Schlagwort-Archive: Mindset

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland.

I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again.

The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there..

The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, looked dirty and small but was aggressive, just like the guy who was a cannibal in the documentary i watched few weeks ago. I hoped that it wasnt him because he would drink his own piss and cut off other peoples tongue’s 😂.

Unfortunatly, it was a weirdo and he told us to finish three tasks he was giving. The tasks were very disgusting and disturbing and with each task, the first and second guy went home. The tasks were simple.

The first was to drink blood from an unknown source, but no one was going to it. So we told him to tell us, were he got it from. And he said from the dogs of your second task. So we drank the dog blood quick, but i only sipped it and the scene changed quick to the second task.

The second one was the most fucked up task. He brought three little puppy’s which he had ripped off the skin of each one, and they were still alive, walking in pain but no screaming. These little guys knew… we had to completely eat them… and so we did for the sake of DMT but … no we actually didnt eat them. We asked ourselves who the fuck this guy was and we didnt needed him at all. So we just threw him off the cliffs near the island were we had the „ceremony“. And since he had no helpers, no one saw nothing. I mean who was that dude and why we needed him and that stupid ceremony right?

The third task was to cut ourselves with the same knives the others had used and no one was doing that. Because i had the dream twice, it switched back and fourth and it showed me that the first time, i did everything and drank the stuff inside the black little vase which was dmt.

This time i didnt do shit and just went to the shrine, drinking it again, but the guy we thrown off was there.. holding the vase in my direction and giving it to me. I drinked …. and nothing happend .. i woke up!

Pretty shitty dream ive gotta tell..

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Secret Society Secrets – The Three Dots

Welcome to the world of secret society. A world in which a broke person has nothing to do. A world in which only the really rich can enter. Today, i will tell you the beautiful art sight of this world and how we handle the doomed and useless humans in the lower parts of the […]

0108 – The House

We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange… We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing […]

The others Problems.. – Not just Earths

Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there. It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on […]

How does the „Matrix“ work inside the planets ?

You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How […]

What is the biggest problem of the people?

In my opinion the following: You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience. You could not be a human having a spiritual experience. People die, their soul remains eternal. But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false […]

Dangerous Adventures

I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again.

I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on the old mates because ..well ..why not. The cream was tasty and i already had three of them. Besides i was surprised seing them around in such a place but it was more to it than i thought.

Later on we went outside and all hell broke loose.

Out of nowhere, mystic creatures with long nails and swords came like a swarm. They killed and cut up all of the people around. Me and a girl were on our own and had swords ourselves as it seemed. I couldnt see the girls face, neither could i tell who she was but i had a feeling that she might be my wife because she always comes in many forms in my dreams. I remembered the dream and knew that another attack was coming… As the creatures slaughtered everybody, we defended ourselves and cut few of them up as well. The cool part was, that our blades could cut the air and kill from a far distance. So i threw a few slices and got many of them and so did she. The swords were organic … it felt like they were living and the appearance changed colourfully. My two swords were red glowing with a dark background. The girl had a blue and red/dark sword, glowing as well. But we knew that they would break soon because these swords were not held by hand, but it was the hand from those creatures. We had ripped them out of their shoulders.

One creature jumped over a big wall and tried to cut me down, but because i knew the dream, i attacked her first and threw her to the ground. I thought that it might be a woman monster because of the blue appearance and long strange looking hair, but i didnt cared and cut her head along with her arm. There was no reaction, scream or else.

The girl went away, or atleast that was the last time i saw her.

I scene switch happend with a strong wind… i found myself on a mountain, chasing a woman that was running towards a castle. It really looked damn beautyful.. Big trees, the sun shine almost gone and the grass and flowers dancing in the wind, and in front of us, one road to the castle… It seemed magical… the field was shining and glittering in beauty. I really thought i might stay there and just watch, but i needed to chase the woman for a reason. It was very dangerous to just walk towards it but she knew it… The reason why i wanted to stay and watch was because i thought about me and my wife before we came here.. How much time had passed since then, or was it just a blink of an eye? I surely didnt knew.

As i chased her, she stopped and pointed with her finger towards a small mountain looking thing i thought. But it seemed to be a very fast train which lead to the castle. Big train rails were in front of us which circeled across this world. As we approached fast to the train, we noticed that it was covered in a big blanket, letting it look like a mountain. But instead it was a giant mix of a bug, a centaur and a bull. It had two big black tooth in front and it started running fast down the rails from where we came from. I knew that i was already once here and i remembered that i would be dead if i didnt had moved aside. It wouldve trampled me over i thought.

As we saw the giant thing going fast off the area, we went further towards the castle but it was shielded. Another circle ? Or was the castle just imagination? I dont know what happend to the woman but i was standing above ground, flying and looking at the castle. It seemed unreachable. Many big monsters were up ahead and i didnt knew what i was doing there in the first place…

As i looked, my vision gut blurry and i woke up unintended, knowing that its always been you and freedom, who i still chase and know to reach.

Der Verbieger

Es gab einmal einen Mann, den nannten alle „Der Verbieger“, weil alles was er tat und konnte, war es zu verbiegen. Sei es Gestein oder Stahl, alles konnte er verbiegen, ja sogar sein Haus war verbogen und auch seine nicht existente Frau. Die Dorfbewohner wagten es nicht allein durch das Dorf zu laufen, aus Angst […]

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland. I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again. The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there.. The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, […]

Dangerous Adventures

I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again. I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on […]

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe.

It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a prison planet. After they had created human bodies, they left few of their species on earth and another few on the moon, so they could watch and order command if something wouldnt go as planned. Please note that their plan is created in a time chamber on a different level were time passes by very slow.

After the development of their humaniod species, the modern human, they brought up a money system where one side is poor and their side is rich and wealthy. One cannot exist without the other.

The few left on earth continued the plan until every nation was enslaved and turned to a so called „grey planet“

A grey planet is a fully government controlled world were everything including nature is destroyed and replaced by metal trees and grey looking figures. The rest of the population is killed, tortured or bind to an endless control when you want to walk down the streets. No one is save anymore, everyone is aggressive and dull through the lack of vitamin D. The ones who say something out too loud, will be punished by dead or put to work in the grey mines. The system works automated on a computer and the governments dirty politicians, army, navy and the special forces are trained to take special pills which dull parts of the brain. Shortly said: you become a monkey with enough brain to obey the law, and enough stupidity to never question the law.

The police got killed by the government because they thought that many police men were already secretly against them. So instead a chip or special medication, they got a knock on their office door with poisend coffee or else.

The global population was wiped out with the phone radiation that was installed secretly by every company, which were owned by the governmental rules. They just needed to press a button so all phones either exploded in their faces or caused tumors and brain damage in a week. Sounds crazy ? They had way better tech. and the rest who stood against them got eliminated through operation „Dark Beam“. It was basically a laser with the range of 10 hectare but it only reacted with the heavy metals inside a humans body which the people had through their unhealthy livestyles and heavy chemtrails. It caused heat reaction which boiled you from the inside out… Those days were the last.

This all happend in the COVID-22 phase. Four years after the first global pandemic state. First it was fear, then it was suffer, and in the end it was death and enslavement for nearly the entire population. How did the government survive? Well they built big underground facilities. Deep down safe from radiation and the weapons.

The second waves COVID 19 + 20, were just a warm up to what was coming, trying to vaccinate everybody and kill them without suffering. But it didnt worked and they took the straight head shot but the bullet was going in slow and painful.

COVID 21 was the start of the heavy chem trail rains. They flooded the air and the sun was nearly off for weeks but because they couldnt save themselves from it, they stopped the fouth day. It covered the planet in dust and the people started shooting the cops and burning down governmental buildings. From the time of few days, half the planet was in war. Many didnt knew what to do and killed themselves or went oversee but they got followed by police forces and captured.

Iam telling you this from a base we recaptured that transmitts info to the moon. I dont have time anymore. Oh and iam not human, that is why radiation and heavy metals didnt killed us. We work against the evil forces and currently some of us are located inside an iceberg in the antarctica and inside earth.

When you got the message, burn it! When this gets to their hands, many other realities are screwed. So we hope it found the right one.

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COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe. It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a […]

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose. They had found […]

Smart Zombies – The Maze of Traitors

It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team. We knew that […]

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose.

They had found a crystal cave and each of those crystals were spending tremendous amount of energy for free. The expeditors saw it as a money mine and claimed the cave for themselves, but it was on our ground and so the people came with the entire village and plundered the cave…

It was soon known around the globe and military forces were coming to reclaim what they took from unknown land. The villagers tried to peacefully solve the situation but before they could speak, they were shot by the white man’s people and taken hostage for killing their expeditioners. Not a single crystal was found after the search through the village..

Where did all the crystals went ? They used hightech to detect the energy radiating from the crystals but still, nothing was found. They had no other choice but to leave.. except when one kid started to say loud „the crystals are inside us“.

This doomed all.. the kid got hit hard in the face and the people started to run.. The military started to shoot and kill everbody, but they wanted to extract the crystals unbroken. Somehow the villagers had eaten the crystals for whatever reason.

After they took a few hostages, they cut them open and extracted the glowing crystals. Very interestingly was what it caused inside their bodys. The crystal was merging with the body, replenishing energy and healing powers. Those crystals were actually alive.

A few hours later many screams were heard but now some gangs started an all out war before they could fully analise the crystals. The biggest question was how they got such big and spiky crystals inside their bodys. A few moments before the tent got blown up by a rocket launcher, the scientists found that the crystals had a connected network and were causing new diseases but the holder of the crystals would not feel anything.

Many died during that time and now we are hiding with the military inside the caves. Our enemy is now a crystals being that cant be shot to death and when it finds a way out of this island, the entire world is doomed. The only way to shut them down is to melt their body with over 2000° celsius and higher.

We had communication to the base and told what happend but they werent believing us and sent another team which was shot from the air.

When we asked the rest of the living villagers on how they got the crystals inside their stomachs, they said that they had no idea about it.

So many questions to this story but not much answers. Whoever gets this message, never come here! We are all dead

Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]

Sind wir, was wir zu sein glauben? Glaubenssätze einfach erklärt.

Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]

Dailylook #1

Warum weiß der eine mehr, der andere weniger übers Leben? Wir sagen es euch, kurz und knapp.

Smart Zombies – The Maze of Traitors

It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team.

We knew that the land of free was beneath us in some closed section, like a portal would show us the way were the world was still intact.

An unknown species of vampires or blood and flesh feasting things had appeared. We assummed that our spy’s became victims to them, but something was odd about the entire incident…

The guy who told us about that world was wearing a black robe and looked like a traitor to me. Everyone believes in his brainwash except three people. But what choice did we had ? It was already late and those freaks were taking the world very fast. No strategic or military force could handle them.

It was one 1am at the market center, we were standing and taking a look to the other buildings, checking if there could be any threat. But it was already too late… they swarmed us from nowhere and first attacked the the civilians. They had no chance.. The heads got ripped out, bones broken and skin torn to pieces. The 10 of us with assault rifles tried to kill them but it was useless against these numbers and impossible to win. We got all seperated at once and many died .. Me, one civilian and another team member got inside the market center. We took the stairs from the closed section, so those freaks couldnt see us. All we were hearing was… screams for help while they got dismantled to pieces. I was about to shoot those who had followed me because of my suspicion that they were bitten.

It seemed to allright and i had no time to think, so i went inside the doors brought me to the second floor, but instead i was underground somehow and i saw how a few managed to escape in here too. We all came together and were relieved that not everybody was dead or infected by now. But the problems were only beginning….

The first problem was THEY KNEW that some had escaped and they knew that we all were down here. When one of them sees you, they tell it their horde and they start to slowly engage with tactics to lure their prey. It was really dangerous.

The second problem was that the catacombs were devided in sections, some had doors and some had traps and other tunnel systems were flooded or destroyed.. probably so safe themselves. But we needed to find the portal to the so called free land.

After a few minutes we heared something loud…The monsters were coming ..or whatever you can call them. They had a grey body, really big and sharp nails and their entire skin was rotting and wrinkled. Some of them seemed to be normal dumb zombies but a vampire was their leader. This thing was the main problem. It could show the dumb zombies how to become smarter and they improved within minutes. But to kill such a thing was merely impossible. Whenever we tried to capture one, it regenerated extremely fast and killed everyone who attacked, as well did the power increase. A vampire who was shot one, became strong as a tank and ripped one of our bases down, but it lost intelligence.

The noise was getting louder and we heared those freaks. They suddenly staring at us from one of the collapsed floors. We knew that we needed to open those doors up fast or we would all die. But instead listening, everybody panicked and ran further inside the catacombs. One stood with me, trying to open a heavy wood door but it wasnt moving at all.

The time we tried to open the door, those things were already inside and started to run after the rest of us. My weapon was unloaded and those things were sensitive to voice and sound. So i took out my katana and run towards two, cutting their heads clean off their shoulders… There was massive blood coming out, a normal human could never have such an amount. The two are dead and werent moving but the rest of maybe 12 saw me and i began to run up the walls and holding on to a little stone outside the wall. The other guy ran away further in.. it was the last time i saw him and the beings started to kick and hit the wooden door with their heads.

What was wrong with them?

Afterwards, i saw the guy with the black robe again! He was here? Why??.. I switched suddenly my perspective and saw how he betrayed all of us by giving wrong directions. He just wanted us to become prey while he was running through the gates. I got lucky and surprised … i never had a live and conscious out of body experience such as this. It seemed that our normal world was fake to every bit.

I flew afterwards the guy and saw the door. It was three wooden doors from my right and the portal was only opening if all the other floors were collapsing soon. It was a sort of magic security system which killed unwanted guests..

After i switched back to my body, i needed to run quickly towards the doors but how would i open them?

At the same moment, i saw the guy with the black robe again, he was standing right to the closed wooden door and took the head of the dead body which i had killed. He placed it in the center and stabbed the head with a knife, afterwards the door opened quick and he went through.

As long as the freaks were distracted at the other door, i jumped straight along the wall and landed infront the door. My jump was loud and the freaks heard me. As the door was closing, i ran inside and pushed it to close. The freaks were hammering loud and i went on.

The guy in the robe was standing there, waiting.. for me ? He had no head to smash against the wall and now was waiting for my ? But that wasnt the case. He looked at me and said „Lets go while theres time“ and he cut his hand and placed it again in the center of the wooden door, but it didnt opened… As i came close, he started to swing at me with his knife but i was the best in close combat. Before he hit me, i hit him in the face, took my katana and cut ofg his legs. He was screaming in pain and i wondered who it was ..behind the mask..

After taking it off, i couldnt believe it… It was the general of the bunker which was destroyed a long time ago, but he was infected and not the same general. I was sure that this being had it planned all along. Either it was the virus or the general was an asshole. I didnt took a chance and cut off his head. He didnt said anything, nor was he trying to stop me from taking his head atleast with his arm or something.

I took his head and did the same with the wooden door. It opened fast and the wooden door behind me was opening, luring in all the infected monsters and collapsing the floor. The last floor, but i forgot to take the head with me .. Damn it.. i would need to open the door somehow and i tried… it wasnt moving… After i sat down and thought what i could do, i saw how the door was opening on its own and green lights came out of there.

I thought i was dreaming .. but there it was.. the portal and land of free.. I stepped through and now iam here, sitting and writing in the lands above the sky’s .. This world was how earth shouldve evolved.. People in love and peace, no war, no disease.. Just pure consciousness about life.

But we on earth.. destroyed everything because of greed.

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A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]

Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]

What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]

Das Leben eines Nervösen

Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]

Bist Du eine „alte“ Seele?

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…

Weird Days

Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]

The New Job – Escape ? …!

As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]

The New Job …

I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all. But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more … Why didnt i listened to her? I should […]

The Room on the Hills

I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]

Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die.

But i found myself in a open cell in hell..

It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because i went down a light tunnel. The hallway was full of screams and fear. Weird noices were coming out in the end of the path.

The walls were from some kind of disgusting looking flesh that hurt you when you came close to it. It wasnt pain what was felt, but it was a horrible feeling which seemed to consume everything.

I stood up and i had no shoes on while i was walking out of my cell and feeling the worst fear you could dream of. Was this place hell? There was nothing that could describe this place, it was truly nightmarish. As i went down the hallway, i saw people screaming in their cells while the doors were open, what was going on? They couldve walked out easily but acted like they were held for eternity here.

Would i stay here forever ? I needed to find a way out and suddenly ..“WELCOME TO HELL, THIS WAY FOR THE MURDERER AND LIVE TAKER ISMAIL SHALAK“

That was my name … i was the murderer and killer of my family, but i only protected myself from these islam-fanatic bastards of a kind! They tried to sell me to a pedophile ring but i managed to escape at a night from home and when i was old enough, i would kill them for what they did. They were brainwashing me and telling me that underage sex would be for my benefit. I liked every bit of cutting their tungs and skin out while they screamed in fear and pain.

„FUCK YOU AND YOUR HELL“ i yelled while i was going backwards to my cell. The being stood there and started running at me but i couldnt move. As it stood before me, three meters high and very muscular and extremely ugly with sharp teeth and a bright smile, it spoke „YOU WILL BE JUDGED BY THE SNIFFER“. And than it hit me so hard in the face that i flew back to my cell, the door closed and i fell to sleep. Surely i would die from a hit such as this, but i only was feeling pain without injury.

As i woke up .. i heard yelling and screaming .. „HELP HEELP HEEEEEELP MEEE PLEASE IM SORRY“. The noise came from the others which were hold by a giant ugly bug that sniffed the cause of their death and which got the punishment for it. The people were held in small cages, naked and full of fear while being tormented by other beasts.

The bug – thing was terrifying itself. A dark coat with bleeding wings and again this red living flesh. The flesh was holding the sinners infront of the judge while it sniffed and told in which tormenter class they would be tortured for eternity.

I was standing on the corner while the red flesh grabbed me and i started to scream in horrible pain and fear. It covered my entire body and caused all pain at once. „THE SINNERS SOUL IS TO BE TORTURED IN THE DEMONS CHAMBER“ said the judge while it sniffed on me. The smell was disgusting and i couldnt say a word because i was screaming in pain.

After my judgement, the flesh threw me down a dark hole while i still was screaming in pain, panick and whatever bad feeling there was. This was going on forever ? Never could i do this? Why did i deserve this?. I was talking to myself while i was tightened to red flesh .. Every second was painfull enough and now these fearful beings were bringing me to the demons chamber .. what on hell was that? How could it get ever worse than this?

„YOU WILL SEE HOW BAD IT WILL GET RIGHT NOW – STUPID HUMAN“ said one being. It was hearing my thoughts ? I couldnt hide my thoughts? How did he hear me ? Or was it pure luck?

I came off the red flesh and got thrown even further down.. A simple hole of blue flesh? Just a really tiny hole made out of organs .. But it wasnt hurting at all .. What was going on? The demons left while i heard them talk something „Will he ever get it ?“.

I didnt understood a word but i needed to climb out the fuck out of here. Maybe they did a mistake and threw me to a wrong spot, this was my chance!

The blue organs were sticking to me the more i try’d to move.. fuck.. i couldnt move easily but i was going up the three meter hole i thought. But instead i was falling further in and started to feel sharp pain at my feat. The blue flesh was turning into something i knew..

It turned into some sort of fluffy hair ?? I was awake and my cat was playing with my foot.. Damn.. was that really a dream? I did kill my parents but that was all good after 30 years. That place was definetly an area to land, when i wouldnt know about it! That was surely a test of skill…? As pain was rising on my entire body ..

„Will he ever get it“ was the last thing that was heard from Ismail Shalak, while he was like the rest, held in a open cell … screaming in pain, hell.

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INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]

Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting..

Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many diseases were wiped out.

A free world of technology, knowledge and consciousness. A world of understandment, love and peace.

The beings during that time were not all humans but many came from different planets to develop their species and take ressources of planets because their own got once destroyed by war with a different planet.

This species was far advanced in every aspect. They had built a planet sized gravity star planet which was a planet just like earth but everything was made with a special metall that was light and very dense at the same time.

They befriended with the stupid ape planet earth and took many apes and animals to their ships. After analysation, they realised that it was possible to recreate a species that was dumb enough to never advance too far and intelligente enough to never attack their owner. However, that was all in the dark so no one knew what was coming towards them.

After the species took form, the very first humanoid and alien alike people were known as Adam and Eve in the garden of god. Better known as „human“. What Adam and Eve didnt knew, was that they got captured from a very far world outside the universe and the memory was wiped clean out.

So they were sent back to earth, told to always love their makers and to never stand against them.

Soon after Adam and Eve, many others came by and built a center of what the world was knowing soon as „Lemuria“ or ancient „Dark Snake“ and Atlantis.

The extraterrestials saw how their project grew in what they wanted, a working and slave class for a special metall on earth.

The world was shining in gold and earth was going a way full of advancement and peace. Animals were taught to behave with humans, super computers were built to identify health and brain functions and no one was working for money but for all the things they stood for. No stress was the motto.

Everything seemed perfect until.. the makers asked for what they came for..

Unknowlingly, many dissapeared and got killed by the weapons of the artificial star. They took all the gold which were collected by the humans. Many stood against their makers but it wasnt helping because they had implented many things into their bodys such as the „mine chip“. This chip would detonate when they act against their makers.

Lost legs, arms and heads came the follwing moon lights. The aliens just laughed at them because the only thing they needed to do was pressing a button and all would be gone. Since the ancient world had no interest in weapons and violence, they got wiped completely..

The aliens plundered the entire planet of their true ressources such as the giant trees, omega rocks and gold… lots of gold. They ruined the worlds history so no one would ever find out what really happend. Placing a few statues and rocks and letting the dumb minds of the weak creatures do the rest of a never ending puzzle… All for the distraction.

But before the world went down, some managed to write it down, that maybe one day, someone would read and know the missing peace of history on earth.

After one day of plundering and killing, they left a few new species and animals on earth but again, without memory and only few things to develop their brains overtime and a chip to extinguish them when the time was right to come back, plundering again.

So it happend .. the white and long finger beings went away, letting earth recover and or selfe destruct while watching them from the moon and implementing a „reincarnation – memory forget“ -machine. So if someone died unconscious, they would die and be reincarnated again in the same slave system to work their asses off again and never understand what their real purpose was after all..

„You dumb apes.. we see you soon, or maybe you all just sleep inside our ship?“ – were the last words written along the walls of the pyramids.

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A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]

What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others

Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever.

Lets cut that straight to the point.

Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a slave to the robotic system.

Your a soul who came from very very far away. And now youre trying to find a reason why youre here but you really cant. The reason for that is amnesia. You cant remember what happend and since 99% of the population dont know WHO AND WHAT they really are, they start to struggle and they either continue to play this game of feelings, missunderstandings and many more things which screw around with their mind.

Or they just dont play and kill themselves but that is a different story and within their plan.

In the end, most of us are integrated in this game and they cant really get out of there because they didnt came close enough to those questions which wouldve changed their view to this world and themselves. They would be …happy.. and the system ..this planet itself, doesnt want happy people.

The reason why youre here is to REMEMBER who you really are. Get every piece of memory back and KNOW where you have to go before you die, otherwise you will fall victim again and land here, asking and doing all the same shit over and over again until you make it.

You might think that nothing except 3D exists because no one has proven otherwise? There are many who did prove.

You can have fun and all that stuff that is available here, but always focus to remember and ask yourself questions that you cant answer because the answers are all inside you!

You just have to remember how you opened those memory parts and see it again!

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]

Browse while earning Bitcoin! – CryptoBrowser

This is a short blog about something i found which seems quite useful to get bitcoin.

The fancy crypto currency went up again to 10.000 dollars a coin.

In the following app you can browse normally through the internet while mining bitcoins LEGALLY and WITHOUT power loss or damage to your device.

Every minute you’ll stay inside the browser gives you a reward and there are no secret or small „extras“ that doesnt allow you to withdraw the mined money!

It’s more like a pyramid system but with bitcoin mining. The more people you get involved with your code, the more mining income YOU AND HIM/HER while receive.

To be honest i wasnt sure about that myself when i saw the app but my wife already got quite something and you can buy boosts for 1$ which increase the income as well.

So guys.. DONT WAIT and start now! But dont forget to turn ON the mining, many forget that!

Your balance is always shown on the lower left „C“ button and is always updated every 10 minutes.

This is my current balance in one hour of just watching youtube videos. As „funny“ as it sounds, you do really get paid for just being online.

Use this code

https://cryptotabbrowser.com/16144565?f=sn

to help me grow my network and Your’s as well! The more people you get in there, the more will benefit and the numbers will be listed on your screen

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Intervall Fasting #5 – Benefits, disadvantages

Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]

The New Job – Escape ? …!

As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me.

It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it.

A few seconds later … my vision got blurry and the scene changed. Suddenly that damn thing was gone and i runned downstairs because the door was now a brick wall. I opened the door and thought that this would be the way to hell..

The hallway was full of … i dont know how to describe it.. it was full of bloody body parts that were alive. They were moving and the wall was bleeding while the shattered light bulps worked again.

The scene changed again infront of my eyes. It was like a split second… just like before… But why was this happening to me.. i just want to get the hell out of here.

The hallway seemed normal just as always and i was still panicking and hoping to find another exit.

„“CLICK – BOOOM““ – A loud explosion ? But where ? Nothing could explode here ? The generators?

My heart was racing even faster when i thought about it… but it was true.. the lights were turning off one by one. I needed to get my lighter, quickly!

I ran into my office and picked up the lighter „BAM“ – The door got closed on its own again.

Every step was fearful and something told me.. something had fun with me being afraid.

As i held my lighter and moved slowly forward, i thought about what would happen when i loose all my light resources.. The only thing left was my lighter dammit.

I opened the door and held my lighter upfront to see were i was going to. I still needed to get out of here somehow, but how when the damn door dissapeared ? ..

While i walked down the hallway, a door opened slowly .. And flash light was coming out of there.. like something making fotos in there?

As i approached the room, i saw that damn being laying down there with a coat and full of blood. I knew that this thing wasnt supposed to be here! It was laying on the metal plattform which was used to inspect the fresh dead bodys.. Was this the missing body ? I didnt cared but the camera was still flashing, i picked it up and looked through it while pressing the button… dont ask me why i did that, i thought i just needed to..

That thing suddenly was standing before me and i panicked, looking again through it and pressing the flash button. It dissapeared again and i could breath for few minutes.. How did this camera came here ? Atleast it had flash and was showing something in the darkness i thought.

So i ran through the floor with my lighter and the camera and whenever something strange appeared, i flashed it. Seemed to work so it had to work on the damn wall too!

As i ran, i heard a loud monstrous voice that was chasing me. I turned the camera around and flashed it i thought, but the scream was coming closer and closer as i approached the door.

Again i ripped open the exit door and looked through the glass, but the thing was gone.. I walked up the stairs and turned left .. There it was ..

The door was there again? .. i had enough and just in case, pointed the camera at it and pressed the button.

That damn thing was standing again in front of me..

I didnt run away.. instead i threw the camera at it and ran screaming towards it. The camera shattered … and so did my nose while i lost consciousness..

The next day ..

„HEY …HEY! what happend ? Can you hear me?“ a colleague of mine asked while i was still dizzy.

„What happend here ? Is everything okay? You didnt responded to any calls so the Headquarters called me to check“ she said.

„Iam so glad to see you jane!“ as i was standing up.

The door behind her was open and i could feel the wind.

„I quit! And you should too jane.. I would be dead now“ i said while i walked by her, outside.

„Finally fresh air oh my god.. i thought i was going to really die“ i said while i walked few meters away from the building.

„So you didnt took the pill? You saw it didnt you.. “ she said to me while she was smiling.

„You knew ? What the hell jane!?“

As she looked at me, i backed further away .. There it was .. That thing stood right behind her.

„BEHIND YOU JANE“ i screamed

She just smiled and got ripped inside while the door did shut loud… I just ran as fast as i could to my car and drove away without ever looking back..

They can keep their fucking money!

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]

Another Day

Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD

The Cell and Earth

We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]

The Room on the Hills

I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls.

We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city.

The two girls and a guy went up and i told them not to go because i felt something bad up there.. They didnt listen..

Than a old lady started screeming to never go up there but it seemed already too late.

The other two wanted to go up when they heard that they might dissapear but i really wanted to not go there because i knew what was going on from the first time i had this dream.

So we went up because i still was unconscious to realise the dream.

We came to a rather rusty and old looking house with a little see around it. Everywhere was plastic and dirty pollutions, it looked all contaminated.

Suddenly we all fell asleep and woke up inside a container where we were lying down on our backs side by side.

We stood up and suddenly a movie on the wall was shown out of nowhere. The movie showed how we killed and cut up two people but i knew that this place was fucking with our minds.

Than two woman and a guy appeared naked, bloody faces and many cuts around their bodys with sharp teeth.

The woman was laying down and ready to be fucked while it looked straight at me .. I only knew that this bitch was going to do something else for the next victims, so i stepped back and watched from an outer perspective what the others did.

The ugly monster guy was telling that everyone likes to be poked in their ass and i felt like watching tv but more with interactive options, i said „What the fuck NO!“ – while i tried to pull back the guy and girl from those freaks.

And yes, i didnt knew their names at all.

After i couldnt pull them back, i started to move backwards and now something weird happend again, just like many of my dreams.

The screen pushed itself forwards and backwards for a second and i was „back inside“ the dream. The scene changed and everyone including those freaks dissapeared. The two were lying on the ground unconscious but back with their clothes on.

I was standing outside out of nowhere and i saw how these freaks made the little movie. They used wood puppets and threw an illusion over it, so the wood bodys couldnt be seen. Than they trapped their victims and showed what they did, after the movie was finished, they wanted to give them their punishment .. or as i say, some freaks were horny for your energy.

We all were standing back in the room and i was pissed about the dream, neither could i wake up so i needed to finish the dream quickly.

I started to throw mannequins into white containers until the room was clean and the doors opened. We all went out and knew that all this, was just a hallucination ..but where did the other three go?

I forgot to mention the pool full of blood, body pieces and heads.. Maybe there ?

INTERVAL FASTING #1

A wonderful and hopefully rainy good morning at a Monday. With us nature finally breathes a sigh of relief, it is fresh and raining really well. I, on the other hand, have to put on my pants and hold my breath, otherwise they just won’t close. So I put myself on the scale and fell […]

The Human Rings

There was once a cave in which a titan lived. This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave. Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned.. But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later… The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of […]

Unescapable Dream

I was quite busy yesterday and felt asleep rather quickly.. everything was just as usual.

And than i woke up in a different room but my bed was suddenly in the air and it was odly dark.

I got chills down the spine where i realised a dark being standing and watching me.

It had no face, only darkness surrounding and a form of either alien or child with three long fingers and spikey nails.

I seemed to be naked myself, or having a jeans on and of fear, i grabbed the monsters arm and tried to break it while it had escaped two times.

Whenever i looked at it, it tried to run/dissapear but i catched it and well .. than the scene changed …

I was walking around my house and everything was left except the doors.. they were dark and creepy .. I walked around fast, like i would escape from something or search.

I realised that i was trying to leave the dream by causing panic which would increase my physical heartbeat = so i could wake up.

But it didnt work and i thought i never get out of there. Meanwhile the scene had changed again into a different room and did the same until my vision got out „of the screen“ – which woke me up.

My pulse was normal and i thought… damn..it was just another repeated dream ..

UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS – FACTS #1

Here you could now first add all my/our old posts. This one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/ or this one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/ Or in principle almost all of them, as I am very often only concerned with consciousness. But now let’s get it straight again. Does humanity really want to be „Conscious“? Does this question really arise? You know what? […]

„Cant travel astral anymore“ What wrong? – The Silver Wall

Did it happen again?

You did your exercises and your body fell asleep, but your mind stood awake, … But you cant get out ?

Whats wrong ?

Well theres a possible block for you! I call it the silver wall because i saw it.

Its a wall that is glued to your astral body but its not a part of it. The appearance is silver, floating and quite shiny … Like looking into moving waters..

First when i saw this, i thought i may break through it but … no chance! Its way more dense and heavier than any obstacle to move through and the silver is probably a sort of lead but in the forth dimension.

Now what has lead to do in the fourth dimension where everything is moving energetically ?

I might guess something that comes into my mind from a very weird dream with aliens.

In my dream there was a two meter lead wall and the ship had nearly all doors made out of it. It was very heavy and i couldnt pass through. But there was no reason to put this huge doors infront of someone because in 3D – you could break through and open them easy – That leads me to the conclusion of being astral in some sort of place while my body was in deep sleep or i was remembering something through that.

But since i was unconscious and in dream state, i could only move the already open door, only few inches with heavy struggles.

I asked myself why there would be this kind of door and the answer was simple … It was there to hold down visitors from other dimensions (4D).

And since the aliens there had no problems moving them, i dont doubt that they found a way to create something that would seal away souls who try to stick their noses too much into someones business.

At least trapping them with something inside their bodys with a very certain trigger.. like talking too much about it .. a selve activating trap which is installed somewhere in the DNA by a pattern.

What do you think?

World Conspiracy

What if we are not humans, but beings from a far different dimension who incarnated into flesh, in order to … … do what we want? – But a species a long time ago managed to trap our memory and delete it for a time as long as we are in this body and our […]

erster Schultag in Hessen 17.8.2020

Mein Kind ist nun Klasse 4 und kam nach Hause und meinte „alles wäre gut“. Man muss dazu sagen, dass Hessen zum Glück keine Maskenpflicht im Unterricht hat, weil dann hätte sie nicht gesagt alles sei gut. Ich wünsche mir dass Hessen dabei bleibt. Lief auch vor den Ferien damit eigentlich ganz gut. Wie sieht […]

Intervallfasten #1

Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die Waage gestellt und bin rückwärts runtergefallen.. denn […]

Another Day

So currently i lack ideas and need something very new … Last week my grandmother died and the days past extremely fast… Here in this part of russia, the day ends at 18:00 .. because it gets pitch dark outside and the body gets fast sleepy.. reeeeally annoying i can tell! It feels like you […]

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on.

My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them.

The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL follow the same moves as i had dreamt it before.

And if i want to break that dream, i feel myself pushing outwards … like a screen that is glued to my face and runs the dream. Neither do i feel having a body in those short moments and surroundings become black.

Did anybody got same experiences ?

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people.

They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere.

I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries to take over in the middle of traffic.. fucking idiots i can tell!

Than theres the other problem.. the people who issue a drivers license to those who give them money… Since everything is possible with money, you can get your license here for around 120€ without even attempting to learn anything.

And the most fucked up part is that manny parents give their 5 year old kids a car to drive.. to learn how to drive… yes you read it right! And guess what happens when they cause a crash?

I really would like some strict rules on the streets here, the police isnt doing much ..only collecting money from some other stuffs and raids..

And when you call those idiots out on the street, they either look stupid at you or say nothing ..

Just yesterday there was a bus who stopped in the middle of the road while i was on the sidewalk after filling up gas, and that guy didnt moved.. i needed to raise my hand and the horn to check if hes picknicking or going to drive…

Trust me im not a angry driver but if someone just stops on the fucking road and parks it there, i really get pissed!

And the last part is the „Wedding Konvoy“ … the cunts drive on the opposite road and risk crashing while fifteen other cars chase it loud with sirens and and dumbass manuvers..

Trust me … this kind is one of the worst.. most of them dont even got a license and they drive like idiots .. I hope the police is busting their asses all along.. several cases of crashing to people has been reported, they even kill cows on the road because they drive 80 in a 20 road..

Well… thats that .. if you thought that you might get angry when you drive, forget it… the most would get a shock from this place and a therapy for anger issues! xD

Channeling #1

Ich habe lange überlegt ob ich Euch mal ein paar Impressionen in Channelings Jenseitskontakte gebe die mir besonders in Erinnerung geblieben sind. Und ich denke ja, warum nicht. Wo fang ich an? Muss ich das nochmal erklären? Im Prinzip sind Jenseitskontakte der teilweise „spontan“ entstandene Kontakt zu den, zum Teil „zufällig“ anwesenden Seelen oder Seelenteilen […]

Was enthält ein „Lebens-/Seelenplan“? -Vor der Inkarnation

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Hallo zusammen, In diesem Blog werde ich über meine Erfahrungen berichten und darüber.was geschah, bevor ich auf der Erde inkarnierte. Erstens: Wenn Sie einen Schritt von außen in dieses Universum machen, werden Sie wahrscheinlich und höchstwahrscheinlich Ihr Bewusstseinslevel verlieren. Das bedeutet, dass Sie keine Klarheit darüber haben werden,…

School Cafeteria

We were in the school cafeteria and the doors got blocked. We panicked not because the police was going to come, but the location changed completely and the walls had a very creepy and bloody dust. We were 3 people including myself. „And what happend next?“ Asked the agent who interrogated us in seperat rooms. […]

FSK 18 Premium Content wanted? Horrorstorys de Luxe

Dear Friends and Followers and Readers,

we think about level up our Content, up to real nice horrorstorys, but in this case, we are not able to show them without setting a lock – so the next storys, will be a bit more expliciter, than the last.

So stay tuned and if you see, its premium content be sure, you will have good dreams after reading 😉

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD

Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was.

I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but in a country where money is rare and you make more than the most „rich“ cities, you cant resist the smell xD

The sun is unusual or am i seeing things? One day really hot, next cold and windy.. And before i forget it, i saw today some strange clouds, they were rainbow painted and highly in the air. Ive never saw something like that but i couldnt take a clear picture of it and neither is the dumbass camera showing it.

Why is all mystery and fun stuff mostly recorded bad .. is there a code in the phone system ? Lol

Anyway have a great night.

How was your day ? 🙂

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter.

As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face.

It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster splits into two pieces with wide and sharp teeth while it runs.

Many lost their lives to it. It rather lives in the dark and likes hospitals and long dark floors. Somehow you cant hear when it sprints but feel the teeth when it bites off half of your body while running.

The last time i saw one was yesterday near the sewers of our base. That cunt was waiting for blood and flesh to be dropped down.. We throw away infected animals and these things eat them.

Whatever you do, never try to encounter one, it runs faster than you and it can eat a lot of bullets.

I would personally say that this being is rather blind and uses sound for detection .. that would explain why you dont hear when it runs..

We caught few of them to see how they behave and how their structure is built. Interestingly, it seems like an abnormal mutation to cancer cells while a virus becomes conscious to the instincts of the beasts and acts as such.. just eating everything..

Good Evening

Today’s day is a bit rough. Had no time to even take a bite since morning and right now im driving to another client .. See ya all later.

Crazy Cat Diary

Manchmal glaub ich nicht, was ich da sehe. Seht selbst. Der Teller fiel übrigens nicht. Was wars? Frischgebackene Waffeln, die meine Tochter allerdings nach den Fischstäbchen gebacken hatte, in der gleichen Pfanne und das war so widerlich 😆 Es schmeckt so gut, aber stank so nach Fisch, dass Leo am Ende auch verwirrt war.

Small Motivation

Remember! Whatever you do, theres always an asian who does it better. Now stop scrolling through instagram or facebook and get up!

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work!

I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them.

First of all, nothing is impossible, and so is this. But in spite of everything, let’s be clear.

Just because it is possible, what is the probability that a ghost, a demon or any other being, will pick out a normal, mortal human being and choose him as a victim.

Why, should it do so?

It is a fact that the normal human being, who does not believe in ghosts, demons, poltergeists, narrowness or even in God and devil, is not a particularly attractive victim. Since he is in principle not seriously attackable.

If he has an extremely high energetic charisma and shines like a moth lamp, it is quite possible that he comes into the field of vision of some ghosts, but he must also be vulnerable

The magic word here is VULNERABLE.

We know that everything is frequency and vibration and to leave a loophole, or docking hole to be vulnerable or attackable, our frequency must be down.

There must be a hole through or into which the being can enter. A person who is aware of himself and his own energetic protection and environment does not become a victim as easily as someone who simply believes everything that is told to him somewhere and who, because of fear, – no longer dares to sleep in the dark at night.

Besides and most people forget this, nothing is permanent or even forever, here on this planet. A ghost only consumes energy as long as you supply it to him.

That means in plain language, if you don’t supply any, it disappears. And what many still forget, do you really believe that a spirit that feeds on your fear energy so desperately wants you to become aware of it? No!

If you consciously and openly perceive spirit activity, there is a greater chance that it is someone you know and want to communicate with you.

An energy-sucker will be much more discreet than someone who wants to draw attention to himself.

The first important step in both cases is not to be afraid, because please WHAT should or can an energy form do for you? Except make you a little bit or more afraid.

But you only have this fear because you do not see WHO is there before you. Just imagine this being as a human being and your fear will be much less and you will be able to think more clearly and deal with it!

Please also finally free yourself from the thought of wanting to send every spirit and every soul into the light. I can only tell you again and again that this is none of your business and you have neither to decide nor to determine it.

To go into the light means to incarnate directly and THAT is not what every soul or spirit that communicates or wants to communicate with you wants to expand.

Also, when you are seeking professional help, make sure that this person does not want to begin to put such a compulsion on your visitor. This can backfire!

In our big book you can read more about it and understand it better!

Promise!

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 2

As i walked straight to the door after pressing down the handle, all other doors closed loudly one after another. This gave me chills and i started to really enjoy it i thought. The room which i was warned by the girls before had been opened… „Scary scary .. not .. its just another hallway“ […]

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 1

A horror house had opened last day and i just wanted to see how it was. We had nothing much in this town, so it was rather new and i hoped it to be fun. I was living pretty central and the police patrolled constantly here. Crime was unavailable here and the people were friends […]

Schwalben in den letzten Sommerwochen

Man sieht sie waren fleißig. Das ist die erste und zweite Brut. Dieses Jahr habe ich auch keine kranken oder verletzten gefunden. Heute ist es dunkel draußen. Gestern brannten Feld und Wald, heute regnet es hoffentlich. Einen schönen Start in die neue Woche.

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second.

If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming!

But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not rewarded as much as stealing/scamming money?

Well it might be rewarding to one’s self through energy and the „feel well to help“ – but thats it.. what can you buy with it here? Does it pay your bills?

Of course a few got rich though that work as well but i talk about the really fucking rich guys. The wall street fucking rich guys who sit infront of their computers and gamble through the financial market and making millions with it.

The system itself is a rigged and broken system which helps rich folks getting even richer! The more money you have, the more “ immune you become “ specially in the politic positions.

And we all know… many politicians cant do shit and just scams the mere people around..

Lets not talk about the typical indian callcenter scam, we all know the joke! xD

Being honest and trying to really help people for free is not gonna get you shit! That is the real truth! And i only talk about the money aspect – no energetical stuff!

The problem is that many dont even thank you for free advice or work!! I know that personally and it makes you only angry … They take your advice like nothing… not serious.. okay then.. lets take 5 thousand dollars and see if he likes it now?

People are ungrateful, not all – but very many! And those who aren’t greedy and are grateful, did go through the same shit..

Good day people.. Like and Sub! XD

Good and a Half Day

Since some of us sleep more than 10 hours a day, ill call it a half day.. Time your day right and achieve something! Stop fucking around and do, or atleast admit that youre doing nothing for your dreams! Stay motivated and do it daily! Have a good day!

Death Ears

They laugh ot those who can hear it.. While those who dont, get controlled. Pointing with fingers „dumb idiots“, While the real cursed are laughing. A war will come, just like always, Wiping the surface while the elite hide in their bunkers, Waiting to come outside, To rule the survivors and do the same over […]

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares.

How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ?

All i know is…

That place showed me the world in which we live in.

It was a nightmare..

A count of endless negative force which no one talked about.

I saw the world rotting away from the inside out, starting with the hearts and minds of many.

I stood up from my white bed which was covered clean in roses like i was dead.. It was one room inside a big facility … No one around …only myself.

The bed moved on its own.. forth to a mirror … i wasnt scared.. just so annoyed about something.

I saw my face ..but it transformed slowly into a monster which started to rip out its own eyes.

What did it saw ? i thought – while it started crying blood and dissapeared.

The bed moved further down a hallway. It was all lighted up and somehow i felt safe .. Something was watching me i felt .. But what?

The next floor around the corner …Finally ..PEOPLE i thought rather depressed.. What was wrong with me?

I said „Hello?“ … And these people, all men, turned around and started to laugh while holding their hands inside their suit pockets..

They laughed and laughed… it didnt stop..

„SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU CUNTS!“ i yelled at them.

Suddenly they stopped laughing..and starting spitting on the floor while turning their backs on me ..“Just a dumb woman“ said one of them..

I got angry and wished them all to die!

What was that supposed to mean „just a woman“ ?! The monster from the mirror appeared again.. it stood next to me and waited ..

I subconsciously and enraged „KILL THEM“ – And in an instant, like a movie scene, they all were dead on the floor..

I again, looked depressed and knew, this wasnt going to solve anything..

We continued to the next floor after floor and this scene repeated itself hundreds of times..

They always told the same no matter how i approached them.. It ended in war and chaos … Just like the world.

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useful procedures for misanthropists

Just in case you feel like we do and you just hate this planet, here are a few useful mental disorders you can adopt to survive. intentional loss of reality believe into anything that sounds goodbelieve whatever you wanteverything else is of course bullshit acute forget, if it is useful if somebody want to tell […]

To hot to blog

I know its more than 50°Celsius. In Englisch its 122 Fahrenheit. My head isnt working in this Kind of weather… Sorry. Nice Sunday for all. Right now, the fire siren is sounding just now. Alarm…I hope nothing bad has happened. But in this heat outside…Conceivable

The Strong Side Effects of a Smartphone! – Secret TESTS

First, this is a long research with a „client“ who is physically well and did it to himself. All tests were done from the view of spiritual energy flow and how it attacks the body. Lets begin. Our smartphones and computers are special designs to dull our heads and specially our pineal gland with the […]

Corrupted Judges

This place with many others are highly corrupted. What i mean is, that a judge who judges criminals is always paid by the one who wants to win. The more money you give the judge, the higher your chances of winning a case without any problems. These assholes dont even listen to their own rules […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed.

This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning..

There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings.

Through the unlimited ways of playing this game, they opened a portal to a different dimenion but everything they knew was reversed.

Good was pure evil – Food was pure flesh – Death was pure joy.

These beings were unstoppable and they killed and corrupted everything.

An was afraid and so we were too.. These beings were dangerous and they could harvest all energy for themselves and bring forth the evil side of a soul.

Before An bursted into many crystals, he sent himself away into the universe and exploded in manyfold pieces.

These crystals are now being searched and used by those who knew there powers from rumors.

The dark beings are everywhere now and no one really knows where the rest of the team is.

They have to remember .. That they have to get the fuck out of here, and that bullshit in their minds are far more dangerous than the beings from the other worlds.

An is probably housing somewhere chilly, or he is trapped in a different dimension, waiting for someone to collect and bringing him back..

Well An .. That shit was caused by you, this is a game, find your way out of the labyrinth..

And to everyone who remembers … You know where the meeting table is

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Another Shit Day Without Her AND another Car Crash

I shouldnt say it, even though my day was financially great, i dont give a fuck about money and materialistic crap. If i would have the chance to change all i have in order to get you, i would do it without hesitation! Im looking forward to our explosive encounter soon my dear.. Dont loose […]

What is this?

This is the smaller Version of the hmm???? What??? Anybody how knows it?

100 Blogs in 2 years

Applause for myself. Now i feel burned out, because nothing seemed to change in the #consciousness of mankind. And now? The next book „Lucid dreams“ is available and i think im finished with what i was wanted to say to the world. Im ready to go now. In my opinion this Planet will never change, […]

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary,

I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine.

She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her…

She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection in my underground basement.

I went to her home and she was rather alone, torturing her cats. I climbed up the window and tied her so she couldnt scream or move. But just to be sure i cut her vocal cords with my rusty fork.. it still had blood from the previous prey on it.

I enjoyed cutting her.

After we arrived at my basement she was awake and tried to move, she was terrified and cried the whole time.

„Shhhhh everything will be okay my pig doll“ i said to her while cuddling with her.

I loved how terrified she looked. She couldnt say a word and i smiled at her while preparing my favorite attraction this day.

I bashed her head straight away with my hammer .. The hole in her head draw a huge blood lake on the floors.. it was BEAUTIFUL! You should see it diary!

As i skinned her and hang her upside down, something slid through her vagina. I couldnt believe it.. she had stored a little gun inside her.

I would be dead by now if i hadnt tied her up so well.

Later i put up a little pig mask on her face which i had made myself with the skin of her ass, just to remind how much of a pig she really was.

There she is… hanging bloody and juicy on chains and smiling.. I rammed a metal pile through her body to stabilise her, so she doesnt swing so much around.

There are nine more pigs left for this collection.

The demons are hungry, ill get them food

See ya soon diary 🙂

Good Evening People

The best way to end a day, is trough meditation and relaxation… why? Well you might not dream bullshit and actually can concentrate to get out of your body. Meditating at night can drastically improve your chances for astral travel and lucid dreaming. Try it out. And good luck. Check out our new book if […]

A Guide to learn Astral Traveling

We work really effektive and hard (sometimes) to give new input to the masses 😉 So here is our new book: we are very happy to have the posibility to show and teach you everything about it. Please, if you have more questions, contact us for more instructions and help 🙂 so, dont be afraid […]

Camphor oil

Hello people! If anyone of you is interested in the purest form of camphor oil, Klick the link below! I sell it very cheap and its a very expensive allrounder for many things. Keep it safe from children though! http://ebay.us/zIWW5G?cmpnId=5338273189 What is camphor oil? Its the oil extracted from the wood of camphor trees and processed by steam distillation. […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering.

If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you.

Keyword, mental health.

Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill?

What is this actually all about? What is this statement?

Can it be that with such statements one tries to push any guilt far away from oneself?

Do you seriously believe that every person who hates his life is mentally or emotionally ill? What a shit.

Ever thought about the fact that many find their life simply unbearable, because it simply IS unbearable.

Often because the others actually make your life miserable! Because their behavior is unbearable. Of course they would never admit that.

And who is ashamed? Exactly. THE one who simply can’t stand it anymore and sees no other way out of the situation and decides against continuing to live.

That has quite often, nothing and indeed nothing to do with mental illness. It is simply a lack of perspective and hopelessness and unfortunately not everyone is able to get help, or simply so extremely frustrated that they no longer believe that they can get help.

Especially when the whole environment consists of stupid, selfish chatterboxes and idiots who contribute significantly to making you feel bad.

Why can’t humanity finally start using their brains and stop behaving like dirt towards others?

If each of us, in the future, would shut up and start to think about what he wants to say – whether it is seriously beneficial and positive and then decide to say it. Would be great.

It would also be great if karma would not only exist but would react immediately.

But unfortunately it won’t happen, so we are stopped from continuing to fight for stupidity to be defeated and for people to learn that words can actually be weapons and that the one who gets hit and gets ruined by them is often not „his own fault“.

And yes. I am angry. At humanity.

It’s a constant battle against windmills, except that I’m not Don Quixote and you have to constantly pull your own head out of the noose in order not to perish in the end.

People, if you notice that others are being bullied, harassed and insulted. What can happen to you. Just start to take care that everybody is doing well again. Not only you.

Every one of us has the duty to make this life bearable for the community, which includes every single one of us. So start.

It would be really beneficial if humanity would become seriously aware that it could be over for each of us tomorrow. And that after our death, we reap what we have sown…

Have a nice day.

The „Elite“ Club

Sign your name and bank account info down below and you will be a royal elite member of the club. The „lets eat meat“ and „why im a cunt“ – show will start soon! Get your fork and balls between your ass! .. Cunts!

Watermelon Poisoning

It happens a lot in this country.. Youll buy a watermelon and hope its a really sweat one. But than it happens.. one bite and after an hour, the symptome’s start to show. Stomach cramps and pain, dizzyness, sweating and headaches. Dammit.. got poisoned.. There are no health regulations in this damn country and because […]

Sind Katzen spirituell begabt?

Was meint ihr? Meine Katzen haben Fähigkeiten von denen manch ein Mensch träumt. Sie wissen, wenn ein Mensch nicht viel taugt und knurren ihn an! Schon mehrfach erlebt. Dexter rennt, wenn jemand vor der Haustür steht, hin und ist „Verteidigungsbereit“. Er ist sich also drüber im klaren, dass er hier zu Hause ist und im […]

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part!

Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady!

Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it wants to.

I dont understand the weather here and would really welcome few chemtrails to take out the sun for few hours.

Anyway lets get back to work, a view videos should be alright today.

Wishing you all the badest luck friends! See ya soon.

Sprachlos

Wenn einen die Dummheit der Menschen mal wieder sprachlos macht.

Another Day – Back Pain

Having a lot clients out of nowhere… it happens and causes back pain when i lean to much forward for injecting needles. Today i bought a needle matt …or lets say „pain matt“. It burns the hell out of my back, but it really helps. A little advice for anybody with back pain: Get yourself […]

Guten Montag Zusammen

Ich weiss das viele den Montag nicht mögen aber bei mir ist jeder Tag gleich. Ich hab oft dieselbe Routine. Nur heute war viel mehr los und mein Rücken verkrampfte, darauf kaufte ich unüberlegt eine Kleinigkeit die dagegen helfen sollte. Stattdessen aber muss ich es morgen mit einer netten Erklärung zurück geben, da es das […]

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Intervallfasten #6 – Disziplin

Heute eine kurze Abhandlung, was eindeutig das wichtigste bei jeder Art des Fastens überhaupt ist, Disziplin.

Die meisten von uns, die keine oder keine nennenswerten Erfolge haben, sagen erst einmal „ich weiss gar nicht, wieso ich nicht abnehme ich mach doch alles richtig. „

Und wenn man dann anfängt, nachzufragen, erkennt man schnell, „sie cheaten“ und das vielleicht nicht einmal vollbewusst, sondern sie tun es einfach und reden sich das ganze selber schön und checken gar nicht, dass es ihr eigenes Verschulden ist, dass sie keine positiven Erfolge haben.

Ihnen fehlt einfach die nötige Disziplin das ganze ernsthaft und tatsächlich durchzuziehen.

Da wird halt mal die Fastenphase verkürzt, die man sich vorgenommen hatte mit Ausreden wie „mein Mann kommt halt erst so spät nach Hause, ich will den nicht alleine am Tisch setzen lassen.“

Oder mir ist vorm Fernseher immer so langweilig, da brauchte ich was zu essen und es waren ja nur Karotten etc.“

Im Prinzip kann man das unter „Ausrede“ verbuchen, denn erstens kann man sich auch mit einem Tee an den Tisch setzen und muss nicht aus „Sympathie“ mitessen und vorm Fernseher sitzen ist oft auch kein Grund zu essen. Mal davon abgesehen, dass man vorm Fernseher oft seine Zeit sinnlos verbringt.

Vor allem bitteschön, ihr langeweilt euch vorm Fernseher und statt den auszuschalten, holt ihr euch was zu essen? Was bitte ist das für eine Logik.

Naja egal. Sei es drum.

Aber genau diese Leute sind dann die, welche mir sagen „Ich habe gar nichts abgenommen. Ich weiß gar nicht was ich falsch gemacht habe.“

Ganz einfach mein Freund, du hast keine Disziplin. Du glaubst wohl wirklich, dass deine Ausreden keine Schäden anrichten und nimmst das ganze nicht so ernst, weil das Ende Deiner Komfortzone noch gar nicht erreicht ist!

Es geht Dir noch gar nicht so schlecht, auch mit zig Kilo zuviel.

Du erfindest immer noch Ausreden für deinen Mißerfolg, anstatt Dir einzugestehen dass es deine eigene Komfortzone ist, die du nicht verlassen willst.

Du hast Dir vorher keine ausreichenden Gedanken gemacht, was du wirklich willlst und wie du das erreichen willst und dachtest fasten wäre einfach.

Disziplin muss man sich erarbeiten!

Als Kind hat man diese Disziplin noch, wenn es darum geht laufen zu lernen oder andere Sachen, je älter man wird, desto härter muss man daran arbeiten diese Disziplin wieder zu erlangen.

Niemand darf behaupten, Fasten wäre einfach und leicht!

Nein, dass ist es nicht.

Man muss sich vor Augen halten, dass unser Körper uns Jahre oder gar jahrzehntelang erzogen hat und nun wollen wir den Spieß umdrehen und verlangen von ihm, dass er macht was wir wollen.

Wir müssen uns bewusst sein, dass er das unter Umständen gar nicht will, da er halt sein Futter vorm Fernseher mag oder sein Essen um Mitternacht.

Wir müssen die Kontrolle zurückerobern und das erfordert Disziplin, die sich manch einer mühsam zurück erkämpfen muss.

Deswegen ist es auch ratsam, dass ganze unter ärztlicher oder therapeutischer Kontrolle anzufangen.

Und es eben nicht als einfachen Spaziergang zu deklarieren.

Vor allem auch Ernährungsberater können Euch einen gezielten Ernährungsplan erstellen, mit dem ihr auch die Fallen umgeht, die Folgen können.

Dazu noch mal ein ausführlicher Blog in den nächsten Tagen.

Bleibt gesund und erzählt mal, was ihr dazu erfahren habt.


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Good Evening People

The best way to end a day, is trough meditation and relaxation… why?

Well you might not dream bullshit and actually can concentrate to get out of your body.

Meditating at night can drastically improve your chances for astral travel and lucid dreaming.

Try it out. And good luck.

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Another Day

Its hot, my eyes hurt and my back crackes on its own.. And now headaches started. This always happens when i look more than 4 hours a day straight at a screen..somehow my right eye doesnt like that. And now my cat starts to eat my bags of vitamins.. Better get him out of here! […]

DISPUTES AND SPIRITUALITY

Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly. It is really like that. I […]

Need Advice to start a Business?

I will be honest here with you guys. Starting a business that becomes profitable these days isnt easy, specially when you dont have any new idea’s. BUT this doesnt mean that it becomes impossible! I want to tell you how i started my own business while i really didnt knew anything about it. I want […]

THE WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE

The own habits, towards more efficiency and assertiveness only comes when the pain threshold is reached more than the comfort zone. Before that, you don’t have to, and I really don’t mean! wait or hope that you will make a serious effort to do something differently. People don’t change if they are still feeling so […]

Humans and their Ego

it’s a never ending story.
people and their ego.
people only believe what they want to believe.
if they would at least leave those who believe something else alone.
but no.
their ego prevents them from being empathic.
they want to be the way they are.
and often deliberately harm others.
a never ending story.
so karma often comes as a big surprise at the end.
then, when the cycle starts all over again and you are allowed to relive it.
because their ego has made them accumulate so much bad karma that they are allowed to incarnate again as a reward and then hopefully this time they will be the ones who get to feel the ego of others.
i hope this doesn’t give me bad karma points 😉

humans and their ego – to puke 😉


es ist eine unendliche geschichte.
menschen und ihr ego.
menschen glauben nur, was sie glauben wollen.
wenn sie wenigstens diejenigen, die etwas anderes glauben, in ruhe lassen würden.
aber nein.
ihr ego hindert sie daran, empathisch zu sein.
sie wollen so sein wie sie sind.
und fügen anderen oft ganz bewusst schaden zu.
eine unendliche geschichte.
deswegen kommt karma oft als große überraschung am schluss.
dann, wenn der kreislauf von vorne beginnt und sie das ganze noch einmal durchleben dürfen.
weil ihr ego sie dazu gebracht hat, so viel schlechtes karma anzusammeln, dass sie zur belohnung wieder inkarnieren dürfen und dann hoffentlich dieses mal die sind, die das ego der anderen zu spüren kriegen.
ich hoffe das macht mir jetzt keine schlechten karmapunkte 😉

menschen und ihr ego – zum kotzen 😉

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Die Bereitschaft zur Veränderung

Der eigenen Gewohnheiten, hin zu mehr Effizienz und Durchsetzungsvermögen kommt erst, wenn die Schmerzgrenze stärker erreicht ist, als die Komfortzone.

Vorher muss man nicht, und ich meine wirklich nicht! darauf warten oder hoffen, dass man sich ernsthaft bemüht, etwas anders zu machen.

Menschen verändern sich nicht, wenn es ihnen noch in irgendeiner Weise so gut geht, dass sie noch Gründe finden, sich nicht anzustrengen.

Das hat auch nichts mit anderen zu tun, sondern mit ihrem eigenen Mindset, welches nicht nach Erfolg strebt.

Oft sind auch unbewusste Glaubenssätze mit involviert.

Was ich euch sagen kann, wenn ihr euch zum besseren verändern wollt und niemand das gleiche will, wie ihr, macht es alleine.

Verlasst euch auf niemanden.

Weder euren Partner noch den besten Freund, noch eure Kinder.

Es ist euer Leben und ihr könnt es nur für euch leben und für die Kinder, solange die das überhaupt wollen.

Erfolgreich werdet ihr nur, mit Durchsetzungsvermögen und Ausdauer und Konsequenz und TUN.

Erwartet nicht, dass andere die selben Opfer bereit sind, zu bringen!

Aber wenn der Erfolg dann da ist, denkt dran, diesen Kuchen habt ihr alleine gebacken und nun verschenkt ihn nicht.

Einen wunderschönen Sonntag wünsch ich euch.

Bei uns hat es stark geregnet und die Vögel erzählen das glücklich vorm Haus.

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Warum ich selten glücklich bin!

Heute mal wieder zu später Stunde ein paar Gedanken über mein liebstes Thema „Realität und Dummheit“.

Kurz gesagt, Dummheit ist schon lange einer meiner Trigger, wobei ich das dann auch, je nach Vorfall, anders definiere.

Eigentlich ist mir völlig bewusst, dass ich das Zeug dazu habe, gar nicht zu reagieren und entsprechend auch nichts weiter wäre, als die „Dummheit “ und denjenigen der sie „auslöst oder verursacht“.

Aber nein, da es mich triggert, reiß ich mein Maul auf und versuche denjenigen „aufzuklären“.

Ihr wisst das ist sinnlos und meist vergeudete Zeit.

Aber ich bin wie ich bin und ich seh mich heute noch, als wäre es gestern gewesen, vor der Oberin im Krankenhaus sitzen, beim Vorstellungsgespräch und höre mich auf die Frage „warum ich denn Krankenschwester werden will“, Antworten mit „weil ich den Menschen helfen will „

Für diese Dummheit könnte ich mich heute noch Ohrfeigen und da mich das bis heute verfolgt, diese Ausbildung war der worst Case was ich an menschlichen niedrigen Charakterzügen, die ich bis dato wirklich nicht kannte und mich dort zeitweise in üble Depressionen getrieben hatte, erlebte, es war an manchen Tagen ein Alptraum.

Also wird diese Zeit wohl der Triggerursprung sein und ich hasse inbrünstig dumme Leute, einfach weil ich sonst jeden hassen müsste und ich es auf „dumme“ runter gebrochen habe.

Nun bin ich aber auch schon viele Jahre mit Persönlichkeitsentwicklung vertraut und Psychologie ist ein großes Thema bei mir, ich liebe es ja Krankheiten und Symptome psychosomatisch zu erklären und spirituelle Sachen mit hineininterpretieren oder zu bringen und weiss wie es anders und vor allem besser geht.

Aber wie sagt man? „Der Schuster hat oft die schlechtesten Schuhe .“

Ich arbeite also schon seit Jahren daran, für jeden Menschen der mich aufregt eine Erklärung und Entschuldigung zu finden, warum er so ist.

Die einzige Person die dabei weder Erklärungen noch Entschuldigung erfährt, ihr ahnt es schon, bin ich.

Das ist per se auch eigentlich gar nicht schlimm, habe ich immerhin auch nicht vor, 80 Jahre alt zu werden.

Aber ich habe gelernt, auch alles zu erklären und zu entschuldigen, ändert nichts an der Tatsache, dass man Menschen, die das nicht wollen, gar nicht helfen kann.

Vielleicht für einen kurzen Moment und vielleicht reicht das auch schon.

Aber man sollte tatsächlich zuerst sich um sich selbst und sein Seelenheil kümmern und dann überlegen ob sich der Aufwand lohnt.

Ich habe in einem ähnlichen Moment zu meinem Mann gesagt „am Ende muss man davon ausgehen, dass man effektiv vielleicht einem oder vielleicht fünf Menschen wirklich und dauerhaft geholfen hat. Aber erwarten darf man das nicht.

Es sind unsere hohen Erwartungen die uns tief fallen lassen und daran sind wir ganz allein schuld.

Wenn wir wirklich realistisch sind, werden wir zugeben müssen, dass unsere Gesellschaft ein bunter Haufen seelischer und geistiger, teilweise degenerierter Schwachköpfe Egoisten sind und das wäre auch völlig okay so.

Aber sie können andere auch nicht in Frieden leben lassen. Und DAS ist für mich der springende Punkt.

Es krankt schon in den Ursprüngen unseres Systems und wird sich so schnell auch nicht bessern.

Und daran werden wir krank.

Entweder wir besinnen uns endlich alle, dass wir irgendwie alle in einem Boot sitzen oder wir ballern uns zurück in die Steinzeit.

Hoffentlich sind unsere Kinder dann auch schon 80.