Schlagwort-Archive: Traum

Live Game – Unexpected

It was a cold winter night. I was sleepy and fell to bed after watching another useless video in the internet.

As my eyes closed, i noticed that i was already moved inside a dream. This dream was different than many because i found myself back in a psychological horror game, which i thought might be great in VR games..

I was standing inside two dirty and old rooms. The walls were bold and empty until i turned around. Behind me was a wall with three words..

„Play“

„Settings“

„Go“

Besides these words i noticed many drawings and blood across the wall. Even a painting of a face which seemed to move when i looked at it. I asked myself if this was a horror game and i kind of liked the idea because i was bored anyway. I knew that i was sleeping in my bed a few moments ago but i wasnt sure to play the full game. Besides, i had already dreamed this sequence once and knew that i wasnt going to the end.

I didnt pressed around too much in the menu. The only thing i pressed was „Play“ and i didnt wanted the dream to end quickly because i knew, causing trouble inside a dream with small things, brought only shortage to it.

After pressing play, the menu dissapeared and i turned around to notice two beings standing right behind me. Both were lying on the ground. I think one was dead and the other one was an arm away from another, watching inside a black hole in the ground that wasnt there before. They had neither eyes nor face.. Just black figures which seemed tortured but i wasnt sure. The one near me, was turning his head rapidly to left and right without stopping. It was the one i thought who was dead.

I wasnt scared, rather it was annoying because the room seemed full. I walked to my left and saw a floor appearing in hologram colours. It surely was no surprise, after all i was playing a game.

I walked down the floor and knew that the upcoming room would become really dark but.. it wasnt fully dark, only half.

I stood still and looked across the room while i was standing still near the floor. There was it, another one of these being but this time, it was watching me and it had red glowing eyes and tooth. The tooth were spiky and it hands as well the legs, were spiky too. But it didnt moved, it only looked at me while rotating its head.

For a second i thought of my human reaction, to probably getting the hell scared and out of there, but i knew somehow that these beings would react on my level of fear. I knew it would come screaming at me if i would be scared because monsters work that way. They wait until you get scared, just to absorb your energy and grow in power, so you get even more scared and feed them more.

I just looked at it and thought „ah yes.. thats you“ and walked casually inside the room…

One meter ahead i stopped again, because i saw another one right behind it. But this one looked very humanly. I didnt knew that person but when i looked closer, i realised that it was eventually me. I couldnt believe it but the guy looked very similiar to me. And than i backed off, i knew i had to get out. But why ?

Well … after backing out, i realised i was awake and i wondered about that dream. A moment later, i found out that this dream was a part of a really old dream, a long time ago. In that dream, i was sitting on a couch exactly like the room what i was about to enter, right besides the floor. The room on the old dream was filled with daylight, while the floor was the dark area i wouldnt go in. I was sitting there and thinking on how to get through the dark floor. So i had made a small mannequin out of my energy which should look inside the floor but without moving inside. First it was a dog, but it was ugly and i feared it could be killed by the unknown inside the floor.

While i was making the mannequin and stood behind its back, i noticed a dark figure with a darkblue aura coming towards me from the floor, but it stopped before entering and went slowly back inside.. The dream ended with me and my figure looking inside the dark floor..

Doubtful Adventures – Moving Forward

After the sudden loss of energy i felt destroyed because i now knew what brought the problems of using blood magic. But yet i didnt knew the whole truth about it… As i was laying on the bloody grass and looking into the sky, i wondered what the village meant before they got killed by […]

Doubtful Adventures – The Price – Part 2

As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further. A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but […]

Just another zombie dream

It was a normal night. Eyes closed and hoped to not dream something completely fucked up… I was standing in a long hallway and suddenly someone rushed through a door and yelled at me „WE GOTTA GO NOW, I HAVE TO LEAVE“. I didnt knew if she was meaning me because she looked at me […]

Was ist – EGO?

Was ist das nun, unser EGO?

Sind wir das? Macht es uns aus? Nützt es uns was?

Oder taugt es gar nichts und wir müssen ständig auf der Hut sein, es los zu werden?


Zuerst einmal, WAS sind wir?

WAS macht UNS, als Menschen aus???

Wir sind mehr als Körper, Geist und Seele. Habt ihr schon gewusst, oder?

Wir können das gut differenzieren.

Wir sind grobstofflich / Materie: unser Körper. Das wars auch schon mit dem grobstofflichen..

Ohne Körper sind wir tot und weg, oder???

Meint ihr, was macht dann unseren Körper LEBENDIG? Interagierfähig? Was sorgt dafür, dass wir denken, fühlen, schmecken, hören, riechen und so weiter, können?

Unser Herz und unser Gehirn? Sicher?

Was ist mit Menschen, denen Teile ihres Gehirns kaputt sind oder fehlen? Denen man das, teilweise, mitnichten anmerkt. Es gibt medizinische Eingriffe bei denen man zum Teil sogar eine komplette Gehirnhälfte entfernt und die Menschen sind nach der Rekonvaleszenz, völlig gleich wie wir. Welch Wunder? ;D

Wieso sind die so, wie wir?

Weil wir mehr sind, als nur der Körper und seine Lebenszeichen.

Was sind wir, wenn wir träumen? WAS sind wir IM Traum? Warum leben wir da, wie hier?

Was sind wir, wenn wir Astralreisen machen? Wie kann es sein, dass wir auch da LEBEN, existieren?

Wir sind mehr!

Den größten Teil von uns, macht der feinstoffliche, ätherische Bereich aus.

Alles was uns hier steuert. Unser Bewusstsein, unsere Seele, unser Ego unsere Aura und Spiritualität, nicht zuletzt unser Glauben und Wissen, unsere Intelligenz.

Alles zusammen macht uns aus, aber unser Ego ist ein Fallstrick, der dafür sorgt, dass unser Bewusstsein nicht wächst und wir wieder und wieder inkarnieren, weil wir die selben Fehler wieder und wieder machen.

Ego an sich, ist gar nicht unbedingt schlecht, zeigt es uns doch, wer wir sind. Es zeigt uns alle unsere Stärken und Schwächen.

Aber es gibt den Teil des „Falschen Ego“. Dieses müssen wir überwinden, wenn wir unser Bewusstsein anheben wollen.

Dieses falsche Ego hält uns in seinem Griff. Denn es ist wie ein bockiges, kleines Kind. „Ich will, ich will, ich will. Wehe DU willst etwas anderes, für mich.“

Ja ich weiß, ich nutze ständig diesen Vergleich. Dieses falsche Ego strebt nach Macht, nach Besitz und Reichtum und will nichts davon teilen..

Es bringt uns dazu Sachen zu sagen und Dinge zu tun, die uns mächtig auf die Füße fallen können.

Dieses EGO gilt es, los zu lassen! Es schadet mehr, als das es nutzt. Diese falsche EGO verlangt das wir uns nur um uns selbst oder zuerst um uns selbst kümmern.

Erst komm ich, dann eine ganze Weile ich, dann vielleicht noch mal ich. Und wenn ich keine Lust habe, müsst ihr alle zusehen wo ihr bleibt.

DAS meine Freunde, ist falsches Ego und hält uns schön weit unten, auf dem Boden einer Realität, der wir eigentlich entrinnen wollen.

Interessanterweise, erwerben die meisten sich dieses Ego erst im Laufe der Zeit, was mich daran glauben lässt, dass dieses Spiel wahrscheinlich so geplant ist von uns.

Seht dies nun also einfach als Reminder, dass wir alle in der Lage sind, zu erkennen WAS die Quelle unseres Seins ist, nämlich die menschlichen, negativen Verhaltensweisen zu erkennen und zu verinnerlichen, dass wir dem Kreislauf der Inkarnationen nur entrinnen, wenn wir aufhören uns wie nichgts wissende Menschen zu benehmen“.

Namasté meine Freunde