Schlagwort-Archive: Meditative

How ghost/demon posessions work!

Has anyone ever saw one of these videos where someone gets an exorcism because he or she does weird stuff ? I guess many did saw some.

The problem is that these as they call „demons“ only exist because they believe in them. They believe that they exist inside of them and start to act that way too. Mostly these people are religious!

Now dont get me wrong, these things happen! BUT not in the way as they are shown in videos. They make it way to over dramatic and „scary“ for many unconscious people, so they believe its real. Another point is that they want you to believe it so you convert to their religion. Mostly these posessions „happen“ for bullshitting purposes and that is a matter of fact. Dont believe always stuff that you see in the internet!

Now whats a posession from the view of spiritualism ?

Well its when a being of a lower frequency, bounds itself to you and enjoys your low vibing energy by consuming it. This can happen if you astral travel to low level frequencys or paralell „nightmare“ dimensions. These places are worlds with own physics and rules but dont get me wrong, you wont ever see a giant monster or the devil in front of you! These are mostly smaller beings that try to snatch your godly negative energy that gets radiated from you. They get dismissed a few days or sometimes months. It all depends on yourself and how you regain yourself to higher frequency! No one except you can help you there which makes all the exorcism pretty stupid and a rather money and show business..

How do these beings bound or attach themselves to somebody ?

They sense or see your low level frequency and hop on you or stay in your area. If youre constantly angry or radiate any other „bad“ frequency, they might get easy access to you. This doesnt mean that any other high frequency being cant get angry! This doesnt mean that always snatches upon you as well. Mostly these things happen very rarely but if it happens, then the person mustve been in the lower levels for very long time. These beings cant hurt you! This should be said as well. They cant harm you but they can increase the level of sadness or in whatever bad mood you are in! The higher it gets, the more they can eat from your energy and you will feel bad.

Conclusion: Real posessions are just beings from the fourth lower dimensions which eat YOUR RADIATING negative energy and enhance them if they see an opening in your aura.

How do you realise a posession?

Well… alone this question beams you higher up, so dont worry, a person with a „posession“ doesnt ask these kind of questions but rather gets pissed at everything xD And dont forget, being mad because youre pissed about life isnt an indicator for anything, but whatever you radiate will be either eaten if its bad or enlighten the day of others.

If you want to know more about it, look inside our book! Theres way more if youre ready!

Spiritual ‚Progress‘ – Trapped Symptoms

So a couple weeks ago, i told you to find evidence which could clarify a trap inside your physical body, which meant that it was impossible to leave to the astral world with your astral body.

Besides that youre trapped a lifetime in your physical body, i had found a silver wall or watery silver and thick shining ..stuff that was sticking to me.

Today i want to share some symptoms which appear when youre trapped.

Now this doesnt need to be true for you, but it might be similiar so heres the list:

● Same dreams over and over with the possibility to change them ( basically you dream the same stuff so often, that you can change the outcame even unconscious inside the dream/autopilot)

● Old dreams appear out of nowhere and things that didnt made sense, start to become clearer while you dream (this means if you ever had blurry and no sense dreams or scenes which were covered by blackness, they might be better now and cleared to make sense)

● The feel of repeating (a small fraction of a feeling which tells you that these dreams are rather time waste and useless + that they might repeat again after a few weeks)

● You fall asleep like something is snapping with its fingers (this means that you cant really meditate properly and if so, you just black out instead feeling your astral body or else)

(☆ star symptom) This symptom is a bit special because in my case, i havent found yet someone who can say the same except my wife and even she is often unsure about it. So let me explain.

This symptom is a process in which you dream an already dreamed dream twice. This means one the very first time and now again while trapped and afterwards, it never appears again! Plus a few symptoms from above such as the repeating symptom! Sometimes you even feel that you never had this dream, yet you could swear with your life that you knew the dream already.

This is followed by the symptom of the same thought (this means that all the stuff around you including thoughts, acts and pretty much everything in real life happend once before and that this life or dream youre living right now, is either a synchronisation to something or a really big joke)

I cant be the only one feeling that there is something way bigger, even though ive told it in our book „How we created the world“ – I really think that this all might just be a synchronisation.

Dreams are a nice playground to get in control for later, but in the end its just „Sleep -TV“ and utterly useless for someone who remembered all the nonsene what is going on „up there“

Ill try to find more, thats it for now. Let us now if you find something! 🙂

Doubtful Adventures – Moving Forward

After the sudden loss of energy i felt destroyed because i now knew what brought the problems of using blood magic. But yet i didnt knew the whole truth about it… As i was laying on the bloody grass and looking into the sky, i wondered what the village meant before they got killed by […]

Doubtful Adventures – The Price – Part 2

As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further. A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but […]

Just another zombie dream

It was a normal night. Eyes closed and hoped to not dream something completely fucked up… I was standing in a long hallway and suddenly someone rushed through a door and yelled at me „WE GOTTA GO NOW, I HAVE TO LEAVE“. I didnt knew if she was meaning me because she looked at me […]

How to meditate for beginners

Hello there,

If you want to start meditating but surely not know how, then this might help you out.

Lets hold it short and easy.

First, you dont need a special position with your body to „bring cosmic light“ into your body. So choose a position youre comfy with and take a pen.

After you found your position, hold the pen in one arm, close your eyes and hold onto the pen. Now to start the meditation, blink once for every thought that comes infront of you. Yes, you blink the thought away! After a while, you will start to become dizzy and sleepy, this will cause to lesser blinks/ thought dissruptions and you might fall into sleep.

Here comes the pen to the game. Once you start falling to sleep, your hand opens and the pen drops to the floor, waking you up and letting you do the same process again.

It will work really well for out of body experiences as well, if you continue of course daily. Fifteen minutes is alright for the first, but you can do more if you like.

Dissrupting thoughts is a method to get clear in the head and stop the flooding. You might tap into new areas of yourselve by doing it seriously and daily. I for myself use this method to shut the part down, that thinks the whole time.. Uses way too much energy for bullshit 😄

Well there you have it! Have fun with being thoughtless for a while, by the way it gets addicting!

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World of nightmare – Close the door, dim the lights!

In the day of 2022, all lights went out and the nightmare came upon from the dark. The calm oceans which were unexplored for more than 96% were unvailed once the dark had taken the world. The governments had no possibility to return electricity due to solar winds which caused an electromagnetical pulse through the […]

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe.

It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a prison planet. After they had created human bodies, they left few of their species on earth and another few on the moon, so they could watch and order command if something wouldnt go as planned. Please note that their plan is created in a time chamber on a different level were time passes by very slow.

After the development of their humaniod species, the modern human, they brought up a money system where one side is poor and their side is rich and wealthy. One cannot exist without the other.

The few left on earth continued the plan until every nation was enslaved and turned to a so called „grey planet“

A grey planet is a fully government controlled world were everything including nature is destroyed and replaced by metal trees and grey looking figures. The rest of the population is killed, tortured or bind to an endless control when you want to walk down the streets. No one is save anymore, everyone is aggressive and dull through the lack of vitamin D. The ones who say something out too loud, will be punished by dead or put to work in the grey mines. The system works automated on a computer and the governments dirty politicians, army, navy and the special forces are trained to take special pills which dull parts of the brain. Shortly said: you become a monkey with enough brain to obey the law, and enough stupidity to never question the law.

The police got killed by the government because they thought that many police men were already secretly against them. So instead a chip or special medication, they got a knock on their office door with poisend coffee or else.

The global population was wiped out with the phone radiation that was installed secretly by every company, which were owned by the governmental rules. They just needed to press a button so all phones either exploded in their faces or caused tumors and brain damage in a week. Sounds crazy ? They had way better tech. and the rest who stood against them got eliminated through operation „Dark Beam“. It was basically a laser with the range of 10 hectare but it only reacted with the heavy metals inside a humans body which the people had through their unhealthy livestyles and heavy chemtrails. It caused heat reaction which boiled you from the inside out… Those days were the last.

This all happend in the COVID-22 phase. Four years after the first global pandemic state. First it was fear, then it was suffer, and in the end it was death and enslavement for nearly the entire population. How did the government survive? Well they built big underground facilities. Deep down safe from radiation and the weapons.

The second waves COVID 19 + 20, were just a warm up to what was coming, trying to vaccinate everybody and kill them without suffering. But it didnt worked and they took the straight head shot but the bullet was going in slow and painful.

COVID 21 was the start of the heavy chem trail rains. They flooded the air and the sun was nearly off for weeks but because they couldnt save themselves from it, they stopped the fouth day. It covered the planet in dust and the people started shooting the cops and burning down governmental buildings. From the time of few days, half the planet was in war. Many didnt knew what to do and killed themselves or went oversee but they got followed by police forces and captured.

Iam telling you this from a base we recaptured that transmitts info to the moon. I dont have time anymore. Oh and iam not human, that is why radiation and heavy metals didnt killed us. We work against the evil forces and currently some of us are located inside an iceberg in the antarctica and inside earth.

When you got the message, burn it! When this gets to their hands, many other realities are screwed. So we hope it found the right one.

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A Killers Diary – Lockdown Problems

Hello humans, As well as you experience right now, nations are under lockdown and many have lost their work. The lockdowns affect many in our society and iam one of them, since i cant get enough bodys to kill and feast on. My pallet is only made from the finest human flesh, but with the […]

Astral travel – does it work again?

Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out. I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. […]

A day has two purposes.

The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself

Or

Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul

But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

Spiritual dangers..

Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you! It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and […]

Spiritual advances…

So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me. I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time. The time youre […]

Spiritual Problems ..

Hello everyone, The reason for the absence of spiritual stuff lately, is because the usual stuff isnt working. Well how am i going to explain it.. I cant get out of my body and i try to understand whats causing this problem. Some people said that talking too much about it, can cause this problem […]

Secret Society Secrets – The Three Dots

Welcome to the world of secret society. A world in which a broke person has nothing to do. A world in which only the really rich can enter. Today, i will tell you the beautiful art sight of this world and how we handle the doomed and useless humans in the lower parts of the […]

0108 – The House

We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange… We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing […]

The others Problems.. – Not just Earths

Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there. It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on […]

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, had already happend once because i was receiving déja-vù’s all the time.

Suddenly a movie started to appear in front of me, showing what i had dreamed before. The movie was shown with every step i did, with every room i visited in my house and with everything my housemembers were saying. It was way more odd than before and i hadnt experienced it on this scale with just „green grass“.

My feelings, specially the negative feelings were enhanced a few level higher. I knew that this was called a „bad trip“ and it was my first time. The feelings changed like a loop and connected fears when i entered a dark room. The time i had smoked it, the lights went out and it was already late. Now here comes the first part: the turned off lights were caused by a very strong fog out of nowhere. I hadnt noticed it, but my body was shaking like never before, it mustve been very cold outside or i was over acting because coldness was a „bad“ feeling too. I went inside and it only got worse than that.

After covering myself warm, the movie in front of me started again. I saw how the fog was penetrating every building on the physical plane and causing a shake of every body. The reason for that was simple i thought… The fog wasnt on the third but forth dimension, the particles were dancing or having a party and whenever someone was inside that party, they would feel shaky, cold and electricity hitting the skin. I saw how weed was acting on the brain when it was consumed too much and too often. I had it done only two times inside two days but it seemed to be really good! 😄

The same thing happend to the brain when someone experienced a psychosis. The very brain cells start to shake in a very uncommon manner, causing micro brain damage over time. Why do they start shaking ? Because they receive a bioelectrical impulse from two sides into the brain cells, causing a short circuit simultaneously to the entire brain or several sections. It feels like a boxer is hitting you constantly on the chin but with way lesser power.

After this short movie, i got another and another, too many to tell but what i knew was: every single movie i had dreamed already once exactly in this manner and nothing was knew except the flashing ghosts.

Now that was the creepiest stuff what happend. As i was typing my wife a text, i started to see monsters left and right. They were flashing like someone was using a camera flash light. One uglier than the other and for a certain time i thought seeing my grandma. She died not long ago and i knew that this house was some sort of a party house for souls for a certain reason. The lights were back but i was still seing them. I told my wife about it and she said that i should ignore it because its either only in my mind or they really stand there. Because i was high, i couldnt really tell and so i did what she said and wait.

I hadnt turned on all the lights because i found it very interesting but these faces combined with a way higher level of fear were just interesting.

Since you can have really good sex on drugs, i thought about the reason why some people say that sex with the wrong partner is dirty and energy disturbing. Well.. i saw why this was the case.

When two people with different energy levels mate with each other, they combine their energy and repell it to the energy – world with energy eating beings. Since the most people do this exercise to just have fun, they dont realise what is happening with the energy and themselves inside. They change energy between each other and disturb their own with bad things such as bad emotions or else, which will be felt after the act. Not only that, beings of a way lower level start to appear and eat this energy while they enhance the negative feelings. Shortly said you loose energy and get bad on top.

But what happens when two resonating souls do that ? They increase in energy and wont get a disturbence. Neither can beings touch or feast of this sort of energy because it is higher in frequency, unreachable.

After all this, i closed my eyes and tried to get out of my body but it wasnt working at all. My eyes were spinning and i thought i was laying down on a capsule or something but my astral body wasnt moving. Was the reason because my physical body was holding it down due to stress ? I didnt knew..

I only knew that all information i was receiving with drugs were either useless or not for this world because it was uncontrollable to pinpoint a direction.

So much for this little session.

How does the „Matrix“ work inside the planets ?

You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How […]

What is the biggest problem of the people?

In my opinion the following: You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience. You could not be a human having a spiritual experience. People die, their soul remains eternal. But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false […]

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting..

Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many diseases were wiped out.

A free world of technology, knowledge and consciousness. A world of understandment, love and peace.

The beings during that time were not all humans but many came from different planets to develop their species and take ressources of planets because their own got once destroyed by war with a different planet.

This species was far advanced in every aspect. They had built a planet sized gravity star planet which was a planet just like earth but everything was made with a special metall that was light and very dense at the same time.

They befriended with the stupid ape planet earth and took many apes and animals to their ships. After analysation, they realised that it was possible to recreate a species that was dumb enough to never advance too far and intelligente enough to never attack their owner. However, that was all in the dark so no one knew what was coming towards them.

After the species took form, the very first humanoid and alien alike people were known as Adam and Eve in the garden of god. Better known as „human“. What Adam and Eve didnt knew, was that they got captured from a very far world outside the universe and the memory was wiped clean out.

So they were sent back to earth, told to always love their makers and to never stand against them.

Soon after Adam and Eve, many others came by and built a center of what the world was knowing soon as „Lemuria“ or ancient „Dark Snake“ and Atlantis.

The extraterrestials saw how their project grew in what they wanted, a working and slave class for a special metall on earth.

The world was shining in gold and earth was going a way full of advancement and peace. Animals were taught to behave with humans, super computers were built to identify health and brain functions and no one was working for money but for all the things they stood for. No stress was the motto.

Everything seemed perfect until.. the makers asked for what they came for..

Unknowlingly, many dissapeared and got killed by the weapons of the artificial star. They took all the gold which were collected by the humans. Many stood against their makers but it wasnt helping because they had implented many things into their bodys such as the „mine chip“. This chip would detonate when they act against their makers.

Lost legs, arms and heads came the follwing moon lights. The aliens just laughed at them because the only thing they needed to do was pressing a button and all would be gone. Since the ancient world had no interest in weapons and violence, they got wiped completely..

The aliens plundered the entire planet of their true ressources such as the giant trees, omega rocks and gold… lots of gold. They ruined the worlds history so no one would ever find out what really happend. Placing a few statues and rocks and letting the dumb minds of the weak creatures do the rest of a never ending puzzle… All for the distraction.

But before the world went down, some managed to write it down, that maybe one day, someone would read and know the missing peace of history on earth.

After one day of plundering and killing, they left a few new species and animals on earth but again, without memory and only few things to develop their brains overtime and a chip to extinguish them when the time was right to come back, plundering again.

So it happend .. the white and long finger beings went away, letting earth recover and or selfe destruct while watching them from the moon and implementing a „reincarnation – memory forget“ -machine. So if someone died unconscious, they would die and be reincarnated again in the same slave system to work their asses off again and never understand what their real purpose was after all..

„You dumb apes.. we see you soon, or maybe you all just sleep inside our ship?“ – were the last words written along the walls of the pyramids.

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My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland. I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again. The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there.. The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, […]

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Dangerous Adventures

I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again. I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on […]

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe. It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a […]

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose. They had found […]

„Cant travel astral anymore“ What wrong? – The Silver Wall

Did it happen again?

You did your exercises and your body fell asleep, but your mind stood awake, … But you cant get out ?

Whats wrong ?

Well theres a possible block for you! I call it the silver wall because i saw it.

Its a wall that is glued to your astral body but its not a part of it. The appearance is silver, floating and quite shiny … Like looking into moving waters..

First when i saw this, i thought i may break through it but … no chance! Its way more dense and heavier than any obstacle to move through and the silver is probably a sort of lead but in the forth dimension.

Now what has lead to do in the fourth dimension where everything is moving energetically ?

I might guess something that comes into my mind from a very weird dream with aliens.

In my dream there was a two meter lead wall and the ship had nearly all doors made out of it. It was very heavy and i couldnt pass through. But there was no reason to put this huge doors infront of someone because in 3D – you could break through and open them easy – That leads me to the conclusion of being astral in some sort of place while my body was in deep sleep or i was remembering something through that.

But since i was unconscious and in dream state, i could only move the already open door, only few inches with heavy struggles.

I asked myself why there would be this kind of door and the answer was simple … It was there to hold down visitors from other dimensions (4D).

And since the aliens there had no problems moving them, i dont doubt that they found a way to create something that would seal away souls who try to stick their noses too much into someones business.

At least trapping them with something inside their bodys with a very certain trigger.. like talking too much about it .. a selve activating trap which is installed somewhere in the DNA by a pattern.

What do you think?

Smart Zombies – The Maze of Traitors

It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team. We knew that […]

Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on.

My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them.

The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL follow the same moves as i had dreamt it before.

And if i want to break that dream, i feel myself pushing outwards … like a screen that is glued to my face and runs the dream. Neither do i feel having a body in those short moments and surroundings become black.

Did anybody got same experiences ?

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD

Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was.

I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but in a country where money is rare and you make more than the most „rich“ cities, you cant resist the smell xD

The sun is unusual or am i seeing things? One day really hot, next cold and windy.. And before i forget it, i saw today some strange clouds, they were rainbow painted and highly in the air. Ive never saw something like that but i couldnt take a clear picture of it and neither is the dumbass camera showing it.

Why is all mystery and fun stuff mostly recorded bad .. is there a code in the phone system ? Lol

Anyway have a great night.

How was your day ? 🙂

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work!

I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them.

First of all, nothing is impossible, and so is this. But in spite of everything, let’s be clear.

Just because it is possible, what is the probability that a ghost, a demon or any other being, will pick out a normal, mortal human being and choose him as a victim.

Why, should it do so?

It is a fact that the normal human being, who does not believe in ghosts, demons, poltergeists, narrowness or even in God and devil, is not a particularly attractive victim. Since he is in principle not seriously attackable.

If he has an extremely high energetic charisma and shines like a moth lamp, it is quite possible that he comes into the field of vision of some ghosts, but he must also be vulnerable

The magic word here is VULNERABLE.

We know that everything is frequency and vibration and to leave a loophole, or docking hole to be vulnerable or attackable, our frequency must be down.

There must be a hole through or into which the being can enter. A person who is aware of himself and his own energetic protection and environment does not become a victim as easily as someone who simply believes everything that is told to him somewhere and who, because of fear, – no longer dares to sleep in the dark at night.

Besides and most people forget this, nothing is permanent or even forever, here on this planet. A ghost only consumes energy as long as you supply it to him.

That means in plain language, if you don’t supply any, it disappears. And what many still forget, do you really believe that a spirit that feeds on your fear energy so desperately wants you to become aware of it? No!

If you consciously and openly perceive spirit activity, there is a greater chance that it is someone you know and want to communicate with you.

An energy-sucker will be much more discreet than someone who wants to draw attention to himself.

The first important step in both cases is not to be afraid, because please WHAT should or can an energy form do for you? Except make you a little bit or more afraid.

But you only have this fear because you do not see WHO is there before you. Just imagine this being as a human being and your fear will be much less and you will be able to think more clearly and deal with it!

Please also finally free yourself from the thought of wanting to send every spirit and every soul into the light. I can only tell you again and again that this is none of your business and you have neither to decide nor to determine it.

To go into the light means to incarnate directly and THAT is not what every soul or spirit that communicates or wants to communicate with you wants to expand.

Also, when you are seeking professional help, make sure that this person does not want to begin to put such a compulsion on your visitor. This can backfire!

In our big book you can read more about it and understand it better!

Promise!

Sind wir, was wir zu sein glauben? Glaubenssätze einfach erklärt.

Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]

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A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed.

This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning..

There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings.

Through the unlimited ways of playing this game, they opened a portal to a different dimenion but everything they knew was reversed.

Good was pure evil – Food was pure flesh – Death was pure joy.

These beings were unstoppable and they killed and corrupted everything.

An was afraid and so we were too.. These beings were dangerous and they could harvest all energy for themselves and bring forth the evil side of a soul.

Before An bursted into many crystals, he sent himself away into the universe and exploded in manyfold pieces.

These crystals are now being searched and used by those who knew there powers from rumors.

The dark beings are everywhere now and no one really knows where the rest of the team is.

They have to remember .. That they have to get the fuck out of here, and that bullshit in their minds are far more dangerous than the beings from the other worlds.

An is probably housing somewhere chilly, or he is trapped in a different dimension, waiting for someone to collect and bringing him back..

Well An .. That shit was caused by you, this is a game, find your way out of the labyrinth..

And to everyone who remembers … You know where the meeting table is

Follow and leave a like guys! XD

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering.

If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you.

Keyword, mental health.

Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill?

What is this actually all about? What is this statement?

Can it be that with such statements one tries to push any guilt far away from oneself?

Do you seriously believe that every person who hates his life is mentally or emotionally ill? What a shit.

Ever thought about the fact that many find their life simply unbearable, because it simply IS unbearable.

Often because the others actually make your life miserable! Because their behavior is unbearable. Of course they would never admit that.

And who is ashamed? Exactly. THE one who simply can’t stand it anymore and sees no other way out of the situation and decides against continuing to live.

That has quite often, nothing and indeed nothing to do with mental illness. It is simply a lack of perspective and hopelessness and unfortunately not everyone is able to get help, or simply so extremely frustrated that they no longer believe that they can get help.

Especially when the whole environment consists of stupid, selfish chatterboxes and idiots who contribute significantly to making you feel bad.

Why can’t humanity finally start using their brains and stop behaving like dirt towards others?

If each of us, in the future, would shut up and start to think about what he wants to say – whether it is seriously beneficial and positive and then decide to say it. Would be great.

It would also be great if karma would not only exist but would react immediately.

But unfortunately it won’t happen, so we are stopped from continuing to fight for stupidity to be defeated and for people to learn that words can actually be weapons and that the one who gets hit and gets ruined by them is often not „his own fault“.

And yes. I am angry. At humanity.

It’s a constant battle against windmills, except that I’m not Don Quixote and you have to constantly pull your own head out of the noose in order not to perish in the end.

People, if you notice that others are being bullied, harassed and insulted. What can happen to you. Just start to take care that everybody is doing well again. Not only you.

Every one of us has the duty to make this life bearable for the community, which includes every single one of us. So start.

It would be really beneficial if humanity would become seriously aware that it could be over for each of us tomorrow. And that after our death, we reap what we have sown…

Have a nice day.

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect.

These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions.

They talk about „How great it is there“ and how much you can do on the other side. All you have to do is walk down the path.

Many fail because the get dragged towards it and wonder why they are here.

These beings, not all but many will come in „godly“ essence and outfit and for those who didnt knew about all this in their lifetime, will fall over again until their ultimate plan is ready to let themselves out.

This is a big topic and we cleared any questions and described everything in our book

The beings are mostly self interested beings from either other dimensions or higher levels of consciousness inside the matrix dimensions. You could say that many are aliens or whatever and have a reward for every successfull reincarnative soul.

They lie to your face and you cant see it when youre not re-developed enough. Yes i said „RE-developed“ because we only get back to our old self and learn anything here. But all this is answered in the book.

These beings formed worlds beyond your imagination and went ahead – if you would remember who and what you really are, you wouldnt believe it at all in the first place.

The next world is the same as this but with many different things added and deleted. Your task is always the same:

Dont ever let yourself loose in manipulation – Stay conscious

This all will seem absolutely insane to someone who has no idea but the time will come were the last soul will be consciousness enough to see.

If you havent subscribed yet – you should! Thanks for reading souls! 🙂

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning.

If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem.

It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about what youre going to say and if the person doesnt like it, well… then thats their problem!

Only yourselve decides what gets close to you and what not, so dont get triggered by anyones thoughts.

For today theres nothing much to say, but anybody know whats going on with wordpress? It seems slow since the last weeks ?

Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem..

Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping..

Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea?

The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up something, simply because you said it and now it starts to add up. The person you told it will think that they have to give a comment or their opinion about it and mostly its always negative dumb talk. This ruins everything!

Specially family members or near friends who dont have the same goals will tell you how bad your idea is and all your motivation will die out quickly. Its not just a simple sentence „Never tell too much“!

Use it!

The second problem is the inconsistency with the project or the lack of ideas.

The brain and body needs time to adapt to the new game and so it will be often rejected in the first phase, its just like a new videogame.

If you get through the first phase it should be a great way to continue!

Now one of the biggest problems is the lack of ideas … to counter this youll need a plan! A strategy! Without it you will not know how to hold it up and give 100%. Many only follow something when theres a plan and a plan with your goals should be structured, clear and POSSIBLE!

You cant just write „I will rule the world“ and do that in two weeks…

For myself i noticed, writing half an hour new ideas helps alot and gives me more options about what iam going to write. I can only recommend it because sometimes even the most productive doesnt want the map in their head.

And the last thing you should know is that you never should work on your business when you only feel well, because a boss over you will not give a fuck when you feel bad, you will still come to work to not loose your job!

Summary: A written plan with real and managable goals while being consistent and coming with new ideas will only benefit you and your goals.

The key to motivation is to let your soul burn for it without a log! You simply become the fire!

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist.

I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly compared to my co-workers which were zombies.

Typical movie scene were everyone sits in front of their desk and type something, looking busy.

After work i took off to my therapist, he had told me last time that he had new pills which would show me „the truth“ as he claimed and why i was depressed.

I was excited and liked talking to him, he actually was listening… Not many listened what i had to say and no one cared in this system fucked world… How many kill themselves because no one just could listen ..

Anyway i made it to my destination after a few minutes of walking from the city center.

I went in and „Hey hello Anna how are you doing?“

„Hey Alex thanks im good, hope you do well too! Dr. Oppenheim is expecting you – you can go straight through the door“ said the lovely secretary.

I walked through the door.

„Klick“ pressed the handle down and went inside.

He was sitting in his leather chair „Hi alex, good to see you! Today is a special day!“ he said.

„Hi doc, good to see YOU! What will we talk about today?“ I asked.

„Well as i mentioned last time, the new pills arrived but first let me tell you something and hear well! Nothing of this is allowed to enter the outer world understood! Not a single word! What youre about to see will show you the real world we live in!“ he said silently.

I got really excited and nervous, what was he talking about?

„Okay i understood!“ i replied.

„I already took a few myself and my heart nearly stopped from the reality slash … so be prepared! You will take one pill now and one in the evening“

It was strange to hear that a psychatrist had a reality slash, what did he ment by that ? Well i was going to find out really soon!“

He gave me the pills and i took one.

He said „whatever you do, NEVER look surprised when you see them! Otherwise youre in big trouble not only when youre alive!“

I laughed and thanked him. Maybe this would give me new essences to my boring live.

„We will not talk today, go out and see yourself … and remember .. dont loo…“

„Yes i know… dont look surprised! I got it!“

We shook hands and he said „see you around because this roller coaster will be whole different trip!“

I laughed loud and left.

Twenty minutes left until i took the pill but i didnt felt anything .. was it a psychological test or something? i thought.

Than i walked beside a restaurant and the first heart race started… Why? because i saw how babys and animal heads were took inside the restaurant. It was bloody as hell and my eyes nearly popped out.

„What the fuck ?! Is this what he meant ?! This is insane!!“ I screamed silently inside myself.

Than i saw a octopus looking being in a suit coming my way … This was even scarier and i started panicking..

He said dont look suprised … i stood there normally and as he looked at me, i looked rather shocked.

This was definetly an alien and he was there in daylight with a damn suit! And no one seemed to bother?? Why couldnt we see them ? How was this possible?

My head was running crazy and i couldnt contain myself.

A homeless came to me and said „THEY EXIST OVER HUNDREDS OF DECADES AND NO ONE IS LISTENING – BE READY TO RUN“

I said nothing and started running, i didnt felt safe anymore anywhere.

I needed to go back to the doctor.

As i run, i saw more and more of them watching me… It was scary. The world was completely different than the world i knew before and those pills showed how it really was. This wasnt a hullucination right?

So many questions and no answers.. i finally came to the doctor and slammed the door open. The secretary stood up and said „you cant be here!!!“.

„I have to see the doc now!“ and knocked on the door while going in.

The doc was sitting there .. and his client was looking at me.. he was one of them… The doctor was one of them.. and he was smiling ..

„Hello Alex.. Good to see you…“ as he stood up and so his client, while slowly walking towards me…

My head couldnt take it, i faded away..

After i woke up in a hospital, the doc was there too. I was surprised why he had come at all.

„Did you see it alex ? The real world? .. This is just the beginning!“

He smiled.

My heart started racing.

What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]

Das Leben eines Nervösen

Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality.

As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all.

After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back together and packed our knowledge inside this book.

This book contains several experiences and answers for question beyond the afterlife.

And no just to tell you, we never used any drugs or whatever to provide you this info. There are many things which words cant explain, so we made it hopefully enough that everyone understands it.

There is soo much more you have to know specially about yourself and what is really going on here, that is why the book only comes to those who will be prepaired for it and least expecting.

This book might cause visions or strange feelings for a person with zero idea about the material, just to warn you a bit.

We know what we tell inside this book will sound crazy for many because there arent many who know that and even lesser who saw any of it.

But most what is read will be heard by the soul, so that one day the eyes open from the dirty dust.

UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS – FACTS #1

Here you could now first add all my/our old posts.

This one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/

or this one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/

Or in principle almost all of them, as I am very often only concerned with consciousness.

But now let’s get it straight again.

Does humanity really want to be „Conscious“?

Does this question really arise? You know what? Do you want to read the truth? Are you even ready and willing to face the truth?

I say the greatest mankind is not ready to see or experience the truth, nor is it capable of dealing with the truth!

The reasons for this are many and varied and are mainly to be found in the spiritual realm!

Read again here: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2018/08/17/bist-du-eine-alte-seele/

Fact is, each of us has his own reasons to incarnate and live on this planet and his own goal. This goal is NOT the goal of the general public nor of the majority. Correspondingly, what each one of us does is not adapted.

Those of us who incarnate here with the goal of helping humanity or even the animals, will accordingly find that achieving this goal seriously can be made difficult by others, because this planet does not consist of light and love. As we have already mentioned many times.

For example here: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/08/08/why-everything-is-love-and-light-is-a-lie/

If you want to know more, you can read our big book.

Good Evening People

The best way to end a day, is trough meditation and relaxation… why?

Well you might not dream bullshit and actually can concentrate to get out of your body.

Meditating at night can drastically improve your chances for astral travel and lucid dreaming.

Try it out. And good luck.

Check out our new book if you wanna know some secrets in the art of astral traveling:

Bist Du eine „alte“ Seele?

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…

Weird Days

Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]

DISPUTES AND SPIRITUALITY

Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly.

It is really like that. I see that even in my closest circle of friends. And that could really frustrate me, or does it already? It is well known that my opinion always has to be the same as the opinion of those around me in order to be recognized.

Well then, let’s not give a damn about recognition and being considered an outsider was the role we were born into.

So, but how can it be that my opinion is different from the opinions of others and why should I really, honestly not care?

The general / universal consciousness of humanity is different, while some people know that they have been reincarnated umpteen times and still know a large part of the lives and deaths.

There are very many (unfortunately in the German area too many) which dont even „know“ that it is not all over after death.

This is due to many reasons, starting with the level of consciousness on which they are, ending with their own personal soul plan.

Why do many not know this? Because it is intentionally concealed.

Just keep realizing that the key to our EXISTENCE is not to do meaningless things day after day, but start asking yourself about the SENSE of your existence.

If your existence had no meaning, then you would not be here!

The moment you begin to become truly aware of your whole BEING, you will find that ALL, really ALL discussions are only meant to keep you from your true calling.

Please do not get involved. Stop the spiral of thoughts and start to become aware of the magnificence of your life and how much you are actually able to give.

Come to your true greatness and discover the spark of divinity within you!

We are all from the same divine source and there is no reason to hate or judge us no matter who we are, what we think or do.

Hate can never and never will win, for for everyone who sows bad karma now, the next round goes straight into an incarnation that will be even worse than the one before. Because we take care of it ourselves,

We could achieve the ultimate freedom, but for that we have to be fully aware and understand ourselves, really understand, that we create the rules of this life ourselves!

More about it in our big book, as well as in all other books!

Take a look!

The Search

I drove far abroad in Texas to search my sister who dissapeared a few days ago.

She shouldnt just go without saying something. She said she would go to a park and give a call if she reached it.

Mabye it was new ? I didnt knew anything about it and neither bothered.

Our mom was just sick and bed bound, she had problems with her brain. As she was in her fourty’s, she received a head trauma from my sister and now needed medical assistance.

So i went the same road as she did and landed in an area which seemed to be lost but a lot of broken and rosty cars were nearby.

This didnt seemed like a place for a park. Where the hell did she go?

A sign said „Wel_me to Zoo_and the Fun Place“

What a stupid name i thought. A bigger mansion alike house was right on the road side.

It was totally destroyed, atleast it seemed so. My suspicion went high on what „maybe“ did happen here.

I knew these horror movies were people got kidnapped in underground facilities, maybe i should search somewhere else?

„Helloooooo ??“ „Anything here?“ i said.

And as i was going to leave, and old lady came through a door. „Yes ..WHAT DO YOU WANT HERE?“ she said aggressively.

„I search my sister, she went to a park nearby but is missing, do you know the park?“

„Ahh..ah.. yes i know … follow me“ she said calmy now..

What the hell? She wanted me to follow her downstairs where she came from.

I didnt intended to go down anywhere with anybody, specially not in such area.

„I said park, not downstairs in a rotting house!“

„YOU GODDAMN FOLLOW ME BOY!“

This was the time to leave, but what if this crazy stupid hag actually would bring me to a… underground park? I know this was very stupid to think and i didnt bothered.

„Have a good day …“ i said and left the house.

Suddenly i heard a screaming voice coming from downstairs.

„ThAT was definetly not just a scream!“ and went back inside.

„What was that scream? Did you got someone down there?“ i asked, as i run down the stairs and pushed the old lady aside.

I broke open the door and… wanted to scream myself but….

There she was …my sister sitting with another ten people and smoking weed and do drugs.

„What the fuck you stupid cow! So you did this all the time in your …special park as you said?“

„Hey brother, nice to see you, dont tell mom okay? And sorry my phone broke down and i couldnt and didnt wanted to talk with anybody, just relax and take a brownie“ – she said laughing.

They were stitting on couches and the room looked very clean and modern. Fancy lights were hanging at the ceiling and the floor looked white and clear…. it was very surprising to see such a room in such an dirty area.

„I’ll take a bite“ i said

„Make yourself comfy and enjoy the upcoming party“ said one guy who looked a bit weird.

A few minutes later i lost consciousness …

„What the hell did you do ? What was in that brownie?“

„Brother, this is how it ends for you“ she said, while laughing.

What was she talking about? Was that really the sister i knew ? The entire situation was odd and i fell on the ground.

A few hours later..

I was bound with tape to a dirty bed and couldnt move at all.

I saw my sister who gave money to the old hag.. What would happen?

„HEY YOU STUPID BITCH – WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?“ i ask loudly and nervous.

And she replied:

„That is what you cunt get for raping and murdering our own mother, you will be tortured by the executioner until you die! Have a great live … pig boy….. and one more thing .. youre the one who received a trauma!“

The New Job – Escape ? …!

As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]

Random Frustrations

The distance between you and me is sometimes put aside or ignored… but sometimes it hits me out of nowhere.

Specially when i see couples.. How annoying.. These people got their loved ones around.

And we still wait..

Cant let you wait much longer.

I know everything will go right.

See ya soon my left side. Hold yourself a bit longer.

And know that i love you, even when we fight a bit.

Even the cards said „The reason for your fights and bad feelings, it the distance“

And they really showed it.. Even the cards know how we feel xD

Love you my heart piece ❤

And Thanks Everyone for reading our blogs! 😊

SECRETS OF SUCCESS

Some motivation

My dears, are you alive or still dreaming?

Or are you living your dream?

Are you still working to make it come true or are you letting others determine for you what is good for you?

How do these questions sound in your ears? And in your soul?

If you are content to live mediocrely, is it really enough for you to get some alms from the state once a month and live well for one week and not the rest of the month?

Are you happy that child benefit and alimony FULL are credited to your alms, or do you not even notice that your children do not even get this money anymore, because you pay your bills with it!

What if it were different?

Seriously, astral travel and Lucide dreams and so on, spiritual things, are a beautiful escape from reality – but you still wake up every morning in this reality here and you have to live your life.

No matter how little you like it.

Have you already forgotten your dreams?

Which wishes can you actually fulfill for your children?

Only air and love are not enough in the long run. So what are you working on?

What do you create for your fellow man?

Do you help those who can’t help themselves and whom nobody listens to because they have no voice, or do you hide behind your displays and just complain?

Some of you complain about the fact that young people are making Tiktok videos and that this annoys you. But hey, you’ve obviously watched them.

I’m glad that the youth is getting creative. And a lot of videos of young people are very creative and get attention on the net.

Or is it just that you are disturbed by their success and your complaining only serves to distract from your own inactivity?

They say good things come to those who can wait, but they also say „nothing comes from nothing“.

And it’s even more aptly stated, „He who relies on others is relied upon“. Because you can’t seriously expect anyone to do your job for nothing in return.

My girlfriend, with whom I started this blog and facebook page over two years ago and who unfortunately died shortly after, she was in a wheelchair for life. Hardly able to walk more than a few steps, if at all.

In her short life, she has probably done more for others than could ever be made good.

I never once heard her „whine“ or „grumble“! And this although she unfortunately had no family support, nothing…

She will always remain SO in my memory as a fighter in a situation where many others would not have even started to fight at all. Especially people without any physical, severe handicaps.

Many of those I know of in this respect do nothing but complain and grumble. The best thing to do is to get upset about the community without whose help they would have been sitting on the street long ago.

But there’s a saying that when you’re at the bottom, you can only go up.

You want another one? Insight, is the first way to change.

So remember my questions from the beginning! And consider if there aren’t always ways and means to level up your life again!

And if you just start making funny videos and sweeten the day for others. One step always comes after the other!

But you have to take them alone. In the course of the way there are usually people who help you and who are happy to do so.

And suddenly you hear the dreams of your children and remember your own dreams and start to improve your whole life.

Good luck

Katja

The New Job …

I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all. But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more … Why didnt i listened to her? I should […]

The Room on the Hills

I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]

WHAT IS – THE BIORHYTHM?

I must admit, I’m running extremely low on energy these days.

All I can get up to is looking after the kids and writing a few small blogs. I’m just not fit,

Funnily enough, I can even give you the cause of it.

My biorhythms are in the toilet on all three levels.

All almost all three divisions at an incredible minus 100%.

Great, but it doesn’t only paralyse me physically, but also emotionally and mentally. Nothing works anymore, so to speak.

The blog that I actually want to write, I just can’t get it done at the moment. I’ll put it off until later. At the moment I have to work on topics that I don’t have to stimulate my brain to write.

Fortunately, a phase in which everything is far below zero doesn’t last forever and is probably rather rare.

The biorhythm begins with our birth and ends with death.

In between, it oscillates in waves, up and down. Always stubbornly in the same rhythm.

It has three parts:

1- Physical rhythm, everything that affects our body. So endurance, power, strength – the physical condition in general.

The further our curve goes – and falls below zero, the more difficult it becomes for us to achieve maximum physical performance.

We get out of bed early in the morning with difficulty and could sleep directly again in the late afternoon. This would also be the healthiest for us in such phases.

2 – Emotional rhythm, everything that makes up our mental state.

On good days, we are balanced and not very irritable or moody, and here too, the further the curve sinks, the more our mood swings.

If it has reached the bottom, we feel as if from nowhere, mentally not so good anymore.

This is also known as the period between optimism and pessimism.

3 – Intellectual rhythm, which is currently also at minus 100% percent with me (like the others almost) and I notice this by typing almost every word wrong.

If you have an important exam to write and can set the date, you should take a look at your rhythm curve beforehand, if it is far below zero, it could be difficult.

The physical rhythm phase begins after birth and lasts 23 days.

In our picture here, the green curve.

We can already see that they are different.

The emotional phase lasts 28 days. Mental phase lasts 33 days.

If we want to know which phase we are going through, we can either pull out the calculator and somehow try to figure it out. But it’s easier to use one of the thousands of online calculators.

I, of course, would not be me if I were to claim something and not at least do a little research on how the whole thing came about

The biorhythm was first determined and documented by even two doctors! Orthodox doctors, one has to say.

 Berlin doctor Dr. Wilhelm Fließ (1858-1928)

The basis for this simple calculation was laid at the beginning of the 20th century by the Viennese psychologist Hermann Swoboda and the Berlin physician Wilhelm Fließ. Fliess believed that he had discovered consistent regularities in the medical records of his patients and initially formulated them in his period theory[1] They tried to discover a regularity behind the „good“ and „bad“ moments of a life.

Links to Wikipedia added.

Vienna professor and psychologist Hermann Swoboda (1873 – 1963)

In Die Perioden Swoboda describes the spontaneous periodic return of thoughts after 18 hours, 23 hours and after 23 days. He devotes an extensive chapter to the work of Fliess.

Swoboda said he knew nothing about Dr. Fliess, but published his findings in 1904 only after Fliess had finished.

 H. Swoboda: The periods of the human organism, Vienna,1904

 H. Swoboda: The Seven Year : Studies on the Temporal Law of Human Life, Vienna, 1917

Have a good day! Katja 🙂

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

Why its impossible to argument with idiots

Many might know this already how pointless it is to talk with dumb people.

Why is it that such people simply wont hear or pretend not to hear what you say?

Well the answer is rather simple..

Its their experience, their believes, their life and what theyve had and got from their parents.

Shortly said: they are unconscious.

You cant wake a dumb person when they got a fog of unconsciousness infront of their heads ..

It is just like in a dream, no one can hit you and scream at your face to finally recognise what is going on… well .. in a dream this is actually possible though..

The live of a person who cant hear the argument of a person who respects the words of the disrespecter, was and never will be bright shining.

Those lives are mostly filled with sadness and pain. And they try to cover it by showing how tough they are and how weak and dumb all the others seem to be.

Iam surrounded by idiots and this is the truth. My parents arent smart and they never were. They only tell us how bad we are and how stupid, but iam conscious.

Someone who is conscious will never be a victim of anything and there is no excuse.

Someone who cant hear the truth about their sad and angry lives is the real looser.

Why am i telling you this?

Because you got the hands over your live! Not any asshole-opinion or dumb sentence from anybody!

Better hold those strings tight and always stand your ground!

But be sure to loose the strings which cut your hands 😉

Scream halls

I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating.

I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about.

It looked like a really well done hospital horror scene.

The floor had no doors … only few lights were hanging above..

I started to walk and my footsteps were loud and as i walked further, ive felt a big bad energy coming my way.

After walking maybe fifteen feet, i saw something down the floor which came screaming at me.

That thing had no arms nor face, it was cut in half and walked slowly screaming at me, while it was covered in blood.

Now … do you know the type of movies were a scream of a monster is more terrifying than itself?

This was the case here.

It looked ugly, dont get me wrong – but the loud and ugly scream was scarrier.

I knew that it would attack me, so ive said to myself than it will pass right through me, without ever noticing me.

And it did pass trough, it was nothing.

I wasnt scared because ive had a lot of such moments in conscious and unconscious dreams.

After that thing passed trough me, i walked further down the floor and saw the next thing coming up.

It was a giant three headed dog with .. alot of wounds .. one face was in front, the second face was in the middle, and the third was at its tail which was cut off.

To be honest i didnt knew which side was the front, but i knew that this thing actually could snatch me if i wont get out of there soon.

The reason it could touch me was because i got a little scared and i was unconscious in this state.

This fucking dog was running sideways at me and it had three tongs which were cut in three pieces.

It looked really bad… have you ever seen a fucking zombie dog running at you sideways with full speed and screaming louder than the ugly freak two seconds ago?

I switched above the scene and the body down there was ignored …the dog passed through.

Why did it not attack?

As i got back and walked further down the floor, i looked back just to note, that the half cut being and the dog merged into one – giant four legged piece of monster which had two bloody eyes and was staring right at me…

Ive got really scared..not because of that thing, but from the momentum how it looked at me.

It started to run like the girl from the movie „The Exorzist“ on all four legs while climbing around the floor…

Ive had enough of the scene… i wanted to just sleep but NO, i must stay somewhere bloody and get chased by a four legged cunt dog 🤣

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

Hateful lovers 🤣

Hello people,

I want to talk about few people who have nothing better to do than hating other people for what they do.

I think many will understand.

The problem with these people is their small mind.

They either have no experience in the field of which they hate, or they just dont like the person.

Often it is because this sort of mind is simply stupid and it hasnt done any research or anything else. It just hates its own life often and intends to point the negativity towards others, simply because they are weak.

They intend to buzz the red button before the show has even started unfortunatly.

These people will appear like rats from the shadows when you start to become successful, but only in the internet and behind your back.

None of them will ever say what they say in front of your face because some of them know, that it is just stupid.

Mostly their argumentations end with swearings or hate speaches and loud mouthings.

How can you beat these idiots?

Just ignore them and laugh as long as they hold their distance but…

(…If they ever should come to a „kissing range“ at your face, be sure to hit them so hard into their organs, that they consider it as their first spiritual lesson!

Only idiots will learn with punches..

Have a good day 😄

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

Short horror

Ive had another nightmare ..

Ive stood few steps away from my house with few people, but i noticed them after i got a little conscious in my dream.

They looked a bit crazy and dumb to be honest because they all were doing weird head movements.

So i went a step forth and asked what they were doing.

Two girls and a guy were shaking their heads left and right while saying „YOu Wont get me“, while the nose of one girl started to bleed.

Didnt they noticed me at all?

They didnt anwered my questions either.. but looked away.

I stood there and was a bit shocked what was going on.

It was a „dare or death“ – game instead „do or dare“.

They called several monsters from other realms to themselves which either were good or really bad.

Whenever someone closed their eyes and said loudly „you wont get me“, while shaking their head back and forth or left and right, these beings appeared and started to harm them.

The first girl who did it got nose bleedings.

The second girl got nose and eye bleedings and her hair got pulled out.

The guy who did it, got his head directly ripped of his shoulders .

… the girls were laughing.

I tried it myself, not because i wanted to be killed but because i knew unconsciously that i cant be killed, and saw how this stuff happend.

A big black hole appeared in the air and it either spits out monsters or it takes YOU!

It tried to get me but suddenly it was just a black garbage bag. But it was conscious and started to wrap itself around me but i wanted to go with it, just to see what was on the other side.

It did let go and now started to run away from me and suddenly the scene changed again.

I stood again near my house and now, a depp and dark tunnel with steps appeared in front of me.

That place was contaminated with evil energy, i was shaking and when i didnt wanted to enter because i didnt knew it was just a dream anymore, few monsters appeared inside it

They just stared at me with a really big smile…

It scared the hell out of me and i woke up..

It wasnt scary at all i thought, but when youre not conscious about your situation, it WILL get scary.

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

Freedom

How would it be if we dont need to do anything anymore?

Not getting bothered by something nor anyone?

Not constantly to maintain something?

Not to look at your body and be depressed ?

Not to constantly think some useless bullshit which twists your head?

Not to worry about anything or anyone?

Just .. be .. … and do whatever you want and like, without getting bothered by any body function or your annoying neighbour..

How many are pissed about their existence but not because their life is bad, but because they just cant stand anything what is offered with it?

I think there are many.. ive never liked being a fucking human.. it bothered me before i even incarnated here .. if knew that this wouldnt be good

All this useless and dumb activity’s and conversations.. and some of the activity is not even possible because of a fucking wall or border or money gap…its annoying..

And yet im here, writing this and knowing that i might have a final task before WE leave, otherwise i would be long gone.

I really fucking hate this existence of a human, even if i understand the beauty of life and all what is about… but i personally still dont like it.. there is A LOT MORE and A LOT BETTER PLACES than this.

My inner feeling and memory tells me more about this cursed planet and faked free will than anything else.

Once you got to a certain point with certain „enlightenments“ from your „past“ incarnations, you will not give damn anymore about any of this planets bullshit.

… i should try to relax..

Sorry for my language my dear self 🤣

Have a good day xD

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]

A demons playground

Hey everyone,

I want to talk about things, which i learn from my constant repeating dreams, about many things in those worlds.

One of those things is the behaviour of „demons“, ghosts or lets say negative entity’s.

How do they behave and what kind of goal do they have?

Well..ive understood that these beings like energy.. They love it and specially sexual – aggressive and pain energy.

They dont like to scare the dreamer because otherwise he/she will wake up and the energy feast will be gone.

Instead they try to create a playscene from your dream. This means they mix themselves in the dream and let it look like it was your dream which came from your mind.

Not many of such beings are smart, but theyre not dumb enough either.. Of course there are many variations in the intellectual perspectives but mostly they know what they do.. like an animal which hunts the prey.

So they dock into your dream and may change the plot. For example: If you dream about a beautiful place where you just walk and have fun, they can build a door or scene which appear in your area – and when you open the door, the scene changes to the interests of the being.

This means, if you like sex, you will see a sex scene. If you like death, you will see death.

If you like cakes and fun, you will NOT get it because evil beings only can take disturbed energy! Maybe youll see a cakewoman who wants .. …, but you understand what i mean now.

It all depends in your interest and what the being knows or feels about you.

They can read the magnetical field around your physical body and use the thoughts coming from the outside into your head, as their needed info to build the trap.

They cant read your mind, but as we all know, information is only received, not thought from us. The functions of the body only read it out loud for you what is around your field. This is why some beings can read you without even looking at you like cats sometimes.

All anybody needs to „maybe“ know about you, is shown in your magnetic field and this counts for everybody.

The energy these beings consume, is like a feast of emotions to them and they love it. The cost you have to pay in the morning is a big energy loss and feeling completely sucked out. Of course this doesnt mean that you always got fucked by a horny ghost, but you can consider it! xD

Dreams about pain appear often when you expect it and move unconsciously around in your dream. The beings use it and set a trap of letting you think, that a coming situation will hurt, while they mix themselves again within the scene and eat your energy.

This all can only be done when YOU let it happen because of your unconscious movements, but even THAT can be trained to counter such things.

If you want to know more about all this, you should take a good look in our book 🧘‍♂️

See-ya all later

Feelings and our mind

Is it true that suppressing feelings is bad for your health? And what does it really to you?

Well the answer is… it depends on the individual how much „damage“ it does.

Everything we do is often depended on feelings.

So what does happen to person who suppresses feelings?

First nothing happens and everything is as usual.. but when is gets triggered through a certain thing like music or words or whatever, it nearly explodes ..

Making decisions without any feelings still, should be considered in court or special cases. When a judge would decide by feelings, many would be screwed but today we talk about the other side!

So how much it erupts, depends again on the person.

As well it depends on the feeling. When you suppress anger, it will build up and up until you „kill“ somebody or punch him/her/it so hard, that your fist together with the face of the aggrevator breaks.

To suppress feelings is easy and we all do it until it gets triggered and released.

The damage isnt physically but mentally and it can lead to depression and lower body functions because of the depression.

Your body doesnt give a damn, but when you cut the energy supply and movement, the body will start to react.

If screaming your lungs out helps you, Scream!

If hitting a punching bag helps you, Punch!

If crying helps you, cry and smile afterwards!

Shortly said: supressing feelings isnt good at all and it can lead to serious mental and phyiscal problems. Dealing with them and talking does way more to your health and when you cry, well fuck it!

Crying is a release too! So dont be ashamed, the strong will not show any feelings which is mostly mistaken by men as „cool“ or being tough.

Its bullshit.. a men who cant stand to his own feelings is the real weakling, this doesnt mean that not showing any feeling makes someone weak or strong.

Sometimes there isnt any feeling to show 😄