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Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people.

They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere.

I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries to take over in the middle of traffic.. fucking idiots i can tell!

Than theres the other problem.. the people who issue a drivers license to those who give them money… Since everything is possible with money, you can get your license here for around 120€ without even attempting to learn anything.

And the most fucked up part is that manny parents give their 5 year old kids a car to drive.. to learn how to drive… yes you read it right! And guess what happens when they cause a crash?

I really would like some strict rules on the streets here, the police isnt doing much ..only collecting money from some other stuffs and raids..

And when you call those idiots out on the street, they either look stupid at you or say nothing ..

Just yesterday there was a bus who stopped in the middle of the road while i was on the sidewalk after filling up gas, and that guy didnt moved.. i needed to raise my hand and the horn to check if hes picknicking or going to drive…

Trust me im not a angry driver but if someone just stops on the fucking road and parks it there, i really get pissed!

And the last part is the „Wedding Konvoy“ … the cunts drive on the opposite road and risk crashing while fifteen other cars chase it loud with sirens and and dumbass manuvers..

Trust me … this kind is one of the worst.. most of them dont even got a license and they drive like idiots .. I hope the police is busting their asses all along.. several cases of crashing to people has been reported, they even kill cows on the road because they drive 80 in a 20 road..

Well… thats that .. if you thought that you might get angry when you drive, forget it… the most would get a shock from this place and a therapy for anger issues! xD

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary,

Today was another special day.

I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile.

You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it.

The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody fresh red.

The speciality of this room is the wall itself. The skin is attached with smaller nails from the fingers of the bodys and the skins somehow became alive. But they always need blood… like a flower needing water …

It looks absolutely delicious …. i like fucking the living skin wall sometimes, because its alive, it understands my feelings… i love the rotting parts of the wall … they make it look more disgusting and creepy for our show.

When the skin is finally seperated from the flesh, it doesnt need washing but instant nailing. Every bit of the dropping blood is held in a container for the blood circulator which lets the wall look so pretty, but im sure you knew that all along dear diary 🙂

Do you wanna know what kind of bodys i nailed there ?

I mostly put up kids skin on the wall, because i hate them so much. Everytime i see kids, my blood boils and i want to smash their heads open with an axe because they look too cute! I hate it!

Gladly they died screaming and in agony… You know the pain drags several evil beings in this building and they help me with my business. But all they want is energy..

What do i get for it? Only a haunted place … sometimes i hear kids scream down the hallway …but then i remember that ive got three more of them in my underground tunnel basements.

I love being a politicians dog!

Anyway thats it for today – see ya later diary! 🙂

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place..

Do you feel that too sometimes ?

A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD

Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was.

I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but in a country where money is rare and you make more than the most „rich“ cities, you cant resist the smell xD

The sun is unusual or am i seeing things? One day really hot, next cold and windy.. And before i forget it, i saw today some strange clouds, they were rainbow painted and highly in the air. Ive never saw something like that but i couldnt take a clear picture of it and neither is the dumbass camera showing it.

Why is all mystery and fun stuff mostly recorded bad .. is there a code in the phone system ? Lol

Anyway have a great night.

How was your day ? 🙂

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter.

As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face.

It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster splits into two pieces with wide and sharp teeth while it runs.

Many lost their lives to it. It rather lives in the dark and likes hospitals and long dark floors. Somehow you cant hear when it sprints but feel the teeth when it bites off half of your body while running.

The last time i saw one was yesterday near the sewers of our base. That cunt was waiting for blood and flesh to be dropped down.. We throw away infected animals and these things eat them.

Whatever you do, never try to encounter one, it runs faster than you and it can eat a lot of bullets.

I would personally say that this being is rather blind and uses sound for detection .. that would explain why you dont hear when it runs..

We caught few of them to see how they behave and how their structure is built. Interestingly, it seems like an abnormal mutation to cancer cells while a virus becomes conscious to the instincts of the beasts and acts as such.. just eating everything..

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down…

The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here.

It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head.

The rest of the body is rather skinny and tall and it can run fast!

It doesnt make a sound on its own.. but when its near .. you hear the fast footsteps very irregulary .. That is one hell of a scary sound and it lookes horrific.

The arms are covered in sharp blades and when it attacks, it hugs the prey and walks around with it until it dies.. human or animal..it doesnt matter.

Than it runs against a wall to finish it.. The disturbing part is when it eats… It.. just stands right next to its kill and waits to bleed out – suddenly a smile appears on its face and it runs after the next prey.. It seems odly that this species eats dark emotions and fear..

A really terrible monster.. scarier than the movie ghost girl..lol…

If you see it – its mostly over but if you got time, shoot it legs and its head!

The species is rather walking at night in the bushes and waits behind trees when humans approach.

If you got no gun, you WILL die!

They arent robust but agile! Make sure you dont miss!

How did it appear ? It crawled out of someone’s grave …

Next blog: Next monster: The Tree Demon

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Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work!

I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them.

First of all, nothing is impossible, and so is this. But in spite of everything, let’s be clear.

Just because it is possible, what is the probability that a ghost, a demon or any other being, will pick out a normal, mortal human being and choose him as a victim.

Why, should it do so?

It is a fact that the normal human being, who does not believe in ghosts, demons, poltergeists, narrowness or even in God and devil, is not a particularly attractive victim. Since he is in principle not seriously attackable.

If he has an extremely high energetic charisma and shines like a moth lamp, it is quite possible that he comes into the field of vision of some ghosts, but he must also be vulnerable

The magic word here is VULNERABLE.

We know that everything is frequency and vibration and to leave a loophole, or docking hole to be vulnerable or attackable, our frequency must be down.

There must be a hole through or into which the being can enter. A person who is aware of himself and his own energetic protection and environment does not become a victim as easily as someone who simply believes everything that is told to him somewhere and who, because of fear, – no longer dares to sleep in the dark at night.

Besides and most people forget this, nothing is permanent or even forever, here on this planet. A ghost only consumes energy as long as you supply it to him.

That means in plain language, if you don’t supply any, it disappears. And what many still forget, do you really believe that a spirit that feeds on your fear energy so desperately wants you to become aware of it? No!

If you consciously and openly perceive spirit activity, there is a greater chance that it is someone you know and want to communicate with you.

An energy-sucker will be much more discreet than someone who wants to draw attention to himself.

The first important step in both cases is not to be afraid, because please WHAT should or can an energy form do for you? Except make you a little bit or more afraid.

But you only have this fear because you do not see WHO is there before you. Just imagine this being as a human being and your fear will be much less and you will be able to think more clearly and deal with it!

Please also finally free yourself from the thought of wanting to send every spirit and every soul into the light. I can only tell you again and again that this is none of your business and you have neither to decide nor to determine it.

To go into the light means to incarnate directly and THAT is not what every soul or spirit that communicates or wants to communicate with you wants to expand.

Also, when you are seeking professional help, make sure that this person does not want to begin to put such a compulsion on your visitor. This can backfire!

In our big book you can read more about it and understand it better!

Promise!

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second.

If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming!

But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not rewarded as much as stealing/scamming money?

Well it might be rewarding to one’s self through energy and the „feel well to help“ – but thats it.. what can you buy with it here? Does it pay your bills?

Of course a few got rich though that work as well but i talk about the really fucking rich guys. The wall street fucking rich guys who sit infront of their computers and gamble through the financial market and making millions with it.

The system itself is a rigged and broken system which helps rich folks getting even richer! The more money you have, the more “ immune you become “ specially in the politic positions.

And we all know… many politicians cant do shit and just scams the mere people around..

Lets not talk about the typical indian callcenter scam, we all know the joke! xD

Being honest and trying to really help people for free is not gonna get you shit! That is the real truth! And i only talk about the money aspect – no energetical stuff!

The problem is that many dont even thank you for free advice or work!! I know that personally and it makes you only angry … They take your advice like nothing… not serious.. okay then.. lets take 5 thousand dollars and see if he likes it now?

People are ungrateful, not all – but very many! And those who aren’t greedy and are grateful, did go through the same shit..

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A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary,

Today was another big day …just as always.

My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me.

This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts

First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain.

The brain i put on a stick and placed it next to the eye collection in the lower left side. I was forming a picture with the brains but i needed more for it. It was rotting away and i needed those fotos to sell it on the dark web. Many liked my collections and sent me more bodies for free.

Anyway, today its all about eyes! So i took the eyes out of the head and washed them in the contaminated blood from the other bodies. It gave the eyes the perfect rotting effect.

After that, i made juice of one eye and injected it in the doll collection body’s to increase the horror when i should get captured.

The other eye i stabbed trough with a fork and hand it on the tree of suicide.

YES i do have names for anything in my garden and house. But what people really love is the yearly roundhouse visit.

You know diary, the problem with these people are their stupidity. I just placed fotos of dead people online and just wrote on it „Self made silicone death body“. That was and still is enough to convince these dumb fucks that all of my collections are silicone figures, but in reality its the real nightmare.

Now stop! I know what you might think. You may ask now how no one is noticing the missing children and woman right?

It is very simple, just read the text again, my injections of rotting effects the entire bodys and faces dissapear… quite fast!

Theres a reason why my park is presented only once a year! XD

Enough for today diary, next time it will be more fun!

Ill head out and rape my screaming doll collections.. bye.

Oh and dont worry the wallpaper, thats how my doll collections look for me!

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A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town.

Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it.

Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door.

They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something.

No one really knew and many said it was just there to scare and make money.

No one really bothered because it was closed..

But one day ..in the middle of attractions, i sat down in the nearby cafe and looked at the door..

A child with her mother came to the door and from no where was something written on the door.

Didnt they saw it ?? What was going on?

„Take my child for youth“ said the door.

It opened and i stood up to my surprise but instead of a monster, a priest came out and took the child by the head while the door closed behind.

I ran there just to check and already was calling the police but when i stood there – The lady smiled at me .. She seemed happy.

The police arrived and i told them everything – but they thought im on drugs or something and took me with them.

While on the road the sheriff said „We cant help it .. if you go ever near that door again, we will shoot you! Go!“ he held the car ..

And i ran away ..

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares.

How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ?

All i know is…

That place showed me the world in which we live in.

It was a nightmare..

A count of endless negative force which no one talked about.

I saw the world rotting away from the inside out, starting with the hearts and minds of many.

I stood up from my white bed which was covered clean in roses like i was dead.. It was one room inside a big facility … No one around …only myself.

The bed moved on its own.. forth to a mirror … i wasnt scared.. just so annoyed about something.

I saw my face ..but it transformed slowly into a monster which started to rip out its own eyes.

What did it saw ? i thought – while it started crying blood and dissapeared.

The bed moved further down a hallway. It was all lighted up and somehow i felt safe .. Something was watching me i felt .. But what?

The next floor around the corner …Finally ..PEOPLE i thought rather depressed.. What was wrong with me?

I said „Hello?“ … And these people, all men, turned around and started to laugh while holding their hands inside their suit pockets..

They laughed and laughed… it didnt stop..

„SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU CUNTS!“ i yelled at them.

Suddenly they stopped laughing..and starting spitting on the floor while turning their backs on me ..“Just a dumb woman“ said one of them..

I got angry and wished them all to die!

What was that supposed to mean „just a woman“ ?! The monster from the mirror appeared again.. it stood next to me and waited ..

I subconsciously and enraged „KILL THEM“ – And in an instant, like a movie scene, they all were dead on the floor..

I again, looked depressed and knew, this wasnt going to solve anything..

We continued to the next floor after floor and this scene repeated itself hundreds of times..

They always told the same no matter how i approached them.. It ended in war and chaos … Just like the world.

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Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed.

This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning..

There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings.

Through the unlimited ways of playing this game, they opened a portal to a different dimenion but everything they knew was reversed.

Good was pure evil – Food was pure flesh – Death was pure joy.

These beings were unstoppable and they killed and corrupted everything.

An was afraid and so we were too.. These beings were dangerous and they could harvest all energy for themselves and bring forth the evil side of a soul.

Before An bursted into many crystals, he sent himself away into the universe and exploded in manyfold pieces.

These crystals are now being searched and used by those who knew there powers from rumors.

The dark beings are everywhere now and no one really knows where the rest of the team is.

They have to remember .. That they have to get the fuck out of here, and that bullshit in their minds are far more dangerous than the beings from the other worlds.

An is probably housing somewhere chilly, or he is trapped in a different dimension, waiting for someone to collect and bringing him back..

Well An .. That shit was caused by you, this is a game, find your way out of the labyrinth..

And to everyone who remembers … You know where the meeting table is

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INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]

the lost soul – short story

Once upon a time, an unbelievably long time ago, there was a soul. Which had just been created.

This soul was not like all the other souls he had created. She was kind of different. Unique.

So, it came that he shared this soul in order to have two of its beauty.

Of course, the other souls did not like this, and they asked why he shared only this one soul and not their souls as well.

This soul is different from you, he said, you are perfect, but it is so radiant and pure, and shines like an entire galaxy full of stars.

You are satisfied with yourself, but this one, would never be satisfied with yourself on your own, so it came that I had to share it.

The other souls did not find this fair but decided to remain silent.

But the freshly divided soul began to look at her counterpart and ask, „Do you want to reunite with me?“

She looked at her counterpart and said, „Sometimes maybe, but first let’s gain experience.“

The soul did not like this answer. It was no longer perfect. Instead, there were traits that could now be identified as duality.

If she was gentle and quiet, her counterpart was loud and cheeky.

They were yin and yang. Always the opposite of the other.

The other souls both looked like a spectacle and squealed quietly, so that HE, who had shared the new soul, could not hear it.

„Just look at them. Male and female. Whatever, but by no means perfect.“

But half the soul, heard this and flew to its counterpart „Do you hear what they say?“ Although her counterpart had heard this, he said nothing more.

„Let them talk. They cannot have our experiences and are jealous because they have no one to belong to them forever and to society.“

Half the soul was satisfied.

A few millennia this game went. They were together continuously and liked each other very much and ignored the other souls who had only themselves.

But he, who liked to watch the two half souls, had long ago begun, without much foresight, to share the other souls.

Always male and female. Always a couple, which would belong together forever.

However, he did not reckon with it or ignored the fact that in duality also negative energies arose, which began to whisper unsightly things to souls.

So, it happened that the couples separated, looking for a half that would probably fit better to them.

What a mess. What a failure.

Meanwhile, our first half soul had noticed this and was sad about it. She had to watch other souls, to her beloved second half, venture and whisper unsightly things to her.

At some point, their second half did not explain the whole thing, so the soul thought it was better to disappear. You can certainly cope on your own.

So, it happened one morning that half the soul was gone. Disappeared.

No one knew where she had gone.

Her second half realized what she had done wrong and went in search of her.

Unaware that this search would go through all the worlds and persevere with all times.

The second half was disappointed and did not want to be found. Negative souls, too, had told her a lot of nonsense, and she no longer knew who to believe.

Luckily, he, who had created both, always had an eye on her, so that nothing bad could ever happen to her.

But whether her second half, she found her again or she decided to return, that is a different story.

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary,

I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine.

She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her…

She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection in my underground basement.

I went to her home and she was rather alone, torturing her cats. I climbed up the window and tied her so she couldnt scream or move. But just to be sure i cut her vocal cords with my rusty fork.. it still had blood from the previous prey on it.

I enjoyed cutting her.

After we arrived at my basement she was awake and tried to move, she was terrified and cried the whole time.

„Shhhhh everything will be okay my pig doll“ i said to her while cuddling with her.

I loved how terrified she looked. She couldnt say a word and i smiled at her while preparing my favorite attraction this day.

I bashed her head straight away with my hammer .. The hole in her head draw a huge blood lake on the floors.. it was BEAUTIFUL! You should see it diary!

As i skinned her and hang her upside down, something slid through her vagina. I couldnt believe it.. she had stored a little gun inside her.

I would be dead by now if i hadnt tied her up so well.

Later i put up a little pig mask on her face which i had made myself with the skin of her ass, just to remind how much of a pig she really was.

There she is… hanging bloody and juicy on chains and smiling.. I rammed a metal pile through her body to stabilise her, so she doesnt swing so much around.

There are nine more pigs left for this collection.

The demons are hungry, ill get them food

See ya soon diary 🙂

Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]

A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]

Beyond contacts and channeling

So, today a short blog about channeling.


Channeling means, that there is a medium, which is able to communicate with the otherworld – BUT it normally doesn’t „call“ a known „spirit“. But it (he or she) enters the frequency of the spiritual world (trance) and simply expects the one who wants to communicate with it.


The whole thing also works without trance, but this version requires a good talent or much practice. I personally don’t care about trance, because I can do the whole thing without numbing my senses.


So what are otherworldly contacts, this is the conscious establishment of contact or let’s say rather the „attempt“ to get in contact with a – to us or our clients – known, already deceased soul of a deceased person or animal.
With Channeling comes – who wants. That is the danger of it.


Channeling is for example also Ouja Boards with which we simply „spark“ into the astral worlds and everyone who wants to answer us.
This can be a real mental disaster for inexperienced people or even young people or children who just want to have „fun“.


Be aware that the attempt to contact you is almost always reciprocated and even if you have such a contact in your soul plan, sorry, normally you have forgotten this part of your plan!


So it can happen that you suddenly believe „God is speaking to you“ or you have invited an entity to come to you, which then hangs on you like an energetic burdock.
All of this is already planned in the life plan, but it also says that some people may not be able to cope with it mentally and may become ill.


This risk is not given with planned afterlife-contacts to known and dear deceased people.


Nevertheless, I love channelings, however, I also have appropriate training, yes there really are! received and could do a lot of things even before the training.
I am not only able to feel who or what is communicating with me, I can also see and hear it on good days.


I like to communicate with the spiritual world and also with so-called extraterrestrials. A few years ago I got my personal spiritual team „back“ with which I can do spiritual healings.


If you have experienced „supernatural phenomena“ that you could not explain to yourself or want to know more about. Ask us and follow us!

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts.

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer.

Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut!

Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT you want to tell me or I ask once for „What exactly do you mean?

Empathy means – I feel what the other person means – I feel it (unfortunately) energetically.

Empathy is 75% unknown on this planet.

Almost nobody thinks about WHAT was said before just answering haphazardly.

The biggest part of humanity is selfish and ignorant and only hears what he wants to hear and interprets what he thinks into it. Instead of asking or putting oneself in the place of the person opposite – perhaps even only for a short time – one should try to put oneself in his place.

There is a saying:

If you discover that you are riding a dead horse – get off.

That means for me – when you realize that your words have caused damage, it is too late. And you can talk as much as you want to make up for it.

The paper can be smoothed, the wrinkles remain.

Have a nice day.

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]

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Intervall Fasting #5 – Benefits, disadvantages

Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering.

If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you.

Keyword, mental health.

Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill?

What is this actually all about? What is this statement?

Can it be that with such statements one tries to push any guilt far away from oneself?

Do you seriously believe that every person who hates his life is mentally or emotionally ill? What a shit.

Ever thought about the fact that many find their life simply unbearable, because it simply IS unbearable.

Often because the others actually make your life miserable! Because their behavior is unbearable. Of course they would never admit that.

And who is ashamed? Exactly. THE one who simply can’t stand it anymore and sees no other way out of the situation and decides against continuing to live.

That has quite often, nothing and indeed nothing to do with mental illness. It is simply a lack of perspective and hopelessness and unfortunately not everyone is able to get help, or simply so extremely frustrated that they no longer believe that they can get help.

Especially when the whole environment consists of stupid, selfish chatterboxes and idiots who contribute significantly to making you feel bad.

Why can’t humanity finally start using their brains and stop behaving like dirt towards others?

If each of us, in the future, would shut up and start to think about what he wants to say – whether it is seriously beneficial and positive and then decide to say it. Would be great.

It would also be great if karma would not only exist but would react immediately.

But unfortunately it won’t happen, so we are stopped from continuing to fight for stupidity to be defeated and for people to learn that words can actually be weapons and that the one who gets hit and gets ruined by them is often not „his own fault“.

And yes. I am angry. At humanity.

It’s a constant battle against windmills, except that I’m not Don Quixote and you have to constantly pull your own head out of the noose in order not to perish in the end.

People, if you notice that others are being bullied, harassed and insulted. What can happen to you. Just start to take care that everybody is doing well again. Not only you.

Every one of us has the duty to make this life bearable for the community, which includes every single one of us. So start.

It would be really beneficial if humanity would become seriously aware that it could be over for each of us tomorrow. And that after our death, we reap what we have sown…

Have a nice day.

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]

Another Day

Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD

The Cell and Earth

We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect.

These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions.

They talk about „How great it is there“ and how much you can do on the other side. All you have to do is walk down the path.

Many fail because the get dragged towards it and wonder why they are here.

These beings, not all but many will come in „godly“ essence and outfit and for those who didnt knew about all this in their lifetime, will fall over again until their ultimate plan is ready to let themselves out.

This is a big topic and we cleared any questions and described everything in our book

The beings are mostly self interested beings from either other dimensions or higher levels of consciousness inside the matrix dimensions. You could say that many are aliens or whatever and have a reward for every successfull reincarnative soul.

They lie to your face and you cant see it when youre not re-developed enough. Yes i said „RE-developed“ because we only get back to our old self and learn anything here. But all this is answered in the book.

These beings formed worlds beyond your imagination and went ahead – if you would remember who and what you really are, you wouldnt believe it at all in the first place.

The next world is the same as this but with many different things added and deleted. Your task is always the same:

Dont ever let yourself loose in manipulation – Stay conscious

This all will seem absolutely insane to someone who has no idea but the time will come were the last soul will be consciousness enough to see.

If you havent subscribed yet – you should! Thanks for reading souls! 🙂

INTERVAL FASTING #1

A wonderful and hopefully rainy good morning at a Monday. With us nature finally breathes a sigh of relief, it is fresh and raining really well. I, on the other hand, have to put on my pants and hold my breath, otherwise they just won’t close. So I put myself on the scale and fell […]

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part!

Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady!

Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it wants to.

I dont understand the weather here and would really welcome few chemtrails to take out the sun for few hours.

Anyway lets get back to work, a view videos should be alright today.

Wishing you all the badest luck friends! See ya soon.

The Human Rings

There was once a cave in which a titan lived. This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave. Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned.. But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later… The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of […]

UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS – FACTS #1

Here you could now first add all my/our old posts. This one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/ or this one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/ Or in principle almost all of them, as I am very often only concerned with consciousness. But now let’s get it straight again. Does humanity really want to be „Conscious“? Does this question really arise? You know what? […]

World Conspiracy

What if we are not humans, but beings from a far different dimension who incarnated into flesh, in order to … … do what we want? – But a species a long time ago managed to trap our memory and delete it for a time as long as we are in this body and our […]

Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog.

The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana.

All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook.

But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0.

That means we have to start all over again.

The website is also almost empty. All of them so nice and with a lot of effort, sorting blogs are gone.

Don’t ask me what exactly I did, I just say…plugin…

Well, okay.

Why don’t you help us to restart and follow us again!

No one got kicked or else, so please excuse me and thank you so much for following. 🙂

erster Schultag in Hessen 17.8.2020

Mein Kind ist nun Klasse 4 und kam nach Hause und meinte „alles wäre gut“. Man muss dazu sagen, dass Hessen zum Glück keine Maskenpflicht im Unterricht hat, weil dann hätte sie nicht gesagt alles sei gut. Ich wünsche mir dass Hessen dabei bleibt. Lief auch vor den Ferien damit eigentlich ganz gut. Wie sieht […]

Intervallfasten #1

Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die Waage gestellt und bin rückwärts runtergefallen.. denn […]

Another Day

So currently i lack ideas and need something very new … Last week my grandmother died and the days past extremely fast… Here in this part of russia, the day ends at 18:00 .. because it gets pitch dark outside and the body gets fast sleepy.. reeeeally annoying i can tell! It feels like you […]

Channeling #1

Ich habe lange überlegt ob ich Euch mal ein paar Impressionen in Channelings Jenseitskontakte gebe die mir besonders in Erinnerung geblieben sind. Und ich denke ja, warum nicht. Wo fang ich an? Muss ich das nochmal erklären? Im Prinzip sind Jenseitskontakte der teilweise „spontan“ entstandene Kontakt zu den, zum Teil „zufällig“ anwesenden Seelen oder Seelenteilen […]

Was enthält ein „Lebens-/Seelenplan“? -Vor der Inkarnation

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Hallo zusammen, In diesem Blog werde ich über meine Erfahrungen berichten und darüber.was geschah, bevor ich auf der Erde inkarnierte. Erstens: Wenn Sie einen Schritt von außen in dieses Universum machen, werden Sie wahrscheinlich und höchstwahrscheinlich Ihr Bewusstseinslevel verlieren. Das bedeutet, dass Sie keine Klarheit darüber haben werden,…

A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary,

Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well.

The blood still drops from them.

I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the pig day.

The floor is always so full of dirt and infectious things when i cut and rape the dead bodies. And as you know, i really love to swim with the dead bodies first, and after that i take their organs out and sometimes make a casket out of it.

Just like a new human skin for my beautiful skin..

Yes you might think „This person is crazy“ but its not true, i just love to cut and kill things but im no human either. I just incarnated from the lower evil realms and well.. my parents have a special room.

I call this room special because i hanged my parents bodys upside down with nails and chains on the ceiling. I made it look like a big horrorscene because in our world its considered wonderful.

After pig day i will continue my collection and present it to the world by summoning some evil spirits, they like it here because they can eat the suffering energy from my prey when i kill them slowly.

What i like the most are babys and woman, because they got so nice skin and look after it too.

A fresh baby face skin is always so refreshing and tasty that i cant contain myself to rip its head off fast. But let me tell you a secret.. humans eat babys too! There are dozens of evil places on earth but they are in secret and ruled by money.. Some of you would be very surprised if they saw high rank politicians there right?

Anyway, blood is dripping on the page and that will be it for today diary, see you for pig day tomorrow .. Wish me a good appetite and a nice collection.

Killer

Blogcrash dank meiner Dummheit 😅

So ihr Lieben, ich habe ein echtes „Meisterstück“ vollbracht…ich habe unseren Blog fast völlig gecrasht.

Der Ersatzblog ist komplett im Nirvana verschwunden.

Alle Follower sind weg, außer ein paar von Facebook.

Aber die Email und WordPress Follower sind tatsächlich auf 0.

Das bedeutet, wir fangen noch mal von vorn an.

Die Website ist auch fast leer. Alle so schön und mit wirklich viel Mühe, einsortieren Blogs sind weg.

Fragt mich nicht, was genau ich gemacht habe, ich sag nur…Plugin…

Naja gut.

Teilt uns doch bitte weitläufig und helft uns, beim Neustart und folgt uns wieder.

Wir arbeiten daran, die Webseite wieder herzustellen.

Einen wunderschönen Abend wünsch ich Euch.

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning.

If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem.

It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about what youre going to say and if the person doesnt like it, well… then thats their problem!

Only yourselve decides what gets close to you and what not, so dont get triggered by anyones thoughts.

For today theres nothing much to say, but anybody know whats going on with wordpress? It seems slow since the last weeks ?

School Cafeteria

We were in the school cafeteria and the doors got blocked. We panicked not because the police was going to come, but the location changed completely and the walls had a very creepy and bloody dust. We were 3 people including myself. „And what happend next?“ Asked the agent who interrogated us in seperat rooms. […]

Good Evening

Today’s day is a bit rough. Had no time to even take a bite since morning and right now im driving to another client .. See ya all later.

Crazy Cat Diary

Manchmal glaub ich nicht, was ich da sehe. Seht selbst. Der Teller fiel übrigens nicht. Was wars? Frischgebackene Waffeln, die meine Tochter allerdings nach den Fischstäbchen gebacken hatte, in der gleichen Pfanne und das war so widerlich 😆 Es schmeckt so gut, aber stank so nach Fisch, dass Leo am Ende auch verwirrt war.

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem..

Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping..

Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea?

The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up something, simply because you said it and now it starts to add up. The person you told it will think that they have to give a comment or their opinion about it and mostly its always negative dumb talk. This ruins everything!

Specially family members or near friends who dont have the same goals will tell you how bad your idea is and all your motivation will die out quickly. Its not just a simple sentence „Never tell too much“!

Use it!

The second problem is the inconsistency with the project or the lack of ideas.

The brain and body needs time to adapt to the new game and so it will be often rejected in the first phase, its just like a new videogame.

If you get through the first phase it should be a great way to continue!

Now one of the biggest problems is the lack of ideas … to counter this youll need a plan! A strategy! Without it you will not know how to hold it up and give 100%. Many only follow something when theres a plan and a plan with your goals should be structured, clear and POSSIBLE!

You cant just write „I will rule the world“ and do that in two weeks…

For myself i noticed, writing half an hour new ideas helps alot and gives me more options about what iam going to write. I can only recommend it because sometimes even the most productive doesnt want the map in their head.

And the last thing you should know is that you never should work on your business when you only feel well, because a boss over you will not give a fuck when you feel bad, you will still come to work to not loose your job!

Summary: A written plan with real and managable goals while being consistent and coming with new ideas will only benefit you and your goals.

The key to motivation is to let your soul burn for it without a log! You simply become the fire!

Small Motivation

Remember! Whatever you do, theres always an asian who does it better. Now stop scrolling through instagram or facebook and get up!

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 2

As i walked straight to the door after pressing down the handle, all other doors closed loudly one after another. This gave me chills and i started to really enjoy it i thought. The room which i was warned by the girls before had been opened… „Scary scary .. not .. its just another hallway“ […]

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 1

A horror house had opened last day and i just wanted to see how it was. We had nothing much in this town, so it was rather new and i hoped it to be fun. I was living pretty central and the police patrolled constantly here. Crime was unavailable here and the people were friends […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad.

I had researched and written for over two hours and, contrary to my habit, this time of all times I hadn’t written on paper but in the Blog. That means I start all over again.

So, here is the second version of my blog. And a warning for all bloggers, don’t rely on the fact that what is shown as saved is really saved. WP clearly proved me wrong today. Soon I will host the whole thing myself.

So now let’s start over again.

Interval fasting part four, a review

A small review into the nourishing habits of earlier humans and why for these interval chamfered was normal, but nevertheless an involuntary exception.

As we already learned at school, the Stone Age people were first probably collectors. That means, they ate what they found in nature. Do fruits grow all year round?

No, if they didn’t find anything and didn’t think of stocking up, there was nothing, if nothing grew or nothing was edible.

How did Stone Age people actually find out what was edible and what was not? Perhaps they observed the animals and what they ate without dying was edible. Maybe there were tasters, who knows.

Fasting in the cradle of mankind 7 million years ago, in Africa

At the origins of mankind, we know that the weather and vegetation were quite inhospitable.

It is known that people were constantly busy to survive. So they ate what they found. If there was no fruit, they ate grass or even tree bark in an emergency. But one can assume that they ate simply everything that seemed to be edible.

That means in reverse, they found nothing, no idea, maybe they ate themselves to survive. But presumably they had also at that time already really long chamfering phases. Involuntarily.

One can also assume that milk, eggs and processed products like bread were simply completely unknown.

Since these people, neither fire, nor tools had or even knew.

Collectors

In principle, the first humans or human ancestors were collectors who ate everything they could get.

Their only goal was to survive. But they were neither blind nor stupid, and were probably pretty good at one thing.

Observe!

So of course they saw what the animals they were observing did, they hunted and killed their prey before eating it.

So what could be more obvious than to do the same? The first hunters emerged. Especially since people quickly noticed that meat had much more nutritional value than tree bark…

Hunters

So they had looked at what the animals do following their instincts and started to do the same. Hunting and catching animals.

The beginnings of hunting were clumsy and not yet specialized. It was also quickly realized that this required the fastest and strongest members of the community.

The gender roles were born. Pregnant women, nursing mothers, sick and weak people suddenly had different tasks than those who were able to hunt.

People began to organize and specialize. Nevertheless, if nothing was found, one had to fast.

One can assume due to the weather that these chamfering periods were quite very long. On the other hand these humans could move on simply in periods of drought, since they were not settled and open so new sources of food.

Humans had found fire also after a few million years and knew quite fast to use fire.

For about 700000 years he has also been able to light the fire himself, making it easier to catch animals and prepare food. 2 million years earlier, he was still dependent on preventing found fire from going out. But even then they could keep their burrows warm and roast meat and fruits over the fire.

They had probably already recognized that collecting and hunting alone is not enough, but that one must also build up stocks in order to always have food. There are archaeological reports according to which one knows that whole peoples had to fast, when the supplies were simply rotten, because one could not decide before to use them up.

We can infer now however from the fact that freiwilliges chamfered probably rather NO component of the everyday life was, but always only from the emergency out was carried out!

Which means for us that we cannot use it unfortunately as statement that THIS represents the original nourishing form.

Regardless of this, I will nevertheless deal with it further in detail. Since I and many others with interval chamfered make very good experiences.

Look forward to the next blogs about it.

Schwalben in den letzten Sommerwochen

Man sieht sie waren fleißig. Das ist die erste und zweite Brut. Dieses Jahr habe ich auch keine kranken oder verletzten gefunden. Heute ist es dunkel draußen. Gestern brannten Feld und Wald, heute regnet es hoffentlich. Einen schönen Start in die neue Woche.

Good and a Half Day

Since some of us sleep more than 10 hours a day, ill call it a half day.. Time your day right and achieve something! Stop fucking around and do, or atleast admit that youre doing nothing for your dreams! Stay motivated and do it daily! Have a good day!

Death Ears

They laugh ot those who can hear it.. While those who dont, get controlled. Pointing with fingers „dumb idiots“, While the real cursed are laughing. A war will come, just like always, Wiping the surface while the elite hide in their bunkers, Waiting to come outside, To rule the survivors and do the same over […]

useful procedures for misanthropists

Just in case you feel like we do and you just hate this planet, here are a few useful mental disorders you can adopt to survive. intentional loss of reality believe into anything that sounds goodbelieve whatever you wanteverything else is of course bullshit acute forget, if it is useful if somebody want to tell […]

To hot to blog

I know its more than 50°Celsius. In Englisch its 122 Fahrenheit. My head isnt working in this Kind of weather… Sorry. Nice Sunday for all. Right now, the fire siren is sounding just now. Alarm…I hope nothing bad has happened. But in this heat outside…Conceivable