I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating.
I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about.
It looked like a really well done hospital horror scene.
The floor had no doors … only few lights were hanging above..
I started to walk and my footsteps were loud and as i walked further, ive felt a big bad energy coming my way.
After walking maybe fifteen feet, i saw something down the floor which came screaming at me.
That thing had no arms nor face, it was cut in half and walked slowly screaming at me, while it was covered in blood.
Now … do you know the type of movies were a scream of a monster is more terrifying than itself?
This was the case here.
It looked ugly, dont get me wrong – but the loud and ugly scream was scarrier.
I knew that it would attack me, so ive said to myself than it will pass right through me, without ever noticing me.
And it did pass trough, it was nothing.
I wasnt scared because ive had a lot of such moments in conscious and unconscious dreams.
After that thing passed trough me, i walked further down the floor and saw the next thing coming up.
It was a giant three headed dog with .. alot of wounds .. one face was in front, the second face was in the middle, and the third was at its tail which was cut off.
To be honest i didnt knew which side was the front, but i knew that this thing actually could snatch me if i wont get out of there soon.
The reason it could touch me was because i got a little scared and i was unconscious in this state.
This fucking dog was running sideways at me and it had three tongs which were cut in three pieces.
It looked really bad… have you ever seen a fucking zombie dog running at you sideways with full speed and screaming louder than the ugly freak two seconds ago?
I switched above the scene and the body down there was ignored …the dog passed through.
Why did it not attack?
As i got back and walked further down the floor, i looked back just to note, that the half cut being and the dog merged into one – giant four legged piece of monster which had two bloody eyes and was staring right at me…
Ive got really scared..not because of that thing, but from the momentum how it looked at me.
It started to run like the girl from the movie „The Exorzist“ on all four legs while climbing around the floor…
Ive had enough of the scene… i wanted to just sleep but NO, i must stay somewhere bloody and get chased by a four legged cunt dog 🤣
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I want to talk about a horror scene which happend one night that got me really sweating. I slept away and stood in a dirty and blood flooded floor. The walls were old and blood symbols were written all over it, i didnt asked what this scene was all about. It looked like a really … Scream halls weiterlesen →
In today’s blog i want to share a dream which ive had few months ago ..
I stood suddenly in a darker area with few dark clouds and an upcoming fog.
Out of nowhere, a huge cathedral building came up from the ground which had a giant clock in the center, but without pointers.
I was standing inside with the blink of an eye.
The floors were dark and empty .. i looked smiling left and right and heard a scream which seemed to be far away but i didnt cared about it.
I knew that something was strange about it.
The floors were made out of wood and every door was locked and the walls were clean in the middle sections.
A door opened while i was slowly walking down the left floor and i realised that there was no exit anymore.
How did i got in again? I was probably in the sixth floor which i could see from a window.
The place looked beautyfull from above i thought.
The door which opened had a cell phone and a small clear bed inside. It started to ring and i took it fast up, because i knew that the „others“ shouldnt hear the sound.
Someone was talking to me like im their friend. I seemed to be a girl i thought but i wasnt sure. She said „quick close the door theyre coming“ and she hang up.
Well i wasnt scared to be honest and after she said it, i could hear loud screams which definetly were monsters.
I walked to the door and looked down the floor to see what was happening there, it seemed empty but suddenly i changed my view and was above the floor and i saw a few monsters coming up the stairs.
I was back in the room and i walked to the left were the monsters came across.
I saw the stairs and now was standing there, but where are the monsters? Did they left?
I heard a loud scream at my back. It was a girl with a white dress which you might know from one or other horror movie.
That bitch was flying around and screaming without reason. I knew that SHE was the girl on the phone.
I didnt cared anymore and suddenly she stood in front of me. She didnt looked scary and said that i shouldnt go down there while she left laughing.
I smiled and went down.
The scene changed.
I was now in a area which i couldnt leave easy anymore and i knew that because of the evil energy which was coming from there .. + i didnt knew that it was a dream.
That place was even darker now and all doors were open. The walls seemed dirty and some sort of dark energy’s were coming out of every door.
The floors were full of evil beings and i was just standing and slowly walking around.
The stairs behind me didnt existed anymore, neither was there any window left.
A monster came out of the room and i thought maybe it will attack me, but instead it just stared at me and backed of slowly.
Was i that scary ? Well no i was not! I just had no fear!
The monster looked like a giant ugly shaped ….thing which had two dark eyes. It screamed loud but did nothing else.
I noticed that it couldnt get out fully of the room. Maybe they were banned to that place i thought.
So i went down the floor and looked left and right to alle other rooms but without touching anything.
One being was uglier than the other and they all smiled at me when i stuck my head in the room.
Some rooms seemed to be lightend and still dark.
Now you may ask yourself why i was smiling and laughing trough the halls ? Well maybe im the monster?
I simply knew that nothing could harm me at all, only scare me really REALLY bad if i let it happen.
The time was about right to loose the mind in such a place when im honest, but the more i walked down, the funnier it got.
I started to really laugh loud and held door rooms while laughing at the faces of these beings. I couldnt stop and the funny thing was not their ugly face, but their weakness in reality.
I understood that none of them could do anything, not even hit me or else as long as i had zero fear in myself.
Suddenly they started to get pissed off and while i was laughing, three of them came out of their rooms and (yes now they were really outside) the floor became very dark blue, nearly pitch dark blue and i still laughed but a bit less.
I looked at them and came few steps forth while all three looked at me with their yellow glowing eyes. Theyve had no shape anymore.
I asked „and now what ? What youre gonna do?“ and i started to laugh again while i pushed them against the wall telepathically. They just stood there and two more came up..
I walked further down the floor without giving a damn. I thought its enough playtime for now.
I looked a final time back and noticed that the entire floor was filled with them, just staring at me.
Another stair appeared and i wanted to go down. Now the monsters from the floor stood behind me and looked.
I asked „What do you guys want ?“ but they didnt said anything back, nor did they smile.
I didnt cared anymore and went down.
The scene changed again.
Now i was flying above a very long and wide underground area which i knew, was within the building.
But something was very wrong about that place. The place was first enlighted and normal but i was just one floor and i seemed to fly away from something.
A dark „something“ was coming from every direction and it made the place became very dark.
I started to get scared a bit but than i got a bit of my consciousness back and knew, nothing could hurt me.
Suddenly that thing dissapeared and but i was still a bit panicking..
„Where is the damn exit??“ I thought loud..
I changed my view and saw that this place was the ground floor of the building but it was somehow on a different dimension which told me that there was no possible escape.
I saw where i was standing and how much darkness i needed to pass trough to exit. The stairs were gone and if i would went back to the floor of monsters, they surely would sense my slight fear and enhance it to fuck me up xD
I lost my consciousness again and that thing appeared, which hunted me again.
The place was filled with darkness now, and i realised something.
That „thing“ was actually the exit.
So i was still unconsious but i knew what i needed to do.
I visualised the shattering of the dimension and the darkness and my view broke to thousand shards of glass.
My consciousness was switching out of the scene and i saw the frozen and broken place one last time, before i woke up.
Hello people, I want to talk about few people who have nothing better to do than hating other people for what they do. I think many will understand. The problem with these people is their small mind. They either have no experience in the field of which they hate, or they just dont like the … Hateful lovers 🤣 weiterlesen →
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I want to talk about few people who have nothing better to do than hating other people for what they do.
I think many will understand.
The problem with these people is their small mind.
They either have no experience in the field of which they hate, or they just dont like the person.
Often it is because this sort of mind is simply stupid and it hasnt done any research or anything else. It just hates its own life often and intends to point the negativity towards others, simply because they are weak.
They intend to buzz the red button before the show has even started unfortunatly.
These people will appear like rats from the shadows when you start to become successful, but only in the internet and behind your back.
None of them will ever say what they say in front of your face because some of them know, that it is just stupid.
Mostly their argumentations end with swearings or hate speaches and loud mouthings.
How can you beat these idiots?
Just ignore them and laugh as long as they hold their distance but…
(…If they ever should come to a „kissing range“ at your face, be sure to hit them so hard into their organs, that they consider it as their first spiritual lesson!
How would it be if we dont need to do anything anymore? Not getting bothered by something nor anyone? Not constantly to maintain something? Not to look at your body and be depressed ? Not to constantly think some useless bullshit which twists your head? Not to worry about anything or anyone? Just .. be … Freedom weiterlesen →
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Hey everyone, I want to talk about things, which i learn from my constant repeating dreams, about many things in those worlds. One of those things is the behaviour of „demons“, ghosts or lets say negative entity’s. How do they behave and what kind of goal do they have? Well..ive understood that these beings like … A demons playground weiterlesen →
Is it true that suppressing feelings is bad for your health? And what does it really to you? Well the answer is… it depends on the individual how much „damage“ it does. Everything we do is often depended on feelings. So what does happen to person who suppresses feelings? First nothing happens and everything is … Feelings and our mind weiterlesen →
My dream last night was very interesting. I was searching something … a ship, probably my ship. The place where i live has many mountains and inside the dream, colours appeared very strong and my parents were stupid as always – yelling about useless stuff. I didnt cared about any of them and flew near … The ufo inside the mountain weiterlesen →
How would it be if we dont need to do anything anymore?
Not getting bothered by something nor anyone?
Not constantly to maintain something?
Not to look at your body and be depressed ?
Not to constantly think some useless bullshit which twists your head?
Not to worry about anything or anyone?
Just .. be .. … and do whatever you want and like, without getting bothered by any body function or your annoying neighbour..
How many are pissed about their existence but not because their life is bad, but because they just cant stand anything what is offered with it?
I think there are many.. ive never liked being a fucking human.. it bothered me before i even incarnated here .. if knew that this wouldnt be good
All this useless and dumb activity’s and conversations.. and some of the activity is not even possible because of a fucking wall or border or money gap…its annoying..
And yet im here, writing this and knowing that i might have a final task before WE leave, otherwise i would be long gone.
I really fucking hate this existence of a human, even if i understand the beauty of life and all what is about… but i personally still dont like it.. there is A LOT MORE and A LOT BETTER PLACES than this.
My inner feeling and memory tells me more about this cursed planet and faked free will than anything else.
Once you got to a certain point with certain „enlightenments“ from your „past“ incarnations, you will not give damn anymore about any of this planets bullshit.
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In today’s dreams i woke up at my bed and it was at night, everything was as always…well atleast i thought so. Suddenly my next room became dark and some really ugly looking creature came around, i nearly died because i thought that thing was real and would rip my body to pieces.. Why would … Repetitive dreams – Did i woke up? weiterlesen →
In short, „that, which is beyond the tangible“. It could be enough of an explanation, but I want to go into more detail. The essence of „God“ of the original source and sources (yes, there are many“ is transcendent. Our soul is transcendent. Consciousness is transcendent. Do you notice anything? Transcendence is the „intangible“ something, … WHAT IS – TRANSCENDENCE? weiterlesen →
I want to talk about things, which i learn from my constant repeating dreams, about many things in those worlds.
One of those things is the behaviour of „demons“, ghosts or lets say negative entity’s.
How do they behave and what kind of goal do they have?
Well..ive understood that these beings like energy.. They love it and specially sexual – aggressive and pain energy.
They dont like to scare the dreamer because otherwise he/she will wake up and the energy feast will be gone.
Instead they try to create a playscene from your dream. This means they mix themselves in the dream and let it look like it was your dream which came from your mind.
Not many of such beings are smart, but theyre not dumb enough either.. Of course there are many variations in the intellectual perspectives but mostly they know what they do.. like an animal which hunts the prey.
So they dock into your dream and may change the plot. For example: If you dream about a beautiful place where you just walk and have fun, they can build a door or scene which appear in your area – and when you open the door, the scene changes to the interests of the being.
This means, if you like sex, you will see a sex scene. If you like death, you will see death.
If you like cakes and fun, you will NOT get it because evil beings only can take disturbed energy! Maybe youll see a cakewoman who wants .. …, but you understand what i mean now.
It all depends in your interest and what the being knows or feels about you.
They can read the magnetical field around your physical body and use the thoughts coming from the outside into your head, as their needed info to build the trap.
They cant read your mind, but as we all know, information is only received, not thought from us. The functions of the body only read it out loud for you what is around your field. This is why some beings can read you without even looking at you like cats sometimes.
All anybody needs to „maybe“ know about you, is shown in your magnetic field and this counts for everybody.
The energy these beings consume, is like a feast of emotions to them and they love it. The cost you have to pay in the morning is a big energy loss and feeling completely sucked out. Of course this doesnt mean that you always got fucked by a horny ghost, but you can consider it! xD
Dreams about pain appear often when you expect it and move unconsciously around in your dream. The beings use it and set a trap of letting you think, that a coming situation will hurt, while they mix themselves again within the scene and eat your energy.
This all can only be done when YOU let it happen because of your unconscious movements, but even THAT can be trained to counter such things.
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Is it true that suppressing feelings is bad for your health? And what does it really to you?
Well the answer is… it depends on the individual how much „damage“ it does.
Everything we do is often depended on feelings.
So what does happen to person who suppresses feelings?
First nothing happens and everything is as usual.. but when is gets triggered through a certain thing like music or words or whatever, it nearly explodes ..
Making decisions without any feelings still, should be considered in court or special cases. When a judge would decide by feelings, many would be screwed but today we talk about the other side!
So how much it erupts, depends again on the person.
As well it depends on the feeling. When you suppress anger, it will build up and up until you „kill“ somebody or punch him/her/it so hard, that your fist together with the face of the aggrevator breaks.
To suppress feelings is easy and we all do it until it gets triggered and released.
The damage isnt physically but mentally and it can lead to depression and lower body functions because of the depression.
Your body doesnt give a damn, but when you cut the energy supply and movement, the body will start to react.
If screaming your lungs out helps you, Scream!
If hitting a punching bag helps you, Punch!
If crying helps you, cry and smile afterwards!
Shortly said: supressing feelings isnt good at all and it can lead to serious mental and phyiscal problems. Dealing with them and talking does way more to your health and when you cry, well fuck it!
Crying is a release too! So dont be ashamed, the strong will not show any feelings which is mostly mistaken by men as „cool“ or being tough.
Its bullshit.. a men who cant stand to his own feelings is the real weakling, this doesnt mean that not showing any feeling makes someone weak or strong.
I was searching something … a ship, probably my ship.
The place where i live has many mountains and inside the dream, colours appeared very strong and my parents were stupid as always – yelling about useless stuff.
I didnt cared about any of them and flew near the mountains and suddenly i was standing in front of a near mountain which existed physically too.
I went trough it and found a high – modern, round and floating ship which had a greenish colour. It was waving midair too.
I knew that this ship was my and i left it there, so no one would find jt. I wasnt going to tell anybody anything about it but i knew a person which might expect me to come with it …
This ship was invisible at all times when consciousness entered it, while the one inside could see everything and command it.
It moved slow but it was possible to travel to every dimension very clear and save. No radar or whatsoever could detect it because it became conscious through me, even though it still had a few monitors inside.
The mountain was a coverup because even if it was invisible, you could touch it by accident when no one was inside.
Inside the mountain was another higher advanced facility with extraterestials but i saw only one guy who checked the room with my ship.
Starting the ship was very fast and happend automatically when i entered while my energy as a soul fuled it and decreased the density to a level, were it became untouchable.
This dream was a bit more interesting than the most usual stuff.. Is there really a fucking ship inside that mountain?
Well we all can agree that this level of pain is unbearable and anybody who burned his finger, knows that it hurts sometimes already bad.
The first thirty seconds will be the most painful moment (besides getting electroshocked that hurts nearly equal), because your nerves start to boil inside with everything else.
When a nerve gets comprimised inside the body, it answers with pain or irritations.
Now what pain will come when the nerves get burned all at once ?
Few months ago ive had something bad at my foot ..im not going to tell what it was, but i burned it three times with a glowing iron spoon to get rid of it.
It wasnt a big area but holding the burning spoon at my foot hurt really really bad. I was sweating because i didnt knew how much pain i would need to endure first until its over. So i just pressed it down and it went for 10 seconds until the pain stopped, while i was sweating even more.
My skin was turning white because the heat had burned down everything inside it, so i wasnt feeling any pain anymore around the area… Ive still got a video from that but i dont think you want to see it!.xD
After that i understood why someone will die faster in such situations:
The pain – which is extreme, even if it will be just for nearly half a minute.
The schock – because our brain has a „secret“ function to shut itself off, if we know that death or anything bad comes – which ‚overloades‘ the individual.
Fear – anybody who knows that they will burn to death, might die from fear as well, even before the act.
Overall we can agree that dying like that is fucked up.. The same as freezing .. both hurts.