Schlagwort-Archive: Mindset

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people.

They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere.

I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries to take over in the middle of traffic.. fucking idiots i can tell!

Than theres the other problem.. the people who issue a drivers license to those who give them money… Since everything is possible with money, you can get your license here for around 120€ without even attempting to learn anything.

And the most fucked up part is that manny parents give their 5 year old kids a car to drive.. to learn how to drive… yes you read it right! And guess what happens when they cause a crash?

I really would like some strict rules on the streets here, the police isnt doing much ..only collecting money from some other stuffs and raids..

And when you call those idiots out on the street, they either look stupid at you or say nothing ..

Just yesterday there was a bus who stopped in the middle of the road while i was on the sidewalk after filling up gas, and that guy didnt moved.. i needed to raise my hand and the horn to check if hes picknicking or going to drive…

Trust me im not a angry driver but if someone just stops on the fucking road and parks it there, i really get pissed!

And the last part is the „Wedding Konvoy“ … the cunts drive on the opposite road and risk crashing while fifteen other cars chase it loud with sirens and and dumbass manuvers..

Trust me … this kind is one of the worst.. most of them dont even got a license and they drive like idiots .. I hope the police is busting their asses all along.. several cases of crashing to people has been reported, they even kill cows on the road because they drive 80 in a 20 road..

Well… thats that .. if you thought that you might get angry when you drive, forget it… the most would get a shock from this place and a therapy for anger issues! xD

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

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Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD

Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was.

I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but in a country where money is rare and you make more than the most „rich“ cities, you cant resist the smell xD

The sun is unusual or am i seeing things? One day really hot, next cold and windy.. And before i forget it, i saw today some strange clouds, they were rainbow painted and highly in the air. Ive never saw something like that but i couldnt take a clear picture of it and neither is the dumbass camera showing it.

Why is all mystery and fun stuff mostly recorded bad .. is there a code in the phone system ? Lol

Anyway have a great night.

How was your day ? 🙂

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter.

As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face.

It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster splits into two pieces with wide and sharp teeth while it runs.

Many lost their lives to it. It rather lives in the dark and likes hospitals and long dark floors. Somehow you cant hear when it sprints but feel the teeth when it bites off half of your body while running.

The last time i saw one was yesterday near the sewers of our base. That cunt was waiting for blood and flesh to be dropped down.. We throw away infected animals and these things eat them.

Whatever you do, never try to encounter one, it runs faster than you and it can eat a lot of bullets.

I would personally say that this being is rather blind and uses sound for detection .. that would explain why you dont hear when it runs..

We caught few of them to see how they behave and how their structure is built. Interestingly, it seems like an abnormal mutation to cancer cells while a virus becomes conscious to the instincts of the beasts and acts as such.. just eating everything..

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work!

I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them.

First of all, nothing is impossible, and so is this. But in spite of everything, let’s be clear.

Just because it is possible, what is the probability that a ghost, a demon or any other being, will pick out a normal, mortal human being and choose him as a victim.

Why, should it do so?

It is a fact that the normal human being, who does not believe in ghosts, demons, poltergeists, narrowness or even in God and devil, is not a particularly attractive victim. Since he is in principle not seriously attackable.

If he has an extremely high energetic charisma and shines like a moth lamp, it is quite possible that he comes into the field of vision of some ghosts, but he must also be vulnerable

The magic word here is VULNERABLE.

We know that everything is frequency and vibration and to leave a loophole, or docking hole to be vulnerable or attackable, our frequency must be down.

There must be a hole through or into which the being can enter. A person who is aware of himself and his own energetic protection and environment does not become a victim as easily as someone who simply believes everything that is told to him somewhere and who, because of fear, – no longer dares to sleep in the dark at night.

Besides and most people forget this, nothing is permanent or even forever, here on this planet. A ghost only consumes energy as long as you supply it to him.

That means in plain language, if you don’t supply any, it disappears. And what many still forget, do you really believe that a spirit that feeds on your fear energy so desperately wants you to become aware of it? No!

If you consciously and openly perceive spirit activity, there is a greater chance that it is someone you know and want to communicate with you.

An energy-sucker will be much more discreet than someone who wants to draw attention to himself.

The first important step in both cases is not to be afraid, because please WHAT should or can an energy form do for you? Except make you a little bit or more afraid.

But you only have this fear because you do not see WHO is there before you. Just imagine this being as a human being and your fear will be much less and you will be able to think more clearly and deal with it!

Please also finally free yourself from the thought of wanting to send every spirit and every soul into the light. I can only tell you again and again that this is none of your business and you have neither to decide nor to determine it.

To go into the light means to incarnate directly and THAT is not what every soul or spirit that communicates or wants to communicate with you wants to expand.

Also, when you are seeking professional help, make sure that this person does not want to begin to put such a compulsion on your visitor. This can backfire!

In our big book you can read more about it and understand it better!

Promise!

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second.

If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming!

But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not rewarded as much as stealing/scamming money?

Well it might be rewarding to one’s self through energy and the „feel well to help“ – but thats it.. what can you buy with it here? Does it pay your bills?

Of course a few got rich though that work as well but i talk about the really fucking rich guys. The wall street fucking rich guys who sit infront of their computers and gamble through the financial market and making millions with it.

The system itself is a rigged and broken system which helps rich folks getting even richer! The more money you have, the more “ immune you become “ specially in the politic positions.

And we all know… many politicians cant do shit and just scams the mere people around..

Lets not talk about the typical indian callcenter scam, we all know the joke! xD

Being honest and trying to really help people for free is not gonna get you shit! That is the real truth! And i only talk about the money aspect – no energetical stuff!

The problem is that many dont even thank you for free advice or work!! I know that personally and it makes you only angry … They take your advice like nothing… not serious.. okay then.. lets take 5 thousand dollars and see if he likes it now?

People are ungrateful, not all – but very many! And those who aren’t greedy and are grateful, did go through the same shit..

Good day people.. Like and Sub! XD

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares.

How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ?

All i know is…

That place showed me the world in which we live in.

It was a nightmare..

A count of endless negative force which no one talked about.

I saw the world rotting away from the inside out, starting with the hearts and minds of many.

I stood up from my white bed which was covered clean in roses like i was dead.. It was one room inside a big facility … No one around …only myself.

The bed moved on its own.. forth to a mirror … i wasnt scared.. just so annoyed about something.

I saw my face ..but it transformed slowly into a monster which started to rip out its own eyes.

What did it saw ? i thought – while it started crying blood and dissapeared.

The bed moved further down a hallway. It was all lighted up and somehow i felt safe .. Something was watching me i felt .. But what?

The next floor around the corner …Finally ..PEOPLE i thought rather depressed.. What was wrong with me?

I said „Hello?“ … And these people, all men, turned around and started to laugh while holding their hands inside their suit pockets..

They laughed and laughed… it didnt stop..

„SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU CUNTS!“ i yelled at them.

Suddenly they stopped laughing..and starting spitting on the floor while turning their backs on me ..“Just a dumb woman“ said one of them..

I got angry and wished them all to die!

What was that supposed to mean „just a woman“ ?! The monster from the mirror appeared again.. it stood next to me and waited ..

I subconsciously and enraged „KILL THEM“ – And in an instant, like a movie scene, they all were dead on the floor..

I again, looked depressed and knew, this wasnt going to solve anything..

We continued to the next floor after floor and this scene repeated itself hundreds of times..

They always told the same no matter how i approached them.. It ended in war and chaos … Just like the world.

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Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed.

This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning..

There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings.

Through the unlimited ways of playing this game, they opened a portal to a different dimenion but everything they knew was reversed.

Good was pure evil – Food was pure flesh – Death was pure joy.

These beings were unstoppable and they killed and corrupted everything.

An was afraid and so we were too.. These beings were dangerous and they could harvest all energy for themselves and bring forth the evil side of a soul.

Before An bursted into many crystals, he sent himself away into the universe and exploded in manyfold pieces.

These crystals are now being searched and used by those who knew there powers from rumors.

The dark beings are everywhere now and no one really knows where the rest of the team is.

They have to remember .. That they have to get the fuck out of here, and that bullshit in their minds are far more dangerous than the beings from the other worlds.

An is probably housing somewhere chilly, or he is trapped in a different dimension, waiting for someone to collect and bringing him back..

Well An .. That shit was caused by you, this is a game, find your way out of the labyrinth..

And to everyone who remembers … You know where the meeting table is

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A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary,

I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine.

She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her…

She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection in my underground basement.

I went to her home and she was rather alone, torturing her cats. I climbed up the window and tied her so she couldnt scream or move. But just to be sure i cut her vocal cords with my rusty fork.. it still had blood from the previous prey on it.

I enjoyed cutting her.

After we arrived at my basement she was awake and tried to move, she was terrified and cried the whole time.

„Shhhhh everything will be okay my pig doll“ i said to her while cuddling with her.

I loved how terrified she looked. She couldnt say a word and i smiled at her while preparing my favorite attraction this day.

I bashed her head straight away with my hammer .. The hole in her head draw a huge blood lake on the floors.. it was BEAUTIFUL! You should see it diary!

As i skinned her and hang her upside down, something slid through her vagina. I couldnt believe it.. she had stored a little gun inside her.

I would be dead by now if i hadnt tied her up so well.

Later i put up a little pig mask on her face which i had made myself with the skin of her ass, just to remind how much of a pig she really was.

There she is… hanging bloody and juicy on chains and smiling.. I rammed a metal pile through her body to stabilise her, so she doesnt swing so much around.

There are nine more pigs left for this collection.

The demons are hungry, ill get them food

See ya soon diary 🙂

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering.

If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you.

Keyword, mental health.

Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill?

What is this actually all about? What is this statement?

Can it be that with such statements one tries to push any guilt far away from oneself?

Do you seriously believe that every person who hates his life is mentally or emotionally ill? What a shit.

Ever thought about the fact that many find their life simply unbearable, because it simply IS unbearable.

Often because the others actually make your life miserable! Because their behavior is unbearable. Of course they would never admit that.

And who is ashamed? Exactly. THE one who simply can’t stand it anymore and sees no other way out of the situation and decides against continuing to live.

That has quite often, nothing and indeed nothing to do with mental illness. It is simply a lack of perspective and hopelessness and unfortunately not everyone is able to get help, or simply so extremely frustrated that they no longer believe that they can get help.

Especially when the whole environment consists of stupid, selfish chatterboxes and idiots who contribute significantly to making you feel bad.

Why can’t humanity finally start using their brains and stop behaving like dirt towards others?

If each of us, in the future, would shut up and start to think about what he wants to say – whether it is seriously beneficial and positive and then decide to say it. Would be great.

It would also be great if karma would not only exist but would react immediately.

But unfortunately it won’t happen, so we are stopped from continuing to fight for stupidity to be defeated and for people to learn that words can actually be weapons and that the one who gets hit and gets ruined by them is often not „his own fault“.

And yes. I am angry. At humanity.

It’s a constant battle against windmills, except that I’m not Don Quixote and you have to constantly pull your own head out of the noose in order not to perish in the end.

People, if you notice that others are being bullied, harassed and insulted. What can happen to you. Just start to take care that everybody is doing well again. Not only you.

Every one of us has the duty to make this life bearable for the community, which includes every single one of us. So start.

It would be really beneficial if humanity would become seriously aware that it could be over for each of us tomorrow. And that after our death, we reap what we have sown…

Have a nice day.

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part!

Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady!

Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it wants to.

I dont understand the weather here and would really welcome few chemtrails to take out the sun for few hours.

Anyway lets get back to work, a view videos should be alright today.

Wishing you all the badest luck friends! See ya soon.

Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]

A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]

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Intervallfasten #6 – Disziplin

Heute eine kurze Abhandlung, was eindeutig das wichtigste bei jeder Art des Fastens überhaupt ist, Disziplin.

Die meisten von uns, die keine oder keine nennenswerten Erfolge haben, sagen erst einmal „ich weiss gar nicht, wieso ich nicht abnehme ich mach doch alles richtig. „

Und wenn man dann anfängt, nachzufragen, erkennt man schnell, „sie cheaten“ und das vielleicht nicht einmal vollbewusst, sondern sie tun es einfach und reden sich das ganze selber schön und checken gar nicht, dass es ihr eigenes Verschulden ist, dass sie keine positiven Erfolge haben.

Ihnen fehlt einfach die nötige Disziplin das ganze ernsthaft und tatsächlich durchzuziehen.

Da wird halt mal die Fastenphase verkürzt, die man sich vorgenommen hatte mit Ausreden wie „mein Mann kommt halt erst so spät nach Hause, ich will den nicht alleine am Tisch setzen lassen.“

Oder mir ist vorm Fernseher immer so langweilig, da brauchte ich was zu essen und es waren ja nur Karotten etc.“

Im Prinzip kann man das unter „Ausrede“ verbuchen, denn erstens kann man sich auch mit einem Tee an den Tisch setzen und muss nicht aus „Sympathie“ mitessen und vorm Fernseher sitzen ist oft auch kein Grund zu essen. Mal davon abgesehen, dass man vorm Fernseher oft seine Zeit sinnlos verbringt.

Vor allem bitteschön, ihr langeweilt euch vorm Fernseher und statt den auszuschalten, holt ihr euch was zu essen? Was bitte ist das für eine Logik.

Naja egal. Sei es drum.

Aber genau diese Leute sind dann die, welche mir sagen „Ich habe gar nichts abgenommen. Ich weiß gar nicht was ich falsch gemacht habe.“

Ganz einfach mein Freund, du hast keine Disziplin. Du glaubst wohl wirklich, dass deine Ausreden keine Schäden anrichten und nimmst das ganze nicht so ernst, weil das Ende Deiner Komfortzone noch gar nicht erreicht ist!

Es geht Dir noch gar nicht so schlecht, auch mit zig Kilo zuviel.

Du erfindest immer noch Ausreden für deinen Mißerfolg, anstatt Dir einzugestehen dass es deine eigene Komfortzone ist, die du nicht verlassen willst.

Du hast Dir vorher keine ausreichenden Gedanken gemacht, was du wirklich willlst und wie du das erreichen willst und dachtest fasten wäre einfach.

Disziplin muss man sich erarbeiten!

Als Kind hat man diese Disziplin noch, wenn es darum geht laufen zu lernen oder andere Sachen, je älter man wird, desto härter muss man daran arbeiten diese Disziplin wieder zu erlangen.

Niemand darf behaupten, Fasten wäre einfach und leicht!

Nein, dass ist es nicht.

Man muss sich vor Augen halten, dass unser Körper uns Jahre oder gar jahrzehntelang erzogen hat und nun wollen wir den Spieß umdrehen und verlangen von ihm, dass er macht was wir wollen.

Wir müssen uns bewusst sein, dass er das unter Umständen gar nicht will, da er halt sein Futter vorm Fernseher mag oder sein Essen um Mitternacht.

Wir müssen die Kontrolle zurückerobern und das erfordert Disziplin, die sich manch einer mühsam zurück erkämpfen muss.

Deswegen ist es auch ratsam, dass ganze unter ärztlicher oder therapeutischer Kontrolle anzufangen.

Und es eben nicht als einfachen Spaziergang zu deklarieren.

Vor allem auch Ernährungsberater können Euch einen gezielten Ernährungsplan erstellen, mit dem ihr auch die Fallen umgeht, die Folgen können.

Dazu noch mal ein ausführlicher Blog in den nächsten Tagen.

Bleibt gesund und erzählt mal, was ihr dazu erfahren habt.


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Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]

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Intervall Fasting #5 – Benefits, disadvantages

Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]

Humans and their Ego

it’s a never ending story.
people and their ego.
people only believe what they want to believe.
if they would at least leave those who believe something else alone.
but no.
their ego prevents them from being empathic.
they want to be the way they are.
and often deliberately harm others.
a never ending story.
so karma often comes as a big surprise at the end.
then, when the cycle starts all over again and you are allowed to relive it.
because their ego has made them accumulate so much bad karma that they are allowed to incarnate again as a reward and then hopefully this time they will be the ones who get to feel the ego of others.
i hope this doesn’t give me bad karma points 😉

humans and their ego – to puke 😉


es ist eine unendliche geschichte.
menschen und ihr ego.
menschen glauben nur, was sie glauben wollen.
wenn sie wenigstens diejenigen, die etwas anderes glauben, in ruhe lassen würden.
aber nein.
ihr ego hindert sie daran, empathisch zu sein.
sie wollen so sein wie sie sind.
und fügen anderen oft ganz bewusst schaden zu.
eine unendliche geschichte.
deswegen kommt karma oft als große überraschung am schluss.
dann, wenn der kreislauf von vorne beginnt und sie das ganze noch einmal durchleben dürfen.
weil ihr ego sie dazu gebracht hat, so viel schlechtes karma anzusammeln, dass sie zur belohnung wieder inkarnieren dürfen und dann hoffentlich dieses mal die sind, die das ego der anderen zu spüren kriegen.
ich hoffe das macht mir jetzt keine schlechten karmapunkte 😉

menschen und ihr ego – zum kotzen 😉

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Die Bereitschaft zur Veränderung

Der eigenen Gewohnheiten, hin zu mehr Effizienz und Durchsetzungsvermögen kommt erst, wenn die Schmerzgrenze stärker erreicht ist, als die Komfortzone.

Vorher muss man nicht, und ich meine wirklich nicht! darauf warten oder hoffen, dass man sich ernsthaft bemüht, etwas anders zu machen.

Menschen verändern sich nicht, wenn es ihnen noch in irgendeiner Weise so gut geht, dass sie noch Gründe finden, sich nicht anzustrengen.

Das hat auch nichts mit anderen zu tun, sondern mit ihrem eigenen Mindset, welches nicht nach Erfolg strebt.

Oft sind auch unbewusste Glaubenssätze mit involviert.

Was ich euch sagen kann, wenn ihr euch zum besseren verändern wollt und niemand das gleiche will, wie ihr, macht es alleine.

Verlasst euch auf niemanden.

Weder euren Partner noch den besten Freund, noch eure Kinder.

Es ist euer Leben und ihr könnt es nur für euch leben und für die Kinder, solange die das überhaupt wollen.

Erfolgreich werdet ihr nur, mit Durchsetzungsvermögen und Ausdauer und Konsequenz und TUN.

Erwartet nicht, dass andere die selben Opfer bereit sind, zu bringen!

Aber wenn der Erfolg dann da ist, denkt dran, diesen Kuchen habt ihr alleine gebacken und nun verschenkt ihn nicht.

Einen wunderschönen Sonntag wünsch ich euch.

Bei uns hat es stark geregnet und die Vögel erzählen das glücklich vorm Haus.

Bis zum nächsten Blog.

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Warum ich selten glücklich bin!

Heute mal wieder zu später Stunde ein paar Gedanken über mein liebstes Thema „Realität und Dummheit“.

Kurz gesagt, Dummheit ist schon lange einer meiner Trigger, wobei ich das dann auch, je nach Vorfall, anders definiere.

Eigentlich ist mir völlig bewusst, dass ich das Zeug dazu habe, gar nicht zu reagieren und entsprechend auch nichts weiter wäre, als die „Dummheit “ und denjenigen der sie „auslöst oder verursacht“.

Aber nein, da es mich triggert, reiß ich mein Maul auf und versuche denjenigen „aufzuklären“.

Ihr wisst das ist sinnlos und meist vergeudete Zeit.

Aber ich bin wie ich bin und ich seh mich heute noch, als wäre es gestern gewesen, vor der Oberin im Krankenhaus sitzen, beim Vorstellungsgespräch und höre mich auf die Frage „warum ich denn Krankenschwester werden will“, Antworten mit „weil ich den Menschen helfen will „

Für diese Dummheit könnte ich mich heute noch Ohrfeigen und da mich das bis heute verfolgt, diese Ausbildung war der worst Case was ich an menschlichen niedrigen Charakterzügen, die ich bis dato wirklich nicht kannte und mich dort zeitweise in üble Depressionen getrieben hatte, erlebte, es war an manchen Tagen ein Alptraum.

Also wird diese Zeit wohl der Triggerursprung sein und ich hasse inbrünstig dumme Leute, einfach weil ich sonst jeden hassen müsste und ich es auf „dumme“ runter gebrochen habe.

Nun bin ich aber auch schon viele Jahre mit Persönlichkeitsentwicklung vertraut und Psychologie ist ein großes Thema bei mir, ich liebe es ja Krankheiten und Symptome psychosomatisch zu erklären und spirituelle Sachen mit hineininterpretieren oder zu bringen und weiss wie es anders und vor allem besser geht.

Aber wie sagt man? „Der Schuster hat oft die schlechtesten Schuhe .“

Ich arbeite also schon seit Jahren daran, für jeden Menschen der mich aufregt eine Erklärung und Entschuldigung zu finden, warum er so ist.

Die einzige Person die dabei weder Erklärungen noch Entschuldigung erfährt, ihr ahnt es schon, bin ich.

Das ist per se auch eigentlich gar nicht schlimm, habe ich immerhin auch nicht vor, 80 Jahre alt zu werden.

Aber ich habe gelernt, auch alles zu erklären und zu entschuldigen, ändert nichts an der Tatsache, dass man Menschen, die das nicht wollen, gar nicht helfen kann.

Vielleicht für einen kurzen Moment und vielleicht reicht das auch schon.

Aber man sollte tatsächlich zuerst sich um sich selbst und sein Seelenheil kümmern und dann überlegen ob sich der Aufwand lohnt.

Ich habe in einem ähnlichen Moment zu meinem Mann gesagt „am Ende muss man davon ausgehen, dass man effektiv vielleicht einem oder vielleicht fünf Menschen wirklich und dauerhaft geholfen hat. Aber erwarten darf man das nicht.

Es sind unsere hohen Erwartungen die uns tief fallen lassen und daran sind wir ganz allein schuld.

Wenn wir wirklich realistisch sind, werden wir zugeben müssen, dass unsere Gesellschaft ein bunter Haufen seelischer und geistiger, teilweise degenerierter Schwachköpfe Egoisten sind und das wäre auch völlig okay so.

Aber sie können andere auch nicht in Frieden leben lassen. Und DAS ist für mich der springende Punkt.

Es krankt schon in den Ursprüngen unseres Systems und wird sich so schnell auch nicht bessern.

Und daran werden wir krank.

Entweder wir besinnen uns endlich alle, dass wir irgendwie alle in einem Boot sitzen oder wir ballern uns zurück in die Steinzeit.

Hoffentlich sind unsere Kinder dann auch schon 80.

Guten Morgen Zusammen

Ich wünsche jeden einen guten Donnerstag!

Lasst euch nicht von euren Zielen abbringen und macht immer weiter!

Dark Rituals And Blood? Part 1

This is our experience inside a „Ritual Party“ or how they say „The Party of High“.

Me and my wife had been inside this forum for few weeks, just to see how this kind of people are and what they actually do.

It was only accessible with a special key which was „BABYJUICE“ but spelled backwards.

This was only attainable from a recommendation trough another guy who’s trust was needed.

They offered and invited us to one of their strict and forbidden party’s, which was held once every two years.

They didnt told us anything about details, but they said „Food and drugs are free“.

We thought that it might be not that bad.

Well… it was worse!

We didnt knew how to cloth ourselves, so i just wore a suit and my wife took her black dress.

We took a taxi to a central place and waited for the „friend“ who waited for us there.

As we arrived, he was standing there and said hi to us and that this coming night will be our best.

„We will now take another drive and the location where we are going, will be underground. So dont worry, no one is going to kidnapp you because many get nervous their first time“ he said smiling.

We thought he was okay, so we got relaxed and got into the fancy car and drove to the location..

….. Meanwhile driving ….

„You said drugs are free too?“ i asked him.

He started laughing and said „Youll gonna love it, it is really fun and even funnier under a special drug“

We didnt bothered to ask more and just sat quiet in the car while looking out the window.

„Try to make friends there, many big names arrive tonight“ he said.

To be honest we didnt bothered about any big name or even if god would arrive there, we just wanted to see what the self claimed „elite“ did to have fun. This was a lifetime chance to see their real faces!

We played along and answered as usual to every question someone asked us. If those people would know for what we are really here, we probably would just dissapear from the earth.

Since my wife is exactly like me, i didnt need to worry about anything bad. She knew what she was doing.

We arrived at a farm but no one was standing there.

„We arrived, please press the button to your left from outside the window“

My wife pressed it and a tunnel opened before us.

„Lets go, we walk the rest“ said the friend who’s name we only knew from the internet…

We got out and didnt knew what to expect.

After we went in, the guy said „go ahead ill be right back“ – so we went in alone but already started to hear musik.

As we walked down, we saw the entrance to the party, a giant head from lucifer which was gloving in red and orange, with a pinky voice asked us „Death or Fun?“

Of course we said fun and than a light point on the wall appeared, so we followed.

We got nervous and werent sure if we should continue because we didnt saw anybody either.

Out of nowhere, the friend appeared and said „lets have fun now“ while started to laugh.

We came to a big area with many people, gentle music and YES we did cloth us right. They all were in suits and it seemed just like a normal evening but nothing seemed special we thought.

I asked Kate, my wife „What do you think? Shall we seperate few meters and take closer looks on whats going on?“ i asked.

„NO! we dont seperate, ive got a bad feeling about whats going to come“ she said.

So we stood together and looked a bit around. We didnt knew anybody but neither wanted to talk too much.

„WELCOME LADIES AND GENTLEMAN TO THIS BLOODY NIGHT OF FUN“ said a man while wearing a pig mask.

It looked creepy…

„WE SHALL CLOSE THE GATES NOW AND BEGIN THE CEREMONY“

The doors and gates closed and a big screen appeared in front of us.

What we saw next was breath taking..

Another Weird Dream

I was sitting on a couch with few people i didnt knew and never saw anywhere.

We were watching tv or… they were watching.

I stood up and asked the crowd „Lets jump into the scene inside the tv, why sit and just watch it?“

There was no answer and no one really looked at me at all… Couldnt they see or hear me ?

Well i didnt bothered too much and stood on the couch.

Then i took a little sitting position and jumped straight into the tv, still no one was bothered nor looked.

So i flew and thought that i will pass trough it but suddenly i stopped right before, because there was no scene or picture going on.

I saw this screen again from other dreams and i started to puzzle few colors into a picture.

Suddenly the scene behind me changed to the picture i puzzled but the screen made automatical changes and formed the rest.

This was quite interesting to see the screen „not working“

There still much out there…

I will try to see what the screen can do, since it isnt my first nor fifth time experiencing this.

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]

Another Day

Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD

The Cell and Earth

We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]

intervall fasting

INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]

Days of a Corrupt Cop

It was easy to sell someone out.

Gangs and pedophiles came up to cops which had been known as „corrupt“ and „coorporative“ and paid a lot of money to do what they did.

We were five police men in our group and our super visor had an even bigger game going on.

For example, last week we had a raid because someone called us and told „he got weapons and a grenade in his house“.

Unfortunately, it was an old lady which our super visor told us to „take out“. He ordered us to throw a grenade through the window and than to kick the door in and arrest everyone for posession of a weapon. This gave him a silver star on his chest… well done sir.

What kind of asshole do you need to be ?

Well we all have been assholes since no one said „no we dont do it“ because everyone was afraid to loose the job or be the next.

This stuff happend a lot and we were all hated but loved by the gangs …

The next thing was called „the street sell“.

We did daily position ourselves at random places and controlled everybodys car and if they had their belts on. If someone didnt liked it and got no explanation why he was searched, we offered him to pay us a fee and let them go, while threatening him with the court.

If our colleagues or other cops caught us doing this stuff, it would be over.

We made good money… but it was all filled with bad energy and we gave it to the supervisor.

He suddenly bought a Lambo and screwed too much around. Than he landed in the news and now the government got involved and sent a few guys over to us.

They were asking how he afforded this car and well… we told them everything.

They smiled and walked off.

At a sunday i hear a loud knock on the door.. What was going on?

Suddenly they kick the door open and its the police.

„GET ON THE FUCKING GROUND YOUR UNDER ARREST FOR DRUG DEALING! WE KNOW THAT YOU TOOK THE DRUGS OUT FROM THE SECURE ROOM AND SOLD IT ON THE STREETS!“

Fuck….. the bastard of a super visor had done a deal with the two government agents. He sold our group like we sold him, but only he had enough money to buy his way out of trouble….

After few weeks…

NEWS – Deputy Sheriff under arrest for illegal activity’s! Agents take police station over!

Well…thats what you get for doing this shit for too long.. it seemed that his pay mattered little to the government

And by the way, we captured every pedophile! It was our „eat and bite“ – game.

Now i chill in prison and can smack the tooth out of our super visor, since i never came out again…

INTERVAL FASTING #1

A wonderful and hopefully rainy good morning at a Monday. With us nature finally breathes a sigh of relief, it is fresh and raining really well. I, on the other hand, have to put on my pants and hold my breath, otherwise they just won’t close. So I put myself on the scale and fell […]

The Human Rings

There was once a cave in which a titan lived. This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave. Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned.. But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later… The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of […]

UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS – FACTS #1

Here you could now first add all my/our old posts. This one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/ or this one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/ Or in principle almost all of them, as I am very often only concerned with consciousness. But now let’s get it straight again. Does humanity really want to be „Conscious“? Does this question really arise? You know what? […]

Das Gelächter IM Flur

Wir zogen vor drei Wochen in ein neues Haus welches auf einem hübschen Stück Land anzusehen war.

Die Atmosphäre war erfrischend und mal etwas anderes als die ständige Stadtluft.

Vor dem Kauf untersuchten wir natürlich das Haus auf Geschehnisse, Tode oder andersweitige paranormale Aktivitäten um einfach gewappnet zu sein.

Unsere dreiköpfige Familie, also ich, mein großer Bruder und meine Mutter waren immer skeptisch was Häuser anbelangte, welche einfach auf dem Land zu einem Billgpreis standen und niemand diese haben wollte.

Nach drei Wochen begannen die ersten Probleme… Mein Bruder berichtete, dass Stimmen aus dem Keller kämen und er Schritte über dem Dachboden hörte.

Natürlich glaubten wir ihm nicht sofort aber in der kommenden Nacht stellten wir eine Kamera entlang des Flur’s.

Als wir am nächsten Morgen die Aufzeichnung sahen, blieb uns beinahe der Atem weg.

Es war unsere Mutter welche ganze drei Stunden, direkt in die Kamera Linse starrte.

Wir sahen uns zu dritt das Video an und auch sie war schockiert und verneinte das sie es war.

War sie ein Schlafwandler? Das dachten wir uns zumindest und testeten dies kommende Nacht.

Wir verschlossen ihr Zimmer, stellten die Kamera erneut auf und legten uns Schlafen.

Auch wir schlossen unsere Zimmer, nur aus reiner Sicherheit.

Kaum betrat und schloss ich mein Zimmer, hämmerte es an meiner Zimmertür.

„KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK, schwesterherz lass mich rein, ich höre stimmen KNOCK KNOCK“

„LASS MICH ENDLICH REIN!!“

Es wurde lauter und plötzlich erhielt ich eine Nachricht auf meinem Handy. Mir lief ein übler Schauder über den Rücken als ich die Nachricht sah: „Mal sehen was heute Nacht mit mom wird, was denkst du?“

Gerade noch hämmerte es an der Tür…Es war also nicht mein Bruder.

Ich rief ihn an. „HEY MACH JA NICHT DEINE ZIMMERTÜR AUF EGAL WAS DU HÖRST! HIER HÄMMERTE ETWAS MIT DEINER STIMME GEGEN MEINE TÜR!!“

Verstutzt sagte er „IRGENDWAS IST IN DIESEM HAUS! wir warten bis morgen und sage Mom noch nichts! Was auch immer hier ist, es wird unwissenden erst später bewusst!“

Somit legten wir das Handy beiseite und schliefen ein.

Am nächsten Morgen öffnete ich meine Zimmertür und mein Bruder stand vor mir.

„Du musst dir die Aufnahme ansehen! JETZT!“

Wir setzten uns ins Wohnzimmer und auch unsere Mutter fragten wir, ob sie denn irgendwas verdächtiges diese Nacht gemerkt habe.

„Ausser ein Türgeklopfe an meiner Zimmertür nichts, ich habe die Tür aus Angst nicht geöffnet“

‚Sehr gut Mom! Irgendwas stimmt in diesem Haus überhaupt nicht und wir dürfen niemals die Tür öffnen wenn es klopft!

Wir sahen uns das Video an und waren geschockt, leichte Tränen kamen aus meinen Augen… Wir sahen uns drei im Flur stehen…. alle zusammen starren wir für exakt drei Stunden in die Kamera. Aber wir waren dies definitiv nicht!

Je länger wir dies ansahen, desto mehr wurde uns unbehagen.

Wir hatten einen Plan.

Wir packten noch am selben Tag unsere Sachen und verließen das Haus für immer

World Conspiracy

What if we are not humans, but beings from a far different dimension who incarnated into flesh, in order to … … do what we want? – But a species a long time ago managed to trap our memory and delete it for a time as long as we are in this body and our […]

erster Schultag in Hessen 17.8.2020

Mein Kind ist nun Klasse 4 und kam nach Hause und meinte „alles wäre gut“. Man muss dazu sagen, dass Hessen zum Glück keine Maskenpflicht im Unterricht hat, weil dann hätte sie nicht gesagt alles sei gut. Ich wünsche mir dass Hessen dabei bleibt. Lief auch vor den Ferien damit eigentlich ganz gut. Wie sieht […]

Intervallfasten #1

Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die Waage gestellt und bin rückwärts runtergefallen.. denn […]

Another Day

So currently i lack ideas and need something very new … Last week my grandmother died and the days past extremely fast… Here in this part of russia, the day ends at 18:00 .. because it gets pitch dark outside and the body gets fast sleepy.. reeeeally annoying i can tell! It feels like you […]

Channeling #1

Ich habe lange überlegt ob ich Euch mal ein paar Impressionen in Channelings Jenseitskontakte gebe die mir besonders in Erinnerung geblieben sind. Und ich denke ja, warum nicht. Wo fang ich an? Muss ich das nochmal erklären? Im Prinzip sind Jenseitskontakte der teilweise „spontan“ entstandene Kontakt zu den, zum Teil „zufällig“ anwesenden Seelen oder Seelenteilen […]

Was enthält ein „Lebens-/Seelenplan“? -Vor der Inkarnation

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Hallo zusammen, In diesem Blog werde ich über meine Erfahrungen berichten und darüber.was geschah, bevor ich auf der Erde inkarnierte. Erstens: Wenn Sie einen Schritt von außen in dieses Universum machen, werden Sie wahrscheinlich und höchstwahrscheinlich Ihr Bewusstseinslevel verlieren. Das bedeutet, dass Sie keine Klarheit darüber haben werden,…

Dagestan and Criminal Money Mining – Another Day

Hello all.

Its the second day without electricity at work and people start to wonder why and what is going on.

Well they repaired the problem and cut loose all the illegal cabel’s which were connected on the main transformators.

The first one exploded because many people had taken electricity illegally from the city.

To be honest, electro energy is very cheap in russia and everyone could easily afford it but NO, theres always some idiot who wants it for free.

The problem is that the transformator and connector gets overheated and can explode.

So the people thought okay, lets put in a new transformator and cut all illegal idiots right?

Well yes it worked…for 2 hours until the new one exploded too.

Now the police gets involved and investigates what is going on.

A new transformator cant just explode in two hours, specially when all illegals got cut, so whats causing the problem?

There are rumors that a guy is hidden somewhere with big computers and mines money illegally. Here its called „Butterfly money mining“.

I have zero idea what that is and neither how its done but someone told me, that it eats insane energy and it kills transformators.

It has something to do with online currency as i know.

In Dagestan there were few people who got caught and this time it seems to be in our place.

Hopefully he or she gets caught, it disrupted already 24 Shops and more. This mining method can take a whole city’s energy if its overdone.

Did any of you guys know what „Butterfly money mining“ is ?

School Cafeteria

We were in the school cafeteria and the doors got blocked. We panicked not because the police was going to come, but the location changed completely and the walls had a very creepy and bloody dust. We were 3 people including myself. „And what happend next?“ Asked the agent who interrogated us in seperat rooms. […]

Good Evening

Today’s day is a bit rough. Had no time to even take a bite since morning and right now im driving to another client .. See ya all later.

Crazy Cat Diary

Manchmal glaub ich nicht, was ich da sehe. Seht selbst. Der Teller fiel übrigens nicht. Was wars? Frischgebackene Waffeln, die meine Tochter allerdings nach den Fischstäbchen gebacken hatte, in der gleichen Pfanne und das war so widerlich 😆 Es schmeckt so gut, aber stank so nach Fisch, dass Leo am Ende auch verwirrt war.

Small Motivation

Remember! Whatever you do, theres always an asian who does it better. Now stop scrolling through instagram or facebook and get up!

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 2

As i walked straight to the door after pressing down the handle, all other doors closed loudly one after another. This gave me chills and i started to really enjoy it i thought. The room which i was warned by the girls before had been opened… „Scary scary .. not .. its just another hallway“ […]

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 1

A horror house had opened last day and i just wanted to see how it was. We had nothing much in this town, so it was rather new and i hoped it to be fun. I was living pretty central and the police patrolled constantly here. Crime was unavailable here and the people were friends […]

Schwalben in den letzten Sommerwochen

Man sieht sie waren fleißig. Das ist die erste und zweite Brut. Dieses Jahr habe ich auch keine kranken oder verletzten gefunden. Heute ist es dunkel draußen. Gestern brannten Feld und Wald, heute regnet es hoffentlich. Einen schönen Start in die neue Woche.

Good and a Half Day

Since some of us sleep more than 10 hours a day, ill call it a half day.. Time your day right and achieve something! Stop fucking around and do, or atleast admit that youre doing nothing for your dreams! Stay motivated and do it daily! Have a good day!

Death Ears

They laugh ot those who can hear it.. While those who dont, get controlled. Pointing with fingers „dumb idiots“, While the real cursed are laughing. A war will come, just like always, Wiping the surface while the elite hide in their bunkers, Waiting to come outside, To rule the survivors and do the same over […]

useful procedures for misanthropists

Just in case you feel like we do and you just hate this planet, here are a few useful mental disorders you can adopt to survive. intentional loss of reality believe into anything that sounds goodbelieve whatever you wanteverything else is of course bullshit acute forget, if it is useful if somebody want to tell […]

To hot to blog

I know its more than 50°Celsius. In Englisch its 122 Fahrenheit. My head isnt working in this Kind of weather… Sorry. Nice Sunday for all. Right now, the fire siren is sounding just now. Alarm…I hope nothing bad has happened. But in this heat outside…Conceivable

The Strong Side Effects of a Smartphone! – Secret TESTS

First, this is a long research with a „client“ who is physically well and did it to himself. All tests were done from the view of spiritual energy flow and how it attacks the body. Lets begin. Our smartphones and computers are special designs to dull our heads and specially our pineal gland with the […]

Corrupted Judges

This place with many others are highly corrupted. What i mean is, that a judge who judges criminals is always paid by the one who wants to win. The more money you give the judge, the higher your chances of winning a case without any problems. These assholes dont even listen to their own rules […]

The Search

I drove far abroad in Texas to search my sister who dissapeared a few days ago.

She shouldnt just go without saying something. She said she would go to a park and give a call if she reached it.

Mabye it was new ? I didnt knew anything about it and neither bothered.

Our mom was just sick and bed bound, she had problems with her brain. As she was in her fourty’s, she received a head trauma from my sister and now needed medical assistance.

So i went the same road as she did and landed in an area which seemed to be lost but a lot of broken and rosty cars were nearby.

This didnt seemed like a place for a park. Where the hell did she go?

A sign said „Wel_me to Zoo_and the Fun Place“

What a stupid name i thought. A bigger mansion alike house was right on the road side.

It was totally destroyed, atleast it seemed so. My suspicion went high on what „maybe“ did happen here.

I knew these horror movies were people got kidnapped in underground facilities, maybe i should search somewhere else?

„Helloooooo ??“ „Anything here?“ i said.

And as i was going to leave, and old lady came through a door. „Yes ..WHAT DO YOU WANT HERE?“ she said aggressively.

„I search my sister, she went to a park nearby but is missing, do you know the park?“

„Ahh..ah.. yes i know … follow me“ she said calmy now..

What the hell? She wanted me to follow her downstairs where she came from.

I didnt intended to go down anywhere with anybody, specially not in such area.

„I said park, not downstairs in a rotting house!“

„YOU GODDAMN FOLLOW ME BOY!“

This was the time to leave, but what if this crazy stupid hag actually would bring me to a… underground park? I know this was very stupid to think and i didnt bothered.

„Have a good day …“ i said and left the house.

Suddenly i heard a screaming voice coming from downstairs.

„ThAT was definetly not just a scream!“ and went back inside.

„What was that scream? Did you got someone down there?“ i asked, as i run down the stairs and pushed the old lady aside.

I broke open the door and… wanted to scream myself but….

There she was …my sister sitting with another ten people and smoking weed and do drugs.

„What the fuck you stupid cow! So you did this all the time in your …special park as you said?“

„Hey brother, nice to see you, dont tell mom okay? And sorry my phone broke down and i couldnt and didnt wanted to talk with anybody, just relax and take a brownie“ – she said laughing.

They were stitting on couches and the room looked very clean and modern. Fancy lights were hanging at the ceiling and the floor looked white and clear…. it was very surprising to see such a room in such an dirty area.

„I’ll take a bite“ i said

„Make yourself comfy and enjoy the upcoming party“ said one guy who looked a bit weird.

A few minutes later i lost consciousness …

„What the hell did you do ? What was in that brownie?“

„Brother, this is how it ends for you“ she said, while laughing.

What was she talking about? Was that really the sister i knew ? The entire situation was odd and i fell on the ground.

A few hours later..

I was bound with tape to a dirty bed and couldnt move at all.

I saw my sister who gave money to the old hag.. What would happen?

„HEY YOU STUPID BITCH – WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?“ i ask loudly and nervous.

And she replied:

„That is what you cunt get for raping and murdering our own mother, you will be tortured by the executioner until you die! Have a great live … pig boy….. and one more thing .. youre the one who received a trauma!“

Another Shit Day Without Her AND another Car Crash

I shouldnt say it, even though my day was financially great, i dont give a fuck about money and materialistic crap. If i would have the chance to change all i have in order to get you, i would do it without hesitation! Im looking forward to our explosive encounter soon my dear.. Dont loose […]

What is this?

This is the smaller Version of the hmm???? What??? Anybody how knows it?

100 Blogs in 2 years

Applause for myself. Now i feel burned out, because nothing seemed to change in the #consciousness of mankind. And now? The next book „Lucid dreams“ is available and i think im finished with what i was wanted to say to the world. Im ready to go now. In my opinion this Planet will never change, […]

Good Evening People

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A Guide to learn Astral Traveling

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Deathrow Prisoner

Hmmmmmmmm … who are we going to kill today?

„Lets punch through the wall and take a walk“

The deathrow prisoner Speck. Appearently no military force or special unit can stop him.

He comes and goes to our prison like it is a hotel suite.

„How embarressing!! We as the chief and commander of this town cant do anything against him… Damn this Speck! Is there no match for him?!“

Meanwhile he broke out again. It was the seventh time in two days.

The police dont even bother anymore to capture him, since he is coming back on his own. But how can the police react when he smashes the head of a civilian to the ground and rips his head off?

That freak is unstoppable! Bullets cant pierce him, kicks or punchs do even less, and trying to hold him in chains is suicide and he still breaks them like nothing.

Yesterday he went „shopping“ and broke every bone from the cashier. The wall was full of blood and he wrote „HA HA HA HA …PAID“ and after that, he came back to prison, took a piss and with his unwashed hands, he took a guards head and gave him treats to eat.

The guard refused and tried to shoot him but Speck punched a hole in his mouth and put the bag inside… And afterwards took a sleep back in his cell.

We already have tried every damn thing. Special bullets, gas, poison and even drowning. All got killed…the videos are brutal.

We expect some athlets to take him out but most of those martial arts and wrestling guys are useless idiots who cant see how unfair he fights because he wants to have fun.

A week ago, a boxer wanted to fight him. Speck stood behind him and said „Hello mr. Boxer“.

You have to know, Speck is two and a half meters high and probably the same size are his muscles while is agile and fast.

The boxer got intimidated but threw a punch. Unfortunatly no one, not even us counted with the coming surprise.

Speck took a hand granade which he stole from our police station, and rammed it up his throat. The boxer’s body got blown to pieces and blood filled the area. Everyone was shocked.

Except Speck… he was laughing and … started running towards us..

Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 1

Aktuell arbeite ich noch an meinem ersten Buch, welches unter dem Titel „Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet“ erscheinen soll. Es liegt noch ein kleiner Weg vor mir, aber es ist schon fast fertig. Ich überlege noch, ob ich selbst verlege oder verlegen lasse. Ich bin noch ein klein wenig planlos. Zumal mein eigenes Zeitmanagement ja immer von […]

Repetitive Dream – Horror games

Ive had a very crazy dream last night ..which was another repeating dream..that really sucked. This time there was a gang or group and they killed randomly people who stood against them and which tried to run from them. One crazy bitch was running after me and she had a giant knife mixed with a […]

Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 2

Nun ist es geboren. 😉 Und ich freue mich wirklich riesig, dass ich mich dazu durchgerungen habe, meine Gedanken auf Papier zu bringen und dass ich damit vielleicht auch dem ein oder anderen helfen kann. Für Alle, die es interessiert, gibt es hier mein Buch: Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet Ich schreibe darin über die Entstehung unserer […]

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The „Elite“ Club

Sign your name and bank account info down below and you will be a royal elite member of the club. The „lets eat meat“ and „why im a cunt“ – show will start soon! Get your fork and balls between your ass! .. Cunts!

Weekend fun

It was a late afternoon.

I went to a club which had opened new and which seemed to be really good according to some people.

On arrival i noticed some fance cars and a red carped. What was going on ? Was it always like this?

I went in and a lot of people stood there to get a ticket inside. I guess i just came in time and got lucky.

Few „celebs“ were drinking and dancing there too.. It was a rather normal club atmosphere.

One guy was drunk as hell and puked all over himself and a few guests, they werent happy.

It had another two floors and the third was secured and only for „special people“ as the security told.

I saw a group of people which seemed to go to the third floor. I stood behind them and walked as if i was one of them. I just really wanted to see what was on the third floor.

But the guards stopped me.

„Wait youre that guy on the poster at the wall!“

Me ? N- No youve mistaken, thats my twin brother, his name is gofuckyourself – and i ran down to the first floor to the exit.

A guard rammed me off my way and i lost consciousness.

„Five – one, we got the motherfucker who stole money from us last weekend. Not so smart to come a second time to this place ha?“

I woke up in a chair and two police men stood with the guards. I saw how they bribed the two cops.

What happend after?

Well i lost my clothing and nearly few fingers… I cry’d myself out of it and only got big kick to my face.

Im alive, the money is still save.

Next week, ill try the club on the next street… They will have a mask party…