Schlagwort-Archive: Story

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting..

Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many diseases were wiped out.

A free world of technology, knowledge and consciousness. A world of understandment, love and peace.

The beings during that time were not all humans but many came from different planets to develop their species and take ressources of planets because their own got once destroyed by war with a different planet.

This species was far advanced in every aspect. They had built a planet sized gravity star planet which was a planet just like earth but everything was made with a special metall that was light and very dense at the same time.

They befriended with the stupid ape planet earth and took many apes and animals to their ships. After analysation, they realised that it was possible to recreate a species that was dumb enough to never advance too far and intelligente enough to never attack their owner. However, that was all in the dark so no one knew what was coming towards them.

After the species took form, the very first humanoid and alien alike people were known as Adam and Eve in the garden of god. Better known as „human“. What Adam and Eve didnt knew, was that they got captured from a very far world outside the universe and the memory was wiped clean out.

So they were sent back to earth, told to always love their makers and to never stand against them.

Soon after Adam and Eve, many others came by and built a center of what the world was knowing soon as „Lemuria“ or ancient „Dark Snake“ and Atlantis.

The extraterrestials saw how their project grew in what they wanted, a working and slave class for a special metall on earth.

The world was shining in gold and earth was going a way full of advancement and peace. Animals were taught to behave with humans, super computers were built to identify health and brain functions and no one was working for money but for all the things they stood for. No stress was the motto.

Everything seemed perfect until.. the makers asked for what they came for..

Unknowlingly, many dissapeared and got killed by the weapons of the artificial star. They took all the gold which were collected by the humans. Many stood against their makers but it wasnt helping because they had implented many things into their bodys such as the „mine chip“. This chip would detonate when they act against their makers.

Lost legs, arms and heads came the follwing moon lights. The aliens just laughed at them because the only thing they needed to do was pressing a button and all would be gone. Since the ancient world had no interest in weapons and violence, they got wiped completely..

The aliens plundered the entire planet of their true ressources such as the giant trees, omega rocks and gold… lots of gold. They ruined the worlds history so no one would ever find out what really happend. Placing a few statues and rocks and letting the dumb minds of the weak creatures do the rest of a never ending puzzle… All for the distraction.

But before the world went down, some managed to write it down, that maybe one day, someone would read and know the missing peace of history on earth.

After one day of plundering and killing, they left a few new species and animals on earth but again, without memory and only few things to develop their brains overtime and a chip to extinguish them when the time was right to come back, plundering again.

So it happend .. the white and long finger beings went away, letting earth recover and or selfe destruct while watching them from the moon and implementing a „reincarnation – memory forget“ -machine. So if someone died unconscious, they would die and be reincarnated again in the same slave system to work their asses off again and never understand what their real purpose was after all..

„You dumb apes.. we see you soon, or maybe you all just sleep inside our ship?“ – were the last words written along the walls of the pyramids.

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A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

Weird Days

Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning.

I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee ..

And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing in sleepyness

The day felt strange too.. it felt like just another dream where i can push the screen out of my face. Very odd feeling..

Good Nights

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]

Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]

What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]

Das Leben eines Nervösen

Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]

Bist Du eine „alte“ Seele?

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…

Weird Days

Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]

The New Job – Escape ? …!

As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]

The New Job …

I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all. But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more … Why didnt i listened to her? I should […]

The Room on the Hills

I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]

Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

Empathy? No way!

Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it counts. Empathy means – I keep my mouth shut when it is not necessary to answer. Empathy means – I consider before I say something whether it is better to keep my mouth shut! Empathy also means – I listen and I fucking UNDERSTAND WHAT […]

What is this? Human arrogance…

Attention, danger of triggering. If you do not want to do this. Please click away and don’t say afterwards that I didn’t warn you. Keyword, mental health. Who would presume to assume that people who want to kill themselves are mentally unfit or mentally ill? What is this actually all about? What is this statement? […]

Cosmic Authority – Astral beings lie

In the realm of the dead it is appearently common that a being comes after death to guide you in to the light. But this is only a small percentage and depends on ypur believes and what you expect. These beings look shiny and warm and draw your attention away from any questions. They talk […]

Auf in den September 2020

Da wir hier derzeit eigentlich keinerlei Input mehr bekommen und das nicht unbedingt motivierend wirkt, sind wir auf Plattformen ausgewichen, auf denen wir Interagieren können mit anderen Menschen. Da unser Blog uns dennoch am Herzen liegt, vergessen wir ihn (noch) nicht ganz und schauen mal, ob es auf WordPress wieder läuft. Was sind Eure Erfahrungen […]

Another Day – Time

I have currently quite a good time to spare for many other things. My business is doing well and i wont hunger – this should be the important part! Now lets get to the point where i can finally meet my lady! Somehow the sun is back up and back on 36° degrees when it […]

The New Job – The Truth about the Crematory

After few months of tough work, ive came to the conclusion that the pill was just a form of placebo for our minds.

Since everywhere cameras got installed, we were always watched and didnt risk to loose our jobs, but the toiletts seemed to be clear.

I mean what could happen if i let the pill slip just this once ? I was about to find out.

So i took out the pill, opened the capsule and flushed it down the broken toilett. It was a wonder, the first time the toilett was working. The pill seemed to help atleast something.

I went back to work and i felt normal.

I took my key from the locker and i wanted to go outside to smoke but ..the door was closed or stuck, i couldnt go out at all. Nothing odd about it, i’ll smoke later when i finish work i thought.

The list was long this shift.

So what do we got ?

1. Check the bodys inside cabin A1, A7, A3, B4, B6

2. Make sure that the decomposing bodys are all inside the chambers

3. Report all data to HQ

Even if that didnt sounded much, it was quite nerve wrecking to do this inside that enviroment.

I went down the hallway, left and right were always metal beds and every bed was seperated with a dividing sheet. What use had these things at all in a place with dead people i asked myself. It surely screwed around with our minds.

My steps were loud, and suddenly, in the brink of a sight, i saw a big dark figure infront of me and the lights got out…

„What the fuck was that !?!!? .. Did i imagine things?“ – while i walked down to the cabins, questioning what happend. I didnt let myself get distracted, ive had work to do.

A1,A7 and A3 were alright…

I opened B4… „What !? A body is missing ?! Was it stolen? There is no report either about a missplacement. Ive got to report right now!!“

While i was walking the hallway back to my office, i saw the same image of a monster again but this time it was longer „Ohh god… is this all in my head ?..lets fucking move“

I came to my office, picked up the phone and called the HQ in the city .. „Sorry right now we are unavailable and will call you back“ …

Suddenly the radio started playing a weird tone, i walked slowly towards it but it stopped .. a few steps i went back and the lamp of my office exploded „KSSSSSCHHH“ …

It scared the hell out of me, „Fuck this, i quit! I fucking quit big time, gotta get my key and get the hell out of this place“ while i was shaking in fear.

I searched my key inside the locker room but it was nowhere to be found, i was sure that i placed it tight in my pocket… What the hell was just going on ?

Suddenly the toilett doors openend.. The door was dark but in front was the key, hanging on a chain while swinging around.

Who took it from me and placed it right there? There was no one inside this building but i didnt cared anymore, i wanted to run out of this doomed building.

I walked up to the door, picked up the key and slowly walked backwards, the door got slammed loud and out of nowhere! I started to run back to the hallway towards the exit.

I ran for my life…. every step was bringing me closer but i felt a presence … or was it my imagination? I heard more footsteps while i was running, but when i looked back, no one was there until.. another light bulp popped and i saw a demon that started to chase me, while more and more light bulps started to explode.

„Nonononono run faster you cunt“ i was screaming inside me while i finally approached the exit door and went upstairs. I saw through the door glas but… no one was there.

Not thinking about anything else but to escape, i went up and around the corner…

My hopes of escape got shattered …

„The door… HOW ..“ it was all chained up and the handle was missing.

Ive heard a breath behind me …

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INTERVAL FASTING #6 – Discipline

Today a short treatise, which is clearly the most important thing in any kind of fasting at all, discipline. Most of us, who have no or no significant success, say first of all „I don’t know why I don’t lose weight, I do everything right“. And when you start asking questions, you quickly realize that […]

Blog Crashed – Womans fault xD

So dear ones, I have accomplished a real „masterpiece“…I have almost completely crashed our blog. The replacement blog has completely disappeared into nirvana. All followers are gone, except for a few from Facebook. But the Email and WordPress followers are actually at 0. That means we have to start all over again. The website is […]

A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary, Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well. The blood still drops from them. I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the […]

The New Job …

I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all.

But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more …

Why didnt i listened to her? I should blame myself… She warned me about it..

Nothing good was heard from that place, but the payment was too good to say no.

As i started working in the crematory asylum, she said that my health was decreasing. I wasnt even looking at her or talking much at that time..

This place was just a living nightmare and every minute was managable with cheap cigaretts.

I thought i was acting normal, but i only was loosing my mind down there.

She left, and my world crashed.. Not because she left, but because she took secretly money from my account …

„THIS LITTLE WHORE I KILL HER WHEN I FIND HER! “ …

„Deep breath..“ – anyway.. lets continue on what happend there..

The first time i was inside the building, i was there with three colleagues which got supervised by one invisible boss.. We never saw our actual boss and every corner was filled with cameras.

I always wondered why.. It was like every step was watches specially to secure our health they said..

They gave us a pill but never told what was inside it. They only mentioned that this little red/blue pill would give us…more concentration and power at work. To be honest i didnt felt anything but it was calming the mind a little, so we all took it without asking too much.

The building was extremely rusty and dirty, the toilets broken and the corners stinky … This place had never been cleansed before ? I asked myself daily. The workplace itself was better than nothing but compared to my work in the city, it was an absolute nightmare.

The floor were long and hardly lightend, it was really scary when working alone often. After a time of working inside the facility, i was aware of paranormal activitys but those were little things to bother.

Our job was to check the dead bodys in the cooling room as a routine check up and to make sure that the decomposing bodys were in the right place.

It was always a real horror when it was raining loud outside in the middle of nowhere, every contact breached and the only working phone was to our boss or security which .. we never saw as well.

Following the rules was the key to not get insane in there. Besides the looks of that place, the working atmosphere was cold, every step was loud and even a little drop of water could scare you every second. It was a place for people with strong nerves, but the reality was different ..

My co-workers always worked together and when they left, i was going to my shift which i didnt liked at all.. Being alone there ..with flickering lights and dead bodys.. but hey.. money right?

One day two workers left and told that they were too scared working there anyomore, i was curious about what really happend, they were working already six months and now they were leaving ? Sounded strange but it was actually not uncommon here. Everyone left with mostly the same sentence

„Run as long as you can, the pill dulls the truth about this place“.

It runs chills down my spine … i shouldve never even thought about it..

To be continued …

The Room on the Hills

I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls.

We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city.

The two girls and a guy went up and i told them not to go because i felt something bad up there.. They didnt listen..

Than a old lady started screeming to never go up there but it seemed already too late.

The other two wanted to go up when they heard that they might dissapear but i really wanted to not go there because i knew what was going on from the first time i had this dream.

So we went up because i still was unconscious to realise the dream.

We came to a rather rusty and old looking house with a little see around it. Everywhere was plastic and dirty pollutions, it looked all contaminated.

Suddenly we all fell asleep and woke up inside a container where we were lying down on our backs side by side.

We stood up and suddenly a movie on the wall was shown out of nowhere. The movie showed how we killed and cut up two people but i knew that this place was fucking with our minds.

Than two woman and a guy appeared naked, bloody faces and many cuts around their bodys with sharp teeth.

The woman was laying down and ready to be fucked while it looked straight at me .. I only knew that this bitch was going to do something else for the next victims, so i stepped back and watched from an outer perspective what the others did.

The ugly monster guy was telling that everyone likes to be poked in their ass and i felt like watching tv but more with interactive options, i said „What the fuck NO!“ – while i tried to pull back the guy and girl from those freaks.

And yes, i didnt knew their names at all.

After i couldnt pull them back, i started to move backwards and now something weird happend again, just like many of my dreams.

The screen pushed itself forwards and backwards for a second and i was „back inside“ the dream. The scene changed and everyone including those freaks dissapeared. The two were lying on the ground unconscious but back with their clothes on.

I was standing outside out of nowhere and i saw how these freaks made the little movie. They used wood puppets and threw an illusion over it, so the wood bodys couldnt be seen. Than they trapped their victims and showed what they did, after the movie was finished, they wanted to give them their punishment .. or as i say, some freaks were horny for your energy.

We all were standing back in the room and i was pissed about the dream, neither could i wake up so i needed to finish the dream quickly.

I started to throw mannequins into white containers until the room was clean and the doors opened. We all went out and knew that all this, was just a hallucination ..but where did the other three go?

I forgot to mention the pool full of blood, body pieces and heads.. Maybe there ?

Think Twice – Say Once

This is a saying from the chineses monks as i know and this has a deep meaning. If you dont want to repeat yourself, you should think twice about it and only say once. And if someone didnt listen, it will be their problem. It doesnt matter at what discusion it is, just think about […]

Russisch Roulette mit Ouja Board – Teil 1

Diesmal sollte es ein ganz besonders spannender Abend werden.

Die ganze Woche schon, hatte meine Freundin von nichts anderem mehr erzählt.

Es würde das Highlight des ganzen Jahres sein.

Am Anfang tat sie sehr geheimnisvoll und da ich von Haus aus, extrem neugierig war, konnte ich nicht lange damit leben, dass sie mir nicht erzählen wollte, was wir nun diesen Freitag tun würden.

Also fragte ich sie, wieder und wieder. So lange, bis sie auch nicht mehr ihr Geheimnis für sich behalten wollte und konnte. Sie war im Grunde genommen auch viel zu geschwätzig um es dauerhaft für sich behalten zu können.

„Komm mit, ich zeig es dir.“ Sagte sie, geheimnisvoll lächelnd, so ganz konnte sie die Geheimniskrämerei dann doch nicht für sich behalten.

Wir stiegen die Treppe hinauf in ihr Zimmer und oben angekommen, erwartete uns schon ihre Mutter, freudestrahlend kam sie auf uns zu und sagte, ihre Tochter umarmend „ich kann es gar nicht erwarten heute Abend meine ganzen alten Freunde wieder zu sehen. Unser Schulabschluss ist nun schon 25 Jahre her und endlich wollen diesmal wirklich alle kommen. Bis auf Tom, natürlich.“ Sie schwieg wieder.

Ich schaute fragend zu meiner Freundin, sie zuckte nur mit den Schultern.

„Dann viel Spaß ihnen“ wünschte ich ihr. „Wann fahren Sie denn los und wie lange wollen Sie bleiben?“

Sie lächelte bereits wieder und meinte „Wir sind schon dabei das Auto zu beladen. Wir nehmen einiges für meine Mutter mit, denn auf dem Rückweg, wollen wir noch bei ihr vorbeifahren.“

„Dann bleiben sie also länger? Wenn Sie wollen, kann ich solange bei Jessy bleiben, damit sie sich hier nicht so einsam fühlt. Meine Eltern wären bestimmt einverstanden.“

„Oh, Claudi. Das ist eine gute Idee. Ich hätte es Dir auch noch vorgeschlagen. Ich rufe gleich einmal Deine Eltern an, dass sie Dir eine Tasche packen können und es wäre schön, wenn Du drei Tage hier bleiben könntest. Ich würde mich wirklich besser fühlen, Jessy hier nicht allein zu wissen“ sagte sie, mit einem kritischen Blick zu ihrer Tochter.

Die grinste nur und fiel ihr um den Hals.

„Ach Mama, mach dir doch nicht immer solche Sorgen. Ich bin doch schon fast erwachsen und kann auch auf mich aufpassen.“

„Aber nur fast“ tönte es von der Treppe.

Wir drehten uns um, ihr Vater war oben erschienen. Jessy fiel ihm um den Hals.

„Ja Papa. Ich bin immer noch dein kleines Mädchen. Ich liebe dich, dass weisst du doch.“

„Sagt Oma schönen Gruß von mir. Im Sommer komme ich auch wieder mit zu ihr.“

Währenddessen hatte ihre Mutter bereits mit meinen Eltern telefoniert und die hatten ihr okay gegeben.

Jessy und ich, kannten uns schon seit dem Kindergarten und meine Eltern liebten sie als wäre sie auch ihre Tochter. Also war schon klar, dass es keine Einwände ihrerseits geben würde.


Vier Stunden später, waren ihre Eltern schon unterwegs und wir kamen zurück von meinen Eltern.

Diese hatten nicht nur meine Tasche gepackt, sondern uns auch noch ein reichhaltiges Abendessen eingepackt , meine Mutter pflegte immer zu sagen „Mädchen in eurem Alter, wachsen noch und brauchen viele Nährstoffe“, während mein Vater nur darüber grinste.

Es war ja nicht so, als ob Jessy ihre Eltern nicht schon das gleiche getan hätten. Mit den Vorräten im Kühlschrank hätten sie locker vierzehn Tage wegbleiben können und wir wären nicht verhungert.

Wenn ich gewusst hätte, dass genau dies später passieren würde, hätte ich an dem Abend noch nicht einmal drüber gegrinst. Aber später dazu mehr.


Während ich unten in der Küche damit beschäftigt war, die ganzen Tupperdosen in den Kühlschrank zu räumen, den ich dazu allen ernstes ausräumen musste, stürmte Jessy bereits in ihr Zimmer um ihre gesamte Ausrüstung, nach unten ins Wohnzimmer zu holen.

„Ich baue schon mal alles auf“ rief sie nahezu euphorisch. Ich freute mich genauso sehr wie sie, auf unseren Mädelsabend. Und dass wir diesmal ganz alleine sein würden, freute uns beide wirklich sehr.

Keine nervigen Eltern, die aller paar Minuten irgendwas von einem wollten. Vor allem, wenn sie wussten was wir da taten.

„Wollen wir vorher etwas essen oder zwischendurch?“ rief ich ins Wohnzimmer.

Keine Antwort. Also rief ich nochmal.

Wieder keine Antwort. „Hä, was macht sie denn?“ fragte ich mich und ging rüber.

Der Anblick war so faszinierend.

Jessy war – hochkonzentriert – damit beschäftigt dutzende Teelichter anzuzünden. Klar, dass sie mein rufen da nicht gehört hatte.

„Warte ich helfe Dir.“ Ich nahm das elektrische Streichholz, welches auf dem Tisch lag und zündete es an.

„Möge der Abend der Knaller werden.“ Jessy grinste schon die ganze Zeit und ich konnte mich auch nicht beherschen und lachte vor lauter Vorfreude los.

„Das wird sooo geil.“ Jessy stimmte mir zu. „Natürlich wird es das.“

Es klingelte an der Wohnungstür. „Oh nein, wer kann dass denn sein?“ fragte ich.

„Wir erwarten doch niemanden und nichts? Vielleicht der Postbote.“ Jessy zuckte mit den Schultern. Ich wollte ihr eigentlich sagen, geh nicht hin. Aber da öffnete sie schon die Tür.

Die Postfrau stand davor, mit einem großen Paket im Arm. „Hallo Jessy, Eure Nachbarin scheint nicht da zu sein. Kann ich dieses Paket bei euch abgeben? Ich werf ihr dann einen Zettel in den Briefkasten, dass sie es sich bei euch abholen kann.“

„Aber klar doch.“ Jessy nahm ihr das Paket ab und stellte es in den Flur. „Die alte Dame ist auch etwas schwerhörig, vielleicht hat sie es auch nicht gehört, dann findet sie den Zettel bestimmt morgen, sonst geh ich morgen mal rüber.“

Die Postfrau bedankte sich, wünschte ein schönes Wochenende und ging.

Jessy drehte sich um und verleierte die Augen. „Die alte Frau Meier verlässt nie das Haus. Ihr Essen bringt ein Lieferservice und manchmal kommt eine Krankenschwester nach ihr sehen. Wo sollte die schon unterwegs sein.“

„Lass uns mal rüber gehen und nachschauen“ meinte ich. „Nicht das ihr was passiert ist.“

Jessy war einverstanden, meinte aber „das Paket schleppen wir aber nicht mit, das ist viel zu schwer.“

Gesagt getan. Wir zogen uns gerade an, als im Flur das Licht ausging. Jessy schrie vor Schreck auf. „Scheisse. Jetzt ist die Glühbirne durchgebrannt. Dad wollte sie doch noch wechseln.. Aber was hat er gemacht, nichts.“

„Naja, lass uns erst mal rüber gehen, bevor es draußen auch noch stockdunkel ist.“

Es war zwar erst kurz nach siebzehn Uhr, aber es dämmerte schon. Zum Glück war das Haus der alten Frau nur ein paar Meter weit entfernt.

Als wir bei ihr vorm Haus standen, war es innen dunkel. „Das kann doch gar nicht sein“ Meinte Jessy. „Die Alte verlässt das Haus wirklich niemals. Soll ich sie mal anrufen?“ Jessy zückte ihr Handy.

Kaum dass sie die Nummer der alten Frau gewählt hatte, hörten wir schon das Telefon im Haus durchdringend klingeln. „Was für ein beschissener Klingelton“ sagte ich. Wir lachten. In dem Haus tat sich nichts, auch als Jessy noch einmal anrief tat sich drinnen nichts.

„Ach komm, egal. Lass uns gehen. Kein Bock hier anzufrieren.“ Jessy stimmte mir zu und wir gingen zurück zu ihnen.

Als wir in den Flur kamen, brannte die Glühbirne wieder und wir staunten nicht schlecht.

„Vermutlich, war es doch nur wieder der Wackelkontakt“ sagte ich und schloss vorsichtshalber die Haustür zweimal zu. Jessy lachte darüber.

„Hast wohl jetzt schon Schiss?“

„Was, Schiss? Ich? Niemals.“ lachte ich und zog sie ins Wohnzimmer, wo alle Teelichter noch brannten.

„War es eigentlich schlau, das Haus zu verlassen, ohne die Dinger nochmal auszupusten?“

„Ach keine Ahnung“ meinte Jessy. „Ist ja nichts passiert.“ Ich gab ihr Recht.

Komm lass uns den Rest vorbereiten.


Ungefähr dreißig Minuten später war alles nahezu perfekt. Ich schaute Jessy fragend an, „Fehlt da nicht was?“ „Oh, ich bin ein Dummkopf“ klatschte Jessy sich, gespielt, die Hand vor die Stirn. „Der Rotwein.“

„Lass mich raten, der ist im Keller“ schaute ich sie fragend an.

„Nein, lass mal. Mein Vater hat uns eine Flasche hochgeholt. Wäre er nicht so nett gewesen, hätten wir halt Wasser genommen. Mich bringen keine zehn Pferde runter in den Keller. Lachte sie.

„So wie ich dich kenne, hast du den auch zweimal abgeschlossen?“ fragte ich sie. „Klaro“ meinte sie.

Sie zog die Fenstervorhänge zu und schenkte uns jedem ein halbes Glas Rotwein ein. Lass uns endlich anfangen, ich kann und will nicht mehr warten.

Die Woche darauf warten, das meine Eltern verschwinden, war schon schwer genug.

„Dann lasst die Show beginnen“ meinte ich und setzte mich auf die Couch.


Zwei Stunden später, war die Flasche Rotwein leer und außer das wir angetrunken waren, war nichts bemerkenswertes geschehen.

„Man, ich hätte einfach mal mehr erwartet. Und was ist passiert? Nichts.“ Fluchte ich vor mich hin. Jessy lachte sich kaputt darüber.

„Was hätte denn passieren sollen, es ist ein stinknormales Ouja Brett.. „

„Ja, aber im Internet liest man immer so geile, angeblich wahre Gruselgeschichten, dass die Zeiger sich bewegen und die Leute in Panik verfallen. Gut in Panik würden wir ja nicht verfallen.“

„Ja, wir nicht. Denn wir sind die Coolen.“ Jessy trank den letzten Schluck Rotwein und ich war enttäuscht. „Dann lass uns einfach noch eine Flasche Rotwein trinken. Wenn wir schon mal sturmfreie Bude haben. Wir gehen einfach gemeinsam runter in den Keller und bewaffnen uns.“

„Gute Idee“ meinte Jessy. „Lass mich die Knarre von meinem Vater holen, ich weiss wo er den Schlüssel zu seinem Safe versteckt.“

„Geil. Lass uns die Knarren anfassen.“ Das wollte ich schon immer mal tun. Und ich hoffte, er hat den Schlüssel wirklich dagelassen.

„Oh ja Baby. Der hat echt den Schlüssel dagelassen“ Jessy hielt ihn bereits ehrfürchtig in den Händen. „Dann lass uns mal Krieg spielen“ lachte ich und rannte ins Schlafzimmer ihrer Eltern, in dem der große Safe stand.

Kurz davor standen wir nun allerdings und überlegten ob da ein stiller Alarm losgehen würde, wenn wir ihn unbefugt öffnen. „Ach so ein Quatsch. Wir haben doch den Schlüssel. Mein Vater schließt den auch einfach so auf.“

„Na dann, auf. Mach ihn auf“ drängelte ich.

Die Safetür öffnete sich fast lautlos. „Boah“ entfuhr es mir.

Jessy kreischte lachend los „Guck dir das an, der Alte.. was hat der so viele Knarren. Unglaublich. Was will der damit? “

Ich konnte ihr nur Recht geben. Was zum Geier wollte ihr Vater, der weder Polizist war, noch Jäger oder gar Sportschütze mit dieser riesigen Sammlung an Gewehren und Pistolen. Selbst eine abgesägte Schrotflinte lag darin.

Ich griff nach ihr und schaute sie genauer an. „Geht der heimlich jagen, oder was?“ Ich schaute Jessy fragend an. „Nein, nicht das ich wüsste. Vielleicht findet er die Dinger nur cool. Ich frag mich aber, ob meine Mutter das wirklich weiss, dass der Safe fast platzt..“

„Naja für den Weg in den Keller und zurück, wird das Ding hier reichen. Ich wog die Schrotflinte hin und her und fragte Jessy, „weist du wie man damit schießt?“

Jessy nahm sie mir aus der Hand. „Meinst Du, die ist überhaupt geladen?“

„Ja ich denke schon, sonst müssen wir jetzt um einer Flasche Rotwein wegen, die Munition suchen.“ Jessy lachte sich auch kaputt. „Dabei ist außer uns niemand hier im Haus, wenn sollen wir denn erschießen. Alle Türen, die nach draußen führen sind fest verschlossen, niemand kann rein.“

„Sind die alle fest verschlossen?“ Jessy bekam große Augen. „Ich hoffe doch.“

„Lass es uns halt überprüfen. Oder macht der Rotwein uns langsam paranoid?“

Wir fingen beide an zu lachen, als die Safetür zufiel.

„Boah, was zur Hölle. Warum geht die einfach so zu?“

Ich zuckte mit den Schultern. Vielleicht ist die so eingestellt, das sie nach einer gewissen Zeit einfach zugeht. Aus Sicherheitsgründen.

Wir beschlossen darauf zu vertrauen, dass die Waffe geladen war, im Falle von.. man konnte ja nie wissen.. und gingen durch das Haus, die Fenster und Türen zu überprüfen.

„Guck mal, Jessy. Bei der alten brennt Licht.“ „Ich glaubs ja nicht“. Jessy schaute durchs Fenster „ich sehe es auch. Uns draußen stehen lassen und nicht aufmachen. Vielleicht hört sie wirklich nichts mehr.“

Wir schlossen alle Vorhänge und versicherten uns, dass wirklich alles fest verschlossen war und gingen zur Kellertür. „Führt aus dem Keller eigentlich eine Tür nach draußen?“ Fragend schaute ich meine Freundin an. „Hmm, ja klar. Am Ende des Kellers ist so eine Art Falltür, aber diese ist mit einem Riegel und einem Schloß gesichert.“

„Hoffen wir zumindest“ grinste ich.

Jessy lachte und meinte „jetzt lass uns schnell runter gehen, ich weiss wo der Rotwein liegt. Halt die Knarre im Anschlag und lass uns rennen. Auf drei.“

Sie öffnete die Tür und uns schlug leicht fauliger, kühler Kellergeruch entgegen.

Ich holte schon Luft um etwas blödes zu sagen, da ertönte „drei“ und sie stürmte hinunter. Mir kam diese blöde Treppen elend lang vor und unten war es einfach mal stockdunkel. „Worauf habe ich mich da eingelassen“ stöhnte ich spaßeshalber. „Wir werden hier unten sterben, nur wegen unserem Drang nach einer Flasche Wein.“

Jessy kicherte „halt die Klappe und komm.“ Im Keller gab es Gott sein Dank noch einen Lichtschalter, so dass wir uns umschauen konnten.

„Also ich habe es mir echt schlimmer vorgestellt. Hier ist doch gar nichts gruslig.“ Ich schaute mich um. Aber Jessy drängelte „nein hier vorn noch nicht, aber weiter hinten schon. Lass uns den Wein holen und gehen. Vielleicht holen wir gleich zwei Flaschen. Damit wir nicht noch einmal hier runter müssen.“ Ich stimmte zu,

Sie griff nach zwei Flaschen Wein und stürmte wie vom Blitz getroffen auf die Treppe zu „worauf wartest du denn, komm raus hier“.

Sie war bereits auf der Treppe, als ich das Gefühl hatte beobachtet zu werden. Nun war ich es, die losrannte. Ich wagte es nicht einmal noch in den Keller zu schauen. Wir schlossen die Tür und beschlossen, nicht über den Keller zu reden.

„Lass uns aber die drei leeren Flaschen wegbringen, bevor deine Eltern wieder da sind. Nicht dass die noch denken, wir sind Alkoholiker.“ Wir lachten beide laut los und das seltsame Gefühl aus dem Keller, hatte ich vergessen.

„Wollen wir noch eine Runde mit dem Ouja Board spielen?“ fragte ich Jessy, sie stimmte zu.

Vielleicht lag es am steigenden Alkohollevel in meinem Blut, vielleicht daran dass es mittlerweile fast Mitternacht war, aber ich wurde das Gefühl nicht los, beobachtet zu werden. Langsam wurde es mir unheimlich. Allerdings amüsierte Jessy sich einfach großartig mit den Antworten, die das Brett uns lieferte und ich beschloss nichts zu sagen. Es wird wohl am Alkohol liegen, dachte ich mir.

Ein kurze Zeit später, schlief Jessy auf dem Sofa ein und ich deckte sie zu, unschlüssig ob ich auch unten im Wohnzimmer schlafen solle oder hoch in ihr Zimmer gehen soll, wo ihre Eltern mir schon ein Gästebett vorbereitet hatten. Da ich aber wenig Lust hatte auf einem der Sessel zu schlafen, ging ich hoch. Kurz darauf schlief auch ich.

Als ich gerade träumte dass ich im Keller stand und ein unheimliches Wesen aus dem Dunkel kam, stürmte Jessy fit und gut gelaunt in ihr Zimmer und weckte mich.

„Gerade noch rechtzeitig“ meinte ich. Sie schaute mich fragend an und ich grinste nur.

Lass uns frühstücken und dann nochmal zu der Alten rüber gehen, ihr das Paket einfach vor die Tür stellen. Ich will heute Abend noch mal mit dem Brett sprechen und da will ich nicht, dass meine Nachbarin plötzlich kommt und nervt.

„Gute Idee“ sagte ich und stand auf.

Eine reichliche Stunde später, standen wir mit dem Paket bei der Dame vor der Tür, aber wie erwartet öffnete sie auch diesmal nicht.

„Stelle es hin und lass uns gehen“ sagte ich. Jessy tat genau dies.

Den Rest des Tages verbrachten wir damit fern zu sehen, zu chillen und ständig zum Kühlschrank zu rennen und zu essen. „So könnte ich immer leben“ sagte ich zu ihr. Jessy nickte zustimmend.

Als es Abend wurde, zündeten wir eine neue Packung Teelichter an und setzten uns wieder an das Brett. Jessy war schon ganz aufgeregt. Da ich mich aber plötzlich an das ungute Gefühl der letzten Session erinnern konnte, war ich etwas zurückhaltender.

„Was soll ich das Brett fragen“ schaute Jessy mich an. „Los heute bist Du mal dran, gestern Nacht habe nur ich Fragen gestellt.“ So spontan fiel mir erst einmal gar nichts ein, bis mir dann die Fragen in den Sinn kamen.

„Frag es. ob bei der Alten drüben alles in Ordnung ist.“ „Wie soll das Brett dass denn wissen?“ Jessy schaute mich stirnrunzelnd an. „Frag doch einfach“.

„Hey Brett, Claudi will wissen ob mit der Alten drüben alles in Ordnung ist.“

„Was sagt es? Was sagt es?“ „Gar nichts.“

„Wie, gar nichts? Es redet doch die ganze Zeit mit Dir, warum sagt es jetzt nichts?“ Ungläubig schaute ich auf das Brett.

„Na ich sagte doch, dass Brett kennt die Alte nicht.“ Jessy zuckte mit den Schultern. „Okay, dann wirst Du wohl Recht haben. Dann frag es, wozu dein Vater so viele Waffen im Schrank hat.“

Gespannt starrten wir auf das Brett, dessen großer Zeiger begann sich zu bewegen. „Schau genau hin und lies mit.“ Die Buchstaben ergaben einen Sinn.

„“Z U M S C H U T Z““

„Was zum Schutz?“ Entfuhr es uns beiden, fast gleichzeitig. „Frag es, zum Schutz vor was?“

„“ V O R D I R „“

„Vor mir? Vor wem? Was?“ Ratlos schauten wir uns an. Immerhin hatte ich die Frage an Jessy gestellt und sie hatte sie nur weiter gegeben.

Schau mal, der Zeiger bewegt sich weiter. Wir starrten wieder auf das Brett. Was war da los?

  • bald geht es weiter – bleibt dran 🙂

FSK 18 Premium Content wanted? Horrorstorys de Luxe

Dear Friends and Followers and Readers,

we think about level up our Content, up to real nice horrorstorys, but in this case, we are not able to show them without setting a lock – so the next storys, will be a bit more expliciter, than the last.

So stay tuned and if you see, its premium content be sure, you will have good dreams after reading 😉

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary,

Today was another special day.

I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile.

You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it.

The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody fresh red.

The speciality of this room is the wall itself. The skin is attached with smaller nails from the fingers of the bodys and the skins somehow became alive. But they always need blood… like a flower needing water …

It looks absolutely delicious …. i like fucking the living skin wall sometimes, because its alive, it understands my feelings… i love the rotting parts of the wall … they make it look more disgusting and creepy for our show.

When the skin is finally seperated from the flesh, it doesnt need washing but instant nailing. Every bit of the dropping blood is held in a container for the blood circulator which lets the wall look so pretty, but im sure you knew that all along dear diary 🙂

Do you wanna know what kind of bodys i nailed there ?

I mostly put up kids skin on the wall, because i hate them so much. Everytime i see kids, my blood boils and i want to smash their heads open with an axe because they look too cute! I hate it!

Gladly they died screaming and in agony… You know the pain drags several evil beings in this building and they help me with my business. But all they want is energy..

What do i get for it? Only a haunted place … sometimes i hear kids scream down the hallway …but then i remember that ive got three more of them in my underground tunnel basements.

I love being a politicians dog!

Anyway thats it for today – see ya later diary! 🙂

Why you loose Motivation

We all know the problem.. Starting with the own business or writing, drawing, building something new and suddenly stopping.. Why is it, that people and specially the young stop so fast when they have an idea? The real problems occur when you tell it someone. This is the first and strongest indicator to give up […]

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Intervall Fasting #5 – Benefits, disadvantages

Today we come to the advantages or disadvantages, if I find some that interval fasting has compared to other types of diet or even diets. Benefits of interval fasting what I personally like best is the fact that you can basically eat everything during the meal breaks, as well as that you don’t have to […]

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter.

As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face.

It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster splits into two pieces with wide and sharp teeth while it runs.

Many lost their lives to it. It rather lives in the dark and likes hospitals and long dark floors. Somehow you cant hear when it sprints but feel the teeth when it bites off half of your body while running.

The last time i saw one was yesterday near the sewers of our base. That cunt was waiting for blood and flesh to be dropped down.. We throw away infected animals and these things eat them.

Whatever you do, never try to encounter one, it runs faster than you and it can eat a lot of bullets.

I would personally say that this being is rather blind and uses sound for detection .. that would explain why you dont hear when it runs..

We caught few of them to see how they behave and how their structure is built. Interestingly, it seems like an abnormal mutation to cancer cells while a virus becomes conscious to the instincts of the beasts and acts as such.. just eating everything..

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INTERVAL FASTING #4 – BACK TO THE PAST

I wish you a wonderful and hopefully not too hot Sunday morning. THAT would have been my greeting this morning, but you know what? WordPress was of the opinion to delete my finished and saved blog instead of publishing it. Oh guys, I was sooo mad. I had researched and written for over two hours […]

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist. I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly […]

How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second.

If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming!

But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not rewarded as much as stealing/scamming money?

Well it might be rewarding to one’s self through energy and the „feel well to help“ – but thats it.. what can you buy with it here? Does it pay your bills?

Of course a few got rich though that work as well but i talk about the really fucking rich guys. The wall street fucking rich guys who sit infront of their computers and gamble through the financial market and making millions with it.

The system itself is a rigged and broken system which helps rich folks getting even richer! The more money you have, the more “ immune you become “ specially in the politic positions.

And we all know… many politicians cant do shit and just scams the mere people around..

Lets not talk about the typical indian callcenter scam, we all know the joke! xD

Being honest and trying to really help people for free is not gonna get you shit! That is the real truth! And i only talk about the money aspect – no energetical stuff!

The problem is that many dont even thank you for free advice or work!! I know that personally and it makes you only angry … They take your advice like nothing… not serious.. okay then.. lets take 5 thousand dollars and see if he likes it now?

People are ungrateful, not all – but very many! And those who aren’t greedy and are grateful, did go through the same shit..

Good day people.. Like and Sub! XD

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income. This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well. After we got into the house, we were all […]

How we created the world – Beyond Afterlife

To begin with, ive had very strange moments in my life without the knowledge that came with spirituality. As i grew, those experiences increased randomly and things happend that i cant talk with anybody at all. After a intense remembering on what happend and whats really going on, me and my wife found us back […]

Another Day

Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed. This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town.

Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it.

Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door.

They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something.

No one really knew and many said it was just there to scare and make money.

No one really bothered because it was closed..

But one day ..in the middle of attractions, i sat down in the nearby cafe and looked at the door..

A child with her mother came to the door and from no where was something written on the door.

Didnt they saw it ?? What was going on?

„Take my child for youth“ said the door.

It opened and i stood up to my surprise but instead of a monster, a priest came out and took the child by the head while the door closed behind.

I ran there just to check and already was calling the police but when i stood there – The lady smiled at me .. She seemed happy.

The police arrived and i told them everything – but they thought im on drugs or something and took me with them.

While on the road the sheriff said „We cant help it .. if you go ever near that door again, we will shoot you! Go!“ he held the car ..

And i ran away ..

The Cell and Earth

We were 30 kids inside a big cell. I dont remember how i got there, neither who my parents are. That was very strange. The cell or lets call it room was shiny white and had no corners, i dont know how to explain it. It looked like a fortified room and there was a […]

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INTERVAL FASTING #2

Applause, applause. Who should pat me, or us, on the back, if not WE ourselves. First of all, today there is an invitation to the Fasting Motivation Group, which I reopened 2 years ago, because many apps only want to earn money, but do not want the members to get to know each other. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2100178886865674 […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed.

This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning..

There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings.

Through the unlimited ways of playing this game, they opened a portal to a different dimenion but everything they knew was reversed.

Good was pure evil – Food was pure flesh – Death was pure joy.

These beings were unstoppable and they killed and corrupted everything.

An was afraid and so we were too.. These beings were dangerous and they could harvest all energy for themselves and bring forth the evil side of a soul.

Before An bursted into many crystals, he sent himself away into the universe and exploded in manyfold pieces.

These crystals are now being searched and used by those who knew there powers from rumors.

The dark beings are everywhere now and no one really knows where the rest of the team is.

They have to remember .. That they have to get the fuck out of here, and that bullshit in their minds are far more dangerous than the beings from the other worlds.

An is probably housing somewhere chilly, or he is trapped in a different dimension, waiting for someone to collect and bringing him back..

Well An .. That shit was caused by you, this is a game, find your way out of the labyrinth..

And to everyone who remembers … You know where the meeting table is

Follow and leave a like guys! XD

INTERVAL FASTING #1

A wonderful and hopefully rainy good morning at a Monday. With us nature finally breathes a sigh of relief, it is fresh and raining really well. I, on the other hand, have to put on my pants and hold my breath, otherwise they just won’t close. So I put myself on the scale and fell […]

the lost soul – short story

Once upon a time, an unbelievably long time ago, there was a soul. Which had just been created.

This soul was not like all the other souls he had created. She was kind of different. Unique.

So, it came that he shared this soul in order to have two of its beauty.

Of course, the other souls did not like this, and they asked why he shared only this one soul and not their souls as well.

This soul is different from you, he said, you are perfect, but it is so radiant and pure, and shines like an entire galaxy full of stars.

You are satisfied with yourself, but this one, would never be satisfied with yourself on your own, so it came that I had to share it.

The other souls did not find this fair but decided to remain silent.

But the freshly divided soul began to look at her counterpart and ask, „Do you want to reunite with me?“

She looked at her counterpart and said, „Sometimes maybe, but first let’s gain experience.“

The soul did not like this answer. It was no longer perfect. Instead, there were traits that could now be identified as duality.

If she was gentle and quiet, her counterpart was loud and cheeky.

They were yin and yang. Always the opposite of the other.

The other souls both looked like a spectacle and squealed quietly, so that HE, who had shared the new soul, could not hear it.

„Just look at them. Male and female. Whatever, but by no means perfect.“

But half the soul, heard this and flew to its counterpart „Do you hear what they say?“ Although her counterpart had heard this, he said nothing more.

„Let them talk. They cannot have our experiences and are jealous because they have no one to belong to them forever and to society.“

Half the soul was satisfied.

A few millennia this game went. They were together continuously and liked each other very much and ignored the other souls who had only themselves.

But he, who liked to watch the two half souls, had long ago begun, without much foresight, to share the other souls.

Always male and female. Always a couple, which would belong together forever.

However, he did not reckon with it or ignored the fact that in duality also negative energies arose, which began to whisper unsightly things to souls.

So, it happened that the couples separated, looking for a half that would probably fit better to them.

What a mess. What a failure.

Meanwhile, our first half soul had noticed this and was sad about it. She had to watch other souls, to her beloved second half, venture and whisper unsightly things to her.

At some point, their second half did not explain the whole thing, so the soul thought it was better to disappear. You can certainly cope on your own.

So, it happened one morning that half the soul was gone. Disappeared.

No one knew where she had gone.

Her second half realized what she had done wrong and went in search of her.

Unaware that this search would go through all the worlds and persevere with all times.

The second half was disappointed and did not want to be found. Negative souls, too, had told her a lot of nonsense, and she no longer knew who to believe.

Luckily, he, who had created both, always had an eye on her, so that nothing bad could ever happen to her.

But whether her second half, she found her again or she decided to return, that is a different story.

Die verloren gegangene Seele – Kurzgeschichte

Es war einmal, vor unglaublich langer Zeit, eine Seele. Die gerade erst frisch erschaffen worden war.

Diese Seele, war nicht wie all die anderen Seelen, die er erschaffen hatte. Sie war irgendwie anders. Einzigartig.

So kam es, dass er diese Seele teilte, um von ihrer Schönheit zwei zu haben.

Dies gefiel den anderen Seelen natürlich nicht und sie fragten, warum er nur diese eine Seele teilte und nicht ihre Seelen auch.

Diese Seele ist anders als ihr, sprach er, ihr seid vollkommen, diese aber ist so strahlend und rein und leuchtet wie eine ganze Galaxie voller Sterne.

Ihr seid zufrieden mit euch selber, diese aber, wäre alleine niemals mit sich selbst zufrieden, so kam es, dass ich sie teilen musste.

Die anderen Seelen, fanden das nicht gerecht, beschlossen aber zu schweigen.

Die frisch geteilte Seele aber, begann ihr Gegenstück zu betrachten und zu fragen „willst du dich wieder mit mir vereinen?“

Ihr Gegenstück betrachtete sie und sagte „irgendwann vielleicht, aber zuerst lass uns Erfahrungen sammeln.“

Der Seele gefiel diese Antwort nicht. Sie war ja nun auch nicht mehr vollkommen. Sondern hatte nun Charakterzüge, die man nun als Dualität feststellen konnte.

War sie sanft und leise, war ihr Gegenstück laut und frech.

Sie waren Yin und Yang. Immer das Gegenteil vom anderen.

Die anderen Seelen betrachteten beide, wie ein Schauspiel und tuschelten leise, so dass ER, der die neue Seele geteilt hatte, es nicht hören konnte.

„Schaut sie euch nur an. Männlich und weiblich. Was auch immer, aber keinesfalls vollkommen.“

Die halbe Seele aber, hörte dies und flog zu ihrem Gegenstück „hörst du was sie sagen?“ Obwohl ihr Gegenstück dies durchaus gehört hatte, sagte er nichts weiter dazu.

„Lass sie reden. Sie können nicht unsere Erfahrungen machen und sind eifersüchtig, weil sie niemanden haben, der ihnen für immer gehört und ihnen Gesellschaft leistet.“

Die halbe Seele war zufrieden.

Ein paar Jahrtausende ging dieses Spiel. Sie waren ununterbrochen zusammen und gefielen sich sehr und ignorierten die anderen Seelen, die außer sich selbst niemanden hatten.

Er aber, der den beiden halben Seelen gern zuschaute, hatte schon längst begonnen, ohne große Weitsicht, auch die anderen Seelen zu teilen,

Immer männlich und weiblich. Immer jeweils ein Paar, welches für immer zusammen gehören würde.

Allerdings rechnete er nicht damit oder ignorierte den Fakt, dass in der Dualität auch negative Energien entstanden, welche begannen den Seelen, unschöne Dinge einzuflüstern.

So begab es sich, dass die Paare sich trennten, auf der Suchen nach einer Hälfte, die wohl besser zu ihnen passen würde.

Was für ein Chaos. Was ein Fehlschlag.

Mittlerweile hatte auch unsere erste halbe Seele, dies bemerkt und war darüber traurig. Musste sie doch nun mit ansehen, dass sich andere Seelen, an ihre geliebte zweite Hälfte heranwagten und ihr unschöne Sachen zuflüsterten.

Irgendwann erklärte ihre zweite Hälfte auch das ganze nicht mehr, so dass die Seele dachte, es wäre besser zu verschwinden. Man kommt bestimmt auch alleine zurecht.

So geschah es eines Morgens, dass die halbe Seele weg war. Verschwunden.

Niemand wusste, wo sie abgeblieben war.

Ihre zweite Hälfte erkannte, was sie falsch gemacht hatte und begab sich auf die Suche nach ihr.

Nicht ahnend, dass diese Suche alle Welten durchlaufen und alle Zeiten durchdauernd würde.

Die zweite Hälfte war enttäuscht und wollte nicht gefunden werden. Auch ihr hatten negative Seelen viel Unsinn eingeredet und sie wusste nicht mehr, wem sie glauben soll.

Zum Glück, hatte er, der beide erschaffen hatte, immer ein Auge auf sie, so dass ihr nie etwas wirklich schlimmes zustoßen konnte.

Aber ob ihre zweite Hälfte, sie wiederfand oder sie selbst beschloss zurück zu kehren, dass ist eine andere Geschichte.

A Killers Diary – The Doll Collection

Its me again my dear diary,

Today i made new outfits of human skin and organs. I prepared them very well.

The blood still drops from them.

I couldnt finish two of the dolls, i still need four eyes and the bodies arent enough. I costumise the kill will the outfits and tomorrow is the pig day.

The floor is always so full of dirt and infectious things when i cut and rape the dead bodies. And as you know, i really love to swim with the dead bodies first, and after that i take their organs out and sometimes make a casket out of it.

Just like a new human skin for my beautiful skin..

Yes you might think „This person is crazy“ but its not true, i just love to cut and kill things but im no human either. I just incarnated from the lower evil realms and well.. my parents have a special room.

I call this room special because i hanged my parents bodys upside down with nails and chains on the ceiling. I made it look like a big horrorscene because in our world its considered wonderful.

After pig day i will continue my collection and present it to the world by summoning some evil spirits, they like it here because they can eat the suffering energy from my prey when i kill them slowly.

What i like the most are babys and woman, because they got so nice skin and look after it too.

A fresh baby face skin is always so refreshing and tasty that i cant contain myself to rip its head off fast. But let me tell you a secret.. humans eat babys too! There are dozens of evil places on earth but they are in secret and ruled by money.. Some of you would be very surprised if they saw high rank politicians there right?

Anyway, blood is dripping on the page and that will be it for today diary, see you for pig day tomorrow .. Wish me a good appetite and a nice collection.

Killer

The New Pills

It was a normal tuesday and i was heading as always to my 9 to 5 job and after that to my psychatrist.

I had depressions over a year because of my job. It was boring and depressing to work there. Nothing new happend. The boss of the company was quite nice and actually friendly compared to my co-workers which were zombies.

Typical movie scene were everyone sits in front of their desk and type something, looking busy.

After work i took off to my therapist, he had told me last time that he had new pills which would show me „the truth“ as he claimed and why i was depressed.

I was excited and liked talking to him, he actually was listening… Not many listened what i had to say and no one cared in this system fucked world… How many kill themselves because no one just could listen ..

Anyway i made it to my destination after a few minutes of walking from the city center.

I went in and „Hey hello Anna how are you doing?“

„Hey Alex thanks im good, hope you do well too! Dr. Oppenheim is expecting you – you can go straight through the door“ said the lovely secretary.

I walked through the door.

„Klick“ pressed the handle down and went inside.

He was sitting in his leather chair „Hi alex, good to see you! Today is a special day!“ he said.

„Hi doc, good to see YOU! What will we talk about today?“ I asked.

„Well as i mentioned last time, the new pills arrived but first let me tell you something and hear well! Nothing of this is allowed to enter the outer world understood! Not a single word! What youre about to see will show you the real world we live in!“ he said silently.

I got really excited and nervous, what was he talking about?

„Okay i understood!“ i replied.

„I already took a few myself and my heart nearly stopped from the reality slash … so be prepared! You will take one pill now and one in the evening“

It was strange to hear that a psychatrist had a reality slash, what did he ment by that ? Well i was going to find out really soon!“

He gave me the pills and i took one.

He said „whatever you do, NEVER look surprised when you see them! Otherwise youre in big trouble not only when youre alive!“

I laughed and thanked him. Maybe this would give me new essences to my boring live.

„We will not talk today, go out and see yourself … and remember .. dont loo…“

„Yes i know… dont look surprised! I got it!“

We shook hands and he said „see you around because this roller coaster will be whole different trip!“

I laughed loud and left.

Twenty minutes left until i took the pill but i didnt felt anything .. was it a psychological test or something? i thought.

Than i walked beside a restaurant and the first heart race started… Why? because i saw how babys and animal heads were took inside the restaurant. It was bloody as hell and my eyes nearly popped out.

„What the fuck ?! Is this what he meant ?! This is insane!!“ I screamed silently inside myself.

Than i saw a octopus looking being in a suit coming my way … This was even scarier and i started panicking..

He said dont look suprised … i stood there normally and as he looked at me, i looked rather shocked.

This was definetly an alien and he was there in daylight with a damn suit! And no one seemed to bother?? Why couldnt we see them ? How was this possible?

My head was running crazy and i couldnt contain myself.

A homeless came to me and said „THEY EXIST OVER HUNDREDS OF DECADES AND NO ONE IS LISTENING – BE READY TO RUN“

I said nothing and started running, i didnt felt safe anymore anywhere.

I needed to go back to the doctor.

As i run, i saw more and more of them watching me… It was scary. The world was completely different than the world i knew before and those pills showed how it really was. This wasnt a hullucination right?

So many questions and no answers.. i finally came to the doctor and slammed the door open. The secretary stood up and said „you cant be here!!!“.

„I have to see the doc now!“ and knocked on the door while going in.

The doc was sitting there .. and his client was looking at me.. he was one of them… The doctor was one of them.. and he was smiling ..

„Hello Alex.. Good to see you…“ as he stood up and so his client, while slowly walking towards me…

My head couldnt take it, i faded away..

After i woke up in a hospital, the doc was there too. I was surprised why he had come at all.

„Did you see it alex ? The real world? .. This is just the beginning!“

He smiled.

My heart started racing.

The Human Rings

There was once a cave in which a titan lived. This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave. Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned.. But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later… The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of […]

UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS – FACTS #1

Here you could now first add all my/our old posts. This one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/ or this one: https://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/ Or in principle almost all of them, as I am very often only concerned with consciousness. But now let’s get it straight again. Does humanity really want to be „Conscious“? Does this question really arise? You know what? […]

World Conspiracy

What if we are not humans, but beings from a far different dimension who incarnated into flesh, in order to … … do what we want? – But a species a long time ago managed to trap our memory and delete it for a time as long as we are in this body and our […]

The Dream Well

It was summer and my parents had new jobs in a different city with more income.

This meant that i had to change the school and friends again, it was tough but i accepted it and the new house was huge and even had a well.

After we got into the house, we were all surprised by lets call it „hidden“ doors which brought more and more places were the sun shined on. It looked really beautiful and we loved the house already.

I stood in the garden and looked at the well, it was big and the water inside was really high. Someone who would fall into the well could easily come out, even a ladder was constructed there but what for?

After we got all comfortable in the house, i started to hear the sound of flowing water at the night.

My room was facing the garden in the second floor and i could clearly see the moon shining in the middle of the well. The water seemed to flow to the circle and… it was getting less and less.

I took my clothes on and run slowly down to see what was going on.

My eyes did see it clear, the water got less and the ladder was build to the ground.

Should i go down there? Or rather call my parents to see what was going on.

I stepped slowly on the slippery ladder inside the well and went down. The ground was slimy and my feet were sinking inside the mud. If i hadnt gripped myself back i wouldve been completely sunken and i dont think that anyone could hear me here at all.

After i looked around, i noticed few paths in which one was filled with water, but what mechanism could drag down this amount of water ? I was twelve meters under the ground and nowhere was a lake or else, maybe there was a underground flow?

I couldnt stay too long on one point otherwise i would get drawned back down.

I choosed the middle path and wanted to go but it was dark. Movement was impossible and stepping somewhere unknown was dangerous.

So i went back up the ladder to call my parents.

They came fast and were annoyed …

„What is it ? The well is empty?“

And as i was about to show, the well was completely filled up again.

„That is strange, i was down there and the water was gone but now no one heard a thing when it came back up?“

„Go to sleep youre dreaming dumbass“ said my mother and pushed me inside the well.

„WHAAAT“ i screamed and woke up in my bed.

I was sweating a lot and this dream was weird. I watched outside and the well seemed normal… and yes.. i screamed the word „what“ because i couldnt believe what my mom did.

The days went by and i watched the well several times at night but nothing happend..

Was it all a dream ? Why did it seemed so real..

erster Schultag in Hessen 17.8.2020

Mein Kind ist nun Klasse 4 und kam nach Hause und meinte „alles wäre gut“. Man muss dazu sagen, dass Hessen zum Glück keine Maskenpflicht im Unterricht hat, weil dann hätte sie nicht gesagt alles sei gut. Ich wünsche mir dass Hessen dabei bleibt. Lief auch vor den Ferien damit eigentlich ganz gut. Wie sieht […]

Intervallfasten #1

Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die Waage gestellt und bin rückwärts runtergefallen.. denn […]

Another Day

So currently i lack ideas and need something very new … Last week my grandmother died and the days past extremely fast… Here in this part of russia, the day ends at 18:00 .. because it gets pitch dark outside and the body gets fast sleepy.. reeeeally annoying i can tell! It feels like you […]

Channeling #1

Ich habe lange überlegt ob ich Euch mal ein paar Impressionen in Channelings Jenseitskontakte gebe die mir besonders in Erinnerung geblieben sind. Und ich denke ja, warum nicht. Wo fang ich an? Muss ich das nochmal erklären? Im Prinzip sind Jenseitskontakte der teilweise „spontan“ entstandene Kontakt zu den, zum Teil „zufällig“ anwesenden Seelen oder Seelenteilen […]

Was enthält ein „Lebens-/Seelenplan“? -Vor der Inkarnation

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Hallo zusammen, In diesem Blog werde ich über meine Erfahrungen berichten und darüber.was geschah, bevor ich auf der Erde inkarnierte. Erstens: Wenn Sie einen Schritt von außen in dieses Universum machen, werden Sie wahrscheinlich und höchstwahrscheinlich Ihr Bewusstseinslevel verlieren. Das bedeutet, dass Sie keine Klarheit darüber haben werden,…

The Human Rings

There was once a cave in which a titan lived.

This titan consumed those who dared entering the cave.

Any traveler who crossed that path, never returned..

But there was one… who came out disturbed and who took his own life few hours later…

The only sentence he said was .. „It makes rings of human bodys“ …

„Are you sure it wasnt ‚i need food‘ ? This story cant be true!“ Said a guy in a bar.

„Few hundred years had passed since that time, does the cave still exist ? Or was it all just a legend ? Well.. no one will bother anymore, and if so, who will dare?“ Said an old man in a bar.

„I will go and take a look at probably a none existing place …“ said the younger guy.

„Good luckhaha..“ said the old man.

Both drank their drinks and the young guy went home to prepare the trip.

…. Nah.. dont need anything, ill be right back.

The cave was actually few hundred meters upwards this mountain.

„Why did no one notice this path ?“ The road seemed clear .. but was it not full of trash and blocked few hours before?

He walked further and could see a smaller hole inside the mountain. It was enough to slip through.

„Wow… so much for the titan …“

A beautiful waterfilled cave was in front of him, the sun shined and enlighted the area. It seemed like a perfect place to take a bath.

„The old man fooled my young mind… and took my wallet..FUUUUCK“ .. the sound halled through the cave while the yound man sprinted out..

School Cafeteria

We were in the school cafeteria and the doors got blocked. We panicked not because the police was going to come, but the location changed completely and the walls had a very creepy and bloody dust. We were 3 people including myself. „And what happend next?“ Asked the agent who interrogated us in seperat rooms. […]

Good Evening

Today’s day is a bit rough. Had no time to even take a bite since morning and right now im driving to another client .. See ya all later.

Crazy Cat Diary

Manchmal glaub ich nicht, was ich da sehe. Seht selbst. Der Teller fiel übrigens nicht. Was wars? Frischgebackene Waffeln, die meine Tochter allerdings nach den Fischstäbchen gebacken hatte, in der gleichen Pfanne und das war so widerlich 😆 Es schmeckt so gut, aber stank so nach Fisch, dass Leo am Ende auch verwirrt war.

School Cafeteria

We were in the school cafeteria and the doors got blocked. We panicked not because the police was going to come, but the location changed completely and the walls had a very creepy and bloody dust.

We were 3 people including myself.

„And what happend next?“ Asked the agent who interrogated us in seperat rooms.

„Brad fell unconscious and dissapeared in front of our eyes, i dont how else to tell you.. He was suddenly a lake of red liquid .. it seemed like blood“

„Did you took any medicaments or drugs ?“

„No never, we were just there to get the milk which was thrown away every day. The director of the school was okay with it but just today it all went crazy..“

„So the walls got bloody and dirty and your friend changed to liquid.. sounds enough for us“ said the agent smiling.

„The milk jake, were not given to anybody … do you want to know why?“

„What do you mean ? Was there something in it?“ I asked

„Yes… the milk was contaminated with something that even we never have seen before. A hallucinating substance with a bizarre effect“

„Bizarre effect ? Could you tell me more?“

„We currently try to figure out what it does …the only thing we can say for now is, whenever someone uses the substance, they dissapear into a different world… And the body either dies or else“

„THERE YOU HAVE IT! So we are not fault for his death!“ I said loud.

„Yes youre not … but do you want to know what really happend in the cafeteria two hours before?…We set you all up.. Just to test it… Funny right?“

„Fu….nny? .. my vision…“ the walls changed .. he dissapeared? ..

Small Motivation

Remember! Whatever you do, theres always an asian who does it better. Now stop scrolling through instagram or facebook and get up!

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 2

As i walked straight to the door after pressing down the handle, all other doors closed loudly one after another. This gave me chills and i started to really enjoy it i thought. The room which i was warned by the girls before had been opened… „Scary scary .. not .. its just another hallway“ […]

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 2

As i walked straight to the door after pressing down the handle, all other doors closed loudly one after another.

This gave me chills and i started to really enjoy it i thought. The room which i was warned by the girls before had been opened…

„Scary scary .. not .. its just another hallway“ i thought and walked down.

Suddenly i heard a chainsaw and that guy from earlier appeared in front of me who was dragging a guy on his hair across the room.

„HELP ME PLEASE!! THIS ISNT JUST A HORROR HOUSE ITS REAL! PEOPLE DIE HERE!“ he screamed while blood was running down his face.

„Nice job with the act, i love it“ i said laughing while the chainsaw guy walked past me with a scary smile.

He was wearing a mask and it was half cut, so only one eye was visible. This really looked creepy!

„NO YOU DONT UNDERSTAND, CALL THE FUCKING COPS YOU STUPID DUMB ASS BITCH!“

„Rip his head off his shoulders for this shit! I said annoyed while laughing.

Suddenly the chainsaw guy laughed and took him down the floor where the noise dissapeared instantly.

Strange … i thought.

This house was definetly more worth then just three bucks.

I looked behind me and well… there was no door!

Okay relax i thought, they mustve covered it somehow while i wasnt looking! Yes thats gotta be it!

So i walked further and now i started to see two pairs of eyes in the wall… This looked very real… they had even veins in their eyes which staired somewhere but always away from me.

How much budget do these guys had to build these ?! I thought loud… I looked where the eyes were watching and now more and more started to appear..

I followed their lead because they always showed more and more eyes and all of them lead to a way back and forth. Maybe this was a little game invented by the makers i thought.

After ten times back and thought, i realised that it build a symbol across the room. Than it lighted up the floor and a blood painted word was all across the hallway „RUN“.

Run from what ?

Well… the floor started to crumble and i really thought the floor would collapse.

This was a house on the first floor, so where would i fall to? This shaking only causes the house to crumble apart i thought. There was no damn reason to do that.

I stood still and had no fear of what was coming … they couldnt just kill me, this was a joke…right?

My heart was a bit nervous i admit.

Nothing happend.. the shaking stopped and i knew it.

The door from back there opened.

I saw the exit.

Was that it?? How boring was that i thought.

The walls changed again.

„You didnt play by the rules, Sign your name and get real horror“

„Is that a joke ? Another 10 bucks for more horror? The owner of this house must be a greedy one“

I didnt took the bait.. i had enough of that bullshit and went towards the exit .. but it started to close..

I started running and barely made it through …

I came out and the two girls were standing there still..

How long was i in there?

The girls came up and said „How did you came out ?“

„What do you mean? This house was a joke!“

The girls started laughing loud…

„Whats wrong?“ I asked

„Its not over yet .. look behind you!“

As i looked slowly behind me, the house opened the door and i saw ME standing there.. Bloody and deformed..a monster was starring at me…

I screamed loudly and was still surprised by the looks.. who would make such a costume in this short of time ?

The girls behind me dissapeared and no one stood around.

I started to get the hell away there because my heart wouldve stopped..

That house was great i thought while laughing and running scared.

I only saw how it stared back at me..

Only to realise, that i wasnt going away anymore..but came closer towards that thing…

The Hallway of Eyes – Part 1

A horror house had opened last day and i just wanted to see how it was. We had nothing much in this town, so it was rather new and i hoped it to be fun. I was living pretty central and the police patrolled constantly here. Crime was unavailable here and the people were friends […]

Schwalben in den letzten Sommerwochen

Man sieht sie waren fleißig. Das ist die erste und zweite Brut. Dieses Jahr habe ich auch keine kranken oder verletzten gefunden. Heute ist es dunkel draußen. Gestern brannten Feld und Wald, heute regnet es hoffentlich. Einen schönen Start in die neue Woche.

Good and a Half Day

Since some of us sleep more than 10 hours a day, ill call it a half day.. Time your day right and achieve something! Stop fucking around and do, or atleast admit that youre doing nothing for your dreams! Stay motivated and do it daily! Have a good day!

Death Ears

They laugh ot those who can hear it.. While those who dont, get controlled. Pointing with fingers „dumb idiots“, While the real cursed are laughing. A war will come, just like always, Wiping the surface while the elite hide in their bunkers, Waiting to come outside, To rule the survivors and do the same over […]

useful procedures for misanthropists

Just in case you feel like we do and you just hate this planet, here are a few useful mental disorders you can adopt to survive. intentional loss of reality believe into anything that sounds goodbelieve whatever you wanteverything else is of course bullshit acute forget, if it is useful if somebody want to tell […]

To hot to blog

I know its more than 50°Celsius. In Englisch its 122 Fahrenheit. My head isnt working in this Kind of weather… Sorry. Nice Sunday for all. Right now, the fire siren is sounding just now. Alarm…I hope nothing bad has happened. But in this heat outside…Conceivable

The Strong Side Effects of a Smartphone! – Secret TESTS

First, this is a long research with a „client“ who is physically well and did it to himself. All tests were done from the view of spiritual energy flow and how it attacks the body. Lets begin. Our smartphones and computers are special designs to dull our heads and specially our pineal gland with the […]

Corrupted Judges

This place with many others are highly corrupted. What i mean is, that a judge who judges criminals is always paid by the one who wants to win. The more money you give the judge, the higher your chances of winning a case without any problems. These assholes dont even listen to their own rules […]

Another Shit Day Without Her AND another Car Crash

I shouldnt say it, even though my day was financially great, i dont give a fuck about money and materialistic crap. If i would have the chance to change all i have in order to get you, i would do it without hesitation! Im looking forward to our explosive encounter soon my dear.. Dont loose […]

What is this?

This is the smaller Version of the hmm???? What??? Anybody how knows it?

100 Blogs in 2 years

Applause for myself. Now i feel burned out, because nothing seemed to change in the #consciousness of mankind. And now? The next book „Lucid dreams“ is available and i think im finished with what i was wanted to say to the world. Im ready to go now. In my opinion this Planet will never change, […]

Good Evening People

The best way to end a day, is trough meditation and relaxation… why? Well you might not dream bullshit and actually can concentrate to get out of your body. Meditating at night can drastically improve your chances for astral travel and lucid dreaming. Try it out. And good luck. Check out our new book if […]

A Guide to learn Astral Traveling

We work really effektive and hard (sometimes) to give new input to the masses 😉 So here is our new book: we are very happy to have the posibility to show and teach you everything about it. Please, if you have more questions, contact us for more instructions and help 🙂 so, dont be afraid […]

Camphor oil

Hello people! If anyone of you is interested in the purest form of camphor oil, Klick the link below! I sell it very cheap and its a very expensive allrounder for many things. Keep it safe from children though! http://ebay.us/zIWW5G?cmpnId=5338273189 What is camphor oil? Its the oil extracted from the wood of camphor trees and processed by steam distillation. […]

The „Elite“ Club

Sign your name and bank account info down below and you will be a royal elite member of the club. The „lets eat meat“ and „why im a cunt“ – show will start soon! Get your fork and balls between your ass! .. Cunts!

Watermelon Poisoning

It happens a lot in this country.. Youll buy a watermelon and hope its a really sweat one. But than it happens.. one bite and after an hour, the symptome’s start to show. Stomach cramps and pain, dizzyness, sweating and headaches. Dammit.. got poisoned.. There are no health regulations in this damn country and because […]

Sind Katzen spirituell begabt?

Was meint ihr? Meine Katzen haben Fähigkeiten von denen manch ein Mensch träumt. Sie wissen, wenn ein Mensch nicht viel taugt und knurren ihn an! Schon mehrfach erlebt. Dexter rennt, wenn jemand vor der Haustür steht, hin und ist „Verteidigungsbereit“. Er ist sich also drüber im klaren, dass er hier zu Hause ist und im […]

Sprachlos

Wenn einen die Dummheit der Menschen mal wieder sprachlos macht.

Another Day – Back Pain

Having a lot clients out of nowhere… it happens and causes back pain when i lean to much forward for injecting needles. Today i bought a needle matt …or lets say „pain matt“. It burns the hell out of my back, but it really helps. A little advice for anybody with back pain: Get yourself […]

Guten Montag Zusammen

Ich weiss das viele den Montag nicht mögen aber bei mir ist jeder Tag gleich. Ich hab oft dieselbe Routine. Nur heute war viel mehr los und mein Rücken verkrampfte, darauf kaufte ich unüberlegt eine Kleinigkeit die dagegen helfen sollte. Stattdessen aber muss ich es morgen mit einer netten Erklärung zurück geben, da es das […]

Another Day

Its hot, my eyes hurt and my back crackes on its own.. And now headaches started. This always happens when i look more than 4 hours a day straight at a screen..somehow my right eye doesnt like that. And now my cat starts to eat my bags of vitamins.. Better get him out of here! […]

DISPUTES AND SPIRITUALITY

Okay, let’s talk a little – again – about freedom of expression, of which my personal opinion is: „in principle, my opinion doesn’t matter a damn and no matter what it is, there will always be! really always be someone who will kill or break it immediately and thoroughly. It is really like that. I […]

Need Advice to start a Business?

I will be honest here with you guys. Starting a business that becomes profitable these days isnt easy, specially when you dont have any new idea’s. BUT this doesnt mean that it becomes impossible! I want to tell you how i started my own business while i really didnt knew anything about it. I want […]

THE WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE

The own habits, towards more efficiency and assertiveness only comes when the pain threshold is reached more than the comfort zone. Before that, you don’t have to, and I really don’t mean! wait or hope that you will make a serious effort to do something differently. People don’t change if they are still feeling so […]

Good Night Everyone

And lets see what kind of a fucked up dream i can choose from the screen again…. Maybe ill manage to get to you my darling.. 😄💕

HOW TO EFFECTIVELY AVOID GETTING STARTED

It’s not like you don’t tell it over and over and over and over and over again. It’s not like people don’t listen. It’s like, you tell it like a record that jumps back again and again and again and again. My hardest nut to crack is my litany, let me think about it for […]

The Unusual Day

I was working in two shifts as a security guard in a department store. My shifts were always normal and nothing big happend for over 10 years of work until the clock demon appeared who… Hmphf…. lets start this over.. One night i was walking the usual routine down the hallway. „Keep the Doors shut […]

Was ist ein Visionboard und wozu dient es?

Ein Visionboard, ist die oft gepriesene grafische Aufbereitung unserer eigenen Vision, unseres Traumes, unserer Ziele. Man könnte faul sein und Fotos suchen und die aufkleben, oder an die Wand kleben, man kann aber auch kreativ sein und seine Ziele aufmalen, oder in Lettern aufkleben, lasst eurer Fantasie freien Lauf. Und wozu das ganze??? Um unser […]

Good Evening

I just came home from work and now its story time! Just give me few moments and ill search something from the back of my head!

Allein unter Blinden…ich sehe was, was Du nicht siehst!

Manchmal denke ich, ich lebe in einer völlig anderen Welt, als die meisten anderen Menschen, die ich kenne. Manchmal beneide ich diese Menschen um ihre Gabe, das Offensichtliche nicht zu sehen und um ihre Ignoranz, das Wesentliche auszublenden. Blind zu sein, auf dem Auge des Mitgefühls. Aber tauschen möchte ich nicht mehr mit ihnen, selbst […]

The Live Of a Young Elder

Hello, My name ist Amy. I love my phone and tablet. I watch it the entire day until the battery runs out and than i start to watch my tablet while my phone recharges. I like my bed and to live there for 10 hours a day. I only stand up when i get hungry […]

My Questions…

I was wondering why humans are as they are. How can i explain it, Dont you wonder sometimes why humans or lets say each individual is so limited towards themselves? We do so much stuff unconsciously and never ask why or how it can be and that is why many fail. A lot just dont […]

fünf Wege, Deine Motivation zu killen – instant

Erzähl das, was du vorhast, anderen! Völlig egal wem, am besten ungefragt, jemanden der dich doch ganz bestimmt ganz doll mag – und dann warte ab. Hast Du bis dahin noch an dich geglaubt und das du alles schaffen kannst, dein gegenüber wird das für dich erledigen und danach weisst du warum du nie was […]

Another Hot Day

Its really hard to go somewhere in this kind of weather. We have 30° celsius in the shadows and 45 in the sun. You probably can imagine how a walk for 30 minutes feels outside. The skin is wet, the hair falls in the eyes and all clothes are soaked … A blizzard would be […]

Gefährliche Straßen

Ich merke es immer wieder beim Fahren wie gefährlich es ist, wenn die Hälfte der Fahrer ihre Fahrererlaubnis gekauft haben, statt die Prüfungen zu machen. Und ja hier zählt man nur mit Geld als irgendwer oder irgendwas. Daher kann man sich nur mit Geld überall einkaufen. Doch nicht nur sind es Autofahrer welche einem die […]

Schatzi und Ich

Ich sage was, Schatzi ist einverstanden und sagt was sie denkt, Ich verstehe es falsch, Schatzi denkt ich bin blöd, Ich erkläre was ich meinte, Sie sagt ich muss nix erklären weil sies weiß, Ich erkläre trotzdem, Schatzi und ich vertragen uns sowieso und wissen das der streit unnötig ist, Wir haben uns sehr lieb, […]

Kids und Internet

Kinder brauchen gewisse Grenzen, die sie sich einfach noch nicht selber setzen können. Vor allem in Internet.

The Eyes in the Dark

I was sitting in my room while reading a book. It was called „The forbidden Secrets of Mankind“. It was boring at first until it started to tell about monsters which surrounded us a long time ago and that they feed of energy. Suddenly a strong wind came up and i went to my window […]

EXPERIMENT – M – CHAPTER 1

„beep beep beep“ the alarm clock sounds. ignore „piiiiep piiiieeep piiieeeeep“ shrill screeching of the alarm clock, my heartbeat soaring, that the breathing mask crashes into my face, „DAMNED“ – I shout unabashedly – nobody hears me here anyway. Not only am I awake, I am also directly annoyed and before my morning ration of […]

Guten Morgen Zusammen

Ich wünsche jeden einen guten Donnerstag! Lasst euch nicht von euren Zielen abbringen und macht immer weiter!

Problems of a long distance Relationship

Having a partner who lives hundred and thousands of miles away for a long time is very hard. Specially when you cant see each other because some state’s and governments wont allow it.. Thats a pretty stupid and fucked up planet if you ask me… hindering two people to find their luck, while they can […]

Dark Rituals and Blood ? Part 2

The screen showed five teenagers which were bound on chair and they seemed to cry. Their eyes were bound with tape. Meanwhile some people started to laugh and under these people, we even saw Bill B., K.P. and many more. We didnt expect these people to be here. They were neither guarded or secured. It […]

Sleepy Day’s

Hello everyone, i hope you guys do well too. The last days i feel really tired, specially when the sun shines strong. I wish the weather engeneering/chemtrails back! It made the weather grey and cold 😄 I dont know why i feel like that, maybe a really good sleep would make it up. A friggin […]

The Witch – Another Dream

I slept away and suddenly i stood on a big brench which was blue. The brench lead to a big tree, which was as well blue. Than a naked woman with a long tail and long darker hair stood in the end of the brench and looked at me. This tree and the entire scene […]

Another Weird Dream

I was sitting on a couch with few people i didnt knew and never saw anywhere. We were watching tv or… they were watching. I stood up and asked the crowd „Lets jump into the scene inside the tv, why sit and just watch it?“ There was no answer and no one really looked at […]

Impressionen – tierisches Teamwork – Schafe

Heute nur ein kurzer Spaziergang, weil ich nicht fit bin. Aber man muss sich trotzdem bewegen;) Denkt dran, Wenn Plan A nicht klappt, hat das Alphabet noch 26 weitere Buchstaben. Wichtig ist nur, dass ihr weiter macht! Gute Nacht

Days of a Corrupt Cop

It was easy to sell someone out. Gangs and pedophiles came up to cops which had been known as „corrupt“ and „coorporative“ and paid a lot of money to do what they did. We were five police men in our group and our super visor had an even bigger game going on. For example, last […]

Das Gelächter IM Flur

Wir zogen vor drei Wochen in ein neues Haus welches auf einem hübschen Stück Land anzusehen war. Die Atmosphäre war erfrischend und mal etwas anderes als die ständige Stadtluft. Vor dem Kauf untersuchten wir natürlich das Haus auf Geschehnisse, Tode oder andersweitige paranormale Aktivitäten um einfach gewappnet zu sein. Unsere dreiköpfige Familie, also ich, mein […]

Dagestan and Criminal Money Mining – Another Day

Hello all. Its the second day without electricity at work and people start to wonder why and what is going on. Well they repaired the problem and cut loose all the illegal cabel’s which were connected on the main transformators. The first one exploded because many people had taken electricity illegally from the city. To […]

The Search

I drove far abroad in Texas to search my sister who dissapeared a few days ago. She shouldnt just go without saying something. She said she would go to a park and give a call if she reached it. Mabye it was new ? I didnt knew anything about it and neither bothered. Our mom […]

frühkindliches Fäkalvokabular

Oh ja. Der Wörterteufel geht um bei uns. Und an alle, die so gern die Ausrede nutzen „das hat er oder sie“ aus der Kita, das geht grad nicht. Junior ist seit 12. März, dank Corona zu Hause. Bis auf ein paar, wenige Stunden in der Kita, damit er sie nicht ganz vergisst. Also muss […]

Deathrow Prisoner

Hmmmmmmmm … who are we going to kill today? „Lets punch through the wall and take a walk“ The deathrow prisoner Speck. Appearently no military force or special unit can stop him. He comes and goes to our prison like it is a hotel suite. „How embarressing!! We as the chief and commander of this […]

Haben Schaltjahre eine besondere, spirituelle Bedeutung

Deutschland gilt seit eh und je, auch in den Gedanken und Werken vieler Spirituell und Esoterisch oder auch einfach Philosophischer bewanderter Menschen als „spirituelle Wüste“ oder schlicht und ergreifend „nicht spirituell“. Glaubt man den Statistiken im Internet, so ist weit über die Hälfte der Deutschen nicht mit Spiritualität oder den entsprechenden Untergruppen irgendwie vertraut. Dies […]

Weekend fun

It was a late afternoon. I went to a club which had opened new and which seemed to be really good according to some people. On arrival i noticed some fance cars and a red carped. What was going on ? Was it always like this? I went in and a lot of people stood […]

Random Frustrations

The distance between you and me is sometimes put aside or ignored… but sometimes it hits me out of nowhere. Specially when i see couples.. How annoying.. These people got their loved ones around. And we still wait.. Cant let you wait much longer. I know everything will go right. See ya soon my left […]