Later afternoon i went out of the club and needed a toilett quickly. Since i couldnt find anything, i just went around the block. It was full of dirt and an old homeless man was sitting on the street.
I walked further and found the toiletts.
„KEEP IT CLEAN“ – Was standing there.. Not thinking too much, i went straight in but the old man suddenly stood behind me and grabbed my shoulder. His hand was cold and he said „Keep it clean and youre safe!“
Are you threatening me old man ? – i responded quite pissed. And he just left.
I went inside and the room was …really clean.
I looked at the window, scratching my face and took a piss. It all didnt went inside the toilett but who cares. Washed my hands afterwards and through the paper to the trash can but it went outside. I didnt bothered putting it back in.
I looked again in the mirror, smiled and went outside…
The door was locked? I dont remember locking it. Was it the old man? „Hey come on thats not funny, open the door!“ .. no answer. I looked around and noticed a piece of paper in front of the mirror .. „Keep it CLEAN!!!“
I took the paper and threw it to the trash can while i backed up a bit and started kicking the door..
It wasnt moving an inch..
Damn it i was stuck in here.
Suddenly on the wall was written „KEEP IT CLEAN!.!.!.“ again but this time the temperature inside the room was rising… or was i imaginating things? It was really getting seriously hot inside the room. I tried splashing water in my face but there was no more water coming out, instead it was black dirty. Ive panicked but not because of the water coming from the sink, but from the sudden dirt and shit coming out of the toilett and covering the floor in a really bad smell, including my shoes.
I was trying to open the door but it didnt worked at all… the shit was still rising .. „FUUUCK .. What do i do, call the police because someone closed me in?“
I tried calling the cops but my phone wasnt working either ? What the fuck was this room ?
The shit was coming and coming and the smell was insane but what was i going to do? It was already at my knees and i wondered how it didnt sipped through the door.
„HELP HEEELP IM STUCK HERE!“ i yelled at the door, but no responses..
On the ceiling „WE TOLD YOU!“ and i was panicking. Did someone watched me ? This wasnt normal and the heat and smell was going up inside my lungs, i was going to pass out but i couldnt! How could i die like THIS?!
„HEEELP PLEASE IM SORRY IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN“ …
The shit rising stopped .. Three holes appeared in the wall and i was expecting it to suck the room clear but… water started to drip fast. I thought i would die but.. i just passed out.
Now how am i standing here and telling you this when i was supposed to be dead ?
Well… that is simple, i remember i was heavily drunk and i slipped while opening the toilett door. My head crashed against the metal trash can and i went sleeping until someone found me laying on the floor, swimming in a pool of blood. The guy called the police and an ambulance because he thought i was dead…
And now.. well .. gotta go work because i got quite a medical bill to take care of.
I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]
The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, had already happend once because i was receiving déja-vù’s all the time.
Suddenly a movie started to appear in front of me, showing what i had dreamed before. The movie was shown with every step i did, with every room i visited in my house and with everything my housemembers were saying. It was way more odd than before and i hadnt experienced it on this scale with just „green grass“.
My feelings, specially the negative feelings were enhanced a few level higher. I knew that this was called a „bad trip“ and it was my first time. The feelings changed like a loop and connected fears when i entered a dark room. The time i had smoked it, the lights went out and it was already late. Now here comes the first part: the turned off lights were caused by a very strong fog out of nowhere. I hadnt noticed it, but my body was shaking like never before, it mustve been very cold outside or i was over acting because coldness was a „bad“ feeling too. I went inside and it only got worse than that.
After covering myself warm, the movie in front of me started again. I saw how the fog was penetrating every building on the physical plane and causing a shake of every body. The reason for that was simple i thought… The fog wasnt on the third but forth dimension, the particles were dancing or having a party and whenever someone was inside that party, they would feel shaky, cold and electricity hitting the skin. I saw how weed was acting on the brain when it was consumed too much and too often. I had it done only two times inside two days but it seemed to be really good! 😄
The same thing happend to the brain when someone experienced a psychosis. The very brain cells start to shake in a very uncommon manner, causing micro brain damage over time. Why do they start shaking ? Because they receive a bioelectrical impulse from two sides into the brain cells, causing a short circuit simultaneously to the entire brain or several sections. It feels like a boxer is hitting you constantly on the chin but with way lesser power.
After this short movie, i got another and another, too many to tell but what i knew was: every single movie i had dreamed already once exactly in this manner and nothing was knew except the flashing ghosts.
Now that was the creepiest stuff what happend. As i was typing my wife a text, i started to see monsters left and right. They were flashing like someone was using a camera flash light. One uglier than the other and for a certain time i thought seeing my grandma. She died not long ago and i knew that this house was some sort of a party house for souls for a certain reason. The lights were back but i was still seing them. I told my wife about it and she said that i should ignore it because its either only in my mind or they really stand there. Because i was high, i couldnt really tell and so i did what she said and wait.
I hadnt turned on all the lights because i found it very interesting but these faces combined with a way higher level of fear were just interesting.
Since you can have really good sex on drugs, i thought about the reason why some people say that sex with the wrong partner is dirty and energy disturbing. Well.. i saw why this was the case.
When two people with different energy levels mate with each other, they combine their energy and repell it to the energy – world with energy eating beings. Since the most people do this exercise to just have fun, they dont realise what is happening with the energy and themselves inside. They change energy between each other and disturb their own with bad things such as bad emotions or else, which will be felt after the act. Not only that, beings of a way lower level start to appear and eat this energy while they enhance the negative feelings. Shortly said you loose energy and get bad on top.
But what happens when two resonating souls do that ? They increase in energy and wont get a disturbence. Neither can beings touch or feast of this sort of energy because it is higher in frequency, unreachable.
After all this, i closed my eyes and tried to get out of my body but it wasnt working at all. My eyes were spinning and i thought i was laying down on a capsule or something but my astral body wasnt moving. Was the reason because my physical body was holding it down due to stress ? I didnt knew..
I only knew that all information i was receiving with drugs were either useless or not for this world because it was uncontrollable to pinpoint a direction.
Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]
There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting..
Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many diseases were wiped out.
A free world of technology, knowledge and consciousness. A world of understandment, love and peace.
The beings during that time were not all humans but many came from different planets to develop their species and take ressources of planets because their own got once destroyed by war with a different planet.
This species was far advanced in every aspect. They had built a planet sized gravity star planet which was a planet just like earth but everything was made with a special metall that was light and very dense at the same time.
They befriended with the stupid ape planet earth and took many apes and animals to their ships. After analysation, they realised that it was possible to recreate a species that was dumb enough to never advance too far and intelligente enough to never attack their owner. However, that was all in the dark so no one knew what was coming towards them.
After the species took form, the very first humanoid and alien alike people were known as Adam and Eve in the garden of god. Better known as „human“. What Adam and Eve didnt knew, was that they got captured from a very far world outside the universe and the memory was wiped clean out.
So they were sent back to earth, told to always love their makers and to never stand against them.
Soon after Adam and Eve, many others came by and built a center of what the world was knowing soon as „Lemuria“ or ancient „Dark Snake“ and Atlantis.
The extraterrestials saw how their project grew in what they wanted, a working and slave class for a special metall on earth.
The world was shining in gold and earth was going a way full of advancement and peace. Animals were taught to behave with humans, super computers were built to identify health and brain functions and no one was working for money but for all the things they stood for. No stress was the motto.
Everything seemed perfect until.. the makers asked for what they came for..
Unknowlingly, many dissapeared and got killed by the weapons of the artificial star. They took all the gold which were collected by the humans. Many stood against their makers but it wasnt helping because they had implented many things into their bodys such as the „mine chip“. This chip would detonate when they act against their makers.
Lost legs, arms and heads came the follwing moon lights. The aliens just laughed at them because the only thing they needed to do was pressing a button and all would be gone. Since the ancient world had no interest in weapons and violence, they got wiped completely..
The aliens plundered the entire planet of their true ressources such as the giant trees, omega rocks and gold… lots of gold. They ruined the worlds history so no one would ever find out what really happend. Placing a few statues and rocks and letting the dumb minds of the weak creatures do the rest of a never ending puzzle… All for the distraction.
But before the world went down, some managed to write it down, that maybe one day, someone would read and know the missing peace of history on earth.
After one day of plundering and killing, they left a few new species and animals on earth but again, without memory and only few things to develop their brains overtime and a chip to extinguish them when the time was right to come back, plundering again.
So it happend .. the white and long finger beings went away, letting earth recover and or selfe destruct while watching them from the moon and implementing a „reincarnation – memory forget“ -machine. So if someone died unconscious, they would die and be reincarnated again in the same slave system to work their asses off again and never understand what their real purpose was after all..
„You dumb apes.. we see you soon, or maybe you all just sleep inside our ship?“ – were the last words written along the walls of the pyramids.
A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?
After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people.
I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife.
We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area and we had to go through all of them, but i knew that i actually didnt needed to do anything but i still did. I was unconsious but still remembered that i had the same dream three times a few years ago and it wasnt pretty. I knew that there was a lot of horror and deaths coming.
And while i thought so, i suddenly switched position to the top and had again the „screen view“ while the body and scene went as always according to the dream. Than the speed increased as well. I had no interest in continuing the dream but it wasnt going to stop until its over.
So we were walking slowly and trying to find another person in the backyard of the field and we knew that this person was going to die.
The field was clear and you could see every trap but you just didnt knew what was going to happen. Between every trap was an invisible wall and it would override the entire scene if i was going above it. This meant only one thing, my dream was a following game script and i saw it too!
Because i didnt wanted to continue, i was constantly switching between two perspectives while i flew over every trap. Suddenly everything happend just as i dreamed it before. The people all died in the same traps screaming while they try’d to pull me with themselves. But fortunatly i had enough and i neither got scared or else. The one girl survived with me and we needed to get a helicopter from a waterpark but it exploded because i crashed with speed against it. The bald guy got his body drown inside quicksand and later chopped away by swords which were underneath the quicksand.
After the helicopter exploded, i was standing in the woods and the scene changed again to the top… That dream was bad… it was boring and really bad..
I cant get out of my body, and neither dream what i want. I dont know what is going on the last two years. It stopped out of nowhere and i feel that something is blocking me from the other side. I really have enough of dreaming bullshit.
The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]
You did your exercises and your body fell asleep, but your mind stood awake, … But you cant get out ?
Whats wrong ?
Well theres a possible block for you! I call it the silver wall because i saw it.
Its a wall that is glued to your astral body but its not a part of it. The appearance is silver, floating and quite shiny … Like looking into moving waters..
First when i saw this, i thought i may break through it but … no chance! Its way more dense and heavier than any obstacle to move through and the silver is probably a sort of lead but in the forth dimension.
Now what has lead to do in the fourth dimension where everything is moving energetically ?
I might guess something that comes into my mind from a very weird dream with aliens.
In my dream there was a two meter lead wall and the ship had nearly all doors made out of it. It was very heavy and i couldnt pass through. But there was no reason to put this huge doors infront of someone because in 3D – you could break through and open them easy – That leads me to the conclusion of being astral in some sort of place while my body was in deep sleep or i was remembering something through that.
But since i was unconscious and in dream state, i could only move the already open door, only few inches with heavy struggles.
I asked myself why there would be this kind of door and the answer was simple … It was there to hold down visitors from other dimensions (4D).
And since the aliens there had no problems moving them, i dont doubt that they found a way to create something that would seal away souls who try to stick their noses too much into someones business.
At least trapping them with something inside their bodys with a very certain trigger.. like talking too much about it .. a selve activating trap which is installed somewhere in the DNA by a pattern.
There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]
The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on.
My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them.
The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL follow the same moves as i had dreamt it before.
And if i want to break that dream, i feel myself pushing outwards … like a screen that is glued to my face and runs the dream. Neither do i feel having a body in those short moments and surroundings become black.
Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD
Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was.
I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but in a country where money is rare and you make more than the most „rich“ cities, you cant resist the smell xD
The sun is unusual or am i seeing things? One day really hot, next cold and windy.. And before i forget it, i saw today some strange clouds, they were rainbow painted and highly in the air. Ive never saw something like that but i couldnt take a clear picture of it and neither is the dumbass camera showing it.
Why is all mystery and fun stuff mostly recorded bad .. is there a code in the phone system ? Lol
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts.
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer.
Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut!
Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT you want to tell me or I ask once for „What exactly do you mean?
Empathy means – I feel what the other person means – I feel it (unfortunately) energetically.
Empathy is 75% unknown on this planet.
Almost nobody thinks about WHAT was said before just answering haphazardly.
The biggest part of humanity is selfish and ignorant and only hears what he wants to hear and interprets what he thinks into it. Instead of asking or putting oneself in the place of the person opposite – perhaps even only for a short time – one should try to put oneself in his place.
There is a saying:
If you discover that you are riding a dead horse – get off.
That means for me – when you realize that your words have caused damage, it is too late. And you can talk as much as you want to make up for it.
After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]
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Keyword, mental health.
Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill?
What is this actually all about? What is this statement?
Can it be that with such statements one tries to push any guilt far away from oneself?
Do you seriously believe that every person who hates his life is mentally or emotionally ill? What a shit.
Ever thought about the fact that many find their life simply unbearable, because it simply IS unbearable.
Often because the others actually make your life miserable! Because their behavior is unbearable. Of course they would never admit that.
And who is ashamed? Exactly. THE one who simply can’t stand it anymore and sees no other way out of the situation and decides against continuing to live.
That has quite often, nothing and indeed nothing to do with mental illness. It is simply a lack of perspective and hopelessness and unfortunately not everyone is able to get help, or simply so extremely frustrated that they no longer believe that they can get help.
Especially when the whole environment consists of stupid, selfish chatterboxes and idiots who contribute significantly to making you feel bad.
Why can’t humanity finally start using their brains and stop behaving like dirt towards others?
If each of us, in the future, would shut up and start to think about what he wants to say – whether it is seriously beneficial and positive and then decide to say it. Would be great.
It would also be great if karma would not only exist but would react immediately.
But unfortunately it won’t happen, so we are stopped from continuing to fight for stupidity to be defeated and for people to learn that words can actually be weapons and that the one who gets hit and gets ruined by them is often not „his own fault“.
And yes. I am angry. At humanity.
It’s a constant battle against windmills, except that I’m not Don Quixote and you have to constantly pull your own head out of the noose in order not to perish in the end.
People, if you notice that others are being bullied, harassed and insulted. What can happen to you. Just start to take care that everybody is doing well again. Not only you.
Every one of us has the duty to make this life bearable for the community, which includes every single one of us. So start.
It would be really beneficial if humanity would become seriously aware that it could be over for each of us tomorrow. And that after our death, we reap what we have sown…
You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]
In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect.
These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions.
They talk about „How great it is there“ and how much you can do on the other side. All you have to do is walk down the path.
Many fail because the get dragged towards it and wonder why they are here.
These beings, not all but many will come in „godly“ essence and outfit and for those who didnt knew about all this in their lifetime, will fall over again until their ultimate plan is ready to let themselves out.
This is a big topic and we cleared any questions and described everything in our book
The beings are mostly self interested beings from either other dimensions or higher levels of consciousness inside the matrix dimensions. You could say that many are aliens or whatever and have a reward for every successfull reincarnative soul.
They lie to your face and you cant see it when youre not re-developed enough. Yes i said „RE-developed“ because we only get back to our old self and learn anything here. But all this is answered in the book.
These beings formed worlds beyond your imagination and went ahead – if you would remember who and what you really are, you wouldnt believe it at all in the first place.
The next world is the same as this but with many different things added and deleted. Your task is always the same:
Dont ever let yourself loose in manipulation – Stay conscious
This all will seem absolutely insane to someone who has no idea but the time will come were the last soul will be consciousness enough to see.
If you havent subscribed yet – you should! Thanks for reading souls! 🙂
Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…
Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping..
Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea?
The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up something, simply because you said it and now it starts to add up. The person you told it will think that they have to give a comment or their opinion about it and mostly its always negative dumb talk. This ruins everything!
Specially family members or near friends who dont have the same goals will tell you how bad your idea is and all your motivation will die out quickly. Its not just a simple sentence „Never tell too much“!
The second problem is the inconsistency with the project or the lack of ideas.
The brain and body needs time to adapt to the new game and so it will be often rejected in the first phase, its just like a new videogame.
If you get through the first phase it should be a great way to continue!
Now one of the biggest problems is the lack of ideas … to counter this youll need a plan! A strategy! Without it you will not know how to hold it up and give 100%. Many only follow something when theres a plan and a plan with your goals should be structured, clear and POSSIBLE!
You cant just write „I will rule the world“ and do that in two weeks…
For myself i noticed, writing half an hour new ideas helps alot and gives me more options about what iam going to write. I can only recommend it because sometimes even the most productive doesnt want the map in their head.
And the last thing you should know is that you never should work on your business when you only feel well, because a boss over you will not give a fuck when you feel bad, you will still come to work to not loose your job!
Summary: A written plan with real and managable goals while being consistent and coming with new ideas will only benefit you and your goals.
The key to motivation is to let your soul burn for it without a log! You simply become the fire!
Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]
It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist.
I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly compared to my co-workers which were zombies.
Typical movie scene were everyone sits in front of their desk and type something, looking busy.
After work i took off to my therapist, he had told me last time that he had new pills which would show me „the truth“ as he claimed and why i was depressed.
I was excited and liked talking to him, he actually was listening… Not many listened what i had to say and no one cared in this system fucked world… How many kill themselves because no one just could listen ..
Anyway i made it to my destination after a few minutes of walking from the city center.
I went in and „Hey hello Anna how are you doing?“
„Hey Alex thanks im good, hope you do well too! Dr. Oppenheim is expecting you – you can go straight through the door“ said the lovely secretary.
I walked through the door.
„Klick“ pressed the handle down and went inside.
He was sitting in his leather chair „Hi alex, good to see you! Today is a special day!“ he said.
„Hi doc, good to see YOU! What will we talk about today?“ I asked.
„Well as i mentioned last time, the new pills arrived but first let me tell you something and hear well! Nothing of this is allowed to enter the outer world understood! Not a single word! What youre about to see will show you the real world we live in!“ he said silently.
I got really excited and nervous, what was he talking about?
„Okay i understood!“ i replied.
„I already took a few myself and my heart nearly stopped from the reality slash … so be prepared! You will take one pill now and one in the evening“
It was strange to hear that a psychatrist had a reality slash, what did he ment by that ? Well i was going to find out really soon!“
He gave me the pills and i took one.
He said „whatever you do, NEVER look surprised when you see them! Otherwise youre in big trouble not only when youre alive!“
I laughed and thanked him. Maybe this would give me new essences to my boring live.
„We will not talk today, go out and see yourself … and remember .. dont loo…“
„Yes i know… dont look surprised! I got it!“
We shook hands and he said „see you around because this roller coaster will be whole different trip!“
I laughed loud and left.
Twenty minutes left until i took the pill but i didnt felt anything .. was it a psychological test or something? i thought.
Than i walked beside a restaurant and the first heart race started… Why? because i saw how babys and animal heads were took inside the restaurant. It was bloody as hell and my eyes nearly popped out.
„What the fuck ?! Is this what he meant ?! This is insane!!“ I screamed silently inside myself.
Than i saw a octopus looking being in a suit coming my way … This was even scarier and i started panicking..
He said dont look suprised … i stood there normally and as he looked at me, i looked rather shocked.
This was definetly an alien and he was there in daylight with a damn suit! And no one seemed to bother?? Why couldnt we see them ? How was this possible?
My head was running crazy and i couldnt contain myself.
A homeless came to me and said „THEY EXIST OVER HUNDREDS OF DECADES AND NO ONE IS LISTENING – BE READY TO RUN“
I said nothing and started running, i didnt felt safe anymore anywhere.
I needed to go back to the doctor.
As i run, i saw more and more of them watching me… It was scary. The world was completely different than the world i knew before and those pills showed how it really was. This wasnt a hullucination right?
So many questions and no answers.. i finally came to the doctor and slammed the door open. The secretary stood up and said „you cant be here!!!“.
„I have to see the doc now!“ and knocked on the door while going in.
The doc was sitting there .. and his client was looking at me.. he was one of them… The doctor was one of them.. and he was smiling ..
„Hello Alex.. Good to see you…“ as he stood up and so his client, while slowly walking towards me…
My head couldnt take it, i faded away..
After i woke up in a hospital, the doc was there too. I was surprised why he had come at all.
„Did you see it alex ? The real world? .. This is just the beginning!“
As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]
It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income.
This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well.
After we got into the house, we were all surprised by lets call it „hidden“ doors which brought more and more places were the sun shined on. It looked really beautiful and we loved the house already.
I stood in the garden and looked at the well, it was big and the water inside was really high. Someone who would fall into the well could easily come out, even a ladder was constructed there but what for?
After we got all comfortable in the house, i started to hear the sound of flowing water at the night.
My room was facing the garden in the second floor and i could clearly see the moon shining in the middle of the well. The water seemed to flow to the circle and… it was getting less and less.
I took my clothes on and run slowly down to see what was going on.
My eyes did see it clear, the water got less and the ladder was build to the ground.
Should i go down there? Or rather call my parents to see what was going on.
I stepped slowly on the slippery ladder inside the well and went down. The ground was slimy and my feet were sinking inside the mud. If i hadnt gripped myself back i wouldve been completely sunken and i dont think that anyone could hear me here at all.
After i looked around, i noticed few paths in which one was filled with water, but what mechanism could drag down this amount of water ? I was twelve meters under the ground and nowhere was a lake or else, maybe there was a underground flow?
I couldnt stay too long on one point otherwise i would get drawned back down.
I choosed the middle path and wanted to go but it was dark. Movement was impossible and stepping somewhere unknown was dangerous.
So i went back up the ladder to call my parents.
They came fast and were annoyed …
„What is it ? The well is empty?“
And as i was about to show, the well was completely filled up again.
„That is strange, i was down there and the water was gone but now no one heard a thing when it came back up?“
„Go to sleep youre dreaming dumbass“ said my mother and pushed me inside the well.
„WHAAAT“ i screamed and woke up in my bed.
I was sweating a lot and this dream was weird. I watched outside and the well seemed normal… and yes.. i screamed the word „what“ because i couldnt believe what my mom did.
The days went by and i watched the well several times at night but nothing happend..
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The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]
I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange.
The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a door which was only possible to open by voice.
The instructors came in … there was only one and she had white clothes and a mask over her nose.
She started screaming that every hour one kid had to be killed or all would die. She than mentioned that weapons of all kind will be placed to help the execution and left the room.
Some of those kids were merely 8 to 10 years old and had no idea what that meant. They all started to cry and help each other somehow to stop.
A red timer appeared on the wall .. „3:00, 2:59, 2:58, 2:57..“ the clock was ticking ..
„And remember kids, only one will survive, no food or else until you havent killed all of them!“ Said a womans computer voice on the ceiling.
The kids still cry’d and some started to randomly attack each other and bite.
Knifes, scissors and a small axe came up from the underground.
I was 11 years when it happend and it still is fun when i think about it.
I run to the axe and waited in the corner, not knowing what would happen when the timer hits zero.
The others bashed their heads, cut themselves or just randomly went insane and attacked everybody. In the first 3 minutes, half were injured and 10 kids were dead and their corpses were still moving. It was very strange i thought. I expected blood to come out inside that massacer but … all i saw was green liquid.
One of them ran into me, holding a knife and wanting to kill me. I ran away with the axe … i couldnt kill it.
As i tried to tell „HEY STOP IT! EVERYTHING WILL BE OK!“ He still ran.
I stopped and waited for him and was ready to chop his head off.
Suddenly a voice „ALL T-17’s STOP“
And all the kids stopped. Only me and one other was looking scared and shocked.
The woman and a guy walked in. „Kill them all NOW! These are robots and were under a war, if you cant kill them, we will kill you!“
… „I see..“ And rammed the axe into the head of the T-17 cyborg.
„Your childhood was fucked up man ..“ said Set.
„And now were fighting off some even more fucked up robot planets which obliterated earth …“ i said..
The humans shot down a ship which was a peace symbol without asking and the robo’s replied with a super nuclear beam which… blew away everything on earths surface.
The blast was incinerated with the suns power. These robo planets had material which withstood and even held pure solar power. In connection with atom bombs and a quantum particle accellerator it amplified the power over 19.000 times.
Dont ask me what kind of might THAT canon got .. We are still fighting and currently try to programme the weapon to our side.
These robots are extremely intelligent … They dont use any troops or army’s … They just built weapons and blow us up before we can train any troops..
Is there any hope?
Not even nuclear weapons work against their „Solatarum – Wall“ That damn material is the heaviest and hardest metal we currently know. Somehow the robots managed to nullify the heavyness and increase the density.
If this goes on… the entire universe will be wiped out by them..
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Who may fast? For whom is it unsuitable? Are there any pitfalls, if so, what are they?
There are always people who want to make their own opinion universally valid for all and generalize the whole thing.
That is far from my mind. I know several diabetics who fast very strictly 16:8 and have considerable success with it, also in the health area. I know of non-diabetics who fast very strictly 16:8 and where nothing happens. Neither weight loss, nor improvement of health, nothing.
This is simply because every body is different, even if anatomically perhaps the same, but even that is not really so. Where one person may already have no gallbladder, the adrenal glands or thyroid gland may not be working the next, and so on.
So you can’t say in general, this or that person must not fast at all, because there are enough methods nowadays, that everybody can find the right one for him – even with medical or therapeutic help.
It is always important that you listen to your body and if it says „stop“ then you stop (for now).
Pregnant women should not, of course, be prepared to diet or fast for a longer period if the gynaecologist or midwife does not advise it. There are also pregnant women who should not gain weight, especially if they already have a very high initial weight. In this case, however, the whole thing is done under medical supervision anyway.
In my experience, breastfeeding is no obstacle if you choose the shorter and simpler fasting methods. Breastfeeding mothers usually only want to lose weight when they notice that the often quoted belief „if you breastfeed, you lose weight all by yourself“ is somehow not true for them. I can sing more than one song about that. Which is why I was already engaged in short-term fasting at the time.
The real problem is often that you don’t listen to yourself and your gut feeling, but always ask others first and they then often, all in all, simply advise against it.
Children and fasting
Most children are slim by nature and very active, so fasting is completely unnecessary.
If you are already overweight at a higher age, you will probably have to see a pediatrician first, who often refers you to a nutritional coach.
I was there with my daughter and fasting for children, is cancelled. Even with overweight. You should try to get back to normal weight by taking more exercise and choosing more nutrients.
Which, for example, does not work at all with my daughter. But you can actually try to create meal breaks in which access to the refrigerator is blocked, as stupid as that sounds. And to take the nightly meal break as a meal break, too. And in the evening, just leave out sweets and nibbles, and not replace them with anything else.
The main problem of most people is not the regular food, but that they constantly put something in their mouth. Sometimes a few nuts here, then a candy bar. With every coffee a few small snacks. At the computer a few salt sticks, while driving a car the sweet thing might lie on the passenger seat.
One thing you can learn from fasting is that constant food is wrong for everyone. Not only dentists and dental assistants pray that probably day by day. Also all the nutrition experts know this.
Eating constantly or constantly „something small“ puts our body under enormous stress. It is practically constantly in working mode and that for years.
At some point, this takes its revenge, not only through overweight.
Especially when you consider that the largest number of people have also given up on simply drinking water. Go to a big beverage market and look around. Sugar everywhere…
Eating less won’t help if I drink two litres of sugar water a day. That would be a trap.
I may not need to count calories and weigh my food, but I should still think about WHAT I eat, WHEN I eat and WHAT I drink!
We have to find back to what our body really needs and that is basically water for adults! Not coloured water with chemicals and sugar or chemical sugar substitutes.
Another pitfall of fasting is to shovel unrestrainedly into oneself during the eating phase, thinking „I’ve earned this or I’m going to indulge myself“.
This may go well for a while, but in fact it’s revenge.
We have to find back to what our body really needs and that is basically water for adult people! Non-colored water with chemicals and sugar or chemical sugar substitutes.
Another pitfall of fasting is to shovel unrestrainedly into oneself during the eating phase, thinking „I’ve earned that or I’ll treat myself to it.
This may go well for a while, but actually takes its revenge by gaining weight instead of losing it.
I’m talking about normal people who are not into extreme sports. A strength athlete or professional athlete has completely different primes and his advisors, who tell him exactly what to eat and when to stop eating.
I assume that these people have no need to read such a blog. After all, I am more likely to read about how these people manage to get to a competitive level in terms of their fat content. I admit that I have never managed any of this. Such a high body fat loss. On the other hand, I’ve never had the desire to do it either.
Since my body weight is normally only 52 kg.
We’ll continue with part four tomorrow.
What’s that about? I think, let’s find out a little history on the subject of fasting. Okay?
See you tomorrow then.
Take a look to the previous storys and fasting blogs for more info.
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The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]
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So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]
Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves.
First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other.
Here the link to our motivation group and off you go,
Part 2 of our topic Interval Fasting:
Interval Fasting for Beginners
Yesterday we learned that interval fasting, in general terms, means nothing more than fasting in intervals. In German, this means nothing, nothing to eat at fixed times.
But it doesn’t have to be quite so simple and we start with the explanations, which periods and possibilities are there?
Periods of time / intervals in fasting16:8
This is probably the best known variant, which is propagated by many. Called sixteen to eight.
Sixteen hours not eating is also feasible for beginners if they shift the time window to the night.
Depending on whether one prefers breakfast or dinner, it is advisable to adjust the period accordingly.
During the week I prefer to fast from 7 p.m. to 11 a.m., because first of all I never eat breakfast anyway, I always have not. And then I don’t mind and on the other hand I can still eat together with the children in the evening.
The good thing is that I can drink coffee until 11 a.m. and pretend that there is milk in it with carbohydrate-free almond drink. I don’t like to drink it all black.
Black coffee, unsweetened tea and lots of water are allowed during the fasting phase. As a beginner I wouldn’t look at the type of tea, but as an experienced fasting person I know that you should use herbal tea and not fruit tea. Due to the fact that fruit teas in particular often contain sugar, which is sometimes even added. You can deal with this as soon as fasting has become a part of your body and soul, as a beginner you have other problems.
14 : 10
The less frequently propagated variant, with a longer period of eating, which I personally do not consider as effective, because 14 hours of not eating is not necessarily abnormal.
Here you can change the period of time to the night and then, contrary to what I said yesterday, you should pay attention to WHAT you eat.
The danger here of not achieving any success at all if you do not change your entire lifestyle is very great.
14:10 In my ears it always sounds like „I want to fast, but not really“. And I would recommend this version especially to people who suffer from physical illnesses and take medicine and therefore have to eat something, where it might already be Lent.
the somewhat lengthened versions of 16:8 and suitable for people who want to lose weight quickly, a lot. Trying the long phase of 18 hours in a continuous state will eventually lead to the need to consider WHAT the body needs for nutrients and then supply them to it permanently.
If you want to lose weight in a moderate range, 16:8 is completely sufficient for the beginning.
20:4 „Warrior/Warrior Diet
for me one of the most difficult styles, because here you shouldn’t eat intuitively, but give your body exactly what it needs. Which means that you have to know exactly WHAT your body needs.
Doing 20:4 for a short time may be okay, but in the long run (as with 18:8) there is a danger that you are not supplying your body well enough in terms of nutrients.
Then there is the threat of damage, which you will not immediately recognize as such.
Hair loss due to malnutrition, for example, occurs several weeks AFTER the deficiency! Where you may no longer have any reference to what was there and what exactly is the cause of the hair loss.
I personally have not tested this version yet, except maybe from time to time involuntarily when I was sick.
Five to two means that I eat normally on five days of my choice and on two days, not consecutive days, I eat nothing at all or take only 500 kcal in the modified form.
This is rather not a method to lose weight, but it can help to relieve the body.
You can safely try the 500 kcal method as a fasting start.
Tomorrow it goes on with WHO can and may fast everything and what pitfalls are there.
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Fact is, each of us has his own reasons to incarnate and live on this planet and his own goal. This goal is NOT the goal of the general public nor of the majority. Correspondingly, what each one of us does is not adapted.
Those of us who incarnate here with the goal of helping humanity or even the animals, will accordingly find that achieving this goal seriously can be made difficult by others, because this planet does not consist of light and love. As we have already mentioned many times.
This place with many others are highly corrupted. What i mean is, that a judge who judges criminals is always paid by the one who wants to win.
The more money you give the judge, the higher your chances of winning a case without any problems.
These assholes dont even listen to their own rules and do all kinds of shit..
Many would like it if russias corrupt bastards would dissapear from the surface. The judges in the higher court dont even bother your case and you loose alot of money. The bank always wins it is said..
The problem isnt russia, but the president who doesnt bother to re-arrange the system and knock out all politicians who die for money.
The entire system is highly poisoning when you look at dagestan.
The schools wont give you any chance of winning when you dont pay money and they want a lot!
They make it really tough so you fail and beg with money.
I could go on and on with the list, you wouldnt believe what is possible here with money!
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Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]
Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly.
It is really like that. I see that even in my closest circle of friends. And that could really frustrate me, or does it already? It is well known that my opinion always has to be the same as the opinion of those around me in order to be recognized.
Well then, let’s not give a damn about recognition and being considered an outsider was the role we were born into.
So, but how can it be that my opinion is different from the opinions of others and why should I really, honestly not care?
The general / universal consciousness of humanity is different, while some people know that they have been reincarnated umpteen times and still know a large part of the lives and deaths.
There are very many (unfortunately in the German area too many) which dont even „know“ that it is not all over after death.
This is due to many reasons, starting with the level of consciousness on which they are, ending with their own personal soul plan.
Why do many not know this? Because it is intentionally concealed.
Just keep realizing that the key to our EXISTENCE is not to do meaningless things day after day, but start asking yourself about the SENSE of your existence.
If your existence had no meaning, then you would not be here!
The moment you begin to become truly aware of your whole BEING, you will find that ALL, really ALL discussions are only meant to keep you from your true calling.
Please do not get involved. Stop the spiral of thoughts and start to become aware of the magnificence of your life and how much you are actually able to give.
Come to your true greatness and discover the spark of divinity within you!
We are all from the same divine source and there is no reason to hate or judge us no matter who we are, what we think or do.
Hate can never and never will win, for for everyone who sows bad karma now, the next round goes straight into an incarnation that will be even worse than the one before. Because we take care of it ourselves,
We could achieve the ultimate freedom, but for that we have to be fully aware and understand ourselves, really understand, that we create the rules of this life ourselves!
More about it in our big book, as well as in all other books!
This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]
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It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]
„piiiiep piiiieeep piiieeeeep“ shrill screeching of the alarm clock, my heartbeat soaring, that the breathing mask crashes into my face,
„DAMNED“ – I shout unabashedly – nobody hears me here anyway.
Not only am I awake, I am also directly annoyed and before my morning ration of „gold“ I am not master of my senses.
Mistress, mind you, but nobody here is interested in that. Least of all me.
A short time later, after a short lap of honor in what they call „bath“ here, jail would be more appropriate, I am already on my way to the research room.
Today a new experiment is on the agenda, Torben, our leader has been raving about it all last week.
Today it’s getting serious.
The new experiment is supposed to prove that there are genetically created races that are able to develop independently and treat their planet lovingly and not destroy it.
Experiments A to L were pure failures. As was to be expected.
This universe was one of the younger ones and one could almost rightly claim to be one of the most unnecessary.
Torben, hated it when I said that. But I was convinced of that.
We had consistently had bad results in all previous experiments.
Either the experiments destroyed themselves in a very short time, or their planet, or both.
Our team, put all their hopes on – M – In the belief that the mistakes of the past would not be made again.
After all, the mistakes in the genetic code had been corrected, and there were already promising species on the planet we wanted to integrate.
When I arrived, the whole team was already assembled and looked out of the round window that stretched across the entire room. The view was once again overwhelming.
„Too bad that this beautiful planet will soon be a heap of ashes and coal dust, too,“ Brian murmured as I stood next to him. Torben looked over at us disapprovingly.
„A little more enthusiasm people. Just try harder,“ he said and went to his desk.
„In 15 minutes we will reach their orbit. There’s no mention in our files that any of us have been here, so I guess we’re free to go and have a good romp.“
So we went to him.
The moment when we initiated the start of the experiments was always particularly solemn … we hugged each other and I looked at my husband, who had been trying to get through to me the whole time.
Since telepathy was forbidden on the ship, I couldn’t show him that his signals were getting through, but he knew from my facial expressions that they were. There were many couples on the ship, but our boss said it would lower the group’s morale if we showed it too openly, so we couldn’t even stay in the same cabins.
What were we getting into?
„Hey, Kati. You’re the first one today. Let’s go.“
My husband got big eyes and a red head, I knew he hated it when Brian and Torben preferred me.
To be first on the new planet was also to be favoured by the bosses, but they probably just chose me because I was the last one to arrive at the meeting.
„Well then. Here we go.“ I said, „Here we go,“ and I laid down on the appropriate chaise longue and got wired across the room.
„But this time, don’t put life support on until after I’ve gone. I said that, and everyone laughed.
The bums had already slammed the tube onto my chest when I hadn’t even been over there yet.
„Guys, this stuff is just so you don’t have to check up on me so much. When is my husband coming?“
He was already standing next to me, giving me one last kiss and whispering to me, „Soon my heart. I won’t let you wait too long.“
I was going to say „You say that every time.“ But then it started.
Through a monitor I was shown what we already knew about the planet and through a cable this was sent directly into my memory.
In addition I saw pictures which already let me suspect that also experiment – M – would fail again, like the others before.
Although the predominant species there did not seem to be too intelligent, it was apparently unconscious to a great extent and strove to kill everything was foreign to it.
„This is gonna be fun.“ The others around me nodded. I’ve never seen a planet worse than this one.
Since I had not written the schedule and only knew the rough task details, Brian felt that too much knowledge spoils the effect. I was curious to see what I would end up with this time.
Well.., this time no exoskeleton seemed to be needed, which was the case on almost all other planets and annoyed us.
The freedom of movement with these things, is immensely limited and no one can say that it is fun. Although mature exoskeletons were able to adapt well to the body inside, but in principle they were all useless.
After that it turned black around me and I lost consciousness…
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Ich habe mich gerade mal wieder in meiner Lieblingsapotheke umgesehen, mich plagt das übliche Leiden..
Das kann an keinen vor vielen Jahren operierten Kieferhöhlen liegen, weil jeder Schnupfen sofort in die Stirnhöhlen wandert.
Oder an der „kaputten“ Halswirbelsäule, mir wurde vor 22 Jahren von einem, damaligen Freund der Kopf verdreht und dabei ging die HWS kaputt. Ja, das waren extremste Schmerzen inklusive 3 Wochen Bettruhe danach.
Es ist mittlerweile dadurch halt so, dass HW 3 und 4 gern mal ihre Position verlassen und dann auch noch der Trigeminus reingrätscht..
Oder es liegt am chronisch entzündeten Zahnfleisch unter einer Porzellanbrücke, die nur der besseren Optik dienen sollte..
Das wird am Freitag „behandelt“ und wird wohl sehr blutig..
Weitere Gründe für Kopfschmerzen sind auch normaler Schnupfen, verhärtete Muskeln im Rücken und Genick, Wassermangel oder eine beginnende Migräne.
Virusinfektionen der oberen Atemwege, nächtliches Knirschen mit den Zähnen, auch infolge Stress.
Und weitere unzählige Möglichen Ursachen.
Bei mir hilft derzeit inhalieren. Und den Raum belüften.
Mein Genick wurde dieses Jahr schon professionell eingerenkt, aber es hat mich trotzdem völlig aus den Latschen geworfen. Mein Kopf funktionierte da etliche Tage gar nicht mehr. Auser liegen und leiden war nichts möglich.
Anfang März kam ja noch ’notfallmäßig‘ eine schwere Op dazu, die den Rest meines Körpers 14 Tage flach gelegt hatte und was auch noch zwickt und nervt, hier und da.
Und dann war ich eigentlich auch nicht mehr „lebendig “ oder nur noch so halb.
Wer wie ich, alleinerziehend ist, kennt das Dilemma.
Zumindest 4 Monate später, fiel mir ein, dass ich im Krankenhaus lange Antibiotikainfusionen bekommen habe und deswegen meine Nebenhöhlen mich ein paar Wochen in Ruhe ließen.
Vor 3 Wochen war dann wegen der Stirnhöhlenentzündung wieder ein hochwertiges Antibiotikum nötig, weil der HNO Arzt meinte, die nötige Op macht man heute nicht mehr!?
Und nun ist die Wirkung des Medikaments vorüber und es geht von vorne los.
Mein Repertoire an Heilmitteln ist gar nicht so groß. Weil es einfach operiert werden müsste, aber dies wird halt nicht mehr getan. Da steht man als Patient durchaus vor einem Problem.
Gegen anatomische Besonderheiten nützt auch die beste Psychologische Therapie am Ende nichts. Auser das man vielleicht lernt besser damit umzugehen.
Wenn man aber unter chronischen Schmerzen leidet, ist das auch eher ein Witz, statt echter Hilfe.
Naja, genug gejammert.
Was bei ständigen Kopfschmerzen noch helfen kann, ist Rückentraining unter professioneller Anleitung und Aufsicht um verzogene Gelenke wieder ordentlich zu positionieren.
Darmsanierung um das körperliche Wohlbefinden zu verbessern, der Darm ist das größte Organ im Körper und kann auch Kopfschmerzen auslösen.
Zahnsanierung und eine penible Zahnpflege.
Regelmäßig zum Augenarzt gehen um Störungen frühzeitig zu erkennen. Ein guter Augenarzt erkennt auch gesundheitliche Probleme in den Augen
Trinken, trinken, trinken. Wasser natürlich.
Immunsystem stärken, mit viel und regelmäßiger Bewegung an der frischen Luft, bei jedem Wetter.
Räume regelmäßig lüften! Um die Schadstoffbelastung in der Wohnung gering zu halten. Milben – und Hausstauballergien verursachen auch Kopfschmerzen.
Bei Allergien entsprechende Maßnahmen ergreifen.
Auf Drogen und Rauschmittel wie Alkohol und Zigaretten und Alltagsdrogen wie Zucker und Kaffee einfach verzichten.
Regelmäßig die Ernährung checken ob wir unseren Körper alle Nährstoffe geben, die er benötigt.
Und so weiter;)
Meditieren und entspannen sollten wir uns natürlich auch immer wieder, ganz bewusst!
Diejenigen die sich mit Spiritualiät beschäftigen fragen sich sicherlich mal folgende Frage:
„Wenn es beseelte Menschen gibt, so gibt es doch bestimmt auch unbeseelte Menschen auf dem Planeten?“
Um die Frage direkt zu beantworten, Nein. Es gibt keine unbeseelten Bioorganismen, denn das ist nicht möglich.
Jedes Teil ist sich seiner Selbst bewusst und der Menschliche Körper ist ein enormer Organismus mit hoch komplexen Vorgängen welche ausnahmslos und immer eine Seele/Bewusstsein benötigen um vorangetrieben zu werden.
Die Vorgänge finden nicht automatisch statt, sie werden jediglich mit der Seelen – Energie aktiviert und unbewusst ausgeführt.
Sobald die Seele den Körper verlässt, wird der menschliche Körper gelähmt (wie in einer Schlafparalyse) oder stirbt.
Der physische Körper kann niemals ohne Bewusstsein intakt bleiben, da die nötigen Energien ausserhalb der 3D Ebene fehlen würden.
Ein nicht beseelter Körper wäre ein Cyborg welcher künstlich betrieben wird und kein Bewusstsein aber Strom als Antrieb benötigt.
Alle bioaktiven Wesen enthalten sich Selbst – Die Seele.
Wieso allerdings viele Menschen so rüberkommen als hätten sie keine Seele liegt an ihrem Plan.
There was once a cave in which a titan lived. This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave. Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned.. But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later… The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of […]
What if we are not humans, but beings from a far different dimension who incarnated into flesh, in order to … … do what we want? – But a species a long time ago managed to trap our memory and delete it for a time as long as we are in this body and our […]
So, wir sind wieder fleissig. Bis zum Wochenende werden wir es sicher geschafft haben, die nächsten 3 Bücher zum Verkauf zu stellen.
Die da wären:
– Luzide Träume deutsch und wenn wir fleißig sind auch auf Englisch, wenn wir nicht so fleißig ziehen, kommt die englische Version dann im Laufe der Woche, da wir per Hand übersetzen und gerade das in Arbeit haben:
Mein Kind ist nun Klasse 4 und kam nach Hause und meinte „alles wäre gut“. Man muss dazu sagen, dass Hessen zum Glück keine Maskenpflicht im Unterricht hat, weil dann hätte sie nicht gesagt alles sei gut. Ich wünsche mir dass Hessen dabei bleibt. Lief auch vor den Ferien damit eigentlich ganz gut. Wie sieht […]
Are you still working to make it come true or are you letting others determine for you what is good for you?
How do these questions sound in your ears? And in your soul?
If you are content to live mediocrely, is it really enough for you to get some alms from the state once a month and live well for one week and not the rest of the month?
Are you happy that child benefit and alimony FULL are credited to your alms, or do you not even notice that your children do not even get this money anymore, because you pay your bills with it!
What if it were different?
Seriously, astral travel and Lucide dreams and so on, spiritual things, are a beautiful escape from reality – but you still wake up every morning in this reality here and you have to live your life.
No matter how little you like it.
Have you already forgotten your dreams?
Which wishes can you actually fulfill for your children?
Only air and love are not enough in the long run. So what are you working on?
What do you create for your fellow man?
Do you help those who can’t help themselves and whom nobody listens to because they have no voice, or do you hide behind your displays and just complain?
Some of you complain about the fact that young people are making Tiktok videos and that this annoys you. But hey, you’ve obviously watched them.
I’m glad that the youth is getting creative. And a lot of videos of young people are very creative and get attention on the net.
Or is it just that you are disturbed by their success and your complaining only serves to distract from your own inactivity?
They say good things come to those who can wait, but they also say „nothing comes from nothing“.
And it’s even more aptly stated, „He who relies on others is relied upon“. Because you can’t seriously expect anyone to do your job for nothing in return.
My girlfriend, with whom I started this blog and facebook page over two years ago and who unfortunately died shortly after, she was in a wheelchair for life. Hardly able to walk more than a few steps, if at all.
In her short life, she has probably done more for others than could ever be made good.
I never once heard her „whine“ or „grumble“! And this although she unfortunately had no family support, nothing…
She will always remain SO in my memory as a fighter in a situation where many others would not have even started to fight at all. Especially people without any physical, severe handicaps.
Many of those I know of in this respect do nothing but complain and grumble. The best thing to do is to get upset about the community without whose help they would have been sitting on the street long ago.
But there’s a saying that when you’re at the bottom, you can only go up.
You want another one? Insight, is the first way to change.
So remember my questions from the beginning! And consider if there aren’t always ways and means to level up your life again!
And if you just start making funny videos and sweeten the day for others. One step always comes after the other!
But you have to take them alone. In the course of the way there are usually people who help you and who are happy to do so.
And suddenly you hear the dreams of your children and remember your own dreams and start to improve your whole life.
Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die Waage gestellt und bin rückwärts runtergefallen.. denn […]
So currently i lack ideas and need something very new … Last week my grandmother died and the days past extremely fast… Here in this part of russia, the day ends at 18:00 .. because it gets pitch dark outside and the body gets fast sleepy.. reeeeally annoying i can tell! It feels like you […]
Ich habe lange überlegt ob ich Euch mal ein paar Impressionen in Channelings Jenseitskontakte gebe die mir besonders in Erinnerung geblieben sind. Und ich denke ja, warum nicht. Wo fang ich an? Muss ich das nochmal erklären? Im Prinzip sind Jenseitskontakte der teilweise „spontan“ entstandene Kontakt zu den, zum Teil „zufällig“ anwesenden Seelen oder Seelenteilen […]
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Hallo zusammen, In diesem Blog werde ich über meine Erfahrungen berichten und darüber.was geschah, bevor ich auf der Erde inkarnierte. Erstens: Wenn Sie einen Schritt von außen in dieses Universum machen, werden Sie wahrscheinlich und höchstwahrscheinlich Ihr Bewusstseinslevel verlieren. Das bedeutet, dass Sie keine Klarheit darüber haben werden,…
We were in the school cafeteria and the doors got blocked. We panicked not because the police was going to come, but the location changed completely and the walls had a very creepy and bloody dust. We were 3 people including myself. „And what happend next?“ Asked the agent who interrogated us in seperat rooms. […]
If we want to know which phase we are going through, we can either pull out the calculator and somehow try to figure it out. But it’s easier to use one of the thousands of online calculators.
I, of course, would not be me if I were to claim something and not at least do a little research on how the whole thing came about
The biorhythm was first determined and documented by even two doctors! Orthodox doctors, one has to say.
Berlin doctor Dr. Wilhelm Fließ (1858-1928)
The basis for this simple calculation was laid at the beginning of the 20th century by the Viennese psychologist Hermann Swoboda and the Berlin physician Wilhelm Fließ. Fliess believed that he had discovered consistent regularities in the medical records of his patients and initially formulated them in his period theory They tried to discover a regularity behind the „good“ and „bad“ moments of a life.
Links to Wikipedia added.
Vienna professor and psychologist Hermann Swoboda (1873 – 1963)
In Die Perioden Swoboda describes the spontaneous periodic return of thoughts after 18 hours, 23 hours and after 23 days. He devotes an extensive chapter to the work of Fliess.
Swoboda said he knew nothing about Dr. Fliess, but published his findings in 1904 only after Fliess had finished.
H. Swoboda: The periods of the human organism, Vienna,1904
H. Swoboda: The Seven Year : Studies on the Temporal Law of Human Life, Vienna, 1917
Manchmal glaub ich nicht, was ich da sehe. Seht selbst. Der Teller fiel übrigens nicht. Was wars? Frischgebackene Waffeln, die meine Tochter allerdings nach den Fischstäbchen gebacken hatte, in der gleichen Pfanne und das war so widerlich 😆 Es schmeckt so gut, aber stank so nach Fisch, dass Leo am Ende auch verwirrt war.
As i walked straight to the door after pressing down the handle, all other doors closed loudly one after another. This gave me chills and i started to really enjoy it i thought. The room which i was warned by the girls before had been opened… „Scary scary .. not .. its just another hallway“ […]
A horror house had opened last day and i just wanted to see how it was. We had nothing much in this town, so it was rather new and i hoped it to be fun. I was living pretty central and the police patrolled constantly here. Crime was unavailable here and the people were friends […]
Man sieht sie waren fleißig. Das ist die erste und zweite Brut. Dieses Jahr habe ich auch keine kranken oder verletzten gefunden. Heute ist es dunkel draußen. Gestern brannten Feld und Wald, heute regnet es hoffentlich. Einen schönen Start in die neue Woche.
Since some of us sleep more than 10 hours a day, ill call it a half day.. Time your day right and achieve something! Stop fucking around and do, or atleast admit that youre doing nothing for your dreams! Stay motivated and do it daily! Have a good day!
I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating.
I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about.
It looked like a really well done hospital horror scene.
The floor had no doors … only few lights were hanging above..
I started to walk and my footsteps were loud and as i walked further, ive felt a big bad energy coming my way.
After walking maybe fifteen feet, i saw something down the floor which came screaming at me.
That thing had no arms nor face, it was cut in half and walked slowly screaming at me, while it was covered in blood.
Now … do you know the type of movies were a scream of a monster is more terrifying than itself?
This was the case here.
It looked ugly, dont get me wrong – but the loud and ugly scream was scarrier.
I knew that it would attack me, so ive said to myself than it will pass right through me, without ever noticing me.
And it did pass trough, it was nothing.
I wasnt scared because ive had a lot of such moments in conscious and unconscious dreams.
After that thing passed trough me, i walked further down the floor and saw the next thing coming up.
It was a giant three headed dog with .. alot of wounds .. one face was in front, the second face was in the middle, and the third was at its tail which was cut off.
To be honest i didnt knew which side was the front, but i knew that this thing actually could snatch me if i wont get out of there soon.
The reason it could touch me was because i got a little scared and i was unconscious in this state.
This fucking dog was running sideways at me and it had three tongs which were cut in three pieces.
It looked really bad… have you ever seen a fucking zombie dog running at you sideways with full speed and screaming louder than the ugly freak two seconds ago?
I switched above the scene and the body down there was ignored …the dog passed through.
Why did it not attack?
As i got back and walked further down the floor, i looked back just to note, that the half cut being and the dog merged into one – giant four legged piece of monster which had two bloody eyes and was staring right at me…
Ive got really scared..not because of that thing, but from the momentum how it looked at me.
It started to run like the girl from the movie „The Exorzist“ on all four legs while climbing around the floor…
Ive had enough of the scene… i wanted to just sleep but NO, i must stay somewhere bloody and get chased by a four legged cunt dog 🤣
They laugh ot those who can hear it.. While those who dont, get controlled. Pointing with fingers „dumb idiots“, While the real cursed are laughing. A war will come, just like always, Wiping the surface while the elite hide in their bunkers, Waiting to come outside, To rule the survivors and do the same over […]
Just in case you feel like we do and you just hate this planet, here are a few useful mental disorders you can adopt to survive. intentional loss of reality believe into anything that sounds goodbelieve whatever you wanteverything else is of course bullshit acute forget, if it is useful if somebody want to tell […]
I know its more than 50°Celsius. In Englisch its 122 Fahrenheit. My head isnt working in this Kind of weather… Sorry. Nice Sunday for all. Right now, the fire siren is sounding just now. Alarm…I hope nothing bad has happened. But in this heat outside…Conceivable
First, this is a long research with a „client“ who is physically well and did it to himself. All tests were done from the view of spiritual energy flow and how it attacks the body. Lets begin. Our smartphones and computers are special designs to dull our heads and specially our pineal gland with the […]
I want to talk about few people who have nothing better to do than hating other people for what they do.
I think many will understand.
The problem with these people is their small mind.
They either have no experience in the field of which they hate, or they just dont like the person.
Often it is because this sort of mind is simply stupid and it hasnt done any research or anything else. It just hates its own life often and intends to point the negativity towards others, simply because they are weak.
They intend to buzz the red button before the show has even started unfortunatly.
These people will appear like rats from the shadows when you start to become successful, but only in the internet and behind your back.
None of them will ever say what they say in front of your face because some of them know, that it is just stupid.
Mostly their argumentations end with swearings or hate speaches and loud mouthings.
How can you beat these idiots?
Just ignore them and laugh as long as they hold their distance but…
(…If they ever should come to a „kissing range“ at your face, be sure to hit them so hard into their organs, that they consider it as their first spiritual lesson!
This place with many others are highly corrupted. What i mean is, that a judge who judges criminals is always paid by the one who wants to win. The more money you give the judge, the higher your chances of winning a case without any problems. These assholes dont even listen to their own rules […]
I shouldnt say it, even though my day was financially great, i dont give a fuck about money and materialistic crap. If i would have the chance to change all i have in order to get you, i would do it without hesitation! Im looking forward to our explosive encounter soon my dear.. Dont loose […]
Applause for myself. Now i feel burned out, because nothing seemed to change in the #consciousness of mankind. And now? The next book „Lucid dreams“ is available and i think im finished with what i was wanted to say to the world. Im ready to go now. In my opinion this Planet will never change, […]
The best way to end a day, is trough meditation and relaxation… why? Well you might not dream bullshit and actually can concentrate to get out of your body. Meditating at night can drastically improve your chances for astral travel and lucid dreaming. Try it out. And good luck. Check out our new book if […]
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How would it be if we dont need to do anything anymore?
Not getting bothered by something nor anyone?
Not constantly to maintain something?
Not to look at your body and be depressed ?
Not to constantly think some useless bullshit which twists your head?
Not to worry about anything or anyone?
Just .. be .. … and do whatever you want and like, without getting bothered by any body function or your annoying neighbour..
How many are pissed about their existence but not because their life is bad, but because they just cant stand anything what is offered with it?
I think there are many.. ive never liked being a fucking human.. it bothered me before i even incarnated here .. if knew that this wouldnt be good
All this useless and dumb activity’s and conversations.. and some of the activity is not even possible because of a fucking wall or border or money gap…its annoying..
And yet im here, writing this and knowing that i might have a final task before WE leave, otherwise i would be long gone.
I really fucking hate this existence of a human, even if i understand the beauty of life and all what is about… but i personally still dont like it.. there is A LOT MORE and A LOT BETTER PLACES than this.
My inner feeling and memory tells me more about this cursed planet and faked free will than anything else.
Once you got to a certain point with certain „enlightenments“ from your „past“ incarnations, you will not give damn anymore about any of this planets bullshit.
Sign your name and bank account info down below and you will be a royal elite member of the club. The „lets eat meat“ and „why im a cunt“ – show will start soon! Get your fork and balls between your ass! .. Cunts!
It happens a lot in this country.. Youll buy a watermelon and hope its a really sweat one. But than it happens.. one bite and after an hour, the symptome’s start to show. Stomach cramps and pain, dizzyness, sweating and headaches. Dammit.. got poisoned.. There are no health regulations in this damn country and because […]
Was meint ihr? Meine Katzen haben Fähigkeiten von denen manch ein Mensch träumt. Sie wissen, wenn ein Mensch nicht viel taugt und knurren ihn an! Schon mehrfach erlebt. Dexter rennt, wenn jemand vor der Haustür steht, hin und ist „Verteidigungsbereit“. Er ist sich also drüber im klaren, dass er hier zu Hause ist und im […]
Having a lot clients out of nowhere… it happens and causes back pain when i lean to much forward for injecting needles. Today i bought a needle matt …or lets say „pain matt“. It burns the hell out of my back, but it really helps. A little advice for anybody with back pain: Get yourself […]
I want to talk about things, which i learn from my constant repeating dreams, about many things in those worlds.
One of those things is the behaviour of „demons“, ghosts or lets say negative entity’s.
How do they behave and what kind of goal do they have?
Well..ive understood that these beings like energy.. They love it and specially sexual – aggressive and pain energy.
They dont like to scare the dreamer because otherwise he/she will wake up and the energy feast will be gone.
Instead they try to create a playscene from your dream. This means they mix themselves in the dream and let it look like it was your dream which came from your mind.
Not many of such beings are smart, but theyre not dumb enough either.. Of course there are many variations in the intellectual perspectives but mostly they know what they do.. like an animal which hunts the prey.
So they dock into your dream and may change the plot. For example: If you dream about a beautiful place where you just walk and have fun, they can build a door or scene which appear in your area – and when you open the door, the scene changes to the interests of the being.
This means, if you like sex, you will see a sex scene. If you like death, you will see death.
If you like cakes and fun, you will NOT get it because evil beings only can take disturbed energy! Maybe youll see a cakewoman who wants .. …, but you understand what i mean now.
It all depends in your interest and what the being knows or feels about you.
They can read the magnetical field around your physical body and use the thoughts coming from the outside into your head, as their needed info to build the trap.
They cant read your mind, but as we all know, information is only received, not thought from us. The functions of the body only read it out loud for you what is around your field. This is why some beings can read you without even looking at you like cats sometimes.
All anybody needs to „maybe“ know about you, is shown in your magnetic field and this counts for everybody.
The energy these beings consume, is like a feast of emotions to them and they love it. The cost you have to pay in the morning is a big energy loss and feeling completely sucked out. Of course this doesnt mean that you always got fucked by a horny ghost, but you can consider it! xD
Dreams about pain appear often when you expect it and move unconsciously around in your dream. The beings use it and set a trap of letting you think, that a coming situation will hurt, while they mix themselves again within the scene and eat your energy.
This all can only be done when YOU let it happen because of your unconscious movements, but even THAT can be trained to counter such things.
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