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Criminal Sections..

The place were i was living was a hell, even though i had no real idea how the other world looked like.. Being rich and living in a clean enviroment was just a dream of mine and from everyone else here as well.

The place was a long tunnel corridor in the underground which was built a while ago and left for the weak and poor people. A lot of people lived and organised their life here, trying to survive and see the surface atleast once.

The place was led by a group of heavy armed thugs and thiefs called „The Crooklers“. They had taken the place for themselves and demanded tribute in order to live there. Many attacked them because it wasnt fair for anybody. Many died and many suffered and many of the gang died too. A few months later it was the same but with lesser gang members. It was all chaotic, no law whatsoever. We were the lowest people of all because we had no money and were not allowed to see the surface.

The exit was always heavily guarded and secured by soldiers from the outside, so no one was trying to escape. But theres always someone who tried their luck.. Getting instantly shot was the only escape for those who were broken mentally.

It was a slum and a high tech labor at once. Completely self sufficient by growing food and using deep dug wells for water with advanced computers to measure health state. All sounds nice and good but the problem was the greed of many.

There wasnt enough for everybody and fights broke out. Some poisened the wells or drugged food supplies on the small gardens. There was always something going on in that place… Junkies were sharing the same needle and diseases broke out inside the areas of the tunnels due to dirt and rats coming from the walls. Hygiene was possibly the hardest thing to obtain and so the tunnels were seperated to hygiene sections.

The Fourth section was the lowest of all and even myself began calling them scums of scums. Only junkies and addicted thugs, murderers and criminals were found there. No one ever entered the area because there was nothing to be found ..only death and hate towards the other sections. Of course the door was open to those who wanted to change themselves and their circumstances but often it was a lie just to live in a more hygiene area.

The third section was a military high corrupted defense zone by those who wanted to live better than them in the fourth section. It was a higher class of hygiene and people could take a few showers a day. The self proclaimed police was just there to somehow enrich themselves while assuring some sort of security. They just looked that no one bad came inside while some still managed because of corruption.

The second section was the garden and high – higher class hygiene were only people with small problems, good manners and work were allowed to enter. The sick and diseased were not allowed to enter even if they wouldve been of use. This zone was strictly covered by the rest of people who knew how to solve water and food problems. If this zone would die, everyone inside the tunnel would too.

And finally there was the first section. The sterile section for medicine and high tech of the lost generation and what the people above ground dropped into their garbagges. The medicine was bad but still enough for people who had only small health problems, to cure them completely. The rest wasnt getting any and to pay for it was really hard as well.

If one section dies, everyone would… even if the fourth would die, rats and disease would pest the air and the ground would be full of parasites. That is why the fourth was located directly at the front of the tunnel so the guards above ground would smell them and take them away.

Somehow everyone was trying to stay alive but it was no life and no one understood why they were not allowed to go above, specially the kids. It was our prison because we were not lucky enough like the rest.

One day, everything went down because the water from the wells were not anymore. Without water there was no food and no life. We gathered everyone together and told the bad news.. Everyone was shocked and some seemed happy! We were heading to a war and everyone knew it. We gathered what we could and grabbed our weapons to walk upfront to negotiate a way out but it all failed because half of the people started a war with themselves. Suddenly the sections started burning and the people of all sections were rioting and robbing people.

Me and two others needed to leave the place immediatly, we couldnt take it anymore. So we started shooting through the smoke and people at the guards in the entrance. They retaliated with shots and the gate opened for the first time, bringing forth a tank to shoot the tunnel itself down.

After the gates were open, the people started blindly running towards it in hope to attain freedom. But the only thing they got was death. We used the moment to sneak by the gate because some managed to get out and the guards were brutally killed. The tunnel was collapsing but before it happened, one guy managed to shoot the tank with a rocket launcher and it hit the target. Unfortunatly the tunnel collapsed under his head.

We were running outside and could see the sun… But what we saw next would rob us from our hopes..

As we thought that the light was the sun, we realised that it was a giant lamp inside another giant tunnel. We couldnt believe what we saw… In those years, they had built several layers of tunnel systems above us and we never realised..

We were now back at section four .. and section three watching us…

Die erste Schulwoche beginnt in Hessen

Ich hoffe das viele Kinder, die heute zum ersten Mal seit Wochen ihre Freunde oder wenigstens einen Teil davon wiedersehen können, heute einen schönen Tag haben. Bei uns ist nun leider auch ganztags Maskenpflicht an der Grundschule und ich hätte meiner Tochter am liebsten ein Attest geholt, da sie aufgrund ihrer Erkrankung eins bekommen kann. […]

Karma Reminder

Hello people, As for this little blog, I wanted to make sure that everybody knows: Karma does not exist! There is no one who will harm and punish you for your deeds on earth or any other planet. It doesnt matter if you kill someone or do harm to others! After death there will be […]

Astral Horror

Last night was exhausting .. As i was trying to get out of my body, i had noticed three dark entities in my room which were standing alongside my bed. For a moment i wasnt sure but a moment later i got pulled off my bed and dragged down the floor to my second room […]

Kalorienfallen – gesund und clever abnehmen #1

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Heute mal, da mein Intervallfasten andauert und ich noch keine nennenswerten Fortschritte erzählen kann, nach gerade mal 3 Wochen – wieder damit angefangen – heute ein kleiner Einblick in die sogenannte Kalorien- oder Abnehmfallen. Machen wir es ganz einfach und reden mal drüber, wo sich die meisten Kalorien…

Karma Reminder

Hello people,

As for this little blog,

I wanted to make sure that everybody knows: Karma does not exist!

There is no one who will harm and punish you for your deeds on earth or any other planet. It doesnt matter if you kill someone or do harm to others! After death there will be no heaven nor hell or any judgement. But dont get it wrong, someone with a high level of awareness wont do harm to others.. at least not if you dont bother them 😄

So dont worry if you fear the grudge of god, there is none.

The only one who can do harm and punish you is yourself because you might feel guilty of what you did and because of that you want to return to earth to „do good“ (But it wont do anything for you).

Be sure to get „attacked“ after your death if you should follow a certain path which emitts light towards you. Many will try to convert you to go back and do better in life (trap), so be ready.

The universe balances energys but it doesnt punish anything, it simply does its work and the only one who judges good and bad, is you.

If there is war than there will be peace. If there is love than there will be hate somewhere else. If there is light than somewhere will be darkness!

If you want to know more about it, search yourself or use this book where we did the collecting work from our experience and memory for you! 🙂

Criminal Sections..

The place were i was living was a hell, even though i had no real idea how the other world looked like.. Being rich and living in a clean enviroment was just a dream of mine and from everyone else here as well. The place was a long tunnel corridor in the underground which was […]

Intervallfasten – 7 Wochen seit Neustart, Update

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Einen wunderschönen Sonntag, meine lieben Leser. Am 16. August 2020 hatte ich meine absolute negativ Form, körperlicherseits. Wie schon erwähnt, dass war so eine miese Kombination aus Nachwirkungen meiner Op und Coronalockdown, und so beschloss ich, mein Intervallfasten, was ich bis vor der Op über zwei Jahre schon…

Astral Horror

Last night was exhausting ..

As i was trying to get out of my body, i had noticed three dark entities in my room which were standing alongside my bed.

For a moment i wasnt sure but a moment later i got pulled off my bed and dragged down the floor to my second room inside the house. I had no time to ask myself any question because it felt clearer than my normal life and way more intense. I thought that this was the real world but than i got pulled back and woke up, just to get dragged again the same way and it ended the same way.

After four times i noticed that i was asleep and neither did i really woke up! My room was changed and the stuff i had was not around. This meant i was dreaming very clearly (such dreams are rare by the way).

When i thought that i finally woke up, only one of those beings were standing in my second room on the floor with its back turned on me. I stood up and went casually towards it without fear but when it turned around, the room became dark and i felt a slash around my neck. There was no pain but blood was dripping… As i thought that i would die, the being grabbed my neck from behind and threw me to my bed were i woke up for sure this time.

(This littly story did not happen and was made up! But i hope it doesnt happen now because it can when i picture myself inside the scene as a last thought before bed)

Strange disease in the hallway

Not knowing how i landed here, chaos was inside the building. Everyone was in panick as i just was standing in the middle of a big building with stripe walls and a few plants in each corner.

In the building were over fifty people if not more and the mass started running suddenly.

A woman and a guy started to bite the people and first some tried to pull them away from each other but than they bit those too. There faces were completely covered in blood and their white clothes too. Than they turned into aggressive and bloody freaks just like those other two.

After this the entire crowd started to run into the exit point but ten more of the freaks came along and bit them as well. Everyone was in panick and they climbed somewhere or hid in a place where they wouldnt find them. They turned very fast too.. As for me, i didnt move at all because inside the chaos i was seing something strange. The first infected were fucking with each other and those they had infected. It seemed very strange and disgusting but than i got bitten by an ugly woman freak in the neck and it hurt like hell. As i was turning i realised that the bodys tension was increasing drastically while i became horny. It wasnt a horny like humans would feel but a sense of aggression, urge to fuck and kill the people while everyone else was the enemy except the already infected. That was the reason why they ran straight to the next to bite.

It felt terrible but i thought being a fucking zombie would be tougher or something would take over my mind. However nothing was taking over! The feelings were just insane and harder to control but overall i felt bad and sick. While i was infected i knew that i needed to die because i didnt wanted any of that and why the hell was i even here for again? Was i not just sleeping in my bed? These questions appeared and left with the same speed.

While the rest was getting infected, i searched places for the next round and i had found some to hide. Suddenly my vision got blurry and it seemed that the image was getting reseted back to normal…

There i was again in the middle of the hallway but this time i started running towards a small hallway while those freaks had already begun to hunt. A few moments later, the screams stopped and there was only a few left. As i was entering the small hallway i knew that there was a game to it. In my path were 26 wooden doors every fifty centimeters and my task was to open and close them to set a trap to those who would follow and try to kill me. Now i openend the first 6 doors and closed the following 2 and openend another 4 while closing all the left doors and shutting off the lights inside each floor. I knew those freaks had still a brain to think but they were busy with fucking each other but still they would find me soon.

For my luck, i had found another floor behind me but the place was full of another thirty people and they were already infected, running towards me.. I tried to hold the door closed from which i came but the other doors were opened by those freaks at the other side. They rushed me down and bit me again, this time in my hand but it didnt hurt.

The scene changed again to normal. While i was heading back to the hallway, a woman jumped at me and didnt let go but i didnt felt bothered and nor did i knew what was going on due to my blurry vision.

As i entered the hallway and did the same door game again, i realised that the woman was trying to fuck me or somerhing but i pushed her the fuck out of my sight through the doors and it made enough sound to let them know where we were. Dont get me wrong here, she had no reason to climb at me and not let go so it was self defense! XD She wanted to do it one last time before she was about to die but i wasnt having that. That bitch had caused our death inside the 26th floor because those freaks rushed inside again but attacked her first. I thought i might use the situation to run but it was pointless and i got bitten again. Before those freaks had a gang bang i run away as an infected and the scene changed to normal again but this time i was outside and the last survivor…

It was the moment when someone in military clothes told me that i had survived the plague and became normal again.

We started to burn bodys inside bags while the entire area was burning and the blood dripping down the streets into the city.

The Katacombs

There was an incident in the desert catacombs near our village which had brought fear into the thoughts of many. One day a few people had decided to take a better look inside the katacombs. Everyone had warned them about the risks to loose the sense of direction and light if their lamps would give up, but they didnt listened. They never came back… Until one […]

What means being spiritual or living spiritual ?

Hello together,

As many got quite a problem about the definition about spirituality and what that means, i shall bring a bit clearness to this question.

So first of,

You DONT need to live like a monk throwing everything away youve got and live in the mountains from now on.. Or buy crystals and other stuff to justify that youre now spiritual. Unfortunatly many think that but it has nothing to do with the actual „being spirital“.

Second of,

It doesnt mean that you believe any conspiracys or hell or heaven but it doesnt mean that you cant believe what you want.

I say it how it is: the way of the spirit is your own conscious decision and FACT that you know, that you are not a human but a soul, energy or whatever name you find for it and that you can understand it!

Now how do we understand the path of the spirit as it is ? – We ask ourselves the questions which anybody asks about them sometimes such as „Were am i really from?“ – „Who am i really ?“ – „What do i really do here?“ and so on.

Those are the first steps to see that you hadnt just this live and maybe you will get visions and déja-vu’s as a confirmation but only YOU will know.

The way of being spiritual is just to follow yourself, staying always true to yourself and accept how you are because the identity/energy of your soul doesnt change no matter how many lifes and experience you had. (Your current YOU as „I am“ is not what i mean just to be clear! But the one who talks when the mind is silent and emotionless – neutral)

Knowing what and who you are and having it always in front of you and never forgetting it, is the way of being spiritual. You can do whatever you want with this knowledge but it only works when you realised what i meant by actually getting your visions and confirmations glass clear, either from here or by astral traveling or else.

Everything else such as how you want to live and do in your life is up to you! Be rich or be poor but never loose youself inside the game and take your time to figure things out!

Know how you came and know how you will go.

For more infos on how to do it and what is needed there, take a look inside our book! And no being spiritual doesnt mean that such info needs to be free… but if you search you might find it for free? 😉

The sad Funeral

It was a rainy and cold day when it all happen’d… The death of our grand vather was not easy for the family, especially what happend later. We were about to go to the funeral and everyone was ready. We dressed proper and my mom was crying the whole time.. It probably hit her the […]

Astral travel worked again – Daily Stuff

Hello there people, So the last times i had tried to leave my body willingly, it didnt worked and i was drifting constantly into a dream which was old .. Nothing new ..only those never ending dreams with a few hints on what happend. But yesterday something happend! I had a huge headache and my […]

The Face Taker

It all began inside a forest near the german border to Poland. Twenty seven people died the last weeks because a psycho or an animal was eating the faces of the victims. The bodys looked completely out of this world because they started to rot in an abnormal manner on the spot.. The police started […]

Repeating Dreams.

Hello there, Back from another week and presenting you with .. not much! As you mightve read before, i was trying out some stuff to get out of my body (astral travel) and it didnt worked like i hoped it would. Instead, i was back in repeating dreams but now its strongly random and i […]

Another Dream – The temple ?

After i fell asleep, i wandered unconsciously between a blurred and a slowly sharpening screen. After a few seconds, i found myself back inside a pyramid in which nothing was there except a big door with three people on it. One of them looked like anubis with the animal head and he was holding a […]

Doubtful Adventures – Moving Forward

After the sudden loss of energy i felt destroyed because i now knew what brought the problems of using blood magic. But yet i didnt knew the whole truth about it… As i was laying on the bloody grass and looking into the sky, i wondered what the village meant before they got killed by […]

Doubtful Adventures – The Price – Part 2

As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further. A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but […]

Just another zombie dream

It was a normal night. Eyes closed and hoped to not dream something completely fucked up… I was standing in a long hallway and suddenly someone rushed through a door and yelled at me „WE GOTTA GO NOW, I HAVE TO LEAVE“. I didnt knew if she was meaning me because she looked at me […]

World of nightmare – Close the door, dim the lights!

In the day of 2022, all lights went out and the nightmare came upon from the dark. The calm oceans which were unexplored for more than 96% were unvailed once the dark had taken the world. The governments had no possibility to return electricity due to solar winds which caused an electromagnetical pulse through the […]

A Killers Diary – Lockdown Problems

Hello humans, As well as you experience right now, nations are under lockdown and many have lost their work. The lockdowns affect many in our society and iam one of them, since i cant get enough bodys to kill and feast on. My pallet is only made from the finest human flesh, but with the […]

Astral travel – does it work again?

Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out. I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. […]

Spiritual dangers..

Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you! It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and […]

Spiritual advances…

So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me. I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time. The time youre […]

Spiritual Problems ..

Hello everyone, The reason for the absence of spiritual stuff lately, is because the usual stuff isnt working. Well how am i going to explain it.. I cant get out of my body and i try to understand whats causing this problem. Some people said that talking too much about it, can cause this problem […]

Secret Society Secrets – The Three Dots

Welcome to the world of secret society. A world in which a broke person has nothing to do. A world in which only the really rich can enter. Today, i will tell you the beautiful art sight of this world and how we handle the doomed and useless humans in the lower parts of the […]

0108 – The House

We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange… We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing […]

The others Problems.. – Not just Earths

Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there. It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on […]

How does the „Matrix“ work inside the planets ?

You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How […]

What is the biggest problem of the people?

In my opinion the following: You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience. You could not be a human having a spiritual experience. People die, their soul remains eternal. But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false […]

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland. I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again. The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there.. The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, […]

Dangerous Adventures

I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again. I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on […]

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe. It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a […]

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose. They had found […]

Smart Zombies – The Maze of Traitors

It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team. We knew that […]

Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]

Sind wir, was wir zu sein glauben? Glaubenssätze einfach erklärt.

Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]

Dailylook #1

Warum weiß der eine mehr, der andere weniger übers Leben? Wir sagen es euch, kurz und knapp.

A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]

The Katacombs

There was an incident in the desert catacombs near our village which had brought fear into the thoughts of many.

One day a few people had decided to take a better look inside the katacombs. Everyone had warned them about the risks to loose the sense of direction and light if their lamps would give up, but they didnt listened.

They never came back…

Until one of them found the exit after two weeks.. He was half dead but not because he was starving, but because something had ripped open the right part of his body and eaten part of it. His stomach was cut, his face was half none existing because their was no skin or muscle and his right foot and leg was broken and twisted several times. He escaped barely he said and didnt knew how he wa alive in this state.. The only weakness from „Them“ was light.. He mustve either crawled or jumped with one leg for his life down there.

He had told us that something unhuman was walking down there and waiting for those who would enter it. After he told us to not go inside, he started suddenly to move backwards as if something was pulling him. The people from the village were terrified to see a men getting dragged down by unknown force, back inside the catacombs while he screamed for help.

The villagers rushed for help but than they stopped before the catacombs and only heard how he screamed a few more times until it was quiet. Everyone was afraid to even come close. But then a villager threw a burning red light inside and as the hallway became visible, they all saw the dark looking being which was feasting on the body. The red light didnt bothered it and it rushed towards us and we began to run away…

It didnt followed us.

But a few nights after, one after another started to walk inside the katacombs without a light or tone. It was as if somerhing had taken their bodys.. Each night someone dissapeared, the ground was shaking and their houses were crushed into the sand like a giant hole… It was as if the ground sucked their very existence away without a hint. What left was a dark hole and scared people.

Everyone took their belongings and left the village for good.. But strangely, some appeared back and went inside the katacombs, never to come back.

The being they saw that day, was not THEIR enemy, the katacomb had mirrored their past and…

The village had a dark past were people got murdered inside the catacombs for rituals and witch craft.

There was a rumor once among the people …

„Whenever you kill someone inside the tomb, it will remember who did it … And when you come close ever again, it will take you and do the same“

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Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]

The Mark

Fifteen years ago, our daughter was born in our forest hospital near the city.

It was all fine until we found a strange black mark on her neck, right after her birth. The doctors couldnt explain how it was possible because it rather looked like a tattoo. But how was it possible ?

No one knew the answer and everything else was fine as well. She had no problems with her health or else but sometimes i had the feeling, that she was being watched by a shadow in the dark..

Twenty years later she became something that we couldnt understand or trust… She became strange at first and was loosing weight, started to crawl in the night down the floors and screaming that she needs help. Then it scared us that she started to look at us for minutes without saying a word.

We didnt knew to who we should show her because physically she was fine and her body seemed normal except the mark… It had grown to a form that we couldnt find in any text book or else.

So we called an exorcist, even though we thought that it was dumb, we didnt knew what else to do.

As we had called him, he told us that he will be there in fifteen minutes.. We waited together in our house and as his car arrived, i looked out of the window. He was dressed with a robe and had the bible at his hands while he saw me through the window and was approaching our house. But before he knocked at the door, he started to look at something above our house. We didnt knew why he wasnt coming in and so i opened the door to welcome him, but as soon as i opened the door, he started screaming loud and dropped his book to the ground.

His eyes went big and he looked like he saw something that he never saw before. He was screaming „AAAAAARRRRGGHH A MONSTER IN THIS HOUSE“ as he started running and leaving his stuff behind.

Trying to run behind him and asking what was wrong he replied „GET THE HELL OUT OF THAT HOUSE OR BURN IT – THE DEVIL HIMSELF INVADED YOU ALL“ as he drove away.

One thing was clear, he could not charge us for his undone work and we still were confused.

After this incident we left without help and lived normally. This went along another three months until one night, i found my husbands head in the toilett and his body right next to me. I was shaking in fear and didnt knew what was going on.. but this cursen daughter of mine had killed him in his sleep.

She herself had bruises all over her body and she had cut her own tongue while she just stood there again… in the floor, at night, with a knife and charging towards me. I had closed myself inside the bathroom and called the police for help but they would take their time as i thought.

She knocked and kicked at the bathroom door, damanding to open up and that everything would be fine again. She spoke suddenly in the voice of my husband and for a moment i was about to open the door because it was convincing me that i had hallucinations.. but than she hammered again, i got scared and didnt opened it. It was a nightmare. I didnt knew that she could change her voice like that ..

After the police arrived they knocked on the door and someone …No..SHE opened up and spoke with them and told that it was a mistake and that it wouldnt happen again. She even apologised and told that it was a prank from a lost bet! They were about to leave but the bathroom had a window so i opened it and screamed as loud as i could „HELP ME IM HERE AND SHE WANTS TO KILL ME“.

But before i tell you what happend next, dont you find it strange that she or it could talk without a tongue ? ..

As the police heard it, they drew their weapons and told her to freeze or they would shoot but instead she closed the door and went upstairs, hitting the bathroom door again. She was angry and yelled at me „WHORE…WHORE…KILL YOU…KILL YOU“ while she was slowly breaking the door.

I was crying in fear and the window was too small to climb out either. The was cracked and few more times the door would break.. But before this happened, i heard few shots at the floor and how she dropped on the ground.

„Target down, miss are you okay? You can come out now!“

As i slowly opened the door, i could see the police officer … Both of them had the face of my daughter and while they smiled, the demon got back up. I turned around slowly and shakingly because i was afraid to death.

There she was again.. and her tongue was not the one of a human.. I heard more gunshots while i was getting dragged out of the house… More police arrived and their faces turned normal again.

The last thing i can remember was the police officer telling me, that all will be okay now. While i witnessed how every police men who rushed inside the house, came out with a smiling face of her … and totally disturbed..

The mark on her neck was not a symbol but a disease of the dead.

Fifteen police men went missing after this incident, no one knew where they went.

What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]

The sad Funeral

It was a rainy and cold day when it all happen’d…

The death of our grand vather was not easy for the family, especially what happend later.

We were about to go to the funeral and everyone was ready. We dressed proper and my mom was crying the whole time.. It probably hit her the most but she would need to overcome it we thought.

As we drove it began to rain again until we arrived to the church. Some of his friends were there too. We entered the room, hugged each other and sat down, waiting for the priest to hold his speach and call us upfront to tell our’s.

Ten minutes pass and some of us told how much of a great grand vather and friend he was and my eyes were behind the priest, looking at his coffin while he continued.

As i remember gramps, i knew that he wasnt the best and he had a drinking problem too. He threw us often out because he wanted to drink and he once told me silently that he hates our family, and that i would die if i tell them.. Not that i was afraid of him but he was a piece of shit and i would like to spit at his grave before all.. Why would he say something like this when he was about to die?

No one knew why he was so angry and why he told us that his corpse would kill us all in his funeral..

Before he died, he screamed „CURSE ALL OF YOU, THE DEMON WILL KILL EVERY FUCKING ONE OF YOU“ and he stopped breathing.

My brothers were shocked and didnt knew why he would say that but little did they knew ..

As the priest called one of my brothers up and he started talking, i could’ve sworn that i saw something moving inside the coffin. I locked my eyes on it and waited to really be sure of what i saw. A few moments later i saw how the dead body started to move and the coffin fell down on the ground, throwing the body out of its place. For our concerns, we noticed that the skin was completely blacked and rotting while something across his gead and arms were growing. It shocked everybody and me too because the dead gramps was now standing up and all doors shut down and the windows too. It cracked the head abnormally and the body was slendering towards us. The priest prayd for jesus to help us but once he opened his mouth, the thing attacked him very quickly and cut off his head and limbs. It was so fast that the blood started to flow a few seconds after the cut and everyone started to panic and scream.

We didnt knew where to go because it was killing one after another. The second death was my mother while she was trying to hug it. She probably had lost her mind already but going this far was not expected. She moved slowly towards it and before she said „everything will be okay“ – she was already pierced through.

It was not possible to tell what kind of thing that was. A dark coated figure which was slightly above ground and around it was just mass floating which either became a sharp knife or a rod.

My brother and me tried to throw chairs at the windows and managed to smash one. Before anybody could try to jump out, one of gramps friends pushed us all aside and went first out. What a cunt i thought but than the thing blasted a hole through the wall and took him back by its neck. The hole wasnt big enough to fit anyone through, so he got pressed against the wall and suffocated to death until his head fell off his shoulders.

We didnt knew what to do anymore and presses ourselves through the window. Somehow i was outside but no one else was behind me and neither was anybody screaming..

What was going on? The window wasnt broken and neither was a dead body laying on the wall.

As i went to the front door while my heart was still racing, and opened the door… No one inside! No blood, no screams ..no monster…Nothing!

It seemed as it never happend.. Was i dreaming or something ?? I didnt understood and held my head, trying to figure something out but at this very moment, the doors bursted open behind me and that thing grabbed my neck and pulled me inside.

The last thing i heard was „I TOLD YOU THAT I WOULD KILL YOU IF YOU TELL“ …

Das Leben eines Nervösen

Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]

Bist Du eine „alte“ Seele?

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…

The Face Taker

It all began inside a forest near the german border to Poland.

Twenty seven people died the last weeks because a psycho or an animal was eating the faces of the victims. The bodys looked completely out of this world because they started to rot in an abnormal manner on the spot..

The police started high level searches to those who went missing but they didnt found anything, not even in the river. They vanished completely… until a woman called us one day and told she was one of the missing but she would inevitably die. I could feel her panick when she said those words.. „ITS THE BOOKS CURSE“.. after that she hung up and we couldnt manage to find the signal because it was coming from the forest itself.

After the searches went on, we found two more dead bodys but they were not in the same case. Those who had left were still missing.

A group of four men inclusing me went to a closed search. The police gave up and couldnt do much and the abnormal weather around the area was creating fear. Even in brought daylight the little forest was dark and the radius went over two kilometers. No one could explain how this was happening but once entering the area, our bodys started to fear without reason. As if … all eyes would watch us.

We went forward with the teams already several times but nothing was found until one night i had decided to look alone..

After i went inside the forest, i started to see a small figure near the trees. At first i wasnt sure but someone was definetly there. I took my machine gun and pointed the laser towards the figure but it was gone.

Slowly i walked further and noticed a small house which was definetly not there before. A stinky and rotting smell was coming from it. I didnt made the choice to call for backup either and went on. It was a broken small house. No windows, dirty and old floors while the smell was coming from downstairs. As i walked slowly and secured my back and surroundings, i had decided to take a look at the basement were the smell was coming from. Every step was making loud cracking noises and whatever was here would know my presence i thought.

Slowly walking down and noticing blood dripping from the ceiling on my forehead i started to panick but kept my breath calm. Something wasnt right about this place and as i walked down with my torchlight and laser pointing gun, i saw it.. A two and a half feet tall monster which was feasting on the face of a victim.

Its face was made from skins of other people.. its entire body was made from different skins.. It smelled terrible and as my light was right at its face, it screamed loud and started running towards me. I had nearly a heart attack and unloaded my entire magazine on it… A loud drop to the floor… Than i reloaded quickly and started to shoot again and again until two more full magazines were empty.

Was it dead ?? This thing was out of the world and i thought that it might get back up. Questions appeared but i wasnt going to stay there. I took few fotos of everything and started running. As i run upwards, i heard the loud scream again and how it was coming closer. My heart was racing and the only thing i thought was how to get out.

As i ran back the path from which i came, i saw the thing standing in front of the house.. looking at me and than sprinting.. The appearance itself was a nightmare but when it started to chase me, i really felt terror and nothing was working against it. It had long feet and hands while the body was covered with human skin tissue.

I just ran without looking back and suddenly it went from dark to light… It was daylight! I had made it out and was alive. As i still felt danger, i ran to the nearest police station and reported my capture.

That was the moment when i got arrested.. And when i asked why, they showed me the fotos which i had made that night.

Shocked i looked at them and told what the problem was and they answered „Dont you see how you killed these people? How you lay there and feasted on their faces?“

As i looked again, i saw that the face of that thing ..was me.

Repeating Dreams.

Hello there,

Back from another week and presenting you with .. not much!

As you mightve read before, i was trying out some stuff to get out of my body (astral travel) and it didnt worked like i hoped it would.

Instead, i was back in repeating dreams but now its strongly random and i noticed something.

Whenever i try .. or not to leave my body, i get pulled no matter what, into a dream which was dreamt few years ago or in my childhood and i know that because i get Déja-vús inside those dreams! When i first had that dream, some scenes were blacked out or made no sense. It was in a blurred state and now they became clear and i noticed that those blacked out scenes were ME, trying to change them or getting consciousness back through few exercises inside them.

This brings me to the conclusion that even your dreams are made up by something, i mean why would i dream blacked scenes and later find out that i was trying to become clear ?! Doesnt make much sense for me but this is nothing new though.. We described it in our book:

When your life follows a script, how much script contains our dreams ?

And for some reason, pretty much no one can get out currently or atleast as i know from many who did. Some say it works but i wouldnt be so sure about it.. Something blocks us but for that to be possible i would need to pick a few things which would be only possible from the outer world.. such as „chipping the astral body“ or some other stuff..

Iam lately so bored that i become bored in dreams, even in the repeating one’s but only for few seconds.. like when i ask „What the fuck am i doing here right now?“ and than i stand still and look around only to walk further down the dream because something told me that nothing else except the dream will happen for now – so either dream or wake up, both will be boring!

What do you think?

Weird Days

Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]

Another Dream – The temple ?

After i fell asleep, i wandered unconsciously between a blurred and a slowly sharpening screen.

After a few seconds, i found myself back inside a pyramid in which nothing was there except a big door with three people on it. One of them looked like anubis with the animal head and he was holding a blade or dagger. Now i had realised that it wasnt a door, but a carved painting.

I touched it and it started to shine golden on the spot but went back to „normal“ after a second. I somehow knew what i needed to do. I took a small branch from the ground and broke it in two. Than i started to touch it with the branch across from both sides and suddenly the entire painting went gold and the dagger from the agyptian started to glow orange-red alike, and they became real.

The painting dissapeared and those three were standing in front of me and they attacked me but only one at a time. I thought that they might guard something because their attacks seemed to slow and weak. It seemed that they didnt wanted me to pass them,

but before i could question more, i started flying out from the scene and the screen became blurry again. I woke up.

Doubtful Adventures – Moving Forward

After the sudden loss of energy i felt destroyed because i now knew what brought the problems of using blood magic. But yet i didnt knew the whole truth about it…

As i was laying on the bloody grass and looking into the sky, i wondered what the village meant before they got killed by my summon.. „You will know what it means to use that type of magic“ .. Was he meaning the pain or the emptions? I didnt really knew but destiny would try to test me again..

For how long was i unconscious i asked myself. I felt normal again … The bloody bubble which bursted infront of me and wrapped me inside all their pain, it was awful.. and the instant drop on the ground because i had no strenght to stand anymore.

But now i was back on my feet and looked around. The dead bodys were rotting and i was really hungry too. Maybe they had something nice to eat inside their houses. I know you dont steal from the dead but they were gonna torture me, so it was okay!

Before i went to the small houses, i realised that the barrier from earlier across the village was gone. This meant that those beasts would arrive here soon or atleast sneak around. I needed to be very caucious again. Maybe it was not a great idea to kill all of them. I shouldve let those live who brought the barrier up.

I took my book next to me and remembered that it was glowing red before i fall asleep. I looked inside and went to the blood magic instructions and spells and i noticed that now another sentence was added right below the last.

„Blood summoning added – Disaster level spawn“

Blood summons of the blood spells will consume all energy of the caster after the spell is dismissed. Whoever uses the summon to the limits of their level will die immediately. The more it is used, the more energy it will consume but the power will equal.

The caster will be healed and fully energised after the spell is spoken or thought with intention of the summon. “

I wonder why it always told me the important stuff after it happend.

After i knew this much, i left quickly away from the open area to the houses, looking for food. And i was lucky because first had a nice smelling stew on the table. I didnt thought much about it and immediately started eating until i was stuffed. It was really tasty i thought or maybe it was because of my hunger..

I couldve used my normal magic to not feel any hunger or exhaustion but i wanted to feel the taste of food again in my mouth ..atleast for that moment. I didnt thought that it was unnormal to take a bite after i had killed so many people.. Of course it was terrible and i knew some of them in my childhood, but they didnt seem to be warm hearted at all.

As i was standing outside of the small house, i needed to know where i should head next and how i could cloak myself to stay very low on the radar. I felt more danger now than before because of these invisible monsters.. I was lucky that these people had picked me up. What wouldve happend if no one was around?.. I couldnt rely on my basic skills of magic, they were not close enough to the outside world. I

I had decided to use blood type spells more frequently, atleast the less damaging one’s. Only if it was absolutely necessary, i would use the destruction spells.

So i used my casual cloaking spell and my higher stamina spell and started to run. As long as those things couldnt see me, i wouldnt mind if i was getting attacked by red crows again.

Moving from the high terrain down to more civilised areas after few hours of sprinting, i was getting closer to a shining forest. The crowns of the trees seemed beautiful and it was very ..welcoming. A sort of shining – warm light was coming from the inside as i was approaching.

As i was coming closer, i heard the loud scream again from earlier.. It was coming again.. Was i spotted ?? I wasnt sure and my heart started racing. Should i hide somewhere? I didnt knew what to do so i stopped running and hid behind a small bush across the field of sun flowers. This time i would need to test my enemy and see what it was and its capabilities.

So i took a few small rocks and threw it across the field, hearing a loud unnatural scream. It was close.. After throwing a few more, i could sense that it might be to close, so i slowly moved away from my spot. A few meters away after that, i noticed that the small bush where i was hiding, was completely torn to pieces without my notice .. I would be dead if i make another noise..

My heart was so racing that i thought it might hear it while i was slowly walking backwards. It couldnt see me in my cloaked state but it heard dangerously well and it was just fee steps away from me. Step by step walking backwards inside to the forest .. but my back hit something. It was another barrier, covering the forest.

Either i was really lucky or this time i would be dead. After i hit the barrier with my back, i prepared myself to use one of the deadliest blood spells against monsters in my book, which would cost my life and the earths as well. But a few moments later, nothing happend.. I heard no scream nor any foot steps approaching. Was it gone ? ..

As i was trying to be very silent and trying to hear something, i heard a few birds and the blowing wind .. I had decided to take a deep breath .. For my luck, the thing was right in front of my face, screaming loud and shattering my ear tunnel completely..again.

I was about to die and this time i was sure of it. But after the scream i noticed that i was fallen backwards and somehow landing inside the barrier. The monster was hitting the barrier and it was really loud, like something huge was hitting it. I dont know how i got inside the forest but it saved me. My ears were hurting and bleeding, so i took my book out and used a healing spell until i was recovered.

A few moments of calming down and sitting in dirt, the thing was gone and now i saw the real beauty of the forest…

Part 4 – On its way, follow 4 more! 🙂

The New Job – Escape ? …!

As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]

Doubtful Adventures – The Price – Part 2

As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further.

A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but as i came closer and closer, it dissapeared completely.

„Was this a sort of illusion spell?“ I asked myself while cramping out the spell book. As i read through it, i noticed that such a spell was not available in the normal form. Instead i found a blood spell of the highest ranks but this would take more than one person to cast. Invisibility for an entire village would atleast need one sacrifice of blood or entity stated the book ..

As i gathered my thoughts.. i wondered.. was the village full of blood casters? Should i really go there ? But maybe it was just my mind talking too much.

I wrote a symbol of a low rank tarning spell on my arm, just in case if i needed to hide but if the village was full of high tier casters, i would need to use blood magic again and experience hell.

I didnt wanted that, but whatever! I needed to keep going and find the next safe zone before the storm or those beings would hunt me down for good.

I went straight forward to the village. Even if it was under an illusion spell, i would soon just walk through it.

After few minutes of walking…

„I should be already near it, but why am i not through the barrier yet ..“. As i was looking around the area where nothing was except stones and a few trees, i heard the voices from earlier again.

… I started running again.

„Fxck.. dont tell me that these beings were real!“ i thought to myself as i was running. While i looked back if i could see something, i tripped over a stone and crashed into an invisible barrier. My little bump was enough to make the barrier visible but the inside was blurred.

As i had no time, i started to knock and kick against the barrier because those beings or whatever that was, came more and more closer. The only thing i could sense that i was in real danger again and when i noticed that no one would help me, i felt a loud scream behind my ear.

The scream was so loud that my ears were ringing and when i turned back, nothing was behind me..

Suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my ears, they started bleeding and my stomach was pierced from behind by the being. I was lifted upwards why i couldnt do anything but trying to breath and hope.. As i was levitating a meter above ground, i was about to pass out. I somehow managed to say the symbol on my arm and became invisible for a few moments.

This was probably enough to let me down and i passed out while i was accepting death in my own blood pool and torn organs.. The last thing i heard was the ringing scream of that cursed thing..

After an unknown amount of time i woke up on a bed and people with covered faces were looking at me. I was shocked that i was still alive and examined my body. I was bandaged completely around my waist and two of them healed my wounds inside my ears. As i was looking around, i didnt knew if i was safe or just lucky. I still was unsure and stood distrustful.

„Thank you for saving me, but who are you all and what is this place?“ i asked why i got healed on the bed.

„We are called the no one because we dont have any faces and this is the village which you had looked for“ one of them said.

„Why did you save me ? Was it no trouble ?“ i asked while i wanted to sit but couldnt due to pain in my stomach.

„Dont try to move, it will take time to heal your organs and what do you mean by trouble for us?“ another one asked skeptically.

„I was chased by an invisible being and it killed me by stabbing my back in front of your barrier, how did you pulled the barrier down, saved me and brought it back up?“ i asked wondering.

The people looked at themselves and at me while the atmosphere went suddenly tense. Another one asked „Repeat what you just said“ but asked instead „Where is my rucksack ? I had a book inside, if i get it back i could tell you what happend without laying here“

All of them started to make weird noises with each other and looked more around the room. It was if they were looking for something.

„What about my book now? Iam thankful that you saved me but i have to go“ i asked and said while my pulse went slightly up. Than one of them shouted loud at me „YOU USED BLOOD MAGIC AND BROUGHT IT INSIDE – YOU WILL DIE HERE BITCH AND YOUR BOOK IS BURNED!!“

While i was shocked and in pain, the others calmed the one of the no one and took him outside. One of them told then „Chain her up and bring her down to the others, make sure she cant use her hands“ – „You have no idea what youve caused by using the high ranked blood spells!“

As i was trying to move, one of them held my mouth shut and chained my throat and hands and pulled me down to a door with following a staircase. I couldnt say a word because the chain was pressuring my throat. As i was pulled along the dirty hallway, i saw cages left and right with creatures and people chained on the walls – begging for help or laughing..

„What was this place ? What would they do to me?.. i got no time for this bullshit!“ I thought as i was chained on the wall.

„You will rotten here you witch!“ said the one and spitted in my face while walking laughingly away and closing the door.

I was angry.. angry that i was stupid enough to die near these bastards. I would need to get out of here but how if i cant use my spells ? .. It seemed hopeless .. After minutes of gathering myself i remembered that the book stated, that some of the spells can be activated by thinking about them. This stated as well that none of the usual spells would be included – only blood spells of the disaster threat and higher.

„Damn it.. this book is like a curse itself, only wanting you to use the bloody spells .. i have no choice, plus they seemed to be scared from something“ i thought…

I tried to remember a spell of the blood magic pages but the only one i knew was the negative impact and for this to work i would need to be able to talk.

As i tried to relax, i heard someone along the hallway screaming „Summon a demon sumon THE demon Hilagarn!!! Summon demon summon demon hilagarn!!“ As i heard how he was tortured and killed.

„Was this a choice ? I never had summoned a demon before, but i had nothing to loose now“ – i drew a circle with my dripping blood from my stomach and used my foot for the drawing.

Than i closed my eyes and spoke

„I call you demon Hilagarn to my aid, destroy my enemies and upheave the landscale of this village with the power of my blood“ … one second … ten seconds .. one minute .. nothing happend ?

.. My head began to hurt really bad and a dark being was building up from my dropped blood. It was an image of myself but with a diabolic evil face and dark wings. The chains dropped from my hands and throat and it healed me again completely. The pain was gone and i was really energised.

„Time to get my book demon!“ i said loud while it bowed to her summoner and rushed through the cell while it destroyed every door and gate along the way.

All i was hearing were screams and „THE WITCH HAS SUMMONED A GHOST – RUN EVERYBODY, USE PROTECTION MAGIC“ but as i sprinted upwards and tried to look what was happening outside, i noticed that my summoning was completely overpowering the village.

„How horrific… it went straight out and killed everything ..“

While i yelled „THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR STEALING FROM ME'“ – one of the remaining villager with cut limbs and a missing hand crawled towards me saying „you…demon… witch… you will see.. the true cost of your blood soon..“. I wanted to ask him what he meant but i was feeling wonderful and my summoning ripped his head off.

I noticed that my demon was sucking all the blood from its prey until there was nothing left. That day, over thirty seven died and when i uncovered one of their faces, i noticed that it was one of my old friends from our zone.

„HOW … what is going on here damn it ..“ i couldnt think for a few moments and just stood there while the demon found my book and brought it back.

„Thank you Hilagarn, you did well“ i said proud while it kneeled before me a last time. Suddenly it was dissolving into thin air and all the collected blood of the dead built a spherical ball which was thrown at my face..

„What is this?? The price for my summoning ?“ I asked myself as i started to feel even greater pain than my first blood spell.

„AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHRRRRRHHHHHHHHHGG“ – the pain was completely different than before because i was feeling all their emotions while they got killed.. It was really bad and my energy i had earlier was used up, making me unconscious on the field of the dead..

As i prepared to just sleep on the spot, i saw the book glowing red..

Part 3 on its way! Follow for more! 🙂

The New Job …

I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all. But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more … Why didnt i listened to her? I should […]

The Room on the Hills

I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]

Doubtful Adventures – Part 1

Three days ago i had a pretty intense confrontation with my parents. We were living in the forest near a mountain which was inside a magic circle. This circle was there to protect us and the rest of the people but lately it started to crumble and many people left out of fear. My parents wanted to stay but i was against it and told them to move in to a different area with a stronger circle, but they refused to listen and even hit me in the face for bringing it up.

This made me really angry so i told them how i thought, took my magic spell book and left them in the hope they die painfully. I know it wasnt right but the crumbling of the circle went already a month and it was about to break. If it breakes, a giant storm appeares from nowhere and destroys everything while it cuts everything to pieces. Standing inside a storm was enough to spit blood and receive devastating damage. Once an elder of the forest told that the circle would regenerate by a certain chance but no one knew how and when. I think my parents tried to hope for that but it was no use. Their magic skills were pathetic and couldnt provide any safety from any danger. They hoped that i would stay with them for their remaining life time but thats over now.

As i moved outside of the circle, pictures of my childhood left too .. Me playing at the playground and using the magical slide with the others which beamed us upwards to the skys and back. It was really fun i thought… The hauling children eating dog was gone too. Some of the parents threw their kids towards it and they got eaten alive because they couldnt handle them.. I dont know why such a thing existed here but they had told us that its not a big deal.. All of them were gone. I guess thats life i thought but since i knew better now, i realised how disturbing this really was. The most had deserved to die.

After an hour of walking and fast sprinting with my magic spell „Whirlwind stamina“, i could see several paths but i didnt knew which way i should go since i really was never out of the circle. The only thing my parents had told me was, that i never should stay outside of the circle for more than three days and always cover myself with the coating spell to stay undetected but i never knew why. They said that either the storm would get me or „them“. With „them“ they ment monsters which were alive on different levels of magical dimensions. Once youve got detected, they would hunt you down and no spell could ever harm them because they were too strong…

I didnt really believed that crap because nothing happend for 19 years and no one ever came back injured. All were always healthy and nothing could beat our magic spells i thought. No diseases, no hunger but a lot of greed .. I knew the only thing that would kill us would be greed because there was nothing to do except gathering gold and treasures.

As you might thought that our world shouldve been peaceful and full of love, no it wasnt. Greed is always there whenever someone has not the same as someone else, or in this case, lesser intelligence.. That all is now the past!

I just went a random path from the 5 which were available and shortly i noticed that crows appeared. Crows were my friends because i once helped one of them, atleast i thought it. But these crows were strange, they started flying over me in circles like i would become prey or die. My senses rushed and i pulled my spell book to cover myself with a protection spell. The spell that was written here was at a „Disaster Level“ if i would use my blood but i always was told to never use those spells because of a curse that would appear. So i decided to use my normal level protection coating „Lightning Cube“ and it covered me enough to become a bit invisible.

Surely someone would notice me but it seemed to be enough against the crows .. right? .. Well no! They attacked me right away and i started to run again but i wasnt fast enough. I really didnt wanted to use any of the blood magic spells because i couldnt measure the power and curse which would come with it. But i had no choice, these crows took pieces of flesh from my back as i screamed in pain and blood was running already.

I really couldnt understand what kind of crows those were so i used my back dripping blood and used the disaster level destruction spell „Negative Shockwave“ while the book stated to throw my blood at the enemy.

As i called in pain „NEGATIVE SHOCKWAVE“ to the direction of the crows, a huge burst of pain accured in my body.. but in exchange.. i felt the power in my body which created a giant, red glowing shockwave which dismantled the entire area including over 200 meters of trees and grass to sand… The crows were instantly dead and the sky was clear..

What a relief.. and what power! I was shocked about the power i felt but the pain was insane. I thought i would pass out because of it.. As i wanted to use a healing spell and looked through the spell book, i noticed that my wounds were gone! That surprised me because there was no healing included in this spell.

Had i missed something ? I was looking at the spell and saw that it was glowing in red. The spell was changing into something as i watched sitting in the hot sand. The spells level had increased to „Blood Level“.. That was strange because never had any of the normal spells changed inside the books. Every child who was ready since childhood received a spell book from the elders and only the owner could read and use it but the parents could read it if the owner allows so. Since i never told them anything about it and because they never asked, i thought they knew about the disaster level spells. They mentioned it once but only the elders told always to never use them since they couldnt change the spells inside the books. Otherwise they would’ve took them out ..right?

I never knew how they made the books but a rumor told that the elders were from the outside and created those books to benefit us and than died or dissapeared. If you ask me, something wasnt right about this story..

The curse of the blood mage … what could that be ?.. Maybe it was the pain because it was too intense ? And i still didnt knew what was all about it.. As i sat there, a wind blew through the books pages. Suddenly there was something written in the empty pages about blood mages.

„Blood mage spells activated – Pain level zero“

„Whoever uses the blood spells will attain power in exchange of tremendous pain“

I didnt understood why this was appearing now but after these two sentences, another three pages appeared and stood empty.

I closed the book and walked the rest of the path down while i kept an eye on the sky for crows and touching my back to ensure that i really was fully healed. It was still surprising ..

It was surely dangerous outside here .. the normal spells couldnt do much, so what was the purpose to learn them ? As i asked the question and used the spell „Wide Eyes“ to see where i was going.

I saw a big fire when i warped my vision across the mountain terrains at a castle. I knew that i shouldnt head the way because it was empty and the fire grew to a huge tornado.. I had never seen such storms and powers inside circle .. Was this the reason why everyone fled always to a new and secure circle ? Was it this dangerous outside ?..

Too many questions but i knew i would find the answer. I changed my way and warped my vision to a different place, noticing a village and few people. I was glad to see someone out there but as i tried to look further, the villagers heads turned all towards me simultaneously and blocked me from looking.

This was my next goal.. even though i got a bit scared, with my blood spells i should be able to deal with any problem. I wont use them too often i told myself… atleast i thought so.

I started moving again but the village was still far away.

Part 2 Follows Shortly! 🙂 Like and Follow for more!

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

World of nightmare – Close the door, dim the lights!

In the day of 2022, all lights went out and the nightmare came upon from the dark. The calm oceans which were unexplored for more than 96% were unvailed once the dark had taken the world.

The governments had no possibility to return electricity due to solar winds which caused an electromagnetical pulse through the globe. All electrical devices were useless now and the world seemed to be taken back in time.. But the problem was bigger than anybody couldve imagined..

After the tenth day, the oceans began to loose water and no one knew why. The sun wasnt providing light either because something in the atmosphere was blocking the lights path. This caused a rapid cold wave inside the planetary atmosphere. No one knew what the giant ball was and where it came from. All we knew, was that the government itself went away. The dissapeared and everybody thought that they knew what happend and that this mess coming from them… but in reality, they were all dead.

The oceans dissapeared to thin air, nothing made sense anymore because the planet was becoming more and more useless for life. Everything was dying. Many lost their lives due to the cold and went down some bunkers they had dug or else.. The rest was surviving from the larger threat underground.

After the oceans went thin air, something came on land.. A thing, a being or mutation we thought, but it was out of this world. It looked a bit humanly but it looked like it was „lagging“ like in some sort of computer game. The face was disturbingly cut sideways and its mouth was diagonally crossing from the middle part of its head – to the backside of his left arm. The hands were long and thin and the body was cut sideways as well. Its body was covered with some sort of black stuff that i couldnt explain. No one knew with what we had to deal with. Luckily there was no snow, just some ice and the temperature went never under minus ten. This gave us atleast clear sight … so we thought.

One day i went up the bunker, trying to find food and get as fast as possible back without being seen by anybody. It was always dark outside and the only thing you might hear was that monster which seemed to be everywhere. How did i knew that it was close ? Well.. whenever it was there, a popping sound of a light bulp appeared from no where. This was telling you aswell to start running because it knew you were there. It was russian roulette every time.

As i moved slowly and steady around the city, i was armed with a crossbow and three light bullets for the emergency gun. It would drag attention to all nearby creatures and buy some time but closely it would reduce me survival chances to zero. The problem with these creatures was their power and durability. Rumors told that whatever you shot or hit it with, it would not die and chase you until it had you, so not many tried to kill them. No one knew how many where out there but these things hunted everything that was .. alive. Their power could destroy heavy metal doors and hiding was only possible if there was no light. It seemed that they appeared because of ..light. Whenever you lightend a candle, you were in danger, whenever you used a torch light, you were in danger.. These beings could literally appear in front of you..

While i was moving i didnt saw a single dead body in the city. Where were they all gone?? Last time i saw few but now … everything was dead. After few minutes of peaceful walk, i reached a super market and strangely noticed that all the food was melting ?.. It became like the black mass from these beings. My mind was telling me that this planet was turning into something else.. Was everything becoming the black ball which blackened the sun???

As i heard a voice in the supermarket, i started running but before i could run away, it was too late.. I was already cut sideways in half and saw a blue light.. The monster was splitting itself and started to puke on my body parts.. The black mass started to consume me.. I .. started ..to turn….? …

What … was this …feeling ?…. „Spread the tumor“ …

„Yes .. Spread the tumor …ki..kill…KILL ..KILL!!!“

The black ball had consumed earth .. the evil was spreading across the entire universe.

What caused it ? Who caused it ?

That doesnt matter now.

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

Astral travel – does it work again?

Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out.

I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. Loud noises out of nowhere appeared which vibrated in my head. I knew that it was a sign that i might get out but i didnt wanted to think anything because it can disrupt my body and wake me up.

So i was still until the the vibration went away and now i was trying to move with willpower because thats the way you fly out normally, you just imagine how you move and it becomes reality.

Unfortunatly it wasnt working, my body was holding on to me like it was glued together and something on my left hand began to help me out. It tried to pull me out of my body but i couldnt see what it was, but i knew it was friendly!

I saw how i left my body and how i was lying on the floor, ready to stand up and look at my sleeping body. The problem was, that while i was pulled, i went to a dream state inside my house.. That meant i didnt saw my body sleeping which caused => false awakening (The state of thinking „am i really out?“) But i forgot and went on with the dream..

Whenever you dont see your body, dont ever think „oh im just dreaming it now, damn it“ – as i did. This will disrupt your critical thinking process and through you out for good if your concentration wasnt high at all. I shouldve realised that my body was laying down the other way around in my dream, in reality i was sleeping somewhere else.

I guess it cant be helped.. it worked but i screwed it.. I shouldve let myself fall backwards from a high building instead the next time.

And right now when i told the story to my wife, she told me that she pulled someones left arm the entire dream … i dont know if she was it! xD

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

Spiritual ‚Progress‘ – Trapped Symptoms

So a couple weeks ago, i told you to find evidence which could clarify a trap inside your physical body, which meant that it was impossible to leave to the astral world with your astral body.

Besides that youre trapped a lifetime in your physical body, i had found a silver wall or watery silver and thick shining ..stuff that was sticking to me.

Today i want to share some symptoms which appear when youre trapped.

Now this doesnt need to be true for you, but it might be similiar so heres the list:

● Same dreams over and over with the possibility to change them ( basically you dream the same stuff so often, that you can change the outcame even unconscious inside the dream/autopilot)

● Old dreams appear out of nowhere and things that didnt made sense, start to become clearer while you dream (this means if you ever had blurry and no sense dreams or scenes which were covered by blackness, they might be better now and cleared to make sense)

● The feel of repeating (a small fraction of a feeling which tells you that these dreams are rather time waste and useless + that they might repeat again after a few weeks)

● You fall asleep like something is snapping with its fingers (this means that you cant really meditate properly and if so, you just black out instead feeling your astral body or else)

(☆ star symptom) This symptom is a bit special because in my case, i havent found yet someone who can say the same except my wife and even she is often unsure about it. So let me explain.

This symptom is a process in which you dream an already dreamed dream twice. This means one the very first time and now again while trapped and afterwards, it never appears again! Plus a few symptoms from above such as the repeating symptom! Sometimes you even feel that you never had this dream, yet you could swear with your life that you knew the dream already.

This is followed by the symptom of the same thought (this means that all the stuff around you including thoughts, acts and pretty much everything in real life happend once before and that this life or dream youre living right now, is either a synchronisation to something or a really big joke)

I cant be the only one feeling that there is something way bigger, even though ive told it in our book „How we created the world“ – I really think that this all might just be a synchronisation.

Dreams are a nice playground to get in control for later, but in the end its just „Sleep -TV“ and utterly useless for someone who remembered all the nonsene what is going on „up there“

Ill try to find more, thats it for now. Let us now if you find something! 🙂

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

Basement – Smile

I dont remember how i got here..

My brain itches … how is that possible ?

As i was slowly coming up from my uncomfortable „bed“, i saw that this room was rotting and dirty..

How long have i been here ? And why i cant remember anything ?

I was naked except for shorts ans the ground was cold. There was nothing inside the room.. just a few numbers on the wall saying „147“ and a rusty -broken door. I slowly walked but fell down on the ground. I could’nt understand why i fell and after a few seconds i wrapped myself up, noticing blood draining from my spine.

It hurt… i touched my back and felt cuts along my spine.. What the hell did happen? i asked myelf, while my pulse was sky rocketing. I pushed the door open and already panicking, i saw a chair in the middle of the room. It was empty and there was no door.. I was trapped … was i ?

There was no exit and the chair emitted horrific energy’s which i felt in pain across my spine. What could i do ? What might happen if i sit there …again?

I felt terrified of the walls too.. it seemed as if it was watching me, like a crowd of terror waiting for me to sit on that cursing chair..

I slowly walked towards it, pushing the door further and stepping into the room. Suddenly the door closed loud.. For a moment i was feinting in fear i felt. But when i looked back, the door was missing..

Afraid and shaking from the cold, i sat down on the chair and … nothing happend… Did nothing happen? I was loosing consciousness.. was i dying ? ..

I felt leaving my body and seeing … how doctors operated on my spine.. Was i dreaming ? What happend ? But before i could get answers, i saw why my spine hurt so much.. They were carving the number 147 along my vertebreas… I was calm .. it was okay because the pain stopped. I was pittying them… until they looked above, straight at me, smiling and cutting while i was getting pulled back inside my body… It started to hurt again.. They would torture me.. again.

The Puppet’s House

It was once a nice summer day where me and my friend Jack wanted to visit a new puppet house inside town, which had opened recently.

The place was always busy, atleast that was told at the advertise on tv. To be honest, these puppets looked scary but if they had the money to show it on tv, theyve must had a really good show right ? .. Well that was what we thought until we arrrived there.

Jack drove us down there and we stood at the front gates, it was a sunday late night and a warm wind was slightly bursting across our faces.

We wondered why it was different than the advertise did show us on the tv. The place was in the center of town yes, but there was not much going on around it. It looked rather like an abondoned house with the words „Welcome to the Puppet Show“. We looked inside through the window glass but couldnt see anything and neither was there any light, expect a button on the left side of the door.

We pressed it, not knowing what might happen and wondering if it was the right location. Jack just pressed several times and suddenly the door opened…

A puppet was standing in front of us and we were stunned because we didnt knew how the puppet was talking „Greetings my guests, come in and enjoy the show“. It seemed that the puppet which had a bright and creepy smile, was attached to the ceiling.

It was pretty cool we thought and so we followed it along a long floor. After a few steps of walking, we noticed another button on the wall and asked the puppet about it. „No worry’s, press it and find out“

I pressed it and we both fell down a trap door beneth us but we landed smoothly on a bed and heard a lot of voices.

Jack looked at me said „Either this will end bad for us, or we will have an underground party tonight!“ And as we stood up and looked around, we saw the radio from which the voices came.. So there was no one else… We got to the only door in the room and pushed it open, just to notice that there were people dancing and partying to weird music. It just seemed, that they were dancing to reversed voices.

„We mustve landed on a creepy show or whatever this place is“ i said to jack. He replied „Lets get out of here, i dont like this place after hearing this „song““.

We both walked straight to the people but the closer we came, the more we saw that all of them were just .. carton drawings which were moved by strings.. This place was really creepy and those drawings looked like monsters too. They were moving so real that we thought they are real.. But how was that possible we asked ourselves, we surely saw them dancing.

„Okay lets get out of here now, search the exit“ said Jack quite annoyed and a bit stressed. I mean it wasnt like him but i didnt liked the place either because we were here without payment, so it was probably illegal too.

We searched the exit but couldnt find any, but we noticed that the cardboard puppets were moving when we didnt looked at them. We both noticed it at the same time and thought „cool but nothing really special“ – until they started to move further towards us, were no string was attached anymore on the ceiling to move them logically.

We hadnt noticed that gas was coming from the air conditioner while we were bothered.

We tried to cover our faces but it wouldnt do much, there was no door either and we both fell unconscious…

After waking up, a group of few people stood around us and were looking strange, smiling at us both. We tried to stand up but we couldnt… It was that moment, that me and Jack realised, that we were leaning against each others back and couldnt stand because we became puppets as well, waiting for our strings..

I tried to scream for help, but my mouth wasnt moving… The only thing we both were saying, „Welcome to the Puppets Show“, while the crowd fell down the same trap..

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

Who is it ?

First we were seven people which came across the house, now only three left including me.

„What happend there ? Do you want to tell us ?“

We were walking down a path inside the forest, after we went to the beach. The only thing we did was to walk back the same path from which we came, but suddenly there was a house from nowhere.

We looked at each other and knew that this house wasnt there before and no one actually cared, we would’ve walked away if …

„If what Sarah ?“

if the woman wouldnt had came out and asked for help…

„What did you guys do ?“

Nothing.. we just stood there and listened what she told us. She was in panic and needed our help to fix something inside her basement. Since we were seven people, we didnt thought much about it and went inside to help her. She told me, and only me to follow her but i didnt wanted to, even if she seemed nice but still… something seemed very odd about that place i thought.

„So you all went inside and helped her, what happend next? Come on we need the whole story to find your friends Sarah!“

So while the others waited upstairs, i went downstairs with her. As i was walking down, she was constantly looking back and i was getting nervous. Than she said „wait here my child“ and in that point, she turned into some sort of monster with four legs, which started to crawl backwards the wall and back upstairs… I was shocked and couldnt scream, instead i climbed the small opened window out of the house and tried to warn my friends but…

„Youre saying that the woman transformed into ..that thing …and attacked your friends, while it let you there unscratched? What happend next?“

As i climbed out, i expected screams coming from the house but nothing .. I ran inside to tell them what happend and that we should run but, they werent there. The house was empty.. I dont know how to explain it ..

„Sarah, is that all what you remember?“

Yes .. after i woke up here, i cant remember what happened.

„Sarah, do you want to know what really happend?“

What do mean by that ? I told you all i know.

„Your friends Sarah, the remaining three, were found dead near the forest, and YOU were sleeping next to them with blood from all three in your hands and mouth“

YOU DAMN LIARS!! WHERE ARE MY FRIENDS!

„The other five ? .. Sarah, there was no one else besides you and the three you murdered that day, neither was there a house“

As Sarah’s eyes went wide of fear, she saw the demon right behind the investigator… He was smiling.

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

Spiritual dangers..

Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you!

It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and you will have the greatest gift to witness this godly moment“ – Bullshit…. Seriously .. this isnt going to happen! It never will happen because there are too many things that work against knowledge and consciousness! I dont even talk about earth but even the afterlife is dooming you, if you should listen to anybody besides yourself.

The global system from all its dimensions, is a huge trap itself. You loose your memory when you enter, you engage in so much bullshit that you dont know what to think anymore, than you run into another trap and the life and death cycle begins again because you were to stupid to see the game above you.

1. No one is your friend! No soul guide’s, no higher realm beings, no fcking entity from another universe! But they will tell you stories and tales to manipulate you later on, specially when youre in the light tunnels after death. Dont ever fucking listen to them!

2. The matrix is a high level construct that changes energy to benefit those who understood it. This means, if you know how to move energy from souls, you can use it for yourselves benefit to fuel ships or whatever. This is a high level money game for selfish reasons but the trade isnt money, its energy.

3. Dont get distracted by fragments of the worlds history. No one can find out what really happend because its made that way! It is for you to stay busy and never ask why the hell you’re here.

4. You dont have a damn mission on this planet! Your mission is to realise in what position youre in! To remember what the hell happend to you and how you can get the fuck out of all the layers of the universe – of all traps and tricks. Everyone who tells you otherwise, doenst know or is brain washed.

5. No light and love! That doesnt exist as you might think it does, or how it is told to be. The only real love you can experience is, when you get out of here and see the giant bubble of ingame structure infront of you! Real love is beyong all the universes and the „love“ or lets say fake ray you experience in the light tunnels, are traps to ensure you walk towards it.

6. Stay always VERY VERY SHARP AND THINK CONSCIOUSLY! All other thoughts are autopilot and exist to either steal energy constantly and to let you stay busy and imprisoned.

The last step is to realise that all those dummies who call themselves „woke“, arent even a bit awake.. You dont need to prove the point to anybody, 99% wont get it!

Want to know more about the universes and whats really going on? READ our book!

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

Spiritual advances…

So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me.

I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time.

The time youre unable to do it is determined by a certain thing that i dont know. Maybe law? But that wouldnt make any sense either. You can „load“ your astral body with energy but it doesnt do much either if youre trapped. I realised that even too much thoughts about it, may disrupt the possibility to do it.

Shortly said, think less or none, dont talk too much about it, and just do it without questioning it as „supernatural“.

This would make sense inside the astral world because thoughts disrupt the reality and causes you to fall inside a dream.

I need to do more… ive seen nowhere yet, that someone can really explain why they cant do it anymore. I need to find evidence that makes sense but i dont want to think the worst ..

If you want to know more, take a look in our books 🙂

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]

Spiritual Problems ..

Hello everyone,

The reason for the absence of spiritual stuff lately, is because the usual stuff isnt working.

Well how am i going to explain it..

I cant get out of my body and i try to understand whats causing this problem. Some people said that talking too much about it, can cause this problem but thats not a real reason….right?

As for my little research, theres some sort of a wall which surrounds me. This wall or liquid is floating and it shines like silver around me. If i want to move, i start to feel like im trapped inside a thick liquid which is quite dense.

I cant figure out whats going on..yet .. but i will! This state, lets me experience several dreams all over again but this time, i can change them from the inside. Iam not sure if this has to say anything, but it tells me that i cant get out … Its like a feeling of „NO!“ without explanation..

Is it because i would leave and let my body die? But even so, this doesnt make sense.. Nothing can decide for me, only if its pre- determined by yourself through the life plan, only than it can be made. But it wouldnt make sense if i could go out, and now its just not working because of this dense crap.

I keep you up with the news and should get back to meditation. If anybody has the same problem, let me know!

If youre interested and had no idea just now, about what i was talking about, than check out our book! This will help you! 😉

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INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]

Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]

A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]

Live Game – Unexpected

It was a cold winter night. I was sleepy and fell to bed after watching another useless video in the internet.

As my eyes closed, i noticed that i was already moved inside a dream. This dream was different than many because i found myself back in a psychological horror game, which i thought might be great in VR games..

I was standing inside two dirty and old rooms. The walls were bold and empty until i turned around. Behind me was a wall with three words..

„Play“

„Settings“

„Go“

Besides these words i noticed many drawings and blood across the wall. Even a painting of a face which seemed to move when i looked at it. I asked myself if this was a horror game and i kind of liked the idea because i was bored anyway. I knew that i was sleeping in my bed a few moments ago but i wasnt sure to play the full game. Besides, i had already dreamed this sequence once and knew that i wasnt going to the end.

I didnt pressed around too much in the menu. The only thing i pressed was „Play“ and i didnt wanted the dream to end quickly because i knew, causing trouble inside a dream with small things, brought only shortage to it.

After pressing play, the menu dissapeared and i turned around to notice two beings standing right behind me. Both were lying on the ground. I think one was dead and the other one was an arm away from another, watching inside a black hole in the ground that wasnt there before. They had neither eyes nor face.. Just black figures which seemed tortured but i wasnt sure. The one near me, was turning his head rapidly to left and right without stopping. It was the one i thought who was dead.

I wasnt scared, rather it was annoying because the room seemed full. I walked to my left and saw a floor appearing in hologram colours. It surely was no surprise, after all i was playing a game.

I walked down the floor and knew that the upcoming room would become really dark but.. it wasnt fully dark, only half.

I stood still and looked across the room while i was standing still near the floor. There was it, another one of these being but this time, it was watching me and it had red glowing eyes and tooth. The tooth were spiky and it hands as well the legs, were spiky too. But it didnt moved, it only looked at me while rotating its head.

For a second i thought of my human reaction, to probably getting the hell scared and out of there, but i knew somehow that these beings would react on my level of fear. I knew it would come screaming at me if i would be scared because monsters work that way. They wait until you get scared, just to absorb your energy and grow in power, so you get even more scared and feed them more.

I just looked at it and thought „ah yes.. thats you“ and walked casually inside the room…

One meter ahead i stopped again, because i saw another one right behind it. But this one looked very humanly. I didnt knew that person but when i looked closer, i realised that it was eventually me. I couldnt believe it but the guy looked very similiar to me. And than i backed off, i knew i had to get out. But why ?

Well … after backing out, i realised i was awake and i wondered about that dream. A moment later, i found out that this dream was a part of a really old dream, a long time ago. In that dream, i was sitting on a couch exactly like the room what i was about to enter, right besides the floor. The room on the old dream was filled with daylight, while the floor was the dark area i wouldnt go in. I was sitting there and thinking on how to get through the dark floor. So i had made a small mannequin out of my energy which should look inside the floor but without moving inside. First it was a dog, but it was ugly and i feared it could be killed by the unknown inside the floor.

While i was making the mannequin and stood behind its back, i noticed a dark figure with a darkblue aura coming towards me from the floor, but it stopped before entering and went slowly back inside.. The dream ended with me and my figure looking inside the dark floor..

Secret Society Secrets – The Three Dots

Welcome to the world of secret society. A world in which a broke person has nothing to do. A world in which only the really rich can enter.

Today, i will tell you the beautiful art sight of this world and how we handle the doomed and useless humans in the lower parts of the pyramid.

Art is a very expensive posession in our world. The underground human art shows are the most glamorous one’s there is. Often there are slave shows with a strong variety of humans to select from. The current art is made from blond – children teenagers and adult brunette females with young skin.

The high society loves the arts of skin and bones. Most of our art lovers are high ranked politicians and like to feast on body parts made out of the finest fibers. Later on, the feasted bodys are polished and marked with numbers for the auctions. The polished bodys contain diamonds, gold and a lot more. Sometimes we get our special orders were the high rankers provide their children to be raped in front of them, and later to be sold as well. These clients get paid by us and often get a standing ovation for their efforts of such gifts. Several members are already covered in ritual uniforms and begin the show with a glass of blood and champagne.

We got our gore rooms as well. In these type of rooms, our clients can see how well we prepare the bodys and how they would like to buy them. In there, our workers cut and slice the best parts and create real art!

A small taste:

The gallery is a four miles hallway which was specially designed just for this. The clients and auctioners either drive or walk around the two floors. The art is endless and everybody will find what they want.

So if anybody is interested to join our club:

You should have a deep pocket and a fee needs to be deposited for entering. The fee is 50.000 US dollars and you will receive a three dot tattoo on your arm for identification. All else such as special finger signs in public and number positions will be taught while entering.

We talk about it more detailed, once we made contact.

Oh and dont worry about police, they are our clients as well 😉

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]

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Intervall Fasting #5 – Benefits, disadvantages

Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]

The others Problems.. – Not just Earths

Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there.

It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on a small staircase, coming down the street. It was a woman and she smiled as i approached her.

I said hi and asked to tell me where i was, but she didnt said anything except smiling and telling me „Come on, theres a party in my house, we talk there“. She was walking forth and i was caucious and for whatever reason i told her „Before we go, look into my eyes for a second, i have to check you quickly“.

She came in front of me and i looked sharply in her eyes. It was like she knew what i was doing and as i did the trick, i understood why i did it. I was checking if she was human, monster or alien and within two seconds, she was loosing consciousness and started to shake while i watched her. She was a human and nothing unusual was within her body, so i trusted her and we walked as if nothing had happend.

We went a few meters and her house was right next to the street from which we were walking. I just went inside and three other girls and a guy stood inside of it. One guy and a girl left, so i stood there with the others and they introduced themselves but i dont remember their names ..i think one was Lucy and the other girl was Alice but before they finished, the girl asked me what my name was.

I told them, that „the dimension from where i came, they called me „Arslan“, but from myself, i dont prefer any names and lets leave it like that“. They smiled and said „Alright than youre the nameless“. I was okay with that. After that we started to talk and i was wondering which kind of physics and rules were applied to this dimension. But before i asked, i noticed that the house was odly dark and only a few LED-lights were burning on few corners. Neither was there a party.

I stood up and asked to do the glaring trick but the others started running upstairs and i wasnt sure why. They told me to stay downstairs and wait until its over. I wasnt sure what was happening but i wasnt affraid. They did let me do the glare before leaving and none of them were other things than humans. I still walked behind them, i just wanted to see what would happen.

They were running and running upstairs and on each floor, somebody stood still and didnt moved, telling the one to not move until its over. This continued to the third floor and higher, until we stood with a bunch of people on the top of the building.

I saw now what was going on. They told me that they had to face a horde of burning demons every night and that many died because of it. But i was rather surprised because when i looked across the street, everyone was … gone. But the lights were brightly on every corner of the town and the top of every building seemed burned. I wondered why it was always the top but i was going to know shortly.

The people gathered on top, were actually some random people and some were from games i played when i was a kid. They seemed real xD. A few moments later i heard a loud screaming noise coming out from a violett portal.

This noise was caused by burning, one eyed bats which started burning down the entire building. The people started to fight but it was pointless because these bats were just fire. Once inside the flames, everything was reduced to ashes and this explained why the heaven was full of an orange/red fog.

Not all died, but the figures which i knew did. The girls from earlier survived and the portal closed. I stood there, just watching and than i fly’d a bit up and caused the building to collapse to both sided. It was completely burned and soon after i just left, flying around a bit and noticing, that even these people didnt knew the fact that they were souls and not humans…

The reason i didnt died there, was because i was fully aware of myself and my situation.

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INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland.

I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again.

The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there..

The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, looked dirty and small but was aggressive, just like the guy who was a cannibal in the documentary i watched few weeks ago. I hoped that it wasnt him because he would drink his own piss and cut off other peoples tongue’s 😂.

Unfortunatly, it was a weirdo and he told us to finish three tasks he was giving. The tasks were very disgusting and disturbing and with each task, the first and second guy went home. The tasks were simple.

The first was to drink blood from an unknown source, but no one was going to it. So we told him to tell us, were he got it from. And he said from the dogs of your second task. So we drank the dog blood quick, but i only sipped it and the scene changed quick to the second task.

The second one was the most fucked up task. He brought three little puppy’s which he had ripped off the skin of each one, and they were still alive, walking in pain but no screaming. These little guys knew… we had to completely eat them… and so we did for the sake of DMT but … no we actually didnt eat them. We asked ourselves who the fuck this guy was and we didnt needed him at all. So we just threw him off the cliffs near the island were we had the „ceremony“. And since he had no helpers, no one saw nothing. I mean who was that dude and why we needed him and that stupid ceremony right?

The third task was to cut ourselves with the same knives the others had used and no one was doing that. Because i had the dream twice, it switched back and fourth and it showed me that the first time, i did everything and drank the stuff inside the black little vase which was dmt.

This time i didnt do shit and just went to the shrine, drinking it again, but the guy we thrown off was there.. holding the vase in my direction and giving it to me. I drinked …. and nothing happend .. i woke up!

Pretty shitty dream ive gotta tell..

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Another Day

Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD

The Cell and Earth

We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]

INTERVAL FASTING #1

A wonderful and hopefully rainy good morning at a Monday. With us nature finally breathes a sigh of relief, it is fresh and raining really well. I, on the other hand, have to put on my pants and hold my breath, otherwise they just won’t close. So I put myself on the scale and fell […]

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe.

It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a prison planet. After they had created human bodies, they left few of their species on earth and another few on the moon, so they could watch and order command if something wouldnt go as planned. Please note that their plan is created in a time chamber on a different level were time passes by very slow.

After the development of their humaniod species, the modern human, they brought up a money system where one side is poor and their side is rich and wealthy. One cannot exist without the other.

The few left on earth continued the plan until every nation was enslaved and turned to a so called „grey planet“

A grey planet is a fully government controlled world were everything including nature is destroyed and replaced by metal trees and grey looking figures. The rest of the population is killed, tortured or bind to an endless control when you want to walk down the streets. No one is save anymore, everyone is aggressive and dull through the lack of vitamin D. The ones who say something out too loud, will be punished by dead or put to work in the grey mines. The system works automated on a computer and the governments dirty politicians, army, navy and the special forces are trained to take special pills which dull parts of the brain. Shortly said: you become a monkey with enough brain to obey the law, and enough stupidity to never question the law.

The police got killed by the government because they thought that many police men were already secretly against them. So instead a chip or special medication, they got a knock on their office door with poisend coffee or else.

The global population was wiped out with the phone radiation that was installed secretly by every company, which were owned by the governmental rules. They just needed to press a button so all phones either exploded in their faces or caused tumors and brain damage in a week. Sounds crazy ? They had way better tech. and the rest who stood against them got eliminated through operation „Dark Beam“. It was basically a laser with the range of 10 hectare but it only reacted with the heavy metals inside a humans body which the people had through their unhealthy livestyles and heavy chemtrails. It caused heat reaction which boiled you from the inside out… Those days were the last.

This all happend in the COVID-22 phase. Four years after the first global pandemic state. First it was fear, then it was suffer, and in the end it was death and enslavement for nearly the entire population. How did the government survive? Well they built big underground facilities. Deep down safe from radiation and the weapons.

The second waves COVID 19 + 20, were just a warm up to what was coming, trying to vaccinate everybody and kill them without suffering. But it didnt worked and they took the straight head shot but the bullet was going in slow and painful.

COVID 21 was the start of the heavy chem trail rains. They flooded the air and the sun was nearly off for weeks but because they couldnt save themselves from it, they stopped the fouth day. It covered the planet in dust and the people started shooting the cops and burning down governmental buildings. From the time of few days, half the planet was in war. Many didnt knew what to do and killed themselves or went oversee but they got followed by police forces and captured.

Iam telling you this from a base we recaptured that transmitts info to the moon. I dont have time anymore. Oh and iam not human, that is why radiation and heavy metals didnt killed us. We work against the evil forces and currently some of us are located inside an iceberg in the antarctica and inside earth.

When you got the message, burn it! When this gets to their hands, many other realities are screwed. So we hope it found the right one.

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The Human Rings

There was once a cave in which a titan lived. This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave. Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned.. But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later… The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of […]

UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS – FACTS #1

Here you could now first add all my/our old posts. This one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/ or this one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/ Or in principle almost all of them, as I am very often only concerned with consciousness. But now let’s get it straight again. Does humanity really want to be „Conscious“? Does this question really arise? You know what? […]

World Conspiracy

What if we are not humans, but beings from a far different dimension who incarnated into flesh, in order to … … do what we want? – But a species a long time ago managed to trap our memory and delete it for a time as long as we are in this body and our […]

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose.

They had found a crystal cave and each of those crystals were spending tremendous amount of energy for free. The expeditors saw it as a money mine and claimed the cave for themselves, but it was on our ground and so the people came with the entire village and plundered the cave…

It was soon known around the globe and military forces were coming to reclaim what they took from unknown land. The villagers tried to peacefully solve the situation but before they could speak, they were shot by the white man’s people and taken hostage for killing their expeditioners. Not a single crystal was found after the search through the village..

Where did all the crystals went ? They used hightech to detect the energy radiating from the crystals but still, nothing was found. They had no other choice but to leave.. except when one kid started to say loud „the crystals are inside us“.

This doomed all.. the kid got hit hard in the face and the people started to run.. The military started to shoot and kill everbody, but they wanted to extract the crystals unbroken. Somehow the villagers had eaten the crystals for whatever reason.

After they took a few hostages, they cut them open and extracted the glowing crystals. Very interestingly was what it caused inside their bodys. The crystal was merging with the body, replenishing energy and healing powers. Those crystals were actually alive.

A few hours later many screams were heard but now some gangs started an all out war before they could fully analise the crystals. The biggest question was how they got such big and spiky crystals inside their bodys. A few moments before the tent got blown up by a rocket launcher, the scientists found that the crystals had a connected network and were causing new diseases but the holder of the crystals would not feel anything.

Many died during that time and now we are hiding with the military inside the caves. Our enemy is now a crystals being that cant be shot to death and when it finds a way out of this island, the entire world is doomed. The only way to shut them down is to melt their body with over 2000° celsius and higher.

We had communication to the base and told what happend but they werent believing us and sent another team which was shot from the air.

When we asked the rest of the living villagers on how they got the crystals inside their stomachs, they said that they had no idea about it.

So many questions to this story but not much answers. Whoever gets this message, never come here! We are all dead

erster Schultag in Hessen 17.8.2020

Mein Kind ist nun Klasse 4 und kam nach Hause und meinte „alles wäre gut“. Man muss dazu sagen, dass Hessen zum Glück keine Maskenpflicht im Unterricht hat, weil dann hätte sie nicht gesagt alles sei gut. Ich wünsche mir dass Hessen dabei bleibt. Lief auch vor den Ferien damit eigentlich ganz gut. Wie sieht […]

Intervallfasten #1

Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die Waage gestellt und bin rückwärts runtergefallen.. denn […]

Another Day

So currently i lack ideas and need something very new … Last week my grandmother died and the days past extremely fast… Here in this part of russia, the day ends at 18:00 .. because it gets pitch dark outside and the body gets fast sleepy.. reeeeally annoying i can tell! It feels like you […]

Channeling #1

Ich habe lange überlegt ob ich Euch mal ein paar Impressionen in Channelings Jenseitskontakte gebe die mir besonders in Erinnerung geblieben sind. Und ich denke ja, warum nicht. Wo fang ich an? Muss ich das nochmal erklären? Im Prinzip sind Jenseitskontakte der teilweise „spontan“ entstandene Kontakt zu den, zum Teil „zufällig“ anwesenden Seelen oder Seelenteilen […]