Schlagwort-Archive: Soul

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INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline.

Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“.

And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that „they cheat“ and maybe not even fully aware of it, but they just do it and talk themselves into it and don’t even check that it is their own fault that they don’t have any positive results.

They simply lack the necessary discipline to do the whole thing seriously and actually.

There the chamfering phase is shortened sometimes, which one had planned with excuses, like „my husband comes so late home, I do not want to let him, sit alone at the table.“

Or „me is before the television always so boring, there I needed something to eat and it were only carrots etc.“.

In principle you can book this under „excuse“, because first of all you can also sit down at the table with a tea and don’t have to eat out of „sympathy“ and sitting in front of the TV is often no reason to eat.

Apart from the fact that you often spend your time in front of the TV without any sense of purpose. Above all, please, you are bored in front of the TV and instead of turning it off, you go and get something to eat? What kind of logic is that? Well, never mind.

Anyway. But exactly these people are the ones who tell me „I haven’t lost any weight.

I don’t know what I did wrong.

“ Simply my friend, you have no discipline. You really believe that your excuses don’t cause any harm and you don’t take it seriously because the end of your comfort zone is not yet reached!“

You’re not doing too badly yet, even with umpteen kilos too much.

You still make excuses for your failure instead of admitting,that it is your own comfort zone that you don’t want to leave.

You haven’t thought enough about what you really want and how you want to achieve it and you thought fasting would be easy.

Discipline is something you have to work for!

As a child, you still have this discipline when it comes to learning to walk or other things, the older you get, the harder you have to work to regain this discipline.

Nobody may say that fasting is simple and easy!

No, that is not it.

You have to keep in mind that our body has raised us for years or even decades and now we want to turn the tables on it and demand that it does what we want.

We have to be aware that he might not want to do that, because he likes his food in front of the TV or his food at midnight.

We have to regain control and this requires discipline, which some people have to fight back with great effort.

Therefore it is also advisable to start under medical or therapeutic control.

And not to declare it a simple walk in the park.

Above all also nourishing advisors can provide you a purposeful nourishing plan, with which you can avoid also the traps, which can consequences.

In addition once again a detailed blog in the next days.

Stay healthy and tell us what you have experienced.

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem..

Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping..

Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea?

The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up something, simply because you said it and now it starts to add up. The person you told it will think that they have to give a comment or their opinion about it and mostly its always negative dumb talk. This ruins everything!

Specially family members or near friends who dont have the same goals will tell you how bad your idea is and all your motivation will die out quickly. Its not just a simple sentence „Never tell too much“!

Use it!

The second problem is the inconsistency with the project or the lack of ideas.

The brain and body needs time to adapt to the new game and so it will be often rejected in the first phase, its just like a new videogame.

If you get through the first phase it should be a great way to continue!

Now one of the biggest problems is the lack of ideas … to counter this youll need a plan! A strategy! Without it you will not know how to hold it up and give 100%. Many only follow something when theres a plan and a plan with your goals should be structured, clear and POSSIBLE!

You cant just write „I will rule the world“ and do that in two weeks…

For myself i noticed, writing half an hour new ideas helps alot and gives me more options about what iam going to write. I can only recommend it because sometimes even the most productive doesnt want the map in their head.

And the last thing you should know is that you never should work on your business when you only feel well, because a boss over you will not give a fuck when you feel bad, you will still come to work to not loose your job!

Summary: A written plan with real and managable goals while being consistent and coming with new ideas will only benefit you and your goals.

The key to motivation is to let your soul burn for it without a log! You simply become the fire!

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Erinnert ihr euch manchmal daran, dass es viel mehr gibt, als nur dieses eine Leben?

A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]

World Conspiracy

What if we are not humans, but beings from a far different dimension who incarnated into flesh, in order to … … do what we want? –

But a species a long time ago managed to trap our memory and delete it for a time as long as we are in this body and our mission is to remember WHO and WHAT we really are?

And that this system with all food and chemicals are specailly designed to hold us down, otherwise the system would collapse and those people wouldnt live and control as they always did?

And those who remember and talk will be either missheared or made stupid looking ?

And the history is a big fragment after fragment to never find the real answer which is inside of us. Intead many will search in the outside and find nothing other than what really happend.

In the eye of death, you will see the illusion of this world and that nothing mattered at all but only you as a soul who knows finally all again?

Many will be in shock if they find out but only a few will really understand whats all about ..

The trap awaits when the body dies.

Want to know more ? Take a look in our book

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]

what do house cats need?

A quick blog about what house-apartment cats need.

First of all, an apartment cat alone, almost always feels lonely and should get either free passage or a comrade with 4 paws if possible.

In other words, individual keeping is neither species-appropriate nor animal-friendly, unless the cat is already 12 years old and knows it no other way, since it could be that a new comrade is completely ignored or hostile.

I prefer in the case that to get  two little  cats,  who know each other and play with each other and the old cats at best reach to the cinema, i.e. leave them as much as possible alone.

This way, she does not feel lonely, but also not severely overworked and annoyed and also threatens to develop less behavioral disorders due to loneliness.

What basic equipment do I need for „two“ cats?

First of all, I should know that windows never! may be tipped when my cats are alone. And also that with tilted windows no curtains tempt you to climb up.

Even in my presence, it can happen that I am not in the room, the cat climbs up the curtain and slips into the tilted window.

— Tilt window syndrome is called when a cat is stuck in the slant.

Wide open windows tempt you to go out and fall down or even  jump down..

Balconies or terraces offer the same danger potential and must be well secured.

Thin plastic nets are really not  enough. I know of a case where a cat has even fallen twice from the tenth floor. And  the second time, then didn’t go well at all.

When I have secured all the sources of danger that lead outside, I have to remember that it often happens that cats want to escape through the front door, especially when they are uncastrated and the call of freedom resounds…

I have already had significantly more than one cat between legs and front door .. They  remember  that for a while, but once the headaches are forgotten, they try it again.

That is why castration is important as early as possible.

I need for each cat its own cat klo PLUS another as an alternative. At Katzenklos  you can also have quiet the two variants stand, once with hood, once without.

Cat cloisters should always be in the quietest corners, where there is no through traffic. We are also closing  the door.

If cats are disturbed on the toilet, also by other cats, there is a risk of uncleanliness.

I have already seen a second cat sitting ON the toilet and knocking the one who was about to do their business on their head, through the opening.

The cat inside, was then no longer willing to use this toilet. Understandably, but if there is no alternative, where does the cat go? No matter where you 😉 😉

Having worked as an animal welfare worker for a long time, I have seen the most repulsive examples in private households. Unfortunately, many people believe a cat clone with 3 cm litter in it is enough.

And make it fresh once a week. You see something like this all the time and when children live in such households, they also feel directly sorry….

Every cat wants its own food bowls. One for wet food and one for any given dry food.

I blog about it another time. These bowls should also be made fresh every day. Ahem, to be washed off, I mean.

In principle, if you have fed the cats fresh and they do not devour everything immediately, you should leave the bowl standing, because cats are appetizers and not like dogs, eat everything at once.

In summer you should make sure that no flies come and lay their eggs  on them!

Water bowls, is generally enough a large one for two cats. The water should be changed daily and the shell washed off.

Cat toys in the form of fumble boards  can be made by  yourself.  Google offers endless variants for this. Or you can collect empty toilet paper rolls and tinker yourself.

A large scratching tree, preferably made of real wood, possibly even wrapped with sisal, although I do not consider this necessary, should be absolutely present!

If the sofa and wallpaper are preferred, make it essential to offer scratch boards.

My cats love real wood slices, fresh from the forest.

On the other hand, every sofa cocks off 😉  Sorry, for the choice of words. I just can’t think of the term.

What you need to keep in mind:

Each cat needs its own transport box!

Please stop putting several cats in a box.

This may still work with kittens, for adult cats this is an ordeal!

Cats do NOT give each other mutual spiritual support when they are stuck in this box and they already suspect that the way does not provide anything good.

Transport boxes do not have to be open above, this is just a nice gadget, but also increased outbreak potential!

My vets prefer to open the box simply in the middle and treat unwilling cats in the box.

Now you also know why every cat still needs its own box. 

What else do you need?

start-up capital, for the most important veterinary examinations.

Especially people who collect and rescue animals from multi-billion households  or from the street know what I am talking about…

Personally, I have never taken out pet insurance, if your veterinarian should offer instalment payment, this is not necessary.

Just ask him. Most offer it. So that in the case of negative surprises that definitely come, you don’t have to turn to an insurance company that may not end up paying anything.

With us you have to reckon with the – really important – castrations of a cat with about 100 and per cat with 150 euros.

Cats can become pregnant at five months, or unfortunately even EHER. BEFORE they were ever visibly rolling!

Please keep this in mind when you bring siblings! Cat incest offspring, can be born severely handicapped and still live and it breaks  your heart when these innocent souls have to be euthanized.

Which, by the way,  can cost up to 100 euros per cat.

Killing such animals, by the way, is rightly strictly forbidden at home and is also punished! The Animal Welfare Act is in this case on the side of the animals.

So letting castration protects not only your cats, but also your wallet. And no, you can’t make money with kittens. Ebay is still full of unwanted kittens that are being slammed at slingshot prices.

Fur care products are also very important.

But please, do not use fur care products for dogs or horses and get a cat brush.

These metal brushes,  which you sometimes see in retail, do really anyway. You can test this  beforehand and then decide whether you brush your cats‘ fur with it.

Cats don’t want to bathe and shouldn’t. Unless there are medical reasons or a stray needs a flea bath…

However, this is rather rare and cats know this and will fight back. If you want to bathe your pet, you should seriously ask yourself WHY. This is not the animal for the good!

Cat beds are a nice gadget, but cats prefer to sleep where you sleep.

If you don’T want to, please DON’t let her into the bedroom!

Not even during the day.

Cats do NOT understand why they are allowed during the day and not at night! And then at night they do terror at the door, including scratching and screaming and screaming.

Once accustomed, it becomes difficult to get used to it again.

The same applies to all other areas, education is important and possible from THE BEGINNING!

Combing from the beginning, otherwise it will be more of a „I run after the cat with the brush through the house – game!“

Bela, my late cat, has made fun of playing with me „hide and catch“ for over 14 years. She has regularly asked me to do so.

So it can also be fun. However, Bela was also not a cat who has lost tons of fur.

Information beforehand  how the breed of your cat is on it when changing fur, I came already in apartments with Siamese cats that were covered by a veil of cat fur. Sitting down impossible.

As an owner you can clean  as you like, the cat shakes once and the fur flies. A cat that regularly allows  das it to be brushed is already less hairy.


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THE WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE

The own habits, towards more efficiency and assertiveness only comes when the pain threshold is reached more than the comfort zone.

Before that, you don’t have to, and I really don’t mean! wait or hope that you will make a serious effort to do something differently.

People don’t change if they are still feeling so well in any way that they find reasons not to make an effort.

This has nothing to do with others either, but with their own mindset, which does not strive for success.

Often unconscious beliefs are also involved.

What I can tell you, if you want to change for the better and nobody wants the same as you do, do it alone.

Do not rely on anyone.

Not your partner or your best friend or your children.

It is your life and you can live it only for yourself and for your children, as long as they want it.

You will only be successful with assertiveness and perseverance and consistency and DOING.

Do not expect that others are willing to make the same sacrifices!

But when the success is there, remember that you have baked this cake alone and now no one can take this fact from you.

I wish you a wonderful Sunday.

It has rained heavily and the birds tell us that happily in front of the house.

Until the next blog.

Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]

HOW TO EFFECTIVELY AVOID GETTING STARTED

It’s not like you don’t tell it over and over and over and over and over again.

It’s not like people don’t listen.

It’s like, you tell it like a record that jumps back again and again and again and again.

My hardest nut to crack is my litany, let me think about it for a moment, about 8 years!!! it has been listened to again and again and again until he FINALLY! actually started to do what I advised him to do year in, year out.

He did not regret it.

But the fears and beliefs were so deep that he did not jump over the gap between wanting and doing for a very, very long time.

About 2-3 years ago, he finally started to do what HE loves and what HE wants and I would say mission completed.

It took me 8 years of persuasion. Eight years!

So, what’s point one in pushing to start?

Wallowing in your own negative beliefs and fears. It’s not exactly our comfort zone, but it’s certainly expanding towards that.

Point two, as I mentioned before, is that we just don’t want to leave our comfort zone. Because „where there’s a will, there’s a way.“ And „if you don’t want to, you don’t want to.“

Point three would be IN the comfort zone, doing everything that keeps you from finally starting, INCLUDING just talking about it and reading about it and watching hours of videos about it instead of finally starting.

Point four, not to find or look for any reasons or motivation. WHY you should finally do it NOW.

Some people might think „yes, what’s 8 years, it’s over fast“.

I can only reply to this, if you don’t know already at the age of 11 what you wanted to become and you are working towards it, you will probably be much older when you realize that the hamster wheel doesn’t make you happy and you prefer to do your own thing and THEN 8 years are a big part of your productive age and for some people it is simply too late!

I can only say it again and again.

Start before it is too late. Nobody lives forever and at some point it is much harder to do what you really wanted to do.

I’ll probably write a few more blogs about it, also how important it is to know why you should do your own thing. Which is not only meant in terms of making money.

Katja.

My Questions…

I was wondering why humans are as they are.

How can i explain it,

Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves?

We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail.

A lot just dont ask themselves these questions which would lead to true understanding, instead they eat what they get and listen what the media and tv tells them.

Ive noticed that yesterday with my parents. It is a real task to tell them anything new because they scream before you finish the sentence.

Its like they never hear what you try to say, strange isnt it? Well… No … i would say that THIS is the REAL mind control agenda in the entire world. While they test their thesis on individuals, they do the same with the bright mass.

They become fearful puppets not for the state or nation, but of their own mind!

The own limitation by closing eyes and ears, eating bullshit from the media, it mixed itself to a pillar of fear for its own existence..

The bright mass.. wants to be ruled and they show it by their behaviour to themselves

What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]

Problems of a long distance Relationship

Having a partner who lives hundred and thousands of miles away for a long time is very hard.

Specially when you cant see each other because some state’s and governments wont allow it..

Thats a pretty stupid and fucked up planet if you ask me… hindering two people to find their luck, while they can be anywhere, anytime around the globe with their privat jets..

It often happens that out of nowhere, we start to have a conflict with our long distance partner about many stupid and useless things.

The reason for this is the distance and frustration. Not knowing WHEN youre going to see him/her.

The more interesting thing is, every conflict dissapears when you start to video chat with your partner. It feels if a conflict never appeared at all.

So do more video chats people! I guarantee you, it will feel better and stress will be solved instantly!

The most problem is that you cant help them at any way if they should have problems or whatever.

Questions appear like „what if he/she get into a car accident and we never hear anymore from each other?“ Or what if…. and so on..

Pretty useless questions of course, because you couldnt change anything at all … only wait and hope.

And one more thing, the black question should never even be in your mind „does my partner fake it or step sides me with another one?“

This question is only to be asked if you really have a strange feeling about it.

If your partner really loves you and you both REALLY FEEL connected to each other – a way will be always open! It always is!

Have a good day friends!

Till Death do us part???

They say, Death separates us.

I say, NO. Death only change the spaces between us. But he do not part US.

If our Souls belong together, and it was REAL, REAL Love and we are Twinsouls.

Or Soulmates, we should know, we will see each other again, After death. No mather we was Father and Son, Daughter and Mother, or any other Kind of Connection.

If i know this, Then I’d rather be faithful too, beyond death.

Dont stop believing! Start to believe.

Nothing happens without an reason.

Did you miss someone and wants to get an Connection, here i am:

https://katjasbauchladen.com/jenseitskontakte/?frame-nonce=ddf660cc2f


Sonntags Impressionen

Ihr kennt das schon. Ich war mal wieder mit den Kindern spazieren mit Kamera:)

Sieht aus, als wäre unser Fussballplatz xxxl..
Sieht schon aus wie Herbst und nicht wie Sommer..
Der heutige Sonnenuntergang:)
Ihr werdet es nicht glauben, er schläft!! Tief und fest, mit weit offenen Augen.

SECRETS OF SUCCESS

Some motivation

My dears, are you alive or still dreaming?

Or are you living your dream?

Are you still working to make it come true or are you letting others determine for you what is good for you?

How do these questions sound in your ears? And in your soul?

If you are content to live mediocrely, is it really enough for you to get some alms from the state once a month and live well for one week and not the rest of the month?

Are you happy that child benefit and alimony FULL are credited to your alms, or do you not even notice that your children do not even get this money anymore, because you pay your bills with it!

What if it were different?

Seriously, astral travel and Lucide dreams and so on, spiritual things, are a beautiful escape from reality – but you still wake up every morning in this reality here and you have to live your life.

No matter how little you like it.

Have you already forgotten your dreams?

Which wishes can you actually fulfill for your children?

Only air and love are not enough in the long run. So what are you working on?

What do you create for your fellow man?

Do you help those who can’t help themselves and whom nobody listens to because they have no voice, or do you hide behind your displays and just complain?

Some of you complain about the fact that young people are making Tiktok videos and that this annoys you. But hey, you’ve obviously watched them.

I’m glad that the youth is getting creative. And a lot of videos of young people are very creative and get attention on the net.

Or is it just that you are disturbed by their success and your complaining only serves to distract from your own inactivity?

They say good things come to those who can wait, but they also say „nothing comes from nothing“.

And it’s even more aptly stated, „He who relies on others is relied upon“. Because you can’t seriously expect anyone to do your job for nothing in return.

My girlfriend, with whom I started this blog and facebook page over two years ago and who unfortunately died shortly after, she was in a wheelchair for life. Hardly able to walk more than a few steps, if at all.

In her short life, she has probably done more for others than could ever be made good.

I never once heard her „whine“ or „grumble“! And this although she unfortunately had no family support, nothing…

She will always remain SO in my memory as a fighter in a situation where many others would not have even started to fight at all. Especially people without any physical, severe handicaps.

Many of those I know of in this respect do nothing but complain and grumble. The best thing to do is to get upset about the community without whose help they would have been sitting on the street long ago.

But there’s a saying that when you’re at the bottom, you can only go up.

You want another one? Insight, is the first way to change.

So remember my questions from the beginning! And consider if there aren’t always ways and means to level up your life again!

And if you just start making funny videos and sweeten the day for others. One step always comes after the other!

But you have to take them alone. In the course of the way there are usually people who help you and who are happy to do so.

And suddenly you hear the dreams of your children and remember your own dreams and start to improve your whole life.

Good luck

Katja

Das Leben eines Nervösen

Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]

Bist Du eine „alte“ Seele?

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…

WHAT IS – TRANSCENDENCE?

In short, „that, which is beyond the tangible“.

It could be enough of an explanation, but I want to go into more detail. 

The essence of „God“ of the original source and sources (yes, there are many“ is transcendent.

Our soul is transcendent.

Consciousness is transcendent.

Do you notice anything? Transcendence is the „intangible“ something, for which we – in order to reach it – have to overcome and cross borders.

And this is out of us, not out of the use of tools.

Materialism is the opposite, body is the opposite.

Transcendence is our spiritual existence. Untouchable, for us here on earth. And for many only after a vast number of incarnations within reach.

Namely, when their consciousness is so high up that they UNDERSTAND and INTERNALIZE, that they are more than this body and their personality.

We are as long as we are incarnated here:

Crude / Matter: Body

Subtle: mind, intelligence and ego

Ethereal: Soul

We can already see that most of our being is not „of this world“ at all. Only we identify ourselves unfortunately, almost only with body and ego. As long as we consider ourselves to be „real“ with it, we live in

False Ego

We do not experience our true being. What is hidden in the transcendent. We can take a look at the levels of consciousness that we all go through as human beings, back to the origin.

I know people who have chosen hundreds of incarnations for this. Their soul plan.

Our book shows you more than this:

The pain of burning to death

How does it feel to burn to death?

Well we all can agree that this level of pain is unbearable and anybody who burned his finger, knows that it hurts sometimes already bad.

The first thirty seconds will be the most painful moment (besides getting electroshocked that hurts nearly equal), because your nerves start to boil inside with everything else.

When a nerve gets comprimised inside the body, it answers with pain or irritations.

Now what pain will come when the nerves get burned all at once ?

Few months ago ive had something bad at my foot ..im not going to tell what it was, but i burned it three times with a glowing iron spoon to get rid of it.

It wasnt a big area but holding the burning spoon at my foot hurt really really bad. I was sweating because i didnt knew how much pain i would need to endure first until its over. So i just pressed it down and it went for 10 seconds until the pain stopped, while i was sweating even more.

My skin was turning white because the heat had burned down everything inside it, so i wasnt feeling any pain anymore around the area… Ive still got a video from that but i dont think you want to see it!.xD

After that i understood why someone will die faster in such situations:

The pain – which is extreme, even if it will be just for nearly half a minute.

The schock – because our brain has a „secret“ function to shut itself off, if we know that death or anything bad comes – which ‚overloades‘ the individual.

Fear – anybody who knows that they will burn to death, might die from fear as well, even before the act.

Overall we can agree that dying like that is fucked up.. The same as freezing .. both hurts.

Dream tests #1 – Fear

I woke up very scared today and didnt understood why.

I was sweating really bad too but it wasnt actually so warm the night before.

I was flying few meters above my body and stood in the air, my room was definetly the same, nothing was replaced or moved.

I started unconsciously to deform my room to a different place while mixing it with some sort of time travel. Anybody who travels astral knows, that time travel is possible.

So the first littly change did nothing accept causing a bit greenish light to appear in the room. Suddenly was i was back in my body but i didnt woke up, instead i was checking the reaction to my body.

Ive had read a little text yesterday where Carlos Castaneda claimed, that we forget what we did in our dreams because of a fear mechanism which was caused automatically by our body… Maybe i was testing it unwillingly?

After doing the change a second time, ive felt little vibrations on my skin and a bit allertness came up, but it dropped immediately after i stopped.

It was a „test it and switch to body to see what the reaction will be“ – thing.

Now the third time, i changed the whole room and everything was shaking, it was a bit loud and short before changing everything including the bed where my body slept, i switched back to it and my pillow dropped down from my head and i dont know how when my head was on it.

I was shaking like hell and my sweat was intense while only my lower body was covered.

I absolutely knew that the change of the room happend astral, but when i switched back, my physical body was feeling the difference and we all know the instincts of survival… I have never felt a greater fear after i woke up. I thought my body would ripp to thousand pieces too..

While i felt nothing astral, no fear of death or whatever, my body was feeling all of it. But i didnt forgot what happend… So does fear really play a role ?

But i did realise that my memory was fading away from the details.

Our body’s or lets say brain, posess the ability to bring everything down to our unconscioussness.

Here’s my theory:

If we often act unconsciously in our dreams, and we act consciously when we are awake, (while we forget what we did in these worlds) wouldnt that mean the existence of a wall between these both ?

I mean why cant we remember in our dreams, what we actually did in the physical world? Why is our consciousness drifting away?

These question get answered in our new book:

Monsters cause Pain ? – A lesson

Ive had an old dream about a monster as a kid. I was standing on a street which was empty.

No cars, no humans ..just Nothing but the street and few trees.

I looked left and right until i noticed a black thing that had yellow eyes and it was big and covered in black smoke.

It started to come close very fast and i knew that i couldnt get out of there until the scene was over.

So it came and had very sharp claws but its a dream and you cant feel pain right? I knew that as a kid because ive had no experience with pain within dreams.

This one teached me i guess! xD

That thing was going to kill me but i couldnt die so it hurt me very bad and terred my skin of while striking me with the claws all the time..

It hurt so bad that i was actually screaming loud and tried to fight back but then i noticed something.

It wasnt trying to kill me but to torture me until i realise something.

While he had its claws in my back and held me to the sky i noticed that pain wasnt the problem, it was our expecation!

Pain never occurs in any of the other worlds when we should get damaged, it comes when we expect it to come! My problem was that i didnt knew it was a dream and thought it will hurt when it hits me.

I saw that pain only was possible when youve had a body and a mind which follows your expecting will to cause pain. I saw the reality what was causing us to believe nonsense and taking it over to other worlds which didnt belonged there.

After i realised that, i suddenly started to laugh and stood again in front of that being.

Me as a kid infront of this three meter thing which didnt flinched anymore.

I walked away from it and it dissapeared slowly behind me.

What kind of teaching method was that ?? The way of pain ??? XD

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