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Another Dream – The temple ?

After i fell asleep, i wandered unconsciously between a blurred and a slowly sharpening screen.

After a few seconds, i found myself back inside a pyramid in which nothing was there except a big door with three people on it. One of them looked like anubis with the animal head and he was holding a blade or dagger. Now i had realised that it wasnt a door, but a carved painting.

I touched it and it started to shine golden on the spot but went back to „normal“ after a second. I somehow knew what i needed to do. I took a small branch from the ground and broke it in two. Than i started to touch it with the branch across from both sides and suddenly the entire painting went gold and the dagger from the agyptian started to glow orange-red alike, and they became real.

The painting dissapeared and those three were standing in front of me and they attacked me but only one at a time. I thought that they might guard something because their attacks seemed to slow and weak. It seemed that they didnt wanted me to pass them,

but before i could question more, i started flying out from the scene and the screen became blurry again. I woke up.

Doubtful Adventures – Moving Forward

After the sudden loss of energy i felt destroyed because i now knew what brought the problems of using blood magic. But yet i didnt knew the whole truth about it… As i was laying on the bloody grass and looking into the sky, i wondered what the village meant before they got killed by […]

Doubtful Adventures – The Price – Part 2

As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further. A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but […]

Just another zombie dream

It was a normal night. Eyes closed and hoped to not dream something completely fucked up… I was standing in a long hallway and suddenly someone rushed through a door and yelled at me „WE GOTTA GO NOW, I HAVE TO LEAVE“. I didnt knew if she was meaning me because she looked at me […]

Doubtful Adventures – Moving Forward

After the sudden loss of energy i felt destroyed because i now knew what brought the problems of using blood magic. But yet i didnt knew the whole truth about it…

As i was laying on the bloody grass and looking into the sky, i wondered what the village meant before they got killed by my summon.. „You will know what it means to use that type of magic“ .. Was he meaning the pain or the emptions? I didnt really knew but destiny would try to test me again..

For how long was i unconscious i asked myself. I felt normal again … The bloody bubble which bursted infront of me and wrapped me inside all their pain, it was awful.. and the instant drop on the ground because i had no strenght to stand anymore.

But now i was back on my feet and looked around. The dead bodys were rotting and i was really hungry too. Maybe they had something nice to eat inside their houses. I know you dont steal from the dead but they were gonna torture me, so it was okay!

Before i went to the small houses, i realised that the barrier from earlier across the village was gone. This meant that those beasts would arrive here soon or atleast sneak around. I needed to be very caucious again. Maybe it was not a great idea to kill all of them. I shouldve let those live who brought the barrier up.

I took my book next to me and remembered that it was glowing red before i fall asleep. I looked inside and went to the blood magic instructions and spells and i noticed that now another sentence was added right below the last.

„Blood summoning added – Disaster level spawn“

Blood summons of the blood spells will consume all energy of the caster after the spell is dismissed. Whoever uses the summon to the limits of their level will die immediately. The more it is used, the more energy it will consume but the power will equal.

The caster will be healed and fully energised after the spell is spoken or thought with intention of the summon. “

I wonder why it always told me the important stuff after it happend.

After i knew this much, i left quickly away from the open area to the houses, looking for food. And i was lucky because first had a nice smelling stew on the table. I didnt thought much about it and immediately started eating until i was stuffed. It was really tasty i thought or maybe it was because of my hunger..

I couldve used my normal magic to not feel any hunger or exhaustion but i wanted to feel the taste of food again in my mouth ..atleast for that moment. I didnt thought that it was unnormal to take a bite after i had killed so many people.. Of course it was terrible and i knew some of them in my childhood, but they didnt seem to be warm hearted at all.

As i was standing outside of the small house, i needed to know where i should head next and how i could cloak myself to stay very low on the radar. I felt more danger now than before because of these invisible monsters.. I was lucky that these people had picked me up. What wouldve happend if no one was around?.. I couldnt rely on my basic skills of magic, they were not close enough to the outside world. I

I had decided to use blood type spells more frequently, atleast the less damaging one’s. Only if it was absolutely necessary, i would use the destruction spells.

So i used my casual cloaking spell and my higher stamina spell and started to run. As long as those things couldnt see me, i wouldnt mind if i was getting attacked by red crows again.

Moving from the high terrain down to more civilised areas after few hours of sprinting, i was getting closer to a shining forest. The crowns of the trees seemed beautiful and it was very ..welcoming. A sort of shining – warm light was coming from the inside as i was approaching.

As i was coming closer, i heard the loud scream again from earlier.. It was coming again.. Was i spotted ?? I wasnt sure and my heart started racing. Should i hide somewhere? I didnt knew what to do so i stopped running and hid behind a small bush across the field of sun flowers. This time i would need to test my enemy and see what it was and its capabilities.

So i took a few small rocks and threw it across the field, hearing a loud unnatural scream. It was close.. After throwing a few more, i could sense that it might be to close, so i slowly moved away from my spot. A few meters away after that, i noticed that the small bush where i was hiding, was completely torn to pieces without my notice .. I would be dead if i make another noise..

My heart was so racing that i thought it might hear it while i was slowly walking backwards. It couldnt see me in my cloaked state but it heard dangerously well and it was just fee steps away from me. Step by step walking backwards inside to the forest .. but my back hit something. It was another barrier, covering the forest.

Either i was really lucky or this time i would be dead. After i hit the barrier with my back, i prepared myself to use one of the deadliest blood spells against monsters in my book, which would cost my life and the earths as well. But a few moments later, nothing happend.. I heard no scream nor any foot steps approaching. Was it gone ? ..

As i was trying to be very silent and trying to hear something, i heard a few birds and the blowing wind .. I had decided to take a deep breath .. For my luck, the thing was right in front of my face, screaming loud and shattering my ear tunnel completely..again.

I was about to die and this time i was sure of it. But after the scream i noticed that i was fallen backwards and somehow landing inside the barrier. The monster was hitting the barrier and it was really loud, like something huge was hitting it. I dont know how i got inside the forest but it saved me. My ears were hurting and bleeding, so i took my book out and used a healing spell until i was recovered.

A few moments of calming down and sitting in dirt, the thing was gone and now i saw the real beauty of the forest…

Part 4 – On its way, follow 4 more! 🙂

Another Dream – The temple ?

After i fell asleep, i wandered unconsciously between a blurred and a slowly sharpening screen. After a few seconds, i found myself back inside a pyramid in which nothing was there except a big door with three people on it. One of them looked like anubis with the animal head and he was holding a […]

World of nightmare – Close the door, dim the lights!

In the day of 2022, all lights went out and the nightmare came upon from the dark. The calm oceans which were unexplored for more than 96% were unvailed once the dark had taken the world. The governments had no possibility to return electricity due to solar winds which caused an electromagnetical pulse through the […]

A Killers Diary – Lockdown Problems

Hello humans, As well as you experience right now, nations are under lockdown and many have lost their work. The lockdowns affect many in our society and iam one of them, since i cant get enough bodys to kill and feast on. My pallet is only made from the finest human flesh, but with the […]

Doubtful Adventures – The Price – Part 2

As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further.

A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but as i came closer and closer, it dissapeared completely.

„Was this a sort of illusion spell?“ I asked myself while cramping out the spell book. As i read through it, i noticed that such a spell was not available in the normal form. Instead i found a blood spell of the highest ranks but this would take more than one person to cast. Invisibility for an entire village would atleast need one sacrifice of blood or entity stated the book ..

As i gathered my thoughts.. i wondered.. was the village full of blood casters? Should i really go there ? But maybe it was just my mind talking too much.

I wrote a symbol of a low rank tarning spell on my arm, just in case if i needed to hide but if the village was full of high tier casters, i would need to use blood magic again and experience hell.

I didnt wanted that, but whatever! I needed to keep going and find the next safe zone before the storm or those beings would hunt me down for good.

I went straight forward to the village. Even if it was under an illusion spell, i would soon just walk through it.

After few minutes of walking…

„I should be already near it, but why am i not through the barrier yet ..“. As i was looking around the area where nothing was except stones and a few trees, i heard the voices from earlier again.

… I started running again.

„Fxck.. dont tell me that these beings were real!“ i thought to myself as i was running. While i looked back if i could see something, i tripped over a stone and crashed into an invisible barrier. My little bump was enough to make the barrier visible but the inside was blurred.

As i had no time, i started to knock and kick against the barrier because those beings or whatever that was, came more and more closer. The only thing i could sense that i was in real danger again and when i noticed that no one would help me, i felt a loud scream behind my ear.

The scream was so loud that my ears were ringing and when i turned back, nothing was behind me..

Suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my ears, they started bleeding and my stomach was pierced from behind by the being. I was lifted upwards why i couldnt do anything but trying to breath and hope.. As i was levitating a meter above ground, i was about to pass out. I somehow managed to say the symbol on my arm and became invisible for a few moments.

This was probably enough to let me down and i passed out while i was accepting death in my own blood pool and torn organs.. The last thing i heard was the ringing scream of that cursed thing..

After an unknown amount of time i woke up on a bed and people with covered faces were looking at me. I was shocked that i was still alive and examined my body. I was bandaged completely around my waist and two of them healed my wounds inside my ears. As i was looking around, i didnt knew if i was safe or just lucky. I still was unsure and stood distrustful.

„Thank you for saving me, but who are you all and what is this place?“ i asked why i got healed on the bed.

„We are called the no one because we dont have any faces and this is the village which you had looked for“ one of them said.

„Why did you save me ? Was it no trouble ?“ i asked while i wanted to sit but couldnt due to pain in my stomach.

„Dont try to move, it will take time to heal your organs and what do you mean by trouble for us?“ another one asked skeptically.

„I was chased by an invisible being and it killed me by stabbing my back in front of your barrier, how did you pulled the barrier down, saved me and brought it back up?“ i asked wondering.

The people looked at themselves and at me while the atmosphere went suddenly tense. Another one asked „Repeat what you just said“ but asked instead „Where is my rucksack ? I had a book inside, if i get it back i could tell you what happend without laying here“

All of them started to make weird noises with each other and looked more around the room. It was if they were looking for something.

„What about my book now? Iam thankful that you saved me but i have to go“ i asked and said while my pulse went slightly up. Than one of them shouted loud at me „YOU USED BLOOD MAGIC AND BROUGHT IT INSIDE – YOU WILL DIE HERE BITCH AND YOUR BOOK IS BURNED!!“

While i was shocked and in pain, the others calmed the one of the no one and took him outside. One of them told then „Chain her up and bring her down to the others, make sure she cant use her hands“ – „You have no idea what youve caused by using the high ranked blood spells!“

As i was trying to move, one of them held my mouth shut and chained my throat and hands and pulled me down to a door with following a staircase. I couldnt say a word because the chain was pressuring my throat. As i was pulled along the dirty hallway, i saw cages left and right with creatures and people chained on the walls – begging for help or laughing..

„What was this place ? What would they do to me?.. i got no time for this bullshit!“ I thought as i was chained on the wall.

„You will rotten here you witch!“ said the one and spitted in my face while walking laughingly away and closing the door.

I was angry.. angry that i was stupid enough to die near these bastards. I would need to get out of here but how if i cant use my spells ? .. It seemed hopeless .. After minutes of gathering myself i remembered that the book stated, that some of the spells can be activated by thinking about them. This stated as well that none of the usual spells would be included – only blood spells of the disaster threat and higher.

„Damn it.. this book is like a curse itself, only wanting you to use the bloody spells .. i have no choice, plus they seemed to be scared from something“ i thought…

I tried to remember a spell of the blood magic pages but the only one i knew was the negative impact and for this to work i would need to be able to talk.

As i tried to relax, i heard someone along the hallway screaming „Summon a demon sumon THE demon Hilagarn!!! Summon demon summon demon hilagarn!!“ As i heard how he was tortured and killed.

„Was this a choice ? I never had summoned a demon before, but i had nothing to loose now“ – i drew a circle with my dripping blood from my stomach and used my foot for the drawing.

Than i closed my eyes and spoke

„I call you demon Hilagarn to my aid, destroy my enemies and upheave the landscale of this village with the power of my blood“ … one second … ten seconds .. one minute .. nothing happend ?

.. My head began to hurt really bad and a dark being was building up from my dropped blood. It was an image of myself but with a diabolic evil face and dark wings. The chains dropped from my hands and throat and it healed me again completely. The pain was gone and i was really energised.

„Time to get my book demon!“ i said loud while it bowed to her summoner and rushed through the cell while it destroyed every door and gate along the way.

All i was hearing were screams and „THE WITCH HAS SUMMONED A GHOST – RUN EVERYBODY, USE PROTECTION MAGIC“ but as i sprinted upwards and tried to look what was happening outside, i noticed that my summoning was completely overpowering the village.

„How horrific… it went straight out and killed everything ..“

While i yelled „THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR STEALING FROM ME'“ – one of the remaining villager with cut limbs and a missing hand crawled towards me saying „you…demon… witch… you will see.. the true cost of your blood soon..“. I wanted to ask him what he meant but i was feeling wonderful and my summoning ripped his head off.

I noticed that my demon was sucking all the blood from its prey until there was nothing left. That day, over thirty seven died and when i uncovered one of their faces, i noticed that it was one of my old friends from our zone.

„HOW … what is going on here damn it ..“ i couldnt think for a few moments and just stood there while the demon found my book and brought it back.

„Thank you Hilagarn, you did well“ i said proud while it kneeled before me a last time. Suddenly it was dissolving into thin air and all the collected blood of the dead built a spherical ball which was thrown at my face..

„What is this?? The price for my summoning ?“ I asked myself as i started to feel even greater pain than my first blood spell.

„AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHRRRRRHHHHHHHHHGG“ – the pain was completely different than before because i was feeling all their emotions while they got killed.. It was really bad and my energy i had earlier was used up, making me unconscious on the field of the dead..

As i prepared to just sleep on the spot, i saw the book glowing red..

Part 3 on its way! Follow for more! 🙂

Astral travel – does it work again?

Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out. I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. […]

Just another zombie dream

It was a normal night. Eyes closed and hoped to not dream something completely fucked up…

I was standing in a long hallway and suddenly someone rushed through a door and yelled at me „WE GOTTA GO NOW, I HAVE TO LEAVE“. I didnt knew if she was meaning me because she looked at me but ran past. I just stood there and didnt knew what i was doing there, so i went along the hallway but i realised that something was behind me, charging at me.

Shortly when i looked back, weird creatures started coming out and they didnt looked pretty. Sharp teeth, sharp fingers and an alien alike head which was flooded with blood while making strange noises. I just knew that i needed to run and so i did.. I went through the hallways door which led to a bigger hall and the door shut behind me, giving me some extra time for my exit i thought. The woman was there too and she run away when i looked at her but i was more concerned about the alien hanging on the ceiling with its legs up like a bat. I somehow was suddenly next to it and stood few meters above the ground, trying to comunicate with it. I understood that it was speaking telepathically and he told me that i should get the fuck out of here because it was his hiding spot from those freaks outside. I didnt knew if i shouldve laughed but i asked if he could speak loudly english and he said „course i speak english“. We looked at each other and i realised that one of these freaks outside looked exactly like him but he was grey and the others were red. At this moment of realisation, the monsters crushed the door and swarmed the hall. One of them crawled the wall and just ripped the head of the alien guy while i was standing next to it. I started to run but didnt knew where, so i accepted my death and thought „well they got me“ but thanks to my unconscious mind, i could fly or lets say make one last jump that was high enough to teleport me through the „i dont know door“.

Now i was on a castle and the woman from back than grabbed my hand and dragged me to the castles toilett because the freaks swarmed and destroyed severall floors as well any other place. We both were pretty close to each other and i thought of rather how to get out because she was rather trying to trap me inside the toilett and run away. As i was looking at the door, she dissapeared behind me and i knew that she tried to kill me or let me be trapped there as food for the freaks.

So i jumped out of the only window and noticed that the entire castle was getting eaten and these beings were running on top of each other.. I knew that this kind of disease could never be fought with, it was way more intense than any zombie movie i had seen. As i saw the woman, she saw me and how alive i was. She didnt seemed happy, she rather looked like „fuck he didnt died“ – while she got runned over and eaten alive by the zombies.

As for me, i really thought that this would be it but i managed to jump from head to head of the freaks two times and the third time, i made a really high jump to the rest of the fourth floor and stood there..

Suddenly a menu appeared in front of me and loaded 12.000 points to my account. It seemed that i was playing a live zombie game where the last survivor would get a lot of points. Even the other three players appeared and were not happy that i won, but i didnt even knew that this was a game. So much for dreaming.

Spiritual dangers..

Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you! It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and […]

Spiritual advances…

So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me. I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time. The time youre […]

Spiritual Problems ..

Hello everyone, The reason for the absence of spiritual stuff lately, is because the usual stuff isnt working. Well how am i going to explain it.. I cant get out of my body and i try to understand whats causing this problem. Some people said that talking too much about it, can cause this problem […]

Secret Society Secrets – The Three Dots

Welcome to the world of secret society. A world in which a broke person has nothing to do. A world in which only the really rich can enter. Today, i will tell you the beautiful art sight of this world and how we handle the doomed and useless humans in the lower parts of the […]

Doubtful Adventures – Part 1

Three days ago i had a pretty intense confrontation with my parents. We were living in the forest near a mountain which was inside a magic circle. This circle was there to protect us and the rest of the people but lately it started to crumble and many people left out of fear. My parents wanted to stay but i was against it and told them to move in to a different area with a stronger circle, but they refused to listen and even hit me in the face for bringing it up.

This made me really angry so i told them how i thought, took my magic spell book and left them in the hope they die painfully. I know it wasnt right but the crumbling of the circle went already a month and it was about to break. If it breakes, a giant storm appeares from nowhere and destroys everything while it cuts everything to pieces. Standing inside a storm was enough to spit blood and receive devastating damage. Once an elder of the forest told that the circle would regenerate by a certain chance but no one knew how and when. I think my parents tried to hope for that but it was no use. Their magic skills were pathetic and couldnt provide any safety from any danger. They hoped that i would stay with them for their remaining life time but thats over now.

As i moved outside of the circle, pictures of my childhood left too .. Me playing at the playground and using the magical slide with the others which beamed us upwards to the skys and back. It was really fun i thought… The hauling children eating dog was gone too. Some of the parents threw their kids towards it and they got eaten alive because they couldnt handle them.. I dont know why such a thing existed here but they had told us that its not a big deal.. All of them were gone. I guess thats life i thought but since i knew better now, i realised how disturbing this really was. The most had deserved to die.

After an hour of walking and fast sprinting with my magic spell „Whirlwind stamina“, i could see several paths but i didnt knew which way i should go since i really was never out of the circle. The only thing my parents had told me was, that i never should stay outside of the circle for more than three days and always cover myself with the coating spell to stay undetected but i never knew why. They said that either the storm would get me or „them“. With „them“ they ment monsters which were alive on different levels of magical dimensions. Once youve got detected, they would hunt you down and no spell could ever harm them because they were too strong…

I didnt really believed that crap because nothing happend for 19 years and no one ever came back injured. All were always healthy and nothing could beat our magic spells i thought. No diseases, no hunger but a lot of greed .. I knew the only thing that would kill us would be greed because there was nothing to do except gathering gold and treasures.

As you might thought that our world shouldve been peaceful and full of love, no it wasnt. Greed is always there whenever someone has not the same as someone else, or in this case, lesser intelligence.. That all is now the past!

I just went a random path from the 5 which were available and shortly i noticed that crows appeared. Crows were my friends because i once helped one of them, atleast i thought it. But these crows were strange, they started flying over me in circles like i would become prey or die. My senses rushed and i pulled my spell book to cover myself with a protection spell. The spell that was written here was at a „Disaster Level“ if i would use my blood but i always was told to never use those spells because of a curse that would appear. So i decided to use my normal level protection coating „Lightning Cube“ and it covered me enough to become a bit invisible.

Surely someone would notice me but it seemed to be enough against the crows .. right? .. Well no! They attacked me right away and i started to run again but i wasnt fast enough. I really didnt wanted to use any of the blood magic spells because i couldnt measure the power and curse which would come with it. But i had no choice, these crows took pieces of flesh from my back as i screamed in pain and blood was running already.

I really couldnt understand what kind of crows those were so i used my back dripping blood and used the disaster level destruction spell „Negative Shockwave“ while the book stated to throw my blood at the enemy.

As i called in pain „NEGATIVE SHOCKWAVE“ to the direction of the crows, a huge burst of pain accured in my body.. but in exchange.. i felt the power in my body which created a giant, red glowing shockwave which dismantled the entire area including over 200 meters of trees and grass to sand… The crows were instantly dead and the sky was clear..

What a relief.. and what power! I was shocked about the power i felt but the pain was insane. I thought i would pass out because of it.. As i wanted to use a healing spell and looked through the spell book, i noticed that my wounds were gone! That surprised me because there was no healing included in this spell.

Had i missed something ? I was looking at the spell and saw that it was glowing in red. The spell was changing into something as i watched sitting in the hot sand. The spells level had increased to „Blood Level“.. That was strange because never had any of the normal spells changed inside the books. Every child who was ready since childhood received a spell book from the elders and only the owner could read and use it but the parents could read it if the owner allows so. Since i never told them anything about it and because they never asked, i thought they knew about the disaster level spells. They mentioned it once but only the elders told always to never use them since they couldnt change the spells inside the books. Otherwise they would’ve took them out ..right?

I never knew how they made the books but a rumor told that the elders were from the outside and created those books to benefit us and than died or dissapeared. If you ask me, something wasnt right about this story..

The curse of the blood mage … what could that be ?.. Maybe it was the pain because it was too intense ? And i still didnt knew what was all about it.. As i sat there, a wind blew through the books pages. Suddenly there was something written in the empty pages about blood mages.

„Blood mage spells activated – Pain level zero“

„Whoever uses the blood spells will attain power in exchange of tremendous pain“

I didnt understood why this was appearing now but after these two sentences, another three pages appeared and stood empty.

I closed the book and walked the rest of the path down while i kept an eye on the sky for crows and touching my back to ensure that i really was fully healed. It was still surprising ..

It was surely dangerous outside here .. the normal spells couldnt do much, so what was the purpose to learn them ? As i asked the question and used the spell „Wide Eyes“ to see where i was going.

I saw a big fire when i warped my vision across the mountain terrains at a castle. I knew that i shouldnt head the way because it was empty and the fire grew to a huge tornado.. I had never seen such storms and powers inside circle .. Was this the reason why everyone fled always to a new and secure circle ? Was it this dangerous outside ?..

Too many questions but i knew i would find the answer. I changed my way and warped my vision to a different place, noticing a village and few people. I was glad to see someone out there but as i tried to look further, the villagers heads turned all towards me simultaneously and blocked me from looking.

This was my next goal.. even though i got a bit scared, with my blood spells i should be able to deal with any problem. I wont use them too often i told myself… atleast i thought so.

I started moving again but the village was still far away.

Part 2 Follows Shortly! 🙂 Like and Follow for more!

0108 – The House

We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange… We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing […]

The others Problems.. – Not just Earths

Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there. It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on […]

How does the „Matrix“ work inside the planets ?

You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How […]

What is the biggest problem of the people?

In my opinion the following: You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience. You could not be a human having a spiritual experience. People die, their soul remains eternal. But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false […]

How ghost/demon posessions work!

Has anyone ever saw one of these videos where someone gets an exorcism because he or she does weird stuff ? I guess many did saw some.

The problem is that these as they call „demons“ only exist because they believe in them. They believe that they exist inside of them and start to act that way too. Mostly these people are religious!

Now dont get me wrong, these things happen! BUT not in the way as they are shown in videos. They make it way to over dramatic and „scary“ for many unconscious people, so they believe its real. Another point is that they want you to believe it so you convert to their religion. Mostly these posessions „happen“ for bullshitting purposes and that is a matter of fact. Dont believe always stuff that you see in the internet!

Now whats a posession from the view of spiritualism ?

Well its when a being of a lower frequency, bounds itself to you and enjoys your low vibing energy by consuming it. This can happen if you astral travel to low level frequencys or paralell „nightmare“ dimensions. These places are worlds with own physics and rules but dont get me wrong, you wont ever see a giant monster or the devil in front of you! These are mostly smaller beings that try to snatch your godly negative energy that gets radiated from you. They get dismissed a few days or sometimes months. It all depends on yourself and how you regain yourself to higher frequency! No one except you can help you there which makes all the exorcism pretty stupid and a rather money and show business..

How do these beings bound or attach themselves to somebody ?

They sense or see your low level frequency and hop on you or stay in your area. If youre constantly angry or radiate any other „bad“ frequency, they might get easy access to you. This doesnt mean that any other high frequency being cant get angry! This doesnt mean that always snatches upon you as well. Mostly these things happen very rarely but if it happens, then the person mustve been in the lower levels for very long time. These beings cant hurt you! This should be said as well. They cant harm you but they can increase the level of sadness or in whatever bad mood you are in! The higher it gets, the more they can eat from your energy and you will feel bad.

Conclusion: Real posessions are just beings from the fourth lower dimensions which eat YOUR RADIATING negative energy and enhance them if they see an opening in your aura.

How do you realise a posession?

Well… alone this question beams you higher up, so dont worry, a person with a „posession“ doesnt ask these kind of questions but rather gets pissed at everything xD And dont forget, being mad because youre pissed about life isnt an indicator for anything, but whatever you radiate will be either eaten if its bad or enlighten the day of others.

If you want to know more about it, look inside our book! Theres way more if youre ready!

World of nightmare – Close the door, dim the lights!

In the day of 2022, all lights went out and the nightmare came upon from the dark. The calm oceans which were unexplored for more than 96% were unvailed once the dark had taken the world.

The governments had no possibility to return electricity due to solar winds which caused an electromagnetical pulse through the globe. All electrical devices were useless now and the world seemed to be taken back in time.. But the problem was bigger than anybody couldve imagined..

After the tenth day, the oceans began to loose water and no one knew why. The sun wasnt providing light either because something in the atmosphere was blocking the lights path. This caused a rapid cold wave inside the planetary atmosphere. No one knew what the giant ball was and where it came from. All we knew, was that the government itself went away. The dissapeared and everybody thought that they knew what happend and that this mess coming from them… but in reality, they were all dead.

The oceans dissapeared to thin air, nothing made sense anymore because the planet was becoming more and more useless for life. Everything was dying. Many lost their lives due to the cold and went down some bunkers they had dug or else.. The rest was surviving from the larger threat underground.

After the oceans went thin air, something came on land.. A thing, a being or mutation we thought, but it was out of this world. It looked a bit humanly but it looked like it was „lagging“ like in some sort of computer game. The face was disturbingly cut sideways and its mouth was diagonally crossing from the middle part of its head – to the backside of his left arm. The hands were long and thin and the body was cut sideways as well. Its body was covered with some sort of black stuff that i couldnt explain. No one knew with what we had to deal with. Luckily there was no snow, just some ice and the temperature went never under minus ten. This gave us atleast clear sight … so we thought.

One day i went up the bunker, trying to find food and get as fast as possible back without being seen by anybody. It was always dark outside and the only thing you might hear was that monster which seemed to be everywhere. How did i knew that it was close ? Well.. whenever it was there, a popping sound of a light bulp appeared from no where. This was telling you aswell to start running because it knew you were there. It was russian roulette every time.

As i moved slowly and steady around the city, i was armed with a crossbow and three light bullets for the emergency gun. It would drag attention to all nearby creatures and buy some time but closely it would reduce me survival chances to zero. The problem with these creatures was their power and durability. Rumors told that whatever you shot or hit it with, it would not die and chase you until it had you, so not many tried to kill them. No one knew how many where out there but these things hunted everything that was .. alive. Their power could destroy heavy metal doors and hiding was only possible if there was no light. It seemed that they appeared because of ..light. Whenever you lightend a candle, you were in danger, whenever you used a torch light, you were in danger.. These beings could literally appear in front of you..

While i was moving i didnt saw a single dead body in the city. Where were they all gone?? Last time i saw few but now … everything was dead. After few minutes of peaceful walk, i reached a super market and strangely noticed that all the food was melting ?.. It became like the black mass from these beings. My mind was telling me that this planet was turning into something else.. Was everything becoming the black ball which blackened the sun???

As i heard a voice in the supermarket, i started running but before i could run away, it was too late.. I was already cut sideways in half and saw a blue light.. The monster was splitting itself and started to puke on my body parts.. The black mass started to consume me.. I .. started ..to turn….? …

What … was this …feeling ?…. „Spread the tumor“ …

„Yes .. Spread the tumor …ki..kill…KILL ..KILL!!!“

The black ball had consumed earth .. the evil was spreading across the entire universe.

What caused it ? Who caused it ?

That doesnt matter now.

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland. I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again. The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there.. The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, […]

A Killers Diary – Lockdown Problems

Hello humans,

As well as you experience right now, nations are under lockdown and many have lost their work. The lockdowns affect many in our society and iam one of them, since i cant get enough bodys to kill and feast on.

My pallet is only made from the finest human flesh, but with the restrictions upfront, i cant gather too much information about my victims and neither can i stay too long outside. My entire plan got changed because of this virus. There is no virus because i would’ve got it first!! Screw this cursing government…

My next victim will be a police woman .. since there are so many out there, this could become my treasure.. The hardest kills of my legacy will be shown in my trophy room, with their heads hanging in liquid bottles. Everyone should be honored to hang there!

As you might want to know, my problems begin with finding the right timing to hunt my prey. Often i could just sit in my van and watch what the prey did for few weeks before i smashed the head in, but now… i cant watch because the police is too often around. My other collections start to rot because i cant keep up bringing more blood for my bleeding walls which keep the bodys alive. My dark rituals cant be done without fresh blood, otherwise it would kill the caster, ME!

There are many problems right now because family’s sit in their homes.. Maybe i should advertise my place so the police shows up and i trap and kill one by one.. This will be my solution! Until next time, ive got a plan to write and built and one day, you might make it to my trophy wall.

-a killer

Dangerous Adventures

I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again. I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on […]

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe. It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a […]

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose. They had found […]

The thing at my bed

I was awake, atleast i thought so because my room seemed normal until i started hearing an unnatural moaning voice in the room next to me.

I knew there was no one in that room and thats why i started sweating and panicking. Was there someone trying to sneak in ? But who would moan like that ?

As my sweat covered my blanket i got more nervous and thought of getting up and confronting it but i was shaking in fear because i felt that an evil energy was coming from that room.

Since the room had no door, i could clearly see inside and felt horror because the room was empy, yet the moaning was still there. Is he or it hiding behing the sofa ? No it cant be, the voice was too loud to come from behind the room. As i slowly wanted to sit down on my bed, a being came running out of the room. I wanted to scream but covered myself in my blanket because i was so afraid… Im a coward .. am i ? As i slowly tried to peak at it, i noticed that it was still standing and moaning loud and disturbing.. It was like an animal would be tortured and hanged. The sound would haunt me forever i thought.

As i peaked, i saw the appearance of this thing. It was wearing a white dark robe and its hands were spikey. The face was strangely twisted inwards and blood was spilling out of its face. It really looked monstrous and creepy.

Suddenly it started running back to the room and dissapeared. As my bed was flooded with cold sweat, i stood up and slowly approached the room. The voice was gone and i needed to be sure that this thing was gone.

One step inside the room.. and the last thing i remember was that thing running at me. I mustve slipped or something and went unconscious.

Tomorrow morning i watched my security camera which covered half of the second room from my bed. I started sweating again.. because i noticed that the monster was me, fighting with myself. The only thing that stopped myself from stabbing me that night, was my sweat. I slipped because of that and dropped the knife while i fell hard on my head…

But.. what was that feeling that i felt … As i turned back from the camera, i saw it standing across the room … moaning again and sprinting in a weird manner towards me…

Smart Zombies – The Maze of Traitors

It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team. We knew that […]

Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die. But i found myself in a open cell in hell.. It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because […]

Astral travel – does it work again?

Yesterday i was annoyed because of the new years celebration outside my house. I though i understand, i couldnt really sleep but this seemed to helped me out.

I wasnt even trying to get out of my body, but luckily i was laying down on my back and i realised that my body was sleeping. Loud noises out of nowhere appeared which vibrated in my head. I knew that it was a sign that i might get out but i didnt wanted to think anything because it can disrupt my body and wake me up.

So i was still until the the vibration went away and now i was trying to move with willpower because thats the way you fly out normally, you just imagine how you move and it becomes reality.

Unfortunatly it wasnt working, my body was holding on to me like it was glued together and something on my left hand began to help me out. It tried to pull me out of my body but i couldnt see what it was, but i knew it was friendly!

I saw how i left my body and how i was lying on the floor, ready to stand up and look at my sleeping body. The problem was, that while i was pulled, i went to a dream state inside my house.. That meant i didnt saw my body sleeping which caused => false awakening (The state of thinking „am i really out?“) But i forgot and went on with the dream..

Whenever you dont see your body, dont ever think „oh im just dreaming it now, damn it“ – as i did. This will disrupt your critical thinking process and through you out for good if your concentration wasnt high at all. I shouldve realised that my body was laying down the other way around in my dream, in reality i was sleeping somewhere else.

I guess it cant be helped.. it worked but i screwed it.. I shouldve let myself fall backwards from a high building instead the next time.

And right now when i told the story to my wife, she told me that she pulled someones left arm the entire dream … i dont know if she was it! xD

Sind wir, was wir zu sein glauben? Glaubenssätze einfach erklärt.

Zunächst einmal, ihr könnt auch sehr viel über das Thema in meinem Buch lesen. Gern auch kostenlos über Kindl. Einfach im Kindl oder auf Amazon „Glaubenssätze spirituel betrachet“ eingeben, das Buch ist von 2018 und ich bin Katja Kubiak. Es freut mich sehr, wenn meine Leser auch eine Rezension dalassen. Ich bekomme zwar sehr viel […]

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Warum weiß der eine mehr, der andere weniger übers Leben? Wir sagen es euch, kurz und knapp.

A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes. The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself Or Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul … But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

Taking a walk … outside …

It was a late afternoon when i decided to take a little walk along the road of my street. Since the state had everything under lockdown, it was forbidden to take any walks outside in daylight without your security ID for the corona virus. But nights it seemed to be alright, so i pulled over my shirt, took the keys, close the door and went outside..

A warm wind was blazing along the trees.. the street was empty. I decided to take a walk through the woods instead through the streets because i might get trouble from the so called „friend and Helper“.

After few minutes of walking in darkness, i noticed a broken house in the forest. It seemed someone was living inside there because a candle was lit at the window, but when i came close, there was no window and the candle went off.

I was about to leave and not cause trouble for traspassing but .. something seemed odd about the house. I had never see it before and i was living here now for seven years. How did it come that i never noticed it ?

The house was really big i thought, the lenght could assume that it was a hangar for aircrafts.. but it wasnt.

Before i wanted to go away, i heard footsteps behind me. An old guy was coming right at me with his eyes locked at my face. My heart started to pound quickly, was i in danger ? Should inget ready to fight him? Why was he not saying anything and coming towards me ??? .. Questions drove me to the point of trying to hit him first before he would but,…. we walked past me … He was wearing a robe like outift, it was very unusual i thought. Maybe it was camoflage? Trying to stay in the shadows from the police i thought.

He went straight to the house and was about to open the door but turned around and yelled loud „DONT GO THERE!“. Was he meaning me ? He clearly wasnt looking at me, but to the darkness from were he came from. The situation was strange enough but when he went inside, he left the door open.

I was unsure .. why should i even think of going inside when this freak just went there, maybe he was living there i thought. I was about to leave when i noticed something strange.. It was suddenly cold and very dark…

But screw that, i decided to go home and not fuck around with people who scream into the woods! A ticket from the police was still better than ending on a sacrificial table.

I walked away from the house and as i was walking back, i looked back one more time.. My heart started racing and i started to run … The guy with the robe was sprinting towards me and he held a machete or sword in his hands… He was screaming „DONT GO THERE“ but i was running until i couldnt see him anymore.

After a few minutes i was back on the main road and took my breath before i decided to walk home, but making sure that he wasnt following me.

A late smoke session

The last few days i was smoking a bit of green grass and relaxing, asking myself what i could know that is not new because i had always the feeling that everything we see and hear wasnt new in any way. It was an ally all along and the strange things which happend to me, […]

Spiritual ‚Progress‘ – Trapped Symptoms

So a couple weeks ago, i told you to find evidence which could clarify a trap inside your physical body, which meant that it was impossible to leave to the astral world with your astral body.

Besides that youre trapped a lifetime in your physical body, i had found a silver wall or watery silver and thick shining ..stuff that was sticking to me.

Today i want to share some symptoms which appear when youre trapped.

Now this doesnt need to be true for you, but it might be similiar so heres the list:

● Same dreams over and over with the possibility to change them ( basically you dream the same stuff so often, that you can change the outcame even unconscious inside the dream/autopilot)

● Old dreams appear out of nowhere and things that didnt made sense, start to become clearer while you dream (this means if you ever had blurry and no sense dreams or scenes which were covered by blackness, they might be better now and cleared to make sense)

● The feel of repeating (a small fraction of a feeling which tells you that these dreams are rather time waste and useless + that they might repeat again after a few weeks)

● You fall asleep like something is snapping with its fingers (this means that you cant really meditate properly and if so, you just black out instead feeling your astral body or else)

(☆ star symptom) This symptom is a bit special because in my case, i havent found yet someone who can say the same except my wife and even she is often unsure about it. So let me explain.

This symptom is a process in which you dream an already dreamed dream twice. This means one the very first time and now again while trapped and afterwards, it never appears again! Plus a few symptoms from above such as the repeating symptom! Sometimes you even feel that you never had this dream, yet you could swear with your life that you knew the dream already.

This is followed by the symptom of the same thought (this means that all the stuff around you including thoughts, acts and pretty much everything in real life happend once before and that this life or dream youre living right now, is either a synchronisation to something or a really big joke)

I cant be the only one feeling that there is something way bigger, even though ive told it in our book „How we created the world“ – I really think that this all might just be a synchronisation.

Dreams are a nice playground to get in control for later, but in the end its just „Sleep -TV“ and utterly useless for someone who remembered all the nonsene what is going on „up there“

Ill try to find more, thats it for now. Let us now if you find something! 🙂

Basement – Smile

I dont remember how i got here..

My brain itches … how is that possible ?

As i was slowly coming up from my uncomfortable „bed“, i saw that this room was rotting and dirty..

How long have i been here ? And why i cant remember anything ?

I was naked except for shorts ans the ground was cold. There was nothing inside the room.. just a few numbers on the wall saying „147“ and a rusty -broken door. I slowly walked but fell down on the ground. I could’nt understand why i fell and after a few seconds i wrapped myself up, noticing blood draining from my spine.

It hurt… i touched my back and felt cuts along my spine.. What the hell did happen? i asked myelf, while my pulse was sky rocketing. I pushed the door open and already panicking, i saw a chair in the middle of the room. It was empty and there was no door.. I was trapped … was i ?

There was no exit and the chair emitted horrific energy’s which i felt in pain across my spine. What could i do ? What might happen if i sit there …again?

I felt terrified of the walls too.. it seemed as if it was watching me, like a crowd of terror waiting for me to sit on that cursing chair..

I slowly walked towards it, pushing the door further and stepping into the room. Suddenly the door closed loud.. For a moment i was feinting in fear i felt. But when i looked back, the door was missing..

Afraid and shaking from the cold, i sat down on the chair and … nothing happend… Did nothing happen? I was loosing consciousness.. was i dying ? ..

I felt leaving my body and seeing … how doctors operated on my spine.. Was i dreaming ? What happend ? But before i could get answers, i saw why my spine hurt so much.. They were carving the number 147 along my vertebreas… I was calm .. it was okay because the pain stopped. I was pittying them… until they looked above, straight at me, smiling and cutting while i was getting pulled back inside my body… It started to hurt again.. They would torture me.. again.

The deleted World of History

There was once a world before the modern day took the lights. A world before the counting.. Where animals and humans lived together, where no government was trying to restrict the movement of anybody across the country’s and no one had to fear consequences for rude behaviour.. there was no crime, no hate and many […]

The Puppet’s House

It was once a nice summer day where me and my friend Jack wanted to visit a new puppet house inside town, which had opened recently.

The place was always busy, atleast that was told at the advertise on tv. To be honest, these puppets looked scary but if they had the money to show it on tv, theyve must had a really good show right ? .. Well that was what we thought until we arrrived there.

Jack drove us down there and we stood at the front gates, it was a sunday late night and a warm wind was slightly bursting across our faces.

We wondered why it was different than the advertise did show us on the tv. The place was in the center of town yes, but there was not much going on around it. It looked rather like an abondoned house with the words „Welcome to the Puppet Show“. We looked inside through the window glass but couldnt see anything and neither was there any light, expect a button on the left side of the door.

We pressed it, not knowing what might happen and wondering if it was the right location. Jack just pressed several times and suddenly the door opened…

A puppet was standing in front of us and we were stunned because we didnt knew how the puppet was talking „Greetings my guests, come in and enjoy the show“. It seemed that the puppet which had a bright and creepy smile, was attached to the ceiling.

It was pretty cool we thought and so we followed it along a long floor. After a few steps of walking, we noticed another button on the wall and asked the puppet about it. „No worry’s, press it and find out“

I pressed it and we both fell down a trap door beneth us but we landed smoothly on a bed and heard a lot of voices.

Jack looked at me said „Either this will end bad for us, or we will have an underground party tonight!“ And as we stood up and looked around, we saw the radio from which the voices came.. So there was no one else… We got to the only door in the room and pushed it open, just to notice that there were people dancing and partying to weird music. It just seemed, that they were dancing to reversed voices.

„We mustve landed on a creepy show or whatever this place is“ i said to jack. He replied „Lets get out of here, i dont like this place after hearing this „song““.

We both walked straight to the people but the closer we came, the more we saw that all of them were just .. carton drawings which were moved by strings.. This place was really creepy and those drawings looked like monsters too. They were moving so real that we thought they are real.. But how was that possible we asked ourselves, we surely saw them dancing.

„Okay lets get out of here now, search the exit“ said Jack quite annoyed and a bit stressed. I mean it wasnt like him but i didnt liked the place either because we were here without payment, so it was probably illegal too.

We searched the exit but couldnt find any, but we noticed that the cardboard puppets were moving when we didnt looked at them. We both noticed it at the same time and thought „cool but nothing really special“ – until they started to move further towards us, were no string was attached anymore on the ceiling to move them logically.

We hadnt noticed that gas was coming from the air conditioner while we were bothered.

We tried to cover our faces but it wouldnt do much, there was no door either and we both fell unconscious…

After waking up, a group of few people stood around us and were looking strange, smiling at us both. We tried to stand up but we couldnt… It was that moment, that me and Jack realised, that we were leaning against each others back and couldnt stand because we became puppets as well, waiting for our strings..

I tried to scream for help, but my mouth wasnt moving… The only thing we both were saying, „Welcome to the Puppets Show“, while the crowd fell down the same trap..

Who is it ?

First we were seven people which came across the house, now only three left including me.

„What happend there ? Do you want to tell us ?“

We were walking down a path inside the forest, after we went to the beach. The only thing we did was to walk back the same path from which we came, but suddenly there was a house from nowhere.

We looked at each other and knew that this house wasnt there before and no one actually cared, we would’ve walked away if …

„If what Sarah ?“

if the woman wouldnt had came out and asked for help…

„What did you guys do ?“

Nothing.. we just stood there and listened what she told us. She was in panic and needed our help to fix something inside her basement. Since we were seven people, we didnt thought much about it and went inside to help her. She told me, and only me to follow her but i didnt wanted to, even if she seemed nice but still… something seemed very odd about that place i thought.

„So you all went inside and helped her, what happend next? Come on we need the whole story to find your friends Sarah!“

So while the others waited upstairs, i went downstairs with her. As i was walking down, she was constantly looking back and i was getting nervous. Than she said „wait here my child“ and in that point, she turned into some sort of monster with four legs, which started to crawl backwards the wall and back upstairs… I was shocked and couldnt scream, instead i climbed the small opened window out of the house and tried to warn my friends but…

„Youre saying that the woman transformed into ..that thing …and attacked your friends, while it let you there unscratched? What happend next?“

As i climbed out, i expected screams coming from the house but nothing .. I ran inside to tell them what happend and that we should run but, they werent there. The house was empty.. I dont know how to explain it ..

„Sarah, is that all what you remember?“

Yes .. after i woke up here, i cant remember what happened.

„Sarah, do you want to know what really happend?“

What do mean by that ? I told you all i know.

„Your friends Sarah, the remaining three, were found dead near the forest, and YOU were sleeping next to them with blood from all three in your hands and mouth“

YOU DAMN LIARS!! WHERE ARE MY FRIENDS!

„The other five ? .. Sarah, there was no one else besides you and the three you murdered that day, neither was there a house“

As Sarah’s eyes went wide of fear, she saw the demon right behind the investigator… He was smiling.

Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people. I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife. We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area […]

Spiritual dangers..

Since i read so much trash about light and love on the internet, i have decided to tell you a few secrets that either only very very few know, or dont want to tell you!

It makes me angry if i see people online talking about „the planet will rise to the fifth dimension and you will have the greatest gift to witness this godly moment“ – Bullshit…. Seriously .. this isnt going to happen! It never will happen because there are too many things that work against knowledge and consciousness! I dont even talk about earth but even the afterlife is dooming you, if you should listen to anybody besides yourself.

The global system from all its dimensions, is a huge trap itself. You loose your memory when you enter, you engage in so much bullshit that you dont know what to think anymore, than you run into another trap and the life and death cycle begins again because you were to stupid to see the game above you.

1. No one is your friend! No soul guide’s, no higher realm beings, no fcking entity from another universe! But they will tell you stories and tales to manipulate you later on, specially when youre in the light tunnels after death. Dont ever fucking listen to them!

2. The matrix is a high level construct that changes energy to benefit those who understood it. This means, if you know how to move energy from souls, you can use it for yourselves benefit to fuel ships or whatever. This is a high level money game for selfish reasons but the trade isnt money, its energy.

3. Dont get distracted by fragments of the worlds history. No one can find out what really happend because its made that way! It is for you to stay busy and never ask why the hell you’re here.

4. You dont have a damn mission on this planet! Your mission is to realise in what position youre in! To remember what the hell happend to you and how you can get the fuck out of all the layers of the universe – of all traps and tricks. Everyone who tells you otherwise, doenst know or is brain washed.

5. No light and love! That doesnt exist as you might think it does, or how it is told to be. The only real love you can experience is, when you get out of here and see the giant bubble of ingame structure infront of you! Real love is beyong all the universes and the „love“ or lets say fake ray you experience in the light tunnels, are traps to ensure you walk towards it.

6. Stay always VERY VERY SHARP AND THINK CONSCIOUSLY! All other thoughts are autopilot and exist to either steal energy constantly and to let you stay busy and imprisoned.

The last step is to realise that all those dummies who call themselves „woke“, arent even a bit awake.. You dont need to prove the point to anybody, 99% wont get it!

Want to know more about the universes and whats really going on? READ our book!

Spiritual advances…

So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me.

I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time.

The time youre unable to do it is determined by a certain thing that i dont know. Maybe law? But that wouldnt make any sense either. You can „load“ your astral body with energy but it doesnt do much either if youre trapped. I realised that even too much thoughts about it, may disrupt the possibility to do it.

Shortly said, think less or none, dont talk too much about it, and just do it without questioning it as „supernatural“.

This would make sense inside the astral world because thoughts disrupt the reality and causes you to fall inside a dream.

I need to do more… ive seen nowhere yet, that someone can really explain why they cant do it anymore. I need to find evidence that makes sense but i dont want to think the worst ..

If you want to know more, take a look in our books 🙂

What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever. Lets cut that straight to the point. Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a […]

Spiritual Problems ..

Hello everyone,

The reason for the absence of spiritual stuff lately, is because the usual stuff isnt working.

Well how am i going to explain it..

I cant get out of my body and i try to understand whats causing this problem. Some people said that talking too much about it, can cause this problem but thats not a real reason….right?

As for my little research, theres some sort of a wall which surrounds me. This wall or liquid is floating and it shines like silver around me. If i want to move, i start to feel like im trapped inside a thick liquid which is quite dense.

I cant figure out whats going on..yet .. but i will! This state, lets me experience several dreams all over again but this time, i can change them from the inside. Iam not sure if this has to say anything, but it tells me that i cant get out … Its like a feeling of „NO!“ without explanation..

Is it because i would leave and let my body die? But even so, this doesnt make sense.. Nothing can decide for me, only if its pre- determined by yourself through the life plan, only than it can be made. But it wouldnt make sense if i could go out, and now its just not working because of this dense crap.

I keep you up with the news and should get back to meditation. If anybody has the same problem, let me know!

If youre interested and had no idea just now, about what i was talking about, than check out our book! This will help you! 😉

Das Leben eines Nervösen

Es begann schon in der 5ten Klasse. Das Sprechen vor meinen Mitschülern war schwer erträglich weil sie entweder lachten oder ich es selbst tat, während ich gleichzeitig anfing zu heulen. Das blieb so. Bis zur 10ten Klasse war ich eine Suse wie meine Mitschüler mich beschrieben. Aber sind wir ehrlich, kennt ihr das Gefühl nicht, […]

Live Game – Unexpected

It was a cold winter night. I was sleepy and fell to bed after watching another useless video in the internet.

As my eyes closed, i noticed that i was already moved inside a dream. This dream was different than many because i found myself back in a psychological horror game, which i thought might be great in VR games..

I was standing inside two dirty and old rooms. The walls were bold and empty until i turned around. Behind me was a wall with three words..

„Play“

„Settings“

„Go“

Besides these words i noticed many drawings and blood across the wall. Even a painting of a face which seemed to move when i looked at it. I asked myself if this was a horror game and i kind of liked the idea because i was bored anyway. I knew that i was sleeping in my bed a few moments ago but i wasnt sure to play the full game. Besides, i had already dreamed this sequence once and knew that i wasnt going to the end.

I didnt pressed around too much in the menu. The only thing i pressed was „Play“ and i didnt wanted the dream to end quickly because i knew, causing trouble inside a dream with small things, brought only shortage to it.

After pressing play, the menu dissapeared and i turned around to notice two beings standing right behind me. Both were lying on the ground. I think one was dead and the other one was an arm away from another, watching inside a black hole in the ground that wasnt there before. They had neither eyes nor face.. Just black figures which seemed tortured but i wasnt sure. The one near me, was turning his head rapidly to left and right without stopping. It was the one i thought who was dead.

I wasnt scared, rather it was annoying because the room seemed full. I walked to my left and saw a floor appearing in hologram colours. It surely was no surprise, after all i was playing a game.

I walked down the floor and knew that the upcoming room would become really dark but.. it wasnt fully dark, only half.

I stood still and looked across the room while i was standing still near the floor. There was it, another one of these being but this time, it was watching me and it had red glowing eyes and tooth. The tooth were spiky and it hands as well the legs, were spiky too. But it didnt moved, it only looked at me while rotating its head.

For a second i thought of my human reaction, to probably getting the hell scared and out of there, but i knew somehow that these beings would react on my level of fear. I knew it would come screaming at me if i would be scared because monsters work that way. They wait until you get scared, just to absorb your energy and grow in power, so you get even more scared and feed them more.

I just looked at it and thought „ah yes.. thats you“ and walked casually inside the room…

One meter ahead i stopped again, because i saw another one right behind it. But this one looked very humanly. I didnt knew that person but when i looked closer, i realised that it was eventually me. I couldnt believe it but the guy looked very similiar to me. And than i backed off, i knew i had to get out. But why ?

Well … after backing out, i realised i was awake and i wondered about that dream. A moment later, i found out that this dream was a part of a really old dream, a long time ago. In that dream, i was sitting on a couch exactly like the room what i was about to enter, right besides the floor. The room on the old dream was filled with daylight, while the floor was the dark area i wouldnt go in. I was sitting there and thinking on how to get through the dark floor. So i had made a small mannequin out of my energy which should look inside the floor but without moving inside. First it was a dog, but it was ugly and i feared it could be killed by the unknown inside the floor.

While i was making the mannequin and stood behind its back, i noticed a dark figure with a darkblue aura coming towards me from the floor, but it stopped before entering and went slowly back inside.. The dream ended with me and my figure looking inside the dark floor..

Bist Du eine „alte“ Seele?

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Ich werde oft gefragt: „Was ist eigentlich los mit mir? Ich fühl mich hier so fehl am Platz, was stimmt denn mit mir nicht?“ Nun eigentlich stimmt alles mit dir. Es ist nur so, dass viele von uns dieses Leben nun eben nicht zum ersten Mal leben, sondern…

0108 – The House

We were a team of six and our objective was to secure the house from every corner. We didnt knew with what we were dealing with and the situation seemed strange…

We secured the villa inside the forest which was told to be a safe house for certain terrorist members, but after discovering that nothing was inside, strange things started to happen.

Me and two others of the team secured the first and second floor, the house seemed very normal without any sings of blood or else. In fact it was just covered in foil and packages without anything inside.

We found a note and a camera on a chair inside a small room. The note said „Play“, so we did..

We saw how some cultists gathered into some sort of position in the very room where we secured the camera. The strange thing was, that several signs were written inside the walls of the house, but only visible through the camera. We confirmed that everybody was seeing the same as i did and so we continued through the house again while holding a camera infront of us.

The house was full of weird signs and marks. In the second floor after gathering the test of the team, we heard some voices coming along from the floor. I nearly got an heart attack of what i saw..

There was a being.. a thing, a monster, call it however the fuck you want. That thing had a hook arm and sharp fingernails on the other hand, really ugly face which was split in four parts and no eyes or mouth. It knew that we were filming it and it started to attack us but we shot it. It worked and we heard a loud drop to the ground. We shot it several times again to confirm the kill…

After this we continued to search the rest of the house…

We found a hidden basement underground. Without a code we couldnt get in and the door had rusty chains all over it, after we looked with the camera. All signs were telling me to never open that god cursed door, but we still opened it…

The room was dark and almost empty. We looked at every corner to see if something was hiding. The camera showed nothing but… a door which was not installed into the wall, opened itself with noises.

We held the camera at the door and screemed all together. I threw the camera inside that room and closed the door but two of our men were still watching the camera and got their heads cut in half infront of our eyes. We shot through the door and across the room before we ran outside without orders from our commander…

That day, two men died and the building got bombed to pieces after our report. Nobody wanted to go inside again… The only thing i remember seing down there, was a monster running towards us with three heads already inside the room…

Weird Days

Yesterday i just slept unusual 4 hours while being strongly awake until two in the morning. I had no idea why, the only thing i had taken was chilly and mint tea… Seemed to be way stronger than coffee .. And now im here .. laying down on my bed at 20:00 and nearly drowing […]

The others Problems.. – Not just Earths

Ive had a dream last night in which i was suprisingly conscious. I didnt knew where i exactly was but i was wondering how i got there.

It was late in the night and i was walking down the streets. I wanted to find somebody i can talk with and suddenly there was someone on a small staircase, coming down the street. It was a woman and she smiled as i approached her.

I said hi and asked to tell me where i was, but she didnt said anything except smiling and telling me „Come on, theres a party in my house, we talk there“. She was walking forth and i was caucious and for whatever reason i told her „Before we go, look into my eyes for a second, i have to check you quickly“.

She came in front of me and i looked sharply in her eyes. It was like she knew what i was doing and as i did the trick, i understood why i did it. I was checking if she was human, monster or alien and within two seconds, she was loosing consciousness and started to shake while i watched her. She was a human and nothing unusual was within her body, so i trusted her and we walked as if nothing had happend.

We went a few meters and her house was right next to the street from which we were walking. I just went inside and three other girls and a guy stood inside of it. One guy and a girl left, so i stood there with the others and they introduced themselves but i dont remember their names ..i think one was Lucy and the other girl was Alice but before they finished, the girl asked me what my name was.

I told them, that „the dimension from where i came, they called me „Arslan“, but from myself, i dont prefer any names and lets leave it like that“. They smiled and said „Alright than youre the nameless“. I was okay with that. After that we started to talk and i was wondering which kind of physics and rules were applied to this dimension. But before i asked, i noticed that the house was odly dark and only a few LED-lights were burning on few corners. Neither was there a party.

I stood up and asked to do the glaring trick but the others started running upstairs and i wasnt sure why. They told me to stay downstairs and wait until its over. I wasnt sure what was happening but i wasnt affraid. They did let me do the glare before leaving and none of them were other things than humans. I still walked behind them, i just wanted to see what would happen.

They were running and running upstairs and on each floor, somebody stood still and didnt moved, telling the one to not move until its over. This continued to the third floor and higher, until we stood with a bunch of people on the top of the building.

I saw now what was going on. They told me that they had to face a horde of burning demons every night and that many died because of it. But i was rather surprised because when i looked across the street, everyone was … gone. But the lights were brightly on every corner of the town and the top of every building seemed burned. I wondered why it was always the top but i was going to know shortly.

The people gathered on top, were actually some random people and some were from games i played when i was a kid. They seemed real xD. A few moments later i heard a loud screaming noise coming out from a violett portal.

This noise was caused by burning, one eyed bats which started burning down the entire building. The people started to fight but it was pointless because these bats were just fire. Once inside the flames, everything was reduced to ashes and this explained why the heaven was full of an orange/red fog.

Not all died, but the figures which i knew did. The girls from earlier survived and the portal closed. I stood there, just watching and than i fly’d a bit up and caused the building to collapse to both sided. It was completely burned and soon after i just left, flying around a bit and noticing, that even these people didnt knew the fact that they were souls and not humans…

The reason i didnt died there, was because i was fully aware of myself and my situation.

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The New Job – Escape ? …!

As i turned slowly around while my heart was pounding like never before, a being stood in front of me. It had a foil over the head like a coat and i couldnt see the face. My feat were stuck of fear while i looked at it. A few seconds later … my vision got […]

How does the „Matrix“ work inside the planets ?

You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is.

The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that exists on this planet and dimension. How far it stretches and how strong it acts upon you, is decided on how much conscioussness you’ve got.

The more you know about it, the more it advances against you and lures into traps of your ego.

It doesnt only exist on earth but on several other planets as well, which are low swinging in frequency. This matrix net eats and consumes negative energy because it is the cheapest and most – energy -consuming – energy available on the planet. You could say its dirty money with no consequences to itself.

The matrix causes people, partners and whatever who is unaware about it, to get negatively fast. And by this i mean every negative emotion and thought. The only way to truly know that the thoughts you talk off your mouth are really YOURS, is to be conscious at all times. It can only manipulate if your on autopilot/ dream alike state of mind.

This being together with the ego – is a super complex system to support itselfs energy supply without your notice. Many people, and with that i mean over 90% the population, dont know about the existence and manipulations on the ethereal levels.

Since the matrix supports negative energy, it supports negative acts from everything that lives on the planet. This means that many who do harm are mostly on top positions and those who like to help and create a better world, meet their end quite fast. This is because the matrix hates love. It cant stand it and because of this fact, it will try to bring lovers apart, partners to fight and many things more. It knows when it succeeds, that its system is working and it can go on like that. But the biggest reason is the negative emotion that can be dragged out of both people who cant see each other and suffer.

When you suffer, you release emotion. When the emotion is bad, it will be consumed and advanced to get more, if your unconscious mind lets it happen. If the emotion is good, it will hurt the matrix.

This invisible thing has a giant construction of helpers on the planet which cant be seen, but be observed when the spirit is outside the body, or the mind outside the cage. In our book, we got in much more detail about it! You should check it out and know what really is out here. Once you get a hold, the world of the living becomes much more boring than usual because you wont want to know whats on your instagram or Facebook but around you! Dive in, to the secrets of your past.

What is the biggest problem of the people?

In my opinion the following:

You are a spiritual being who is having a human experience.

You could not be a human having a spiritual experience.

People die, their soul remains eternal.

But the bad thing about it is, who sees himself only as a human being, often has an insanely large EGO, a false ego.

Which does not help him, but separates him from everything that could help him.

Because it serves only to be led astray.

I suspect that this false ego is the bigger, the more you get entangled in humanity.

The more separated you are from your true – divine – origin.

Do not fall for it.

Reflect again, the more you argue, complain and others do the same with you, the stronger are these entanglements, they are of no use to you.

They make you lonely, aggressive and in a bad mood.

Find back to your true nature.

Many ways how to do this can be found in my blog.

But the first step is to realize that youre not the person in the mirror. The human being you see there isnt really you, but the ego in combination with thoughts and identification.

Your face is only the shell that belongs to you for a while. Nature takes the bodys back.

What remains after that, after the death of this shell, is you, a soul.

Find your way back there while you are here.

Consider this body as a gift from God, but not as an identification of yourself!

Then you will also find the way back to the divine core and to inner peace and outer love.

Before that you will be caught in a cycle of unpleasant things.

Again and again.

Have a good day

The New Job …

I was a doctor in a nice city, had the best clients and never to worry at all. But one day, my little bitch of a girlfriend left me because i wanted to do a job further out the city. They were paying me alot more … Why didnt i listened to her? I should […]

The Room on the Hills

I was with a group of 6 people. Three guys and three girls. We were walking casually around and the area seemed unfamiliar. While it was getting dark, we came across a splitting route which lead either up or to the right, down the city. The two girls and a guy went up and i […]

Dream Nights

The last few days i started to dream some weird stuff … and it still holds on. My problem is that these dreams make clearly no sense and neither can i become aware of inside of them. The only thing that happens IF i become aware, is that the dream pattern and my movements, STILL […]

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland.

I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again.

The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there..

The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, looked dirty and small but was aggressive, just like the guy who was a cannibal in the documentary i watched few weeks ago. I hoped that it wasnt him because he would drink his own piss and cut off other peoples tongue’s 😂.

Unfortunatly, it was a weirdo and he told us to finish three tasks he was giving. The tasks were very disgusting and disturbing and with each task, the first and second guy went home. The tasks were simple.

The first was to drink blood from an unknown source, but no one was going to it. So we told him to tell us, were he got it from. And he said from the dogs of your second task. So we drank the dog blood quick, but i only sipped it and the scene changed quick to the second task.

The second one was the most fucked up task. He brought three little puppy’s which he had ripped off the skin of each one, and they were still alive, walking in pain but no screaming. These little guys knew… we had to completely eat them… and so we did for the sake of DMT but … no we actually didnt eat them. We asked ourselves who the fuck this guy was and we didnt needed him at all. So we just threw him off the cliffs near the island were we had the „ceremony“. And since he had no helpers, no one saw nothing. I mean who was that dude and why we needed him and that stupid ceremony right?

The third task was to cut ourselves with the same knives the others had used and no one was doing that. Because i had the dream twice, it switched back and fourth and it showed me that the first time, i did everything and drank the stuff inside the black little vase which was dmt.

This time i didnt do shit and just went to the shrine, drinking it again, but the guy we thrown off was there.. holding the vase in my direction and giving it to me. I drinked …. and nothing happend .. i woke up!

Pretty shitty dream ive gotta tell..

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Troublesome People

I hate driving on the streets here.. the problem is the stupidity of people. They dont know the rules of driving at all and cause serious crashy moments if you dont keep your eyes everywhere. I constantly try to avoid any stupid situations because someone thinks hes important because of a bigger car and tries […]

A Killers Diary #The blood wall of skins

Dear Diary, Today was another special day. I managed to finish the blood skin wall. It was really messy but now i can smile. You now its tough the ripp the human skin off the flesh, without damaging it. The two bodys are ready for the next step and the wall is painted in bloody […]

Cold

It started again… the weather changed from zero to hundred .. i feel strange.. like i would be in a different place.. Do you feel that too sometimes ? A familiar place becomes so.. different ..

Dangerous Adventures

I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again.

I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on the old mates because ..well ..why not. The cream was tasty and i already had three of them. Besides i was surprised seing them around in such a place but it was more to it than i thought.

Later on we went outside and all hell broke loose.

Out of nowhere, mystic creatures with long nails and swords came like a swarm. They killed and cut up all of the people around. Me and a girl were on our own and had swords ourselves as it seemed. I couldnt see the girls face, neither could i tell who she was but i had a feeling that she might be my wife because she always comes in many forms in my dreams. I remembered the dream and knew that another attack was coming… As the creatures slaughtered everybody, we defended ourselves and cut few of them up as well. The cool part was, that our blades could cut the air and kill from a far distance. So i threw a few slices and got many of them and so did she. The swords were organic … it felt like they were living and the appearance changed colourfully. My two swords were red glowing with a dark background. The girl had a blue and red/dark sword, glowing as well. But we knew that they would break soon because these swords were not held by hand, but it was the hand from those creatures. We had ripped them out of their shoulders.

One creature jumped over a big wall and tried to cut me down, but because i knew the dream, i attacked her first and threw her to the ground. I thought that it might be a woman monster because of the blue appearance and long strange looking hair, but i didnt cared and cut her head along with her arm. There was no reaction, scream or else.

The girl went away, or atleast that was the last time i saw her.

I scene switch happend with a strong wind… i found myself on a mountain, chasing a woman that was running towards a castle. It really looked damn beautyful.. Big trees, the sun shine almost gone and the grass and flowers dancing in the wind, and in front of us, one road to the castle… It seemed magical… the field was shining and glittering in beauty. I really thought i might stay there and just watch, but i needed to chase the woman for a reason. It was very dangerous to just walk towards it but she knew it… The reason why i wanted to stay and watch was because i thought about me and my wife before we came here.. How much time had passed since then, or was it just a blink of an eye? I surely didnt knew.

As i chased her, she stopped and pointed with her finger towards a small mountain looking thing i thought. But it seemed to be a very fast train which lead to the castle. Big train rails were in front of us which circeled across this world. As we approached fast to the train, we noticed that it was covered in a big blanket, letting it look like a mountain. But instead it was a giant mix of a bug, a centaur and a bull. It had two big black tooth in front and it started running fast down the rails from where we came from. I knew that i was already once here and i remembered that i would be dead if i didnt had moved aside. It wouldve trampled me over i thought.

As we saw the giant thing going fast off the area, we went further towards the castle but it was shielded. Another circle ? Or was the castle just imagination? I dont know what happend to the woman but i was standing above ground, flying and looking at the castle. It seemed unreachable. Many big monsters were up ahead and i didnt knew what i was doing there in the first place…

As i looked, my vision gut blurry and i woke up unintended, knowing that its always been you and freedom, who i still chase and know to reach.

Another Day

Done with work and stressed… my back spasmed random and i thought it would break in half xD Yesterday i took few pills to relax and slept quite well .. but something woke me up and i lost completely the location where i was. I feel quite fucked up… i could use a break but […]

Monsters of inner Earth #The Backwards Sprinter

The second monster which appeared was the backwards sprinter. As the name sais.. it sprints towards you with its back turned. Long arms and legs, a rather grey and dark shiny skin and a really ugly face. It sprints after its prey and when it comes close to the kill, the back of the monster […]

Monsters of inner earth #The Scare

The first monster which appeared back in the days out of its grave was the „Scare“, after that it went all down… The scare was and is still one of the scariest monsters out here. It has no face, no eyes, ears or mouth. Just rotten skin and spiky metal wrapped around its head. The […]

Occupations, energy collectors and other attachments

So, since it comes again and again under the eyes and ears and annoys me somehow discreetly, today a little educational work! I hear again about people who believe, or about whom it is said that they are possessed by demons or that ghosts are attached to them. First of all, nothing is impossible, and […]

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe.

It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a prison planet. After they had created human bodies, they left few of their species on earth and another few on the moon, so they could watch and order command if something wouldnt go as planned. Please note that their plan is created in a time chamber on a different level were time passes by very slow.

After the development of their humaniod species, the modern human, they brought up a money system where one side is poor and their side is rich and wealthy. One cannot exist without the other.

The few left on earth continued the plan until every nation was enslaved and turned to a so called „grey planet“

A grey planet is a fully government controlled world were everything including nature is destroyed and replaced by metal trees and grey looking figures. The rest of the population is killed, tortured or bind to an endless control when you want to walk down the streets. No one is save anymore, everyone is aggressive and dull through the lack of vitamin D. The ones who say something out too loud, will be punished by dead or put to work in the grey mines. The system works automated on a computer and the governments dirty politicians, army, navy and the special forces are trained to take special pills which dull parts of the brain. Shortly said: you become a monkey with enough brain to obey the law, and enough stupidity to never question the law.

The police got killed by the government because they thought that many police men were already secretly against them. So instead a chip or special medication, they got a knock on their office door with poisend coffee or else.

The global population was wiped out with the phone radiation that was installed secretly by every company, which were owned by the governmental rules. They just needed to press a button so all phones either exploded in their faces or caused tumors and brain damage in a week. Sounds crazy ? They had way better tech. and the rest who stood against them got eliminated through operation „Dark Beam“. It was basically a laser with the range of 10 hectare but it only reacted with the heavy metals inside a humans body which the people had through their unhealthy livestyles and heavy chemtrails. It caused heat reaction which boiled you from the inside out… Those days were the last.

This all happend in the COVID-22 phase. Four years after the first global pandemic state. First it was fear, then it was suffer, and in the end it was death and enslavement for nearly the entire population. How did the government survive? Well they built big underground facilities. Deep down safe from radiation and the weapons.

The second waves COVID 19 + 20, were just a warm up to what was coming, trying to vaccinate everybody and kill them without suffering. But it didnt worked and they took the straight head shot but the bullet was going in slow and painful.

COVID 21 was the start of the heavy chem trail rains. They flooded the air and the sun was nearly off for weeks but because they couldnt save themselves from it, they stopped the fouth day. It covered the planet in dust and the people started shooting the cops and burning down governmental buildings. From the time of few days, half the planet was in war. Many didnt knew what to do and killed themselves or went oversee but they got followed by police forces and captured.

Iam telling you this from a base we recaptured that transmitts info to the moon. I dont have time anymore. Oh and iam not human, that is why radiation and heavy metals didnt killed us. We work against the evil forces and currently some of us are located inside an iceberg in the antarctica and inside earth.

When you got the message, burn it! When this gets to their hands, many other realities are screwed. So we hope it found the right one.

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How to get RICH really fast ? – Scam!

Now lets talk for real a second. If we put the people aside which got wealthy by honest and hard work, and those who got wealthy by scaming people, we might see that the majority of people get rich trough scaming! But why is it like that ? Why isnt hard and honest work not […]

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary, Today was another big day …just as always. My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me. This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain. The […]

Chained and Sealed – The Door

We always had a door outside of town. Legends said that this door seals monsters from other dimensions and that no one is allowed to open it. Not even the police or whatever managed to simply open the door. They built a park around the door which seemed to go down a sewer or something. […]

Am i less worth ? – The Floor of Nightmares

I woke up unknowingly of my location, inside a building full of the worlds nightmares. How did i came i here? Was this even real? Why was there nobody? Did i dreamed it ? All i know is… That place showed me the world in which we live in. It was a nightmare.. A count […]

An’s Crystal Puzzle Pieces

There was once a soul who was very corrupted by power and greed. This soul caused several super solar system war’s and many planets were burning.. There was a team of eight … he was one of those eight but haunted and afraid of the black dimensional beings. Through the unlimited ways of playing this […]

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose.

They had found a crystal cave and each of those crystals were spending tremendous amount of energy for free. The expeditors saw it as a money mine and claimed the cave for themselves, but it was on our ground and so the people came with the entire village and plundered the cave…

It was soon known around the globe and military forces were coming to reclaim what they took from unknown land. The villagers tried to peacefully solve the situation but before they could speak, they were shot by the white man’s people and taken hostage for killing their expeditioners. Not a single crystal was found after the search through the village..

Where did all the crystals went ? They used hightech to detect the energy radiating from the crystals but still, nothing was found. They had no other choice but to leave.. except when one kid started to say loud „the crystals are inside us“.

This doomed all.. the kid got hit hard in the face and the people started to run.. The military started to shoot and kill everbody, but they wanted to extract the crystals unbroken. Somehow the villagers had eaten the crystals for whatever reason.

After they took a few hostages, they cut them open and extracted the glowing crystals. Very interestingly was what it caused inside their bodys. The crystal was merging with the body, replenishing energy and healing powers. Those crystals were actually alive.

A few hours later many screams were heard but now some gangs started an all out war before they could fully analise the crystals. The biggest question was how they got such big and spiky crystals inside their bodys. A few moments before the tent got blown up by a rocket launcher, the scientists found that the crystals had a connected network and were causing new diseases but the holder of the crystals would not feel anything.

Many died during that time and now we are hiding with the military inside the caves. Our enemy is now a crystals being that cant be shot to death and when it finds a way out of this island, the entire world is doomed. The only way to shut them down is to melt their body with over 2000° celsius and higher.

We had communication to the base and told what happend but they werent believing us and sent another team which was shot from the air.

When we asked the rest of the living villagers on how they got the crystals inside their stomachs, they said that they had no idea about it.

So many questions to this story but not much answers. Whoever gets this message, never come here! We are all dead

A Killer’s Diary #2 – The hanged Pig

Dear diary, I was on the look -out for few weeks and found out as much as i could about the swine. She had soft skin but was very dirty inside, so cleansed her… She was screaming at her friends and liked hurting animals, this was the perfect prey for my next pig doll collection […]

Smart Zombies – The Maze of Traitors

It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team.

We knew that the land of free was beneath us in some closed section, like a portal would show us the way were the world was still intact.

An unknown species of vampires or blood and flesh feasting things had appeared. We assummed that our spy’s became victims to them, but something was odd about the entire incident…

The guy who told us about that world was wearing a black robe and looked like a traitor to me. Everyone believes in his brainwash except three people. But what choice did we had ? It was already late and those freaks were taking the world very fast. No strategic or military force could handle them.

It was one 1am at the market center, we were standing and taking a look to the other buildings, checking if there could be any threat. But it was already too late… they swarmed us from nowhere and first attacked the the civilians. They had no chance.. The heads got ripped out, bones broken and skin torn to pieces. The 10 of us with assault rifles tried to kill them but it was useless against these numbers and impossible to win. We got all seperated at once and many died .. Me, one civilian and another team member got inside the market center. We took the stairs from the closed section, so those freaks couldnt see us. All we were hearing was… screams for help while they got dismantled to pieces. I was about to shoot those who had followed me because of my suspicion that they were bitten.

It seemed to allright and i had no time to think, so i went inside the doors brought me to the second floor, but instead i was underground somehow and i saw how a few managed to escape in here too. We all came together and were relieved that not everybody was dead or infected by now. But the problems were only beginning….

The first problem was THEY KNEW that some had escaped and they knew that we all were down here. When one of them sees you, they tell it their horde and they start to slowly engage with tactics to lure their prey. It was really dangerous.

The second problem was that the catacombs were devided in sections, some had doors and some had traps and other tunnel systems were flooded or destroyed.. probably so safe themselves. But we needed to find the portal to the so called free land.

After a few minutes we heared something loud…The monsters were coming ..or whatever you can call them. They had a grey body, really big and sharp nails and their entire skin was rotting and wrinkled. Some of them seemed to be normal dumb zombies but a vampire was their leader. This thing was the main problem. It could show the dumb zombies how to become smarter and they improved within minutes. But to kill such a thing was merely impossible. Whenever we tried to capture one, it regenerated extremely fast and killed everyone who attacked, as well did the power increase. A vampire who was shot one, became strong as a tank and ripped one of our bases down, but it lost intelligence.

The noise was getting louder and we heared those freaks. They suddenly staring at us from one of the collapsed floors. We knew that we needed to open those doors up fast or we would all die. But instead listening, everybody panicked and ran further inside the catacombs. One stood with me, trying to open a heavy wood door but it wasnt moving at all.

The time we tried to open the door, those things were already inside and started to run after the rest of us. My weapon was unloaded and those things were sensitive to voice and sound. So i took out my katana and run towards two, cutting their heads clean off their shoulders… There was massive blood coming out, a normal human could never have such an amount. The two are dead and werent moving but the rest of maybe 12 saw me and i began to run up the walls and holding on to a little stone outside the wall. The other guy ran away further in.. it was the last time i saw him and the beings started to kick and hit the wooden door with their heads.

What was wrong with them?

Afterwards, i saw the guy with the black robe again! He was here? Why??.. I switched suddenly my perspective and saw how he betrayed all of us by giving wrong directions. He just wanted us to become prey while he was running through the gates. I got lucky and surprised … i never had a live and conscious out of body experience such as this. It seemed that our normal world was fake to every bit.

I flew afterwards the guy and saw the door. It was three wooden doors from my right and the portal was only opening if all the other floors were collapsing soon. It was a sort of magic security system which killed unwanted guests..

After i switched back to my body, i needed to run quickly towards the doors but how would i open them?

At the same moment, i saw the guy with the black robe again, he was standing right to the closed wooden door and took the head of the dead body which i had killed. He placed it in the center and stabbed the head with a knife, afterwards the door opened quick and he went through.

As long as the freaks were distracted at the other door, i jumped straight along the wall and landed infront the door. My jump was loud and the freaks heard me. As the door was closing, i ran inside and pushed it to close. The freaks were hammering loud and i went on.

The guy in the robe was standing there, waiting.. for me ? He had no head to smash against the wall and now was waiting for my ? But that wasnt the case. He looked at me and said „Lets go while theres time“ and he cut his hand and placed it again in the center of the wooden door, but it didnt opened… As i came close, he started to swing at me with his knife but i was the best in close combat. Before he hit me, i hit him in the face, took my katana and cut ofg his legs. He was screaming in pain and i wondered who it was ..behind the mask..

After taking it off, i couldnt believe it… It was the general of the bunker which was destroyed a long time ago, but he was infected and not the same general. I was sure that this being had it planned all along. Either it was the virus or the general was an asshole. I didnt took a chance and cut off his head. He didnt said anything, nor was he trying to stop me from taking his head atleast with his arm or something.

I took his head and did the same with the wooden door. It opened fast and the wooden door behind me was opening, luring in all the infected monsters and collapsing the floor. The last floor, but i forgot to take the head with me .. Damn it.. i would need to open the door somehow and i tried… it wasnt moving… After i sat down and thought what i could do, i saw how the door was opening on its own and green lights came out of there.

I thought i was dreaming .. but there it was.. the portal and land of free.. I stepped through and now iam here, sitting and writing in the lands above the sky’s .. This world was how earth shouldve evolved.. People in love and peace, no war, no disease.. Just pure consciousness about life.

But we on earth.. destroyed everything because of greed.

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Crazy Cat Diary

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To hot to blog

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