I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating.
I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about.
It looked like a really well done hospital horror scene.
The floor had no doors … only few lights were hanging above..
I started to walk and my footsteps were loud and as i walked further, ive felt a big bad energy coming my way.
After walking maybe fifteen feet, i saw something down the floor which came screaming at me.
That thing had no arms nor face, it was cut in half and walked slowly screaming at me, while it was covered in blood.
Now … do you know the type of movies were a scream of a monster is more terrifying than itself?
This was the case here.
It looked ugly, dont get me wrong – but the loud and ugly scream was scarrier.
I knew that it would attack me, so ive said to myself than it will pass right through me, without ever noticing me.
And it did pass trough, it was nothing.
I wasnt scared because ive had a lot of such moments in conscious and unconscious dreams.
After that thing passed trough me, i walked further down the floor and saw the next thing coming up.
It was a giant three headed dog with .. alot of wounds .. one face was in front, the second face was in the middle, and the third was at its tail which was cut off.
To be honest i didnt knew which side was the front, but i knew that this thing actually could snatch me if i wont get out of there soon.
The reason it could touch me was because i got a little scared and i was unconscious in this state.
This fucking dog was running sideways at me and it had three tongs which were cut in three pieces.
It looked really bad… have you ever seen a fucking zombie dog running at you sideways with full speed and screaming louder than the ugly freak two seconds ago?
I switched above the scene and the body down there was ignored …the dog passed through.
Why did it not attack?
As i got back and walked further down the floor, i looked back just to note, that the half cut being and the dog merged into one – giant four legged piece of monster which had two bloody eyes and was staring right at me…
Ive got really scared..not because of that thing, but from the momentum how it looked at me.
It started to run like the girl from the movie „The Exorzist“ on all four legs while climbing around the floor…
Ive had enough of the scene… i wanted to just sleep but NO, i must stay somewhere bloody and get chased by a four legged cunt dog 🤣
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How would it be if we dont need to do anything anymore?
Not getting bothered by something nor anyone?
Not constantly to maintain something?
Not to look at your body and be depressed ?
Not to constantly think some useless bullshit which twists your head?
Not to worry about anything or anyone?
Just .. be .. … and do whatever you want and like, without getting bothered by any body function or your annoying neighbour..
How many are pissed about their existence but not because their life is bad, but because they just cant stand anything what is offered with it?
I think there are many.. ive never liked being a fucking human.. it bothered me before i even incarnated here .. if knew that this wouldnt be good
All this useless and dumb activity’s and conversations.. and some of the activity is not even possible because of a fucking wall or border or money gap…its annoying..
And yet im here, writing this and knowing that i might have a final task before WE leave, otherwise i would be long gone.
I really fucking hate this existence of a human, even if i understand the beauty of life and all what is about… but i personally still dont like it.. there is A LOT MORE and A LOT BETTER PLACES than this.
My inner feeling and memory tells me more about this cursed planet and faked free will than anything else.
Once you got to a certain point with certain „enlightenments“ from your „past“ incarnations, you will not give damn anymore about any of this planets bullshit.
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Is it true that suppressing feelings is bad for your health? And what does it really to you?
Well the answer is… it depends on the individual how much „damage“ it does.
Everything we do is often depended on feelings.
So what does happen to person who suppresses feelings?
First nothing happens and everything is as usual.. but when is gets triggered through a certain thing like music or words or whatever, it nearly explodes ..
Making decisions without any feelings still, should be considered in court or special cases. When a judge would decide by feelings, many would be screwed but today we talk about the other side!
So how much it erupts, depends again on the person.
As well it depends on the feeling. When you suppress anger, it will build up and up until you „kill“ somebody or punch him/her/it so hard, that your fist together with the face of the aggrevator breaks.
To suppress feelings is easy and we all do it until it gets triggered and released.
The damage isnt physically but mentally and it can lead to depression and lower body functions because of the depression.
Your body doesnt give a damn, but when you cut the energy supply and movement, the body will start to react.
If screaming your lungs out helps you, Scream!
If hitting a punching bag helps you, Punch!
If crying helps you, cry and smile afterwards!
Shortly said: supressing feelings isnt good at all and it can lead to serious mental and phyiscal problems. Dealing with them and talking does way more to your health and when you cry, well fuck it!
Crying is a release too! So dont be ashamed, the strong will not show any feelings which is mostly mistaken by men as „cool“ or being tough.
Its bullshit.. a men who cant stand to his own feelings is the real weakling, this doesnt mean that not showing any feeling makes someone weak or strong.
It could be enough of an explanation, but I want to go into more detail.
The essence of „God“ of the original source and sources (yes, there are many“ is transcendent.
Our soul is transcendent.
Consciousness is transcendent.
Do you notice anything? Transcendence is the „intangible“ something, for which we – in order to reach it – have to overcome and cross borders.
And this is out of us, not out of the use of tools.
Materialism is the opposite, body is the opposite.
Transcendence is our spiritual existence. Untouchable, for us here on earth. And for many only after a vast number of incarnations within reach.
Namely, when their consciousness is so high up that they UNDERSTAND and INTERNALIZE, that they are more than this body and their personality.
We are as long as we are incarnated here:
Crude / Matter: Body
Subtle: mind, intelligence and ego
We can already see that most of our being is not „of this world“ at all. Only we identify ourselves unfortunately, almost only with body and ego. As long as we consider ourselves to be „real“ with it, we live in
We do not experience our true being. What is hidden in the transcendent. We can take a look at the levels of consciousness that we all go through as human beings, back to the origin.
I know people who have chosen hundreds of incarnations for this. Their soul plan.
Well we all can agree that this level of pain is unbearable and anybody who burned his finger, knows that it hurts sometimes already bad.
The first thirty seconds will be the most painful moment (besides getting electroshocked that hurts nearly equal), because your nerves start to boil inside with everything else.
When a nerve gets comprimised inside the body, it answers with pain or irritations.
Now what pain will come when the nerves get burned all at once ?
Few months ago ive had something bad at my foot ..im not going to tell what it was, but i burned it three times with a glowing iron spoon to get rid of it.
It wasnt a big area but holding the burning spoon at my foot hurt really really bad. I was sweating because i didnt knew how much pain i would need to endure first until its over. So i just pressed it down and it went for 10 seconds until the pain stopped, while i was sweating even more.
My skin was turning white because the heat had burned down everything inside it, so i wasnt feeling any pain anymore around the area… Ive still got a video from that but i dont think you want to see it!.xD
After that i understood why someone will die faster in such situations:
The pain – which is extreme, even if it will be just for nearly half a minute.
The schock – because our brain has a „secret“ function to shut itself off, if we know that death or anything bad comes – which ‚overloades‘ the individual.
Fear – anybody who knows that they will burn to death, might die from fear as well, even before the act.
Overall we can agree that dying like that is fucked up.. The same as freezing .. both hurts.
Ive had an old dream about a monster as a kid. I was standing on a street which was empty.
No cars, no humans ..just Nothing but the street and few trees.
I looked left and right until i noticed a black thing that had yellow eyes and it was big and covered in black smoke.
It started to come close very fast and i knew that i couldnt get out of there until the scene was over.
So it came and had very sharp claws but its a dream and you cant feel pain right? I knew that as a kid because ive had no experience with pain within dreams.
This one teached me i guess! xD
That thing was going to kill me but i couldnt die so it hurt me very bad and terred my skin of while striking me with the claws all the time..
It hurt so bad that i was actually screaming loud and tried to fight back but then i noticed something.
It wasnt trying to kill me but to torture me until i realise something.
While he had its claws in my back and held me to the sky i noticed that pain wasnt the problem, it was our expecation!
Pain never occurs in any of the other worlds when we should get damaged, it comes when we expect it to come! My problem was that i didnt knew it was a dream and thought it will hurt when it hits me.
I saw that pain only was possible when youve had a body and a mind which follows your expecting will to cause pain. I saw the reality what was causing us to believe nonsense and taking it over to other worlds which didnt belonged there.
After i realised that, i suddenly started to laugh and stood again in front of that being.
Me as a kid infront of this three meter thing which didnt flinched anymore.
I walked away from it and it dissapeared slowly behind me.
What kind of teaching method was that ?? The way of pain ??? XD