibiotikum nötig, weil der HNO Arzt meinte, die nötige Op macht man heute nicht mehr!?

Und nun ist die Wirkung des Medikaments vorüber und es geht von vorne los.

Mein Repertoire an Heilmitteln ist gar nicht so groß. Weil es einfach operiert werden müsste, aber dies wird halt nicht mehr getan. Da steht man als Patient durchaus vor einem Problem.

Gegen anatomische Besonderheiten nützt auch die beste Psychologische Therapie am Ende nichts. Auser das man vielleicht lernt besser damit umzugehen.

Wenn man aber unter chronischen Schmerzen leidet, ist das auch eher ein Witz, statt echter Hilfe.

Naja, genug gejammert.

Was bei ständigen Kopfschmerzen noch helfen kann, ist Rückentraining unter professioneller Anleitung und Aufsicht um verzogene Gelenke wieder ordentlich zu positionieren.

Darmsanierung um das körperliche Wohlbefinden zu verbessern, der Darm ist das größte Organ im Körper und kann auch Kopfschmerzen auslösen.

Zahnsanierung und eine penible Zahnpflege.

Regelmäßig zum Augenarzt gehen um Störungen frühzeitig zu erkennen. Ein guter Augenarzt erkennt auch gesundheitliche Probleme in den Augen

Trinken, trinken, trinken. Wasser natürlich.

Immunsystem stärken, mit viel und regelmäßiger Bewegung an der frischen Luft, bei jedem Wetter.

Räume regelmäßig lüften! Um die Schadstoffbelastung in der Wohnung gering zu halten. Milben – und Hausstauballergien verursachen auch Kopfschmerzen.

Bei Allergien entsprechende Maßnahmen ergreifen.

Auf Drogen und Rauschmittel wie Alkohol und Zigaretten und Alltagsdrogen wie Zucker und Kaffee einfach verzichten.

Regelmäßig die Ernährung checken ob wir unseren Körper alle Nährstoffe geben, die er benötigt.

Und so weiter;)

Meditieren und entspannen sollten wir uns natürlich auch immer wieder, ganz bewusst!


Was tut ihr für Eure Gesundheit?

Random Frustrations

The distance between you and me is sometimes put aside or ignored… but sometimes it hits me out of nowhere.

Specially when i see couples.. How annoying.. These people got their loved ones around.

And we still wait..

Cant let you wait much longer.

I know everything will go right.

See ya soon my left side. Hold yourself a bit longer.

And know that i love you, even when we fight a bit.

Even the cards said „The reason for your fights and bad feelings, it the distance“

And they really showed it.. Even the cards know how we feel xD

Love you my heart piece ❤

And Thanks Everyone for reading our blogs! 😊

The Mirror House

Few days ago in a hospital …

Four police officers were standing infront of my bed …asking what happend at night in that house..

My body started to shake…

I faded away for the second time. The sisters rushed to my aid … i slept for another half an hour.

After i woke up again, the four police men were gone and only two were left.

I started to tell them what happend that night..

They didnt believed me like in a bad horror film..

It was true i said… That house was full of mirrors and every single one of them brought out loud screams and unhuman voices..

We panicked and tried to run away from there but Kane and Jessica were gone..

I dont remember what happend to them…

The walls of the hospital started to shake and scream like that house.

My blood pressure went sky high, the room was suddenly empty,

What was going on?? Where are the police men and the nurses??

I covered my head under the blanked and just waited until all was over…

A moment went by…and another….and another…and another… … … the room became quiet.

I turned away the blanked and my heart skipped a beat.

A big mirror was in front of me.. I stood up carefully and slowly walked towards it.

What was the meaning of this??

As i came closer, ive stood before the mirror … It showed me, watching myself in the mirror.

Ive turned fast around and nothing was there.

Ive looked back into the mirror and as i turned around, a hand grabbed me at my shoulder.

My heart stopped….

„Karl its time for your medicine again, come and take it“

Said the nurse who was standing in front of me.

She had a weird smile. Her teeth were spiky ..

Wieso es keine Seelenlosen menschen geben kann

Diejenigen die sich mit Spiritualiät beschäftigen fragen sich sicherlich mal folgende Frage:

„Wenn es beseelte Menschen gibt, so gibt es doch bestimmt auch unbeseelte Menschen auf dem Planeten?“

Um die Frage direkt zu beantworten, Nein. Es gibt keine unbeseelten Bioorganismen, denn das ist nicht möglich.

Jedes Teil ist sich seiner Selbst bewusst und der Menschliche Körper ist ein enormer Organismus mit hoch komplexen Vorgängen welche ausnahmslos und immer eine Seele/Bewusstsein benötigen um vorangetrieben zu werden.

Die Vorgänge finden nicht automatisch statt, sie werden jediglich mit der Seelen – Energie aktiviert und unbewusst ausgeführt.

Sobald die Seele den Körper verlässt, wird der menschliche Körper gelähmt (wie in einer Schlafparalyse) oder stirbt.

Der physische Körper kann niemals ohne Bewusstsein intakt bleiben, da die nötigen Energien ausserhalb der 3D Ebene fehlen würden.

Ein nicht beseelter Körper wäre ein Cyborg welcher künstlich betrieben wird und kein Bewusstsein aber Strom als Antrieb benötigt.

Alle bioaktiven Wesen enthalten sich Selbst – Die Seele.

Wieso allerdings viele Menschen so rüberkommen als hätten sie keine Seele liegt an ihrem Plan.

Viel mehr dazu im Buch! 🙂

intervall fasting

INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]

INTERVAL FASTING #1

A wonderful and hopefully rainy good morning at a Monday. With us nature finally breathes a sigh of relief, it is fresh and raining really well. I, on the other hand, have to put on my pants and hold my breath, otherwise they just won’t close. So I put myself on the scale and fell […]