As i was trying to get out of my body, i had noticed three dark entities in my room which were standing alongside my bed.
For a moment i wasnt sure but a moment later i got pulled off my bed and dragged down the floor to my second room inside the house. I had no time to ask myself any question because it felt clearer than my normal life and way more intense. I thought that this was the real world but than i got pulled back and woke up, just to get dragged again the same way and it ended the same way.
After four times i noticed that i was asleep and neither did i really woke up! My room was changed and the stuff i had was not around. This meant i was dreaming very clearly (such dreams are rare by the way).
When i thought that i finally woke up, only one of those beings were standing in my second room on the floor with its back turned on me. I stood up and went casually towards it without fear but when it turned around, the room became dark and i felt a slash around my neck. There was no pain but blood was dripping… As i thought that i would die, the being grabbed my neck from behind and threw me to my bed were i woke up for sure this time.
(This littly story did not happen and was made up! But i hope it doesnt happen now because it can when i picture myself inside the scene as a last thought before bed)
As many got quite a problem about the definition about spirituality and what that means, i shall bring a bit clearness to this question.
So first of,
You DONT need to live like a monk throwing everything away youve got and live in the mountains from now on.. Or buy crystals and other stuff to justify that youre now spiritual. Unfortunatly many think that but it has nothing to do with the actual „being spirital“.
It doesnt mean that you believe any conspiracys or hell or heaven but it doesnt mean that you cant believe what you want.
I say it how it is: the way of the spirit is your own conscious decision and FACT that you know, that you are not a human but a soul, energy or whatever name you find for it and that you can understand it!
Now how do we understand the path of the spirit as it is ? – We ask ourselves the questions which anybody asks about them sometimes such as „Were am i really from?“ – „Who am i really ?“ – „What do i really do here?“ and so on.
Those are the first steps to see that you hadnt just this live and maybe you will get visions and déja-vu’s as a confirmation but only YOU will know.
The way of being spiritual is just to follow yourself, staying always true to yourself and accept how you are because the identity/energy of your soul doesnt change no matter how many lifes and experience you had. (Your current YOU as „I am“ is not what i mean just to be clear! But the one who talks when the mind is silent and emotionless – neutral)
Knowing what and who you are and having it always in front of you and never forgetting it, is the way of being spiritual. You can do whatever you want with this knowledge but it only works when you realised what i meant by actually getting your visions and confirmations glass clear, either from here or by astral traveling or else.
Everything else such as how you want to live and do in your life is up to you! Be rich or be poor but never loose youself inside the game and take your time to figure things out!
Know how you came and know how you will go.
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If you want to start meditating but surely not know how, then this might help you out.
Lets hold it short and easy.
First, you dont need a special position with your body to „bring cosmic light“ into your body. So choose a position youre comfy with and take a pen.
After you found your position, hold the pen in one arm, close your eyes and hold onto the pen. Now to start the meditation, blink once for every thought that comes infront of you. Yes, you blink the thought away! After a while, you will start to become dizzy and sleepy, this will cause to lesser blinks/ thought dissruptions and you might fall into sleep.
Here comes the pen to the game. Once you start falling to sleep, your hand opens and the pen drops to the floor, waking you up and letting you do the same process again.
It will work really well for out of body experiences as well, if you continue of course daily. Fifteen minutes is alright for the first, but you can do more if you like.
Dissrupting thoughts is a method to get clear in the head and stop the flooding. You might tap into new areas of yourselve by doing it seriously and daily. I for myself use this method to shut the part down, that thinks the whole time.. Uses way too much energy for bullshit 😄
Well there you have it! Have fun with being thoughtless for a while, by the way it gets addicting!
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Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you!
It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and you will have the greatest gift to witness this godly moment“ – Bullshit…. Seriously .. this isnt going to happen! It never will happen because there are too many things that work against knowledge and consciousness! I dont even talk about earth but even the afterlife is dooming you, if you should listen to anybody besides yourself.
The global system from all its dimensions, is a huge trap itself. You loose your memory when you enter, you engage in so much bullshit that you dont know what to think anymore, than you run into another trap and the life and death cycle begins again because you were to stupid to see the game above you.
1. No one is your friend! No soul guide’s, no higher realm beings, no fcking entity from another universe! But they will tell you stories and tales to manipulate you later on, specially when youre in the light tunnels after death. Dont ever fucking listen to them!
2. The matrix is a high level construct that changes energy to benefit those who understood it. This means, if you know how to move energy from souls, you can use it for yourselves benefit to fuel ships or whatever. This is a high level money game for selfish reasons but the trade isnt money, its energy.
3. Dont get distracted by fragments of the worlds history. No one can find out what really happend because its made that way! It is for you to stay busy and never ask why the hell you’re here.
4. You dont have a damn mission on this planet! Your mission is to realise in what position youre in! To remember what the hell happend to you and how you can get the fuck out of all the layers of the universe – of all traps and tricks. Everyone who tells you otherwise, doenst know or is brain washed.
5. No light and love! That doesnt exist as you might think it does, or how it is told to be. The only real love you can experience is, when you get out of here and see the giant bubble of ingame structure infront of you! Real love is beyong all the universes and the „love“ or lets say fake ray you experience in the light tunnels, are traps to ensure you walk towards it.
6. Stay always VERY VERY SHARP AND THINK CONSCIOUSLY! All other thoughts are autopilot and exist to either steal energy constantly and to let you stay busy and imprisoned.
The last step is to realise that all those dummies who call themselves „woke“, arent even a bit awake.. You dont need to prove the point to anybody, 99% wont get it!
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So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me.
I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time.
The time youre unable to do it is determined by a certain thing that i dont know. Maybe law? But that wouldnt make any sense either. You can „load“ your astral body with energy but it doesnt do much either if youre trapped. I realised that even too much thoughts about it, may disrupt the possibility to do it.
Shortly said, think less or none, dont talk too much about it, and just do it without questioning it as „supernatural“.
This would make sense inside the astral world because thoughts disrupt the reality and causes you to fall inside a dream.
I need to do more… ive seen nowhere yet, that someone can really explain why they cant do it anymore. I need to find evidence that makes sense but i dont want to think the worst ..
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The reason for the absence of spiritual stuff lately, is because the usual stuff isnt working.
Well how am i going to explain it..
I cant get out of my body and i try to understand whats causing this problem. Some people said that talking too much about it, can cause this problem but thats not a real reason….right?
As for my little research, theres some sort of a wall which surrounds me. This wall or liquid is floating and it shines like silver around me. If i want to move, i start to feel like im trapped inside a thick liquid which is quite dense.
I cant figure out whats going on..yet .. but i will! This state, lets me experience several dreams all over again but this time, i can change them from the inside. Iam not sure if this has to say anything, but it tells me that i cant get out … Its like a feeling of „NO!“ without explanation..
Is it because i would leave and let my body die? But even so, this doesnt make sense.. Nothing can decide for me, only if its pre- determined by yourself through the life plan, only than it can be made. But it wouldnt make sense if i could go out, and now its just not working because of this dense crap.
I keep you up with the news and should get back to meditation. If anybody has the same problem, let me know!
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We knew that the land of free was beneath us in some closed section, like a portal would show us the way were the world was still intact.
An unknown species of vampires or blood and flesh feasting things had appeared. We assummed that our spy’s became victims to them, but something was odd about the entire incident…
The guy who told us about that world was wearing a black robe and looked like a traitor to me. Everyone believes in his brainwash except three people. But what choice did we had ? It was already late and those freaks were taking the world very fast. No strategic or military force could handle them.
It was one 1am at the market center, we were standing and taking a look to the other buildings, checking if there could be any threat. But it was already too late… they swarmed us from nowhere and first attacked the the civilians. They had no chance.. The heads got ripped out, bones broken and skin torn to pieces. The 10 of us with assault rifles tried to kill them but it was useless against these numbers and impossible to win. We got all seperated at once and many died .. Me, one civilian and another team member got inside the market center. We took the stairs from the closed section, so those freaks couldnt see us. All we were hearing was… screams for help while they got dismantled to pieces. I was about to shoot those who had followed me because of my suspicion that they were bitten.
It seemed to allright and i had no time to think, so i went inside the doors brought me to the second floor, but instead i was underground somehow and i saw how a few managed to escape in here too. We all came together and were relieved that not everybody was dead or infected by now. But the problems were only beginning….
The first problem was THEY KNEW that some had escaped and they knew that we all were down here. When one of them sees you, they tell it their horde and they start to slowly engage with tactics to lure their prey. It was really dangerous.
The second problem was that the catacombs were devided in sections, some had doors and some had traps and other tunnel systems were flooded or destroyed.. probably so safe themselves. But we needed to find the portal to the so called free land.
After a few minutes we heared something loud…The monsters were coming ..or whatever you can call them. They had a grey body, really big and sharp nails and their entire skin was rotting and wrinkled. Some of them seemed to be normal dumb zombies but a vampire was their leader. This thing was the main problem. It could show the dumb zombies how to become smarter and they improved within minutes. But to kill such a thing was merely impossible. Whenever we tried to capture one, it regenerated extremely fast and killed everyone who attacked, as well did the power increase. A vampire who was shot one, became strong as a tank and ripped one of our bases down, but it lost intelligence.
The noise was getting louder and we heared those freaks. They suddenly staring at us from one of the collapsed floors. We knew that we needed to open those doors up fast or we would all die. But instead listening, everybody panicked and ran further inside the catacombs. One stood with me, trying to open a heavy wood door but it wasnt moving at all.
The time we tried to open the door, those things were already inside and started to run after the rest of us. My weapon was unloaded and those things were sensitive to voice and sound. So i took out my katana and run towards two, cutting their heads clean off their shoulders… There was massive blood coming out, a normal human could never have such an amount. The two are dead and werent moving but the rest of maybe 12 saw me and i began to run up the walls and holding on to a little stone outside the wall. The other guy ran away further in.. it was the last time i saw him and the beings started to kick and hit the wooden door with their heads.
What was wrong with them?
Afterwards, i saw the guy with the black robe again! He was here? Why??.. I switched suddenly my perspective and saw how he betrayed all of us by giving wrong directions. He just wanted us to become prey while he was running through the gates. I got lucky and surprised … i never had a live and conscious out of body experience such as this. It seemed that our normal world was fake to every bit.
I flew afterwards the guy and saw the door. It was three wooden doors from my right and the portal was only opening if all the other floors were collapsing soon. It was a sort of magic security system which killed unwanted guests..
After i switched back to my body, i needed to run quickly towards the doors but how would i open them?
At the same moment, i saw the guy with the black robe again, he was standing right to the closed wooden door and took the head of the dead body which i had killed. He placed it in the center and stabbed the head with a knife, afterwards the door opened quick and he went through.
As long as the freaks were distracted at the other door, i jumped straight along the wall and landed infront the door. My jump was loud and the freaks heard me. As the door was closing, i ran inside and pushed it to close. The freaks were hammering loud and i went on.
The guy in the robe was standing there, waiting.. for me ? He had no head to smash against the wall and now was waiting for my ? But that wasnt the case. He looked at me and said „Lets go while theres time“ and he cut his hand and placed it again in the center of the wooden door, but it didnt opened… As i came close, he started to swing at me with his knife but i was the best in close combat. Before he hit me, i hit him in the face, took my katana and cut ofg his legs. He was screaming in pain and i wondered who it was ..behind the mask..
After taking it off, i couldnt believe it… It was the general of the bunker which was destroyed a long time ago, but he was infected and not the same general. I was sure that this being had it planned all along. Either it was the virus or the general was an asshole. I didnt took a chance and cut off his head. He didnt said anything, nor was he trying to stop me from taking his head atleast with his arm or something.
I took his head and did the same with the wooden door. It opened fast and the wooden door behind me was opening, luring in all the infected monsters and collapsing the floor. The last floor, but i forgot to take the head with me .. Damn it.. i would need to open the door somehow and i tried… it wasnt moving… After i sat down and thought what i could do, i saw how the door was opening on its own and green lights came out of there.
I thought i was dreaming .. but there it was.. the portal and land of free.. I stepped through and now iam here, sitting and writing in the lands above the sky’s .. This world was how earth shouldve evolved.. People in love and peace, no war, no disease.. Just pure consciousness about life.
But we on earth.. destroyed everything because of greed.
You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]
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There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]
Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]
Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]
Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]
In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]
Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]
I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]
Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]
So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]
Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]
This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]
We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]
Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]
I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]
It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]
It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]
To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]
Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD
Channeling means, that there is a medium, which is able to communicate with the otherworld – BUT it normally doesn’t „call“ a known „spirit“. But it (he or she) enters the frequency of the spiritual world (trance) and simply expects the one who wants to communicate with it.
The whole thing also works without trance, but this version requires a good talent or much practice. I personally don’t care about trance, because I can do the whole thing without numbing my senses.
So what are otherworldly contacts, this is the conscious establishment of contact or let’s say rather the „attempt“ to get in contact with a – to us or our clients – known, already deceased soul of a deceased person or animal. With Channeling comes – who wants. That is the danger of it.
Channeling is for example also Ouja Boards with which we simply „spark“ into the astral worlds and everyone who wants to answer us. This can be a real mental disaster for inexperienced people or even young people or children who just want to have „fun“.
Be aware that the attempt to contact you is almost always reciprocated and even if you have such a contact in your soul plan, sorry, normally you have forgotten this part of your plan!
So it can happen that you suddenly believe „God is speaking to you“ or you have invited an entity to come to you, which then hangs on you like an energetic burdock. All of this is already planned in the life plan, but it also says that some people may not be able to cope with it mentally and may become ill.
This risk is not given with planned afterlife-contacts to known and dear deceased people.
Nevertheless, I love channelings, however, I also have appropriate training, yes there really are! received and could do a lot of things even before the training. I am not only able to feel who or what is communicating with me, I can also see and hear it on good days.
I like to communicate with the spiritual world and also with so-called extraterrestrials. A few years ago I got my personal spiritual team „back“ with which I can do spiritual healings.
If you have experienced „supernatural phenomena“ that you could not explain to yourself or want to know more about. Ask us and follow us!
I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange.
The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a door which was only possible to open by voice.
The instructors came in … there was only one and she had white clothes and a mask over her nose.
She started screaming that every hour one kid had to be killed or all would die. She than mentioned that weapons of all kind will be placed to help the execution and left the room.
Some of those kids were merely 8 to 10 years old and had no idea what that meant. They all started to cry and help each other somehow to stop.
A red timer appeared on the wall .. „3:00, 2:59, 2:58, 2:57..“ the clock was ticking ..
„And remember kids, only one will survive, no food or else until you havent killed all of them!“ Said a womans computer voice on the ceiling.
The kids still cry’d and some started to randomly attack each other and bite.
Knifes, scissors and a small axe came up from the underground.
I was 11 years when it happend and it still is fun when i think about it.
I run to the axe and waited in the corner, not knowing what would happen when the timer hits zero.
The others bashed their heads, cut themselves or just randomly went insane and attacked everybody. In the first 3 minutes, half were injured and 10 kids were dead and their corpses were still moving. It was very strange i thought. I expected blood to come out inside that massacer but … all i saw was green liquid.
One of them ran into me, holding a knife and wanting to kill me. I ran away with the axe … i couldnt kill it.
As i tried to tell „HEY STOP IT! EVERYTHING WILL BE OK!“ He still ran.
I stopped and waited for him and was ready to chop his head off.
Suddenly a voice „ALL T-17’s STOP“
And all the kids stopped. Only me and one other was looking scared and shocked.
The woman and a guy walked in. „Kill them all NOW! These are robots and were under a war, if you cant kill them, we will kill you!“
… „I see..“ And rammed the axe into the head of the T-17 cyborg.
„Your childhood was fucked up man ..“ said Set.
„And now were fighting off some even more fucked up robot planets which obliterated earth …“ i said..
The humans shot down a ship which was a peace symbol without asking and the robo’s replied with a super nuclear beam which… blew away everything on earths surface.
The blast was incinerated with the suns power. These robo planets had material which withstood and even held pure solar power. In connection with atom bombs and a quantum particle accellerator it amplified the power over 19.000 times.
Dont ask me what kind of might THAT canon got .. We are still fighting and currently try to programme the weapon to our side.
These robots are extremely intelligent … They dont use any troops or army’s … They just built weapons and blow us up before we can train any troops..
Is there any hope?
Not even nuclear weapons work against their „Solatarum – Wall“ That damn material is the heaviest and hardest metal we currently know. Somehow the robots managed to nullify the heavyness and increase the density.
If this goes on… the entire universe will be wiped out by them..
Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]
A wonderful and hopefully rainy good morning at a Monday. With us nature finally breathes a sigh of relief, it is fresh and raining really well. I, on the other hand, have to put on my pants and hold my breath, otherwise they just won’t close. So I put myself on the scale and fell […]
There was once a cave in which a titan lived. This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave. Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned.. But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later… The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of […]
Fact is, each of us has his own reasons to incarnate and live on this planet and his own goal. This goal is NOT the goal of the general public nor of the majority. Correspondingly, what each one of us does is not adapted.
Those of us who incarnate here with the goal of helping humanity or even the animals, will accordingly find that achieving this goal seriously can be made difficult by others, because this planet does not consist of light and love. As we have already mentioned many times.
We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]
What if we are not humans, but beings from a far different dimension who incarnated into flesh, in order to … … do what we want? – But a species a long time ago managed to trap our memory and delete it for a time as long as we are in this body and our […]
Mein Kind ist nun Klasse 4 und kam nach Hause und meinte „alles wäre gut“. Man muss dazu sagen, dass Hessen zum Glück keine Maskenpflicht im Unterricht hat, weil dann hätte sie nicht gesagt alles sei gut. Ich wünsche mir dass Hessen dabei bleibt. Lief auch vor den Ferien damit eigentlich ganz gut. Wie sieht […]
Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die Waage gestellt und bin rückwärts runtergefallen.. denn […]
So currently i lack ideas and need something very new … Last week my grandmother died and the days past extremely fast… Here in this part of russia, the day ends at 18:00 .. because it gets pitch dark outside and the body gets fast sleepy.. reeeeally annoying i can tell! It feels like you […]
Ich habe lange überlegt ob ich Euch mal ein paar Impressionen in Channelings Jenseitskontakte gebe die mir besonders in Erinnerung geblieben sind. Und ich denke ja, warum nicht. Wo fang ich an? Muss ich das nochmal erklären? Im Prinzip sind Jenseitskontakte der teilweise „spontan“ entstandene Kontakt zu den, zum Teil „zufällig“ anwesenden Seelen oder Seelenteilen […]
Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen: Hallo zusammen, In diesem Blog werde ich über meine Erfahrungen berichten und darüber.was geschah, bevor ich auf der Erde inkarnierte. Erstens: Wenn Sie einen Schritt von außen in dieses Universum machen, werden Sie wahrscheinlich und höchstwahrscheinlich Ihr Bewusstseinslevel verlieren. Das bedeutet, dass Sie keine Klarheit darüber haben werden,…
First, this is a long research with a „client“ who is physically well and did it to himself.
All tests were done from the view of spiritual energy flow and how it attacks the body.
Our smartphones and computers are special designs to dull our heads and specially our pineal gland with the help of phone radiation.
A smartphone has a square design which gets pin pointed to our face and in the best case, to our forehead when it gets held down while looking at it.
Iam very sure, that a smartphone radiates with more than 3 waves to dull our head. I will later explain why it dulls!
1. Internet Waves
2. Radio Waves
3. Directed Display Energy Wave
We all know the very first and second waves and i want to spare time explaining them.
So i will jump straight to the third!
The directed energy waves are created through something that we cant explain yet. Energetically, its a mix that responds trough the internet and is transferred via phone display, to our brain.
The energy wave activates when you enter the internet and start to look at the phone for quite a time.
The people who are placed under this radiation feel a strong tightness between their eyes. It feels like a pushing hand to the forehead and causes eye pain, aswell headaches and several other body dysfunctions such as: low energy feeling, tiredness, increased pain of any kind AND a very strong feeling to get the phone back to the face! Because the brain will cause a feeling of addiction like heroin patients!
Our client is used to 10-15+ hours daily in front of a display and this is continued over 5 years.
The client feels insane stress, anxiety and a feeling of terror when he cant use the phone! He as well unlearns the movement in real life and looses himself in the internet. This means they loose the urge to do anything in life because they dont know better.
*Note that the upper information is described from our client himself!
And before we forget it, the waves cause a dull- capsulating feeling inside the middle point of the brain. It will feel like a blood rush inside the head which gets bigger and bigger. This may cause cell damage inside the brain!
Note as well that this research is a selfmade program to test radiation.
Whatever the WHO tells you, they lie! And they dont add some info!
*Special info: Underground buildings and constructions are far safer from radiation than on the surface! This is due to the overall radiation which hits people negatively even though they might dont have any phone or else! Negative energy rises fast and it hits our magnetic field which disturbs even the kindest soul. However it is possible to block it!
We were in the school cafeteria and the doors got blocked. We panicked not because the police was going to come, but the location changed completely and the walls had a very creepy and bloody dust. We were 3 people including myself. „And what happend next?“ Asked the agent who interrogated us in seperat rooms. […]
Manchmal glaub ich nicht, was ich da sehe. Seht selbst. Der Teller fiel übrigens nicht. Was wars? Frischgebackene Waffeln, die meine Tochter allerdings nach den Fischstäbchen gebacken hatte, in der gleichen Pfanne und das war so widerlich 😆 Es schmeckt so gut, aber stank so nach Fisch, dass Leo am Ende auch verwirrt war.
As i walked straight to the door after pressing down the handle, all other doors closed loudly one after another. This gave me chills and i started to really enjoy it i thought. The room which i was warned by the girls before had been opened… „Scary scary .. not .. its just another hallway“ […]
Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly.
It is really like that. I see that even in my closest circle of friends. And that could really frustrate me, or does it already? It is well known that my opinion always has to be the same as the opinion of those around me in order to be recognized.
Well then, let’s not give a damn about recognition and being considered an outsider was the role we were born into.
So, but how can it be that my opinion is different from the opinions of others and why should I really, honestly not care?
The general / universal consciousness of humanity is different, while some people know that they have been reincarnated umpteen times and still know a large part of the lives and deaths.
There are very many (unfortunately in the German area too many) which dont even „know“ that it is not all over after death.
This is due to many reasons, starting with the level of consciousness on which they are, ending with their own personal soul plan.
Why do many not know this? Because it is intentionally concealed.
Just keep realizing that the key to our EXISTENCE is not to do meaningless things day after day, but start asking yourself about the SENSE of your existence.
If your existence had no meaning, then you would not be here!
The moment you begin to become truly aware of your whole BEING, you will find that ALL, really ALL discussions are only meant to keep you from your true calling.
Please do not get involved. Stop the spiral of thoughts and start to become aware of the magnificence of your life and how much you are actually able to give.
Come to your true greatness and discover the spark of divinity within you!
We are all from the same divine source and there is no reason to hate or judge us no matter who we are, what we think or do.
Hate can never and never will win, for for everyone who sows bad karma now, the next round goes straight into an incarnation that will be even worse than the one before. Because we take care of it ourselves,
We could achieve the ultimate freedom, but for that we have to be fully aware and understand ourselves, really understand, that we create the rules of this life ourselves!
More about it in our big book, as well as in all other books!
A horror house had opened last day and i just wanted to see how it was. We had nothing much in this town, so it was rather new and i hoped it to be fun. I was living pretty central and the police patrolled constantly here. Crime was unavailable here and the people were friends […]
Man sieht sie waren fleißig. Das ist die erste und zweite Brut. Dieses Jahr habe ich auch keine kranken oder verletzten gefunden. Heute ist es dunkel draußen. Gestern brannten Feld und Wald, heute regnet es hoffentlich. Einen schönen Start in die neue Woche.
Since some of us sleep more than 10 hours a day, ill call it a half day.. Time your day right and achieve something! Stop fucking around and do, or atleast admit that youre doing nothing for your dreams! Stay motivated and do it daily! Have a good day!
They laugh ot those who can hear it.. While those who dont, get controlled. Pointing with fingers „dumb idiots“, While the real cursed are laughing. A war will come, just like always, Wiping the surface while the elite hide in their bunkers, Waiting to come outside, To rule the survivors and do the same over […]
Just in case you feel like we do and you just hate this planet, here are a few useful mental disorders you can adopt to survive. intentional loss of reality believe into anything that sounds goodbelieve whatever you wanteverything else is of course bullshit acute forget, if it is useful if somebody want to tell […]
I know its more than 50°Celsius. In Englisch its 122 Fahrenheit. My head isnt working in this Kind of weather… Sorry. Nice Sunday for all. Right now, the fire siren is sounding just now. Alarm…I hope nothing bad has happened. But in this heat outside…Conceivable
Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves?
We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail.
A lot just dont ask themselves these questions which would lead to true understanding, instead they eat what they get and listen what the media and tv tells them.
Ive noticed that yesterday with my parents. It is a real task to tell them anything new because they scream before you finish the sentence.
Its like they never hear what you try to say, strange isnt it? Well… No … i would say that THIS is the REAL mind control agenda in the entire world. While they test their thesis on individuals, they do the same with the bright mass.
They become fearful puppets not for the state or nation, but of their own mind!
The own limitation by closing eyes and ears, eating bullshit from the media, it mixed itself to a pillar of fear for its own existence..
The bright mass.. wants to be ruled and they show it by their behaviour to themselves
First, this is a long research with a „client“ who is physically well and did it to himself. All tests were done from the view of spiritual energy flow and how it attacks the body. Lets begin. Our smartphones and computers are special designs to dull our heads and specially our pineal gland with the […]
This place with many others are highly corrupted. What i mean is, that a judge who judges criminals is always paid by the one who wants to win. The more money you give the judge, the higher your chances of winning a case without any problems. These assholes dont even listen to their own rules […]